I beg to differ, this man did not honor the Queen. But yet, she rather cut her life/love off from someone who could really love and honor her. Please, I don't think she was his soulmate
My soul mate passed away. Over dose. The worst pain I’ve ever experienced , ripped my heart out of my soul. I lost my dad years ago and that was hard. But then when I finally found “the one.” They say you know when you’ve found the one. & he was the one !! Can’t explain it . He was my soulmate my best friend my lover my everything. Such a deep bond & connection that I’ve never had before & of course I lost him. Just when I think finally I’ve found the one. I’ve been single always before him and after him. Very hard to find a soulmate. I don’t even really date…… I’m used to being alone & single & lonely. Seems like I’ll never even find a man let alone the one …….
Right.. she's letting the shittalkers now. Rider for sure. She didnt play when it came to him.. I wanna experience love like that. But losing my soulmate would break me.
She is so full of it. She was possessive and needy and he was not having it! That is why she didn't have that relationship with while he was here he was not having it a clingy, begging possessive female nah, not Nipsey.
I totally understand and feel her. My husband died in my arms this past April. I don’t ever want another relationship. I don’t believe that I will ever be able to receive love from anyone like he gave and I also don’t believe I can ever love anyone again, like I love him. I waited my whole life for him. I asked God for him. He was and forever will be my whole entire everything 💔🥹
Right, ppl missed that message. They think it's about love vs self love and a greater relationship with God. Listen without diagnosing her and you've found wisdom.
That’s how I felt after my mother passed. I learned how to accept what is and be grateful for the present. I am attached to no one and no body. Not even my own children. My connection is to my source. Not saying I don’t love them, I just believe I have the truth and that is nothing last forever and my life doesn’t revolve around anyone but making the LORD ALMIGHTY proud of me. That’s the only way I know how to make him proud is not to be afraid to let go when I need to.
Uh huh. Sounds like the beginnings of zealotry to me. It's all laudable until your lack of attachment to anyone but your God that you want to please leads you to doing inhumane things. Whether that's cutting off your kids because they don't live in a way that pleases your god, or killing infidels, it all comes from the same source. Go touch grass
Uhhh yes... I totally understand, I thought all I needed were my children... big mistake... God is a jealous God... I let them go a long time ago... they will eventually hurt you just like anyone else... smh I'm basically holding on to my relationship with the Lord more than anything!
I absolutely love her. My hubby was murdered, in the same way hers was, here in Flint while on duty as a security guard at Family dollar over a mask. The ironic part is Nipsey was literally my hubby’s top favorite rapper and they shared the same birthday 08/15 and the same tragic death. I feel everything she said n that is exactly how I felt/feel. I just always wanted to hug her. Every time I see her talking about him or them I cry cause it’s so personally touching for me. My prayers are always with her n I wish her nothing but the best in her future endeavors.🙏🏾🙏🏾💙
@@brendahassell2829that woman is living real life .. Lauren London is an actress and Nip was a plant these ppl are fake. Her husband dying over something so trivial is way more important. Lauren London is a liar!
She’s healing. That was her person. She’s in a space where she understands that what she had was true, pure and unadulterated. Prayers and blessings to you and the babies. RIP NIP! 🙏🏼
No y’all believe this dumb broad she saying what she’s saying becasue of the media . They will be in shambles if she ever date or finds live again . She wants to find live again that’s every women’s desire
They had that deep connection love , people get jealous of other happiness, his loving spirit will always be close in her heart ❤️ sending 🌹 🌹 up to him 🙏 Amen
I think she loved Nipsey more than any of her relationships. I thought they were gonna grow old forever, until life happened and changed that. I hope his killer rot in jail.
When she said “and we loved each other to the end of time” she was fighting back so many tears, I could hear it in her voice! I’m so glad she’s to the point where she can talk about it.
I didn't hear it in her voice until I red your comment then I played it back again and I did hear it as she was talking I better start listening when ppl is talking
I lost my Mr. Right back in 1991 and I have never found love again. Still till this day, I have never had anything close. I hope when I leave this earth, he will be waiting for me. So many years alone, but in peace! I feel for her.
Linda Cooper.....I lost my better half Jan. 4, 2014 @6:33 pm (est) and I'm still grieving....I can't seem to get past losing him and "moving on" like ppl have told me to do! I just don't feel comfortable with sharing myself with anyone else & I've basically decided to stay single from here on out bcoz I know that I'll never love anyone else the way that I loved my hubs, my Bobby🤎🤎
@@yvettewilliams4893 I am sorry for your loss. There isn’t too many good men out here anymore. Most just want sex or a caregiver. I was a caregiver to my mother from age 36-49 then Covid hit so I haven’t got out much. Looks to me like I ain’t missing anything anyway. I hope you heal from your loss and who knows, God may have other plans for us. He knows what we need in our lives so until then, be still and in peace. I am sending you positive vibes from Cali.
Yup! As soon as I stopped sending mushy texts and I Love yous. My ex started sending me mushy texts and inviting me to dinner with him and his friends. 🤷🏾♀️
@@dianedavis8208 amen amen you already know loosing a loved one is so hard. I see the pain in her face just when she talks about it . She has no choice to be strong for her kids and herself. Nipsey would want her to keep her head high!!!
Still,we can’t sulk forever,it’s a mourning period,then,there’s a recovery period.we don’t end our relational life,because we lost our intimate love one.that’s not wise.because ,when we do that, we would’ve fallen into idolatry.and ,the most high is against such behavior 👏
Wow I love this transparency and spiritual awakening. It's too bad that many times it takes something so devastating and painful to bring us to another level in life. I pray for her continued strength and self-awareness not that she didn't have it before but it's new and different without being in a relationship. God is able!
@@treezy8385 OF COURSE, AND AAAAAGAIN LOVE GOD THE CREATOR, THE ONE THAT BREATHES LIFE INTO YOU, YES LOVE HIM WITH THE SAME PASSION, ACTUALLY MORE, ABBA MORE THAN DESERVES THAT PERIODT, TRUE BELIEVERS GET THAT, ITS A HOLY SPIRIT THANG☝🏽👑🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💗 PRAYING FOR YOUR AWAKENING AND DELIVERANCE IN JESUS BEAUTIFUL MIGHTY NAME🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽. SHALOM 😊
@@treezy8385it hurts so much less when you have God in your life. I lost my daughter 3 years ago. She was murdered. The person who did it is free. Folks ask how do I handle this so well. Easy, she is back with who loved her 1st....God. I was blessed to be called mom. 🙏🏼 ❤
I've never loved a man like that. Pure love is hard to find. Bless her heart. They say it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I pray to have that kind of love one day.
i also never loved a man like that and after i gave birth i knew why its not that love is hard to find cz my husband is an amazing soul but when i had my baby i felt a love that i have never felt and i understood just a fraction of God's love and ever since my peace and happiness is in the Lord so loving a man hmm not as much as i love my baby and Jesus stay blesssed people
Damn!! She made a spiritual connection with Nip the most beautiful part of love ❤️… even tho he is not here, Nip is still reach out, speaking to her, loving her, comforting her!!!
As I get older I’m learning that we have to accept that all this is temporary you have to really learn to be alone in life because life is short 💯 God is in control not us !
Spiritually she’s waking up and learning. Can’t fault her for that! Everyone moves and learns at a different pace. She’ll find happiness again once she’s happy within herself. Just have to be there for her and support her how y’all did Nip. Such a beautiful soul. She’s going to be okay 💯
Wow! the way she expresses her love and how her relationship with Nipsey is so deep. We will never know how that feels unless we’ve had that kind of love for another person. Prayers for her healing ❤️🩹
I found it! Almost 6 yrs n he died so fast I didn't even get to go to the funeral since his mom was Jewish u have to bury them within 24hrs ,I didn't have a phone,he had my house # so he was able to reach me but she didn't. Wen I found out I wanted to die! It's been almost 7 months n I'm still crawled up in bed depressed,I can't be a good mother to my son,I'm broken in every way possible 💔
OooohWeee, @QUEEN-fe3lu As soon as I came Across YOUR COMMENT, I'm like WOOAH "Someone else Understands" GOD is a VERY JEALOUS GOD🙏🏾 but GOD tells US THIS IN HIS WORD 👊🙏🏾 Amen❤️
@@penny8144girl, it speaks abt it in the bible. The comment Really wasn't a bad one...just know GOD is also a jealous GOD. She's sounds as if she worshipped the ground Nip walked on. Idk, I love London but again I don't think it was a Bad response
@@penny8144 praying for your deliverance and healing in Jesus Name, this is our temporary home, GOD OVER EVERYTHING, TRUE BELIEVERS UNDERSTAND WHERE IM COMING FROM….ITS ABOUT BRINGING OTHERS TO CHRIST IN THESES END OF DAYS. LOVE JESUS N REP HIM RIGHT, HE DESERVES ALLLLLL THE GLORY PERIODT , THE ONE WHO DIED FOR US 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽👑☝🏽 I SUGGEST PASTOR GINO JENNINGS. SHALOM.🙏🏽🙌🏽👑☝🏽
@@vivianstallings531 💯💯💯💯 Praise Abba for the woke and True Believers!!! We have to be the light in these end of days💯💯 God Bless, Cover And Keep You And Yours In Jesus Name🙏🏽🙌🏽😊 Shalom.
Nothing romantic about their love..we use these words like romance and passion not know the REAL definition of them. (Bread crumbs) ...she said she had to learn to LOVE in SPIRIT THATS the PURE live she's speaking of
That's A Real Beautiful Love!!.... When you Love One Another So Deep You Don't Want Another..... That's Okay, but If She Feel She Wants to Love Again and Not be Alone Later on as Years Keep on Going By.... ""That Will Be Okay Too. ""Much Respect""
@Justine Williams it’s her life her decision time brings on a change no one can predict what tomorrow holds but I’m sure she will find her way to peace
" and we love each other until the end of time" empathizing end. Super deep.. I know exactly how she feels because even after 37 years I miss my mother as if she passed away like yesterday 😪 but I rejoice SELAH as we'll meet again because energy Never Dies my friend... it only changes form. Be blessed in the name of Jesus 🙏🏽🕊💯
It hit hard when she said we love each other til THE END. 😢 Most people dream about a soul mate but when you find one that you love more then life itself. It gets real quick, we are not intended to love anything more than the Gift God has given us and it’s our own life 😢.
I am at that place. I loved this man so much that Nothing could equal what I felt and still feel for him. I am having a spiritual love with my deceased husband...5 years strong.
@@basilicalewiselfernandez2278 Queen, please allow God to heal you. Because this isn't natural. And it is doing more harm than good. Why stop living? God placed you here for his will. Your husband has transitioned. Now, you rather entertain the dead, than the living? And Queen, please, this is no disrespect. God has this amazing life for you to live.
Hearing that conviction in her voice gave me chills and brought tears to my eyes because not everyone finds their true soulmate in life and not everyone gets to experience true love the way it's meant to be experienced like her and Nipsey did. If you go back and look at pictures of them from day 1 the way they looked at each other was such a beautiful thing, you could see the true pure love they had for each other just in the way they looked at each other. She still has such passion in her voice when she talks about him and about having a spiritual relationship with him. She has grown into such an amazing woman and mother.
My wife was so spiritual that after she crossed over the ancestors were rejoicing....I'm never lonely because she let me know that she and other spiritual beings are around me...I feel them all the time....❤️
The Ancestors had visited her many times but the last time they told her about the rejoicing when one of their own come home from this hell on earth, I only know that she was the happiest person I ever seen to want to die...so I must stay humble and kind til my transition...oh she said the Ancestors are waiting to guide you if you want...but keep positive energy and good thoughts . .
@@yahismyrefuge1983 you believe what you want too....I believe what I believe in......I feel my ancestors ...do you feel yah who may be a demon fooling you..
@@yahismyrefuge1983 we know the Bible says that, but you can’t deny people who are more spiritually tapped in than others. Not everyone trying to get your attention from another realm is a demon.
God said the most important thing in life is love. The Devil attacks that in so many ways. Especially nowadays with temptation every where. But the grass definitely greener where you water it; not on the other side. #Peace, Love and Blessings to all! 🙏🏾🤲🏾
That pain is real . I’m lost my soulmate a few years ago. That man was equal to me mentally, spiritually, emotionally that it felt like a dream. When he left , I felt lost . I’ll never love someone like that again.
This breaks my heart for her. My husband and I have grown to love each other so much. I too have somewhat of a fear of losing my sweetheart. But I don't allow it to overwhelm me. We live in love every Minute God gives us the opportunity.
I feel for her I lost my fiance April 6th on my twins birthday 2022 and my fiance's birthday was the following week after his funeral I was so tore apart and I still am God bless you Lauren London
She is describing the true meaning of love..She feels it and she understands it. After having a love like that it makes sense that she wouldn’t want another relationship. No one or any relationship she would have could come close to what she had with Nipsey and therefor she most likely wouldn’t feel fulfilled or happy. My heart feels for her. That’s a tragic loss. I just pray her family and friends are still checking on her because most times people will forget about you about 3months after you’ve loss a loved one.🙏🏼
The Great Spirit touched you both King and Queen... Be grateful young wise Queen - your wisdom is advanced. The lesson: We are Original energy and Original energy never/ever dies. Peace Earth.
She's hurting so much it's like you can here it in her tone the best thing she can do is get into Christ and become strong through him because the Lord can truly heal anything.
No people need to stop being superficial…. Let me ask you… how many people are broken when they break up with an ugly person. ZERO. So obviously we are only really addicted to looks. 🥹
I understand exactly what she’s saying bc my husband of 50 years passed away 3 yrs ago and I’m still hurting and trying to hold on to memories that won’t let me have another relationship. 🙏🏽🙌🏽
I've been with my husband since I was 17, I'm 30 now, and I've told him often that I will never love anyone else by choice. When you find your soul mate, there will never be another. That love and connection last a lifetime even when the other has long gone.
Man. It’s crazy how life can in a blink of an eye. You never know what’s going to happen. I pray that she is able to find true happiness and peace within herself self
What is WRONG with YOU people, judging her on how she grieves and takes her journey to heal, the process is deeper than you think, then to say rude and insensitive comments like she’s gained weight and how she’s a wrap, when this woman is Beautiful big small or in between, many of you have never got In touch with who you are, so busy living on the outside of self, if she doesn’t want a man or sex anymore that’s her decision, sending blessing into your journey, god bless you Lauren ❤️💗❤️💗💯
Alisa Rumrum………If you want to know how someone really thinks, ask to see the comments they post on all platforms. These people in these comment sections tell on themselves daily! It’s a lot of mental wrong with them. This lady said she don’t want another relationship as she is healing from the loss of someone she loved. It’s the judgement for me from them, these people are literally waste roaming the earth and cyber space!
@imanachour8208 if it goes over your head, then bypass my comment. If you are spiritual, u can sense bs a mile away. With that being said, she is part of the reason Nipsey is gone, and im not the only one who sees/feels this in the spiritual realm. Hollyweird is fake and a setup for pure souls. She was also involved in FO's with Cassie and Diddy while she was supposedly in a relationship with Nipsey. ALLEGEDLY.......... but im just a lil ol bat sxit crazy person making stuff up although this woman is an evil individual who practices black magic witchcraft but appears innocent and sweet.....
Yup !! After what I jus learned abt her and Di**y , she looks like a terrible liar! I’ve always been able to see straight thru ppl who are lying thru their teeth SMH
@@SHELLZ591 I'm glad somebody agrees and sees thru the bullshxt! that gutter bxtch set nipsey up! 🖕🏾Lauren.....it's always LLKN (long live king nip) 🤴🏾 💙
I understood exactly what she meant. And crazy thing is my soul mate still alive and we don’t even talk anymore, I went thru a dark time losing her and not for a good reason just cause she wasn’t ready. The time it took to find me again and detach my spirit from hers was treacherous. But I have never loved another human being so dearly in my life
Stop with the soul mate shit because that didn't describe YOUR relationship. People freely use terms when they have no idea what it is. Just because you loved someone doesnt make that person your soul mate. Only ones who can claim that term Soul mates are those OLD couples who are still together, still sexually active with each other,never cheated on Each Other because they still carry that spark for each other..THATS what soul mates are and that's the definition of true love
@@missfeminineenergy Facts! Big difference between soul ties and soul mates. I would NEVER want to have soul ties with someone. That's like hell on earth
Thanks for sharing your story. I hate that you decided to be vulnerable and others found it their place to tear you down in that moment. Although your connection “may not” have been a soulmate connection…it still was a meaningful one that deserves recognition. FYI - Soulmates come in different forms. They’re not all romantic, they don’t all last “forever” (for multiple reasons), and their stories don’t all play out the same way. Souls are meant to learn lessons and some soulmates only come for that purpose. You will know she wasn’t your soulmate, if when she was in your life it was extremely toxic or imbalanced. Even lifelong soulmates experience imperfections, because they’re within a human experience. However, the difference is that the imbalance isn’t extreme and brings them closer through shared lessons that lead to growth together and separately. Some soulmates separate to grow and come back later…but your intuition will always know if that’s the case.
It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. That’s beautiful. I pray I get to be loved that deeply but I hope I never lose them though. 😢
@Vee Scott that is not what I said. Just recommend the only option we have. God there is no other way .we encounter loss ,Suffering ,disappointment but sometimes we are so involved with the situation that we don't remember. That is the meaning of my comment.
finding one soulmate is next to impossible, and finding the 2nd one is not needed. life gave her a gift that many of us will never have. she was blessed. it's sad to end, but she was blessed.
A lot single woman go through this in life you have to adapt and just move on its part of life it's not easy especially whenl you have kids involve as life goes on things may change!!!
Thank you to her for sharing this wisdom. It’s helped me this morning. I truly hope she continues to heal, and that she can find love and happiness again ❤
Psalm 147:3 AMP “He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds [healing their pain and comforting their sorrow].” JESUS is Able to heal your heart, give you the comfort and strength you need to move on and in able you to live again even when you think you can’t. Deuteronomy 31:8 NIV “The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
❤❤❤❤Lauren has defined my situation of losing my own Fiancée…Almost every answer she gave is relative to what was “us”💔. We both knew we had met our “person”. I swear this is exactly what Ive been saying to ppl since my Soulmate passed June 22’ I will leave this earth with no other earthly relationship like ours was. Only God knows
Im sorry that’s happened. But I pray your able to move forward one day especially if your young. Love can happen again if you want it to. I just hope your not stuck in grief for the rest of your life 💔
@@neishamonee619 Oh Hun. I am at the age nearing fifty. Ive been engaged to a wealthy older man who thought lavish living & his monetary gifts would maintain my satisfaction to being married to my (impostered parallel Soul Mate🤭) while raising 2 of his beautiful children from toddlers to successful adulthood. Those partners were given years of my life & time THEN. Therefore certainly….I can right a top shelf best seller regarding my life, past relationships & the decisions I chose for my own future. I am a very confident hey humble woman who does not “straddle the fence” concerning my love for a significant other. When I decide to move forward with each chapter in my book of life & love honey, My relationships are usually lasting for years. When u & another begin your journey together we start by moving in unison. Given that the majority of those reading this can agree that we’ve experienced monogamous friendships that were going great then one day, grew apart, this is what can naturally occur involving intimate relationships….chapters begin & end on its own course as we all move sling in life. This last chapter is just as it was…he was a Soulmate who was so significant in this chapter from beginning even after death STILL, the love of my lifetime left an imprint on my heart & in my spirit that leaves little room for ANY other man to come behind & add to. Real True live takes more sacrifice than just an average relationship. Like my mother would say, my heart is big & I love hard lol. So when my earthly King & I met without words we both knew we’d “finally” found our person in this realm😍🥰. Therefore at my current age, with all that Ive gone through in my past, My spirit is well satisfied with the King whom I was in love with in this life time! My focus is to complete our dream home build in 2 months continue growing our businesses & preparing for an early retirement while helping my previous stepchildren & my former Fiancés children build generational wealth💖 I pray that you yourself be WELL be stay mentally and spiritually balanced & have the best experience finding your parallel Soulmate. Ashe
I love that she means every word that comes out of her mouth she thinks before she speaks she’s so passionate!! So authentic and that’s rare now a days
That’s soulties, once you meet your soulmate whether they pass or you break up you never, want(or, feel/need) another just companionship is what you want😢 lost my dawg on my bday last year been broken ever since😫 I just recently spiritually accepted and started picking pieces up and living again 😔 it’s a process a long hard emotional one 🙏🏾 pray for anyone who’s lost a love 💗
I'm still going through the same thing from 2011 so I feel her pain. It's hard and my heart goes out to her. After mine passed he came to me one night the dream felt so real I was holding on so tight that the hand I was holding on to him with when he said he had to go had bruises on it the next morning. He was dressed in all white with a bright light surrounding him. I love this man so much I still have not been able to let him go
I'm so sorry for your loss. my mom has known my Dad since they were kids in high school. he died last year, all kids are grown so my mom was lost. seeing her lose her soul mate hurt me more than anything I've ever experienced. You and my mom are very strong, keep your head 👆
I’m convinced that I will never find someone who love me the way my husband does and I’ll never love anyone the way I love this man. This is why I pray over our marriage and a long life. I speak it, think it and even write that we will live a very long life together, grow old together and see out great grands together because I can not phantom it. The worst part about loving someone like this is knowing that one day, praying its no time soon but one day one of us will have to leave the other behind and it’s nothing we can do about that. Just thinking about it makes me cry. God please!
I like Lauren, she authentic, transparent, wise and intentional. She’s a deep person- I see why Nip was with her. It must be difficult dating after you’ve had a real one like Nip whom she connected so well with. Time is the great healer. Hoping she will find a genuine and pure love again. She sure deserves it!❤️
Yeah my mom is the same way. She loss her husband(my father) over 20 years ago and she never dated or remarried and still wears her wedding rings...she wears his wedding band on a necklace she wears everyday. I believe that when ppl meet their soul mate that spiritual connection carries on even after death has parted the two of you.
I'm praying for you Lauren. May your strength remain on God. Some people may feel sorry for you but I feel sorry for them. Some people will NEVER know a love like yours or people like you guys who've had a conditioned love, unconditional love, beautiful conversations about life, & a soul mate to be married to or not. Let ye be the last ones to judge. Your spirituality is beautiful & I see a woman who has growth & maturity while dealing with a heartbreaking loss. Through strength, family, love, & prosperity you will push forward. Yes your right. We try to hold on to things & people to watch them slip right out from under us. It's sad but it's true. God Bless all with understanding & purpose.
That's how I felt after my bf die love each other so much that your heart can't love another genuinely even when you accept the fact he's gone it's still hard. Just pray sis take your time and let no one tell you when to move on,when that time comes it's gonna be the most beautiful moment ever because you're stronger and love you more.
When you love someone that deeply, you want it to last forever! "Life Happens" and you have to let go. You learn how to live without the one you love but, finding strength in knowing you'll meet again on the other side.
She's sees him and has a *spiritual* connection with him very much to this day. He comes to her in a STRONG connection. He's just transitioning differently ❤️💥
Lauren London. I got one thing to say to you. You're a damn good actress, you are good and a lot of your roles and a lot of the shows and movies that I have seen you in. But I have to say one thing I walk in the same shoes you do. I know how it feels to lose and lose out. I lost mine a few years ago and just like you said in this interview, I don't want another relationship and I'm not looking. I agree with you 100% until I'm ready until I'm ready to open up, until I say ""TS time"" I have a friend but it's nothing like the relationship I had........ I'm with you on this one..... 🌹🌹PS you are one of my favorite actresses definitely most definitely guaranteed...... Sincerely, a true fan, Susan Marie 💕🌹........... Does anybody agree with me on this one?
THIS IS THE ONE!!! I lost my mom a day before my birthday last year her birthday is in 3 days and mine is next month I would have never thought I would have lost my mom at such a young age. I always wish I could have talked to her about the things I always wanted to and a lot more. Be true and love your people and others around you while you can.
@Change isgood That's not true, what she's talking about IS called love ! & she's experiencing the lost of her loved one , she lost her life partner, It's called soul mate for a reason. But you're saying it should not be ? Thts not true at all.
Trust me, God forbid you find it, losing it is like losing a part of you. You would wish you never find it if you have to give it back. I've been there and that grieving process is no joke. But you learn from it.
@Change isgood 🤦🏾♂️ should've known ! Another unintelligent degenerate , another case of the world would be just a LITTLE better if you and any trace of you were removed. But I can keep dreaming 😩
She’s soooooooo Beautiful,I know she’s really hurt, I hope she can be happy again and someone gets the chance to make her happy to be in love and live life.
I feel her. I believe most people are in relationships based on control. It’s all about what you can and cannot do. Being performative or held in contempt.
I always loved relationships like that. My great and great great grandmothers lost their husbands and never dated again. Rosa Parks never had any children with her husband or anything, but once he died, she never remarried either. I think it really symbolizes how love will persist beyond a physical distance.
You will never lose him, as long as you live the way he and you spoke about living life to the fullest. Wash off with water and look at yourself in the mirror and pray for the negative to go down the drain wipe it off as if you were peeling it off and throw it into the sink. Release the negative energy, be free of it and proceed with life. Never alone as you hold the key to who Nipsey really was. A genuine man and provider. I had my person where I could feel completed and safe ready to cross over with them together forever. Knowing you both chose each other for the same purpose of belonging to a true love, never giving into fear. But like you said life happens and fear can take over what we thought we had control of. I feel your pain. Many of us never admit our tru feelings due to fear. Don't lose your strength the strength Nipsey saw in you always. Think about his words that gave you strength. He is always with you in spirit and strength. You are so strong and so smart. you are blessed to have experienced life in the purity of another soul.
She met her soul mate.
Hard to date and just start over again after a genuine encounter like that.
I beg to differ, this man did not honor the Queen. But yet, she rather cut her life/love off from someone who could really love and honor her. Please, I don't think she was his soulmate
@@dstreet43 It's not for you to think !
My soul mate passed away. Over dose.
The worst pain I’ve ever experienced , ripped my heart out of my soul. I lost my dad years ago and that was hard. But then when I finally found “the one.” They say you know when you’ve found the one. & he was the one !! Can’t explain it . He was my soulmate my best friend my lover my everything. Such a deep bond & connection that I’ve never had before & of course I lost him. Just when I think finally I’ve found the one. I’ve been single always before him and after him. Very hard to find a soulmate. I don’t even really date…… I’m used to being alone & single & lonely. Seems like I’ll never even find a man let alone the one …….
Thts Why I Dnt Want another Relationship #IdkHow 💯 😒 My SOULMATE died 😔 Long long time ago An Now Im just Functional
Says who?
Woa baby!!! "We loved each other till the end of time!"
That expression, the feelings behind her words..
I felt that Lauren
Right.. she's letting the shittalkers now. Rider for sure. She didnt play when it came to him.. I wanna experience love like that. But losing my soulmate would break me.
Yes you right- even when you not together you together!!
I wrote the same comment. That was very poignant!!!)
my heart weeps for her...i admire her ability to talk about their love
Yess
@@MsBlessed26
Don’t weep for her she blood sacrificed him and she blew up afterwards she is a manipulator
I was just about to say evil bitch set the play on nip got folks up out of here
She is so full of it. She was possessive and needy and he was not having it! That is why she didn't have that relationship with while he was here he was not having it a clingy, begging possessive female nah, not Nipsey.
I totally understand and feel her. My husband died in my arms this past April. I don’t ever want another relationship. I don’t believe that I will ever be able to receive love from anyone like he gave and I also don’t believe I can ever love anyone again, like I love him. I waited my whole life for him. I asked God for him. He was and forever will be my whole entire everything 💔🥹
Sorry for your loss dear
...sending love and hugs, BeautifulSoul
Praying for you
So sorry mama
🙏🏾 ❤
When life teaches you to be at peace within yourself, you see things differently.
I’m really trying to get there
Facts 🧘🏽♀️
Your words of wisdom and knowledge is very powerful and the truth stands God bless
You are so true
Right, ppl missed that message. They think it's about love vs self love and a greater relationship with God. Listen without diagnosing her and you've found wisdom.
Unless you’ve experienced her level of loss you will never understand. I wish her peace in her journey.
So true💯💯💯, you are strong Lauren❤️
Periodt 💯💯💯💯🙏🏼
Not.
I'm still waiting to see the sex tape that Wack 100 was talking about.
So true bc peace with your loss is so hard to find. Three yrs and I still grieve my loss of my husband . Grief can cause a broken heart. 🙏🏽
That’s how I felt after my mother passed. I learned how to accept what is and be grateful for the present. I am attached to no one and no body. Not even my own children. My connection is to my source. Not saying I don’t love them, I just believe I have the truth and that is nothing last forever and my life doesn’t revolve around anyone but making the LORD ALMIGHTY proud of me. That’s the only way I know how to make him proud is not to be afraid to let go when I need to.
Powerful statement. 💯🙏🏿
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Uh huh. Sounds like the beginnings of zealotry to me. It's all laudable until your lack of attachment to anyone but your God that you want to please leads you to doing inhumane things. Whether that's cutting off your kids because they don't live in a way that pleases your god, or killing infidels, it all comes from the same source. Go touch grass
This right here 🙌
Uhhh yes... I totally understand, I thought all I needed were my children... big mistake... God is a jealous God... I let them go a long time ago... they will eventually hurt you just like anyone else... smh I'm basically holding on to my relationship with the Lord more than anything!
I absolutely love her. My hubby was murdered, in the same way hers was, here in Flint while on duty as a security guard at Family dollar over a mask. The ironic part is Nipsey was literally my hubby’s top favorite rapper and they shared the same birthday 08/15 and the same tragic death. I feel everything she said n that is exactly how I felt/feel. I just always wanted to hug her. Every time I see her talking about him or them I cry cause it’s so personally touching for me. My prayers are always with her n I wish her nothing but the best in her future endeavors.🙏🏾🙏🏾💙
OMG, I’m from Lansing and I remember when this happened to your husband. I’m so sorry for your loss. 😢 I pray for healing for both you and Lauren🌺
If you let it go and let God He will give you another one your heart will desire .
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Prayers to you too. I’m sorry for your loss.
@@brendahassell2829that woman is living real life .. Lauren London is an actress and Nip was a plant these ppl are fake. Her husband dying over something so trivial is way more important. Lauren London is a liar!
She’s healing. That was her person. She’s in a space where she understands that what she had was true, pure and unadulterated. Prayers and blessings to you and the babies. RIP NIP! 🙏🏼
Facts 💯👀
Amen
No y’all believe this dumb broad she saying what she’s saying becasue of the media . They will be in shambles if she ever date or finds live again . She wants to find live again that’s every women’s desire
Kinda hate it that she made hurt a full time job instead of focusing on building something out of her life.
They had that deep connection love , people get jealous of other happiness, his loving spirit will always be close in her heart ❤️ sending 🌹 🌹 up to him 🙏 Amen
When she said till the end of time , I felt it in my soul
I think she loved Nipsey more than any of her relationships. I thought they were gonna grow old forever, until life happened and changed that. I hope his killer rot in jail.
You motherfuckers kill me with the dumb comment
When she said “and we loved each other to the end of time” she was fighting back so many tears, I could hear it in her voice! I’m so glad she’s to the point where she can talk about it.
I didn't hear it in her voice until I red your comment then I played it back again and I did hear it as she was talking
I better start listening when ppl is talking
@@percymcbeath1234 🤣🤣 sometimes things slip us during conversations. Don't feel anyway about it. ❤️❤️
Amen is all I can say.
Hmm I didn’t hear it. It felt like she was saying it Bc of the doubters that had come out after he passed. For one, Nips daughters mother.
@@MellyboowhowhoI mean to be fair he never married her .
When you have been Treated Well, you Just Can't Go Back to BS 🤙🏼✨
You better speak ❤
Haha right
Yesss facts❤
I lost my Mr. Right back in 1991 and I have never found love again. Still till this day, I have never had anything close. I hope when I leave this earth, he will be waiting for me. So many years alone, but in peace! I feel for her.
He will be waiting pray for it❤️🙏🏽
He will 💗
Linda Cooper.....I lost my better half Jan. 4, 2014 @6:33 pm (est) and I'm still grieving....I can't seem to get past losing him and "moving on" like ppl have told me to do! I just don't feel comfortable with sharing myself with anyone else & I've basically decided to stay single from here on out bcoz I know that I'll never love anyone else the way that I loved my hubs, my Bobby🤎🤎
@@yvettewilliams4893 I am sorry for your loss. There isn’t too many good men out here anymore. Most just want sex or a caregiver. I was a caregiver to my mother from age 36-49 then Covid hit so I haven’t got out much. Looks to me like I ain’t missing anything anyway. I hope you heal from your loss and who knows, God may have other plans for us. He knows what we need in our lives so until then, be still and in peace. I am sending you positive vibes from Cali.
Maybe there is a miss right for you out there somewhere
Love this, when you hold on so tight; so sad and true, you can lose anyway. That goes for women and men.
BIGG FACTS
Yup! As soon as I stopped sending mushy texts and I Love yous. My ex started sending me mushy texts and inviting me to dinner with him and his friends. 🤷🏾♀️
💯💯💯💯💯 only grown ass people. Talk the truth. When your not scared...thats your ability to be vulnerable and self assured. F*** it...it is what it is.
Yeah Facts☺️💯
So true
She so dang cute ....she still hurting idk if she will ever stop hurting . Praying for you boo
It'll take a lot of time and prayers 🙏❤. As long as she holds on to God's Unchanging 🙏 hands. Just take it one(1) day at a time.
@@dianedavis8208 amen amen you already know loosing a loved one is so hard. I see the pain in her face just when she talks about it . She has no choice to be strong for her kids and herself. Nipsey would want her to keep her head high!!!
She's fat now lol I'd pass
Sometimes people ain 't hurting no more, they just got tired of not being hurt. You can 't keep putting your hands into the fire after it heals.
She won’t she’ll continue to go on in life maybe even love again but the hurt never truly goes away
That last line touched my soul. She loved that man and will always be Nip's girl.
She found her soulmate then, lost him. Wow...I hope she heals.
Still,we can’t sulk forever,it’s a mourning period,then,there’s a recovery period.we don’t end our relational life,because we lost our intimate love one.that’s not wise.because ,when we do that, we would’ve fallen into idolatry.and ,the most high is against such behavior 👏
@@doylehunte9231tfu weirdo yes
She is so hurt. You can see it in her face and hear it in her voice. I pray for her peace and happiness...
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@@rippleman3819 jerk
@@Tropical442 I appreciate the random insult ❤️
Yesss
❤❤
Her voice cracked when she talked about their
love. The memory of the initial pain.
I pray for all of us to have this level of love. Not when are gone but while we are here. ❤️
Wow I love this transparency and spiritual awakening. It's too bad that many times it takes something so devastating and painful to bring us to another level in life. I pray for her continued strength and self-awareness not that she didn't have it before but it's new and different without being in a relationship. God is able!
Amen 🙏🏽
That’s the only way people will grow, pain gives us the experiences we need to learn and move to toward the future and our best version.
When you sincerely love someone.
Rare ass hell these days but I maybe found someone MAYBE….
You marry them
And yet he didn't marry her.
Her voice cracked when she said "till the end of time" I shed a tear cause that's how I feel with my now fiance ♥️
It’s a endless LOVE it continue into the next life. She understands.
Her voice didn't crack at all
@@FLSouthBoyzlol right I was gonna say it was a strong statement ……. But her voice didn’t crack 😭😂
I felt that to Prayer for her and her Family R.I.P NIP
Why do yall idolize horrible people
PUT GOD FIRST ALWAYS🙌🏽🙏🏽☝🏽👑💗
She lost her soulmate, losing a person hurts.
@@treezy8385 OF COURSE, AND AAAAAGAIN LOVE GOD THE CREATOR, THE ONE THAT BREATHES LIFE INTO YOU, YES LOVE HIM WITH THE SAME PASSION, ACTUALLY MORE, ABBA MORE THAN DESERVES THAT PERIODT, TRUE BELIEVERS GET THAT, ITS A HOLY SPIRIT THANG☝🏽👑🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💗 PRAYING FOR YOUR AWAKENING AND DELIVERANCE IN JESUS BEAUTIFUL MIGHTY NAME🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽. SHALOM 😊
@@treezy8385it hurts so much less when you have God in your life. I lost my daughter 3 years ago. She was murdered. The person who did it is free. Folks ask how do I handle this so well. Easy, she is back with who loved her 1st....God. I was blessed to be called mom. 🙏🏼 ❤
I've never loved a man like that. Pure love is hard to find. Bless her heart. They say it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I pray to have that kind of love one day.
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Pure love is definitely hard to find for real you better speak it now
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i also never loved a man like that and after i gave birth i knew why its not that love is hard to find cz my husband is an amazing soul but when i had my baby i felt a love that i have never felt and i understood just a fraction of God's love and ever since my peace and happiness is in the Lord so loving a man hmm not as much as i love my baby and Jesus stay blesssed people
@@natasherchapwanya6466 God is the best everything!!
Damn!! She made a spiritual connection with Nip the most beautiful part of love ❤️… even tho he is not here, Nip is still reach out, speaking to her, loving her, comforting her!!!
That's very real.
Nip is not reaching out to her or speaking Bible? or comfortingher. . No such thing, do you know your bible?
As I get older I’m learning that we have to accept that all this is temporary you have to really learn to be alone in life because life is short 💯 God is in control not us !
Right on point
Facts
#AAAAAAAAAMEN.🙌🙏🙌🙏🙌🙏🙌🙌
Indeed!
Wise words..
My mother felt the same. My father was murdered I was 8. I grew up with a single mother. She told me no other man could match or be better for her.
Damn man …
Spiritually she’s waking up and learning. Can’t fault her for that! Everyone moves and learns at a different pace. She’ll find happiness again once she’s happy within herself. Just have to be there for her and support her how y’all did Nip. Such a beautiful soul. She’s going to be okay 💯
Wow! the way she expresses her love and how her relationship with Nipsey is so deep. We will never know how that feels unless we’ve had that kind of love for another person. Prayers for her healing ❤️🩹
I found it! Almost 6 yrs n he died so fast I didn't even get to go to the funeral since his mom was Jewish u have to bury them within 24hrs ,I didn't have a phone,he had my house # so he was able to reach me but she didn't. Wen I found out I wanted to die! It's been almost 7 months n I'm still crawled up in bed depressed,I can't be a good mother to my son,I'm broken in every way possible 💔
@@trishanikov May God Bless you and give you peace and serenity. I couldn't imagine this
@@trishanikovI’m so sorry for your loss 🙏🏽🙏🏽
@@trishanikov praying for you and your son. Sorry for your loss my condolences to you and your loved ones.🙏🏾❤
She made her love life full time and her personal life part time. Not good
Love God with that same Passion💯💯💯💯
OooohWeee, @QUEEN-fe3lu
As soon as I came Across YOUR COMMENT, I'm like WOOAH
"Someone else Understands"
GOD is a VERY JEALOUS GOD🙏🏾
but GOD tells US THIS IN HIS WORD
👊🙏🏾 Amen❤️
This is your response to someone speaking about the partner God sent her and was murdered smh that's not Christ like
@@penny8144girl, it speaks abt it in the bible. The comment Really wasn't a bad one...just know GOD is also a jealous GOD. She's sounds as if she worshipped the ground Nip walked on. Idk, I love London but again I don't think it was a Bad response
@@penny8144 praying for your deliverance and healing in Jesus Name, this is our temporary home, GOD OVER EVERYTHING, TRUE BELIEVERS UNDERSTAND WHERE IM COMING FROM….ITS ABOUT BRINGING OTHERS TO CHRIST IN THESES END OF DAYS. LOVE JESUS N REP HIM RIGHT, HE DESERVES ALLLLLL THE GLORY PERIODT , THE ONE WHO DIED FOR US 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽👑☝🏽 I SUGGEST PASTOR GINO JENNINGS. SHALOM.🙏🏽🙌🏽👑☝🏽
@@vivianstallings531 💯💯💯💯 Praise Abba for the woke and True Believers!!! We have to be the light in these end of days💯💯 God Bless, Cover And Keep You And Yours In Jesus Name🙏🏽🙌🏽😊 Shalom.
She's so blessed to have experienced what real romantic love feels like. I hope she finds the strength everyday to carry on until they meet again
Nothing romantic about their love..we use these words like romance and passion not know the REAL definition of them. (Bread crumbs) ...she said she had to learn to LOVE in SPIRIT THATS the PURE live she's speaking of
I love how she emphasizes that they “loved each other till the end of time.”
That's A Real Beautiful Love!!.... When you Love One Another So Deep You Don't Want Another.....
That's Okay, but If She Feel She Wants to Love Again and Not be Alone Later on as Years Keep on Going By.... ""That Will Be Okay Too. ""Much Respect""
Absolutely
@Justine Williams it’s her life her decision time brings on a change no one can predict what tomorrow holds but I’m sure she will find her way to peace
@@philineasewatts362 so well said.
I concur!
I totally understand how she feels.
" and we love each other until the end of time" empathizing end. Super deep.. I know exactly how she feels because even after 37 years I miss my mother as if she passed away like yesterday 😪 but I rejoice SELAH as we'll meet again because energy Never Dies my friend... it only changes form. Be blessed in the name of Jesus 🙏🏽🕊💯
It hit hard when she said we love each other til THE END. 😢 Most people dream about a soul mate but when you find one that you love more then life itself. It gets real quick, we are not intended to love anything more than the Gift God has given us and it’s our own life 😢.
I am at that place. I loved this man so much that Nothing could equal what I felt and still feel for him. I am having a spiritual love with my deceased husband...5 years strong.
You need to go through grief counseling so you can learn healthy way to let go and move forward with your life
@@regularity2556 In counseling. Still overwhelmed.
@@basilicalewiselfernandez2278 Queen, please allow God to heal you. Because this isn't natural. And it is doing more harm than good. Why stop living? God placed you here for his will. Your husband has transitioned. Now, you rather entertain the dead, than the living? And Queen, please, this is no disrespect. God has this amazing life for you to live.
@@basilicalewiselfernandez2278 You should try a new therapist or form of therapy, it's been 5 years
@@regularity2556 are you fucking serious???? Show some compassion, Neanderthal!
Hearing that conviction in her voice gave me chills and brought tears to my eyes because not everyone finds their true soulmate in life and not everyone gets to experience true love the way it's meant to be experienced like her and Nipsey did. If you go back and look at pictures of them from day 1 the way they looked at each other was such a beautiful thing, you could see the true pure love they had for each other just in the way they looked at each other. She still has such passion in her voice when she talks about him and about having a spiritual relationship with him. She has grown into such an amazing woman and mother.
My wife was so spiritual that after she crossed over the ancestors were rejoicing....I'm never lonely because she let me know that she and other spiritual beings are around me...I feel them all the time....❤️
Do you mind explaining more? The part about the ancestors rejoicing when your wife crossed over.
The Ancestors had visited her many times but the last time they told her about the rejoicing when one of their own come home from this hell on earth, I only know that she was the happiest person I ever seen to want to die...so I must stay humble and kind til my transition...oh she said the Ancestors are waiting to guide you if you want...but keep positive energy and good thoughts . .
Familiar spirits,that's all......aka: demons masquerading as your loved ones / ancestors. Research and pray about it . Shalom🌷
@@yahismyrefuge1983 you believe what you want too....I believe what I believe in......I feel my ancestors ...do you feel yah who may be a demon fooling you..
@@yahismyrefuge1983 we know the Bible says that, but you can’t deny people who are more spiritually tapped in than others. Not everyone trying to get your attention from another realm is a demon.
God said the most important thing in life is love. The Devil attacks that in so many ways. Especially nowadays with temptation every where. But the grass definitely greener where you water it; not on the other side. #Peace, Love and Blessings to all! 🙏🏾🤲🏾
That pain is real . I’m lost my soulmate a few years ago. That man was equal to me mentally, spiritually, emotionally that it felt like a dream. When he left , I felt lost . I’ll never love someone like that again.
This breaks my heart for her. My husband and I have grown to love each other so much. I too have somewhat of a fear of losing my sweetheart. But I don't allow it to overwhelm me. We live in love every Minute God gives us the opportunity.
Wow that’s awesome and well said🙏🏿🙏🏿❤️❤️
Right that's a deeps statement..it seems the overwhelming part that has consumed her is scary.
I feel for her I lost my fiance April 6th on my twins birthday 2022 and my fiance's birthday was the following week after his funeral I was so tore apart and I still am God bless you Lauren London
Sorry for your loss!🙏🏾
Condolences.....
My Condolence to You
Thx so much
Unlimited Prayers for you, Ms. Wanda Sease.
She’s best friends with Cassie and introduced Nipsey to Diddy… says NOTHING EVER I’m done with this harlot
She is describing the true meaning of love..She feels it and she understands it. After having a love like that it makes sense that she wouldn’t want another relationship. No one or any relationship she would have could come close to what she had with Nipsey and therefor she most likely wouldn’t feel fulfilled or happy. My heart feels for her. That’s a tragic loss. I just pray her family and friends are still checking on her because most times people will forget about you about 3months after you’ve loss a loved one.🙏🏼
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The Great Spirit touched you both King and Queen... Be grateful young wise Queen - your wisdom is advanced. The lesson: We are Original energy and Original energy never/ever dies. Peace Earth.
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Facts🙏🏾💯
@@Tezzybiz Peace 7
@@Tezzybiz sure . . .
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She's hurting so much it's like you can here it in her tone the best thing she can do is get into Christ and become strong through him because the Lord can truly heal anything.
It's exhausting because she love more. You gotta watch that, because you forget about you. What she means is that was alot, it took her from her.
Amen. God bless u sissy ❤️
No people need to stop being superficial…. Let me ask you… how many people are broken when they break up with an ugly person. ZERO. So obviously we are only really addicted to looks. 🥹
Facts but she's talking about having a spiritual relationship with him
Amen!
She's the definition of Loyalty 😍
Right. He's not even here and she's decidedly made him her last
I got a bridge to sell u@@JamilaS84
Sike
I understand exactly what she’s saying bc my husband of 50 years passed away 3 yrs ago and I’m still hurting and trying to hold on to memories that won’t let me have another relationship. 🙏🏽🙌🏽
I've been with my husband since I was 17, I'm 30 now, and I've told him often that I will never love anyone else by choice. When you find your soul mate, there will never be another. That love and connection last a lifetime even when the other has long gone.
💞💞
Is your husband older than you ?
@Spop Dee we are a year and a half apart. Met in high-school.
You were truly blessed! Some never experience a pure Love in their lifetime
Man. It’s crazy how life can in a blink of an eye. You never know what’s going to happen. I pray that she is able to find true happiness and peace within herself self
What is WRONG with YOU people, judging her on how she grieves and takes her journey to heal, the process is deeper than you think, then to say rude and insensitive comments like she’s gained weight and how she’s a wrap, when this woman is Beautiful big small or in between, many of you have never got In touch with who you are, so busy living on the outside of self, if she doesn’t want a man or sex anymore that’s her decision, sending blessing into your journey, god bless you Lauren ❤️💗❤️💗💯
God bless her❤💖❤🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Those are the people whom do NOT have a relationship with God
Alisa Rumrum………If you want to know how someone really thinks, ask to see the comments they post on all platforms. These people in these comment sections tell on themselves daily! It’s a lot of mental wrong with them. This lady said she don’t want another relationship as she is healing from the loss of someone she loved. It’s the judgement for me from them, these people are literally waste roaming the earth and cyber space!
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Yes!
It's crazy how your life can change in an instant 💔
It's in those moments when we cry so hard it hurts so bad to loose someone you love so deeply
she's such a good actress, this is so ingenious....... yall better open up your gift box of discernment
What
@imanachour8208 if it goes over your head, then bypass my comment. If you are spiritual, u can sense bs a mile away. With that being said, she is part of the reason Nipsey is gone, and im not the only one who sees/feels this in the spiritual realm. Hollyweird is fake and a setup for pure souls. She was also involved in FO's with Cassie and Diddy while she was supposedly in a relationship with Nipsey. ALLEGEDLY.......... but im just a lil ol bat sxit crazy person making stuff up although this woman is an evil individual who practices black magic witchcraft but appears innocent and sweet.....
Yup !! After what I jus learned abt her and Di**y , she looks like a terrible liar! I’ve always been able to see straight thru ppl who are lying thru their teeth SMH
That discernment won’t steer you wrong
@@SHELLZ591 I'm glad somebody agrees and sees thru the bullshxt! that gutter bxtch set nipsey up! 🖕🏾Lauren.....it's always LLKN (long live king nip) 🤴🏾 💙
you can hear the ache in her voice 😢 hardest thing is to loose someone you love deeply…🙏🏾
This was a beautiful and powerful message ✨I too am a widow and I truly understand what she is saying 💜 Thank you Lauren for being a light ! 🥰
I'm so sorry for your loss🙏🏼🙏🏼❤
I understood exactly what she meant. And crazy thing is my soul mate still alive and we don’t even talk anymore, I went thru a dark time losing her and not for a good reason just cause she wasn’t ready. The time it took to find me again and detach my spirit from hers was treacherous. But I have never loved another human being so dearly in my life
Stop with the soul mate shit because that didn't describe YOUR relationship. People freely use terms when they have no idea what it is. Just because you loved someone doesnt make that person your soul mate. Only ones who can claim that term Soul mates are those OLD couples who are still together, still sexually active with each other,never cheated on Each Other because they still carry that spark for each other..THATS what soul mates are and that's the definition of true love
@@ytallowskids2seedepravityb219I agree... More like soul ties
@@missfeminineenergy Facts! Big difference between soul ties and soul mates. I would NEVER want to have soul ties with someone. That's like hell on earth
Thanks for sharing your story. I hate that you decided to be vulnerable and others found it their place to tear you down in that moment. Although your connection “may not” have been a soulmate connection…it still was a meaningful one that deserves recognition.
FYI - Soulmates come in different forms. They’re not all romantic, they don’t all last “forever” (for multiple reasons), and their stories don’t all play out the same way. Souls are meant to learn lessons and some soulmates only come for that purpose.
You will know she wasn’t your soulmate, if when she was in your life it was extremely toxic or imbalanced. Even lifelong soulmates experience imperfections, because they’re within a human experience. However, the difference is that the imbalance isn’t extreme and brings them closer through shared lessons that lead to growth together and separately. Some soulmates separate to grow and come back later…but your intuition will always know if that’s the case.
@@katriana_young ❤
It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. That’s beautiful. I pray I get to be loved that deeply but I hope I never lose them though. 😢
Wow! This is what healing looks like! God Continue to Bless🌹
Get close to Jesus sweet heart, he Heals, make a way, light in the darkness.
That brought tears to my eyes... 🙏🏽
@Vee Scott that is not what I said. Just recommend the only option we have. God there is no other way .we encounter loss ,Suffering ,disappointment but sometimes we are so involved with the situation that we don't remember. That is the meaning of my comment.
Amennn
Amen
Lies .. Jesus ain’t doing shit .. why he ain’t save Nip ?
finding one soulmate is next to impossible, and finding the 2nd one is not needed. life gave her a gift that many of us will never have. she was blessed. it's sad to end, but she was blessed.
A lot single woman go through this in life you have to adapt and just move on its part of life it's not easy especially whenl you have kids involve as life goes on things may change!!!
I 'm that way now, after losing my best friend of 17yrs, my husband it hurts so bad even after 8yrs he's gone. She's so right, bless you sister.
So sorry for your loss 🙏🏽
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Still so dang beautiful inside and out. You can just tell how much love she has for Nipsey 🥺
Thank you to her for sharing this wisdom. It’s helped me this morning. I truly hope she continues to heal, and that she can find love and happiness again ❤
Psalm 147:3 AMP
“He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds [healing their pain and comforting their sorrow].”
JESUS is Able to heal your heart, give you the comfort and strength you need to move on and in able you to live again even when you think you can’t.
Deuteronomy 31:8 NIV
“The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
Thank you 🙏
Amen.
❤❤❤❤Lauren has defined my situation of losing my own Fiancée…Almost every answer she gave is relative to what was “us”💔. We both knew we had met our “person”. I swear this is exactly what Ive been saying to ppl since my Soulmate passed June 22’ I will leave this earth with no other earthly relationship like ours was. Only God knows
Im sorry that’s happened. But I pray your able to move forward one day especially if your young. Love can happen again if you want it to. I just hope your not stuck in grief for the rest of your life 💔
@@neishamonee619 Oh Hun. I am at the age nearing fifty. Ive been engaged to a wealthy older man who thought lavish living & his monetary gifts would maintain my satisfaction to being married to my (impostered parallel Soul Mate🤭) while raising 2 of his beautiful children from toddlers to successful adulthood. Those partners were given years of my life & time THEN. Therefore certainly….I can right a top shelf best seller regarding my life, past relationships & the decisions I chose for my own future. I am a very confident hey humble woman who does not “straddle the fence” concerning my love for a significant other. When I decide to move forward with each chapter in my book of life & love honey, My relationships are usually lasting for years. When u & another begin your journey together we start by moving in unison. Given that the majority of those reading this can agree that we’ve experienced monogamous friendships that were going great then one day, grew apart, this is what can naturally occur involving intimate relationships….chapters begin & end on its own course as we all move sling in life. This last chapter is just as it was…he was a Soulmate who was so significant in this chapter from beginning even after death STILL, the love of my lifetime left an imprint on my heart & in my spirit that leaves little room for ANY other man to come behind & add to. Real True live takes more sacrifice than just an average relationship. Like my mother would say, my heart is big & I love hard lol. So when my earthly King & I met without words we both knew we’d “finally” found our person in this realm😍🥰. Therefore at my current age, with all that Ive gone through in my past, My spirit is well satisfied with the King whom I was in love with in this life time! My focus is to complete our dream home build in 2 months continue growing our businesses & preparing for an early retirement while helping my previous stepchildren & my former Fiancés children build generational wealth💖 I pray that you yourself be WELL be stay mentally and spiritually balanced & have the best experience finding your parallel Soulmate. Ashe
We have choices & chances. We can have many soulmates but ONLY 1 TwinFlame. They were TF. My deepest condolences to you. 🙏
Single now for 4 years ! I’m so happy and at peace !!! 58 and feeling great!!🙏🙏🙏🙏
Me too, and 58!
My hubby & I have that and I AM eternally grateful to have such a special love with him. To GOD be the Glory!
I love that she means every word that comes out of her mouth she thinks before she speaks she’s so passionate!! So authentic and that’s rare now a days
"We loved each other to thee END of time"
Ifelt tht with everything in me. 😒😔
Same 😩
Stop with the negative negative comments let her be at her peace damn bullies
Thank you
Where are these negative comments 😒🙄
@@daphneynerette6774 yea I've not seen a single hate comment
Gurl we don't see what your seeing cus there isn't not 1 negative comment🤣🤣🤣
stop reaching for likes, only positive comments
That’s soulties, once you meet your soulmate whether they pass or you break up you never, want(or, feel/need) another just companionship is what you want😢 lost my dawg on my bday last year been broken ever since😫 I just recently spiritually accepted and started picking pieces up and living again 😔 it’s a process a long hard emotional one 🙏🏾 pray for anyone who’s lost a love 💗
I feel this way!!!! My man of 15 years been gone for 10 years now.
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I'm still going through the same thing from 2011 so I feel her pain. It's hard and my heart goes out to her. After mine passed he came to me one night the dream felt so real I was holding on so tight that the hand I was holding on to him with when he said he had to go had bruises on it the next morning. He was dressed in all white with a bright light surrounding him. I love this man so much I still have not been able to let him go
I'm so sorry for your loss. my mom has known my Dad since they were kids in high school. he died last year, all kids are grown so my mom was lost. seeing her lose her soul mate hurt me more than anything I've ever experienced. You and my mom are very strong, keep your head 👆
Only the Lord can give you peace and love.I pray she seek the Lord first 🙏 ✨️
I’m convinced that I will never find someone who love me the way my husband does and I’ll never love anyone the way I love this man. This is why I pray over our marriage and a long life. I speak it, think it and even write that we will live a very long life together, grow old together and see out great grands together because I can not phantom it. The worst part about loving someone like this is knowing that one day, praying its no time soon but one day one of us will have to leave the other behind and it’s nothing we can do about that. Just thinking about it makes me cry. God please!
I like Lauren, she authentic, transparent, wise and intentional. She’s a deep person- I see why Nip was with her. It must be difficult dating after you’ve had a real one like Nip whom she connected so well with. Time is the great healer. Hoping she will find a genuine and pure love again. She sure deserves it!❤️
I totally understand cause I lost my husband..I will never be with another man but..I will be fine alone with the memories
These are the type of people I believe found their true love
Yeah my mom is the same way. She loss her husband(my father) over 20 years ago and she never dated or remarried and still wears her wedding rings...she wears his wedding band on a necklace she wears everyday. I believe that when ppl meet their soul mate that spiritual connection carries on even after death has parted the two of you.
@@kesha297 now that's real love
I'm in love with her. So pure and raw.
I truly understand your pain he still with you today he's inside your heart because he touched her soul
I'm praying for you Lauren. May your strength remain on God. Some people may feel sorry for you but I feel sorry for them. Some people will NEVER know a love like yours or people like you guys who've had a conditioned love, unconditional love, beautiful conversations about life, & a soul mate to be married to or not. Let ye be the last ones to judge. Your spirituality is beautiful & I see a woman who has growth & maturity while dealing with a heartbreaking loss. Through strength, family, love, & prosperity you will push forward. Yes your right. We try to hold on to things & people to watch them slip right out from under us. It's sad but it's true. God Bless all with understanding & purpose.
That's how I felt after my bf die love each other so much that your heart can't love another genuinely even when you accept the fact he's gone it's still hard. Just pray sis take your time and let no one tell you when to move on,when that time comes it's gonna be the most beautiful moment ever because you're stronger and love you more.
I sometimes worry and think about her so I appreciate her opening up and for being strong.
Her voice cracking as she says we loved each other “till the enddd of tiiimeee” ❤
When you love someone that deeply, you want it to last forever! "Life Happens" and you have to let go. You learn how to live without the one you love but, finding strength in knowing you'll meet again on the other side.
I understand, felt this way after loosing my Mother, totally experiencing life differently. It will never be the same.
She's sees him and has a *spiritual* connection with him very much to this day. He comes to her in a STRONG connection. He's just transitioning differently ❤️💥
Exactly and the ones that have experienced it knows what she means
Wow exactly !!
I experienced this ...
This is such a real connection ❤ you can fall asleep and meet in another realm.
Exactly. That's why i believe when she said she didn't get to do it with him HERE, she's doing it now he's just not HERE.
Lauren London. I got one thing to say to you. You're a damn good actress, you are good and a lot of your roles and a lot of the shows and movies that I have seen you in. But I have to say one thing I walk in the same shoes you do. I know how it feels to lose and lose out. I lost mine a few years ago and just like you said in this interview, I don't want another relationship and I'm not looking. I agree with you 100% until I'm ready until I'm ready to open up, until I say ""TS time"" I have a friend but it's nothing like the relationship I had........ I'm with you on this one.....
🌹🌹PS you are one of my favorite actresses definitely most definitely guaranteed...... Sincerely, a true fan, Susan Marie 💕🌹...........
Does anybody agree with me on this one?
Life is so short. Do it today.
THIS IS THE ONE!!! I lost my mom a day before my birthday last year her birthday is in 3 days and mine is next month I would have never thought I would have lost my mom at such a young age. I always wish I could have talked to her about the things I always wanted to and a lot more. Be true and love your people and others around you while you can.
Yeah like…”Life is too short” -AESPA
I definitely think I would want to experience that type of love even if it came with losing it rather than never experiencing it at all.
It's very painful. Very painful.
Wow, Your statement was so deep! 🥰
@Change isgood That's not true, what she's talking about IS called love ! & she's experiencing the lost of her loved one , she lost her life partner, It's called soul mate for a reason. But you're saying it should not be ? Thts not true at all.
Trust me, God forbid you find it, losing it is like losing a part of you. You would wish you never find it if you have to give it back. I've been there and that grieving process is no joke. But you learn from it.
@Change isgood 🤦🏾♂️ should've known ! Another unintelligent degenerate , another case of the world would be just a LITTLE better if you and any trace of you were removed. But I can keep dreaming 😩
She’s soooooooo Beautiful,I know she’s really hurt, I hope she can be happy again and someone gets the chance to make her happy to be in love and live life.
I feel her. I believe most people are in relationships based on control. It’s all about what you can and cannot do. Being performative or held in contempt.
I always loved relationships like that. My great and great great grandmothers lost their husbands and never dated again.
Rosa Parks never had any children with her husband or anything, but once he died, she never remarried either. I think it really symbolizes how love will persist beyond a physical distance.
I really hope I get to experience this type of love, R.I.P Nip🕊️, and my condolences to lauren 🙏
That was her one true love. Let her mourn and let her move how she chooses. Hugs and much respect for her
You will never lose him, as long as you live the way he and you spoke about living life to the fullest. Wash off with water and look at yourself in the mirror and pray for the negative to go down the drain wipe it off as if you were peeling it off and throw it into the sink. Release the negative energy, be free of it and proceed with life. Never alone as you hold the key to who Nipsey really was. A genuine man and provider. I had my person where I could feel completed and safe ready to cross over with them together forever. Knowing you both chose each other for the same purpose of belonging to a true love, never giving into fear. But like you said life happens and fear can take over what we thought we had control of. I feel your pain. Many of us never admit our tru feelings due to fear. Don't lose your strength the strength Nipsey saw in you always. Think about his words that gave you strength. He is always with you in spirit and strength. You are so strong and so smart. you are blessed to have experienced life in the purity of another soul.