I'm 33 and I have C-PTSD From Narcissistic Abuse
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It’s great that you learned this young! 33 is still young enough to build a beautiful life for yourself and in peace❤
Amen to that 🤗❤️🩹
still a baby mami with a wise beyond your years mind and years of love and joy to come xx ...
I already had PTSD from serving in the U.S. Navy. I'm quite sure from childhood abuse and a 20 year marriage to a narcissist it's developed into CPTSD but God is in control and I'm still more than a conquerer!
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More than conquerors 💕💕💕💕💕
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@@viewerwatching5712 you're a fkng warrior ✊️💪
@viewerwatching5712 Absolutely, you are.And thank you for your service.
I can totally relate Sis. I suffered emotional abuse from a small child.Insulted at 5years old..Made to feel " not good enough" yet expected to Excell with that kind of pressure.I was Gaslight from childhood through teen years and some adult.Same spirit followed me all the way to the church.(church hurt).Narcissist marriage partner.Fast forward Narcissist partner straight out of the church.Its a diabolical spiritual assault of the chosen ones of God.We wrestle not against flesh and blood...
Yes your on point.especially the attraction to emotionally unavailable individuals.
I completely relate to ""zoning out." Clinically speaking, it's referred to as "dissociation" and is very common among trauma survivors. It is a subconscious, protective defense mechanism. I will pray that the Lord fully delivers you. He is faithful and just! 🙏♥️
Amen ❤️🩹
Me too when someone yells at me i either cry like a lil girl or space out/zone out or stir straight at the wall, Im 34 years old.smh
We gon be ok !! Better believe it 🤗💕💕
@@mamisotrue yes.😊
I just wanted to thank you for sharing your story. There were some things I could so relate to, there were other things I couldn’t relate to but I felt so much empathy for you. My heart goes out to you, and I am so proud of you. Your vulnerability and insight are clear signs of strength! Sending love to you and the little girl you that you’ve shared about today ❤️❤️
You have such an uplifting energy, bringing peace, joy and love to others. The Holy Spirit is with you. God has been strengthening you through your trials. Thank you for sharing and God bless you.
Thank you for being here warrior 🤗🤗🤗❤️🩹
Thank you for your light 💕
I had the same exact issue with the sweaty palms and feet. It was so bad I did my research and finally had the surgery. It was the best thing ever. A very small cut under both my under arm. My mom hands and feet use to sweat. I passed it on to my son however his is not severe. I prayed before I had kids that I would not pass it to my kids. My advice would be to look into the surgery. Before the surgery no one would want to hold my hands if my hands were wet (sweaty). I had more self confidence after I had the surgery. You are the first person besides my mom and son that has this issue. I know EXACTLY what you are going through.
I used to ask so many questions ❓🤔
They went unanswered and NEVER were figured out. I had to find out ALOT of things the VERY hard way 🫴🏾❤️❤️❤️
I've developed PTSD as a small child...The disorder exacerbated once I was placed under my grandmother's care. We were well taken care of physically but the emotional support or lack there of for me wasn't there.
Growing up definitely wasn't no crystal stair living under her roof but as I got older, I thanked her often when she was living. As much as she was originally against taking me and my sister in, it molded me to the person that I am now. After being in emotional abusive relationships with men and fake friends that have come and gone, I've learned how to manage it a lot better as I get older. You're definitely not alone in your struggle...I wish you the best in your healing journey.
MamiSoTrue, I know that you have heard this so many times. And I repeat it because it is true."You bring so much truth to your forum."Hence your name, MamiSoTrue. You were chosen in Christ from before the foundation of the world to be blameless in His sight(Eph.1:4) .You are the epitomy of goodness, and your voice commands attention .You are truly a chosen one. Thank you for being obedient to your calling. This world needs you. Much love.❤️
Is funny you say that. God literally gave me that name it was so clear. Now I understand why !!! 🤗💕
Continue on the healing path, Beautiful Queen! You are helping sooo many people ! 💜
I appreciate you 💕
And dealing with that for a while, I have overload with PTSD wishing you well. Have a good evening.
Thank you for sharing 🤗
I related to so much of everything you said. God told me to sit down and watch your videos today. I HAVE to prioritize healing now and I HAVE to focus more on that. It takes a toll on your health if you don't. I'm blessed to be in a situation where I can now. Thank you Mami for your bravery and sharing your story and your journey with us. 🥹❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Thank you for being that reminder for people like me who ignores themselves and their own needs like all the time.
I have the same issue. Unexplained medical issue. A few years ago I woke up and walked to the kitchen and passed out. My head hit the floor and my 3 month old daughter hit the floor too while I was making her a bottle. I’ve had test done, blood work, went to 3 doctors about the issue and they just said it’s vertigo but was given nothing to treat it and the doctors don’t seem concerned. My narc walked out on me when I was 4 months pregnant and due to stress I believe it caused this issue. At times I still get dizzy but I pace myself.
Thank you ❤
PTSD also impacts cognitive skills-causes cognitive dissonance....
You are AMAZING & INSPIRATIONAL … Blessings, Love & Light to all🙏🕊️❤️🌻
Ptsd from both parents being extremely abusive then spent 20 years with a narcassist husband,been abused near enough all my life because being abused was all i knew it became acceptable. Im now 63 and will never be able to trust again.
Whew 😥
Very similar experience. Are you still married or did you manage to get divorced? And are you at peace more now? Blessings to you! 🙏
@@livelystones7773 i am divorced and just me and my dog nice and peaceful .
@janetjones5087 Very Sorry For You Darling
Yes love, thank you for opening up and sharing your story. I feel you sis.! We're stronger now to say the least. Glory be to Lord Jesus to say the most. 😇💛🕊
Thank you so much for being here 🤗 to God be the glory sis !
I'm 32 & have c-ptsd
I grew up with an alcoholic narcissistic "Dad" who emotionally invalidated/physically & sexually abused me
I experienced sexual abuse throughout my childhood not only by him
(apparently I have Dissociative amnesia from all the things that happened in my childhood) a very large portion of my childhood is a total blank Transitioning into adulthood, I've been in narcissistic relationships
I've had flashbacks
Feelings were not addressed & you would be shamed or made fun of if you expressed feelings
If I tried to talk to my dad about my feelings, he would say he has enough problems and he doesn't need to hear mine and when I told him about something I had a flashback of something my brother did to me, my dad said I'm just trying to get attention
I was raped by someone in the neighborhood and when I told my dad about it (which I didn't tell Anyone about for a while) but when he saw the guy who did it, he didn't even do anything it made me feel so unimportant and unworthy of being stood up for or protected by my own "dad"
He would triangulate me with the fk'ng dog
Anyway I apologize for writing you a book lol
Your content is comforting to me thank you for what you do
Wow thank you for every single word ! I had to shed a couple tears because this RESONATES SOO MUCH !! 💕
JENN YOUR LIGHT IS SO WONDERFUL TO ME AND OTHERS.. PTSD IS REAL WE WILL STAY THRIVING 💯🫶🏿 LOVE YOU QUEEN SIS MAMISOTRUE ❤️🫶🏿❤
Hey queen! Text me please ! 470-344-9215
Mamisotrue I love your integrity and so much of what you said resonates but still striving to heal and give back to those as it's not mine. ❤ Keep being a truth teller as the truth is the truth even if we don't like it. Have a blessed day everyone and keep learning n growing 🙏🏽
MAMI SO TRUE MY DEAR, YOU'VE HAD A ROCKY JOURNEY STARTING WITH YOUR MOM & NOT HAVING THAT CLOSENESS WITH HER,IM SADDENED TO KNOW THAT YOU ENDURED ALL THIS TRAUMA AS A KID WOW!!!! THATS NO JOKE SISTER, HOWEVER IM DELIGHTED TO SEE YOU TALKING ABOUT THIS IT'S EMPOWERING YOU AND OTHERS THAT RESONATE WITH YOU LIKE ME,YOUR NOT ALONE OUT HERE IM ROCKING WITH YOU,KNOW THIS YOUR VIDEOS HAVE INSPIRED US ALL IN THIS CHANNEL TO SOMETHING TO GET OUT OF THESE NARCISSIST RELATIONSHIPS, I KNOW NOW THAT THIS IS A SPIRITUAL WAR,AT FIRST IT WAS HARD TO UNDERSTAND THAT PEOPLE HATE ME BECAUSE I'M A EMPATH WITH LOVING QUALITIES THAT MOST PEOPLE DESPISE COLD WORLD WE LIVE IN!!!!!!! NOT TO MENTION YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS HAVE DISTAIN FOR YOU AS WELL DEEEEEEP FOR REAL I'VE EMBRACED MY CALLING SO ITS FULL STEAM AHEAD ON MINE WITH GOD'S DIRECTION STAY STRONG WE GOT YOU AS A COMMUNITY
God is bigger than all of it ! We survived it so we can fulfill the purpose Behind the pain ❤️🩹🤗
❣️Thank you for sharing your life with us Mami.
❣️That was so sweet.
You are so 🤗 welcome 🤗
You're beautiful ❤❤❤ thanks for making these videos
i get it sis i am dealing with some of the same behavior so much love to you ❤
I am 66 and I was diagnosed with PTSD major severe depression and bipolar II- ❤with everything that I had endured the Dr. said I can see why you would have these conditions and symptoms but don’t you worry about a thing! His face was beet red and he was crying with me after hearing my story of childhood trauma and then-this 😂😂😂Thank you for being here I appreciate you! ❤❤❤
Sending a virtual hug from someone who truly understands.❤
Thanks for sharing this !! A true survivor 💕
I am 58 and have cpstd exactly the same as you …. Childhood trauma and then a 5 year narc abusive marriage . See if you can find a good therapist ( I have one ) even though for the therapist the narc abuse is new to them they can learn from us and help us with some trauma and techniques to help us . One thing iv learnt is searching for love to fill the void in human form us not the answer . God rescued me from my narc marriage and I have him in my life now and he is healing all wounds through prayer and therapy . By by yourself it is a gift from god to heal yourself . He will supply you with everything you need . Just remember god is not pain only love . Hang in there girlfriend you r here for a reason xo
Thank you so much for your encouraging words! I felt it in my heart it means a lot ! Much love warrior of God 🤗💕💕💕
Your welcome 🙏… glad to help xo
I’m suffering from OCD and compulsive behaviour. It’s a symptom of CPTSD.
That’s very true! I use to be very compulsive always wanted things super perfect and clean 💕
@@mamisotrue You’re my inspiration to continue ❤️….. I was suffering in the past from relationship OCD . Of course I want everything to be clean and perfect in the house and in my life too. I keep trying to manage my anxiety and obsessions . But I learned, that every time they will come back is a form of punishment to myself, because I wasn’t always enough….
I’ve always been very active and try to be healthy and in shape, but I can tell that my body inside and out has taken a hit and I’m so scared now. I go through anxiety attacks and my body just seems to be out of whack. God I pray it can be turned arnd because I’ll never let myself be treated that way again. 🙏❤️
This video is powerful. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. It’s helping me decipher what certain people in my life are going through
Hey sis! This resonates with me especially when you talk about the hand sweating it was horrible for me when I was a kid. You're on point! 👍🏽💯
Thanks for sharing!! I’m so glad your here with me sis 💕💕❤️🩹
Best is when we realize how special we are ❤❤❤❤❤how smart life lessons made us who we are now love yourselves to save your soul put it in Gods hands and forgive for you to move ahead 🙏🙌💯❤️❤️❤️❤️♌️♌️♌️😘😘
Warrior Sister. 💪🏾 I too am a 30 year old with c-ptsd. I ain’t no victim though lol just being honest about it.
Me to Correen!
@@ElisaForHealing We overcome💜
@@correenmills3377 yes. I hope I’m able to meet you one day. I feel our lives have been very similar.
Damn right warrior sister ! 💕😊
@@ElisaForHealing aww me too. Hopes do come true.🥰
We are definitely survivor s ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♌️💯✊🏾✊🏾✊🏾
I just learn of complex PTSD C PTSD yesterday by Ciara revival another Narcissism therapist on you tube YALL should check her out .. but I had a grandfather who was a narcissist and mom is a narcissist to this day so I had child hood of trauma from
My grandfather who was the father figure in my life being the oldest grandson who mom sent me to him the whole summer n every weekend while my brother n sister used to tag along to weekend trips with my mom n my sister dad.
❣Luv U Mami, You Are Awesome.❣
Hello Beautiful Sister👋🏾 & Thank You for your Awesomeness and Support through it ALL ❤🙏🏾👆🏾❤️
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Hello Beautiful!❤❤
Hello 😊
great testimony, ptsd, I have it, was in law enforcement for years, the world 🌎 is a dark evil place, the Bible is true, true followers of Jesus are a light in a dark fallen world 🌎. Keep up doing what you are doing mamisotrue, keep being a light , we truly are in the days of Noah and Lot, it's getting closer
Yessss!!! ❤️🩹💕
I am related to everything you said 100% except for the bulimia
YOUNG!!!
Hello beautiful lady! If you haven't read it yet, there is a wonderful book about the physical manifestations of trauma entitled, "The Body Keeps The Score."
This is actually a great book! Thanks for sharing. I highly recommend it. This book offers insights and tools for healing from complex trauma, including narcissistic abuse, and provides practical strategies for self-care and emotional regulation. 💕
Please someone answer this, I’m concerned abt my skin. I was raised up in a narcissist home, I’m now 54 and just got out of a narcissist relationship of 7yrs. Can it possibly cause skin problems such as with the pigment mostly on my legs? I feel like my whole system is out of whack. Thank you 🙏 ❤
Hi ! In my research I find that npd abuse can cause unexplained physical changes which includes the skin ! I have w great video from a npd coach that might help you ! Please check him out ! th-cam.com/video/KBslUw_QYqA/w-d-xo.htmlsi=ClxmjLGdNnwcavjP
@@mamisotrue Awesome! Thank you for all your help! 🙏❤️
Thanks sis
Welcome 😊
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Not you mamisotrue ❤
I thought u was at least 45
I understand what you mean. Our beautiful sis MamiSoTrue has such a mature spirit and so much wisdom beyond her young 33 years!