You helped a young black woman, that grew up in Ireland. Thank you for your words, self doubt is can be such a poison, the idle mind can be a scary place. The way you grew up, reminds me so much of myself, the world can feel so lonely sometimes so I’m happy that I stubbled across your channel; to help me see a positive side of things, and not to do something impulsive over temporary feelings. I hope your keeping well and keep you the great work. ❤️
Dude you're incredible, we're all going through stuff,everyone seems to be going through a tough time especially lately. I'm glad to have you around,I need people like you, people who struggle with less difficult situations are giving up, we have to show them the reality and confidence that you can keep going even while continually going through the seasons of life as you said. Keep on keeping on, wish you well!
hi! i hope youre doing wonderful, you are a very well spoken and relatable person to me. of course i havent had the same story as you, but i do relate a lot to your thoughts and feelings. stay strong, love you
Wow.. “I need to address the trauma, because I have suppressed the trauma.” My brother…that is truly a word, and it will take a lot of bravery for my enemy within/shadow-self to unpack. I’m sweating just thinking about that heavy lifting!🥵 You keep fighting the good fight, and your day will come.
Growing Pains: These past 3 years have been full of growing pains for myself and others around me. Seeing how everybody goes through changes, processes and the outcomes they have. It's really terrifying to have my future self rely on my present decisions that are influenced by a myriad of things. I guess it's the foolish attempt at control or "wanting to feel" like I have control. But I don't. The only control I have is over myself and my actions. The consequences of said actions is the responsibility I will always have to bare, and I am okay with that. What I am not okay with is the uncertainty, it's fucking scary. "The Unknown". But I came to a hard realization a few months back. It's been a learning experience. It's that I don't have control over life, time, circumstances and people. But I do have control over the actions I take that will produce the consequences that might lead me to where I want to go. Consequences be it good or bad, I will always have to live with. But they are essential to my decision making, they are necessary for me to feel a sense of guidance and control. When I do not think about consequences, when I don't reflect over possible outcomes before I take action. That's where most of my regrets come from. My growing pain has been to learn to let go of what I cannot control (which is everything outside of myself) . To observe the habitat and spaces I am in and how they affect me, Think about the possibilities and consequences my actions might create and to move forward on things that I feel will benefit me and others the most. These past three years have been full of despair for my island. Puerto Rico is struggling, but I believe we will one day be independent, healthy and happy. It will just take time and hard work.
I have never abused drugs but I have gotten a dui and mandatory to attend AA. I came to watch your page cause I watched th interview you did 2 years ago with the other recovering addicts page. I really relate to the healing trauma part which I believe all humans can. When I listen to your videos it helps me to work on myself or be conscious of the need to put that healing first. In that interview you said that you revolve your life around the recovery and not the other way around and that stuck with me. My 9-5 can be so draining and I know I am blessed but it’s harder when still needing to heal emotional and mental trauma. So thank you for doing the lords work and being a blessing. I believe the people your supposed to touch are seeing your videos or rewatching to stay on track 🙏🏽
Part two..🤪 I had to continue this since you can only write so much in one spot. The one right below is part 1. Like you I never liked alot of people. Except a select few of my own type of people. But most people feel this way though. We aren’t pariahs. I am a strong proponent of Hallucinogens. I think you learn a lot about yourself from them and in some ways you can better yourself. Other drugs took me to horrible lows in my life. But water never did. If you ever want to holler, if you need a ear from the other side of the thought spectrum then feel free to reach out. Keep cool brother.
My man! its so great listening to you. sometimes i feel like im not a real man for having the kind of thoughts and feelings you have, but when i see you talk god damn thats the definition of real man! you truly own your shit
Jack, I understand your experience. I’ve went thru a ton of things you’ve went thru. I watched the interview you did on water. I agree with everything but one thing. Of all my experience with water, and like you it’s been very vast, I still can’t seem to shake the one fact that it makes me better. I used to stay in the Barry Farms area when it was poppin in 1980s all the way thru different areas till now in 2022. Thru all the good and all the crap, thru everything I still think it’s one of the best things in my life. And I have a lot of good shit. I stopped every other drug but the water. My life cleared up completely. Were you using other things that was ruining your life? You seem like a super cool cat.
I feel this so hard, the desire to fit in is so strong sometimes I feel like it’s subconscious, like a force that will incriminate me if I don’t adhere to its standards
thank u I've dealt with this since i was a kid too i never received love or was validated i was a forgotten child and i never spoke up for myself every negative thing someone said about me i believed and im still fighting against. I've made so much progress in my life but when ur down you cant see it you just see all the bad. I was recently diagnosed with DID and it caused me to spiral and I became suicidal im still fighting these thoughts but your right life is seasonal i can't forget that
Hey great videos keep up the good work
Really helpful thanks
Always got some wisdom for us
You helped a young black woman, that grew up in Ireland. Thank you for your words, self doubt is can be such a poison, the idle mind can be a scary place. The way you grew up, reminds me so much of myself, the world can feel so lonely sometimes so I’m happy that I stubbled across your channel; to help me see a positive side of things, and not to do something impulsive over temporary feelings. I hope your keeping well and keep you the great work. ❤️
PLEASE MAKE MORE VIDEOS!
And because of you…
I guarantee there is youngsters and people sober today…thank you for everything you do…trust me..it’s valuable
Thank you
Dude you're incredible, we're all going through stuff,everyone seems to be going through a tough time especially lately. I'm glad to have you around,I need people like you, people who struggle with less difficult situations are giving up, we have to show them the reality and confidence that you can keep going even while continually going through the seasons of life as you said. Keep on keeping on, wish you well!
hi! i hope youre doing wonderful, you are a very well spoken and relatable person to me. of course i havent had the same story as you, but i do relate a lot to your thoughts and feelings. stay strong, love you
Dude you have no idea how much I needed to hear this I literally just wrote a song called the inner me
Love you Jack!! You got it BroRo!
Luv u more. Thank you
Wow.. “I need to address the trauma, because I have suppressed the trauma.” My brother…that is truly a word, and it will take a lot of bravery for my enemy within/shadow-self to unpack. I’m sweating just thinking about that heavy lifting!🥵 You keep fighting the good fight, and your day will come.
Thank you, for all your ongoing support and thoughts
Growing Pains: These past 3 years have been full of growing pains for myself and others around me. Seeing how everybody goes through changes, processes and the outcomes they have. It's really terrifying to have my future self rely on my present decisions that are influenced by a myriad of things. I guess it's the foolish attempt at control or "wanting to feel" like I have control. But I don't. The only control I have is over myself and my actions. The consequences of said actions is the responsibility I will always have to bare, and I am okay with that.
What I am not okay with is the uncertainty, it's fucking scary. "The Unknown". But I came to a hard realization a few months back. It's been a learning experience. It's that I don't have control over life, time, circumstances and people. But I do have control over the actions I take that will produce the consequences that might lead me to where I want to go. Consequences be it good or bad, I will always have to live with. But they are essential to my decision making, they are necessary for me to feel a sense of guidance and control. When I do not think about consequences, when I don't reflect over possible outcomes before I take action. That's where most of my regrets come from.
My growing pain has been to learn to let go of what I cannot control (which is everything outside of myself) . To observe the habitat and spaces I am in and how they affect me, Think about the possibilities and consequences my actions might create and to move forward on things that I feel will benefit me and others the most.
These past three years have been full of despair for my island. Puerto Rico is struggling, but I believe we will one day be independent, healthy and happy. It will just take time and hard work.
I have never abused drugs but I have gotten a dui and mandatory to attend AA. I came to watch your page cause I watched th interview you did 2 years ago with the other recovering addicts page. I really relate to the healing trauma part which I believe all humans can. When I listen to your videos it helps me to work on myself or be conscious of the need to put that healing first. In that interview you said that you revolve your life around the recovery and not the other way around and that stuck with me. My 9-5 can be so draining and I know I am blessed but it’s harder when still needing to heal emotional and mental trauma. So thank you for doing the lords work and being a blessing. I believe the people your supposed to touch are seeing your videos or rewatching to stay on track 🙏🏽
Thank you
Part two..🤪 I had to continue this since you can only write so much in one spot. The one right below is part 1. Like you I never liked alot of people. Except a select few of my own type of people. But most people feel this way though. We aren’t pariahs. I am a strong proponent of Hallucinogens. I think you learn a lot about yourself from them and in some ways you can better yourself. Other drugs took me to horrible lows in my life. But water never did. If you ever want to holler, if you need a ear from the other side of the thought spectrum then feel free to reach out. Keep cool brother.
I just discovered your channel!! hi!! I subscribed ~
Hello and thank you
My man! its so great listening to you. sometimes i feel like im not a real man for having the kind of thoughts and feelings you have, but when i see you talk god damn thats the definition of real man! you truly own your shit
Right on thank you
Notice you haven’t posted in awhile we’re here waiting for you man
Jack, I understand your experience. I’ve went thru a ton of things you’ve went thru. I watched the interview you did on water. I agree with everything but one thing. Of all my experience with water, and like you it’s been very vast, I still can’t seem to shake the one fact that it makes me better. I used to stay in the Barry Farms area when it was poppin in 1980s all the way thru different areas till now in 2022. Thru all the good and all the crap, thru everything I still think it’s one of the best things in my life. And I have a lot of good shit. I stopped every other drug but the water. My life cleared up completely. Were you using other things that was ruining your life? You seem like a super cool cat.
I don't know why I love that water. I been clean off of it for about 10 years. But I still crave it. Something about it is like nothing else!
I feel this so hard, the desire to fit in is so strong sometimes I feel like it’s subconscious, like a force that will incriminate me if I don’t adhere to its standards
It’s hard dancing to he beat of own drum. But it’s necessary in order to be out true whole self
thank u I've dealt with this since i was a kid too i never received love or was validated i was a forgotten child and i never spoke up for myself every negative thing someone said about me i believed and im still fighting against. I've made so much progress in my life but when ur down you cant see it you just see all the bad. I was recently diagnosed with DID and it caused me to spiral and I became suicidal im still fighting these thoughts but your right life is seasonal i can't forget that
Stay focused and I’m here if you need someone to talk to
Mate you seem pretty nice, that ain’t a given
Appreciate