@@a.alirant8676 Jules has problems on her own too She was cutting herself before bc she was in a male body and now when she found Rue, she was hoping for her not to be a drug addict bc it would drag her down to the point how she was before and she wanted to be admired by Rue
Jade Beaut I think so. Because when Lexi told Jules at the skating rink that she was a factor to Rue’s happiness, Jules didn’t really enjoy herself the rest of the night. Maybe Jules feels like she’s flawed herself and because she cares about Rue so much, she doesn’t want her to idolize her.
As a child with a lot of issues I recognize that wanting the temporary feeling of nothingness as an adult... I understand it... you truly don’t wanna die you just need everything around you to stop
@@joking7843 i am not going to pretend I know what that feels like because I don't. but those feelings come to you when you think nothing around you will ever change. You have to know those things are temporary and they will one day change. when it does you will realize your life was meant to be more than you can imagine.
They used zendaya to show everyone that addicts areant bad people...that something led them to that point...everyones likes zendaya so it's honestly brilliant...
I have to take this off my chest. Sometimes I feel like this crazy relationship between Rue and Jules reminds me of my boyfriend and me. I am always thinking way too much, I feel consumed by my thoughts, feeling so much it is overwhelming. My boyfriend is so free, uplifting, not giving a damn about most things, he can make me just stop thinking so much. I find so beautiful how he is so free in many aspects, he is like a fresh breath of air. But it can be dangerous cause sometimes I think I have become very very emotionally attached to him and he hasn't, sometimes I must be "too much" for him, I really don't know how to explain it. Sometimes I feel like Im trying to love the wind, something so beautiful and wild but that you can't possess, I know he will never be mine in the way I wish he was.
I used to be like that as Christian still.i was struggling to detach from my boyfriend it had to do with emotions and self confidence and love one day I prayed that I may be Free band now am my own person I have my own life and drive I don't think if him often like I used to nope I hope you find Strength to overcome those emotions they limit you and what you can do
Honestly I feel this too had a bf say I was too much once before and after that I feel like I'm just too much for everyone especially with someone I'm with now I 100% feel it cuz being attached is hard especially when u start to think if it didn't work out 🥺
This video and song for some reason gives you the total feeling of sadness she felt in her heart. I can feel it, this song makes me feel what Rue felt... and of course I know how that feeling is, thank God I learned how to let the pain fade away in the right way. Praying for those who lives day by day with this pain that seema neverending but it is, believe me, believe in God and in yourself.. You can handle this 🖤
The scene at 4:04 is always so hard to watch bc Fez could’ve caved so easily, Rue knew exactly what to say to make him feel all the responsibility of what happened to her.. but he knew what was best for her. He truly loves her so much
i just cant stop this feeling. my own company its bigger than the others. they'll never understand because they cant feel it and either do i. i cant feel anything most of the times and when i feel i just want to stop my head, stop my feelings, my memories, my breath. i just wanna stop everything. This edit is great. i really felt that
I know you won’t believe me but you WILL be okay. Find help love, there are people in this world who love you so much more then you think. You are worth so much more then you know. Trust me.❤️
I didn’t realize how right people are when they say growing up sucks. I turn 21 in a couple of months and honestly life is just so complicated and such a heavy weight. It gets thrown at you and sometimes there’s days that I don’t want to do anything.
I relate to Rue so heavily. From being in the lgbtq community, getting diagnosed with a few psychiatric disorders at a young age, putting my little sister through hell, and the substance abuse. I find it funny how people who have seen the entire show and still think it glamorizes drugs. You can’t show the terrible things drugs do to people without showing the reason they decided to get high in the first place. Temptation and curiosity is where it starts, and once you get high for the first time and experience how ‘great’ the drugs are, thats how you get pulled in. And soon the curiosity turns into a coping mechanism and the cycle of addiction begins. Zendaya completely embodied Rue and portrayed an addict perfectly.
Even though Rue is a fictional character I identify with her, with everything that she went through I felt it entirely. I cried, laughed and spiraled with her. Zendaya did an incredible job with this role, I can’t wait for season two.
suddenly the world went quit is such a powerful statement of how drugs make you feel. i remember how my addiction started and that was exactly why i got addicted cuz the world went quiet
you know what sucks? its the people that carry pain that have the best personalities, the ones that have deep rooted trauma and mental illnesses that eat them from the inside out somehow shine the brightest but they're also the ones that have the self destructive habits because they can't stand to live in this world they carry so much and expect so little from the world cause they don't know that their part of the good that comes from this world
Sometimes life hit so hard u can't explain and sometimes no understand how u feel inside but we need to always pull through it all❤❤❤❤ send love to anyone going through a hard time u are special person no matter what the world makes u believe stand strong for u❤❤❤❤
i sometimes want everything to stop. like everything. i would not worry, have anxiety attacks or cry if everything would have stopped for a damn second. i would stand there and breathe. cuz lately i feel like someones breathing instead of me. i just want everything to stop
jesus in the day spa never stopped for me & im twenty now. Twenty whole years, moments, seconds of that shit. Hope it all works out for you but yeah, cheers
jesus in the day spa never stopped for me & im twenty now. Twenty whole years, moments, seconds of that shit. Hope it all works out for you but yeah, cheers
I love this show so much zendaya is such a fantastic actor .The show kinda of triggers me because im going through half of the stuff in it like suicidal thoughts depression anxitey feeling worthlessness self harm drug abuse sometime i can't feel nothing i used to stay up all night thinking about how i was gonna end my life death is scary and it haunts me when i didn't sleep alot i was always angry but now im getting better on dealing with my emotions .
Just watching this made me see how much my niece was a background character who loved me and noticed me. I can’t imagine the type of pain she’ll feel if I were to go. Yesterday we gave each other this amazing hug and I just realized how much by that Hug, I mean a lot to her more than I think, always have 🥺 2:24 I found my reason to stay ❤️
I’ve been going through a heartbreak for two years and it still isn’t that much better. Started to turn to drugs to forget it and this show reminded me to not to do that for my baby and for myself
I'm starting to see my issues sometimes I want to restart. I dont want to live this life anymore. I'm very codependent and living with trauma that will never will go away. People keep telling life gets better and I'm not supposed to take it so seriously. That things just happen. I've watched my the people I love grow and move on. I no longer am of use and it seems like a lot of work to keep me happy. I. A person who is broken and will not grow. I am miserable in my head. And I want it to all stop.
It pisses me off how season 2 has deviated from its roots. This video right here is why this show is so powerful, not because of some boring drama with Nate and Cassie
This is so hardly complicate to understand.. can you imagine being in the skin of someone who is struggle with him/herself the most, not because you were born like that, but mostly in terms of your environment.. It is really sad and difficult to watch..also i can guess, as Rue's age, a teenager doesn't know at all how to express themselves entirely, what is going on inside them, how the struggles come from somewhere...as I said, really difficult. We had a chance to see how does it works in medical therms when a younger Jules is sent to a psychiatric institution, and the poorly understanding of her struggles from the society who is supposed to take care of them. Anyways is good to highlight all this reality, we see how Rue has all that internal struggles.
I remember, when I watched the show for the first time, I didn’t relate to Rue’s character at all, now I relate to everything about her character. My drug is s*lf h*rm.
Hey Beautiful…you are unapologeticly you and no one can ever be awesomely you. Wishing you (self) tender, love, and care. I send to you a smile so that you can feel happiness. I send to you a hug so that you can feel warmth within. I send to you peace so that your worries fade away. ☺️❤️🙏🏾
Hi love- I need you to know it gets better. It is never going to be perfect. But it does get better. Try and find one thing a day that is not self destructive, and calms you. I remember sitting on the school bus going home, thinking "today is the day I'm going to leave" but then saw my dad cutting the grass at home. I didn't want him to find my body. Another time I got home and began your method and my cat came up to me and put his paw on my arm. I couldn't continue with him watching me like that. Then I finally thought I had come to my last day, but then remembered I had leftovers in my fridge that I wanted to eat. And that's when it hit me. If something like leftovers was keeping me going and giving me a reason to say "oh not today", it would be pretty stupid to commit to leaving this world. And it was very hard and still is, but I try. So please know that I love you. You're a past version of me and i love you because you are so sad and you are trying so hard. You are being incredibly brave. You deserve everything in life. Just hold on a little longer. I love you.
This so sad but same life hasn't done much for me but cause suffering and death I just want ppl to understand me I just want a minute to breathe but everything comes to a end someday 😓😭😭
It makes me feel sad for Rue because me also being a person with mental health issues it gets hard trying to navigate the world on your own being in a deep dark hole.
My daughter went through something traumatic, and I am afraid of her being introduced to self-medicating when she gets to high school. One of my biggest fears is ending up like Rues mother and my aunt who lost a son of a heroin overdose because he too self-medicated. My daughter looks identical to Rue, and I see the same sadness. This show cuts me to the core because Rue is just a little fragile baby and I never felt so connected to a character. I just want to reach in and hug her.
I got a few questions: 1: what is happiness? 2: am I good enough? 3: will there anyone be for you? 4: why am I worth living? 5: can I be myself without being judged? 6: why do I suffer from depression when I’m 11?
Jules never understood how much rue needed her and how much she helped her.
Maddie Brazie she did tho, she didn’t want rue to be dependent on her that’s why she acted the way she did...
r that’s not true
even if it's true, Jules doesn't have to love Rue just bc Rue needed and helped her. That's why their relationship is problematic...
@@a.alirant8676
Jules has problems on her own too
She was cutting herself before bc she was in a male body and now when she found Rue, she was hoping for her not to be a drug addict bc it would drag her down to the point how she was before and she wanted to be admired by Rue
Jade Beaut I think so. Because when Lexi told Jules at the skating rink that she was a factor to Rue’s happiness, Jules didn’t really enjoy herself the rest of the night. Maybe Jules feels like she’s flawed herself and because she cares about Rue so much, she doesn’t want her to idolize her.
That is what life does to you. The weight of the world is so heavy and all you want is just a minute to breath. I understand her all too well.
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In Do Time All Things Come Together
Same
i don't think you do, it's not life or the weight of the world, it's her own mind that's killing her.
I hope you get better
Shadowangel 011 hope ur doing ok
She play this role so good
Yeah she's amazing
frrr
nobody could play it better than zendaya
As a child with a lot of issues I recognize that wanting the temporary feeling of nothingness as an adult... I understand it... you truly don’t wanna die you just need everything around you to stop
Christain Wright exactly I wish someone would be able to explain this to my mom
Christain Wright I agree but as an adult still want to die
@@joking7843 i am not going to pretend I know what that feels like because I don't. but those feelings come to you when you think nothing around you will ever change. You have to know those things are temporary and they will one day change. when it does you will realize your life was meant to be more than you can imagine.
That's why I sleep so much...I just want it to stop.
Just for one moment
This actress will win Oscar one day !!!
Or an emmy in this case
zen days?
zendaya**
obviously she's Zendeya
YES she better win the emmy nomination !!
the way she explained how drugs make her feel made me relate too well 😭💔
fr wanna talk maybe ?
when she said the world is coming to an end and I haven't even graduated high school yet...class of 2020 felt that
arleneee desereyyy I just have the Deep feeling this year will be our Last. This year started terrible and we still have 8 months infront of us....
everybody that’s in high school felt that :/
KK buttercup
i don’t think so. i think we’ll get over this obstacle 💘 try not to be negative
2020 gang
If we get thru 2020 we can get thru anything
They used zendaya to show everyone that addicts areant bad people...that something led them to that point...everyones likes zendaya so it's honestly brilliant...
it hurts to watch but it's beautiful :'(
I keep forgetting how beautiful this is. Every time I watch this it's just as breathtaking as the first time I saw it.
Just as breathtaking as Keanu Reevs
If you are looking for a sign not to end your life, this is it.
I love you, stay strong ❤️
Thankyou for this : )
Maria when you are the one person who cares and i dont even know you. thankyou❤️
I don't want to end it but I don't want to continue
you don't love me, you don't even know me and you can't help me.
Thank you
I have to take this off my chest. Sometimes I feel like this crazy relationship between Rue and Jules reminds me of my boyfriend and me. I am always thinking way too much, I feel consumed by my thoughts, feeling so much it is overwhelming. My boyfriend is so free, uplifting, not giving a damn about most things, he can make me just stop thinking so much. I find so beautiful how he is so free in many aspects, he is like a fresh breath of air. But it can be dangerous cause sometimes I think I have become very very emotionally attached to him and he hasn't, sometimes I must be "too much" for him, I really don't know how to explain it. Sometimes I feel like Im trying to love the wind, something so beautiful and wild but that you can't possess, I know he will never be mine in the way I wish he was.
I can relate. I'm sorry.
I used to be like that as Christian still.i was struggling to detach from my boyfriend it had to do with emotions and self confidence and love one day I prayed that I may be Free band now am my own person I have my own life and drive I don't think if him often like I used to nope
I hope you find Strength to overcome those emotions they limit you and what you can do
Honestly I feel this too had a bf say I was too much once before and after that I feel like I'm just too much for everyone especially with someone I'm with now I 100% feel it cuz being attached is hard especially when u start to think if it didn't work out 🥺
Sometimes I feel like I fell in love with the fucking wind .... Beautiful line right there
This video and song for some reason gives you the total feeling of sadness she felt in her heart. I can feel it, this song makes me feel what Rue felt... and of course I know how that feeling is, thank God I learned how to let the pain fade away in the right way. Praying for those who lives day by day with this pain that seema neverending but it is, believe me, believe in God and in yourself.. You can handle this 🖤
S2 treat her well
The scene at 4:04 is always so hard to watch bc Fez could’ve caved so easily, Rue knew exactly what to say to make him feel all the responsibility of what happened to her.. but he knew what was best for her. He truly loves her so much
I drink everyday and my boyfriend has no idea. We know how rue feels because she narrates it but others don’t really know. No one ever really knows.
Amanda Chum - It be like that sometimes. Tough out here. Numb. Just fkn numb.
I hope there is something in your life that will motivate you to take steps towards sobriety.
Me too
We can all agree that this series taught us many things about life
i just cant stop this feeling. my own company its bigger than the others. they'll never understand because they cant feel it and either do i. i cant feel anything most of the times and when i feel i just want to stop my head, stop my feelings, my memories, my breath. i just wanna stop everything. This edit is great. i really felt that
I know you won’t believe me but you WILL be okay. Find help love, there are people in this world who love you so much more then you think. You are worth so much more then you know. Trust me.❤️
I didn’t realize how right people are when they say growing up sucks. I turn 21 in a couple of months and honestly life is just so complicated and such a heavy weight. It gets thrown at you and sometimes there’s days that I don’t want to do anything.
I want my pain to go away even for few seconds too...🖤🖤🖤
Nini Lolashvili keep going, there’s better days than your best days
Me too...
Same💔
When she said shes exhausted.... I felt that.
3:47 “here’s my card, let me know when your tryna stop killin yourself.”
i can watch this show over and over and never get tired of it.
I relate to Rue so heavily. From being in the lgbtq community, getting diagnosed with a few psychiatric disorders at a young age, putting my little sister through hell, and the substance abuse. I find it funny how people who have seen the entire show and still think it glamorizes drugs. You can’t show the terrible things drugs do to people without showing the reason they decided to get high in the first place. Temptation and curiosity is where it starts, and once you get high for the first time and experience how ‘great’ the drugs are, thats how you get pulled in. And soon the curiosity turns into a coping mechanism and the cycle of addiction begins.
Zendaya completely embodied Rue and portrayed an addict perfectly.
This edit is so underrated
You just need those fee moments when you feel safe, in your own head, when I first watched euphoria it made no sense, but now its what i live by
this show is just- i don’t know how to describe my love for euphoria and the cast
same it impacted my life so much words can’t explain
Everytime a new episode would come out id stop what I was doing and run and watch it, this show is one of the best shows I’ve watched, it’s so raw
Even though Rue is a fictional character I identify with her, with everything that she went through I felt it entirely. I cried, laughed and spiraled with her. Zendaya did an incredible job with this role, I can’t wait for season two.
“the world went quiet” i hate that because that’s the honest feeling i miss my bestfriends who couldn’t escape addiction as i did.
Rue has shown me so much purpose in life and just the whole show helps me with my problem and can relate to it so much I’m thankful for it ✨
when someone doesn't want to open the door it hurts
and more when it was your last hope........................
suddenly the world went quit is such a powerful statement of how drugs make you feel. i remember how my addiction started and that was exactly why i got addicted cuz the world went quiet
you're not alone. i'm proud of you, i'm here for you. stay strong.
I have been there Rue .. and still struggling .. I cried a lot for how intense this show speaks my life and am 38 years old
This show ruined my childhood but it is great
ayvahgsksk g why
@@jadebeaut4463 i think cuz the acter was on disney a few times
This is so beautiful, ahhh I love this show 😍💕
you know what sucks? its the people that carry pain that have the best personalities, the ones that have deep rooted trauma and mental illnesses that eat them from the inside out somehow shine the brightest but they're also the ones that have the self destructive habits because they can't stand to live in this world they carry so much and expect so little from the world
cause they don't know that their part of the good that comes from this world
I’m gonna cry. I hope people feel this way about me regardless of how fucked up I am and what I came from.
Have never seen the show, but watching this I can feel this. I so wish someone had been there to help me when I was in high school.
zendaya plays rue so well🥺
This is the best edit I have seen
Sometimes life hit so hard u can't explain and sometimes no understand how u feel inside but we need to always pull through it all❤❤❤❤ send love to anyone going through a hard time u are special person no matter what the world makes u believe stand strong for u❤❤❤❤
i sometimes want everything to stop. like everything. i would not worry, have anxiety attacks or cry if everything would have stopped for a damn second. i would stand there and breathe. cuz lately i feel like someones breathing instead of me. i just want everything to stop
jesus in the day spa never stopped for me & im twenty now. Twenty whole years, moments, seconds of that shit. Hope it all works out for you but yeah, cheers
jesus in the day spa never stopped for me & im twenty now. Twenty whole years, moments, seconds of that shit. Hope it all works out for you but yeah, cheers
It’s just medicine
Bruh thats not prescribed it's rlly bad for her
British Black girl she’s talking ab the song
British Black girl the song is called medicine by daughter
British Black girl Lmao, this response made me laugh. #wholesome
British Black girl medicine is good for u Lmaoo u should try sum 😎👍🏾
It’s a relief to finally click with a character that’s not portraying fluff.
Goosebumps every single time! This is absolute phenomenal, thank you so much!! ❤
I love this show so much zendaya is such a fantastic actor .The show kinda of triggers me because im going through half of the stuff in it like suicidal thoughts depression anxitey feeling worthlessness self harm drug abuse sometime i can't feel nothing i used to stay up all night thinking about how i was gonna end my life death is scary and it haunts me when i didn't sleep alot i was always angry but now im getting better on dealing with my emotions .
what show is this
Codi k euphoria it’s on HBO
@@therealrebecca3720 I watched it and I cried. i cant wait for season 2.
Bro I haven’t cried this much in so long
Awe, this was beautiful.
This gives me chills i-
Just watching this made me see how much my niece was a background character who loved me and noticed me. I can’t imagine the type of pain she’ll feel if I were to go. Yesterday we gave each other this amazing hug and I just realized how much by that Hug, I mean a lot to her more than I think, always have 🥺 2:24 I found my reason to stay ❤️
I’m not crying I swear I’m not
Her songs are so beautiful and heartfelt
I’m crying no seriously this song makes this clip absolutely devastating
Speechless. Great montage!
I’ve been going through a heartbreak for two years and it still isn’t that much better. Started to turn to drugs to forget it and this show reminded me to not to do that for my baby and for myself
I'm starting to see my issues sometimes I want to restart. I dont want to live this life anymore. I'm very codependent and living with trauma that will never will go away. People keep telling life gets better and I'm not supposed to take it so seriously. That things just happen. I've watched my the people I love grow and move on. I no longer am of use and it seems like a lot of work to keep me happy. I. A person who is broken and will not grow. I am miserable in my head. And I want it to all stop.
this show connects with my life sm . It's like I'm living in euphoria, my whole life is described with it. I'm attached
😩😩thanks for explaining my life in a video like fr ughhh
It pisses me off how season 2 has deviated from its roots. This video right here is why this show is so powerful, not because of some boring drama with Nate and Cassie
She's into this role
I wonder why we never saw this coming as kids and then everything started to fall apart too fast to be fixed
I love how they immediately hold hands after seeing each other for the first time at school. ❤️
YOU ARE LOVED
YOU ARE PRICELESS :)
THERE IS ONLY ONE OF YOU
KEEP ON GOING
IT'S WORTH IT
EVEN IF YOU DON'T SEE IT YET
This is so hardly complicate to understand.. can you imagine being in the skin of someone who is struggle with him/herself the most, not because you were born like that, but mostly in terms of your environment.. It is really sad and difficult to watch..also i can guess, as Rue's age, a teenager doesn't know at all how to express themselves entirely, what is going on inside them, how the struggles come from somewhere...as I said, really difficult. We had a chance to see how does it works in medical therms when a younger Jules is sent to a psychiatric institution, and the poorly understanding of her struggles from the society who is supposed to take care of them. Anyways is good to highlight all this reality, we see how Rue has all that internal struggles.
God she is such a good actress
This great for older teens and adults because it starts as we are younger hell I’m 40 and still relate so intensely!! ❤
Her acting skills are insane.
I’m so in love with this edit 😭🥺❤️.
2 seconds with nothingness🖤....aahhhhhhhh
This was my best friend, she is gone now, her demons consumed her and I lost one of my favorite people in the whole world. 🥺😥😔
I’d give anything to watch this show for the first time again
the last scene broke my heart :c.. open the door...
It’s so good I can’t say anything
Ty for the recommendation youtube. This is so so good ❤️💔
I’m getting chills 🥶🥺😓
Omg her acting !!
I remember, when I watched the show for the first time, I didn’t relate to Rue’s character at all, now I relate to everything about her character.
My drug is s*lf h*rm.
Hey Beautiful…you are unapologeticly you and no one can ever be awesomely you. Wishing you (self) tender, love, and care. I send to you a smile so that you can feel happiness. I send to you a hug so that you can feel warmth within. I send to you peace so that your worries fade away. ☺️❤️🙏🏾
Hi love- I need you to know it gets better. It is never going to be perfect. But it does get better. Try and find one thing a day that is not self destructive, and calms you. I remember sitting on the school bus going home, thinking "today is the day I'm going to leave" but then saw my dad cutting the grass at home. I didn't want him to find my body. Another time I got home and began your method and my cat came up to me and put his paw on my arm. I couldn't continue with him watching me like that. Then I finally thought I had come to my last day, but then remembered I had leftovers in my fridge that I wanted to eat. And that's when it hit me. If something like leftovers was keeping me going and giving me a reason to say "oh not today", it would be pretty stupid to commit to leaving this world.
And it was very hard and still is, but I try. So please know that I love you. You're a past version of me and i love you because you are so sad and you are trying so hard. You are being incredibly brave. You deserve everything in life. Just hold on a little longer. I love you.
In the beginning drugs and alcohol was magic,
In the middle it was medicine,
In the end it was misery
this made me tear up omg
bruh this song goes so well with the plot of the story
This so sad but same life hasn't done much for me but cause suffering and death I just want ppl to understand me I just want a minute to breathe but everything comes to a end someday 😓😭😭
i watched this over and over until i couldnt breathe bc i was crying to hard. i relate so much just at the age of 16.
vontade de chorar pra sempre
this show helped me so much
This is a really good edit
Watching this as an addict brings tears
This hurts so bad
My dad died Christmas morning 2022. I've always felt like I related to Rue but now more than ever.
my sister died christmas morning 2021. i’m so sorry for your loss. i know how you feel :(
@Kierstyn Tolleson I'm sorry for your loss as well
This is what happens when life hits hard. I go through the same thing except that my problem is different. I'm not a drug addict .
It makes me feel sad for Rue because me also being a person with mental health issues it gets hard trying to navigate the world on your own being in a deep dark hole.
"The world is coming to an end and I haven't even graduated high school yet🙁" #classof2020
she tweakin
My daughter went through something traumatic, and I am afraid of her being introduced to self-medicating when she gets to high school. One of my biggest fears is ending up like Rues mother and my aunt who lost a son of a heroin overdose because he too self-medicated. My daughter looks identical to Rue, and I see the same sadness. This show cuts me to the core because Rue is just a little fragile baby and I never felt so connected to a character. I just want to reach in and hug her.
i honestly cry every time i see the scene where rue's banging in fez's door. EVERY TIME
i relate to her too much
IM CRYING😭
I feel this so much🥺🥺
Good show 👌👌☺️
hey i love your edits i'd love to see you doing one with a miss tony song
I got a few questions:
1: what is happiness?
2: am I good enough?
3: will there anyone be for you?
4: why am I worth living?
5: can I be myself without being judged?
6: why do I suffer from depression when I’m 11?