It never fails to amaze me how people can feel emboldened to criticize people when they are in a vulnerable position. And criticize you for what? Sharing what's going on in your life on your OWN channel? THAT is what is bizarre - not that you're concerned about losing your hair (who wouldn't have at least some degree of concern about that?- I would as well because I really love my hair). Please ignore people like this. I guarantee it's an extreme minority who have this sort of narrow-minded, ignorant, unsympathetic view. Keep showing up as you - that's certainly what makes me want to keep following you. 💛
@@abens9974 totally agree Amy. People who troll others who are going through so much are downright vile and nasty. We have all been hurt one way or another in our lives and we learn to treat others with kindness, but these nasty people have no empathy, zero compassion and must live an empty miserable life
Well said. I totally agree. People can be so cruel. If they haven’t got anything nice to say then keep it shut. Those of us that are here care and appreciate you Amanda xx
so sorry that former subscriber said some very hurtful and inappropriate things. The rest of us, no doubt, want to support you in any way that will help you. Besides, your videos are and will help others who are touched by cancer in addition to helping yourself. I follow several vloggers dealing with medical issues and you have all help me and my loved ones. Thank you for your honest videos. And please know, through your video, i now know to ask for cold cap therapy for my nearly waist long hair if i develop another cancer that requires chemo.
My husband has stage 4 cancer. Everyone needs to do what they need to to find peace, strength and comfort. Thank you for bravely sharing your journey. You are making a difference in peoples lives. My prayers are with you. Ignore the nasty folk out there, its says more about their sad lives.
Forget the miserable haters. Girl you are brave, you are strong, and honestly sharing your story helps others prepare and not feel alone in their journey. I appreciate you letting us in and also hoping you are finding comfort in talking with us in sharing your experience. Gentle hugs, you are a warrior
I for one would like to thank you for your courage and bravery in putting your journey out there for everyone. Your words are so courageous and so truthful. I am 18 months into the cancer journey and you give me such determination that this too shall pass. Keep on being you. We love you. ❤️
I went through chemo and immunotherapy for breast cancer, 3 years ago. I was warned about the neuropathy in hands and feet. I am a knitter and knit almost daily. I was so worried I would lose my ability to knit. That scared me more than hair loss! I used ice packs on my hands and feet. Would put them on 15 minutes before taxol, all through the taxol, and 15 minutes after. I have had no neuropathy. Also one of the chemo nurses was also into holistic medicine and recommended alpha lipoic acid. I am still taking 300 mg day and night! I did lose my hair after the 3rd chemo, but rocked the bald with big earrings and colorful scarves! My hair slowly came back healthier than ever. Take good care….❤
Thank you for sharing that. I too was more concerned about the potential neuropathy than the hair. Being able to knit & my other handcrafts are important for my sanity & creativity, as well as writing/typing for work. I’ve got my cryotherapy mitts & socks ready & start my first chemo this week. Fingers crossed 🤞
@@pattysylvanbutterfly433 good luck patty! I was surprised at how not bad the whole process was! 🤓. A positive attitude and living as normally as possible is so helpful in the process. 🌺. I’m 5 years out now and doing awesome!
You are developing a community of people who understand and along the way you will run into judgmental people who have no idea what the treatment of cancer is like and who don’t have empathy or the experience to formulate and intelligent opinion. Thank you for your honesty and I am so sorry that the pain and uncomfortableness of cancer is upon you. Keep fighting and talking. You are helping people and your self more importantly, by your candor❣️
Please know how much others like me appreciate your videos. Thank you so much for sharing. The biggest thing that I take away from your videos is how to care for the people in my life and my community. I am really grateful for your vulnerability and your sharing, despite the pain you're feeling. Immensely grateful for your perspective.
One thing I found out through my breast cancer journey is that people who haven't gone through it will not understand. I went through 90% of my appointments, testing and treatments by myself. It was during Covid and no one was allowed in. Thank you for doing this. I have learned a lot from these vlogs and if one of us can help you with our thoughts and prayers etc it is worth while. Hugs to you. ❤✌🌹
Please don't listen to those negative people. It's your journey and things that are important to one person it's not necessarily important to another. There is not a right or wrong. Hugs from Norway ❤ thanks for bringing us along on this chapter of your life ❤
By sharing this road and season you’re in, you’re helping those going through the same treatment. Your dog is precious and wants to comfort you. Praying and sending good vibes your way! 🌺🌺🌺🌺
It’s an honor that you share your life with us in the way you choose to share. Hope you can get in your studio like you want :) And when you need to rest💤 Whatever you need to help you through, day by day 😘❤️
It’s your cancer , your journey and anything that helps you feel control ( hair, makeup, whatever!) in a situation you can’t control you should do! People need to have compassion. We LEARN from each other. Don’t hide it away. Thank you for sharing ! ❤️
Amanda, When I went through chemotherapy for Non-hodgkin's lymphoma I was, like you, somewhat nervous not knowing what to expect. But I thought to myself that so many people before me have gone through this so I knew I could do it too. It wasn't easy but I did it. Right now, six months after finishing my regiment, I am in remission. Hang in there. It can be a tough road but I see you as being one tough individual.
@timmcvicker5775 I have Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma having been officially diagnosed with it on October 14, 2022 with an open surgical biopsy. The results showed mine is Nodal Marginal Zone B-Cell Lymphoma primary in the lymph nodes a rare type indolent/slowing kind. The sad thing with me is on April 27, 2022 my younger brother passed away. He had chest and left arm pain, apparently signs of a heart attack. He was stabilized, but took a turn for the worse when he suddenly started coughing up blood. They did everything to save his life but the blood flow was too much and he simply choked and suffocated on his own blood. He was 57, leaving behind his wife from who he was separated and three adult children...two sons and a daughter. A year and a half before his passing, he was diagnosed with stage 4 squamous cell carcinoma of the throat and tongue. That type of cancer is associated with the HPV(Human Papiloma Virus) which he acquired in his teens from an infected partner. There are several varieties of the HPV Virus, but ONLY two become cancer...number 16 and 18. I don't know which of these he had. His diagnosis came about after a misdiagnosis of acid reflux associated with a heart medication he was taking due to having a stent inserted after a cardiac event in May of 2020 and his cancer diagnosis came in April of 2021. he then started on both chemo infusion and radiation therapy. His speech was affected, but with speech pathology, he got his speech/speaking back. He was entering remission after a rigorous course of treatment when sadly after taking the covid-19 vax, he suffered a life threatening crisis in which he was hospitalized for SEPSIS, UTI and a fever of 103. He was given strong antibiotics to combat that life threatening crisis. Then, several weeks later, he took a covid booster and this time it landed him in the hospital with a far worse medical crisis in which he was placed in a medically induced coma. He recovered from that event until his sudden and unexpected passing on April 27, 2022. That said, I will be starting back-to-back chemo infusion this Thursday September 21 and Friday September 22, 2023. You had chemo for your treatment. On Thursday, I'm expected to be at the Cancer Center(NYU-Langone/Perlmutter) for about 6 hours and on Friday, 1 and a 1/2 hours. What was your treatment like as someone with Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma? I'm asking because I'm quite nervous about this impending treatment. (Cecilia Rivera, from Brooklyn, NY).
As a cancer survivor it really helps me to hear others’ stories and I also feel empowered to support them through my experience. It’s community and I think a beautiful thing. I felt for you during the cold cap situating. I also wonder if the pain you’re feeling is the chemo working. I felt pain as well and my tumors were palpable so I could feel them shrinking along w the pain. Maybe you can visualize your cancer shrinking when your feel it hurting so. Love to you. 💕
What is wrong with people. I appreciate your candor regarding your difficult journey. If you don't like reading or watching then just don't. Please be supportive or just move on. Amanda..you've got this! All love!! ❤️
Diagnosed this August, had a lumpectomy in late September. Soon I will undergo 4 treatments of chemotherapy before radiation. Praying for us all to get through this ❤ Recurrence is always in the back of my mind, praying if cancer does return it is found in time 🙏
Please do not worry about ignorant creatures, they do not have a clue. I have been following a very inspirational lady on TH-cam called tiffanythinks. She had the same issue and in the end they blocked them. Keep going lovely lady.❤❤❤❤❤
I think you want to share with others. I'm also really grateful that it's therapeutic for you. If people don't understand that they can certainly leave. It's none of their business what you want to do on your channel. I am hoping that you feel much better, I will be sending you good thoughts, love and hugs. I love your fur babies so much. They are so in tune with you like mine. Are they know when you're not feeling well or just need love
I understand i didn't want to lose my hair back then.. I didn't lose my hair when I has chemo. I had chemo pills. I also prayed and I believe my faith in God got me through 19 years ago. This is 19 years this new year. I saw my 8 year old grow up. She is 26 now. Thank you Jesus. Sorry, but everyone has an opinion, and we don't all agree, so that's why life is spicy. We dont all see things the same. We all can be a bit opinionated. If the person who unfollowed you went to Tiffanythinks she would really be upset. That chick has put everything out there. I would say thats brave and teaching moments. We can all learn to be a little kinder. Discussing experiences is educational. You have a wonderful, poetic last name. You have lovely family of support. Praying things go well. Keep positive, it helps the immune system.
Thanks for sharing your journey . Hopefully the cold cap works at keeping your beautiful hair . I think it's great if you want to try and keep your hair in this already extremely hard time , why not . I hope you are doing good today .🎈
You have the right to share whatever you want to! You do need to share and I know your helping others. I for one give you credit for being brave and honest. For me watching a video that’s all fake is a waste of time. I always turn them off! As you said , anyone has the choice not to watch. ❤
🙏Pray for the uninformed! This is one of these situations that until you have had cancer they just don’t know and do not understand. We have the right to choose what we watch and listen to and just know people should be grateful we still have the ability to do so. I appreciate what you are doing and I know that you are helping people to understand what happens with cancer treatments and having You Tube to be able educate people who want to know what happens-really is so wonderful. Your postings are tasteful and well done. I applaud you for your courage to do this. Thank You!!!🙏❤
I feel for you. My Mom is battling Stage 2 breast cancer. 14 years ago she was diagnosed with breast cancer (ductile carcinoma). She had a double mastectomy Dec 2020 followed by Chemotherapy. I wish I had known what to expect but we did everything together. I am her cheerleader all the way! When she gets down or needs to vent, I’m here. You just keep on vlogging and the people that had the audacity to criticize you, shame on their ignorance! Mom’s worst nightmare was losing her hair..but we got through it. I ordered all the best head coverings (matching ones for me) so she didn’t feel so bad going out. Rest up, and don’t listen to the nasty people.. they have no place in your healing!
I know people can mean. But wow just don’t watch, keep your mean rude comments to yourself. I have had cancer twice . Iam one of the lucky ones. My sister went through so much and cancer ended up taking her! These video helps us all we are not alone . You keep it up! Stay positive we love you!!💚
Ohhhhh girl. Be greatful he or she is gone. No one needs to see or read there negative thoughts. Please don't fret over this. I am with you all the way. I likely won't comment every video tho. Just know the rest of us are rooting for you. As always ur friend from Ontario Canada 🇨🇦
You are very brave and strong. You will get through this. You never know what a person is going through until you walk a mile in their shoes. You keep doing what is good for you! And it looks like you have the best buddy in the world with you. Sometimes I wish some people could be more like dogs!
You are brave and strong to share your journey , the good and the bad….block anyone that has negative comments as it’s not good for your well-being to feel bad about some stupid comment. Stay focused on healing and sending you all positive thoughts 💫.
Your courage in sharing your story is incredible. Also, if I had hair as amazing as yours I'd be hesitant to lose it too! It's a healthy thing to acknowledge parts of our physical bodies that we love! So many people benefit from hearing your story- including me, a nurse who cares for people with cancer and a loved one of a close friend with cancer. I understand my patients and my loved ones better from hearing stories like yours and I am extremely grateful to you for sharing.
My brother -in -law is dealing with terminal brain cancer. It’s brutal. He had his surgeries at Swedish ~ great hospital! ~~~I think you are a brave, precious soul. New subscriber …..and your monsters are adorable. Much love sent from Chelan Washington ♥️
Keep posting Amanda and we will keep supporting you with good vibes. You need the comfort of good comments of encouragement and love right now. You are strong and will get through this! ❤️
Don’t worry about the negative people. They have nothing better to do/say. Just unsubscribe if she doesn’t like it. We want to hear your journey and it can be helping others navigate through this. Baker knows that something is not right 🙂. He is trying to comfort you. Keep telling your journey🌹🌺🌹🌺
Just ignore that person that was so ignorant to you, If they do not have anything good to say, they do not need to watch, I am glad you are sharing your journey, It is very helpful for you, and also for some of us, As for your hair I do understand, that was hard for me also, so DON"T let others make you feel bad about your feelings, NO MATTER what your feelings are, I hope that chemo is not to bad on you, get rest when ever you feel you need to, it helps, drink lots of fluids even if it is hard to do, I know the feeling, popsicles help also or Italian ice, even just crushed ice, all liquids help, hang in there and (vent as much as you need to or want to) because most of us are here for you, :) HUG
Keep on sharing your daily routine as you navigate through this process! Yes!! You are helping people. You‘ve helped me. I was diagnosed with endometrial adenocarcinoma in Nov and surgery took place in Dec. Chemo & radiation were on the table as adjuvant treatment options for me but it turned out -after some genetic testing - that my tumor was a pole ultramutated so any adjuvant treatment is required. Losing my long curly hair was one of my most terrifying fear as well. Thank you Amanda and tons of love from Spain! You can do this 💪🏻❤
Sending you lots of prayers and strength to get through the rough days ahead. Ignore all the negativity…some people are just mean and you certainly don’t need them following you…YOU got this!💪❤
From Ontario Canada 🇨🇦. My Warrior Friend. Good on you getting through your FIRSTS 👏🏻. You are amazing in your outlook on all this & don’t let anyone tell you different. Let go of those that would criticize etc. as they aren’t worth having in your life. I look forward to hearing on your progress even through the toughest & better of times. I truly hope the cold cap works for you as I love & am envious of your hair. You are in my 🙏 & ❤️. Sending virtual hugs.
Hi Amanda You don’t need to put up with people like that who wanted to unsubscribe - they will be the ones to miss out - you do you just as you are, raw, real and authentic - you sharing your story is therapeutic to you and may well help some people in the future in a position you are in now and will be reassuring to them - this is someone’s life people let’s all be kind - love, light and best wishes Amanda from Kim in Scotland United Kingdom - I for one an so happy to follow you on your journey the world needs love and authenticity not people hiding away not speaking up about the tough stuff - before people write things they should think how their words are going to make someone feel and if the answer is anything except positive vibes then just don’t write anything - Kindness costs nothing x
You are a beautiful girl, and have so much to offer. Thank you for sharing this journey with us, I for one am strengthened by your courage and vulnerability.
I just wanted to say I appreciate an adore you for sharing I have been battling 4 yrs cancer an I'm 28 a mommy of triplets an it's hard to deal with an the pain in unbelievably horrible 💔 nobody can understand our pain an how we feel as a woman an losing our hair. Some say it's just hairl it's not. Until there the ones going thru what we are they will never understand. 💯 prayers for you sweetheart an keep speaking about what's going on. It's people like us who come out an share our story good an bad an we help others get through a bad day or we may have lil tips an tricks tht may help each other out. Loves of love an prayers to you. Never give up. We in this together.
Whomever left such horrible comments is living in the dark ages. Those of us that have cancer or who have had cancer, completely appreciate your openness to discuss your condition and your treatment. You have every right to engage your team of TH-cam followers that want to support you and at the same time educate those that are ignorant so, it’s not about you needing to have a thicker skin, it’s about you Learning to hit the delete button or the block button whatever it is. Unfortunately there is evil in this world and some of them Love to insult cancer patients. What’s more important is that you continue to take care of yourself.
Well said! 👏🥰💕💕💕 I am sorry you have to go through this, and then deal with people 😜🤪 please don’t pay attention to them. Focus on your battle with cancer. 💪 your hair is beautiful, I can understand. It will grow back if you do lose it, but it’s perfectly normal to grieve it. You rock those cute beanies girl ☺️
Hi Amanda, I’m glad you got through your first treatment well. My advice is to not think that it will get worse. Everyone’s experience is different. My experience stayed the same throughout my chemo. I was lucky to have tolerated it well (I had Taxol and Carboplatin). I just took it one infusion at a time. That helped a lot.
Amanda you are doing a great service by videoing your treatment and reactions. Chemo is very very scary especially the first few infusions. Toxic drugs are being pumped into your body and it’s freaky to think that these poisons will kill cancer but the process is far from easy.lt’s great that you have family support and your pets of course. Your pooch is so adorable. I hope your abdominal and back pain subside. ❤❤❤
Lots of ppl share their full cancer journey. Don't listen to the negative ppl. Do what your heart says. I will read, , listen to you. You are beautiful . From Canada 🇨🇦
Oh honey, there are Always gonna be trolls. The bigger you get the more they come out to play. Tiffany Thinks just had insane surgery and people Still troll her. They say she was lying about even having cancer 🤦♀️ Please don't let them get you down or make you bitter. Just say hi hater 😁 have a great day and move tf on. Life is to short to pay them any mind. You are strong. You are brave. You are worthy. Blessed be 💚
Thank you for sharing your story! It is very brave of you to let us in this part of your life! Don’t listen to the negative comments ! It’s your feelings not there’s ! Your battling cancer and all of the side effects ! I can’t even imagine how you feel!when people make negative comments just block them! You have enough on your plate then worrying about ignorant people and there comments! Praying for you 😊
🙏✨💛 youare strong, you are amazing and you will get through this 🙏. Your dog is the cutest thing ever! I’m sure with time it wont be so bad as the first infusion. Sending you lots and lots of love and healing light 💞
Oh, Amanda. I have been thinking of you, especially as you recovered over the weekend from your first infusion. Sending love and hugs. As far as haters, let the bad go and hold onto what's good and true!!
Everybody's journey is unique to them - what's important, how they react to the treatment they're experiencing, their outlook, etc. I believe we should all show grace to our fellow humans, whether you understand their vibe or not. Maybe some aspect of what you were showing us was frightening and the comments were a way of dealing with that emotion. But, better to let those people move on then get too wrapped around the axle about it. Thank you for being willing to continue sharing your journey with us. I'm prepping for major surgery on Monday that will basically tear apart and rebuild my lower left tongue/mouth and neck to chase down the cancer that has recurred there. I just got back from getting my long hair that I've had for 40 years chopped off! 😊 See, we can make decisions that work for us vs anyone else. Take care of yourself, beautiful lady - your light will shine through the pain and difficulty of the treatments and challenges you face. 🤗💞
You have good family support and that’s important. If I hadn’t had my family’s support, I don’t think I can get through it. I decided to remain single when I knew my fertility is compromised. I want an easy life, no stress or worrying more about family.
I am having my second Keytruda in two days for Desmoplastic Melanoma and l am a retired 76 year old nurse. I applaud you for sharing your cancer journey. As you said, if you don't want to watch then don't! Nobody is forced to see anything they aren't interested in and l think it says a lot about the person that criticized you for sharing this. Please continue to do what you are doing so that we can see what to expect from our journeys. I for one hope you don't lose your beautiful curly hair!!
I wouldn't even give these negative comments a platform by even mentioning them! This is YOUR channel! There are other channels for them to choose from
You are so right!! Your hair for a woman is our big part of our beauty. And it is very difficult to lose your hair. Don’t listen to any negativity!!! Delete them bc and move on!!! You need positivity now. Praying for you ❤
I am grateful to anyone who shares their experience/story. As humans we need to connect with others, but also I feel I am learning so much. If I or a loved one goes through something similar I feel I would be more prepared. Hope you don't feel too crappy.
Thank you for sharing your frustrations, vulnerabilities and eagerness to create. You are fabulous. Pay no mind to the negative comments. Take value in this video journal.
The majority people would come to see you because we are going through similar things. Somebody has never had cancer has zero ZERO say and what you should do or how you should feel when you have cancer and are going through this absolute nightmare. So frustrating but please don't let that ever hinder anything you do
Today is my first day of chemo for ovarian cancer. My pelvic mass was 18 cm so I can feel your pain at your first chemo. Thank you so much for your hard work on doing all your videos they have helped me tremendously! I was feeling pretty overwhelmed but your gentle way of sharing has been amazing! I a NW girl too but living in the desert with family while going through this. ❤
Dear Amanda, I have been watching your videos for a few months. I only recently subscribed. I am a 71 yr old woman, always been healthy, never smoked, only drank socially a couple times a year. Diagnosed 10 months ago with Stage 4 NSC Lung Cancer. No symptoms from the cancer, but side effects from chemo and immunotherapy are very difficult for a few days after treatment. Even at my age, I can identify with your experience. Thank you for sharing. I will continue watching. Sending hugs and much love.❤️
It was a year ago January 14 that I started chemotherapy for ovarian cancer. Same chemo and time frame as yours. My infusion center provided cold mitts and booties to prevent neuropathy. I wore them through the three hour taxol drip. The nurses changed out the cold packs every hour. I highly recommend them! They can be ordered through Amazon if they’re not supplied for you. After my 5th infusion I began to experience numb areas on the balls of my feet. My oncologist lowered the taxol dose. They need to know you’re having symptoms asap. I had a love/hate relationship with them but I’m so grateful they were available. One down! Lots of rest and lots of liquids. Hugs!
🙌❤️🙌 Thank you for sharing every part and all your messiness and authenticity of your journey. My Mom 81 is having her 1st chemo treatment tomorrow for lung cancer. My sister & I appreciate your video to help us & her help with the unknown and to see and hear someone's experience. Thank you for not holding back. 🙌❤️🙌
People can be so weird in a mean way. You do you!!! You know what will help you through and don’t let others bring you down. Thank you for sharing, it amazes me how people get through cancer. You go girl!!
My dear Amanda i feel your pain loosing hair is a trauma for so many including myself as i went through it. The sad part is people can not respect our differences and have love and compassion for one another, specially foe the one going through so much. I love you dear one and feel your pain. From someone who has been through many years of physical mental emotional pain and stage 4 cancer. You are precious snd perfect just as you are. Sending you so much love ❤
Amanda, you are a very brave lady to share this difficult procedure with us. I would be absolutely terrified. I'm scared just watching and learning about it.
Amanda that is what the Lord has us here for to love and support each other in good times and hard times. Ignore those that have negative things to say and let them go. Onto the next day!
I like how you share, no women wants to lose their hair, it’s totally understandable. I’m going through a cancer journey with my husband and I lost my sister to cancer and the loss of her hair was very upsetting, nobody understands unless you have been there.
I appreciate you sharing. I am just starting my journey. Its so scary. Every step of the way from mammogram to biopsy to meeting my chemo dr.. its all been nothing what I expected but its so scary and im thankful that I am not alone in my fears
People are so quick to judge and think they know the ‘right’ way to handle situations. It’s not their life or their journey and you need to do what’s best for you to get through this and no one else matters!! I for one admire your strength and courage in being vulnerable and sharing this very difficult and scary journey you are on ❤️. Sending you lots of love and encouragement 💕 from Ontario, Canada 🇨🇦
Thank you for sharing your WHOLE journey- you got this in every way. We are here for you to share the good the bad and the ugly . You are a true warrior. Their will always be a few of those in the crowd. They can move along ❤
She has wonderful hair. Mine has been looking ratty lately, so i would be ok with losing it. Im here watching because i just started chemo for breast cancer. Thanks for this video, and i hope you beat it! New subbie, take THAT, trolls! 💪
Dear Amanda, you are an inspiration to us all. With you sharing your journey with us we can learn from it! I always say shared things with others is helpful in many ways🤗❤️. You have a beautiful soul and thank you for letting us be part of your journey. I love your babies, there are the best medicine in every way. Unconditionally love💖 you are always in my prayers and heart! May the good lord keep you always safe in his hands🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
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It never fails to amaze me how people can feel emboldened to criticize people when they are in a vulnerable position. And criticize you for what? Sharing what's going on in your life on your OWN channel? THAT is what is bizarre - not that you're concerned about losing your hair (who wouldn't have at least some degree of concern about that?- I would as well because I really love my hair). Please ignore people like this. I guarantee it's an extreme minority who have this sort of narrow-minded, ignorant, unsympathetic view. Keep showing up as you - that's certainly what makes me want to keep following you. 💛
Hurt people hurt others
@@Marymary999-h8s everyone deals with some degree of pain and trauma in life. I agree with your statement but it's not an excuse.
Couldn’t have put it better than you did. I completely agree.
@@abens9974 totally agree Amy. People who troll others who are going through so much are downright vile and nasty. We have all been hurt one way or another in our lives and we learn to treat others with kindness, but these nasty people have no empathy, zero compassion and must live an empty miserable life
Well said. I totally agree. People can be so cruel. If they haven’t got anything nice to say then keep it shut.
Those of us that are here care and appreciate you Amanda xx
Please DO NOT let the HATERS HATE BLOCK THEM‼️‼️‼️Your amazing and STRONG 💪🏻!!!!
so sorry that former subscriber said some very hurtful and inappropriate things. The rest of us, no doubt, want to support you in any way that will help you. Besides, your videos are and will help others who are touched by cancer in addition to helping yourself. I follow several vloggers dealing with medical issues and you have all help me and my loved ones. Thank you for your honest videos.
And please know, through your video, i now know to ask for cold cap therapy for my nearly waist long hair if i develop another cancer that requires chemo.
Your pup is such a lovebug. He seems so concerned and wants to love on you. Such a treasure 🧡 Praying that all goes well 🙏🏾
My husband has stage 4 cancer. Everyone needs to do what they need to to find peace, strength and comfort. Thank you for bravely sharing your journey. You are making a difference in peoples lives. My prayers are with you. Ignore the nasty folk out there, its says more about their sad lives.
Forget the miserable haters. Girl you are brave, you are strong, and honestly sharing your story helps others prepare and not feel alone in their journey. I appreciate you letting us in and also hoping you are finding comfort in talking with us in sharing your experience. Gentle hugs, you are a warrior
Be yourself and ignore those haters. I pray you are having some good moments in your day.
I for one would like to thank you for your courage and bravery in putting your journey out there for everyone. Your words are so courageous and so truthful. I am 18 months into the cancer journey and you give me such determination that this too shall pass. Keep on being you. We love you. ❤️
As someone who is about to go through chemo, I appreciate you talking about the experience.
I went through chemo and immunotherapy for breast cancer, 3 years ago. I was warned about the neuropathy in hands and feet. I am a knitter and knit almost daily. I was so worried I would lose my ability to knit. That scared me more than hair loss! I used ice packs on my hands and feet. Would put them on 15 minutes before taxol, all through the taxol, and 15 minutes after. I have had no neuropathy. Also one of the chemo nurses was also into holistic medicine and recommended alpha lipoic acid. I am still taking 300 mg day and night! I did lose my hair after the 3rd chemo, but rocked the bald with big earrings and colorful scarves! My hair slowly came back healthier than ever. Take good care….❤
Thank you for sharing that. I too was more concerned about the potential neuropathy than the hair. Being able to knit & my other handcrafts are important for my sanity & creativity, as well as writing/typing for work. I’ve got my cryotherapy mitts & socks ready & start my first chemo this week. Fingers crossed 🤞
@@pattysylvanbutterfly433 good luck patty! I was surprised at how not bad the whole process was! 🤓. A positive attitude and living as normally as possible is so helpful in the process. 🌺. I’m 5 years out now and doing awesome!
@@pattysylvanbutterfly433where did you buy it?
@@suzyq965that’s wonderful to hear!!
You are developing a community of people who understand and along the way you will run into judgmental people who have no idea what the treatment of cancer is like and who don’t have empathy or the experience to formulate and intelligent opinion. Thank you for your honesty and I am so sorry that the pain and uncomfortableness of cancer is upon you. Keep fighting and talking. You are helping people and your self more importantly, by your candor❣️
Please know how much others like me appreciate your videos. Thank you so much for sharing. The biggest thing that I take away from your videos is how to care for the people in my life and my community. I am really grateful for your vulnerability and your sharing, despite the pain you're feeling. Immensely grateful for your perspective.
One thing I found out through my breast cancer journey is that people who haven't gone through it will not understand. I went through 90% of my appointments, testing and treatments by myself. It was during Covid and no one was allowed in. Thank you for doing this. I have learned a lot from these vlogs and if one of us can help you with our thoughts and prayers etc it is worth while. Hugs to you. ❤✌🌹
I went to all of treatments alone. I know exactly how you feel.
@@Valturnaqueen I am sorry. I know how overwhelming it can be. I hope you are doing well today. ❤️
me too...alone,so please stay strong we are all with you!you got this!❤❤❤
Please don't listen to those negative people. It's your journey and things that are important to one person it's not necessarily important to another. There is not a right or wrong. Hugs from Norway ❤ thanks for bringing us along on this chapter of your life ❤
By sharing this road and season you’re in, you’re helping those going through the same treatment. Your dog is precious and wants to comfort you. Praying and sending good vibes your way! 🌺🌺🌺🌺
It’s an honor that you share your life with us in the way you choose to share. Hope you can get in your studio like you want :) And when you need to rest💤 Whatever you need to help you through, day by day 😘❤️
I finished mine 3 months ago. So far, so good. May God’s presence and blessings, give you and your loved ones a sense of peace
It’s your cancer , your journey and anything that helps you feel control ( hair, makeup, whatever!) in a situation you can’t control you should do! People need to have compassion. We LEARN from each other. Don’t hide it away. Thank you for sharing ! ❤️
Amanda,
When I went through chemotherapy for Non-hodgkin's lymphoma I was, like you, somewhat nervous not knowing what to expect. But I thought to myself that so many people before me have gone through this so I knew I could do it too. It wasn't easy but I did it. Right now, six months after finishing my regiment, I am in remission. Hang in there. It can be a tough road but I see you as being one tough individual.
@timmcvicker5775 I have Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma having been officially diagnosed with it on October 14, 2022 with an open surgical biopsy. The results showed mine is Nodal Marginal Zone B-Cell Lymphoma primary in the lymph nodes a rare type indolent/slowing kind. The sad thing with me is on April 27, 2022 my younger brother passed away. He had chest and left arm pain, apparently signs of a heart attack. He was stabilized, but took a turn for the worse when he suddenly started coughing up blood. They did everything to save his life but the blood flow was too much and he simply choked and suffocated on his own blood. He was 57, leaving behind his wife from who he was separated and three adult children...two sons and a daughter. A year and a half before his passing, he was diagnosed with stage 4 squamous cell carcinoma of the throat and tongue. That type of cancer is associated with the HPV(Human Papiloma Virus) which he acquired in his teens from an infected partner. There are several varieties of the HPV Virus, but ONLY two become cancer...number 16 and 18. I don't know which of these he had. His diagnosis came about after a misdiagnosis of acid reflux associated with a heart medication he was taking due to having a stent inserted after a cardiac event in May of 2020 and his cancer diagnosis came in April of 2021. he then started on both chemo infusion and radiation therapy. His speech was affected, but with speech pathology, he got his speech/speaking back. He was entering remission after a rigorous course of treatment when sadly after taking the covid-19 vax, he suffered a life threatening crisis in which he was hospitalized for SEPSIS, UTI and a fever of 103. He was given strong antibiotics to combat that life threatening crisis. Then, several weeks later, he took a covid booster and this time it landed him in the hospital with a far worse medical crisis in which he was placed in a medically induced coma. He recovered from that event until his sudden and unexpected passing on April 27, 2022. That said, I will be starting back-to-back chemo infusion this Thursday September 21 and Friday September 22, 2023. You had chemo for your treatment. On Thursday, I'm expected to be at the Cancer Center(NYU-Langone/Perlmutter) for about 6 hours and on Friday, 1 and a 1/2 hours. What was your treatment like as someone with Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma? I'm asking because I'm quite nervous about this impending treatment. (Cecilia Rivera, from Brooklyn, NY).
As a cancer survivor it really helps me to hear others’ stories and I also feel empowered to support them through my experience. It’s community and I think a beautiful thing.
I felt for you during the cold cap situating. I also wonder if the pain you’re feeling is the chemo working. I felt pain as well and my tumors were palpable so I could feel them shrinking along w the pain. Maybe you can visualize your cancer shrinking when your feel it hurting so. Love to you. 💕
your 'monsters' want us to know that they love you, too. the black and white one has such an expressive face -- too cute! thanks for sharing!😉
What is wrong with people. I appreciate your candor regarding your difficult journey. If you don't like reading or watching then just don't. Please be supportive or just move on. Amanda..you've got this! All love!! ❤️
Diagnosed this August, had a lumpectomy in late September. Soon I will undergo 4 treatments of chemotherapy before radiation. Praying for us all to get through this ❤ Recurrence is always in the back of my mind, praying if cancer does return it is found in time 🙏
You go girl!!! 1st time is the hardest, with anything. 💜
Please do not worry about ignorant creatures, they do not have a clue. I have been following a very inspirational lady on TH-cam called tiffanythinks. She had the same issue and in the end they blocked them. Keep going lovely lady.❤❤❤❤❤
I think you want to share with others. I'm also really grateful that it's therapeutic for you. If people don't understand that they can certainly leave. It's none of their business what you want to do on your channel. I am hoping that you feel much better, I will be sending you good thoughts, love and hugs. I love your fur babies so much. They are so in tune with you like mine. Are they know when you're not feeling well or just need love
I meant I'm thankful you want to share with others. Voice text 🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️
I understand i didn't want to lose my hair back then.. I didn't lose my hair when I has chemo. I had chemo pills.
I also prayed and I believe my faith in God got me through 19 years ago.
This is 19 years this new year.
I saw my 8 year old grow up.
She is 26 now. Thank you Jesus.
Sorry, but everyone has an opinion, and we don't all agree, so that's why life is spicy.
We dont all see things the same.
We all can be a bit opinionated.
If the person who unfollowed you went to Tiffanythinks she would really be upset. That chick has put everything out there.
I would say thats brave and teaching moments. We can all learn to be a little kinder. Discussing experiences is educational.
You have a wonderful, poetic last name. You have lovely family of support. Praying things go well.
Keep positive, it helps the immune system.
Thanks for sharing your journey . Hopefully the cold cap works at keeping your beautiful hair . I think it's great if you want to try and keep your hair in this already extremely hard time , why not . I hope you are doing good today .🎈
You have the right to share whatever you want to! You do need to share and I know your helping others. I for one give you credit for being brave and honest. For me watching a video that’s all fake is a waste of time. I always turn them off! As you said , anyone has the choice not to watch. ❤
🙏Pray for the uninformed! This is one of these situations that until you have had cancer they just don’t know and do not understand. We have the right to choose what we watch and listen to and just know people should be grateful we still have the ability to do so. I appreciate what you are doing and I know that you are helping people to understand what happens with cancer treatments and having You Tube to be able educate people who want to know what happens-really is so wonderful. Your postings are tasteful and well done. I applaud you for your courage to do this. Thank You!!!🙏❤
Thank you for sharing as it is helping so many of us.
I feel for you. My Mom is battling Stage 2 breast cancer. 14 years ago she was diagnosed with breast cancer (ductile carcinoma). She had a double mastectomy Dec 2020 followed by Chemotherapy. I wish I had known what to expect but we did everything together. I am her cheerleader all the way! When she gets down or needs to vent, I’m here. You just keep on vlogging and the people that had the audacity to criticize you, shame on their ignorance! Mom’s worst nightmare was losing her hair..but we got through it. I ordered all the best head coverings (matching ones for me) so she didn’t feel so bad going out. Rest up, and don’t listen to the nasty people.. they have no place in your healing!
Your Dog is so sweet and Dogs know your moods they pick up on everything, he be your snuggle bug ❤️
I know people can mean. But wow just don’t watch, keep your mean rude comments to yourself. I have had cancer twice . Iam one of the lucky ones. My sister went through so much and cancer ended up taking her! These video helps us all we are not alone . You keep it up! Stay positive we love you!!💚
Hugs to Michael
Looks kind and cheerful 😊
Ohhhhh girl. Be greatful he or she is gone. No one needs to see or read there negative thoughts. Please don't fret over this. I am with you all the way. I likely won't comment every video tho. Just know the rest of us are rooting for you. As always ur friend from Ontario Canada 🇨🇦
I agree with you. There is nothing to hide.
As someone who has chronic illness and can’t share my pain with some friends because they can’t handle it I say SHARE.
You are very brave and strong. You will get through this. You never know what a person is going through until you walk a mile in their shoes. You keep doing what is good for you! And it looks like you have the best buddy in the world with you. Sometimes I wish some people could be more like dogs!
You are brave and strong to share your journey , the good and the bad….block anyone that has negative comments as it’s not good for your well-being to feel bad about some stupid comment. Stay focused on healing and sending you all positive thoughts 💫.
Your courage in sharing your story is incredible. Also, if I had hair as amazing as yours I'd be hesitant to lose it too! It's a healthy thing to acknowledge parts of our physical bodies that we love! So many people benefit from hearing your story- including me, a nurse who cares for people with cancer and a loved one of a close friend with cancer. I understand my patients and my loved ones better from hearing stories like yours and I am extremely grateful to you for sharing.
My brother -in -law is dealing with terminal brain cancer. It’s brutal. He had his surgeries at Swedish ~ great hospital! ~~~I think you are a brave, precious soul. New subscriber …..and your monsters are adorable. Much love sent from Chelan Washington ♥️
Yay! One down Amanda - rest up! 🤗🥰😘
Keep posting Amanda and we will keep supporting you with good vibes. You need the comfort of good comments of encouragement and love right now. You are strong and will get through this! ❤️
Don’t worry about the negative people. They have nothing better to do/say. Just unsubscribe if she doesn’t like it. We want to hear your journey and it can be helping others navigate through this. Baker knows that something is not right 🙂. He is trying to comfort you. Keep telling your journey🌹🌺🌹🌺
Don’t let that rude person affect you. You’re letting people know what to expect. It can all be scary. Thank you for sharing.
Praying for you, keep going, it’s hard, but……… I do believe that your best days still a head.
Just ignore that person that was so ignorant to you, If they do not have anything good to say, they do not need to watch, I am glad you are sharing your journey, It is very helpful for you, and also for some of us, As for your hair I do understand, that was hard for me also, so DON"T let others make you feel bad about your feelings, NO MATTER what your feelings are, I hope that chemo is not to bad on you, get rest when ever you feel you need to, it helps, drink lots of fluids even if it is hard to do, I know the feeling, popsicles help also or Italian ice, even just crushed ice, all liquids help, hang in there and (vent as much as you need to or want to) because most of us are here for you, :) HUG
Keep on sharing your daily routine as you navigate through this process! Yes!! You are helping people. You‘ve helped me. I was diagnosed with endometrial adenocarcinoma in Nov and surgery took place in Dec. Chemo & radiation were on the table as adjuvant treatment options for me but it turned out -after some genetic testing - that my tumor was a pole ultramutated so any adjuvant treatment is required. Losing my long curly hair was one of my most terrifying fear as well. Thank you Amanda and tons of love from Spain! You can do this 💪🏻❤
Sending you lots of prayers and strength to get through the rough days ahead. Ignore all the negativity…some people are just mean and you certainly don’t need them following you…YOU got this!💪❤
From Ontario Canada 🇨🇦.
My Warrior Friend.
Good on you getting through your FIRSTS 👏🏻. You are amazing in your outlook on all this & don’t let anyone tell you different. Let go of those that would criticize etc. as they aren’t worth having in your life. I look forward to hearing on your progress even through the toughest & better of times. I truly hope the cold cap works for you as I love & am envious of your hair. You are in my 🙏 & ❤️. Sending virtual hugs.
Hi Amanda You don’t need to put up with people like that who wanted to unsubscribe - they will be the ones to miss out - you do you just as you are, raw, real and authentic - you sharing your story is therapeutic to you and may well help some people in the future in a position you are in now and will be reassuring to them - this is someone’s life people let’s all be kind - love, light and best wishes Amanda from Kim in Scotland United Kingdom - I for one an so happy to follow you on your journey the world needs love and authenticity not people hiding away not speaking up about the tough stuff - before people write things they should think how their words are going to make someone feel and if the answer is anything except positive vibes then just don’t write anything - Kindness costs nothing x
You are a beautiful girl, and have so much to offer. Thank you for sharing this journey with us, I for one am strengthened by your courage and vulnerability.
I just wanted to say I appreciate an adore you for sharing I have been battling 4 yrs cancer an I'm 28 a mommy of triplets an it's hard to deal with an the pain in unbelievably horrible 💔 nobody can understand our pain an how we feel as a woman an losing our hair. Some say it's just hairl it's not. Until there the ones going thru what we are they will never understand. 💯 prayers for you sweetheart an keep speaking about what's going on. It's people like us who come out an share our story good an bad an we help others get through a bad day or we may have lil tips an tricks tht may help each other out. Loves of love an prayers to you. Never give up. We in this together.
Annd, YOU GO girl 🙌 you DO YOU !. Some people just didn’t attend the R.E.S.P.E.C.T. Others 101 class 🤷♀️
Whomever left such horrible comments is living in the dark ages. Those of us that have cancer or who have had cancer, completely appreciate your openness to discuss your condition and your treatment. You have every right to engage your team of TH-cam followers that want to support you and at the same time educate those that are ignorant so, it’s not about you needing to have a thicker skin, it’s about you Learning to hit the delete button or the block button whatever it is. Unfortunately there is evil in this world and some of them Love to insult cancer patients.
What’s more important is that you continue to take care of yourself.
Well said! 👏🥰💕💕💕
I am sorry you have to go through this, and then deal with people 😜🤪 please don’t pay attention to them. Focus on your battle with cancer. 💪 your hair is beautiful, I can understand. It will grow back if you do lose it, but it’s perfectly normal to grieve it. You rock those cute beanies girl ☺️
Hi Amanda, I’m glad you got through your first treatment well. My advice is to not think that it will get worse. Everyone’s experience is different. My experience stayed the same throughout my chemo. I was lucky to have tolerated it well (I had Taxol and Carboplatin). I just took it one infusion at a time. That helped a lot.
Amanda you are doing a great service by videoing your treatment and reactions. Chemo is very very scary especially the first few infusions. Toxic drugs are being pumped into your body and it’s freaky to think that these poisons will kill cancer but the process is far from easy.lt’s great that you have family support and your pets of course. Your pooch is so adorable. I hope your abdominal and back pain subside. ❤❤❤
Lots of ppl share their full cancer journey. Don't listen to the negative ppl. Do what your heart says. I will read, , listen to you.
You are beautiful . From Canada 🇨🇦
Oh honey, there are Always gonna be trolls. The bigger you get the more they come out to play. Tiffany Thinks just had insane surgery and people Still troll her. They say she was lying about even having cancer 🤦♀️ Please don't let them get you down or make you bitter. Just say hi hater 😁 have a great day and move tf on. Life is to short to pay them any mind. You are strong. You are brave. You are worthy. Blessed be 💚
Thank you for sharing your story! It is very brave of you to let us in this part of your life! Don’t listen to the negative comments ! It’s your feelings not there’s ! Your battling cancer and all of the side effects ! I can’t even imagine how you feel!when people make negative comments just block them! You have enough on your plate then worrying about ignorant people and there comments! Praying for you 😊
🙏✨💛 youare strong, you are amazing and you will get through this 🙏. Your dog is the cutest thing ever! I’m sure with time it wont be so bad as the first infusion. Sending you lots and lots of love and healing light 💞
Oh, Amanda. I have been thinking of you, especially as you recovered over the weekend from your first infusion. Sending love and hugs. As far as haters, let the bad go and hold onto what's good and true!!
Everybody's journey is unique to them - what's important, how they react to the treatment they're experiencing, their outlook, etc. I believe we should all show grace to our fellow humans, whether you understand their vibe or not. Maybe some aspect of what you were showing us was frightening and the comments were a way of dealing with that emotion. But, better to let those people move on then get too wrapped around the axle about it.
Thank you for being willing to continue sharing your journey with us. I'm prepping for major surgery on Monday that will basically tear apart and rebuild my lower left tongue/mouth and neck to chase down the cancer that has recurred there. I just got back from getting my long hair that I've had for 40 years chopped off! 😊 See, we can make decisions that work for us vs anyone else. Take care of yourself, beautiful lady - your light will shine through the pain and difficulty of the treatments and challenges you face. 🤗💞
I’m sorry to hear you are dealing with so many health challenges. I wish you a speedy recovery.
You have good family support and that’s important. If I hadn’t had my family’s support, I don’t think I can get through it. I decided to remain single when I knew my fertility is compromised. I want an easy life, no stress or worrying more about family.
Some people are a holes....and one of them outed themselves with that comment. Never be bothered by a holes. You are an inspiration.
I am having my second Keytruda in two days for Desmoplastic Melanoma and l am a retired 76 year old nurse. I applaud you for sharing your cancer journey. As you said, if you don't want to watch then don't! Nobody is forced to see anything they aren't interested in and l think it says a lot about the person that criticized you for sharing this. Please continue to do what you are doing so that we can see what to expect from our journeys. I for one hope you don't lose your beautiful curly hair!!
I wouldn't even give these negative comments a platform by even mentioning them! This is YOUR channel! There are other channels for them to choose from
You did good!! Praying you feel a little better on next treatment🙏🏽🙏🏽
You have an incredible attitude. Admire your courage and perseverance
I agree. Amazing really. 🌹☺️
Blessing in the name of Yeshu the Anointed.
You are so right!!
Your hair for a woman is our big part of our
beauty. And it is very difficult to lose your hair. Don’t listen to any negativity!!!
Delete them bc and move on!!! You need positivity now. Praying for you ❤
Thank you for sharing such a difficult time in your life. We are all sending you love and well wishes. You are so brave Amanda xx
Keep sharing your stories and experiences! We are all so proud of you.
thank you so much for being so brave. it will help so many people....God bless you and I hope your journey is as easy as physically possible...
I started last week and my sec infusion is on Sunday. Praying for all ❤
You can do it!
Thank you for sharing iam 73 breast cancer, and I am so scared. ❤
I am grateful to anyone who shares their experience/story. As humans we need to connect with others, but also I feel I am learning so much. If I or a loved one goes through something similar I feel I would be more prepared. Hope you don't feel too crappy.
Thank you for sharing your frustrations, vulnerabilities and eagerness to create. You are fabulous. Pay no mind to the negative comments. Take value in this video journal.
Please continue to share your journey. Hugs & good thoughts to you !
The majority people would come to see you because we are going through similar things. Somebody has never had cancer has zero ZERO say and what you should do or how you should feel when you have cancer and are going through this absolute nightmare. So frustrating but please don't let that ever hinder anything you do
Today is my first day of chemo for ovarian cancer. My pelvic mass was 18 cm so I can feel your pain at your first chemo. Thank you so much for your hard work on doing all your videos they have helped me tremendously! I was feeling pretty overwhelmed but your gentle way of sharing has been amazing! I a NW girl too but living in the desert with family while going through this. ❤
Dear Amanda, I have been watching your videos for a few months. I only recently subscribed. I am a 71 yr old woman, always been healthy, never smoked, only drank socially a couple times a year. Diagnosed 10 months ago with Stage 4 NSC Lung Cancer. No symptoms from the cancer, but side effects from chemo and immunotherapy are very difficult for a few days after treatment. Even at my age, I can identify with your experience. Thank you for sharing. I will continue watching. Sending hugs and much love.❤️
It was a year ago January 14 that I started chemotherapy for ovarian cancer. Same chemo and time frame as yours. My infusion center provided cold mitts and booties to prevent neuropathy. I wore them through the three hour taxol drip. The nurses changed out the cold packs every hour. I highly recommend them! They can be ordered through Amazon if they’re not supplied for you. After my 5th infusion I began to experience numb areas on the balls of my feet. My oncologist lowered the taxol dose. They need to know you’re having symptoms asap. I had a love/hate relationship with them but I’m so grateful they were available.
One down! Lots of rest and lots of liquids. Hugs!
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Thank you for sharing every part and all your messiness and authenticity of your journey.
My Mom 81 is having her 1st chemo treatment tomorrow for lung cancer.
My sister & I appreciate your video to help us & her help with the unknown and to see and hear someone's experience.
Thank you for not holding back.
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People can be so weird in a mean way. You do you!!! You know what will help you through and don’t let others bring you down. Thank you for sharing, it amazes me how people get through cancer. You go girl!!
My dear Amanda i feel your pain loosing hair is a trauma for so many including myself as i went through it. The sad part is people can not respect our differences and have love and compassion for one another, specially foe the one going through so much. I love you dear one and feel your pain. From someone who has been through many years of physical mental emotional pain and stage 4 cancer. You are precious snd perfect just as you are. Sending you so much love ❤
Amanda, you are a very brave lady to share this difficult procedure with us. I would be absolutely terrified. I'm scared just watching and learning about it.
Amanda that is what the Lord has us here for to love and support each other in good times and hard times. Ignore those that have negative things to say and let them go. Onto the next day!
I start Monday, with the same meds less the keytruda. Thank you thank you thank you. This is so helpful and hopeful for me to see 😘❤️❤️❤️❤️
Don’t listen to those idiots. Really, I think you’re amazing and you got this.
I like how you share, no women wants to lose their hair, it’s totally understandable. I’m going through a cancer journey with my husband and I lost my sister to cancer and the loss of her hair was very upsetting, nobody understands unless you have been there.
I appreciate you sharing. I am just starting my journey. Its so scary. Every step of the way from mammogram to biopsy to meeting my chemo dr.. its all been nothing what I expected but its so scary and im thankful that I am not alone in my fears
People are so quick to judge and think they know the ‘right’ way to handle situations. It’s not their life or their journey and you need to do what’s best for you to get through this and no one else matters!! I for one admire your strength and courage in being vulnerable and sharing this very difficult and scary journey you are on ❤️. Sending you lots of love and encouragement 💕 from Ontario, Canada 🇨🇦
Thank you for sharing your WHOLE journey- you got this in every way. We are here for you to share the good the bad and the ugly . You are a true warrior. Their will always be a few of those in the crowd. They can move along ❤
You are blessed to have private care. I am in long waiting lists for state hospitals in South Africa.
She has wonderful hair. Mine has been looking ratty lately, so i would be ok with losing it. Im here watching because i just started chemo for breast cancer.
Thanks for this video, and i hope you beat it!
New subbie, take THAT, trolls!
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I’m going through the same thing . I’m entering my second cycle. I’m here w you❤
Dear Amanda, you are an inspiration to us all. With you sharing your journey with us we can learn from it! I always say shared things with others is helpful in many ways🤗❤️. You have a beautiful soul and thank you for letting us be part of your journey. I love your babies, there are the best medicine in every way. Unconditionally love💖 you are always in my prayers and heart! May the good lord keep you always safe in his hands🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻