Several years after this video was posted, I *integrated* and no longer suffer the way I did back then. Explanation & TRUTH here: th-cam.com/video/zRUQG_rNSy8/w-d-xo.html If you have DID or know someone who does, and want tips on integration, check out my discussion on this topic with a guest: th-cam.com/video/mVNS8bReNp8/w-d-xo.html
anudeep king - It's not so much about getting rid of the condition, but rather learning to properly cope, accept, and integrate these personalities into the core. The reason they are split is to cope with various life circumstances and trauma. Once I was able to work through the past abuse, accept it, and forgive those who abused me, I was able to build a stronger foundation that allowed for the other alters to become part of my core personality. They did not die, rather they are still part of me, and created a well rounded core personality who is able to properly cope with life's stressors and abuse without dissociating. It's almost like if a parent raised you, helped you learn and grow, and you become a better person. They may no longer be around, but the skills they taught are now part of me and not compartmentalized. Hopefully that helped! 🙂
@@AutumnAsphodel oh ok I have a question even every onei saying i am behaving like my brother who isn't anymore Even I don't know whether it is true or not
anudeep king - It is not uncommon for siblings to be similar to one another, even if they don't know each other. If you've never met your brother, yet others say you are like him, there are a variety of reasons this could be such as parenting and being related.
I suspect why she got all those so-called alters to cooperate. She's a bullshitter. I have DID with countless alters and triggering into dissociation is not something I can do at any given time I choose. This woman also had never lit up her eyes for us to see. DID eyes light up like flashlights verses psychopaths who's eyes shine.
just a side note: some people with DID cannot remember other personalities, whereas some people with DID are aware of what others are doing, they just are not in control
To those that don’t understand DID: DID is very hard to understand unless you live it. My husband says it keeps our marriage interesting because it’s like being married to multiple people. Most people with DID were abused as children. When a personality is present the host usually unaware. DID is like a broken mirror each shard another personality. And a personality will take the wheel when the host isn’t able to cope with a situation. Each personality has a special ability to cope with a situation in one way or another. You can’t fix this, once a psyche is broken like this you can’t go back. You’re not alone, I am sorry people put you down.
Crystal Norvell Except a lot of psychologists firmly believe acording to their experience with supposed DID patients that the disorder most likwly doesn't exist
Joaquin Gaute Really I’d be interested to be link to some of those studies I have studied it before and what I read suggest that they do in fact believe it’s real but there is a way to achieve some sort of balance I almost want to say reconcile forgot the technical term but it’s a combining of all your personalities not that they disappear but you retain control I would love to know what sources you used it said it wasn’t real at all as I find this condition really interesting and want to know where those things differ. I will also add this there’s no way of knowing for sure. All we can do is go based off the people who actually have to live with it and I kind of think that that’s enough
Sounds interesting, I've never thought of it in such a kind way ur husband must he a great guy (or a mere persona made up entirely by ur DID,.. jk) but seriously DID can be dangerous some people are known to have very mild persona but with at least one very aggressive persona. Or from what I've seen. Please dont mind me I just find it fascinating, though must be understandably difficult to deal with. Not knowing when you wont be you, or even if the you here and now is even the real you.. now that one is a fun concept, but not impossible I've seen people completely convince themself of the lies they told. My ex thought I pushed her off a roof despite the lack of injury or proof and so on she lied about it soo much she was convinced it was nothing but truth and fact. But I digress, spending time with someone with DID must be truely fascinating but also could be hard or even scary. But I'd love to observe and learn more about it, psychological issues always interest me the mind is such a powerful tool so much so it can even work against us.
I am dating a woman which i love deeply and profoundly. She struggles with did and i managed to learn to love all parts of her. What i did learn throughout dating her for 3 years is that love can make it that much better. You are beautiful and i am proud of you for being able to expose your truth in a wide net platform. Lots of love being sent towards you
from my perspective, the personality is not like an impostor that takes your place and lock you up in a mental prison, it's more like the change in patterns of cognition and the management of ideas and core believes all while conscious, thus an structure is set upon all that that let the person to deal with the day to day.
*Some people are jumping to conclusions here. I am curious as to why that is and your opinion? I respect anyone's views, even if they are negative. But, please think before judging!*
*Additional videos of mine that may further explain this video:* ► My Childhood & Teenage Years as a Transgender Schizophrenic with PTSD ► More Info About My Alters / Personalities | Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) ► Misconceptions of Dissociative Identity Disorder | A Message to Those Who Think DID is Fake
@@unagipalace1707 hormonally that person's female. I'm kind of a jerk about their being only 2 genders, but I dont argue facts. Physically I think they are Male but hormones DO COUNT and hormonally hes female. Look I know it confusing. But it's only confusing because this was none of our business to begin with.
.............................YOUR FUCKING MEAN dude they have DID... they arenrt different and they wanted to become a female which they accept themselves as its people like you that makes transgender people depresed how are they ugly!?
Discordmia well as far as it being offensive, it just depends on how you want to take it. I mean, the people like you, with DID, are a big family. Slang term I think it is, for "squad" is like family isn't it? I know it's like, your group or you know, buddies. So it shouldn't be offensive at all. 🤗 the fact you are not just one, but multiple people, I find fascinating and very interesting. Though, I don't know any actual people with DID, I'd really like to know and understand one because of how special and different they are or can be. Which, uniqueness is never a bad thing, it makes you, you; as a whole different category. And for the people who can be bullies. They're just scared of the unknown; scared of what's different. 😕 but, sorry for being off topic Lol, it shouldn't be offensive at all. To anyone. 😊 I hope.
It’s natural to be uncomfortable with scenarios and situations you’re not familiar The sexual alter weirded me out too but that doesn’t mean I have any ill will towards Autumn
Laken Higbee I was like "gurl you think too highly of you, you overdo everything-- learn how to seduce!, your laugh is calculated, you need to be more natural" 😂
It's getting really annoying people are all like "these are demons inside of her, she needs Jesus's" Yes, I'm a Christian, but she does not have demons inside her! It's just a disorder that happened to people!
i know right? jeez. ppl scream "demonic" about things they dont understand. I dont have DID but...i mean hell....im educated...i know disorders exist for goodness sakes....
Jason kay. read my bible. read about demonic possession. and Im not gonna say demons arent real...but i will say its dangerous to make assumptions about a person when they have a real recognizable disorder that we can better understand thanks to scientific inquiry. would prayer help her? who knows maybe :3 But when we say she's just possessed we diminish her to a troubled person and try to help in ways that might NOT help, when maybe she just needs meds. I mean, u cant go around treating every mental disorder as demonic possession.....you cant say to the depressed, the ppl with anxiety disorder, OCD, bipolar disorder....that they're just demon possessed. its totally unkind and ignorant and i dont really understand why ppl dont see how unkind and ignorant it is. We could try to help them with christ perhaps...im sure christ cares for those that struggle with mental disorders....but we mustn't start by mislabeling and jumping to assumptions when we have no way of knowing for certain. I HAVE felt negative entities before, demons perhaps, i have recognized a certain presence around other ppl....and maybe its not far fetched that demons might be trying to torment the mentally ill, but the fact of the matter is that most mental illnesses have a very biological component as well... and we should treat them as such and not be ignorant..
First off, thank you so much for being a decent religious person (a rare kind), and for being a sane one at that. Lastly and most importantly, thank you for being a decent and understanding human being. (Also a rare kind)
I don't think you can control dissociative identity disorder like this. The alters come out when they want to, not when you decide to make a TH-cam video. it is a trauma thing, not a fun thing.
+DeathlyAfraid 02 True but research into the subject means I know what causes it and what the symptoms are and you can't just flip between personas whenever you want.
Ya I dated a girl I suspected had did shit was insane one minute being normal talking then all of a sudden completely different. Shit was so stressful but yet in a strange way I liked it it was very interesting and stressful at the same time.
I'm sure that's a common thought cus i thought of it before its trippy tho huh? And the comments right here are why some don't express that feeling either cus its such a daring thought it scares people like "Edjaher Lopez" hes gotta say "Stfu" cus he doesn't like the idea of it and also his mind isnt open enough to think of such abstract stuff lol im not saying its true but it would make sense in a spiritual matter, cus logically or scientifically it just sounds crazy, and just to conclude that's why it says in the beginning "Warning this video blah blah blah ect'".
I dated a person with DID for 3 years and it was very difficult because my relationship ended up being with 3 different people and not just one. I ended up supporting him through integration but our relationship fell apart afterwards since the person he integrated into couldn't feel as much love for me as he did when he was dissociated.
+Mala Kurma she was with him through all of that and it was for nothing because he fell out of love with her. Loads of people have mental health problems, i do feel bad for him, but can you even imagine what SHE went through????? Can you imagine how scary and strange it must've been for HER? Don't come for me, don't be ignorant.
Okay I'm thinking this is bullshit. I don't believe you can just call on them and make them change their makeup on command and then know what's going on as far as a video on TH-cam. Each personality should have no recollection of what was going on before.
+Morgana Sundelin Okay so I can only comment on videos made by white people with asthma? By your logic that means only 0.002% of the population is allowed to comment, because that's how rare the disorder actually is.
You people don't understand. These are not demons, she doesn't need Jesus, and you can stop commenting "you need help". This is a mental disorder and it is very hard to cope with in general along side your rude, uneducated comments. If you comment something, comment something nice that her host personality would feel comfortable with you. It is very hard living with DID sometimes. Be respectful please.
Thank goodness you said it. It kind of disgusts me that people still think that she has demons in her in the 21st century. She was open enough to share with us her alter egos, and people just shit on that openness by commenting insanely rude things.
I've always found this as really hard to believe because the person can easily be acting or lying (I don't mean any offence btw), but i know that certain sub personalities can have totally different abilities and such, like one personality being allergic to honey (and have a severe allergic physiological reaction) and the other not. This has always freaked me out and amazed me, thank you for sharing!
+isken joshua no, I guess +Chuppa chub wub meant that she/he would like to learn about the illness. She/he finds it amazing how so many personalities could all be in one body.
, same!! I was just thinking about her, cuz of those kids on TikTok straight up pretending to DID, and thinking about autumn and struggles. Love ya, girl 💕😘
this is such a lie lmao from my perspective and the things i have seen theres no way this is real. XD. its all of the others who are lying about it is why she thought it wold be normal to do this. she is just straight up playing. this was fucking nine years ago no wonder they were this stupid lmao. she got a bunch of other people to start faking it too its like torrets except its not real it was not from the getgo. the dissociative is from scizophrenia you would not be diagnosed with did youd be diagnosed with schizophrenia. are you schizophrenic?????? no you apparently get possessed by a new brains personality. i wonder how funny it is for her man to watch her fake this shit. this is so blatant im sorry you were int he dark lol you dont have it so it is very hard to identfy if somethings a lie or not. i want you to know that this is really funny for me and as you grow up its really funny for you too because she has so less subscribers im sure shed go that far for attention i mean come on this was nine years ago by default something like this would be enabled and this bad only nine eyars ago coudl it be this bad. thsi video has inspired me to go on a journey. before i didnt get into did i knew that a bunch of people fake it but now ive officially saw videos of them acting i know know that did is not real it was created by a schizo and then someone faked an illness for views and a shitload of people became misinformed this is just so funny im just sorry that people believe this she obviously could have gotten millions of subscribers from her videos and somehow still has nothing i wonder why maybe its because people are smart and dont have the balls to say for sure that its a lie i can say for sure it is a lie and its funny but really terrifying. people with real mental illnesses get treated wrong because of liars like these peopl learn disinformation and enable harmful behavior which is hwy oyu should always keep and open mind to the fact people go really far in order to get attention. lol youve been watching them for a while i wonder if she feels bad because she lied and made people disinformed their entire lives how damaging is that to the way you think growing up thank god i wasnt interested in this bullshit when i was a kid.
My friend is actually like this. He has a russian one, violent one, a mute one and a child. He can actually kind of bring them out if he asks nicely? He describes his mind like that room in inside out, it's very messy and..yeah. it does take a while and hes always very tired afterward and never remembers what happened. (Sorry don't come for me cause of my grammer, I'm too lazy to fix that)
Andromeda Dywn That's really really interesting. I almost wish I knew someone with DID so I could try to support them as best as possible, but I say ALMOST because I know one has to experience trauma to develop the disorder... I wouldn't want that for anyone. Still, it must be interesting to know his alters?
I study Psychology and DID is a very serious disorder, way worse than alter egos. You CANNOT just choose what “ persona “ you want to come out, it just happens. And the worst part is for a lot of people they don’t remember, because they aren’t in control
Matthew Verjan Same and thinking along similar lines, especially since my neighbor growing up had DID with a rare infant alter, making this seem much more like she actually has a fictitious disorder, a dissociative NOS disorder, or worse, but it's possible that's merely an artifact caused by how the video is edited and presented. If she were able to conjure them as easily as this video suggests, is so aware of the alters and their inner workings, and retains memories, it either suggests this is false or implies she's made a lot of progress in therapy with efforts to integrate at least some of the alters with the "host" or to at least generate awareness as to be able to function better. Mostly leaning towards this being either fake or DDNOS.
I watched this with a friend who legitimately has DID and he laughed the whole time. Like he’s had to develop different physical triggers to get his 2 other personalities out, but, in his words “who the fuck doesn’t want to be in control of their own body?” Like he explained to me that in order to get his “protector” out, he literally has to injure himself in some way. He said he’s never personally interacted with his personalities beyond just leaving a note for them to find. He personally thinks it’s impossible.
Cat Then feel encouraged to enlighten us with your doctoral suppositions. Otherwise, how about if you don't tell us how to do our jobs, we wouldn't tell you how to flip burgers.
Sidney McCombs no you absolutely CANNOT choose . It’s not different for anyone. If you can choose which ones to go to, then why is treatment needed? And why is It even considered a disorder if we can just make up those fake personalities. You’re one of those people that think it’s cool to have DID, it’s not, it’s horrible, so stop being ignorant and do more research and educate yourself
This is genuinely fascinating to me. I’m not trying to sound rude or anything. But noticing the subtle mannerisms that go along with each one is intriguing. You are awesome for doing something like this. Thank you very much. And might I add you are a beautiful lady.
Letty Gallegos well, on a positive note, they are brilliant and well defined. I am sometimes out of touch with fashion trends. That is why I am asking about her eyebrows, seems it could be something new.
DID is a very complex condition and some people’s are more prominent. So I think she’s not lying. As a person with anxiety and depression it would hurt me to see these comments about my Mental illnesses.
Kendall’s Critters She’s obviously faking it. Different personalities have different movements, talking styles, facial expressions. She’s just trying to act but she’s failing miserably. Especially the makeup and outfit changes to make us believe that she has different personalities.. And she was like reading from a script when she was talking about the characteristics about the personalities. It was like she made up some characters in her head and decided to read their features in a video to attract attention. The fact that she uses a mental disorder to get views is even worse.
Duckily ART You obviously have never seen a real DID patient.. The movements of the mouth, the talking style, the way that she keeps looking to the camera from the same angle.. They’re all the same. I still can’t believe some people were really fooled by this. It’s such a poor acting that makes me really sick. Especially the sexual part was so cringe I wanted to kill myself.
Selin Ş. Actually i had a friend with severe did and theres a high chance i have it considering i have ptsd from childhood trauma, memory loss and apparently my personality switches on a dime. And for one, her head might move like that because its how her body feels comfortable moving. You can tell in her eyes. The one with the over active sex drive stares straight at the camera while the others look away or down, struggling with it. The more outspoken alters are always more direct with their words while the others are more careful. Youve obviously never actually paid attention to her.
Duckily ART Honey, YOU obviously didn’t pay attention to her. Let’s get this straight. 1) You can’t control your alter personalities in DID, with saying like “ok you go” 2) People actually act like they have diseases on TH-cam to get attention and that’s one of those cases. 3) Looking from an angle all the time is a small but important detail. That is probably a habit of her and that is pretty personal. So if she really had alter personalities, that habit would not appear. Because each should be individuals with different habits and behaviors. But unfortunately, she forgot about that part while acting. 4) She was like reading off a script while introducing the alters, especially in the first two ones. It was like a chapter of a wattpad story where the characters’ features were written. She obviously just made up a bunch of different characters in her mind, wrote some characteristic specialities down, studied for them and bam! There you go, thousands of views. It’s just sad seeing people believe this shit, I think it just shows how uneducated we are.
Wow your primary protector is so similar to mine! 🖤 literally everything in your notes was accurate to mine as well. It’s nice to know we can all relate and not feel judged. Love your channel 💗
@@lydiaboll2872Not anyone, necessarily, due to the cause being severe and repetitive trauma in early childhood. But if you mean DID can occur in any social class, country, ethnicity, etc., yes. Sorry if I misunderstood, I'm on the spectrum and can be a bit dense.
@@EclecticallyEccentricI’m autistic, too, so it’s fine-but yeah I meant that anybody regardless of race, gender or social class can develop DID if they suffer enough trauma before the ages of about 7-9.
Stop telling her she has demons inside her. Stop saying this isn't real. Stop saying hateful things, please. Do you watch this and think, this person needs more hardships thrown at her? Really? Can you imagine if you had a mental disorder, or, no, lets say you had a physical one. A disfigurement, a disability, and you made a video to show people what it's like to try and educate people, and all you got was hate? If you believe this is possession, does that mean it is her fault and we should all try and make her feel horrible? Do you think that will help? Do you think calling her a liar will help? Even if you don't believe what you see, how does that give you the wish to spew hatred? Can we not, as human beings hopefully with a sense of humanity, show kindness and understanding?
In exactly what language is telling her to pray and accept Jesus to be saved a form of insult or hateful comment? I'm sure she had professional help like talking to a psychologist before so what's the harm to take a few minutes from her time and say few words of prayers?!
Ceći Cray Some people do not find others telling them they are possessed by demons, to be a helpful comment. Those comments are definitely cruel. Comments that tell her to take Jesus into her life and to pray may not be as hateful, but what if she is atheist? What if people telling her what to do religiously is rude? No matter your religion, you can always find it in your heart to accept that not everyone believes what you do, nor do they have to.
p0xy Personally, whether or not it is a shtick, and act, or anything of the kind, I wouldn't want to make comments telling her she's a liar, or anything of the sort. Telling her she's wrong. All that does is a) give her attention she was looking for if that's the truth, and b) hurting her, whether it's truthful or not. You have valid points I won't argue with, but my opinion, and it's not that I expect everyone here to agree with me because it really is just an opinion, is that no matter what the situation she is actually in---hateful comments aren't needed, comments on calling her out aren't either(though I'm only upset by the ones actively being rude and calling her a liar and such). There are a lot of things that are disputed about being medical conditions or disorders, but while some have widely been accepted recently, like, for example, homosexuality, there will always be some that are never understood and sure, maybe they aren't, but it is also just as possible that we simply do not understand the brain enough yet to comprehend DID, unless we have it ourselves.
Wren Cooke Wren is a very cool name :) And as for DID being real - that's the thing about the mind, perception is reality (ew I just went Dr Phil) so if you are convinced you have it, you have it. I don't know why it's even up for debate, just seems terribly cruel (as if they don't have enough to deal with, as you say!) I think disbelief is just a knee-jerk reaction by people who lack empathy - the sorts of folks who roll their eyes when they find out someone self-harms for example, instead of considering the great pain one must be in to even consider doing that to yourself.
this is the first video i ever watched about DID, i watched it a couple of years ago and it really interested me. especially being someone who went through trauma throughout my life. came back to rewatch because it’s a good video! thank you for putting this out there, you’re very brave and extremely strong!
Hey, listen fellow commenters, I understand you thinking this is fake as many things on the internet are fake but please, please just keep it to yourself. I have been scrolling through the comments and they are mostly negative, if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it.
i agree, especially because if this is real (i don't want to assume anything), it would be extremely damaging to say something negative, given what the host was saying.
Dice Throw lol you are soooooo inteligence! Lost Wolf maybe has right,bc IF it is not fake (i don't know what to think,yet) and the Host is right,then negative comments could cause damages. So,go and think. Maybe you can,but i am not sure,after your comment...😒
Autumn because the host said she doesn't like seeing them all online and how she wants to delete all videos. Has to be autumn, also it's the name used.
I just don’t understand WHY people react or place any comment, anywhere, anyplace, anytime, when they can’t be respectful or have a tiny bit of empathy. If something is not likable to you: just MOVE ON!!
That_Goth_bitch Theyre not saying people need to be nice all the time, theyre saying the rule we learn as kids: “if you dont have something nice to say dont say anything at all.” it really isnt hard to keep your damn mouth shut if you dislike something, especially when it has 0 effect on your life whatsoever. theres no point in putting people down just because.
Ok so I promise there's no hidden motive here. I think that you're amazingly brave for being able to do this, and to share your life with the Internet despite the negative feedback. I really hope things get easier for you, and that things get easier to deal with. (P.S. You're like, really pretty. Really pretty)
Actually, there are certain triggers that force out the specific personalities and they can be forced out or brought out just by calling their specific names. I have a cousin with DID, my father has DID and I have a close friend with DID. It does exist and they can be brought out involuntarily or fored out. But yes they do actually have trouble controlling the personalities at times too. The more stressed they are, the harder it is to control and the more each personality fights for control. The personalities can take over completely and be strong enough to keep the "host" asleep for long periods of time
Sometimes the host retains memories of the alters being out, sometimes they don't. Most of the time they can't control which alter comes out but if you can find a trigger you can make it happen. it's just hard and exhausting. And some ppl can actually have conversations with their alters, but again, it's exhausting for them
Kitty Blair would you consider the different personalities of your loved ones different individuals entirely or fragments of a whole? Do you think its ethical to get rid of alternates? I don't personally know anyone with did personally so I'm not sure what to think yet
Ok but this is all one person....like it honestly can’t be proven to me because she is speaking like “oh the host” like what? These are different sides to a person that’s how humans work. To say that whenever you get abused or made fun of then you completely switch, go do your makeup, and talk in a way that makes you seem like “the host” is the only real one. I’m so confused. You can’t say that you suffer from mental problems and then boom, nope not anymore because it’s a different person. That just doesn’t make sense. She is literally preparing herself for these roles. You don’t have the time to physically “change” wtf? If she is being abused she doesn’t morph into goth, she is still dressed the same and is the same person, all humans have different personalities depending on what the heck is happening. Also she doesn’t talk any different in any of them. I’m not saying this to be an ass but I don’t get this at all....
I'm sorry but this is a bit sus to me. All of the alters seem to hold themselves the same way. Their shoulders are always at the same angle and their mouths curve upwards on one side when they talk. This isn't something that I've seen in other Meet The Alters videos. Usually when an alter switches out there are physical differences in the face and body, since these are different people and therefore use their muscles differently when speaking/moving. None of that is visible here. There is also no shift in the voice at all, that I've noticed
Plz stop assuming things you don’t actually know about. You should have learned from her videos she doesn’t like being accused so plz be more respectful of others because you never know.🙄👍
I noticed in the Protecter #2 that her voice was higher than the others, and like she said, she does dress differently and acts differently. She also said she moves her mouth differently than the other alters, so there is a physical change.
I actually have did. And it's absolutely different from what you see here with this girl. I think I don't believe her, because she still have the same mimics in ever personality, and for me it's absolutely different. Voice changes. Behavior changes. Memory changes. Actually, all I know about my "alters" as she says is what people told me. Because I don't remember anything, apart from few imprecise images or feelings. So maybe she experiences a different type of did, but sorry, I don't believe it. It doesn't look like that. You don't want to be in front of a camera with this problem, I promise.
I didn't understand what you said I was supposed to write but... Amnesia is one of the fundamental symptom of did. And one of the most difficult to bear with, believe me. She seems to remember a lot of things her "alters" do, that's not how it works. (And thanks neil I feel less alone !)
i have MPD and i do not always experience terrible amnesia. Sometimes i am able to recall. I think we should support each other because it is a terrible thing to live with, and we all have different experiences; we will not all be the same.
I dont deny that this person at some point had an identity disorder, but the fact that a lot of the focus is on the individual clothing styles of the alters makes me think of a fanfic like my immortal where whole paragraphs are dedicated to explaining every single outfit. this seems like histronic personality disorder to me if anything.
I don't know anything about DID, but it seems odd that these "Alters" would refer to the "Host" as "The Host" and not as Autumn. If they were Disassociating from the Host, they would be in denial that there was a Host at all, and consider themselves the Correct or Dominant Personality, wouldn't they? I'd love to hear what an actual Psychologist had to say about this, because frankly... anyone could do what this video is doing whether they had DID or not.
+Ian Jones The dominant personality isn't always the host. The host personality is the original one, while the alters (including Autumn) came later. As you can see here with Autumn, her alters are aware of each other, and none of them consider themselves to be the "correct" personality because they're all correct! There is a dissociation, though, hence why the personalities formed to begin with.
+Ian Jones ya, i agree, this all seems a bit side show parlor-trick-like. the only explanation I can think of is that a psychologist might be able to convince all or most of the personalities of their condition and to agree upon a centralized "host name" regardless of the question of which personality is the host (they could all think that they were the host for this to work). either way a video featuring said psychologist might be appreciated.
+calvin allemand on the otherhand... if it is a performance, it does seem to have a sense of self parody. I especially liked the bit with the personality who basically roasted the previous personalities for being kinda phony, but especially "the host". maybe this isn't the right medium for this sort of thing, but I thought the two "guardian personalities" were not particularly different from the host, while the lustful personality was unintentional comedy incarnate. saying "i'm very good at seducing people" definitely sounds like someone that couldn't seduce their way out of a cardboard box, though not for lack of trying.
I think I speak for the entire comment section when I say, how the hell did i manage to end up here? Watching hair tutorials? Boom. You're here, watching cat videos? Boom. You're here. Watching America's got talent auditions? Boom. You're here, watching a review for star wars the last jedi and ranting with the critics? Boom. You're here lol like... I was just watching walkthrough gameplay footage of people playing Detroit become human and this came up next... where the hell is part 2 of the walkthrough!?!? What does this have to do with androids or a video game? Lol I'm so conflicted right now lol
Question: How can you control when which personality speaks or acts? I thought one of the biggest issues with these disorders is that you can not control it. Voices speak and alter ego's take over at random moments. At least, that is what I heard. Just curious.
Im not a professional but i think that they cant chose which one talks or acts but they can chose to have someone else talk. Its probably not easy tho and the reason why she was able to do it (as she said) was because she was alone in a low stress environment. Im not sure about this but Think this is the case
Liberty Cornett I can't judge her, but I have the feeling that it's fake. I am not saying she doesn't have this personality disorder, but you can't just "pick" a personality when you want to make a video about it. What we see in this video might be acting. I don't know...
Actually unless you have this disorder, you wouldent know now would you? I happen to have this disorder and yes it is possible to befriend them after years of research and training. I happen to only have one. So it wasn't that hard. Step, off.
Dave strider Nobody here was being hostile. People were sincerely interested and were discussing a topic. I don't have to "step off" because there is no reason why I would. I already said I wasn't judging her in my previous comment, so I don't see what all the fuzz is about. People are not born with knowledge. That's why they debate and ask questions.
Gryffix apologies friend. I thought there was hostality. I was merely trying to help you understand better. But that was wrong of me because I did it in a stupid way. Sorry.
I'm pretty sure this is only on my recommended because I was watching Dr. Phil. I was watching the one about the cash me ousside girl and the one who thought she was pregnant with Jesus. (how tf am I getting so many likes on this comment????)
It does work like that. A therapist works with the host and alters to get them to co-operate and know each other so it makes it easier for the host. My ex partner suffers with this.
Brenn Stone and I've seen a lot of people who had this problem and all of their personalities were completely different voices and how they act this girls not like that at all to me it seems like the same personality is talking every time
I’m 13 years old and I am very curious and fascinated about DID and people who have it, but I feel like I’ve just been molested by the sexual alter through the screen so I’m gonna go...
I didnt know DID sufferers were aware of their alters. I was under the impression that was the concept of dissociative disorders such as this. At least as far as the medical community was concerned. Hmmm... I suppose you learn something new everyday. Cheers pimpin
Honestly loads of stuff to do with DID and personalities is individual, some systems alters are aware of each other, and others they aren't - but both of these can also be true earlier/later in life. It's a very diverse mental disorder. One thing I can say for certain though, having personally known someone with DID is that it is absolutely real, trauma based, and difficult to recover from/live with.
Klista No just a rudimentary understanding after searching on the internet over the last few years. I've literally meant dozens of ppl in real life that claim to have DID which lent itself to my motivation in researching it. I simply made an observation; however you seem a a bit perturbed by my comments based on your passive aggressive assumptive response. Let me guess, you to as well as the other 1000 people in this comment section are also suffering from DID? I simply made an observation plane, clear and concise stating that statistically it is not possible for this large amount of people to all be suffering from one of the rarest mental disorders. It's trendy and it's edgy. I believe 99% of the people in this comment section are lying in an attempt to get attention. However I appreciate The opportunity to discuss this at length with you in a civil manner. I hope you reciprocate in kind.Cheers and thanks for the response.
Dear host, Please feel worthy of being yourself don't bully yourself Please I know it may be hard at times but you can do it!! Don't let those trolls/haters bother you please be nicer to yourself
and to you unknown just please stop it you keep saying she's fake if she's fake your fake I know you might have had some tough times if you past lives BUT SRSLY you don't need to take it out on her.....
Jeffy Woods Also to the host, I also believe what Jeffy says. I have no motive, be logical. What type of dumb plot could i possibly have? World domination? nope. sorry. I belive you repress your personalities. Let them all out at once.
I feel like if you were to somehow combine all the personalities and allow them to be and act in unison... you would be a really beautiful person. Because we all have different aspects of our personality that we don't like, and sometimes others are more prevalent... but we need them all. We balance ourselves out to be the perfect version of ourselves.
+distortia47 Unison, more commonly known as integration, is what most people with DID try to achieve in the end, but not all. After a lot of therapy, I was able to integrate most personalities I had through therapy but I am fearful of being completely alone in my mind, and the two first personalities are still there because of that. I now found a way to live more harmoniously with them, and usually can control switching. - not always though. When I'm not careful, or drunk, or asleep, we still switch quite often unintentionally, and another person usually wakes up than the one who went to bed. But whether it is a person's goal to integrate or learn to live functionally with their personalities is a personal choice. DID actually happens as a defense mechanism by the subconscious part of the brain, most often against trauma's. it splits memories, emotions and traits and divides them over several personalities so the host doesn't have to deal with all of them, and often even forgets about the trauma. This can be reversed through therapy, but is not always successful, or even necessary. Accepting you HAVE multiple personalities is actually one of the most important steps of any healing process.
+GeMerope Riddle you dont have to answer if you dont want to but whats it like inside your head? Whats it like switching or is it just like a switch on and off?
+Rowen Coleing sometimes when u r so comfortable with the other personalities (a lot of the times multiple will speak in the mind at once) u can just talk to them in your mind and they come through...if that helps
+speltwithanInotaY I am being respectful but I can't help noticing how absolutely verbatim it is. She does need help regardless and I'm not hating I only wish her the best
Autumm, I am a therapist specializing in adult psychiatric disorders for over 20 years and I have worked with dissociative disorders. You are very good at performing what you know and you are 95% convincing; only a professional clinician could see that you do not have this disorder.
@@alyssamarrero1523 the main sign is terrible acting. Speaking in 3rd person. Talking as one "personality" about the other and reassuring us that it's not fake....etc.
How do you know? I'm sure you know how she feels don't you? You know all of her struggles? All of her pain? Honestly how are you supposed to know unless you step in her shoes.
+Josie Burgos It really isn't. as a psychology major, I've studied this subject quite a bit. I mean what the fuck is she doing, leaving fucking notes for her other personalities telling them to film themselves that will be found by them EVENTUALLY once she gets triggered into it? come on.
Each "personality" keeps staring at themselves in the screen of the camera and has the same habits of scratching her cheek and nose, I don't know anything about psychology but I don't believe her
Just my piece here but just from the books I've read and a few courses I've taken this doesn't seem 100% legit. From case study footage I've seen speech patterns will vary, vocabulary will be at varying levels. Vocal pitch changes, even drastically at times. It's not just a change of interests. I mean there's some of that in the vid, but idk. Again, just my two bits.
+GlobalistEnemy01 If you listen closely, there are subtle changes. The Host stuttered more, Autumn had a very mellow pitched, confident voice, Iris spoke lighter and softer. The sexual one spoke slower and deeper. The last one stuttered a bit as well and was higher toned. In my opinion there was a lot of variation. The thing with this sort of disorder is that not all sufferers will present in the same way.
DID is very complex and varies from person to person. I don't know if this is fake or not, but missing a few symptoms doesn't mean that it's not real DID. It's unlikely for someone to have all of the symptoms, and anyway, I noticed differences. The Host stuttered a lot, Iris was more high-pitched and feminine, the sexual one was slower and deeper, and the unknown one stuttered a bit as well but not as much as the Host. The unknown one also spoke with more conviction and deepness in their voice.
+GlobalistEnemy01 I think she has read about DID and convinced herself that she has it. The stuttering sounded put on and I'm sorry but there was NOTHING seductive about the "sexual alter" lmao she just rambled on "oh yes I control men. youre being seduced right now" nope. She is perfectly capable of behaving like "the protectors" but we all have multifaceted personalities and could define different characteristics. I joke that I have 13 personalities and refer to one and other... makes me sound quirky and intriguing and can enterain ppl for ages lol. this girl is just a bit confused, definitely has problems but more like histrionic personality disorder or other personality disorders. I doubt this is genuine DID if there is such a thing.
Definitely doesn't seem like a legit video, but you never know what someone is really going through. This man is obviously really emotionally scared and hurting on the inside or this wouldn't be happening in his mind. People get sick emotionally and mentally just like they do physically, after a traumatic event or occurrence mentally and internally people can become so disfigured and scared and hurt its almost impossible to heal. Almost impossible but not entirely, Faith is what overcomes the world, with faith, hope and love you can overcome anything, despite what anyone says around you. My heart goes out to him.
Thank you so much for being so honest. Seriously. I am very connected to how your last alter feels; some of my persecutors, and especially the host of my system doubts me a lot. They call me fake. I get the repeated message, over and over "fake" but there usually isn't much explanation. They repeat the phrases that make me upset and feel insecure similar to how your last alter repeatedly called your system fake. My persecutors do the same. They just use the same phrases without really digging into why or any examples of me being fake. In fact, when I think more deeply, it's so obviously a real disorder. It's been hard to get them to be more self-supportive. Only one has actually become a firm protector after a lot of work. Anyway, I wish you the best in your system's journey, persecutors can be really hard to communicate with. Good luck! And thank you for being honest and so open. It's been very encouraging to me.
With DID you don't change your clothes, makeup, etc. you don't have time it changes on a whim with no realization that you have switched personalities. You have no control over who you change to or when you change to them. When you change into one of the alters you don't remember any of it. Seems she wants these alters to simply cope
My sister and I both have DID and I agree. I personally have 6 petsonalities and they just change when and where they want my sister has 3 and does the same thing
Leshana, Both you and your sister have the same condition - a condition SO RARE that most mental health professionals do not even believe it really exists. But BOTH of you have it? Cool story. Wtf are people so bizarrely obsessed with getting attention these days? So weird.
you never know, she could have found a way to force out the personalities at will to cover up the real person inside. we'll never know because how rare DID is. so don't hate on her, because you don't know the truth, just ignore her if you don't believe it.
Disclaimer: I'm not in any means an expert on this mental disorder Whether or not you believe this to be true there are some things you should know 1) this is a very controversial type of mental disorders, many therapist, doctors and even some scientist find this to be impossible where others do not 2) i have a therapist, and i have talked to her in regards to the fact that this is very interesting, she told me this this illness/disorder stems from traumatic events, abuse home and various other things. kind of like the mind having PTSD or you're memory only letting you remember certain things from a bad time. 3) people are not unaware that they have this, they also know the other alters/personalities names. However, they don't know how the other acts they don't know what they can do or the problems that they have 4) a person can't just bring to light whatever alter they want, most people black out or completely change to a different type of person but when the "host" is brought back to light they have no recollection of what happened. 5) the different personalities can actually be different genders, however the alters will not switch what gender they think they are. an example of this explanation could be: the body could be made up of a girl, but one of the personalities can be set to believe they are a boy but the boy can not or will not change their gender. 6)the alters name themselves. they don't just go by the way they act. they believe they are real people and they think that when they have control over the body they are the "host.' they don't go unnamed I'm not trying to be rude or anything but she's lying. she has not only manipulated herself into believing she has this but she's trying to fool others as well which is not healthy. i myself do believe in DID. the symptoms and other things i believe are true but i don't believe her this disorder is very complex and completely unpredictable, and why anyone would want to have this is completely unknown to me. she should go see a psychiatrist
Nicely put. This disorder always intrigued me and this definitely screams unbelievable. Perhaps she doesn’t have DID but they’re struggling with some other mental issues, it seems, and consciously putting them into different “personalities” for... attention? Loneliness? Public enjoyment? Who knows.
I haven't watched this video, and I am, in no way, trying to attack you. But I am curious - what actions does this person have that makes you believe they're lying?
Luth Tate the “alters” seem to be aware of what they’re doing and why they’re doing it. not all of them have names just label and one claims to be transgender but alters wouldn’t be transgender. some alters are already different genders from the host. and the host wouldn’t know what each alter like. but this is just from reading books on psychology
I grew up watching this until I was a teenager, my mother was more medicated & recovered. But it is absolutely real to me, I've lived with someone who has this.
I have a friend with DID, you guys actually have very similar personalities, I've honestly always found it really interesting because I guess I don't know much about it, also, all these comments about religion are incredibly silly, they literally have no scientific evidence that there is a god or demons, I try not to judge anyone unless they have harmed me
Science is an amazing thing but, somethings science can't explain and if you look into it there are many signs that prove the existance of the Lord. If you look into the teleological argument that may answer a few questions you may have.
My friend with DID has already tried having an exorcism performed by both a christian exorcist and a pagan one to see if it was that, he also has tried using sage, nothing changed
Thank you so much i ( we ) understand you and I ( we ) relate to you so much thank you ( don’t listen to those people they are just mean ) ( thank you for this amazing video ) ( it is nice to have and / or see a video of a person to who we can relate to )
Yes I am shocked by the hateful comments yet I JUST watched a video of a female talking about her mental illness and not a single bad comment.. very upsetting. People can be so rude and superficial. They should just be thankful they do not go through this. I've never experienced it but I have empathy and want to understand. Much love 💙
My girlfriend has DID. I know it's hard on her, and I don't wanna sound selfish... but it's really gettin hard on me. sometimes she doesn't recognise me, sometimes she doesn't want to be around me, sometimes she just wants me as a best friend, sometimes she is madly in love with me, and sometimes she is in love with someone else. someone that she could never be with(celebrity crush). How do I deal with this? I don't want to upset her. It's just really starting to take a toll on me...
+Fireoncityy thank you! and it's real. her mother told me she's been this way for a long time, but not this bad until a few years ago. she had an accident and it got worse. but thank you for this. I love her dearly and want to stay with her. I just didnt know how I needed to be behaving.
its just patience and tolerance. It's hard to be with anyone suffering from mental illness. You need to find humor in little things. Stay positive, don't let life get too serious and most importantly seek professional help for her
This is really interesting. I was only introduced to DID after I watched the Kdrama Kill Me Heal Me (which was amazing) but I wanted to learn more afterwards and this is great that you could share this personal and intimate information with us! Thanks!
I find this absolutely strange. Not judging, just observing. I have a history studying psychology (and before you say it, no I'm not a damn teenager) and what I know about this disorder is typically the person who has the disorder doesn't even realize it, but if they do they know absolutely nothing about their other personalities. I'm astounded by how much information you have on your personalities. I mean realistically yes, you could be faking because this is the internet, but I give the benefit of the doubt. This video truly amazed me. I couldn't thoroughly watch it due to my ADD but I liked it. It's a very personal forward look at the mental disorder. Thanks for educating us.
***** That's ironic, because I've been wondering if I had the same thing. (No freaking joke, I've had other highly educated people tell me I sound like I have it) But Idk yet, I'm going to the doctor about it currently.
***** I do not understand how you do not understand....So I guess we are even on not understanding each other. Attention deficit disorder seems pretty self explanatory to me, not something you'd want to see in someone who is studying psychology if they are hoping to one day become a psychiatrist at least. Understanding?
Several years after this video was posted, I *integrated* and no longer suffer the way I did back then. Explanation & TRUTH here: th-cam.com/video/zRUQG_rNSy8/w-d-xo.html
If you have DID or know someone who does, and want tips on integration, check out my discussion on this topic with a guest: th-cam.com/video/mVNS8bReNp8/w-d-xo.html
how did u got rid of this
anudeep king - It's not so much about getting rid of the condition, but rather learning to properly cope, accept, and integrate these personalities into the core. The reason they are split is to cope with various life circumstances and trauma. Once I was able to work through the past abuse, accept it, and forgive those who abused me, I was able to build a stronger foundation that allowed for the other alters to become part of my core personality. They did not die, rather they are still part of me, and created a well rounded core personality who is able to properly cope with life's stressors and abuse without dissociating. It's almost like if a parent raised you, helped you learn and grow, and you become a better person. They may no longer be around, but the skills they taught are now part of me and not compartmentalized. Hopefully that helped! 🙂
@@AutumnAsphodel oh ok
I have a question even every onei saying i am behaving like my brother who isn't anymore
Even I don't know whether it is true or not
anudeep king - It is not uncommon for siblings to be similar to one another, even if they don't know each other. If you've never met your brother, yet others say you are like him, there are a variety of reasons this could be such as parenting and being related.
Only in some situations I completely act like him
I'm just very confused on how she got all of the personalities to cooperate in a video.
I'm thinking in spanned a few days/weeks. Autumn and Iris probably had no problem I'm guessing but the others maybe did.
My guess is, she predicted the unknown would be angry enough at the concept of the video to make the faking segment.
I suspect why she got all those so-called alters to cooperate. She's a bullshitter. I have DID with countless alters and triggering into dissociation is not something I can do at any given time I choose. This woman also had never lit up her eyes for us to see. DID eyes light up like flashlights verses psychopaths who's eyes shine.
They light up like flash lights? Can you elaborate further on that?
+Mardasee I also have a low degree of DID, and I am also confused on what you mean by 'light up'
just a side note: some people with DID cannot remember other personalities, whereas some people with DID are aware of what others are doing, they just are not in control
I see the shounen ai. I embrace the shounen ai.
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Oh Sangwoo roight
I love the manga in your pic!!!!
I love your profile pic!!! Thats one of my favorite manwahs
I was just watching hair tutorials...
Same .-.
Right.
Me too 😑
😂😂
I was watching makeup
Who’s here after watching Anthony Padilla’s video on DID cause you needed MORE videos on this??
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Yes XD DEFINITELY
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I found her like 6 years ago and Anthony's video brought me back
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To those that don’t understand DID:
DID is very hard to understand unless you live it. My husband says it keeps our marriage interesting because it’s like being married to multiple people. Most people with DID were abused as children. When a personality is present the host usually unaware. DID is like a broken mirror each shard another personality. And a personality will take the wheel when the host isn’t able to cope with a situation. Each personality has a special ability to cope with a situation in one way or another. You can’t fix this, once a psyche is broken like this you can’t go back.
You’re not alone, I am sorry people put you down.
Crystal Norvell Except a lot of psychologists firmly believe acording to their experience with supposed DID patients that the disorder most likwly doesn't exist
Joaquin Gaute Really I’d be interested to be link to some of those studies I have studied it before and what I read suggest that they do in fact believe it’s real but there is a way to achieve some sort of balance I almost want to say reconcile forgot the technical term but it’s a combining of all your personalities not that they disappear but you retain control I would love to know what sources you used it said it wasn’t real at all as I find this condition really interesting and want to know where those things differ. I will also add this there’s no way of knowing for sure. All we can do is go based off the people who actually have to live with it and I kind of think that that’s enough
The movie Split explains a lot about DID. Recommend to watch
Crystal Norvell ayee I have DID
Sounds interesting, I've never thought of it in such a kind way ur husband must he a great guy (or a mere persona made up entirely by ur DID,.. jk) but seriously DID can be dangerous some people are known to have very mild persona but with at least one very aggressive persona. Or from what I've seen. Please dont mind me I just find it fascinating, though must be understandably difficult to deal with. Not knowing when you wont be you, or even if the you here and now is even the real you.. now that one is a fun concept, but not impossible I've seen people completely convince themself of the lies they told. My ex thought I pushed her off a roof despite the lack of injury or proof and so on she lied about it soo much she was convinced it was nothing but truth and fact. But I digress, spending time with someone with DID must be truely fascinating but also could be hard or even scary. But I'd love to observe and learn more about it, psychological issues always interest me the mind is such a powerful tool so much so it can even work against us.
since when did every youtube commenter become a psychologist
Brooklynn Torline im dead asf lmaoo
haaa haaaaaaa haaaaaa!!!!!!
since youtubers started faking mental illness
juice box lol she's not faking her disorder
😂😂😂 dead af
The sexual one sounds like a super villain plotting for the biggest sexual scheme of 2017
Lol, you are here? What a small website.
Absolutely. Fappability 9/10.
Gumbino my face 😐😑😶😵
2014*
Lmaooooo I just watched u
I am dating a woman which i love deeply and profoundly. She struggles with did and i managed to learn to love all parts of her. What i did learn throughout dating her for 3 years is that love can make it that much better. You are beautiful and i am proud of you for being able to expose your truth in a wide net platform. Lots of love being sent towards you
bless your heart for loving her through the difficulties, everyone who is a good person is deserving of love ❤️
Your being scammed.
Extra Cat Of course not, he’s a man. All they ever do is bring down the vibe by bitching over nothing.
@@user-uf7mr7vz3k bruh
Beautiful soul you are
idk how i got here
Stephanie Hamblin same girl same 😨
Celeste Loera Dr. Phil sent me here
Me neither, I just watched some roller coaster and blackheads videos..
Stephanie Hamblin same and idek why im here
me too wtf
The one thing I don't understand is how every personality wants to cooperate for this video...
Pablo gr then ask...
from my perspective, the personality is not like an impostor that takes your place and lock you up in a mental prison, it's more like the change in patterns of cognition and the management of ideas and core believes all while conscious, thus an structure is set upon all that that let the person to deal with the day to day.
German Rivas What??? lol
Right, lol maybe I'm just not smart enough haha.
Pablo gr Yeah, that's not how it works.
*Some people are jumping to conclusions here. I am curious as to why that is and your opinion? I respect anyone's views, even if they are negative. But, please think before judging!*
*Additional videos of mine that may further explain this video:*
► My Childhood & Teenage Years as a Transgender Schizophrenic with PTSD
► More Info About My Alters / Personalities | Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)
► Misconceptions of Dissociative Identity Disorder | A Message to Those Who Think DID is Fake
To the host:You are so beautiful and amazing and I love your videos and I hope you find comfort and happiness
yes!!! she is honestly gorgeous and I want her to be happy:)
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@@unagipalace1707 hormonally that person's female.
I'm kind of a jerk about their being only 2 genders, but I dont argue facts.
Physically I think they are Male but hormones DO COUNT and hormonally hes female.
Look I know it confusing. But it's only confusing because this was none of our business to begin with.
@@halimaislam7421 she* female* she*
@@unagipalace1707 she*
It wasn’t me it was Patricia
Latrice Wooley -Thank you Hedwig.
Haaaaaa dead
Lol
I want the color of my casket to be a dark red please. 💀
IDK why I'm saying this but my name's Patricia
They all have the same eyebrows
ahahah indeed
You right
Lol yes
Cayla
They are all an ugly dude that is weird n cant accept themselves
.............................YOUR FUCKING MEAN dude they have DID... they arenrt different and they wanted to become a female which they accept themselves as its people like you that makes transgender people depresed how are they ugly!?
When you are the squad...
N/A N/A Omg Yes
N/A N/A 😂
N/A N/A 💀💀
N/A N/A 😂😂😂😂
Discordmia well as far as it being offensive, it just depends on how you want to take it. I mean, the people like you, with DID, are a big family. Slang term I think it is, for "squad" is like family isn't it? I know it's like, your group or you know, buddies. So it shouldn't be offensive at all. 🤗 the fact you are not just one, but multiple people, I find fascinating and very interesting. Though, I don't know any actual people with DID, I'd really like to know and understand one because of how special and different they are or can be. Which, uniqueness is never a bad thing, it makes you, you; as a whole different category. And for the people who can be bullies. They're just scared of the unknown; scared of what's different. 😕 but, sorry for being off topic Lol, it shouldn't be offensive at all. To anyone. 😊 I hope.
Sexual alter makes me very uncomfortable
no wonder she has anxiety about the comments cause u guys just straight up RUDE
It’s natural to be uncomfortable with scenarios and situations you’re not familiar
The sexual alter weirded me out too but that doesn’t mean I have any ill will towards Autumn
The truth is brutal y’all
im high key worried about what sexual alter does to the body
Laken Higbee I was like "gurl you think too highly of you, you overdo everything-- learn how to seduce!, your laugh is calculated, you need to be more natural" 😂
It's getting really annoying people are all like "these are demons inside of her, she needs Jesus's"
Yes, I'm a Christian, but she does not have demons inside her! It's just a disorder that happened to people!
i know right? jeez. ppl scream "demonic" about things they dont understand. I dont have DID but...i mean hell....im educated...i know disorders exist for goodness sakes....
Yup
Well if you ever read your bible you'd know this is demonic possession and Jesus could save her, it happens, and Jesus talks about it himself.
Jason kay. read my bible. read about demonic possession. and Im not gonna say demons arent real...but i will say its dangerous to make assumptions about a person when they have a real recognizable disorder that we can better understand thanks to scientific inquiry. would prayer help her? who knows maybe :3 But when we say she's just possessed we diminish her to a troubled person and try to help in ways that might NOT help, when maybe she just needs meds. I mean, u cant go around treating every mental disorder as demonic possession.....you cant say to the depressed, the ppl with anxiety disorder, OCD, bipolar disorder....that they're just demon possessed. its totally unkind and ignorant and i dont really understand why ppl dont see how unkind and ignorant it is. We could try to help them with christ perhaps...im sure christ cares for those that struggle with mental disorders....but we mustn't start by mislabeling and jumping to assumptions when we have no way of knowing for certain. I HAVE felt negative entities before, demons perhaps, i have recognized a certain presence around other ppl....and maybe its not far fetched that demons might be trying to torment the mentally ill, but the fact of the matter is that most mental illnesses have a very biological component as well... and we should treat them as such and not be ignorant..
First off, thank you so much for being a decent religious person (a rare kind), and for being a sane one at that. Lastly and most importantly, thank you for being a decent and understanding human being. (Also a rare kind)
I don't think you can control dissociative identity disorder like this. The alters come out when they want to, not when you decide to make a TH-cam video. it is a trauma thing, not a fun thing.
Well if you don't have it yourself, you can't know for sure.
+DeathlyAfraid 02 True but research into the subject means I know what causes it and what the symptoms are and you can't just flip between personas whenever you want.
You can control it :)
I mean it's clear she's recording when they each come out.
+Yaquelin “Yaqui” Diaz don't be stupid
This is so fascinating to me honestly
This is quite obviously acted
ayeeitsveronika saame. I researched a lot about this disease and it's very curious and interesting
I agree
lavander squirrel disease??
Ya I dated a girl I suspected had did shit was insane one minute being normal talking then all of a sudden completely different. Shit was so stressful but yet in a strange way I liked it it was very interesting and stressful at the same time.
I just want to hug host and tell her that we are here for her 💖
UwU Same!!! Let's all hug her!
yes cz even compulsive liars need a hug
Oh but we aren't
*but the host won't belive you*
Check out the pinned comment. This video was from 2014 and she’s integrated a long while back 👍🏼
something weird just popped in my head, what if this isn't a disease/mental illness at all but what if there are just more souls in the same body.
Rebekah Salvatore stfu
Edjaher Lopez whyy just because I'm telling my spontaneous idea will not make me shut up. sp stfu yourself
Rebekah Salvatore No... it's a mental illness.
Jameson Jaksch I said "what if" not that it's true. But It'd be so weird if it wasn't a mentall illness
I'm sure that's a common thought cus i thought of it before its trippy tho huh? And the comments right here are why some don't express that feeling either cus its such a daring thought it scares people like "Edjaher Lopez" hes gotta say "Stfu" cus he doesn't like the idea of it and also his mind isnt open enough to think of such abstract stuff lol im not saying its true but it would make sense in a spiritual matter, cus logically or scientifically it just sounds crazy, and just to conclude that's why it says in the beginning "Warning this video blah blah blah ect'".
I dated a person with DID for 3 years and it was very difficult because my relationship ended up being with 3 different people and not just one. I ended up supporting him through integration but our relationship fell apart afterwards since the person he integrated into couldn't feel as much love for me as he did when he was dissociated.
Im so sorry you went through that :(
+Mala Kurma she was with him through all of that and it was for nothing because he fell out of love with her. Loads of people have mental health problems, i do feel bad for him, but can you even imagine what SHE went through????? Can you imagine how scary and strange it must've been for HER? Don't come for me, don't be ignorant.
+Sage Mirei mine blamed cheating on me on the others... so yeah.
+Meike Gershon Wow, you must be a fucking moron.
+Leviathanshadex dayum
That wasn't me it was Patricia
Taelor Young bitch I swear to god
Lol
Taelor Young
Split? I love that movie :3
Dennis?
Taelor Young lol
HOST; I really think you are beautiful, I like that you don't wear all the make up, that you let you natural beauty shine. May God Bless You.
Okay I'm thinking this is bullshit. I don't believe you can just call on them and make them change their makeup on command and then know what's going on as far as a video on TH-cam. Each personality should have no recollection of what was going on before.
You must not know DID.
+Princess Mow Mow actually she's exactly right, you can't call them on command and switching between them often causes blackouts.
No I assure you, some people have the ability to do that. There's plenty of shows showcasing it, and I watched my own mother do it. It is possible.
Leave a comment when you have DID...
+Morgana Sundelin Okay so I can only comment on videos made by white people with asthma? By your logic that means only 0.002% of the population is allowed to comment, because that's how rare the disorder actually is.
How did I get here from an aquarium live stream? .-.
CreepyKitty ! your profile picture explains it all😂😂😂
Ooooooh yeah. It magically teleported me here.
I forgot that was a feature of this accursed photo. :P automatic teleportation!
i was listening to Ten Faced Lovers and i just wanted to see what alters would look like. and this seems really REAL.
lol 😂
Which personality edit this video though?
I agree, smells fishy. And this kinda insults me since i feel like i do have this for real real.
protector number 1 or 2 probably, the host is not comfortable with being on camera or sharing her life
yup autumn edited it obs
Exactly the question I had near the End. If only one edits the video, then how can the one fill in the captions at the bottom for each personality?
I'm guessing Autumn?
Host is like Morticia Adams pretty.
the look in her eyes with each personality is really different
You people don't understand. These are not demons, she doesn't need Jesus, and you can stop commenting "you need help". This is a mental disorder and it is very hard to cope with in general along side your rude, uneducated comments. If you comment something, comment something nice that her host personality would feel comfortable with you. It is very hard living with DID sometimes. Be respectful please.
exactly
FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT THANK YOU!
Yes! Thankyou for saying that! No one else jas the guts to! You are correct
Finally. I was just about to comment the same thing, glad someone already said it.
Thank goodness you said it. It kind of disgusts me that people still think that she has demons in her in the 21st century. She was open enough to share with us her alter egos, and people just shit on that openness by commenting insanely rude things.
I've always found this as really hard to believe because the person can easily be acting or lying (I don't mean any offence btw), but i know that certain sub personalities can have totally different abilities and such, like one personality being allergic to honey (and have a severe allergic physiological reaction) and the other not. This has always freaked me out and amazed me, thank you for sharing!
I agree, unfortunately i find it very hard to understand, and this really interests me, i would really love to learn more. It's amazing.
+Chuppa chub wub It's not amazing. It's an illness.
+isken joshua no, I guess +Chuppa chub wub meant that she/he would like to learn about the illness. She/he finds it amazing how so many personalities could all be in one body.
+TheIronFist 420 nigga stfu you can't even spell
I think they meant interesting just used the wrong words. And it is very interesting I really want to learn more aboutt it.
As a child this was my first ever exposure to DID, this video lives on with me still. It's crazy to see how Autumn has evolved.
Omg me too! I was literally 13 when I first watched this and as a 20 year old, I still love to watch this channel !
, same!! I was just thinking about her, cuz of those kids on TikTok straight up pretending to DID, and thinking about autumn and struggles. Love ya, girl 💕😘
This^
this is how i got here too and im still subscribed
this is such a lie lmao from my perspective and the things i have seen theres no way this is real. XD. its all of the others who are lying about it is why she thought it wold be normal to do this. she is just straight up playing. this was fucking nine years ago no wonder they were this stupid lmao. she got a bunch of other people to start faking it too its like torrets except its not real it was not from the getgo. the dissociative is from scizophrenia you would not be diagnosed with did youd be diagnosed with schizophrenia. are you schizophrenic?????? no you apparently get possessed by a new brains personality. i wonder how funny it is for her man to watch her fake this shit. this is so blatant im sorry you were int he dark lol you dont have it so it is very hard to identfy if somethings a lie or not. i want you to know that this is really funny for me and as you grow up its really funny for you too because she has so less subscribers im sure shed go that far for attention i mean come on this was nine years ago by default something like this would be enabled and this bad only nine eyars ago coudl it be this bad. thsi video has inspired me to go on a journey. before i didnt get into did i knew that a bunch of people fake it but now ive officially saw videos of them acting i know know that did is not real it was created by a schizo and then someone faked an illness for views and a shitload of people became misinformed this is just so funny im just sorry that people believe this she obviously could have gotten millions of subscribers from her videos and somehow still has nothing i wonder why maybe its because people are smart and dont have the balls to say for sure that its a lie i can say for sure it is a lie and its funny but really terrifying. people with real mental illnesses get treated wrong because of liars like these peopl learn disinformation and enable harmful behavior which is hwy oyu should always keep and open mind to the fact people go really far in order to get attention. lol youve been watching them for a while i wonder if she feels bad because she lied and made people disinformed their entire lives how damaging is that to the way you think growing up thank god i wasnt interested in this bullshit when i was a kid.
My friend is actually like this. He has a russian one, violent one, a mute one and a child. He can actually kind of bring them out if he asks nicely? He describes his mind like that room in inside out, it's very messy and..yeah. it does take a while and hes always very tired afterward and never remembers what happened. (Sorry don't come for me cause of my grammer, I'm too lazy to fix that)
Andromeda Dywn That's really really interesting. I almost wish I knew someone with DID so I could try to support them as best as possible, but I say ALMOST because I know one has to experience trauma to develop the disorder... I wouldn't want that for anyone. Still, it must be interesting to know his alters?
MPD isn't even scientifically acknowledged as being a completely real thing on it's own. I doubt people who claim to have it
Andromeda Dywn reminds me of the movie split
And the beast?
Your friends full of personalities, oh no sorry I meant bullshit
I study Psychology and DID is a very serious disorder, way worse than alter egos. You CANNOT just choose what “ persona “ you want to come out, it just happens. And the worst part is for a lot of people they don’t remember, because they aren’t in control
Matthew Verjan Same and thinking along similar lines, especially since my neighbor growing up had DID with a rare infant alter, making this seem much more like she actually has a fictitious disorder, a dissociative NOS disorder, or worse, but it's possible that's merely an artifact caused by how the video is edited and presented. If she were able to conjure them as easily as this video suggests, is so aware of the alters and their inner workings, and retains memories, it either suggests this is false or implies she's made a lot of progress in therapy with efforts to integrate at least some of the alters with the "host" or to at least generate awareness as to be able to function better. Mostly leaning towards this being either fake or DDNOS.
I watched this with a friend who legitimately has DID and he laughed the whole time. Like he’s had to develop different physical triggers to get his 2 other personalities out, but, in his words “who the fuck doesn’t want to be in control of their own body?” Like he explained to me that in order to get his “protector” out, he literally has to injure himself in some way. He said he’s never personally interacted with his personalities beyond just leaving a note for them to find. He personally thinks it’s impossible.
Cat Then feel encouraged to enlighten us with your doctoral suppositions. Otherwise, how about if you don't tell us how to do our jobs, we wouldn't tell you how to flip burgers.
Matthew Verjan she's actually put out a video saying that she realized that she didn't actually have DID. I know, it annoyed me at first, too
Sidney McCombs no you absolutely CANNOT choose . It’s not different for anyone. If you can choose which ones to go to, then why is treatment needed? And why is It even considered a disorder if we can just make up those fake personalities. You’re one of those people that think it’s cool to have DID, it’s not, it’s horrible, so stop being ignorant and do more research and educate yourself
I was just binging SimplyNailogical and I ended up here somehow. TH-cam deepdiving can get weird.
Sydney Jones I love simply!!!
BEEEYNN
Sydney Jones I was watching destiel cracks... Idk how I got here either.
Becca Louisee Beeeyynn the Tea Slave
Wtf so was I
Sydney Jones BEYYYYYN WHAT DO U THINK
This is genuinely fascinating to me. I’m not trying to sound rude or anything. But noticing the subtle mannerisms that go along with each one is intriguing. You are awesome for doing something like this. Thank you very much. And might I add you are a beautiful lady.
Interesting. Everything changes except her eyebrows
Explorer Mike unfortunately...
just out of curiosity, Are those tattoo eyebrows or something? Perhaps a little off topic, but...
Explorer Mike they look horrible
Letty Gallegos well, on a positive note, they are brilliant and well defined. I am sometimes out of touch with fashion trends. That is why I am asking about her eyebrows, seems it could be something new.
They're drawn on
DID is a very complex condition and some people’s are more prominent. So I think she’s not lying. As a person with anxiety and depression it would hurt me to see these comments about my Mental illnesses.
Kendall’s Critters She’s obviously faking it. Different personalities have different movements, talking styles, facial expressions. She’s just trying to act but she’s failing miserably. Especially the makeup and outfit changes to make us believe that she has different personalities.. And she was like reading from a script when she was talking about the characteristics about the personalities. It was like she made up some characters in her head and decided to read their features in a video to attract attention. The fact that she uses a mental disorder to get views is even worse.
Selin Ş. You can tell its real. Her eye movements and posture changes like she was literally changing people.
Duckily ART You obviously have never seen a real DID patient.. The movements of the mouth, the talking style, the way that she keeps looking to the camera from the same angle.. They’re all the same. I still can’t believe some people were really fooled by this. It’s such a poor acting that makes me really sick. Especially the sexual part was so cringe I wanted to kill myself.
Selin Ş. Actually i had a friend with severe did and theres a high chance i have it considering i have ptsd from childhood trauma, memory loss and apparently my personality switches on a dime. And for one, her head might move like that because its how her body feels comfortable moving. You can tell in her eyes. The one with the over active sex drive stares straight at the camera while the others look away or down, struggling with it. The more outspoken alters are always more direct with their words while the others are more careful. Youve obviously never actually paid attention to her.
Duckily ART Honey, YOU obviously didn’t pay attention to her. Let’s get this straight.
1) You can’t control your alter personalities in DID, with saying like “ok you go”
2) People actually act like they have diseases on TH-cam to get attention and that’s one of those cases.
3) Looking from an angle all the time is a small but important detail. That is probably a habit of her and that is pretty personal. So if she really had alter personalities, that habit would not appear. Because each should be individuals with different habits and behaviors. But unfortunately, she forgot about that part while acting.
4) She was like reading off a script while introducing the alters, especially in the first two ones. It was like a chapter of a wattpad story where the characters’ features were written. She obviously just made up a bunch of different characters in her mind, wrote some characteristic specialities down, studied for them and bam! There you go, thousands of views.
It’s just sad seeing people believe this shit, I think it just shows how uneducated we are.
i found the sexual alter disturbing....
123shakiena she kinda looks like jeff the killer there tho
Wow your primary protector is so similar to mine! 🖤 literally everything in your notes was accurate to mine as well. It’s nice to know we can all relate and not feel judged. Love your channel 💗
First world problems.
@@blondemommyvomit Anyone can develop DID.
@@lydiaboll2872Not anyone, necessarily, due to the cause being severe and repetitive trauma in early childhood. But if you mean DID can occur in any social class, country, ethnicity, etc., yes. Sorry if I misunderstood, I'm on the spectrum and can be a bit dense.
@@EclecticallyEccentricI’m autistic, too, so it’s fine-but yeah I meant that anybody regardless of race, gender or social class can develop DID if they suffer enough trauma before the ages of about 7-9.
I was watching kpop videos how did i get here
Gemini Neda mood
Same..
Like how does this get recommended after watching kpop?
Gemini Neda right?! Lmao
Big mood
This came out four years ago. Why is it in my recommended
Same
Literally the same thing happened to me. But I'm glad I watched it. I'm more aware of things now.
Same
Emma Brook why not, it’s interesting
Wonder what’s it like to befriend someone who has DID
Stop telling her she has demons inside her. Stop saying this isn't real. Stop saying hateful things, please. Do you watch this and think, this person needs more hardships thrown at her? Really? Can you imagine if you had a mental disorder, or, no, lets say you had a physical one. A disfigurement, a disability, and you made a video to show people what it's like to try and educate people, and all you got was hate? If you believe this is possession, does that mean it is her fault and we should all try and make her feel horrible? Do you think that will help? Do you think calling her a liar will help? Even if you don't believe what you see, how does that give you the wish to spew hatred? Can we not, as human beings hopefully with a sense of humanity, show kindness and understanding?
BAM! Preach it girl.
In exactly what language is telling her to pray and accept Jesus to be saved a form of insult or hateful comment? I'm sure she had professional help like talking to a psychologist before so what's the harm to take a few minutes from her time and say few words of prayers?!
Ceći Cray Some people do not find others telling them they are possessed by demons, to be a helpful comment. Those comments are definitely cruel. Comments that tell her to take Jesus into her life and to pray may not be as hateful, but what if she is atheist? What if people telling her what to do religiously is rude? No matter your religion, you can always find it in your heart to accept that not everyone believes what you do, nor do they have to.
p0xy Personally, whether or not it is a shtick, and act, or anything of the kind, I wouldn't want to make comments telling her she's a liar, or anything of the sort. Telling her she's wrong. All that does is a) give her attention she was looking for if that's the truth, and b) hurting her, whether it's truthful or not. You have valid points I won't argue with, but my opinion, and it's not that I expect everyone here to agree with me because it really is just an opinion, is that no matter what the situation she is actually in---hateful comments aren't needed, comments on calling her out aren't either(though I'm only upset by the ones actively being rude and calling her a liar and such).
There are a lot of things that are disputed about being medical conditions or disorders, but while some have widely been accepted recently, like, for example, homosexuality, there will always be some that are never understood and sure, maybe they aren't, but it is also just as possible that we simply do not understand the brain enough yet to comprehend DID, unless we have it ourselves.
Wren Cooke Wren is a very cool name :)
And as for DID being real - that's the thing about the mind, perception is reality (ew I just went Dr Phil) so if you are convinced you have it, you have it.
I don't know why it's even up for debate, just seems terribly cruel (as if they don't have enough to deal with, as you say!) I think disbelief is just a knee-jerk reaction by people who lack empathy - the sorts of folks who roll their eyes when they find out someone self-harms for example, instead of considering the great pain one must be in to even consider doing that to yourself.
this is the first video i ever watched about DID, i watched it a couple of years ago and it really interested me. especially being someone who went through trauma throughout my life. came back to rewatch because it’s a good video! thank you for putting this out there, you’re very brave and extremely strong!
Mother:
Autumn: ITS NOT A PHASE MOM
*screams in multiple personalities*
😂😂😂😂😂
😂😂😂
Great, now you just got 911 likes
Saturn -Kun omg I’m using this insult from now on😂
I’m DEAD 😂😂😂💀💀
Hey, listen fellow commenters, I understand you thinking this is fake as many things on the internet are fake but please, please just keep it to yourself. I have been scrolling through the comments and they are mostly negative, if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it.
i agree, especially because if this is real (i don't want to assume anything), it would be extremely damaging to say something negative, given what the host was saying.
Lost Wolf Go fuck yourself
Dice Throw lol you are soooooo inteligence! Lost Wolf maybe has right,bc IF it is not fake (i don't know what to think,yet) and the Host is right,then negative comments could cause damages. So,go and think. Maybe you can,but i am not sure,after your comment...😒
Before you start telling people how stupid they are you should probably learn how to spell first.
Lost Wolf Thank you
I'm curious to know which personality edits the videos and basically runs the channel?
Sofia Olivia Autumn, that is, Protector #1, I'm guessing.
The host runs this channel
+Matilda M Her segment of this video makes that seem unlikely.
i think Autumn runs the channel because that's the name used :)
Autumn because the host said she doesn't like seeing them all online and how she wants to delete all videos. Has to be autumn, also it's the name used.
I just don’t understand WHY people react or place any comment, anywhere, anyplace, anytime, when they can’t be respectful or have a tiny bit of empathy. If something is not likable to you: just MOVE ON!!
Because the world isn't "warm, fuzzy, story time, land". People aren't always nice and don't always say what you want them to say. Get over it.
Because some people have huge problems with themselves, that they try to solve by hating others.. sad story.
Because 90% of the time these bullshit videos are fake.
That_Goth_bitch Theyre not saying people need to be nice all the time, theyre saying the rule we learn as kids: “if you dont have something nice to say dont say anything at all.” it really isnt hard to keep your damn mouth shut if you dislike something, especially when it has 0 effect on your life whatsoever. theres no point in putting people down just because.
Probably because faking DID is really disrespectful
Ok so I promise there's no hidden motive here.
I think that you're amazingly brave for being able to do this, and to share your life with the Internet despite the negative feedback. I really hope things get easier for you, and that things get easier to deal with.
(P.S. You're like, really pretty. Really pretty)
And I'm sorry @ sexual alter, but you can't really seduce an asexual person. :)
(I think I'm funny....)
+imEpic269 hahahahahhahahahaa same.
+imEpic269 ikr
I am so proud you. Thank you so much for your learning video!
Uhm how the hell did I even get to this video ?
Lilbabynae _ lol
Same lmao
Oh... that's easy you watched a vid that now your complaining... LIKE THE BITCHES THAT ARE MENT TO BE DEAD DUMASS FUCKER!!!!
Lilbabynae _
Doesn't matter bitch anyone can reply if you ask a FUCKING QUESTION DUMASS
Catrina Meow!!! But I didn’t ask you specifically bitch so stfu and quit replying to my comment dumpster diving ass bum
Actually, there are certain triggers that force out the specific personalities and they can be forced out or brought out just by calling their specific names. I have a cousin with DID, my father has DID and I have a close friend with DID. It does exist and they can be brought out involuntarily or fored out. But yes they do actually have trouble controlling the personalities at times too. The more stressed they are, the harder it is to control and the more each personality fights for control. The personalities can take over completely and be strong enough to keep the "host" asleep for long periods of time
And its very exhausting for the host to voluntarily or involuntarily switch. It can drain them and make them very sick
Sometimes the host retains memories of the alters being out, sometimes they don't. Most of the time they can't control which alter comes out but if you can find a trigger you can make it happen. it's just hard and exhausting. And some ppl can actually have conversations with their alters, but again, it's exhausting for them
Kitty Blair y'all talking bout possession...
Kitty Blair would you consider the different personalities of your loved ones different individuals entirely or fragments of a whole? Do you think its ethical to get rid of alternates? I don't personally know anyone with did personally so I'm not sure what to think yet
Ok but this is all one person....like it honestly can’t be proven to me because she is speaking like “oh the host” like what? These are different sides to a person that’s how humans work. To say that whenever you get abused or made fun of then you completely switch, go do your makeup, and talk in a way that makes you seem like “the host” is the only real one. I’m so confused. You can’t say that you suffer from mental problems and then boom, nope not anymore because it’s a different person. That just doesn’t make sense. She is literally preparing herself for these roles. You don’t have the time to physically “change” wtf? If she is being abused she doesn’t morph into goth, she is still dressed the same and is the same person, all humans have different personalities depending on what the heck is happening. Also she doesn’t talk any different in any of them. I’m not saying this to be an ass but I don’t get this at all....
I'm sorry but this is a bit sus to me. All of the alters seem to hold themselves the same way. Their shoulders are always at the same angle and their mouths curve upwards on one side when they talk. This isn't something that I've seen in other Meet The Alters videos. Usually when an alter switches out there are physical differences in the face and body, since these are different people and therefore use their muscles differently when speaking/moving. None of that is visible here. There is also no shift in the voice at all, that I've noticed
Plz stop assuming things you don’t actually know about. You should have learned from her videos she doesn’t like being accused so plz be more respectful of others because you never know.🙄👍
I think I did see some different talking differences
@@ok_4469 Lol, nobody likes being accused - but people on youtube generally don't like fakes either, so that's that.
Also personalities can be very similar
I noticed in the Protecter #2 that her voice was higher than the others, and like she said, she does dress differently and acts differently. She also said she moves her mouth differently than the other alters, so there is a physical change.
how did I get here
mood
The real question is: How did I, Qanita, get here?
idek either
I don't know how I got here but I'm having a good laugh.
The video is of a male, not a female.
I could tell by the ever feminine gestures and voice.
This is a dude people, not a girl.
I actually have did.
And it's absolutely different from what you see here with this girl. I think I don't believe her, because she still have the same mimics in ever personality, and for me it's absolutely different. Voice changes. Behavior changes. Memory changes.
Actually, all I know about my "alters" as she says is what people told me. Because I don't remember anything, apart from few imprecise images or feelings.
So maybe she experiences a different type of did, but sorry, I don't believe it. It doesn't look like that. You don't want to be in front of a camera with this problem, I promise.
Your expression of it is not the only accepted version. Did you write the DSM criteria? It's a spectrum.
Michelle Liebgott-Osinga a spectrum of bullshit ,what he says is the real kind ,not this stupid bitch
I didn't understand what you said I was supposed to write but... Amnesia is one of the fundamental symptom of did. And one of the most difficult to bear with, believe me. She seems to remember a lot of things her "alters" do, that's not how it works. (And thanks neil I feel less alone !)
i have MPD and i do not always experience terrible amnesia. Sometimes i am able to recall. I think we should support each other because it is a terrible thing to live with, and we all have different experiences; we will not all be the same.
Okay I understand what you are saying. I don't disagree or agree about what you believe about her, but I understand where you're coming from.
im kinda skeptical- how are you "controlling the personalities if its a mental illness?
the host needs a hug. i’ll give her one.
Yep she does:))
The upper lip with the sexual tho
i'm not seeing one lol
+Dana Satter , Most likely she had a damage of the VII cranial nerve, most likely for use of forceps or vacuum , like stallone
I was just looking at that 😂😂😂 im dying
it pissed me of so bad
+Dana Satter It's a shame none of these personalities know how to put on makeup
When you don't need a squad😆
Cuz you are the squad 😏
FUck
Yas
Imagine that I am the squad and my friends too.. that just makes a bigger squad
I am crying
That's it. I'm good for the night lmao
This video is just WOW. I've never seen anything like this before. Thank you for showing us yourself. P.S. Your really pretty
lmao look at related videos.... "my transition from male to female"
Doesn't make her any less pretty
+DROPALOG NBLOG i know she's transgender. She's still pretty.
+falvalisious who would act like they have a disorder? And why do you feel like you need spread your hate?
+falvalisious They aren't an actress.
I dont deny that this person at some point had an identity disorder, but the fact that a lot of the focus is on the individual clothing styles of the alters makes me think of a fanfic like my immortal where whole paragraphs are dedicated to explaining every single outfit. this seems like histronic personality disorder to me if anything.
You're you and that's cool but how the fuck did I go from watching gaming to this?
Kerrick Logan Seriously same
Kerrick Logan xdd
Kerrick Logan lol
Kerrick Logan accurate
Honestly fucking same xD
I don't know anything about DID, but it seems odd that these "Alters" would refer to the "Host" as "The Host" and not as Autumn. If they were Disassociating from the Host, they would be in denial that there was a Host at all, and consider themselves the Correct or Dominant Personality, wouldn't they? I'd love to hear what an actual Psychologist had to say about this, because frankly... anyone could do what this video is doing whether they had DID or not.
+Ian Jones The dominant personality isn't always the host. The host personality is the original one, while the alters (including Autumn) came later. As you can see here with Autumn, her alters are aware of each other, and none of them consider themselves to be the "correct" personality because they're all correct! There is a dissociation, though, hence why the personalities formed to begin with.
True
+Ian Jones ya, i agree, this all seems a bit side show parlor-trick-like. the only explanation I can think of is that a psychologist might be able to convince all or most of the personalities of their condition and to agree upon a centralized "host name" regardless of the question of which personality is the host (they could all think that they were the host for this to work). either way a video featuring said psychologist might be appreciated.
+calvin allemand on the otherhand... if it is a performance, it does seem to have a sense of self parody. I especially liked the bit with the personality who basically roasted the previous personalities for being kinda phony, but especially "the host". maybe this isn't the right medium for this sort of thing, but I thought the two "guardian personalities" were not particularly different from the host, while the lustful personality was unintentional comedy incarnate. saying "i'm very good at seducing people" definitely sounds like someone that couldn't seduce their way out of a cardboard box, though not for lack of trying.
+Ian Jones True though
I think I speak for the entire comment section when I say, how the hell did i manage to end up here? Watching hair tutorials? Boom. You're here, watching cat videos? Boom. You're here. Watching America's got talent auditions? Boom. You're here, watching a review for star wars the last jedi and ranting with the critics? Boom. You're here lol like... I was just watching walkthrough gameplay footage of people playing Detroit become human and this came up next... where the hell is part 2 of the walkthrough!?!? What does this have to do with androids or a video game? Lol I'm so conflicted right now lol
Me too, Detroit become human is so good , no idea how I got here
I also came from detroit 😂
TFEReTuRnS i was watching a nail video. TH-cam's recommends are weird
I was watching a video about the actors from The Kissing Booth???How and why am I here now??
Eva 1234 same
Iris has fabulous eyemakeup
Which one owns the channel
Christopher Harvard Host / Dominant personality
Christopher Harvard I don't have time to freakin play with you 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Read the name...... its autumn idiot
I'm done😂😂
Christopher Harvard prob all but the last one lol
I was watching a League of legends gameplay how did I get there
xdiangelo™ i watched a naruto dance performance lmao don't know either how I got here
I legit just watched a pants are dragon video and now I’m here
xdiangelo™ Oh my god me too....
xdiangelo™ Same asf
xdiangelo™ ikr, i was listening to music, i have no idea how i got here
Question: How can you control when which personality speaks or acts? I thought one of the biggest issues with these disorders is that you can not control it. Voices speak and alter ego's take over at random moments. At least, that is what I heard.
Just curious.
Im not a professional but i think that they cant chose which one talks or acts but they can chose to have someone else talk. Its probably not easy tho and the reason why she was able to do it (as she said) was because she was alone in a low stress environment. Im not sure about this but Think this is the case
Liberty Cornett
I can't judge her, but I have the feeling that it's fake. I am not saying she doesn't have this personality disorder, but you can't just "pick" a personality when you want to make a video about it. What we see in this video might be acting. I don't know...
Actually unless you have this disorder, you wouldent know now would you? I happen to have this disorder and yes it is possible to befriend them after years of research and training. I happen to only have one. So it wasn't that hard. Step, off.
Dave strider
Nobody here was being hostile. People were sincerely interested and were discussing a topic. I don't have to "step off" because there is no reason why I would. I already said I wasn't judging her in my previous comment, so I don't see what all the fuzz is about. People are not born with knowledge. That's why they debate and ask questions.
Gryffix apologies friend. I thought there was hostality. I was merely trying to help you understand better. But that was wrong of me because I did it in a stupid way. Sorry.
The sexual alter is the creepiest thing I’ve seen in my life 😳
Or the inner scorpio is coming out😂😂
or you know. the one who takes all the sexual stuff that the others cant handle and keeps it to themselves?!
Zara Wardle exactly
Well imagine the creepy things they have had to endure.
Finding out its a man was the scariest thing
I'm pretty sure this is only on my recommended because I was watching Dr. Phil. I was watching the one about the cash me ousside girl and the one who thought she was pregnant with Jesus. (how tf am I getting so many likes on this comment????)
Audrey Chastain Same!!!
Audrey Chastain cash me inside? lmao
videofreakboy91 that's what I meant but auto correct is retarded.😂👌
Audrey Chastain no the person said that bc it's "cash me outside" not "cash me inside". It's okay though haha
same omg
How can you make your personalities cooperate and record? I'm curious about that.
If your connected enough mentally with them they might actually communicate with you and do stuff with you.
that isnt how it works. She is lying and does not actually have the disorder.
It does work like that. A therapist works with the host and alters to get them to co-operate and know each other so it makes it easier for the host. My ex partner suffers with this.
Brenn Stone and I've seen a lot of people who had this problem and all of their personalities were completely different voices and how they act this girls not like that at all to me it seems like the same personality is talking every time
Shannon Best I don't know anymore
ok is there any make up tutorials 'cause Iris's eyeliner is on point
phandom is everywhere
AYE PHAM
HandsomeSonsOfDuns ayeee there!
you guys are idiots
Lizzy Loera how?
You’re so pretty and brave for making this video. I really commend you 👍🏽👏🏽
He is a man. A very disturbed man.
I’m 13 years old and I am very curious and fascinated about DID and people who have it, but I feel like I’ve just been molested by the sexual alter through the screen so I’m gonna go...
A S LMAOooOooO
A S this is fake
A S I’m 13 and I have DID and this is so fake don’t listen to him
I bet star sailor is one of her alters that say she's fake.
StarSailorMars she’s. a girl
i was really unconfurtable during the Sexual one
+Mini Box same omg
Considering I’m heteroflexible gave me discomfort godammit
Yea the whole sexual one I was like I NEED A ADULT
+kitcat derp Yes omg
+Mini Box The laugh..scared me x
The sexual alter is confusing me and scaring me and I just don’t understand
Me scared the last alter bcs it was so negative that I become feeling sick 😅😅
I was confused and then I realized she was seducing me.
I'm gay so.... this is just REALLY fucking akward 😂
Lmao
I got the chills and not in a good way gufyfhcgdt
“What is my name .. well that doesn’t matter” “you don’t even know 🤣”
I didnt know DID sufferers were aware of their alters. I was under the impression that was the concept of dissociative disorders such as this. At least as far as the medical community was concerned. Hmmm... I suppose you learn something new everyday. Cheers pimpin
Honestly loads of stuff to do with DID and personalities is individual, some systems alters are aware of each other, and others they aren't - but both of these can also be true earlier/later in life. It's a very diverse mental disorder. One thing I can say for certain though, having personally known someone with DID is that it is absolutely real, trauma based, and difficult to recover from/live with.
The Epic Question you were probably I’m under that impression because of the movies that portray DID
Klista No just a rudimentary understanding after searching on the internet over the last few years. I've literally meant dozens of ppl in real life that claim to have DID which lent itself to my motivation in researching it. I simply made an observation; however you seem a a bit perturbed by my comments based on your passive aggressive assumptive response. Let me guess, you to as well as the other 1000 people in this comment section are also suffering from DID? I simply made an observation plane, clear and concise stating that statistically it is not possible for this large amount of people to all be suffering from one of the rarest mental disorders. It's trendy and it's edgy. I believe 99% of the people in this comment section are lying in an attempt to get attention. However I appreciate The opportunity to discuss this at length with you in a civil manner. I hope you reciprocate in kind.Cheers and thanks for the response.
She looks like the older sister of Eugenia Cooney
Khay Macabre he*
Khay Macabre so true haha
RAINY they’re male to female, so ‘she’ pronouns.
Khay Macabre he
Khay Macabre thats what i thought 😂
Who else is watching this after watching split
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umm yas
I just wanna give the host a really big hug!!
God she is so freaking beautiful. Can we all just stop and admire that? Ugh, so beautiful.
+Simmer Princess 13 hours later I commented the exact same thing. Lol. She's really gorgeous tho
I agree
yup!
+Simmer Princess That's a man, baby!
+Salvatore Shiggerino +Xx Asy You can stop feeling like you've "noticed it". "That" is not a "man". "That" has always been a woman and still is.
I learned what this was from "split"
zCut TRAP lmao me too I watched it yesterday
Lmaooooo that's me 😂
zCut TRAP me to
lol same
zCut TRAP Split commercial made me search this up
Dear host,
Please feel worthy of being yourself don't bully yourself Please I know it may be hard at times but you can do it!! Don't let those trolls/haters bother you please be nicer to yourself
and to you unknown just please stop it you keep saying she's fake if she's fake your fake I know you might have had some tough times if you past lives BUT SRSLY you don't need to take it out on her.....
Host we are her for u and for your alters my best friend has two alters so I know you won't believe it but we will prove it
Jeffy Woods Also to the host, I also believe what Jeffy says. I have no motive, be logical. What type of dumb plot could i possibly have? World domination? nope. sorry. I belive you repress your personalities. Let them all out at once.
I wanna believe this is real, but a part of me is sceptical.
Ashley Lynn same here 😂
She can be just a good actres😆
I believe Unknown ☺
It happens alot, there is a lot of skepticism even within the medical community
Healthy scepticism is normal.
I feel like if you were to somehow combine all the personalities and allow them to be and act in unison... you would be a really beautiful person. Because we all have different aspects of our personality that we don't like, and sometimes others are more prevalent... but we need them all. We balance ourselves out to be the perfect version of ourselves.
That was meant to be a compliment, hopefully it sounded like one.
+distortia47 Unison, more commonly known as integration, is what most people with DID try to achieve in the end, but not all. After a lot of therapy, I was able to integrate most personalities I had through therapy but I am fearful of being completely alone in my mind, and the two first personalities are still there because of that. I now found a way to live more harmoniously with them, and usually can control switching. - not always though. When I'm not careful, or drunk, or asleep, we still switch quite often unintentionally, and another person usually wakes up than the one who went to bed. But whether it is a person's goal to integrate or learn to live functionally with their personalities is a personal choice. DID actually happens as a defense mechanism by the subconscious part of the brain, most often against trauma's. it splits memories, emotions and traits and divides them over several personalities so the host doesn't have to deal with all of them, and often even forgets about the trauma. This can be reversed through therapy, but is not always successful, or even necessary. Accepting you HAVE multiple personalities is actually one of the most important steps of any healing process.
+distortia47 I loved your comment
+GeMerope Riddle you dont have to answer if you dont want to but whats it like inside your head? Whats it like switching or is it just like a switch on and off?
Oh I wish it was that easy
the fact you can make this video completely contradicts itself
how? (genuinely curious, i know nothing about DID)
It just makes me skectical that she can just call apon different personalities for entertainment purposes
+Rowen Coleing sometimes when u r so comfortable with the other personalities (a lot of the times multiple will speak in the mind at once) u can just talk to them in your mind and they come through...if that helps
+SkippyTay Takers r u a dr? Every person is different be respectful
+speltwithanInotaY I am being respectful but I can't help noticing how absolutely verbatim it is. She does need help regardless and I'm not hating I only wish her the best
Wait. This isn’t the spongebob marathon
TheReal Wheat im dirty dan
Autumm, I am a therapist specializing in adult psychiatric disorders for over 20 years and I have worked with dissociative disorders. You are very good at performing what you know and you are 95% convincing; only a professional clinician could see that you do not have this disorder.
Please elaborate
Can you talk about that 5% ?
I agree with you Lewis.
what signs show that she doesn’t ?
@@alyssamarrero1523 the main sign is terrible acting. Speaking in 3rd person. Talking as one "personality" about the other and reassuring us that it's not fake....etc.
The sexual one really made me uncomfortable. Was she really trying to seduce me? I was cringing though it.
GrimTea she says she's seducing me but the more she talked the more I wanted to leave lol
same dude same
GrimTea same I'm crying myself to sleep tonight
GrimTea - Was 'he' trying to seduce you. It's a dude.
gmon78 well i see a lady?
not buying it. it's just not how this works.
How do you know? I'm sure you know how she feels don't you? You know all of her struggles? All of her pain? Honestly how are you supposed to know unless you step in her shoes.
actually it is. please let me know when you get your PhD
i'm pretty skeptical about it too :/
+Josie Burgos It really isn't. as a psychology major, I've studied this subject quite a bit. I mean what the fuck is she doing, leaving fucking notes for her other personalities telling them to film themselves that will be found by them EVENTUALLY once she gets triggered into it? come on.
Each "personality" keeps staring at themselves in the screen of the camera and has the same habits of scratching her cheek and nose, I don't know anything about psychology but I don't believe her
Just my piece here but just from the books I've read and a few courses I've taken this doesn't seem 100% legit. From case study footage I've seen speech patterns will vary, vocabulary will be at varying levels. Vocal pitch changes, even drastically at times. It's not just a change of interests. I mean there's some of that in the vid, but idk. Again, just my two bits.
+GlobalistEnemy01 If you listen closely, there are subtle changes. The Host stuttered more, Autumn had a very mellow pitched, confident voice, Iris spoke lighter and softer. The sexual one spoke slower and deeper. The last one stuttered a bit as well and was higher toned. In my opinion there was a lot of variation. The thing with this sort of disorder is that not all sufferers will present in the same way.
DID is very complex and varies from person to person. I don't know if this is fake or not, but missing a few symptoms doesn't mean that it's not real DID. It's unlikely for someone to have all of the symptoms, and anyway, I noticed differences. The Host stuttered a lot, Iris was more high-pitched and feminine, the sexual one was slower and deeper, and the unknown one stuttered a bit as well but not as much as the Host. The unknown one also spoke with more conviction and deepness in their voice.
Emerald Daffana I notice we saw alot of the same differences. I thought it was noticeable if you pay attention.
+GlobalistEnemy01 I think she has read about DID and convinced herself that she has it. The stuttering sounded put on and I'm sorry but there was NOTHING seductive about the "sexual alter" lmao she just rambled on "oh yes I control men. youre being seduced right now" nope. She is perfectly capable of behaving like "the protectors" but we all have multifaceted personalities and could define different characteristics. I joke that I have 13 personalities and refer to one and other... makes me sound quirky and intriguing and can enterain ppl for ages lol. this girl is just a bit confused, definitely has problems but more like histrionic personality disorder or other personality disorders. I doubt this is genuine DID if there is such a thing.
Definitely doesn't seem like a legit video, but you never know what someone is really going through. This man is obviously really emotionally scared and hurting on the inside or this wouldn't be happening in his mind. People get sick emotionally and mentally just like they do physically, after a traumatic event or occurrence mentally and internally people can become so disfigured and scared and hurt its almost impossible to heal. Almost impossible but not entirely, Faith is what overcomes the world, with faith, hope and love you can overcome anything, despite what anyone says around you. My heart goes out to him.
Thank you so much for being so honest. Seriously. I am very connected to how your last alter feels; some of my persecutors, and especially the host of my system doubts me a lot. They call me fake. I get the repeated message, over and over "fake" but there usually isn't much explanation. They repeat the phrases that make me upset and feel insecure similar to how your last alter repeatedly called your system fake. My persecutors do the same. They just use the same phrases without really digging into why or any examples of me being fake. In fact, when I think more deeply, it's so obviously a real disorder. It's been hard to get them to be more self-supportive. Only one has actually become a firm protector after a lot of work.
Anyway, I wish you the best in your system's journey, persecutors can be really hard to communicate with. Good luck! And thank you for being honest and so open. It's been very encouraging to me.
With DID you don't change your clothes, makeup, etc. you don't have time it changes on a whim with no realization that you have switched personalities. You have no control over who you change to or when you change to them. When you change into one of the alters you don't remember any of it. Seems she wants these alters to simply cope
Megan&Allie I think she just wanted to show her alters. Yes video is fake but this is real. And you are right.
My sister and I both have DID and I agree. I personally have 6 petsonalities and they just change when and where they want my sister has 3 and does the same thing
Leshana,
Both you and your sister have the same condition - a condition SO RARE that most mental health professionals do not even believe it really exists.
But BOTH of you have it?
Cool story.
Wtf are people so bizarrely obsessed with getting attention these days? So weird.
you never know, she could have found a way to force out the personalities at will to cover up the real person inside. we'll never know because how rare DID is. so don't hate on her, because you don't know the truth, just ignore her if you don't believe it.
Ieshana Alston *BULLSHIT ALERT*
Disclaimer: I'm not in any means an expert on this mental disorder
Whether or not you believe this to be true there are some things you should know
1) this is a very controversial type of mental disorders, many therapist, doctors and even some scientist find this to be impossible where others do not
2) i have a therapist, and i have talked to her in regards to the fact that this is very interesting, she told me this this illness/disorder stems from traumatic events, abuse home and various other things. kind of like the mind having PTSD or you're memory only letting you remember certain things from a bad time.
3) people are not unaware that they have this, they also know the other alters/personalities names. However, they don't know how the other acts they don't know what they can do or the problems that they have
4) a person can't just bring to light whatever alter they want, most people black out or completely change to a different type of person but when the "host" is brought back to light they have no recollection of what happened.
5) the different personalities can actually be different genders, however the alters will not switch what gender they think they are. an example of this explanation could be: the body could be made up of a girl, but one of the personalities can be set to believe they are a boy but the boy can not or will not change their gender.
6)the alters name themselves. they don't just go by the way they act. they believe they are real people and they think that when they have control over the body they are the "host.' they don't go unnamed
I'm not trying to be rude or anything but she's lying. she has not only manipulated herself into believing she has this but she's trying to fool others as well which is not healthy. i myself do believe in DID. the symptoms and other things i believe are true but i don't believe her
this disorder is very complex and completely unpredictable, and why anyone would want to have this is completely unknown to me. she should go see a psychiatrist
Nicely put. This disorder always intrigued me and this definitely screams unbelievable. Perhaps she doesn’t have DID but they’re struggling with some other mental issues, it seems, and consciously putting them into different “personalities” for... attention? Loneliness? Public enjoyment? Who knows.
I haven't watched this video, and I am, in no way, trying to attack you. But I am curious - what actions does this person have that makes you believe they're lying?
Luth Tate the “alters” seem to be aware of what they’re doing and why they’re doing it. not all of them have names just label and one claims to be transgender but alters wouldn’t be transgender. some alters are already different genders from the host. and the host wouldn’t know what each alter like. but this is just from reading books on psychology
I grew up watching this until I was a teenager, my mother was more medicated & recovered. But it is absolutely real to me, I've lived with someone who has this.
I know you said you're not an expert, and I'm not either, but some of your facts are incorrect or misleading...
I have a friend with DID, you guys actually have very similar personalities, I've honestly always found it really interesting because I guess I don't know much about it, also, all these comments about religion are incredibly silly, they literally have no scientific evidence that there is a god or demons, I try not to judge anyone unless they have harmed me
yeah, all of these "REPENT NOW! HE DIED FOR YOUR SINS!" comments come off as satirical. DID is easier to believe than these fanatics
Science is an amazing thing but, somethings science can't explain and if you look into it there are many signs that prove the existance of the Lord. If you look into the teleological argument that may answer a few questions you may have.
Tsoma1 case in point
My friend with DID has already tried having an exorcism performed by both a christian exorcist and a pagan one to see if it was that, he also has tried using sage, nothing changed
Thank you so much i ( we ) understand you and I ( we ) relate to you so much thank you ( don’t listen to those people they are just mean ) ( thank you for this amazing video ) ( it is nice to have and / or see a video of a person to who we can relate to )
yassss finally a nice comment god bless u fang brook
Yes I am shocked by the hateful comments yet I JUST watched a video of a female talking about her mental illness and not a single bad comment.. very upsetting. People can be so rude and superficial. They should just be thankful they do not go through this. I've never experienced it but I have empathy and want to understand. Much love 💙
My girlfriend has DID. I know it's hard on her, and I don't wanna sound selfish... but it's really gettin hard on me. sometimes she doesn't recognise me, sometimes she doesn't want to be around me, sometimes she just wants me as a best friend, sometimes she is madly in love with me, and sometimes she is in love with someone else. someone that she could never be with(celebrity crush). How do I deal with this? I don't want to upset her. It's just really starting to take a toll on me...
jacob trevino well, if you love her, be there for her. if you don't love her enough, leave her. simple as that.
+Fetus Trash I never said I was leaving. I'm asking what I should do to help. and what not to do so I don't fuck anything up. I would never leave her.
jacob trevino well then, read the first sentence. be there for her regardless of the situation.
+Fireoncityy thank you! and it's real. her mother told me she's been this way for a long time, but not this bad until a few years ago. she had an accident and it got worse. but thank you for this. I love her dearly and want to stay with her. I just didnt know how I needed to be behaving.
its just patience and tolerance. It's hard to be with anyone suffering from mental illness. You need to find humor in little things. Stay positive, don't let life get too serious and most importantly seek professional help for her
This is really interesting. I was only introduced to DID after I watched the Kdrama Kill Me Heal Me (which was amazing) but I wanted to learn more afterwards and this is great that you could share this personal and intimate information with us! Thanks!
Woah I watched that too! I was also curious about it as well :)
l saw that on dramafever I'm going to watch it now
I literally was just watching that drama too
YES OMG SAME this drama was amazing!!!
same
I find this absolutely strange. Not judging, just observing. I have a history studying psychology (and before you say it, no I'm not a damn teenager) and what I know about this disorder is typically the person who has the disorder doesn't even realize it, but if they do they know absolutely nothing about their other personalities. I'm astounded by how much information you have on your personalities. I mean realistically yes, you could be faking because this is the internet, but I give the benefit of the doubt. This video truly amazed me. I couldn't thoroughly watch it due to my ADD but I liked it. It's a very personal forward look at the mental disorder. Thanks for educating us.
*****
That's ironic, because I've been wondering if I had the same thing. (No freaking joke, I've had other highly educated people tell me I sound like I have it) But Idk yet, I'm going to the doctor about it currently.
*****
I've tried before but my therapists always told me not to self diagnose ;-;
*****
What the hell? They had some serious issues.
wow a shrink with ADD thats going to be helpful......
***** I do not understand how you do not understand....So I guess we are even on not understanding each other. Attention deficit disorder seems pretty self explanatory to me, not something you'd want to see in someone who is studying psychology if they are hoping to one day become a psychiatrist at least. Understanding?