Yesterday was my birthday. 36 years old. It's one of those events that you don't really like, that you prefer to spend alone (maybe out of fear of being disappointed). Some people who are very important to me didn't remember it was my birthday. I told myself it was okay, that it's not such an important date, that I'm old enough to understand these things... Anyway, I did feel a bit hurt, but it will pass. Today, I'm here enjoying some music, sipping on my white tea. Enjoying life the way I like it. I hope all of you enjoy your lives. Listening to depressive music doesn't mean you're giving up on life; it's just a way of dealing with it, of facing it. ENJOY YOUR LIFE, even if you think it's not worth it.
Well this is your point of view but in my case next May I'll be 49 yrs old and feel there is nothing else for my on this life. Every night I only wish sleep forever. Good night.
Cold beyond the frost Numb yet still in pain Alone i pay the cost Of hatred so vain Outside looking in Reflecting the skin Mirrors with no kin Purgatory, drowning in sin A heart unwanted Is all im left with in the end A face for the faceless To mask an abyss
@pjrosello For me, it's that people make happiness some kind of goal instead of something that occurs naturally. Each emotion is an equal part of the human experience. As many waxing philosophical mfs have already said before. The point though is that chasing any emotion creates an artificial understanding of it. Then, nothing is gained.
Being 40 I see this movement and it saddens me but also fills me with pride. I have been Nihilistic since birth, I never understood why others smiled when happiness was so fleeting for humanity......The light at the end of the Tunnel was just an on coming train every time. Well shite.....This though is different, This movement is like a new dimension of suffering because even the most beautiful 'Chad/Stacies' (Or as I know you call them) of the world are now isolated and stuck on screens. Socially inept and hopeless in a way my 80's kid ass could never have imagined. Getting laid for men is something that builds self worth, So whatever you need to do GO to a prostitutte if you have to because it can show you it is not everything it's cracked up to be.....I am bad uncle advice over here but just know I see you and hear you!
It's strange being here. All of you are apparently older than me and have experienced much more than me, felt more pain and been through much more. And yet, we are here, in the same place, listening to the same music, and in a way feeling the same thing. I don't know if this should be my place, but I feel comfortable here. All this feeling of melancholy that this musical genre causes me is, in a way, comfortable, and helps me feel better, it's like being understood, you know? Well, I don't know any of you, but I hope you have a good life.
In intro guitars sound so good feels like all life goes in front of my eyes. Hypnotic, powerfull, emotional song with a weird calming effect. Solo is pure emotions. Song is really great, one of the best I've ever heard. Made with love, hatredy, heart and soul
For as long as I can remember, as soon as I got headphones, I loved listening to depressive songs. I don’t know what this is connected with, I just like being sad, it feels like I’m moving away from everyone and can be alone with myself. Decalius is not just a standard band that writes songs, it is the band that helps me deal with all my cockroaches. I like to think about the future, I don’t know why, I’m 17 years old now, I’ll finish school soon, and most of my friends go out, hang out, and don’t think about the future. Honestly, I want this too, I don’t want to think about anything, I don’t want to worry all the time, I don’t want to die after reading a book that I really liked. I don’t know why, but when I read a book that is very interesting to me, I don’t want to finish reading it, I want to read and read and read.
Never dwell in your depression. Move away from this genre. Look at yourself like the beautiful being that you are. Look at how fantastically we were made. We are star children having a human experience with the good and the bad. All emotion, is gliding and sliding and temporary. Learn to enjoy your own company until you're ready for others. Make your day blessed.
i Have a little Secret. When i was at My Lowest And Was at the Point of suicide and was Taken to a Psych Ward, After i Got out i discovered This DSBM Projekt. Decalius. I was Mesmerized By the way Braulio Sung. Resonated With Me The lyrics sounded it like Sympathized with my Existential pain. decalius Saved My Life. The entire DSBM Genre Saved My Life. Thank you Braulio. And Thank you DSBM Fans And Creators for Saving me. You are Heroes!
Today i lost the only two people i thought i could trust. My wife cheated on me with my best friend. When i found out i fell into the worst psychotic episode ive ever had, and now it's 4am. Ive been sitting alone trying to talk myself off the ledge, because i cant leave my son alone, and this is the only thing helping me.
I’ve been there although he wasn’t my best friend and she got knocked up. That was almost 10 years ago, and I’m still here. You can make it man, hang in there 👍🏻
This isn't just a video, it's a whole bloody story. A very ill man in a hospital whose sickness has left him so weak and in such pain that he can do barely more than move about in his room, staring out of a window onto a world that has forgotten him and is just moving along as if he never even existed in the first place. No family, no visitors, even the doctors have given up on him. There is no one but him, abandoned and utterly alone, in his dark room.
That will be my future since im an only child and i don't have any close relatives (they don't like me) plus im ugly as heck dude im not smart or intelligent im just nothing existing and experience the suffering throughout my life i only have my memory to remember.
@@betamass3803 anyone is special. Your memories and experiences are unique. If we were not brainwashed by societal standards, we wouldn't even know what is considered ugly or beautiful, what is smart or wise, or what anything means. It's like how you love this song without really knowing why, at least I don't know why.
Such atmospheric sound and the transition to blasts along with that lifeless tone of growl and tremolo guitar great work the melody always hits the hardest and the solo with harmonic pinches adds up to this great song
This feels like attending a stranger's funeral. I felt compelled to leave (as in; i shouldn't be here, i don't even know this person), yet something here kept me still, something told me to stick it out. Maybe to expand on that image of a funeral, even more specifically it's like I'm the only one in attendance. It's that gut feeling of 'I should be here to see you off, even if I never knew you'. Beautifully destroyed, I think you've just earned yourself a sub (as well as gotten someone into a new genre of music)
We are excluded from humanity, but at least we can come together through the power of music. Much love from New Zealand my depressive bothers and sister.
Makes me feel like I’m back in the 90’s. I didn’t even know what dbsm was until 5 minutes ago. I remember hearing some bands with this style in my high school / college days (early 90’s) but I didn’t know it had a genre. This is a very very moving piece of art.
Absolutely love the flow of this. Clean part starts out nice, slow melancholic, then picks up, to transition neatly into the lead guitar. The whole structure and arrangement is nice. Amazing work as always!
It feels like I'm falling from the sky but it's night time and the clouds are grey and full of rain. As I fall through each cloud I come out drenched on the other side combined with the speed at which I'm falling, It's the coldest and freshest breeze I've felt
What is dsbm....it looks dark , and I love the light , Jesus Christ ! Don't be depressed . Walter Veith , ProphecyAgain TV , Amazing Word Ministry , Little Light Studios , Truth Matters , Strange Normal , Amazing Discoveries and more
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This song made feel things I haven't feeling for a while. So visceral... amazing
this song has actually helped me so much. ive been suffering from a lot of things, mainly sexual trauma, but, regardless of what it is, its made me feel completely isolated from everyone. on my computer all day, incredibly difficult to talk with people. and this song just makes me feel more understood, and in some odd, messed up way, its given me hope. that i can be human again.
Today I turn 18 and absolutely no one remembered my birthday. I invited only my closest friends to the party, but none of them showed up. it was probably supposed to be some cruel joke on me. now I sit alone and listen to this song over and over to stop thinking about these people. I guess I suck at choosing friends
i've been lisenting to dsbm for 10 year and something all those bands have in common is their effort to make a good atmostphere yes there are a lot of shitty dsbm bands overthere but most of them can make you feel all kind not only sadness but hapiness misery nostalgia as well istead of seeing dsbm as something cringe or edgy we should see It as way to ge through all the shit around us
loved this video and the subject, it reflects very well the sad reality ..... This society does not deserve since it is called humanity, we are increasingly dehumanizing ourselves more, where wild animals seem to have more "human" qualities and "(in-) human" have more wild qualities. Perhaps until one day we come to see becoming a reality, which shows the saga of movies "The Purgue" I am already stopping believing in the human being, I have learned to be alone and not need anyone, which has taken me time to A lot of suffering but now I value the loneliness so much that I even have a hard time being with people, and those who are sometimes very selected ... when I am alone in nature or accompanied by animals is when I feel at peace. And I have always been to approach the marginalized because they are the people who can enrich you much more, and to whom you can help, the reward to help the unprotected or the needy gives you an emotional reward that fills you in such a way that it cannot be described With words and also helps you to calm your demons, which unfortunately are still hooked to you and so many years that they have been Different battles with different tactics and weapons, you still try to find that weak point to end them one day that although it seems impossible and although sometimes there are days that you think you cannot win ... everything for having a heart too sensitive, generous and Confident, in front of this cruel self -ruthless self -foggy society and endless adjectives ... even people like family and couples ... acting with premeditation and alevosia.⚔🚷⚔
I like this a lot .. more of a death metal guy myself , but this was recommended to me .. I worry about the peoples that make this music tho .. I know some people use music as their expression of pain and it helps heal them , but others it can be a cry for help , a pleading for somebody to just listen to them .. I just want everyone to be okay and know that you’re not as alone as you might think you are.. please believe me
Hát, ez azért nem egészen igaz, mert hiába vesznek körül téged az emberek, ha ők nagyban rásegítenek téged, hogy egy árok mélyén pusztúlj el egymagad, mint egy szerencsétlen, kóbor kutya. Bónuszként pedig, rá sem szolgáltál erre a sorsra, egyszerűen csak az emberi kegyetlenség, rosszindulat kimeríthetetlen.
@@wellofsilence Igazán bizalomgerjesztő ez a profil.😊 Nem értem, miért zavarodott össze. Elmagyarázom, ha szeretné. Írta az egyik kommentelő, hogy nincs miért félni, aggódni, stb., hiszen nem vagyunk egyedül a világban. Körülöttünk 365 fokban emberek, ameddig ellátunk. Ez igaz, viszont egyáltalán nem mindegy hogy hogyan hatnak a fizikai és lelki állapotunkra. Engem túl régóta zár körbe olyan ember csoport, amik valósággal megmérgeznek. Ha nem tudok kiszabadulni innen, végül a leírt sorsra jutok. Igazából nem én vagyok a világon az egyetlen, akinek ilyen az életkörülménye. Ezért írtam azt amit.
This melody and these lyrics always move me. I had never heard a song as melancholic and fascinating as this one before A hug from Brazil to you from the band Decalius.
Never dwell in your depression. Move away from this genre. Look at yourself like the beautiful being that you are. Look at how fantastically we were made. We are star children having a human experience with the good and the bad. All emotion is gliding and sliding and temporary. Learn to enjoy your own company until you're ready for others. Make your day blessed.
I have been fucking doubled over sobbing since watching this. Usually not the most emotional person.. but this masterpiece hit me to the core. I grew up in institutions from age 12-18. My bio father is an abusive narcissist and forced my mom to leave in fear when I was 5. this left her to raise 2 autistic kids alone. My father took her to court for custody. He made it seem like he “cared” but he just wanted control and to hurt my mother by throwing us away into the system. I have been moved from facility to facility over 20 times in those years. I was assaulted, sexually abused, and physically tortured. I witnessed the same abuse and worse done toward other kids. I saw my best friend’s head split open and blood everywhere. I remember how they kept us too terrified to try to get help. Even if someone tried, there was nobody to run to. Nobody would listen or believe us because we were just “manipulative” or “lying”, which is staff code word for “I don’t want to get caught abusing this child”. And of course there would be cruel retaliation. We were brainwashed to trauma-bond with these people who hurt us so we’d be compliant, protecting them, and so gaslit we didn’t know it was a crime. I and many others spent weeks/months on the tile floor of an isolation room not allowed to speak or have human contact. This place has been sued by DRP (disability rights PA). In many psych settings i’ve observed severely ill and/or disabled patients be treated in similar dehumanizing ways. I spent some time on the adult floor as a teenager, the schizophrenic/psychotic and disabled or elderly were not treated as people. I still feel sick recalling these things and so much more. My brother is currently living in a permanent care home. He is non-verbal level 3 autistic. He has also suffered and been traumatized by the system. We at least get to visit him. If you are shocked or skeptical of the things I talked about, look up #breakingcodesilence or watch The Program on netflix. The troubled teen industry is trafficking children through abusive facilities and it is a multi-million dollar industry. they want your kids and siblings to profit from. I have been free for 2 years. I got out alive and I am grateful for that. I deal with complex post traumatic stress disorder and dissociation every day. I have been working in intensive therapy with people I can trust. I have been no contact with my abusers and i live somewhere else now. I have a goofy dog and a partner who is the most beautiful soul I have ever known. I have been suicide attempt free for 2 years. I am starting college for social work/psych soon. I made it. I don’t know if anyone will see this. Not putting all this out there for clout. But I want you to know that whether you can relate to my experience or not or if you have other trauma or pain, that you are truly not alone. And i want you to know that while you may feel hopeless, so many of us have been hopeless shells of a human and now look back on those times grateful we are alive to see the light at the end.
Tanto tiempo huyendo de ti. Y ahora me encuentras de esta forma! La forma más inesperada e intensa a través de mi sentido auditivo...... gracias por ayudarme a encontrarme a mí mismo otra vez...
Faz tanto tempo que não ouço algo tão bom, tão puro... Agradeço pela letra, agradeço pela sonoridade, está música realmente salvou a minha madrugada, muito obrigado mesmo.
Subtitles: th-cam.com/video/U7ZVqhnSaI0/w-d-xo.html
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Yesterday was my birthday. 36 years old. It's one of those events that you don't really like, that you prefer to spend alone (maybe out of fear of being disappointed). Some people who are very important to me didn't remember it was my birthday. I told myself it was okay, that it's not such an important date, that I'm old enough to understand these things... Anyway, I did feel a bit hurt, but it will pass. Today, I'm here enjoying some music, sipping on my white tea. Enjoying life the way I like it. I hope all of you enjoy your lives. Listening to depressive music doesn't mean you're giving up on life; it's just a way of dealing with it, of facing it. ENJOY YOUR LIFE, even if you think it's not worth it.
Damn. That was from the heart, bro.
Happy Birthday ❤ it’s always a Great Day to make it another year.
Happy birthday, may our shared misery bring us closer. May the warmth remind us of tomorrow.
Well this is your point of view but in my case next May I'll be 49 yrs old and feel there is nothing else for my on this life. Every night I only wish sleep forever. Good night.
@@ricardocorona947 49 is young. get off your ass
Cold beyond the frost
Numb yet still in pain
Alone i pay the cost
Of hatred so vain
Outside looking in
Reflecting the skin
Mirrors with no kin
Purgatory, drowning in sin
A heart unwanted
Is all im left with in the end
A face for the faceless
To mask an abyss
You come up with that yourself? Those are some great lines man
its the lyrics
@@cumbrainkiller
Brooo
Show me the way
Show me the way
Songs like this are the reason why I find DSBM such a beautiful genre. It’s sad yet so beautiful.
sadness is beautiful. happiness is overrated.
Like life itself.
@pjrosello For me, it's that people make happiness some kind of goal instead of something that occurs naturally. Each emotion is an equal part of the human experience. As many waxing philosophical mfs have already said before. The point though is that chasing any emotion creates an artificial understanding of it. Then, nothing is gained.
You need Jesus
@@Chapolinhoo Jesus doesn't exist
I didn't find this song, This song found me
tiktok helped didnt it
@@mr.greenwi3177 naah it was TH-cam
@@mr.greenwi3177I found it off TH-cam recommendations like every new song I find
@@parkergrosman tiktok people pushed decalius into fame thats probably why it got reccomended
“I was born, and my life was over” - Saint Hamudi
Wait wha…. When did fellow blackpillers find Dsbm?
@@LunarVamp always, over.
@@LunarVampWe've been here since the beginning.
Being 40 I see this movement and it saddens me but also fills me with pride. I have been Nihilistic since birth, I never understood why others smiled when happiness was so fleeting for humanity......The light at the end of the Tunnel was just an on coming train every time.
Well shite.....This though is different, This movement is like a new dimension of suffering because even the most beautiful 'Chad/Stacies' (Or as I know you call them) of the world are now isolated and stuck on screens. Socially inept and hopeless in a way my 80's kid ass could never have imagined.
Getting laid for men is something that builds self worth, So whatever you need to do GO to a prostitutte if you have to because it can show you it is not everything it's cracked up to be.....I am bad uncle advice over here but just know I see you and hear you!
@@koffinkat666 you don’t understand, fucking a prostitute isn’t the same as having a girlfriend
It's strange being here. All of you are apparently older than me and have experienced much more than me, felt more pain and been through much more. And yet, we are here, in the same place, listening to the same music, and in a way feeling the same thing.
I don't know if this should be my place, but I feel comfortable here. All this feeling of melancholy that this musical genre causes me is, in a way, comfortable, and helps me feel better, it's like being understood, you know?
Well, I don't know any of you, but I hope you have a good life.
Somehow, feeling someone other's pain helps to heal our own...
I can say the same we can learn from this and find our reason to live. I see clearly how my heart vibrates to this. Love u all
Don't lie and tell yourself you think about me. No one asked for your disgusting pity or comment.
I hope you do whatever- and thats what will happen.
64 yrs of pain, 3 x failed suicide, thoughts.
Music heals and soothes wounds. I wish you well to brother n arms.❤
Algorithm blessed me with this one
I sat down staring at the wall listening to this for 3 HOURS straight.
congratulations i guess lol
In intro guitars sound so good feels like all life goes in front of my eyes. Hypnotic, powerfull, emotional song with a weird calming effect. Solo is pure emotions. Song is really great, one of the best I've ever heard.
Made with love, hatredy, heart and soul
Thank you so much! :)
I couldnt describe it better
word brother, well spoken
can't stop coming back to this song. One of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard
It's definitely peace bringing
This song beautifully tells the tale of a person who's childhood memories, and life decisions has ultimately brought him to his own demise
I like the idea of this
Failure by design
Probably why I think it's so good 😅😔
Damn me fr
Felt…deeply
For as long as I can remember, as soon as I got headphones, I loved listening to depressive songs. I don’t know what this is connected with, I just like being sad, it feels like I’m moving away from everyone and can be alone with myself. Decalius is not just a standard band that writes songs, it is the band that helps me deal with all my cockroaches. I like to think about the future, I don’t know why, I’m 17 years old now, I’ll finish school soon, and most of my friends go out, hang out, and don’t think about the future. Honestly, I want this too, I don’t want to think about anything, I don’t want to worry all the time, I don’t want to die after reading a book that I really liked. I don’t know why, but when I read a book that is very interesting to me, I don’t want to finish reading it, I want to read and read and read.
Lose yourself in writing. Just find whatever works and put your own words down.
Try An Inquiry into the Human Mind, on the Principles of Common Sense by Thomas Reid. Parts of that book will change your perspective of life.
Never dwell in your depression. Move away from this genre. Look at yourself like the beautiful being that you are. Look at how fantastically we were made. We are star children having a human experience with the good and the bad. All emotion, is gliding and sliding and temporary. Learn to enjoy your own company until you're ready for others. Make your day blessed.
That guitar solo is otherworldly
i Have a little Secret. When i was at My Lowest And Was at the Point of suicide and was Taken to a Psych Ward, After i Got out i discovered This DSBM Projekt. Decalius. I was Mesmerized By the way Braulio Sung. Resonated With Me The lyrics sounded it like Sympathized with my Existential pain. decalius Saved My Life. The entire DSBM Genre Saved My Life. Thank you Braulio. And Thank you DSBM Fans And Creators for Saving me. You are Heroes!
Hope you doing better now buddy. His music is really such a magnificent thing. One of the best if not my favourite musician. ❤
Braulio is great and everything but he's not the one who saved you. Stand proud man, you're strong! You've done it yourself.
This kind of music has been helping me grieve the suicide of a very close friend of two years.
@@ralphbrennan7700 sorry for you
you are meant to be excluded from humanity, for you are not of this world.
The best explanation of the title. Really... thanks.
曲もMVも素晴らしいので何回も視聴してしまう。日本人でコメントしてるのが自分だけなのは寂しすぎる。他に聴いている日本人はいないのだろうか。
追記 この後に日本語のコメント増えて嬉しい。この音楽を好きな仲間が出来るのは本当に嬉しい。
最近見つけました
Not Japanese but very GENKI!!❤
日本人です！たまたまこの動画がオススメに流れてきてDSBMというジャンルを知り大好きになりました！
いますよー！
体に浸透してくる音がたまらないですね。
めちゃかっこいい👍
Today i lost the only two people i thought i could trust. My wife cheated on me with my best friend. When i found out i fell into the worst psychotic episode ive ever had, and now it's 4am. Ive been sitting alone trying to talk myself off the ledge, because i cant leave my son alone, and this is the only thing helping me.
Thanks to you decalius, i dont even know who you are, what you look like, youve pulled me out of a pit that no one in my life cares to
Stay alive,you have more pain to endure
@@user-kq1rc2vt6l finger guns or whatever
I’ve been there although he wasn’t my best friend and she got knocked up. That was almost 10 years ago, and I’m still here. You can make it man, hang in there 👍🏻
i love you and i know how you feel
This isn't just a video, it's a whole bloody story.
A very ill man in a hospital whose sickness has left him so weak and in such pain that he can do barely more than move about in his room, staring out of a window onto a world that has forgotten him and is just moving along as if he never even existed in the first place. No family, no visitors, even the doctors have given up on him. There is no one but him, abandoned and utterly alone, in his dark room.
Yeah, pretty much excluded from humanity. Damn, great analysis btw
That will be my future since im an only child and i don't have any close relatives (they don't like me) plus im ugly as heck dude im not smart or intelligent im just nothing existing and experience the suffering throughout my life i only have my memory to remember.
@@betamass3803 anyone is special. Your memories and experiences are unique. If we were not brainwashed by societal standards, we wouldn't even know what is considered ugly or beautiful, what is smart or wise, or what anything means. It's like how you love this song without really knowing why, at least I don't know why.
Every time I feel alone I listen to dsbm and I feel better because I always think his music are having a lot of feelings
Such atmospheric sound and the transition to blasts along with that lifeless tone of growl and tremolo guitar great work the melody always hits the hardest and the solo with harmonic pinches adds up to this great song
Thank you so much!
@@decaliusproject4973 he’s right yknow, sick shit
Never heard of DSBM until just now. I'm already hooked.
It's an amazing genre or black metal. Look up more bands in DSBM
Look for minewerfer
I have the most intense chills throughout my entire body. I have no words for the way I feel
I wish she was still here with us, I know how much you would love and appreciate this beauty. I'll forever love you Chey
This feels like attending a stranger's funeral. I felt compelled to leave (as in; i shouldn't be here, i don't even know this person), yet something here kept me still, something told me to stick it out. Maybe to expand on that image of a funeral, even more specifically it's like I'm the only one in attendance. It's that gut feeling of 'I should be here to see you off, even if I never knew you'. Beautifully destroyed, I think you've just earned yourself a sub (as well as gotten someone into a new genre of music)
We are excluded from humanity, but at least we can come together through the power of music. Much love from New Zealand my depressive bothers and sister.
Congratulations on the 300k views,its rare to see a DSBM band to grow these days but your music is so good....🖤🖤🖤
Makes me feel like I’m back in the 90’s. I didn’t even know what dbsm was until 5 minutes ago. I remember hearing some bands with this style in my high school / college days (early 90’s) but I didn’t know it had a genre. This is a very very moving piece of art.
@@sedative71 Lmao thats ridiculous. Another good reason to avoid these platforms. If you censor art you do not understand art.
@@Frobblwell I have about a few hundred plays of most Decalius songs on Spotify, at the least
@@da1uheardabt
ngl i probably have over 10k easily
*Inside the gym alone.
Absolutely love the flow of this. Clean part starts out nice, slow melancholic, then picks up, to transition neatly into the lead guitar. The whole structure and arrangement is nice. Amazing work as always!
Thank you so much! I appreciate it! :)
One of the best dsbm and bm bands in United States ❤
dsbm is one of the only things that are keeping me alive:)
素晴らしく魅力的な音楽を発見することが出来て嬉しいです。🤗
Japanese know their music ❤
Моя душа...
Спасибо.
It feels like I'm falling from the sky but it's night time and the clouds are grey and full of rain. As I fall through each cloud I come out drenched on the other side combined with the speed at which I'm falling, It's the coldest and freshest breeze I've felt
Randomly found this on my feed. Insanely good. INSANELY GOOD!
Need bandcamp!
Металл, это непросто музыка, это состояние души, и мыслей человека в целом, молодцы.
im drunk this is genuinely one of the best songs ive ever had the pleasure of listening to
Pain and sorrow is part of being alive...Somehow builds a strength in us and an understanding...
the beginning even has kind of a midwest emo vibe to it. good stuff.
A journey into the void to only come back reborn! Perfect! Right there with 7 Tears are flowing to the River by Nargaroth as an instant classic. WOW
DSBM comments are even more depressing than the music
seriously im just trying to find the lyrics
@@ClutchboyzHQhe pinned a comment with the link to the subtitles
What is dsbm....it looks dark , and I love the light , Jesus Christ ! Don't be depressed . Walter Veith , ProphecyAgain TV , Amazing Word Ministry , Little Light Studios , Truth Matters , Strange Normal , Amazing Discoveries and more
This song made feel things I haven't feeling for a while. So visceral... amazing
The feeling this song brings is indescribable
God I love that riff. 1:44
I just found this stuff yesterday and this is some of the best music I've heard in years
this song has actually helped me so much. ive been suffering from a lot of things, mainly sexual trauma, but, regardless of what it is, its made me feel completely isolated from everyone. on my computer all day, incredibly difficult to talk with people. and this song just makes me feel more understood, and in some odd, messed up way, its given me hope. that i can be human again.
Спасибо. Это шедевр, который цепляет за душу.
Today I turn 18 and absolutely no one remembered my birthday. I invited only my closest friends to the party, but none of them showed up. it was probably supposed to be some cruel joke on me. now I sit alone and listen to this song over and over to stop thinking about these people. I guess I suck at choosing friends
Somewhat late, but happy b-day. It's not your fault, life just sucks.
If I was you I would not speak to those "friends" ever again
Life sucks. People suck. Not your fault.
What a beautiful song
days go and on they don't end....
I can't get enough of the guitar solo, absolute masterpiece of a song
struggling with the loss of many friends after getting out of the Army. This song helps me feel a bit better, Thank you.
❤TY FOR YOUR SERVICE SORRY FOR YOUR LOSSES YOUR IN MY PRAYERS FOR PEACE BEAUTIFUL FRIEND ❤
The song describes exactly how it looks inside me. Masterpiece ! 🤘🏻
@no longer in use thanks dude 😄
Essa música é perfeita, salva a madrugada de qualquer um
é uma foto colorida do bsod na sua foto de perfil?
That was DeNiro from Taxi Driver in the beginning. When he gets kicked out of the campaign headquarters trying to visit Betsy. Poor Travis.😢
i've been lisenting to dsbm for 10 year and something all those bands have in common is their effort to make a good atmostphere yes there are a lot of shitty dsbm bands overthere but most of them can make you feel all kind not only sadness but hapiness misery nostalgia as well istead of seeing dsbm as something cringe or edgy we should see It as way to ge through all the shit around us
this feels like a warm hug i always desired to get and that life never gave me. thank you for making this decalius.
Great ambiance music listening music for those endless rainy days.
Господи, как же это красиво звучит! В этих звуках вся человеческая жизнь от начала и до самой смерти.
That guitar tone on the intro is fantastic
Incredible fresh air pumps in the dsbm almost rotting lungs. Ty for this art and never stop.
the sound when life seems to get ending...- i feel that shit...thanx for creating...
Gave me chills. Not happened in years ❤
Hits hard...
Thanks for making this life a bit more tolerable 🖤
Pure emotions...
Thank you.
loved this video and the subject, it reflects very well the sad reality ..... This society does not deserve since it is called humanity, we are increasingly dehumanizing ourselves more, where wild animals seem to have more "human" qualities and "(in-) human" have more wild qualities.
Perhaps until one day we come to see becoming a reality, which shows the saga of movies "The Purgue" I am already stopping believing in the human being, I have learned to be alone and not need anyone, which has taken me time to A lot of suffering but now I value the loneliness so much that I even have a hard time being with people, and those who are sometimes very selected ... when I am alone in nature or accompanied by animals is when I feel at peace. And I have always been to approach the marginalized because they are the people who can enrich you much more, and to whom you can help, the reward to help the unprotected or the needy gives you an emotional reward that fills you in such a way that it cannot be described With words and also helps you to calm your demons, which unfortunately are still hooked to you and so many years that they have been Different battles with different tactics and weapons, you still try to find that weak point to end them one day that although it seems impossible and although sometimes there are days that you think you cannot win ... everything for having a heart too sensitive, generous and Confident, in front of this cruel self -ruthless self -foggy society and endless adjectives ... even people like family and couples ... acting with premeditation and alevosia.⚔🚷⚔
I like this a lot .. more of a death metal guy myself , but this was recommended to me .. I worry about the peoples that make this music tho .. I know some people use music as their expression of pain and it helps heal them , but others it can be a cry for help , a pleading for somebody to just listen to them .. I just want everyone to be okay and know that you’re not as alone as you might think you are.. please believe me
Baddass comment
yea this this song puts me in a bad place...scary
Hát, ez azért nem egészen igaz, mert hiába vesznek körül téged az emberek, ha ők nagyban rásegítenek téged, hogy egy árok mélyén pusztúlj el egymagad, mint egy szerencsétlen, kóbor kutya. Bónuszként pedig, rá sem szolgáltál erre a sorsra, egyszerűen csak az emberi kegyetlenség, rosszindulat kimeríthetetlen.
@@christine.m.b.2026 im confused with your word but im here to help
@@wellofsilence Igazán bizalomgerjesztő ez a profil.😊 Nem értem, miért zavarodott össze. Elmagyarázom, ha szeretné. Írta az egyik kommentelő, hogy nincs miért félni, aggódni, stb., hiszen nem vagyunk egyedül a világban. Körülöttünk 365 fokban emberek, ameddig ellátunk. Ez igaz, viszont egyáltalán nem mindegy hogy hogyan hatnak a fizikai és lelki állapotunkra. Engem túl régóta zár körbe olyan ember csoport, amik valósággal megmérgeznek. Ha nem tudok kiszabadulni innen, végül a leírt sorsra jutok. Igazából nem én vagyok a világon az egyetlen, akinek ilyen az életkörülménye. Ezért írtam azt amit.
Love it. Can't get enough. Helps me get into a good place musically when when I'm writing riffs and lyrics. Music w meaning.
Exactly how i have felt my entire life. Well done! All of your work is excellent.
Thank you
Lost my brother last year and everything ceases to exist now I have nothing anymore I am utterly alone.
От гитарной партии в конце из глаз рвутся слёзы.
it's as if I'm tuning into positive memories turning into scolding cindering flames wrapping itself onto themselves.
This song literally has been on repeat. Decalius really save me through tough shit. Thank you 🤘
Best band for me. Superb. Nostalgic tones and riffs. I like it.
Brano indescrivibile, potentissimo, malinconico... complimenti ...in loop da 24h
Wow... This is amazing
Вот этот трек, на вершине моего восприятия Вашего творчества, это нашло и дергает, за вот тот последний нерв, который я думал, думал, что отмер давно.
This melody and these lyrics always move me. I had never heard a song as melancholic and fascinating as this one before
A hug from Brazil to you from the band Decalius.
Decalius só faz música foda
@@otavioggz1510 Realmente. Ótimas canções
Never dwell in your depression. Move away from this genre. Look at yourself like the beautiful being that you are. Look at how fantastically we were made. We are star children having a human experience with the good and the bad. All emotion is gliding and sliding and temporary. Learn to enjoy your own company until you're ready for others. Make your day blessed.
This is incredibly beautiful
you're on a streak man the music and emotion in this song is raw i love it
Estou hipnotizado com essas guitarras... ❤🔥
Disse tudo meu xara!!!💣🙏🏻🖤🖤🌊 viajeiii nesse som!!!!
@@sr.cultivo Nomes dos canais parecidos mesmo rs... Muito bom esse som me pegou em cheio! 🤯💥💥
I have been fucking doubled over sobbing since watching this. Usually not the most emotional person.. but this masterpiece hit me to the core.
I grew up in institutions from age 12-18. My bio father is an abusive narcissist and forced my mom to leave in fear when I was 5. this left her to raise 2 autistic kids alone. My father took her to court for custody. He made it seem like he “cared” but he just wanted control and to hurt my mother by throwing us away into the system. I have been moved from facility to facility over 20 times in those years. I was assaulted, sexually abused, and physically tortured. I witnessed the same abuse and worse done toward other kids. I saw my best friend’s head split open and blood everywhere. I remember how they kept us too terrified to try to get help. Even if someone tried, there was nobody to run to. Nobody would listen or believe us because we were just “manipulative” or “lying”, which is staff code word for “I don’t want to get caught abusing this child”. And of course there would be cruel retaliation. We were brainwashed to trauma-bond with these people who hurt us so we’d be compliant, protecting them, and so gaslit we didn’t know it was a crime. I and many others spent weeks/months on the tile floor of an isolation room not allowed to speak or have human contact. This place has been sued by DRP (disability rights PA).
In many psych settings i’ve observed severely ill and/or disabled patients be treated in similar dehumanizing ways. I spent some time on the adult floor as a teenager, the schizophrenic/psychotic and disabled or elderly were not treated as people. I still feel sick recalling these things and so much more.
My brother is currently living in a permanent care home. He is non-verbal level 3 autistic. He has also suffered and been traumatized by the system. We at least get to visit him.
If you are shocked or skeptical of the things I talked about, look up #breakingcodesilence or watch The Program on netflix. The troubled teen industry is trafficking children through abusive facilities and it is a multi-million dollar industry. they want your kids and siblings to profit from.
I have been free for 2 years. I got out alive and I am grateful for that. I deal with complex post traumatic stress disorder and dissociation every day. I have been working in intensive therapy with people I can trust. I have been no contact with my abusers and i live somewhere else now. I have a goofy dog and a partner who is the most beautiful soul I have ever known. I have been suicide attempt free for 2 years. I am starting college for social work/psych soon. I made it.
I don’t know if anyone will see this. Not putting all this out there for clout. But I want you to know that whether you can relate to my experience or not or if you have other trauma or pain, that you are truly not alone. And i want you to know that while you may feel hopeless, so many of us have been hopeless shells of a human and now look back on those times grateful we are alive to see the light at the end.
Tanto tiempo huyendo de ti. Y ahora me encuentras de esta forma!
La forma más inesperada e intensa a través de mi sentido auditivo...... gracias por ayudarme a encontrarme a mí mismo otra vez...
Masterpiece for sure, That freakin' solo is so neat and fits so perfect!
"When you find peace in suicidal thoughts, you become immortal"
This was absolutely beautiful
I cried so hard on this …. This helped me process so much … thank you
Faz tanto tempo que não ouço algo tão bom, tão puro...
Agradeço pela letra, agradeço pela sonoridade, está música realmente salvou a minha madrugada, muito obrigado mesmo.
Muito obrigado e obrigado por apoiar este projeto
Aí sim
acabei de cair aqui, e foi num bom momento, tava precisando
@@decaliusproject4973 Você é daqui do Brasil, mano?
musica mt foda
So powerful. Pure melancholic madness. I always think about it. About the suffering and existence and this endless cyrcle.
10/10 trve kvlt right here, both the audio and the video, definetely loving it
I love this 🤘🏻🖤 the guitar riffs is so beautiful 🤘🏻🤘🏻
Increible, sinceramente increible. Me gustó mucho. Hace mucho youtube no hacía buenas recomendaciones.
Apenas me encontré esta banda y ya la amo, gracias por crear estas obras maestras❤️
Be like a sword, heated, beaten, folded. Over and over friend. Craft your soul and thrive for those you love. Everything passes.
Best DSBM I've heard in a while.
I've been listening to this every day this week. Hits hard
I'm new to DBSM and I've listened to many songs this last week but no one gets to the level of this one
I'm in love with this song. Perfection
Perfect. My favorite for sure!