I am so proud of you! Give yourself time to heal from this tragedy that few of us can truly comprehend, and do what YOU need to do to better YOURSELF and YOUR MIND. You cannot control what happens to you in this life, but you can take back that control in how you handle the situations thrown at you and use them to better yourself. I love you, I will always support you and I can’t wait to watch you take the world by storm. Signed- your biggest cheerleader :D
PS. Watching this I am reminded of how much of a boss you truly are. You were still a baby yourself yet you immediately knew you had to protect your students and locked your door, ushered your students to safety AND put in the very first 911 call to get help there right away. You are a hero for your students and everyone at that school. Don't forget that on your journey to finding "her" again
@@jennareynolds6589 yes! isn't that incredible? it would be hard for any adult to take charge in a situation like that, but especially a first year 22 year old teacher.
please please please don’t get hung up on being the same girl you were before the shooting. you aren’t the same girl. you are braver and stronger than her, you have done things she could never imagine doing. please focus on becoming a more healed version of the girl you are now! all the wonderful things you knew about the girl you used to be will come back but they will look different. accept the person you have become because it’s just a more evolved version of who you were. you still have future students rooting for you, and all of us as well.
I understand what you are saying. I am changed, but I am still working on accepting those changes and just wanting to feel like my old self again: hopeful, excited, etc.
“You can’t heal in the same environment that made you sick.” You are so BRAVE, my dear girl. You are going to come back from this with such beauty and grace. We are all so excited to see this new season of your life!
MSD loves you Ms. Sinitch 💜 You were one of my favorite teachers I've ever had. Going back to school and seeing you just added more to the healing process. The way you expressed how we shouldn't give in to pain just kept me motivated more and more to go back to school. I'm glad you're taking a break for your own good. You deserve it. You helped so many of my friends and classmates realise that there's still a shining light to be found, and as life goes on, that light is just getting brighter and brighter. It was a blessing being able to say "My teacher is Ms. Sinitch" Thank you for everything 💜
i remember the worst day of my life, in 6th grade, when a lockdown was called before 1st period. a student had a gun on campus. the whole school was in the courtyard. little 6th grader me was too small to push past all the older kids into the nearest building, so i stupidly sprinted across the courtyard to the gym. everybody who was in the gym had been herded into the coaches’ offices in the locker rooms. i followed, thinking it was a really good decision, because who would automatically go to the gym? i started to lose confidence when i realized the coach didn’t have blinds over her big open window out into the locker room, and i watched her begin to panic when she had only 2 papers on her desk to cover the giant window. we all hid low to the ground. she stood beside the door with a chair. we waited an hour, some of us crying, and others not worried. coach had me seated right in front of the door. i was terrified. we heard our principle come on over the intercom, and we were all relieved and ready for him to announce that we were safe now. but we heard him say “good job wildcats,” which was our code for “do not come out of lockdown, you aren’t safe” at that point everybody started texting their parents that they were scared. nobody knew what to do. the front office was dangerously close to us, and whatever was happening in there, our principle had to pretend he was calling off the lockdown. a couple minutes later, we heard gunshots out in the gym. everyone was sobbing at this point. we were so afraid. we listened as the door to the locker room opened. more and more gunshots. the locker room was rather big, but we could hear the gunshots getting closer. and then, once they were only feet from our door, they stopped. if they had tried, they could’ve seen every one of us through the window. we listened as the locker room door opened once again, then closed. we were all so relieved. another hour passed, and the lockdown was called off for real. nobody was killed. no one was even hit. all the gunshots were to scare us. if that was the worst day of my life, my heart breaks for those at smd. i am so so sorry. i love you.
this is honestly such a scary a heart breaking story. happy no one got hurt and you made it out! that code phrase by the principle was genius in my opinion
I don't think I knew that happened your first year as a teacher. I also just now realized that you are just a couple years older than my daughter, which brings out the momma bear inside of me. You have my full support. I wish you all of the best in this next stage of your process.
You have so much courage telling your story! “You can’t heal in the same environment that made you sick,” and you’re going to come back stronger because you are unbreakable!
I’m a 22-year-old first-year high school English teacher and this is my absolute worst fear. I’m so, so, so sorry that you had to go through this. Every time I hear a loud noise outside or in the hallway, I go into panic mode. My students have called me out on it. I can’t even imagine what you’ve been through. Your resilience is so inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story with the world. 💕
I was just scrolling through TH-cam and one of your videos was recommended. I love how the universe places things in your life at the times you most need it. I attended Douglas all four years. I graduated in 2018 and I really wish I could’ve met you or had you as a teacher. I wish more of the teachers there were like you and showed this much love and care for the kids. I understand your feeling of the “new normal”. I lost two of my friends. It felt surreal walking back there and just acting like things were okay and that people were okay when in reality we all weren’t. We were all in shock. It being my last year there , I wanted to get out and never look back. We were all scarred and I just wish that some of the teachers and staff were more loving, understanding , and caring like you are. You truly are an amazing person and I bet an even more amazing teacher. ❤️
i was at a mall shooting where two people were killed, i had ptsd for years. i can’t imagine what it must of been like for you. take all the time you need to heal, there’s nothing wrong with taking your time.
When I was a sophomore in high school there was a shooting at my school. I remember texting my parents off my friends phone telling them I loved them because I genuinely didn’t think I would ever see them again. Luckily no one was killed, by the bravery of one teacher who was able to disarm the student. It was very hard for everyone in our school trying to cope. I can’t imagine what you’ve gone through. I just want schools to be safe again. I am a teacher now and am constantly praying for my students to be safe.
As a teacher that is my biggest fear. Media can really be overbearing. Not only does this effect students, but they don't away see the effects of teachers. I can appreciate that you're taking a step back can taking care of yourself. Thank you for sharing.
Coming from a high school student, I cannot even begin to explain how much you’ve done for me. Not only have I found your lifestyle intriguing, but you have such an inspiring glow to your personality and the way you influence others. I have been so inspired by your videos. I pray that what you do in the future, you love, and I just hope & pray that it loves you back. You deserve this so much, Brittany. With the way you’ve impacted the digital community, I know you’ve done, and will continue to do big things in this life of yours. Thank you! ❤️
I remember seeing this. For a week I had nightmares about shootings and we had drills about shootings. It was becoming my reality too. I remember decorating a banner for your school. My middle school was the oak ridge middle school bulldogs. I was only 2 hours away and my mother went to a neighboring school. I can’t even begin to imagine. I am so scared having to talk about that stuff every day in school. Thank you so much for this video and nurturing your students. As a teenager, it means so much to have people like you there for us. You’re a blessing. 💛
I did research a while back because I was curious on where you are teaching. When I found out, I automatically had a new perspective on you. You are so brave & strong & I could not even imagine how hard it is not only sharing your story, but dealing with what you have to deal with. Also, I love how the mascot is an eagle! My high school's mascot is also an eagle & we call ourselves the nest. I want to go into education & you have truly inspired me. I always thought I'd only want to teach little ones... but you make me think I can take on high school, and better yet, high school English! Please keep doing what you are doing & I am praying for you!!
Hi Brittney - I just wanted to let you know that I understand the impact of trauma and losing yourself. I’m a teacher, I’m also 24, and I also had a traumatic experience my first year of teaching (just not in the classroom). I’ve been watching your videos since August 2018 and was going through the hardest time of my life, too. Your ability to be candid and motivating and take care of yourself is amazing. I just want you to know that I am so proud of you (even though I don’t know you lol) for taking a stance, fighting against darkness, and fighting for yourself. I know personally just how hard it is. I’m praying for you tonight that God keeps lighting the way for you and that you find peace, healing, and hope. I know that’s what I want people to pray about for me. You are amazing! Here’s to finding your light again ❤️
Britt you are one of the bravest and strongest people I’ve seen on social media. And I can’t even imagine what you’ve gone through and what you continue to go through but please know that we, as your followers, are here for you through all of it. Do what’s best for your mental health and remember you are only coming back stronger ! I love you!
i remember hearing about that in the news but wow i had no idea it was your school. i was in 8th grade and the following week the students all came together and planned a walk out for 17 minutes during class in order to honor the 17 lives that were lost. the teachers got mad and all of us got detention (which i personally think is stupid but it’s fine) but it was worth it. i also got a bad grade on my math test cause i walked out during the test so my teacher collected it and gave me a zero. but i’m glad i did it. just seeing all of us out there to commemorate those lives lost gave me a sense of unity. it was a memorable experience for me so i can’t even imagine the significance of your experience. :(( i’m praying for you
Thank you for sharing this. I feel close to you without even knowing you because I suffered from PTSD from the pulse shooting. It's comforting in a weird way to know there's someone who understands. I appreciate your bravery and honesty for sharing this.
You are strong! One of your videos popped up. I had no idea of what you went through. What I saw was a passionate educator. You remind me of a girl I grew up with who is now a drama teacher. Sending lots of strength and power to overcome this tradegy to keep educating and being you.
i remember sitting in my chorus class with the teacher who i’m so extremely close to when this happened. the next time we had class she cried to our class about how she would take a bullet for us and how all she wants is for us to be safe. she had just had her first child and little did she know would have a second too. the fact that teachers would literally die for their students is inspirational. i’ve always wanted to be a theatre teacher. i’m about to start college for it actually. i want to be like you and like my chorus teacher and like my theatre teacher who inspire me to be a role model. you are amazing.
I remember this day so clearly. I was home because my school in North Carolina had a shooting threat called in and my parents kept me home to keep me safe just in case something did happen. Then my mom called me to tell be what happened at Parkland and we cried and prayed together. My heart was, and still is, broken for my peers. I was a freshman like these students. I am an Eagle like these students. It could have so easily been us, it could have been me. But right now my heart is broken for you, but you are SO strong and SO brave. You are building yourself up and once you are finished you will be a masterpiece. But a masterpiece takes time. So you need to take ur time. I’m sending you so much love 💗
I witnessed a stabbing at school 8 years ago and it definitely still haunts me to this day. Every year when the day it happened passes I can’t help but think about it. I still have a fear of public restrooms because of this. I am always growing and trying my best to get better but traumatic events are just so hard to get past. You are not a lone and you are so brave.
PTSD sucks. 2 years ago, 5 guys broke into my house with my whole family inside. They had guns pointed at us for like 4 hours and took almost everything from the house. I had to move to an apartment, and to this day i can't go back there, i get you completely. I hear those stories of school shootings and my brain just freaks out. I'm so afraid that someday this will happen in my school, I literally jump at every little noise i hear and staying in class is almost unbearable, but thank god it never happened, I'm just terrified, and my PTSD plays a huge role on this, I'm sure
Girl, you need to heal. You need to be able to breathe again. And you need to do whatever it takes to get to that point. We ALL understand. We all empathize with you. I hope you don’t feel guilt over this decision because you more than deserve to step back and focus on your mental health. I really hope that you can find happiness again in this next season of your life. 💜
I knew we lived close. I go to one of the neighboring schools. I remember the day it happened and screaming when I thought my best friend was dead. I remember the impact the walk out from my school had. We were the first school to host it after the tragedy and nearly every student left and trekked to MSD. I haven't been the same since and I don't know if I have PTSD but I have diagnosed paranoia and anxiety and every time I walk into my school, I think about if today is the day. We're both in this together, even though you experienced this first first hand. I hope we can heal from this and you can grow to share your story with the world. You're so amazing (I've been watching for a while so I would know 😁) and you're so strong! Sending more love than imaginable 💕
My sister went to Coral Springs High and her school kept getting threats and I was so scared for her. My school was also on lockdown and no one knew what was happening till we checked the news. I still can’t believe it happened and it’s been over a year.
I remember being at lunch when this happened. Our school made an announcement to clear what happened and how far you are to our school. They said these things are very real and shouldn’t be taken lightly, we always get fake shooting calls or bomb threats to our school. I remember for a long time our flag was hung at half mass and it was such a huge topic we talked about in every class. Even a year later we were still talking about it. After the shooting happened we started to lock all of our classroom doors and take more cautious measures. My heart goes out to everyone that lost their lives and who are still dealing with the pain 💛
I live in Florida too. I remember seeing your lanyard and I wondered. My heart goes out to you! It was so sad but Im glad you gained the strength to return! I couldnt imagine the trauma and flashbacks.
I’m so proud of you for managing to speak up about a difficult topic and move forward! Healing isn’t easy and it’s a long road to recovery, I admire your strength! ❤️
you are seriously one of the most genuine people I’ve ever watched on this platform. the fact that you took time to acknowledge others in pain whilst you explained yours is such a testament to your character :) watching your videos has made me wish I had you as a teacher more and more with every upload !! good luck in your journey towards health-I’m sure your students will welcome you back with loving and open arms when you are ready !
You are honestly the strongest woman I know. As someone that’s going into my student teaching, you’ve always been someone that I’ve admired and looked up to, not just for teaching advice, but life advice. You are such a light, you keep it real, and you are an inspiration. Thank you for being so strong and sharing your story, and just know you have a million people out here that love you 💕
Brittany, your story breaks my heart every single day. I admire your attitude and how much you're dedicated to education. I'm confident you will find yourself again, this is something that will make you grow so much more and strengthen you. I love you so much, I'm so glad you've made this channel and thank you for sharing with us your life everyday. I am luck to have never been affected by gun violence but I know that to those who have, they look to you and this channel and it inspires them. You're beautiful, you're unbreakable 💖
What a brave young lady you are! Your students will be inspired by you in many ways! That you let people see that strength comes from perseverance is a huge lesson in and of itself! Suffering happens. Choosing to heal is definitely strength!
My mom works at a school. They did a walk out like a lot of schools did in honor of MSD, and my mom brought me a shirt they were giving out that says #msdstrong. I wear it often, and I think of you. You are amazing, and I’m happy you are here, still positive.
We as educators forget that we are human and that we need to take care of ourselves just like we work hard to take care of our students. You are a strong person. You proved that by going into the field of education, and by going back to your school after the tragedy. Take this time to get yourself back. What I have seen from you so far is amazing, and if you're telling me that you don't feel yourself then the true you inside must be phenomenal. I know she is still there because you have inspired me and I'm a veteran teacher of 16 years. I'm an elementary teacher, but still we touch the lives of the future. When something like that happens it will take time to heal. In order to do what you do you have to get back to your safe place. You are a shining light and your presence shows that. You will be better than okay as long as you give yourself time. Looking forward to what is to come. I will keep you in my prayers and know that you will be given the strength needed to press on.
Teaching is already such a difficult and emotional profession. I can’t imagine going through what you did on top of that. You are a beacon of strength and an amazing role model for every single one of your students ❤️. You’re doing the right thing for yourself, and I hope you give yourself all the time you need to heal. You should be so proud of the woman you are.
I love you so much you make me, a high school student, excited to be educated and go to college to become a teacher just like you. The love and passion you have for your students is absolutely beautiful and powerful. It is something I aspire to have with my teachers and future students because it is absolutely amazing. Thank you so much for being such an inspiration💖
I am crying and cannot stop. As a current college student who's studying to become a teacher I cannot comprehend ever having to go through something like this. You are brave and you are so much more than what happened to you. Praying for you.
Britt, I remember stumbling across your video “Life as a high school teacher” this past year when I finally declared my major. You only had a few videos posted but I fell in love with you and your positivity!! I remember you would mention the “tragedy” at your school and I pieced everything together and was so shocked that someone could go through something so horrific, yet still try and be a light for everyone. You are an inspiration! I’m so happy that you’re taking some time to focus on yourself. Your videos and what you do for your kiddos make me so excited to become a teacher one day. We love you Britt!! 💛💛
Love you Brittany!! You have inspired me in so many ways. Take care of yourself. One of my favorite quotes is from Maya Angelou, “nothing will work unless you do.” We’re here for you no matter what you do. Can’t wait to get my unbreakable bracelet!
I had to take a year off from teaching too, not because I had a tragedy like you (I cannot even imagine) but just for my mental health. This year has been the best thing for me. I was able to work on myself and finish my masters degree and just take a breather. Good for you for doing this! You got this!
I know how hard it can be to try to heal in a place where a tragedy occurred, and I am so glad you are taking the steps you feel you need to to become YOU again. Last Semptember my room mate attempted to take her own life in her room while I was home. Her room was upstairs from mine. She moved out afterwards but it was still too hard for me to be in the house while also being afraid of leaving it in fear of what awful things could happen. Unfortunately I had to live in that house for the rest of the school year, and my mental state get even worse the second semester, months after it occurred. I don't mean to overshare, but by sharing this I want others to know that sometimes it really is necessary to make changes in your life that keep you from being stuck in the past. I am really grateful my situation has allowed me to never have to live in that house again and I can have a fresh start somewhere else with different people.
You are such an inspiration to me and to us all, you have so much light and sunshine that you spread throughout the world. Thank you for sharing your life and your story with us. The impact you make is greater than the horrible experiences that have happened. We love you and your message. Thank you from the bottom of my heart
ur so strong! i am very scared of a tragedy like this happening to my family, friends, myself, etc. im scared to go to the bathroom, or in the hallways. i wish schools would get bullet proof doors and windows and higher security. also it would be helpful if they gave us a true lesson on how do protect ourselves, or what to do in that situation. ur so brave for wanting to go back. if this happened to me i would be scared for life. i can't even imagine how u feel and how u felt in that moment. the fact that students and teachers have to be scared of shootings at their school, is honestly disgusting. can't believe ppl would even consider hurting so many ppl 💔😭 rip to everyone that died. truly breaks my heart
I’m glad that you made this video. A lot of your videos you seem very happy, but i appreciated that you showed your vulnerability and and that you’re human. You’ve been through a lot, and it’s understandable that you need to do something different. You will be great in whatever you do!
You are incredible for making this insanely tough decision to take a step back from your passion. I am so proud of you for doing what you need to do to heal, and I know your students are too. I hope that one day I am an amazing teacher like you!
You’re so amazing! Your strength and passion is at a level I can’t even comprehend. I was a new teacher only a few years ago as well and navigating that alone is NOT EASY. Let alone all that you had to endure. I love your optimism and your lifelong passion is so rare. It has clearly made you such an amazing person!
In the last year I finally went to a trauma specialist to help me with my PTSD, and your videos have had such a positive impact on my life! I would watch a ton of your videos when I was having a tough day, and they helped me feel better. I tried EMDR, and now I’m pretty much symptom free. I don’t have panic attacks or flashbacks any more in response to things that remind me of my traumatic experiences, and the trauma I experienced feels like a part of my story instead of something that consumes my whole life. I remember wanting to feel like myself again, and this video made me tear up because I related so much. It gets better ❤️ I know it must be hard to step back, and I think you’re amazing to have to courage to do it. Thanks so much for sharing your story ☺️
Wow... you have such a special purpose as a person! I’ve followed you for a while but didn’t even realize your story. I liked you before but truly, as someone with PTSD of my own, also 24, you opening up makes me love you even more. And also this explains to me why God lead me to your channel when you’re the only education channel i follow and education is totally not my field!! 😂 i can’t imagine how hard it was to make this decision when teaching is all you’ve ever wanted to do, but healing is more important than that even. even when we never imagined ourselves having to do heal and never imagined changing/doing anything other than our passion and dream. You’re awesome. And this subscriber 110% understands. And think it’s such a good decision for yourself
You are so brave. So strong. I respect you so much for being strong and filming this video. Thank you so much for all you do. You are unbreakable. I love you so much. 💛
You really are an inspiration. I am so sorry that you had to experience this traumatic event so up-close. Words cannot even capture the feelings you must have had and still have regarding the event. Your healing is so important. It is really moving to me to see that you are dedicated towards making progress and asking for help when you need it. Those are not easy things to do especially when the world around you may feel chaotic or surreal. Your positivity, passion for education, and love for what you do is genuinely motivating to all of us. I hope nothing but positive developments and further healing in your future. I am a rising freshman in college, planning on majoring in Public Policy with a focus in education reform. It is very refreshing to see teachers like you who are changing the game. I hope to do the same one day with education policy.
You are so brave and such an inspiration! 💕 I just finished my first year of teaching English. As someone that struggles everyday with anxiety and depression, I can see that it's so hard to practice self care in this profession and so easy to go on autopilot and ignore our needs. 💕 hugs
I want to say how much I admire you and your strength. It breaks my heart that this tragedy occurred and affected that entire school. I can only hope that everyone continues takes the time to heal in their own individual way after this. Please please know that I will always support you and while you take your time to heal and process we all stand with you. So much love 💗💓
I'm about to start my 20th year teaching. I've always imagined how difficult it is staff return to school after a tragedy but I also know how hard it would be to leave (even in future years) because of the students. You have obviously thought this through and made a smart decision. Congratulations on your new opportunity! You are also right- you can ALWAYS go back to teaching full time.
Stay strong, because there are always going to be good and not so good days.Soon you will notice that this was suppose to happen and that you will have great days. Remember that this issue will surely come to an end, and that we, as fans will always support you!
When I first discovered your channel, I cried like a baby after finding out what you had gone through in such a short time as an educator. I’m going into my 3rd year of teaching this upcoming year, so we started out together, which makes me feel even closer in heart to you. I feel you and I’m praying for you, Brittany. Take care of yourself, and find your light again. I can’t wait to see what your up and coming project is! Sending much love and hugs your way. 💕
Thank you for taking the time to sit down and share a little bit of your journey with us. Your bravery is insanely inspiring. Whether we physically know you or not, I think we can all agree that we love and appreciate you so so much.
I’m so sorry about everything that happened to you and your students I’m sure it was hard to push though. My dad has ptsd he’s had it for 30 years he was in the military it will get easier and you will be able to get though it I believe in you do it for your students they need you.
I remember the day, I was a junior at my school at the time. I went over to my friend's house quickly and I saw that something was on the news. I had no idea what. I walked back home and I noticed that the TV was off. I mentioned to my mom that I saw something in Florida at my friend's house and she told me. Another one at a high school. She just held me close. I'm now at college at Virginia Tech, where a see the memorial of what happened there everyday. We all grow stronger despite the scars.
Thank you thank you thank you like a million times for posting this & talking about this. I can promise you, as a person who has C-PTSD, that the day you choose to follow the light is the day your life starts to get better. It’s hard & it’s long, but it’s so worth it. I hope that this new journey will bring you so much happiness & wisdom & show you the absolute beauty of life. Much love ♥️
I'm impressed by your commitment and strength. You deserved to heal and to feel yourself again. Of course it wont be as it once was, but you are moving forward and not staying with your head down. To help our students and people in general, we have to be healthy as well (physical and emotionally). From a fellow teacher to you, sending you the best of lucks and blessings!!
You are so strong ❤️ I can’t begin to imagine what you’re going through... I really appreciated your raw and honest video. I’m a young baby teacher too (22) and to think that’s how old you were when this tragedy occurred is shocking. Your students are so so lucky to have you. Make sure you look after yourself first, you can’t pour from an empty cup. ❤️ You inspire me.
I am so proud of you and the strength you have. I completely understand the feeling of not knowing what's going on inside the school at times like those. A kid during my senior year took his life with a gun and hearing gun shots in a school not knowing what is happening is the scariest thing. The ptsd from these events is so real and I wish the best for you and your healing. You're an amazing person and so brave and everyone is so proud of you.
i went to FAU at the time this happened and i remember being the gym when it came out on the news and i immediately started crying and i called my mom hysterical and telling her i wanted to drive back home. you are incredibly strong and an inspiration to everyone who was directly and indirectly affected by the incident. i wish you nothing but happiness and healing energy. i can tell through your videos that you are an amazing person and educator. you are only a year older than me and i don’t believe that i would have been able to deal with half of the emotions that you’ve dealt with way past that day. i have no doubt that when you go back you will be ready. you are amazing and thank you for what you do for the kids.
I’ve been dealing with PTSD from the Ft Lauderdale Airport Shooting for two and a half years now and it’s a continuous process. Don’t rush yourself, it is so unbelievably difficult to work through PTSD and come to terms with the changes that a tragedy like this will incite in your character and attitude. Proud of you for taking it day to day and it means so much to have a positive role model who is open about PTSD and how difficult it can be. Please take care of yourself, you are loved!
We love you so much, Britt. Thank you for sharing your story with us. You are one of the bravest and most inspiring people I’ve ever followed on TH-cam. Words cannot explain how amazing you are! Your students are so lucky! Sending prayers your way.
Brittany, I’m so so sorry you had to go through something like that. As a college student, and with my mom being a teacher, a tragedy like that is something that is always on my mind. I can’t even imagine actually living through it. You are so strong, brave, and inspiring, and you deserve all the time you need to fully heal. I am positive you will find yourself again. Lots of love to you ❤️
I love you and the message that you exude in every video of love and positivity! I pray great blessings over you and your healing process...thank you for your presence, your inspiring words and for being such sweet soul in such a dark world! You are so special and so valued!
I for one will support whatever decision you make 100%. I am so glad you are taking the time to heal and find your light. This community will be here for you every step of the way!You are beyond what people define as strong- you are unbreakable. I felt your words, I felt your voice. You are doing and will continue to do amazing things as an educator and as a person! I will forever be by your side! 💛 You can do this!!
You have the empathy and respect and support of every teacher in Florida. Your students will miss you, your colleagues will you but you must do what is best for you so that you can return and give them your best. As a fellow Florida educator I am glad that we are not losing your gifts completely. We need you and all the young teachers like you to stay in education however you can. Bless you. Please take care.of yourself. Lots of love from a fellow teacher, and fellow Nole.
Thank you so much for this video. There's very less videos like this on TH-cam. I've been struggling with this myself and seeing what you're doing with your life is immensely motivational. It must be so hard to even go to a school after what had happened to you. You still kept at it because it was the right thing to do. I cant express how much I respect that.
Oh you beautiful soul... as a journalist, I see what this world has come to and your strength for your kids is admirable, you are an inspiration please don’t change! My thoughts are always with you and your community 💜
I'm so proud of you for taking time for yourself- it's so hard to do in our profession as we seem to look after others before ourselves. Enjoy your time away-I'll be thinking of you and sending you many positive vibes and prayers from Canada!
You were a baby teacher who had to grow up too fast, and you are brave to do what is best for yourself; you deserve that. I’m very proud of you and you’re an inspiration to me.
Britt! I admire your strength and your courage to share your voice! I have learned so much from who you are, not just from what happened, but from you. You are light, you are His daughter, you are strong. I know that He wants us to enjoy life and to find the peace that surpasses all understanding. It’s not an instantaneous thing. It will take time. He is with you every step of the way; even when you’re angry at Him, even when you cry and you can’t pinpoint the why. I am praying for you. I am healing as well to better serve those around me. I am learning to give myself the grace I give to others. I am finding that peace and that happiness in Him, and I know you will.
After my dads suicide nov 2017, I would constantly miss the person I used to be. I resonate with that struggle, and I still go through this as well. We have to remind ourselves that we are not the same people that we used to be. We don’t need to do it all, we need to be patient and show ourselves love. You are stronger, braver, and wiser. The same girl is inside, you are working with your circumstances in the aftermath of a tragedy. Healing isn’t a linear process-be gentle to yourself. You are always loved and protected. We have to remind ourselves to light one candle instead or cursing the darkness. You’re a beautiful soul. So much love to you.
You are so strong & such an inspiration. You make me so excited to become a teacher within the next 4 years because you are so strong, brave, and inspiring.
You are my heart Brittany. I am also 24 and I am starting my teaching career this upcoming year as a 1st year teacher at a middle school. You have always been a light to me when I log onto Instagram or come to TH-cam. Nobody should ever have to experience what you and your students experienced. You are an inspiration and just know you have people like me looking up to you in every way.
We are all here to support you! There is a saying “you can’t pour from an empty cup.” Take all the time you need to fill up your cup again so you can get back to your passion - teaching your students at MSD. Keep your head up and know we are here for you as you find your light again. Much love to you!
I am so impressed and proud of you for doing what you need to for your healing. I've been following your channel and Instagram for a long time and you are an amazing teacher!! Taking a step back will only help you be an even better educator and mentally healthier!! If it helps, I'm 25 and was diagnosed with PTSD when I was 19. It never fully goes away, but I am a happier and stronger person for making a similar decision in my life. You will feel better and move through it and you'll find the right support and people as you need them. My faith and family helped me so much! I'll be thinking of and praying for you!
I am so proud of you! Give yourself time to heal from this tragedy that few of us can truly comprehend, and do what YOU need to do to better YOURSELF and YOUR MIND. You cannot control what happens to you in this life, but you can take back that control in how you handle the situations thrown at you and use them to better yourself. I love you, I will always support you and I can’t wait to watch you take the world by storm. Signed- your biggest cheerleader :D
PS. Watching this I am reminded of how much of a boss you truly are. You were still a baby yourself yet you immediately knew you had to protect your students and locked your door, ushered your students to safety AND put in the very first 911 call to get help there right away. You are a hero for your students and everyone at that school. Don't forget that on your journey to finding "her" again
juicystar07 wow did she really. That gave me chills. She is a special leader
@@jennareynolds6589 yes! isn't that incredible? it would be hard for any adult to take charge in a situation like that, but especially a first year 22 year old teacher.
I love you. Thank you for being such a rock for me throughout all of this.
Couldn't have stated it better myself
please please please don’t get hung up on being the same girl you were before the shooting. you aren’t the same girl. you are braver and stronger than her, you have done things she could never imagine doing. please focus on becoming a more healed version of the girl you are now! all the wonderful things you knew about the girl you used to be will come back but they will look different. accept the person you have become because it’s just a more evolved version of who you were. you still have future students rooting for you, and all of us as well.
Emilia Fischer she said that she just wanted to know her again
I understand what you are saying. I am changed, but I am still working on accepting those changes and just wanting to feel like my old self again: hopeful, excited, etc.
Five Foot One Teacher of course! it’s just going to look different now, but i hope and pray you get all those good feelings back!
Yesssss!
Taking this and applying it to my own traumas. Very well put. 🖤
“You can’t heal in the same environment that made you sick.” You are so BRAVE, my dear girl. You are going to come back from this with such beauty and grace. We are all so excited to see this new season of your life!
MSD loves you Ms. Sinitch 💜 You were one of my favorite teachers I've ever had. Going back to school and seeing you just added more to the healing process. The way you expressed how we shouldn't give in to pain just kept me motivated more and more to go back to school. I'm glad you're taking a break for your own good. You deserve it. You helped so many of my friends and classmates realise that there's still a shining light to be found, and as life goes on, that light is just getting brighter and brighter. It was a blessing being able to say "My teacher is Ms. Sinitch" Thank you for everything 💜
i remember the worst day of my life, in 6th grade, when a lockdown was called before 1st period. a student had a gun on campus. the whole school was in the courtyard. little 6th grader me was too small to push past all the older kids into the nearest building, so i stupidly sprinted across the courtyard to the gym. everybody who was in the gym had been herded into the coaches’ offices in the locker rooms. i followed, thinking it was a really good decision, because who would automatically go to the gym? i started to lose confidence when i realized the coach didn’t have blinds over her big open window out into the locker room, and i watched her begin to panic when she had only 2 papers on her desk to cover the giant window. we all hid low to the ground. she stood beside the door with a chair. we waited an hour, some of us crying, and others not worried. coach had me seated right in front of the door. i was terrified. we heard our principle come on over the intercom, and we were all relieved and ready for him to announce that we were safe now.
but we heard him say “good job wildcats,” which was our code for “do not come out of lockdown, you aren’t safe”
at that point everybody started texting their parents that they were scared. nobody knew what to do. the front office was dangerously close to us, and whatever was happening in there, our principle had to pretend he was calling off the lockdown.
a couple minutes later, we heard gunshots out in the gym. everyone was sobbing at this point. we were so afraid. we listened as the door to the locker room opened. more and more gunshots. the locker room was rather big, but we could hear the gunshots getting closer. and then, once they were only feet from our door, they stopped. if they had tried, they could’ve seen every one of us through the window. we listened as the locker room door opened once again, then closed. we were all so relieved.
another hour passed, and the lockdown was called off for real. nobody was killed. no one was even hit. all the gunshots were to scare us.
if that was the worst day of my life, my heart breaks for those at smd. i am so so sorry. i love you.
this is honestly such a scary a heart breaking story. happy no one got hurt and you made it out! that code phrase by the principle was genius in my opinion
Hayley Baydaline yea, i don’t wanna think about what could’ve happened if we didn’t have one
carson preston What happened to the student with the gun? I hope they got help
Salad Floof no, nothing happened. she got in a little trouble with the police but she was only suspended from school and did not seek help.
I don't think I knew that happened your first year as a teacher. I also just now realized that you are just a couple years older than my daughter, which brings out the momma bear inside of me. You have my full support. I wish you all of the best in this next stage of your process.
You have so much courage telling your story! “You can’t heal in the same environment that made you sick,” and you’re going to come back stronger because you are unbreakable!
I’m a 22-year-old first-year high school English teacher and this is my absolute worst fear. I’m so, so, so sorry that you had to go through this. Every time I hear a loud noise outside or in the hallway, I go into panic mode. My students have called me out on it. I can’t even imagine what you’ve been through. Your resilience is so inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story with the world. 💕
Thank you for being here.
PTSD is ROUGH. Never apologize for needing to take a break, even if it's from what you love. We're all behind you! 💖
I was just scrolling through TH-cam and one of your videos was recommended. I love how the universe places things in your life at the times you most need it. I attended Douglas all four years. I graduated in 2018 and I really wish I could’ve met you or had you as a teacher. I wish more of the teachers there were like you and showed this much love and care for the kids. I understand your feeling of the “new normal”. I lost two of my friends. It felt surreal walking back there and just acting like things were okay and that people were okay when in reality we all weren’t. We were all in shock. It being my last year there , I wanted to get out and never look back. We were all scarred and I just wish that some of the teachers and staff were more loving, understanding , and caring like you are. You truly are an amazing person and I bet an even more amazing teacher. ❤️
i was at a mall shooting where two people were killed, i had ptsd for years. i can’t imagine what it must of been like for you. take all the time you need to heal, there’s nothing wrong with taking your time.
When I was a sophomore in high school there was a shooting at my school. I remember texting my parents off my friends phone telling them I loved them because I genuinely didn’t think I would ever see them again. Luckily no one was killed, by the bravery of one teacher who was able to disarm the student. It was very hard for everyone in our school trying to cope. I can’t imagine what you’ve gone through. I just want schools to be safe again. I am a teacher now and am constantly praying for my students to be safe.
As a teacher that is my biggest fear. Media can really be overbearing. Not only does this effect students, but they don't away see the effects of teachers. I can appreciate that you're taking a step back can taking care of yourself. Thank you for sharing.
Coming from a high school student, I cannot even begin to explain how much you’ve done for me. Not only have I found your lifestyle intriguing, but you have such an inspiring glow to your personality and the way you influence others. I have been so inspired by your videos. I pray that what you do in the future, you love, and I just hope & pray that it loves you back. You deserve this so much, Brittany. With the way you’ve impacted the digital community, I know you’ve done, and will continue to do big things in this life of yours. Thank you! ❤️
Ella Hoefer this was so well said!
I remember seeing this. For a week I had nightmares about shootings and we had drills about shootings. It was becoming my reality too. I remember decorating a banner for your school. My middle school was the oak ridge middle school bulldogs. I was only 2 hours away and my mother went to a neighboring school. I can’t even begin to imagine. I am so scared having to talk about that stuff every day in school. Thank you so much for this video and nurturing your students. As a teenager, it means so much to have people like you there for us. You’re a blessing. 💛
I did research a while back because I was curious on where you are teaching. When I found out, I automatically had a new perspective on you. You are so brave & strong & I could not even imagine how hard it is not only sharing your story, but dealing with what you have to deal with. Also, I love how the mascot is an eagle! My high school's mascot is also an eagle & we call ourselves the nest. I want to go into education & you have truly inspired me. I always thought I'd only want to teach little ones... but you make me think I can take on high school, and better yet, high school English! Please keep doing what you are doing & I am praying for you!!
Hi Brittney - I just wanted to let you know that I understand the impact of trauma and losing yourself. I’m a teacher, I’m also 24, and I also had a traumatic experience my first year of teaching (just not in the classroom). I’ve been watching your videos since August 2018 and was going through the hardest time of my life, too. Your ability to be candid and motivating and take care of yourself is amazing. I just want you to know that I am so proud of you (even though I don’t know you lol) for taking a stance, fighting against darkness, and fighting for yourself. I know personally just how hard it is. I’m praying for you tonight that God keeps lighting the way for you and that you find peace, healing, and hope. I know that’s what I want people to pray about for me.
You are amazing! Here’s to finding your light again ❤️
Britt you are one of the bravest and strongest people I’ve seen on social media. And I can’t even imagine what you’ve gone through and what you continue to go through but please know that we, as your followers, are here for you through all of it. Do what’s best for your mental health and remember you are only coming back stronger ! I love you!
you're so kind. thank you so much for these words, it means so much to me, heather! sending you love
i remember hearing about that in the news but wow i had no idea it was your school. i was in 8th grade and the following week the students all came together and planned a walk out for 17 minutes during class in order to honor the 17 lives that were lost. the teachers got mad and all of us got detention (which i personally think is stupid but it’s fine) but it was worth it. i also got a bad grade on my math test cause i walked out during the test so my teacher collected it and gave me a zero. but i’m glad i did it. just seeing all of us out there to commemorate those lives lost gave me a sense of unity. it was a memorable experience for me so i can’t even imagine the significance of your experience. :(( i’m praying for you
Thank you for sharing this. I feel close to you without even knowing you because I suffered from PTSD from the pulse shooting. It's comforting in a weird way to know there's someone who understands. I appreciate your bravery and honesty for sharing this.
As teachers, it doesn't always come naturally to put ourselves first. I'm so proud of you.
You are strong! One of your videos popped up. I had no idea of what you went through. What I saw was a passionate educator. You remind me of a girl I grew up with who is now a drama teacher. Sending lots of strength and power to overcome this tradegy to keep educating and being you.
i remember sitting in my chorus class with the teacher who i’m so extremely close to when this happened. the next time we had class she cried to our class about how she would take a bullet for us and how all she wants is for us to be safe. she had just had her first child and little did she know would have a second too. the fact that teachers would literally die for their students is inspirational. i’ve always wanted to be a theatre teacher. i’m about to start college for it actually. i want to be like you and like my chorus teacher and like my theatre teacher who inspire me to be a role model. you are amazing.
I remember this day so clearly. I was home because my school in North Carolina had a shooting threat called in and my parents kept me home to keep me safe just in case something did happen. Then my mom called me to tell be what happened at Parkland and we cried and prayed together. My heart was, and still is, broken for my peers. I was a freshman like these students. I am an Eagle like these students. It could have so easily been us, it could have been me.
But right now my heart is broken for you, but you are SO strong and SO brave. You are building yourself up and once you are finished you will be a masterpiece. But a masterpiece takes time. So you need to take ur time. I’m sending you so much love 💗
I witnessed a stabbing at school 8 years ago and it definitely still haunts me to this day. Every year when the day it happened passes I can’t help but think about it. I still have a fear of public restrooms because of this. I am always growing and trying my best to get better but traumatic events are just so hard to get past. You are not a lone and you are so brave.
YOU ARE inspiring
YOU ARE amazing
YOU ARE loved
Take time, we’ll wait ♥️
The education field needs more wonderful people like you 💕
PTSD sucks. 2 years ago, 5 guys broke into my house with my whole family inside. They had guns pointed at us for like 4 hours and took almost everything from the house. I had to move to an apartment, and to this day i can't go back there, i get you completely. I hear those stories of school shootings and my brain just freaks out. I'm so afraid that someday this will happen in my school, I literally jump at every little noise i hear and staying in class is almost unbearable, but thank god it never happened, I'm just terrified, and my PTSD plays a huge role on this, I'm sure
Wow I didn’t put the pieces together that you actually taught there! I’m so sorry for you experience. You are strong! You got this!
i’m crying so much. i’m so proud of you. thank you for all that you do for everyone around you.
Girl, you need to heal. You need to be able to breathe again. And you need to do whatever it takes to get to that point. We ALL understand. We all empathize with you. I hope you don’t feel guilt over this decision because you more than deserve to step back and focus on your mental health. I really hope that you can find happiness again in this next season of your life. 💜
I knew we lived close. I go to one of the neighboring schools. I remember the day it happened and screaming when I thought my best friend was dead. I remember the impact the walk out from my school had. We were the first school to host it after the tragedy and nearly every student left and trekked to MSD. I haven't been the same since and I don't know if I have PTSD but I have diagnosed paranoia and anxiety and every time I walk into my school, I think about if today is the day. We're both in this together, even though you experienced this first first hand. I hope we can heal from this and you can grow to share your story with the world. You're so amazing (I've been watching for a while so I would know 😁) and you're so strong! Sending more love than imaginable 💕
My sister went to Coral Springs High and her school kept getting threats and I was so scared for her. My school was also on lockdown and no one knew what was happening till we checked the news. I still can’t believe it happened and it’s been over a year.
I remember being at lunch when this happened. Our school made an announcement to clear what happened and how far you are to our school. They said these things are very real and shouldn’t be taken lightly, we always get fake shooting calls or bomb threats to our school. I remember for a long time our flag was hung at half mass and it was such a huge topic we talked about in every class. Even a year later we were still talking about it. After the shooting happened we started to lock all of our classroom doors and take more cautious measures. My heart goes out to everyone that lost their lives and who are still dealing with the pain 💛
I live in Florida too. I remember seeing your lanyard and I wondered. My heart goes out to you! It was so sad but Im glad you gained the strength to return! I couldnt imagine the trauma and flashbacks.
I’m so proud of you for managing to speak up about a difficult topic and move forward! Healing isn’t easy and it’s a long road to recovery, I admire your strength! ❤️
you are seriously one of the most genuine people I’ve ever watched on this platform. the fact that you took time to acknowledge others in pain whilst you explained yours is such a testament to your character :) watching your videos has made me wish I had you as a teacher more and more with every upload !! good luck in your journey towards health-I’m sure your students will welcome you back with loving and open arms when you are ready !
You are honestly the strongest woman I know. As someone that’s going into my student teaching, you’ve always been someone that I’ve admired and looked up to, not just for teaching advice, but life advice. You are such a light, you keep it real, and you are an inspiration. Thank you for being so strong and sharing your story, and just know you have a million people out here that love you 💕
You’re so strong. I have PTSD too but for other incidents. I love you. You’re amazing and I believe in you 💞💞💞
Brittany, your story breaks my heart every single day. I admire your attitude and how much you're dedicated to education. I'm confident you will find yourself again, this is something that will make you grow so much more and strengthen you. I love you so much, I'm so glad you've made this channel and thank you for sharing with us your life everyday. I am luck to have never been affected by gun violence but I know that to those who have, they look to you and this channel and it inspires them. You're beautiful, you're unbreakable 💖
Thank you for making this video. You are so strong, brave, and inspiring! I hope you heal quickly.
What a brave young lady you are! Your students will be inspired by you in many ways! That you let people see that strength comes from perseverance is a huge lesson in and of itself! Suffering happens. Choosing to heal is definitely strength!
My mom works at a school. They did a walk out like a lot of schools did in honor of MSD, and my mom brought me a shirt they were giving out that says #msdstrong. I wear it often, and I think of you. You are amazing, and I’m happy you are here, still positive.
I have pins from my local march of our lives and i also did the walk out
We as educators forget that we are human and that we need to take care of ourselves just like we work hard to take care of our students. You are a strong person. You proved that by going into the field of education, and by going back to your school after the tragedy. Take this time to get yourself back. What I have seen from you so far is amazing, and if you're telling me that you don't feel yourself then the true you inside must be phenomenal. I know she is still there because you have inspired me and I'm a veteran teacher of 16 years. I'm an elementary teacher, but still we touch the lives of the future. When something like that happens it will take time to heal. In order to do what you do you have to get back to your safe place. You are a shining light and your presence shows that. You will be better than okay as long as you give yourself time. Looking forward to what is to come. I will keep you in my prayers and know that you will be given the strength needed to press on.
You are incredibly brave 💖can’t wait to see how this will positively impact your journey and help so many others ✨
Love you so much strong friend!
Teaching is already such a difficult and emotional profession. I can’t imagine going through what you did on top of that. You are a beacon of strength and an amazing role model for every single one of your students ❤️. You’re doing the right thing for yourself, and I hope you give yourself all the time you need to heal. You should be so proud of the woman you are.
I love you so much you make me, a high school student, excited to be educated and go to college to become a teacher just like you. The love and passion you have for your students is absolutely beautiful and powerful. It is something I aspire to have with my teachers and future students because it is absolutely amazing. Thank you so much for being such an inspiration💖
Girl i had no idea you went through this and at YOUR school, my goodness im so glad you’re safe 🥺
I am crying and cannot stop. As a current college student who's studying to become a teacher I cannot comprehend ever having to go through something like this. You are brave and you are so much more than what happened to you. Praying for you.
Britt, I remember stumbling across your video “Life as a high school teacher” this past year when I finally declared my major. You only had a few videos posted but I fell in love with you and your positivity!! I remember you would mention the “tragedy” at your school and I pieced everything together and was so shocked that someone could go through something so horrific, yet still try and be a light for everyone. You are an inspiration! I’m so happy that you’re taking some time to focus on yourself. Your videos and what you do for your kiddos make me so excited to become a teacher one day. We love you Britt!! 💛💛
Love you Brittany!! You have inspired me in so many ways. Take care of yourself. One of my favorite quotes is from Maya Angelou, “nothing will work unless you do.” We’re here for you no matter what you do. Can’t wait to get my unbreakable bracelet!
I had to take a year off from teaching too, not because I had a tragedy like you (I cannot even imagine) but just for my mental health. This year has been the best thing for me. I was able to work on myself and finish my masters degree and just take a breather. Good for you for doing this! You got this!
britt you are the strongest person. i love you with all of my heart and i can’t even begin to imagine. keep being you. you are so inspiring.
you inspire me! you are so strong! keep going you have so many supporting you. you are amazing
I know how hard it can be to try to heal in a place where a tragedy occurred, and I am so glad you are taking the steps you feel you need to to become YOU again. Last Semptember my room mate attempted to take her own life in her room while I was home. Her room was upstairs from mine. She moved out afterwards but it was still too hard for me to be in the house while also being afraid of leaving it in fear of what awful things could happen. Unfortunately I had to live in that house for the rest of the school year, and my mental state get even worse the second semester, months after it occurred. I don't mean to overshare, but by sharing this I want others to know that sometimes it really is necessary to make changes in your life that keep you from being stuck in the past. I am really grateful my situation has allowed me to never have to live in that house again and I can have a fresh start somewhere else with different people.
You are such an inspiration to me and to us all, you have so much light and sunshine that you spread throughout the world. Thank you for sharing your life and your story with us. The impact you make is greater than the horrible experiences that have happened. We love you and your message. Thank you from the bottom of my heart
ur so strong! i am very scared of a tragedy like this happening to my family, friends, myself, etc. im scared to go to the bathroom, or in the hallways. i wish schools would get bullet proof doors and windows and higher security. also it would be helpful if they gave us a true lesson on how do protect ourselves, or what to do in that situation. ur so brave for wanting to go back. if this happened to me i would be scared for life. i can't even imagine how u feel and how u felt in that moment. the fact that students and teachers have to be scared of shootings at their school, is honestly disgusting. can't believe ppl would even consider hurting so many ppl 💔😭 rip to everyone that died. truly breaks my heart
I’m glad that you made this video. A lot of your videos you seem very happy, but i appreciated that you showed your vulnerability and and that you’re human. You’ve been through a lot, and it’s understandable that you need to do something different. You will be great in whatever you do!
You are incredible for making this insanely tough decision to take a step back from your passion. I am so proud of you for doing what you need to do to heal, and I know your students are too. I hope that one day I am an amazing teacher like you!
Thank you for sharing this, Brit. You’re a hero forever and always. Keep taking care of yourself the best way you can❤️
You’re so amazing! Your strength and passion is at a level I can’t even comprehend. I was a new teacher only a few years ago as well and navigating that alone is NOT EASY. Let alone all that you had to endure. I love your optimism and your lifelong passion is so rare. It has clearly made you such an amazing person!
In the last year I finally went to a trauma specialist to help me with my PTSD, and your videos have had such a positive impact on my life! I would watch a ton of your videos when I was having a tough day, and they helped me feel better. I tried EMDR, and now I’m pretty much symptom free. I don’t have panic attacks or flashbacks any more in response to things that remind me of my traumatic experiences, and the trauma I experienced feels like a part of my story instead of something that consumes my whole life. I remember wanting to feel like myself again, and this video made me tear up because I related so much. It gets better ❤️ I know it must be hard to step back, and I think you’re amazing to have to courage to do it. Thanks so much for sharing your story ☺️
You're so strong! I couldn't ever imagine going through that, and for you and other students/ and others in your community, you're all so brave!
Wow... you have such a special purpose as a person! I’ve followed you for a while but didn’t even realize your story. I liked you before but truly, as someone with PTSD of my own, also 24, you opening up makes me love you even more. And also this explains to me why God lead me to your channel when you’re the only education channel i follow and education is totally not my field!! 😂 i can’t imagine how hard it was to make this decision when teaching is all you’ve ever wanted to do, but healing is more important than that even. even when we never imagined ourselves having to do heal and never imagined changing/doing anything other than our passion and dream. You’re awesome. And this subscriber 110% understands. And think it’s such a good decision for yourself
remember, there is life after trauma...you can do this...love and light always. UNBREAKABLE I STAND STRONG FOR YOU!
You are so brave. So strong. I respect you so much for being strong and filming this video. Thank you so much for all you do. You are unbreakable. I love you so much. 💛
You really are an inspiration. I am so sorry that you had to experience this traumatic event so up-close. Words cannot even capture the feelings you must have had and still have regarding the event. Your healing is so important. It is really moving to me to see that you are dedicated towards making progress and asking for help when you need it. Those are not easy things to do especially when the world around you may feel chaotic or surreal. Your positivity, passion for education, and love for what you do is genuinely motivating to all of us. I hope nothing but positive developments and further healing in your future. I am a rising freshman in college, planning on majoring in Public Policy with a focus in education reform. It is very refreshing to see teachers like you who are changing the game. I hope to do the same one day with education policy.
You are so brave and such an inspiration! 💕 I just finished my first year of teaching English. As someone that struggles everyday with anxiety and depression, I can see that it's so hard to practice self care in this profession and so easy to go on autopilot and ignore our needs. 💕 hugs
I want to say how much I admire you and your strength. It breaks my heart that this tragedy occurred and affected that entire school. I can only hope that everyone continues takes the time to heal in their own individual way after this. Please please know that I will always support you and while you take your time to heal and process we all stand with you. So much love 💗💓
I'm about to start my 20th year teaching. I've always imagined how difficult it is staff return to school after a tragedy but I also know how hard it would be to leave (even in future years) because of the students. You have obviously thought this through and made a smart decision. Congratulations on your new opportunity! You are also right- you can ALWAYS go back to teaching full time.
PTSD is one of the hardest things in this life. I started to tear up when you talked about losing yourself, I hope you find yourself again. 💘
Stay strong, because there are always going to be good and not so good days.Soon you will notice that this was suppose to happen and that you will have great days. Remember that this issue will surely come to an end, and that we, as fans will always support you!
When I first discovered your channel, I cried like a baby after finding out what you had gone through in such a short time as an educator. I’m going into my 3rd year of teaching this upcoming year, so we started out together, which makes me feel even closer in heart to you. I feel you and I’m praying for you, Brittany. Take care of yourself, and find your light again. I can’t wait to see what your up and coming project is! Sending much love and hugs your way. 💕
Thank you for sharing! You are so brave, keep up the good fight.
Thank you for taking the time to sit down and share a little bit of your journey with us. Your bravery is insanely inspiring. Whether we physically know you or not, I think we can all agree that we love and appreciate you so so much.
I’m so sorry about everything that happened to you and your students I’m sure it was hard to push though. My dad has ptsd he’s had it for 30 years he was in the military it will get easier and you will be able to get though it I believe in you do it for your students they need you.
I remember the day, I was a junior at my school at the time. I went over to my friend's house quickly and I saw that something was on the news. I had no idea what. I walked back home and I noticed that the TV was off. I mentioned to my mom that I saw something in Florida at my friend's house and she told me. Another one at a high school. She just held me close. I'm now at college at Virginia Tech, where a see the memorial of what happened there everyday. We all grow stronger despite the scars.
Thank you thank you thank you like a million times for posting this & talking about this. I can promise you, as a person who has C-PTSD, that the day you choose to follow the light is the day your life starts to get better. It’s hard & it’s long, but it’s so worth it. I hope that this new journey will bring you so much happiness & wisdom & show you the absolute beauty of life. Much love ♥️
I'm impressed by your commitment and strength. You deserved to heal and to feel yourself again. Of course it wont be as it once was, but you are moving forward and not staying with your head down. To help our students and people in general, we have to be healthy as well (physical and emotionally). From a fellow teacher to you, sending you the best of lucks and blessings!!
You are so strong ❤️ I can’t begin to imagine what you’re going through... I really appreciated your raw and honest video. I’m a young baby teacher too (22) and to think that’s how old you were when this tragedy occurred is shocking. Your students are so so lucky to have you. Make sure you look after yourself first, you can’t pour from an empty cup. ❤️ You inspire me.
you got this girl! be strong! prayers coming you💛
I am so proud of you and the strength you have. I completely understand the feeling of not knowing what's going on inside the school at times like those. A kid during my senior year took his life with a gun and hearing gun shots in a school not knowing what is happening is the scariest thing. The ptsd from these events is so real and I wish the best for you and your healing. You're an amazing person and so brave and everyone is so proud of you.
i went to FAU at the time this happened and i remember being the gym when it came out on the news and i immediately started crying and i called my mom hysterical and telling her i wanted to drive back home. you are incredibly strong and an inspiration to everyone who was directly and indirectly affected by the incident. i wish you nothing but happiness and healing energy. i can tell through your videos that you are an amazing person and educator. you are only a year older than me and i don’t believe that i would have been able to deal with half of the emotions that you’ve dealt with way past that day. i have no doubt that when you go back you will be ready. you are amazing and thank you for what you do for the kids.
I’ve been dealing with PTSD from the Ft Lauderdale Airport Shooting for two and a half years now and it’s a continuous process. Don’t rush yourself, it is so unbelievably difficult to work through PTSD and come to terms with the changes that a tragedy like this will incite in your character and attitude. Proud of you for taking it day to day and it means so much to have a positive role model who is open about PTSD and how difficult it can be. Please take care of yourself, you are loved!
We love you so much, Britt. Thank you for sharing your story with us. You are one of the bravest and most inspiring people I’ve ever followed on TH-cam. Words cannot explain how amazing you are! Your students are so lucky! Sending prayers your way.
such a strong soul. sending you so so so much love!
Brittany, I’m so so sorry you had to go through something like that. As a college student, and with my mom being a teacher, a tragedy like that is something that is always on my mind. I can’t even imagine actually living through it. You are so strong, brave, and inspiring, and you deserve all the time you need to fully heal. I am positive you will find yourself again. Lots of love to you ❤️
I love you and the message that you exude in every video of love and positivity! I pray great blessings over you and your healing process...thank you for your presence, your inspiring words and for being such sweet soul in such a dark world! You are so special and so valued!
I for one will support whatever decision you make 100%. I am so glad you are taking the time to heal and find your light. This community will be here for you every step of the way!You are beyond what people define as strong- you are unbreakable. I felt your words, I felt your voice. You are doing and will continue to do amazing things as an educator and as a person! I will forever be by your side! 💛 You can do this!!
You have the empathy and respect and support of every teacher in Florida. Your students will miss you, your colleagues will you but you must do what is best for you so that you can return and give them your best. As a fellow Florida educator I am glad that we are not losing your gifts completely. We need you and all the young teachers like you to stay in education however you can. Bless you. Please take care.of yourself. Lots of love from a fellow teacher, and fellow Nole.
You are so brave ❤️ Thank you for sharing your story! Sending so many positive thoughts your way
Thank you so much for this video. There's very less videos like this on TH-cam. I've been struggling with this myself and seeing what you're doing with your life is immensely motivational. It must be so hard to even go to a school after what had happened to you. You still kept at it because it was the right thing to do. I cant express how much I respect that.
Oh you beautiful soul... as a journalist, I see what this world has come to and your strength for your kids is admirable, you are an inspiration please don’t change! My thoughts are always with you and your community 💜
I'm so proud of you for taking time for yourself- it's so hard to do in our profession as we seem to look after others before ourselves. Enjoy your time away-I'll be thinking of you and sending you many positive vibes and prayers from Canada!
You were a baby teacher who had to grow up too fast, and you are brave to do what is best for yourself; you deserve that. I’m very proud of you and you’re an inspiration to me.
Britt! I admire your strength and your courage to share your voice! I have learned so much from who you are, not just from what happened, but from you. You are light, you are His daughter, you are strong. I know that He wants us to enjoy life and to find the peace that surpasses all understanding. It’s not an instantaneous thing. It will take time. He is with you every step of the way; even when you’re angry at Him, even when you cry and you can’t pinpoint the why. I am praying for you. I am healing as well to better serve those around me. I am learning to give myself the grace I give to others. I am finding that peace and that happiness in Him, and I know you will.
After my dads suicide nov 2017, I would constantly miss the person I used to be. I resonate with that struggle, and I still go through this as well. We have to remind ourselves that we are not the same people that we used to be. We don’t need to do it all, we need to be patient and show ourselves love. You are stronger, braver, and wiser. The same girl is inside, you are working with your circumstances in the aftermath of a tragedy. Healing isn’t a linear process-be gentle to yourself. You are always loved and protected. We have to remind ourselves to light one candle instead or cursing the darkness. You’re a beautiful soul. So much love to you.
You are so strong & such an inspiration. You make me so excited to become a teacher within the next 4 years because you are so strong, brave, and inspiring.
You are my heart Brittany. I am also 24 and I am starting my teaching career this upcoming year as a 1st year teacher at a middle school. You have always been a light to me when I log onto Instagram or come to TH-cam. Nobody should ever have to experience what you and your students experienced. You are an inspiration and just know you have people like me looking up to you in every way.
We are all here to support you! There is a saying “you can’t pour from an empty cup.” Take all the time you need to fill up your cup again so you can get back to your passion - teaching your students at MSD. Keep your head up and know we are here for you as you find your light again. Much love to you!
I am so impressed and proud of you for doing what you need to for your healing. I've been following your channel and Instagram for a long time and you are an amazing teacher!! Taking a step back will only help you be an even better educator and mentally healthier!!
If it helps, I'm 25 and was diagnosed with PTSD when I was 19. It never fully goes away, but I am a happier and stronger person for making a similar decision in my life. You will feel better and move through it and you'll find the right support and people as you need them. My faith and family helped me so much! I'll be thinking of and praying for you!