🕰 Embrace the moment with "𝐎𝐥𝐝 𝐌𝐞 𝐈𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐧𝐞." Let the lofi hip hop beats guide you through reflection and renewal. Relax, study, and rediscover yourself in the soothing rhythms. 🌌🎶
it;s true, the old me is gone. exactly at 1st april i had a weird road accident when i was riding my scooter that immediately knocked me off unconscious until i was in the ambulance but still managed too give enough information to the police that accompany me on the way to the hospital. my consciousness was on and off throughout the whole test that the doctors ran me through until i finally got into the ER observation ward. the doctors said that i was perfectly okay other than scrapes, no serious concussion, no broken bone, everything was okay but they put me in concussion observation status for 24 hours and let me went home after that. they advised me to immediately seek medical help if i have concussion symptoms within 3 days after that. sadly, i got the symptoms around 3 weeks after and it was mid term week which messed up all of my grades. im fine with failing my tests but what saddened me to this day is a part of me feels weird. like i responds slower but not slow enough to be alerted for medical check, i dont really feel myself anymore as if i am always dissociating or watching my own life on a second pov camera, some of my past memories were hard to retrieve like i cant easily remember what my own hobby is, my short term memory is poor that i cant really register what was told to me minutes before. another problem is that i have been on psychiatric medication since 2 years ago because i was diagnosed chronic depression and general anxiety disorder. this makes me confused whether the present "weird problems" are actually me getting improvement psychologically or there actually is a problem with my head. but i have been run through a lot of scans and tests for my brain after that accident and it all turned out fine. im not sure if my present self is the better version of my past self but it really makes me sad that i cant really feel me, everyone around me also said that i feel different in a good and weird way. they said im now calmer and no longer so anxious about everything like i used to be. but again, still, i feel i have lost my original me to whatever it is
🕰 Embrace the moment with "𝐎𝐥𝐝 𝐌𝐞 𝐈𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐧𝐞." Let the lofi hip hop beats guide you through reflection and renewal. Relax, study, and rediscover yourself in the soothing rhythms. 🌌🎶
it;s true, the old me is gone. exactly at 1st april i had a weird road accident when i was riding my scooter that immediately knocked me off unconscious until i was in the ambulance but still managed too give enough information to the police that accompany me on the way to the hospital. my consciousness was on and off throughout the whole test that the doctors ran me through until i finally got into the ER observation ward.
the doctors said that i was perfectly okay other than scrapes, no serious concussion, no broken bone, everything was okay but they put me in concussion observation status for 24 hours and let me went home after that. they advised me to immediately seek medical help if i have concussion symptoms within 3 days after that.
sadly, i got the symptoms around 3 weeks after and it was mid term week which messed up all of my grades. im fine with failing my tests but what saddened me to this day is a part of me feels weird. like i responds slower but not slow enough to be alerted for medical check, i dont really feel myself anymore as if i am always dissociating or watching my own life on a second pov camera, some of my past memories were hard to retrieve like i cant easily remember what my own hobby is, my short term memory is poor that i cant really register what was told to me minutes before.
another problem is that i have been on psychiatric medication since 2 years ago because i was diagnosed chronic depression and general anxiety disorder. this makes me confused whether the present "weird problems" are actually me getting improvement psychologically or there actually is a problem with my head. but i have been run through a lot of scans and tests for my brain after that accident and it all turned out fine.
im not sure if my present self is the better version of my past self but it really makes me sad that i cant really feel me, everyone around me also said that i feel different in a good and weird way. they said im now calmer and no longer so anxious about everything like i used to be. but again, still, i feel i have lost my original me to whatever it is
Glad you’re alive
I'm really sorry to hear about what you've been through.
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