This was so needed I just reading Paul’s letters to the church WOOOW just confirmation of God’s word. May God continue to bless your ministry Apostle and women of God. I was truly blessed on today.
I am loving Blank Canvas! These are issues that take therapists years to get clients to recognize through therapy but I believe that God will transform minds much faster through you ladies❤
You see why I said I thank GOD for your Genuine Yes , if I already have issues how in the world can a world renowned Pastor no what I need if he’s getting the word here there and everywhere he’s not even studying for himself .
I’m currently in a homeless hostel for 3years now as an adult orphan no family AT ALL due to generational narcissistic mother abuse and no extended family + have been isolating in my room with the curtains closed and having my groceries home delivered rather than go out. I still wear a face mask in public due to my insecurity and due to what another homeless trans guy shouted at me at the b&b hostel in 2021. I left my only family (immediate due to narcissistic mother abuse and have no one else but Jesus). After certain social interactions in my room the post event worry starts… Did I have my mask on whilst talking despite not worrying at the time and seeking reassurance… I’ve been fasting and praying and have now started remembering my dreams and understanding the importance of dreaming (keeps taking me back to former childhood residency which I’ve learned is backwardness). Last Friday I woke up feeling good and noticed in the homeless hostel I’m at attacks from the neighbour man “randomly sniffing” outside my door especially when praying to distract me I did a grocery delivery (home) 9am due to severe anxiety and I still wear my face mask due to insecurity, a neck scarf + 3 hours after unpacking the shopping at 12pm I started trying to pray and press in to Jesus. Then I get an intrusive thought did I have my face mask on earlier? And instead of casting down the thought I text the delivery driver to ask (obviously why would he respond?😂) so that stopped me from praying due to fear of my mask being off when AT the time of interaction there was no problem and I did have it on. Later that day I tried to ask my neighbour if he heard me with the delivery guy to help me reassure myself of having my mask on During that interaction the male neighbour who sniffs near my door came back and I’m sure he took a picture of me with his phone before coming into the hostel whilst I was talking. At the time I did not worry too much because I was wearing my mask, scarf & bandana After that interaction with neighbour despite him being double minded (he smokes weed) I go up to my room and remove my clothes and then the intrusive thought starts “did I have on…” I go back to the downstairs neighbour and ask him what was I wearing to reassure myself/calm the anxiety and he laughed like a demon and said well you didn’t have your scarf on causing me to worry even though I definitely had it on I told him I had it on (because I did I just wanted to be reassured) I then asked the neighbour upstairs who I thought may have taken a picture of me and asked him (despite English not being his 1st language) and he said no I don’t know I did not see causing me panic when I know the logical part of me knows I had it on as it’s a comfort for me I then went to my room, showered and after like an hour I had another intrusive thought was I being recorded when talking to him? Was I wearing anything on my feet? Did I have my mask on? I could not sleep all night then the next day when he was downstairs cooking I asked him if I had my mask on when I knocked on his door and he reassured yes Then when I go back in my room another intrusive thought “was my zipper down on my jeans?” “Did I have my mask on?”, “Did he understand what I had asked” The next day I ask him again using translated in his language and he said yes to me but due to the awful intrusive thought hour after the interaction I’m still feeling anxious, barely sleeping and eating I know this is the enemy and I’m learning recently how to pray and fast which obviously in the spirit realm I was doing something right hence all these attacks on my mind/the bad dreams that I remember, The “ocd” spirit of mental torment which makes me doubt if I had my mask on after a social situation and the lies of the enemy that for some reason I entertained rather than continued praying and casting it down I went from Friday morning last week praying and seeking Jesus to ending up in the park crying calling the Samaritans crisis line that same day in the middle of the night Since then I’ve been asking constantly after did I have my mask on when I did but still feeling anxious Also the upstairs neighbour who sniffs outside my door has stopped since I’ve been asking him about if I had my mask on, further making me worry that I did not have my mask on whilst talking him despite him saying I did and at the time of interaction I did not think it was a problem Saturday last week another neighbour male kept knocking on my door aggressively and tried to press my door handle down (luckily it’s locked and barricaded) because he was angry thinking I was saying something about his mum when I don’t know what he was talking about (his mum lives at the homeless hostel and claims to see lucifer coming out her toilet and says she’s putting curses on the hostel) Please pray for me I’m really going through warfare and it’s distracting me from seeking Jesus. I’ve been struggling to sleep since Friday last week 21ST June and barely eating due to the anxiety and double checking I have my mask on in my mind. During interactions I’m fine it’s when I’m alone minutes, hours later the intrusive question which turns to doubt and fear starts even effecting my sleep which has never been THIS BAD, worrying if I was secretly filmed talking to him/rumination [ Few days before my birthday a few weeks ago I had the staff at the homeless hostel do a room inspection and I was rushing about and during the interaction I can feel the mask on my face despite not touching it and I was not self conscious of talking during the interaction. As soon as they left I must of removed it quickly then held my hand to cover my mouth whilst closing the window and curtain and then the intrusive thought kicked in did I have my mask on?/ OR/ If I’m emptying the bin late at night I had my mask on but then in bed few minutes to hour later I would have that same intrusive question so I notice the pattern] Someone in the hostel slashed my bank statement letter open Wednesday 26TH June 2024 and staff can’t do anything because there’s no cctv in the hostel. My anxiety is going OFF, crying so much the last few days and can only talk to mental health crisis helplines over the phone to talk to someone I received prayer over the phone by a Christian crisis helpline and was crying in the park in daylight a few days ago the 2nd time I’ve gone out in public in 6+ months, I then listened to worship music and laid in the sun and noticed 3 white birds flying over my head for a few minutes after the lady prayed for me on the phone. Is the white birds from the Holy Spirit? I’ve been praying at midnight, fasting for a major breakthrough because I’ve been homeless since 2012 due to narcissistic mother abuse (I’m the scapegoat and she hates me because I’m a female who reminds her of herself…), no dad or his side of the family, no mothers side of the family because she cut off contact so I’ve became isolated for years and especially at this new hostel I’m at not going out, keeping the curtains closed, in bed all day, barely affording food or having the energy to shower at times, bullied by staff at this hostel and feeling overwhelmed. My mother used to speak how i’m living currently over me when I was younger saying she wants to mess up my future and it feels like she’s “won” Please pray for me it’s getting too much. Going to a church in person is easier said than done right now and although tapping into Jesus is what I’m doing this awful attack regarding last week is still playing on my mind despite the guy telling me I had my mask on when I knocked on his door, struggling to concentrate on God and constant crying in bed. Real name Nicole x
Because I've changed my life into living a holy and pure life I know the devil is mad. I live in Apartments and nobody lives with me but my nine year daughter. When I took her to school yesterday I went straight to work. Got off work last night picked my daughter up from the babysitter. In her room was money I didn't put there. I skill and drilled her she said she didn't put any money there. I haven't given and Keys anyone. I'm still wondering how did someone get in my home and goes to my child's room. Can you all please 🙏 that I get that answer. I'm now kinda not afraid but just concerned about this. I can't shake it. I'm at work right, but have to go home. I did pray and anointed my home before I left for work today.
Actually AK the SCRIPTURE SAYS WHATSOEVER WE BIND ON EARTH IS BOUND IN HEAVEN AND WHATSOEVER WE LOOSE ON EARTH IS LOOSED IN HEAVEN NO DISRESPECT MAAM JUST WANTED TO CORRECT THAT STATEMENT FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW
Watching this and I heard in my spirit; Adjusting your view!!! THIS PODCAST IS NECESSARY TO THE People of GOD
A powerful word! We need to see ourselves the way God sees us.
So glad i came back to listen to the replay. This is really blessed and encouraged me!
Discern from a healed place! Not a place of trauma 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
So many gold nuggets in this podcast. Worth a 2nd listen. Thank you!!!
I was blessed by this...thank you Jesus. I am really crying out to God because i feel stuck and i really need the Lord. Please pray for me guys.
I understand the feeling all too well🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
My God! My God! My God! My God! This is so good! Thank you so much! 💜
This was so needed I just reading Paul’s letters to the church WOOOW just confirmation of God’s word. May God continue to bless your ministry Apostle and women of God. I was truly blessed on today.
Thank you for this Word I needed so very much and got understanding and answers! I will share!
I am loving Blank Canvas! These are issues that take therapists years to get clients to recognize through therapy but I believe that God will transform minds much faster through you ladies❤
I love their chemistry how they bounce off each other!
You see why I said I thank GOD for your Genuine Yes , if I already have issues how in the world can a world renowned Pastor no what I need if he’s getting the word here there and everywhere he’s not even studying for himself .
This is Powerful I Thank God For The Word ❤
Amen , this a blessing to me 🎉
When I needed this word Lord thank you
This is so good thank you for this information
I receive this word in the mighty name of Jesus 💙💙💙🙌🏾
Watching today! 🙏🏽🖤
I’m currently in a homeless hostel for 3years now as an adult orphan no family AT ALL due to generational narcissistic mother abuse and no extended family + have been isolating in my room with the curtains closed and having my groceries home delivered rather than go out. I still wear a face mask in public due to my insecurity and due to what another homeless trans guy shouted at me at the b&b hostel in 2021.
I left my only family (immediate due to narcissistic mother abuse and have no one else but Jesus).
After certain social interactions in my room the post event worry starts… Did I have my mask on whilst talking despite not worrying at the time and seeking reassurance…
I’ve been fasting and praying and have now started remembering my dreams and understanding the importance of dreaming (keeps taking me back to former childhood residency which I’ve learned is backwardness).
Last Friday I woke up feeling good and noticed in the homeless hostel I’m at attacks from the neighbour man “randomly sniffing” outside my door especially when praying to distract me
I did a grocery delivery (home) 9am due to severe anxiety and I still wear my face mask due to insecurity, a neck scarf + 3 hours after unpacking the shopping at 12pm I started trying to pray and press in to Jesus. Then I get an intrusive thought did I have my face mask on earlier? And instead of casting down the thought I text the delivery driver to ask (obviously why would he respond?😂) so that stopped me from praying due to fear of my mask being off when AT the time of interaction there was no problem and I did have it on.
Later that day I tried to ask my neighbour if he heard me with the delivery guy to help me reassure myself of having my mask on
During that interaction the male neighbour who sniffs near my door came back and I’m sure he took a picture of me with his phone before coming into the hostel whilst I was talking. At the time I did not worry too much because I was wearing my mask, scarf & bandana
After that interaction with neighbour despite him being double minded (he smokes weed) I go up to my room and remove my clothes and then the intrusive thought starts “did I have on…”
I go back to the downstairs neighbour and ask him what was I wearing to reassure myself/calm the anxiety and he laughed like a demon and said well you didn’t have your scarf on causing me to worry even though I definitely had it on I told him I had it on (because I did I just wanted to be reassured)
I then asked the neighbour upstairs who I thought may have taken a picture of me and asked him (despite English not being his 1st language) and he said no I don’t know I did not see causing me panic when I know the logical part of me knows I had it on as it’s a comfort for me
I then went to my room, showered and after like an hour I had another intrusive thought was I being recorded when talking to him? Was I wearing anything on my feet? Did I have my mask on?
I could not sleep all night then the next day when he was downstairs cooking I asked him if I had my mask on when I knocked on his door and he reassured yes
Then when I go back in my room another intrusive thought “was my zipper down on my jeans?” “Did I have my mask on?”, “Did he understand what I had asked”
The next day I ask him again using translated in his language and he said yes to me but due to the awful intrusive thought hour after the interaction I’m still feeling anxious, barely sleeping and eating
I know this is the enemy and I’m learning recently how to pray and fast which obviously in the spirit realm I was doing something right hence all these attacks on my mind/the bad dreams that I remember,
The “ocd” spirit of mental torment which makes me doubt if I had my mask on after a social situation and the lies of the enemy that for some reason I entertained rather than continued praying and casting it down
I went from Friday morning last week praying and seeking Jesus to ending up in the park crying calling the Samaritans crisis line that same day in the middle of the night
Since then I’ve been asking constantly after did I have my mask on when I did but still feeling anxious
Also the upstairs neighbour who sniffs outside my door has stopped since I’ve been asking him about if I had my mask on, further making me worry that I did not have my mask on whilst talking him despite him saying I did and at the time of interaction I did not think it was a problem
Saturday last week another neighbour male kept knocking on my door aggressively and tried to press my door handle down (luckily it’s locked and barricaded) because he was angry thinking I was saying something about his mum when I don’t know what he was talking about (his mum lives at the homeless hostel and claims to see lucifer coming out her toilet and says she’s putting curses on the hostel)
Please pray for me I’m really going through warfare and it’s distracting me from seeking Jesus. I’ve been struggling to sleep since Friday last week 21ST June and barely eating due to the anxiety and double checking I have my mask on in my mind.
During interactions I’m fine it’s when I’m alone minutes, hours later the intrusive question which turns to doubt and fear starts even effecting my sleep which has never been THIS BAD, worrying if I was secretly filmed talking to him/rumination
[ Few days before my birthday a few weeks ago I had the staff at the homeless hostel do a room inspection and I was rushing about and during the interaction I can feel the mask on my face despite not touching it and I was not self conscious of talking during the interaction. As soon as they left I must of removed it quickly then held my hand to cover my mouth whilst closing the window and curtain and then the intrusive thought kicked in did I have my mask on?/ OR/ If I’m emptying the bin late at night I had my mask on but then in bed few minutes to hour later I would have that same intrusive question so I notice the pattern]
Someone in the hostel slashed my bank statement letter open Wednesday 26TH June 2024 and staff can’t do anything because there’s no cctv in the hostel. My anxiety is going OFF, crying so much the last few days and can only talk to mental health crisis helplines over the phone to talk to someone
I received prayer over the phone by a Christian crisis helpline and was crying in the park in daylight a few days ago the 2nd time I’ve gone out in public in 6+ months, I then listened to worship music and laid in the sun and noticed 3 white birds flying over my head for a few minutes after the lady prayed for me on the phone. Is the white birds from the Holy Spirit?
I’ve been praying at midnight, fasting for a major breakthrough because I’ve been homeless since 2012 due to narcissistic mother abuse (I’m the scapegoat and she hates me because I’m a female who reminds her of herself…), no dad or his side of the family, no mothers side of the family because she cut off contact so I’ve became isolated for years and especially at this new hostel I’m at not going out, keeping the curtains closed, in bed all day, barely affording food or having the energy to shower at times, bullied by staff at this hostel and feeling overwhelmed. My mother used to speak how i’m living currently over me when I was younger saying she wants to mess up my future and it feels like she’s “won”
Please pray for me it’s getting too much. Going to a church in person is easier said than done right now and although tapping into Jesus is what I’m doing this awful attack regarding last week is still playing on my mind despite the guy telling me I had my mask on when I knocked on his door, struggling to concentrate on God and constant crying in bed.
Real name Nicole x
@@danniellejohnson448 I’m in prayer for you. You shall be free
@@KadeshjenkinsThank you Amen and Amen I’m in agreement x
Good job ladies! A distorted view can destroy everything!
This Word hit me so Hard!!! This is very very Good! This is the beginning of a Changed distorted view due to Offense for years….
This is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥❤❤
Talk tooo meeeee y’all 👏🏾
Ladies, you two are taLKiNG GuuuD tAday!! NuTHiNG but NUGGETS and NoTeBOoK HIGHLIGHTER for ME! YOU'RE HELPING ME!
This is blessing my soul. Watching the replay
Amen!!! This was good ladies! I needed this! 🙏🏾🙏🏾💕💕
My goodness!!! I needed to hear this ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Glory 🙌🏾
This is good teaching
Hallelujah Ladies Holy Women of God!!! This word is for me!! ❤
This is Powerful
Glory to God 🙌🙏
Bless you ladies!!
Awesome word
POWERFUL.Amen and Amen 🙏
This was good. Thank you 🙏😊
Thank you JESUS
I received it🙌🏽🙌🏽
Lord, fix me 🙌🏾
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Wow. Thats good
Isaiah 64:8;Yet, O Lord, You are our Father; we are the clay, and You our Potter, and we all are the work of Your hand.
Awesome podcast ❤
This good 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
Teach the word
Thank God…This Is Good🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
❤
Kadesh Jenkins I haven't heard from her in a while it's been some years
Wow
This was good 🥩
Wow🔥🔥🔥🔥
Absolutely
Amen Tell It
I want to see me as GOD sees me.
Hallelujah 🙌🏽🙌🏽
Yessss lord🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
Great evening!!!
Thank you Lord
SPEAK TRUTH 🔥
Better perspective
🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
Awesome conversation
Come On!!!
Because I've changed my life into living a holy and pure life I know the devil is mad. I live in Apartments and nobody lives with me but my nine year daughter. When I took her to school yesterday I went straight to work. Got off work last night picked my daughter up from the babysitter. In her room was money I didn't put there. I skill and drilled her she said she didn't put any money there. I haven't given and Keys anyone. I'm still wondering how did someone get in my home and goes to my child's room. Can you all please 🙏 that I get that answer. I'm now kinda not afraid but just concerned about this. I can't shake it. I'm at work right, but have to go home. I did pray and anointed my home before I left for work today.
That’s 💯
Actually AK the SCRIPTURE SAYS WHATSOEVER WE BIND ON EARTH IS BOUND IN HEAVEN AND WHATSOEVER WE LOOSE ON EARTH IS LOOSED IN HEAVEN NO DISRESPECT MAAM JUST WANTED TO CORRECT THAT STATEMENT FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW
Thank You Jesus
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Jesus!!!
Hallelujah
💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽
Yesss
Right
Replay Amen
Pray for me
Pray for me 😭🙏
That’s what I won’t
Sure is
Prove me wrong!!!
Help me
Jesus
Distorted right? The title says distored.
No seperation
Hello
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The devil is a lie
A lot of misrepresentation in the world…🙏🏽
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Right
Wow
Hello