@@beckiejbrown You have a very clear way to speak. For non native English speaker, like myself, it would be great to have an audio-book narrated by you.
@@beckiejbrown Ha! I knew you should and would like it. And I said as much last month (6 vlog-years ago). LOL. Now that I know this, I'll keep you in mind as a network with such people.
oh hey walking cane buddies! It's actually so nice to see another young person who uses a cane and is so candid about it. I also have chronic pane and very unstable joints so I started carrying around a collapsable cane and it has been a life saver
Oh my gosh your job sounds absolutely terrifying you should be so proud for being able to do that! I'm currently in that stressful unemployment phase and it is quite hard but it is giving me a lot of time which I sometimes manage to use wisely and take care of myself other times wallow in feelings of shame, hopelessness, and self-loathing. I'm planning to apply to volunteer at a dog rescue place or an op shop tomorrow as it always looks good on the CV and I think it will make me feel less useless. Fingers crossed ay.
I struggle with my knees too and I've wanted a cane for years now. I've never bought one tho because people always say "but you will lool disabled" and they say it in such a negative way. So what if I look what I am, I want to be able to walk for more than 40 minutes! Thanks for showing us the cane, brings me courage to get my own soon 💜
still feel so proud at getting to the final two out of all of those people!! I got rejected for a job recently after a really difficult assessment, but two weeks later they called me to tell me I got it! My silly anxious brain was still like "yeah because the person they picked didn't take it" but so what! be proud of every victory :) xx
shojorebecca I legally get twenty minutes but I’ve learned that taking those twenty minutes means that I run the risk of losing many customers and sometimes every customer counts. Or, when I’m on my break, I can’t relax as people approach me or I’m repeatedly interrupted. There’s no break room just reception at a pool. It’s a tough situation. So I work it best I can. X
Doing that work takes courage! I would imagine that approaching people and asking them to purchase something that might be a "luxury" is hard, many rejections. I worked once as a shoe salesman at a fair, first and last, I am very shy and having to approach people that wouldn't even let me finish my opening line to hush me and say "not interested" was a blow to me every single time, and having that blow given to me many times over the day was just frustrating. So yeah, kudos for you, you are my hero, as always. I do hope you find something that will be more easy going on the anxiety and specially on your body, something that involves an office where you can sit. Best wishes Becky!
I love to see you so active and at the end pretty confident about your own skills (as you should definitely be) .. I am sure you will find the job you are looking for and all this experiences will be helpful.. keep the video coming, I love them !
I'm impressed you went for a job that's primarily focused on children in what I imagine is a children dominated environment when you've said so many times on here how much you hate children and any noise related to them! Swimming pools are so noisy to start with, I struggle with them as a fairly sound sensitive person. Well done on sticking it out, I know needs must sometimes
Ayyy we have the same water bottle! ( or flask! As you say. I had no idea British people called them flasks not water bottles. It sounds much cooler) Mine is blue though. I’ve found that it can leak sometimes, if it’s in my bag and my bag is on its side and I’m putting pressure on my bag by leaning on it or something, the top can burst open. I have soaked a few books that way, so be careful. That’s cool that you have a cane. I mean, obviously it’s not cool that you’re in a lot of pain, but it’s cool that you’re able to have something to help you and keep you stable. I’ve been considering getting one for a while now because of my Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, but have been holding out until my pain and joints degenerate so much that it’s completely necessary. Though I am a bit wary, because it’s likely that using a cane will cause more problems in my wrists. I know that you’re hyper mobile as well, so keep an eye out for any changes in your wrist mobility and see if you get any pain in them after using your cane for a while. I’ve recently started working for the first time and I have to be on my feet for 4 hours at a time. I know it isn’t that much compared to 9 hours, but for me that is a suuuuper long time, and by the end I am hobbling around like a 3 legged dog. A cane would be very useful for me there. Sorry for the very long comment. This video was so nice and chilled, your voice seemed even more lovely than usual. Also the parts of the video where you were red, they had a super cool aesthetic, with your shirt and various objects in the background also being red. Idk it looked cool. Have a lovely day/evening/whatever it is in england.
That walking stick looks fab! Loved ones have gently tried to encourage me to get a walking stick for a while, but the bulk Ines was an issue for me because I wouldn't always need it. Do you know what brand yours is?
I don't I'm afraid.... when buying one, it's always good to pay attention to the handle. That's what you're going to lean on. Sometimes the old fashioned ones have curved handles making them easier/harder to hold.
I know how you might have been feeling working with the public. Years ago I would give presentations in front of community leaders, TV cameras, and, sometimes, an auditorium full of people! Thinking back on that time...omg...how in hell did I ever do it? And now, will I do it again?
Would you ever consider doing freelance photography during the period you’re unemployed? Work weddings for those on a budget, offer services for family photo shoots etc
The only problem I see with that is those type of jobs are physically demanding, bending over and kneeling to take the shots and with her knee problem might be tricky.
Rebecca why don't you just sew the strap back on your backpack? It would be easy to do and the rest of you bag looks like it's in perfect shape. And you wouldn't be wasting it. Hand stitching would work bit it would take ages (I spent about 40 minutes sticking my backpack strap on when it came apart on holiday in Amsterdam. Or if you have a machine it will be really quick.
Have you seen Hannah witton's video on walking in public with a walking stick? Do you have any issues with public opinion when out and about? And do you also feel like it makes you feel more safe?
IronRainbow We don’t know one another anymore, so I don’t want her content. Good for her if she has. I know she’s been very ill this year and checked in at the time and hoping she’s okay. As for the stick, I’ve not used it on public transport yet. Luckily/unluckily - I’ve not worked in London with it. I didn’t take it to my interviews as I didn’t want to explain it. It’s definitely been supportive though. I’m happy it’s here. The internet has been mixed. Some huge and fairly distressing criticism - but at the end of the day - I wouldn’t have it, if I didn’t feel I needed it. My comment is a bit summarised but hope it answers some questions. Xx
Beckie Jane Brown definitely answered some questions, I was just curious. :) I understand you not wanting to have to explain at an interview, as there are many misconceptions about walking sticks. As long as you're happy with it and it helps you then that's great! I hope you get your next job soon, good luck for the next interview!! X
You should give her video a watch if you're interested in some advice on using it in public transport (when that time arises for you - it gives a good idea of what to expect) / general confidence with walking stick.
I thought you had an editing job also? And good luck with the job hunt - it's disheartening to get to the final two and then be rejected but it speaks a lot to your abilities to get even that far. That's a really big achievement, be proud of it. x
Yes I did - that's the other job I mentioned! However, that's just come to an end! Thank you, very disheartened as I truly needed and wanted it, it would have changed my life. Great I got so far, but failure wasn't really an option. I can't pay my bills or build a life on a rejection. I understand what you mean though, my sister says the same
I’m so grateful for your videos. I’m having a really hard time at the moment and looking forward to your videos and watching your videos helps somehow. So thank you 💜
i really love your videos, i think you have a beautiful personality. it also helps me with my english, cause i'm from Argentina and of course we speak spanish around here.. ❤hope everything works out well for you.
I believe in you and that some day you'll find a job that truely makes you happy and you can discover the world for yourself. Remember: Baby steps. Everything in it's own time... Joanne Rowling was rejected 12 times before Harry Potter Dr. Seuss was rejected 27 times before publishing Walt Disney was rejected 302 times before he found somebody to finance him I believe in you with all my heart
You look lovely :) I also Love this video as it just shows how strong you are and how well you are doing. You are doing so well!! I've been following you for years now (on my other channel), and it's great to see you upload life/job updates :) YOU should be proud of yourself. I've also been having to walk with a stick for the last 2 years as well as I have a dropped foot that is worsening, some of my friends and family still don't know I do (as I don't see them that often) and I sometimes I feel too ashamed to take it out with me, even though I know I will be suffering from my foot (Oh well) lol
I have fibromyalgia and have to use a crutch so I get this for needing help. 😊 I tried swimming recently but found I can no longer do it due to my hips unfortunately 😒 luckily my boyfriend helped me.
Beckie Jane Brown I do luckily. I have good and bad days but my boyfriend helps keep me up on my worse days. For me it’s been letting go of the “old me” understanding that I can no longer do what I used to be able to and also learning my new limits. It’s a rollercoaster but I’m getting better at it 😊 I think being able to use my crutches in public has helped because I know I need them. I also post updates on my Instagram @misskeewie to not only motivate myself but also to let others know they’re not alone and it’s okay to not feel okay. It’s good to take pride in your struggles and just keep going.
I am not english speaker, and the first time I heard your voice on a video, I found very easy to understand eventhough sometimes you speak very fast and I get lost but of course I understand the context of what you are talking about..! I love british accent rather than american, just my personal opinión.
You could just have it fixed for ya by taking it to the zip yard or its equivalent in your neighborhood or something. Wont be as expensive as getting a new one I don't think.
It's weird to think of you working with kids. You seem like the sort of person who doesn't like children and feel awkward around them! As for talking about retail, it IS incredibly difficult, and it's amazing how it's one of the lowest-paying jobs and nobody gives you an ounce of respect for it. :(
I am that sort of person, even I'm shocked by my magical-children-happy personality that appears! I never thought I had that. Retail is super hard and people don't get the credit that they should. Even on my current job, I've been treated horrendously by many people on the other side of the counter. You just have to smile and focus on the next customer, you never know what's next!
Rebecca, you know what I always thought you’d be good at? Narrating audiobooks. I love your voice!
Me too! I did an audio piece with The Royal British Legion, this summer! Would love to do more:
th-cam.com/video/vVYsTlO1fRc/w-d-xo.html
I would love to be able to buy books narrated by you, you have a lovely voice and accent...
@@beckiejbrown
You have a very clear way to speak. For non native English speaker, like myself, it would be great to have an audio-book narrated by you.
@@beckiejbrown Ha! I knew you should and would like it. And I said as much last month (6 vlog-years ago). LOL. Now that I know this, I'll keep you in mind as a network with such people.
Yay, hairs looking good
oh hey walking cane buddies! It's actually so nice to see another young person who uses a cane and is so candid about it. I also have chronic pane and very unstable joints so I started carrying around a collapsable cane and it has been a life saver
Oh my gosh your job sounds absolutely terrifying you should be so proud for being able to do that! I'm currently in that stressful unemployment phase and it is quite hard but it is giving me a lot of time which I sometimes manage to use wisely and take care of myself other times wallow in feelings of shame, hopelessness, and self-loathing. I'm planning to apply to volunteer at a dog rescue place or an op shop tomorrow as it always looks good on the CV and I think it will make me feel less useless. Fingers crossed ay.
I struggle with my knees too and I've wanted a cane for years now. I've never bought one tho because people always say "but you will lool disabled" and they say it in such a negative way. So what if I look what I am, I want to be able to walk for more than 40 minutes! Thanks for showing us the cane, brings me courage to get my own soon 💜
still feel so proud at getting to the final two out of all of those people!! I got rejected for a job recently after a really difficult assessment, but two weeks later they called me to tell me I got it! My silly anxious brain was still like "yeah because the person they picked didn't take it" but so what! be proud of every victory :) xx
Oh my gosh, that's the cutest walking stick ever!
I've used one for two years, and I'm only 20 and people definitely have a lot to say about that.
You look lovely in this video,
Rebecca! 😊💕
You said you don't get a lunch break which is a bit concerning /illegal if you are working more than 6 hours a day?
shojorebecca I legally get twenty minutes but I’ve learned that taking those twenty minutes means that I run the risk of losing many customers and sometimes every customer counts. Or, when I’m on my break, I can’t relax as people approach me or I’m repeatedly interrupted. There’s no break room just reception at a pool. It’s a tough situation. So I work it best I can. X
Doing that work takes courage! I would imagine that approaching people and asking them to purchase something that might be a "luxury" is hard, many rejections. I worked once as a shoe salesman at a fair, first and last, I am very shy and having to approach people that wouldn't even let me finish my opening line to hush me and say "not interested" was a blow to me every single time, and having that blow given to me many times over the day was just frustrating. So yeah, kudos for you, you are my hero, as always. I do hope you find something that will be more easy going on the anxiety and specially on your body, something that involves an office where you can sit. Best wishes Becky!
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You’re looking lovely in this video! hoping you get somewhere with your pain soon 💛
I love to see you so active and at the end pretty confident about your own skills (as you should definitely be) .. I am sure you will find the job you are looking for and all this experiences will be helpful.. keep the video coming, I love them !
I'm impressed you went for a job that's primarily focused on children in what I imagine is a children dominated environment when you've said so many times on here how much you hate children and any noise related to them! Swimming pools are so noisy to start with, I struggle with them as a fairly sound sensitive person. Well done on sticking it out, I know needs must sometimes
Thank you for your videos
Ayyy we have the same water bottle! ( or flask! As you say. I had no idea British people called them flasks not water bottles. It sounds much cooler) Mine is blue though. I’ve found that it can leak sometimes, if it’s in my bag and my bag is on its side and I’m putting pressure on my bag by leaning on it or something, the top can burst open. I have soaked a few books that way, so be careful.
That’s cool that you have a cane. I mean, obviously it’s not cool that you’re in a lot of pain, but it’s cool that you’re able to have something to help you and keep you stable. I’ve been considering getting one for a while now because of my Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, but have been holding out until my pain and joints degenerate so much that it’s completely necessary. Though I am a bit wary, because it’s likely that using a cane will cause more problems in my wrists. I know that you’re hyper mobile as well, so keep an eye out for any changes in your wrist mobility and see if you get any pain in them after using your cane for a while. I’ve recently started working for the first time and I have to be on my feet for 4 hours at a time. I know it isn’t that much compared to 9 hours, but for me that is a suuuuper long time, and by the end I am hobbling around like a 3 legged dog. A cane would be very useful for me there.
Sorry for the very long comment. This video was so nice and chilled, your voice seemed even more lovely than usual. Also the parts of the video where you were red, they had a super cool aesthetic, with your shirt and various objects in the background also being red. Idk it looked cool. Have a lovely day/evening/whatever it is in england.
It does sound like a hard job. I didn't know anything like that existed, and it's pretty cool that you are doing it :)
I've been binge watching on ya videos, your voice is so calming, the work you put into your videos and everything amazing. New subbie
That walking stick looks fab! Loved ones have gently tried to encourage me to get a walking stick for a while, but the bulk Ines was an issue for me because I wouldn't always need it. Do you know what brand yours is?
I don't I'm afraid.... when buying one, it's always good to pay attention to the handle. That's what you're going to lean on. Sometimes the old fashioned ones have curved handles making them easier/harder to hold.
I know how you might have been feeling working with the public. Years ago I would give presentations in front of community leaders, TV cameras, and, sometimes, an auditorium full of people! Thinking back on that time...omg...how in hell did I ever do it? And now, will I do it again?
So proud of you taking up a walking stick ❤️ I’m visually impaired and taking up a cane was kind of a huge step. Good for you!
what camera do you use? and how does the pool environment effect it?
Would you ever consider doing freelance photography during the period you’re unemployed? Work weddings for those on a budget, offer services for family photo shoots etc
The only problem I see with that is those type of jobs are physically demanding, bending over and kneeling to take the shots and with her knee problem might be tricky.
I don't think I could, wedding photography sounds terrifying and full of pressures!
Wish I could though... x
Hey if you are okay with it, could you make a video on your walking stick? I'm thinking about getting one and it would really help :D
what a great video!
and you have an amazing voice :P
thanks for sharing this with us
really enjoyed watching this
gorgeous stuff!
Rebecca why don't you just sew the strap back on your backpack? It would be easy to do and the rest of you bag looks like it's in perfect shape. And you wouldn't be wasting it. Hand stitching would work bit it would take ages (I spent about 40 minutes sticking my backpack strap on when it came apart on holiday in Amsterdam. Or if you have a machine it will be really quick.
I put a little note in the corner, I've not thrown it away! :D
Have you seen Hannah witton's video on walking in public with a walking stick? Do you have any issues with public opinion when out and about? And do you also feel like it makes you feel more safe?
IronRainbow We don’t know one another anymore, so I don’t want her content. Good for her if she has. I know she’s been very ill this year and checked in at the time and hoping she’s okay. As for the stick, I’ve not used it on public transport yet. Luckily/unluckily - I’ve not worked in London with it. I didn’t take it to my interviews as I didn’t want to explain it. It’s definitely been supportive though. I’m happy it’s here. The internet has been mixed. Some huge and fairly distressing criticism - but at the end of the day - I wouldn’t have it, if I didn’t feel I needed it. My comment is a bit summarised but hope it answers some questions. Xx
Beckie Jane Brown definitely answered some questions, I was just curious. :) I understand you not wanting to have to explain at an interview, as there are many misconceptions about walking sticks. As long as you're happy with it and it helps you then that's great!
I hope you get your next job soon, good luck for the next interview!! X
You should give her video a watch if you're interested in some advice on using it in public transport (when that time arises for you - it gives a good idea of what to expect) / general confidence with walking stick.
@ironrainbow - thank you. Yeah, it's been a tough few months. Hopefully something huge will happen eventually. x
I thought you had an editing job also? And good luck with the job hunt - it's disheartening to get to the final two and then be rejected but it speaks a lot to your abilities to get even that far. That's a really big achievement, be proud of it. x
Yes I did - that's the other job I mentioned! However, that's just come to an end!
Thank you, very disheartened as I truly needed and wanted it, it would have changed my life. Great I got so far, but failure wasn't really an option. I can't pay my bills or build a life on a rejection. I understand what you mean though, my sister says the same
I’m so grateful for your videos. I’m having a really hard time at the moment and looking forward to your videos and watching your videos helps somehow. So thank you 💜
i really love your videos, i think you have a beautiful personality. it also helps me with my english, cause i'm from Argentina and of course we speak spanish around here.. ❤hope everything works out well for you.
Your job seems very stressful, but interesting!
I agree, narration of books! You have a great voice! And as a bonus, you are beautiful as well...😍😍😍
I believe in you and that some day you'll find a job that truely makes you happy and you can discover the world for yourself. Remember: Baby steps. Everything in it's own time...
Joanne Rowling was rejected 12 times before Harry Potter
Dr. Seuss was rejected 27 times before publishing
Walt Disney was rejected 302 times before he found somebody to finance him
I believe in you with all my heart
Wow that bag is very nostalgic
my nana has a cane/walking stick very similar to yours but it’s purple! i remember when i was younger thought it was so pretty! (i still do 😂)
Link to cane?
Your gorgeous and your voice is so soothing!! Perfect for asmr! 💗
You look lovely :) I also Love this video as it just shows how strong you are and how well you are doing. You are doing so well!! I've been following you for years now (on my other channel), and it's great to see you upload life/job updates :) YOU should be proud of yourself.
I've also been having to walk with a stick for the last 2 years as well as I have a dropped foot that is worsening, some of my friends and family still don't know I do (as I don't see them that often) and I sometimes I feel too ashamed to take it out with me, even though I know I will be suffering from my foot (Oh well) lol
Do you get paid per photo?
Your eyes pop a lot when you're wearing orange!!! 💖💖
I enjoy your videos so much.
I have fibromyalgia and have to use a crutch so I get this for needing help. 😊 I tried swimming recently but found I can no longer do it due to my hips unfortunately 😒 luckily my boyfriend helped me.
Good boyfriend
Beckie Jane Brown I do luckily. I have good and bad days but my boyfriend helps keep me up on my worse days. For me it’s been letting go of the “old me” understanding that I can no longer do what I used to be able to and also learning my new limits. It’s a rollercoaster but I’m getting better at it 😊 I think being able to use my crutches in public has helped because I know I need them. I also post updates on my Instagram @misskeewie to not only motivate myself but also to let others know they’re not alone and it’s okay to not feel okay. It’s good to take pride in your struggles and just keep going.
Oh, Rebecca! Chin up and keep moving forward. Joy to you and you boyfriend.
I am not english speaker, and the first time I heard your voice on a video, I found very easy to understand eventhough sometimes you speak very fast and I get lost but of course I understand the context of what you are talking about..! I love british accent rather than american, just my personal opinión.
I'm so proud of you too and happy you found your boyfriend, he is awesome
I remember that bag from 2014ish!
Good memory!
I love your bag lol
Why didn’t you just repair the handle on your old rucksack?
I plan to, but I'm the worst at crafts! It's safe in the mean time x
You could just have it fixed for ya by taking it to the zip yard or its equivalent in your neighborhood or something. Wont be as expensive as getting a new one I don't think.
Hellooo Rebecca! Nice to hear from you 😊☀
PS your hair looks cute and fluffy :D
Je ne peut m'empêcher d'être sous le charme à chaque fois , sincèrement .
It sounds like a tough and demanding job but glad you like it
Where's your blue shirt from? I know you tend to shop in charity shops so really hoping it's not second hand... 🤞
This was from a charity shop.... originally from H&M though..... xx
I would love to come and fix your old nice bag for you, shame that isn't a possibility-darn it!
Shoot, I've not had notification for this or the other video a month ago! TH-cam is playing silly beggars!
It's weird to think of you working with kids. You seem like the sort of person who doesn't like children and feel awkward around them! As for talking about retail, it IS incredibly difficult, and it's amazing how it's one of the lowest-paying jobs and nobody gives you an ounce of respect for it. :(
I am that sort of person, even I'm shocked by my magical-children-happy personality that appears! I never thought I had that.
Retail is super hard and people don't get the credit that they should. Even on my current job, I've been treated horrendously by many people on the other side of the counter. You just have to smile and focus on the next customer, you never know what's next!
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Amazing woman love ur videos xxx
JUST LOVE WHAT YOU DO GIRL;;;;VERY NICE VIDEOS :::
HELLO FROM GERMANY
How is working in retail emotionally tough?
Because costumers can be very demanding, cruel and without any respect or patience.
Have you worked in retail yourself?
@@beckiejbrown No
Customers often treat you like something disgusting they've trod in...your employers can treat you like you're below them lol
@@beckiejbrown Why does it matter if I've worked in retail or not
Is there anyone who isn't just pretending to have their life together??
Bonsoir mademoiselle,
Bon courage ! :)
:-)
I love you
hello I am French and I find your videos are good but you can put a translation in french. goodbye 💙💙💙💙
Thank you!
I don't speak French well enough to correctly translate the entire video - but thank you for asking :D
you could always turn on caption contributions!
@@beckiejbrown OK I do not speak English very well so I go on google translation
@@eviesharp17 ok thank you for the advice
Im french as well but you dont need to speak you just need to understand what she said in video