I really really hope things get better. I hope you get the help you need. I know how you feel, and I know not much people say helps when you feel like that, but i wish you the best and I hope you know you aren't alone, and people care about you 💙
RACHELLLLLLL!! I’m so sorry to hear that you have been having such a hard time 😔 if there is anything I can do please let me know ok? Anytime! You know where to find me 😊 I hope you know that I’m really so proud of you always!! You are still trying and that’s so important!! 😊 I think I’ve been subbed to you since 2009...that’s really really scary how fast that has gone by.. 😕but we are both still alive! And I’m really glad that you are 😊❤️
I've been with you since you started making videos - often wondered what happened and if you were ok- but it's so so good to see you again. Just keep going xxxxx
Hey, I'm sorry to hear you haven't been doing the best. I've been watching you since around 2014 and you've been a massive help in aiding me to see that I'm truly not alone. I really hope that one day you get to a point in your life where you truly do feel okay. I've been in hospital three times this year and I've found myself hoping myself that one day everything will just be okay and make sense to me. My inbox is always open if you ever want to talk ☺️
both, I take iron supplements and folate and I'm on 14 potassium a day at minimum. When I go a day without these, I'm gambling with my life every time and it takes several days to get it back to a 'safe' (but low) level. x
Reality Rae oh my god rach!! 😟 please don’t die. Please try your best to recover. Is that level of potassium common in ed patients? And that amount of tables of potassium they need to take? Is this low level of potassium from purging or from starving? I have an eating disorder in the past (anorexia) but not severe and I never had any problems with my bloods I don’t think. Can someone have an eating disorder but have completely normal bloods?!!! Xx
@@lindab125 I don't know... ones with my habits probably. But my consultant says she's never prescribed more than 8/day and she's worked with ED patients for 15 years. It is dangerous, but I assure you I don't plan to die, I'm trying very very much to live and I mean that in every day
Reality Rae thank you for replying. But what I don’t understand is if a persons bloods are perfectly fine, how can they be very poorly? Surely if they were sick it would show up in their bloods? Like if their organs are affected by their ed, surely it would show up in their bloods?? I never understood that
Literally struggling too but in the Middle East they don’t have a good insight about eds. I just have to carry myself by my own.
I really really hope things get better. I hope you get the help you need. I know how you feel, and I know not much people say helps when you feel like that, but i wish you the best and I hope you know you aren't alone, and people care about you 💙
There's no pressure to upload ❤️ it's always nice to see you, I love you a lot
THAT was fast, lovely :P My love straight back at you xx
And thank you.
RACHELLLLLLL!! I’m so sorry to hear that you have been having such a hard time 😔 if there is anything I can do please let me know ok? Anytime! You know where to find me 😊 I hope you know that I’m really so proud of you always!! You are still trying and that’s so important!! 😊 I think I’ve been subbed to you since 2009...that’s really really scary how fast that has gone by.. 😕but we are both still alive! And I’m really glad that you are 😊❤️
I've been with you since you started making videos - often wondered what happened and if you were ok- but it's so so good to see you again. Just keep going xxxxx
This might seem weird because I don’t know you but I mean it when I say that I’m really proud of you
I have no idea why! But I really appreciate it regardless. Guess I'm a sucker for approval ;)
Hey, I'm sorry to hear you haven't been doing the best. I've been watching you since around 2014 and you've been a massive help in aiding me to see that I'm truly not alone. I really hope that one day you get to a point in your life where you truly do feel okay. I've been in hospital three times this year and I've found myself hoping myself that one day everything will just be okay and make sense to me. My inbox is always open if you ever want to talk ☺️
Thank you. I'm sorry things are hard for you also. x
Hope one day that you have more good days than bad days. Eating disorders suck. Ó╭╮Ò You'll never fade away though,ever
I knew you from Leigh house! I thought you were a very lovely lady :) Hope you get better soon. I pray that Jesus will help you :)
I remember you too James, I thought you were lovely too :) I hope you are doing well, and still have pets in your life! x
How has your eating disorder affected your bloods ie low potassium, low iron etc?
both, I take iron supplements and folate and I'm on 14 potassium a day at minimum. When I go a day without these, I'm gambling with my life every time and it takes several days to get it back to a 'safe' (but low) level. x
Reality Rae oh my god rach!! 😟 please don’t die. Please try your best to recover. Is that level of potassium common in ed patients? And that amount of tables of potassium they need to take? Is this low level of potassium from purging or from starving? I have an eating disorder in the past (anorexia) but not severe and I never had any problems with my bloods I don’t think. Can someone have an eating disorder but have completely normal bloods?!!! Xx
@@lindab125 I don't know... ones with my habits probably. But my consultant says she's never prescribed more than 8/day and she's worked with ED patients for 15 years. It is dangerous, but I assure you I don't plan to die, I'm trying very very much to live and I mean that in every day
Reality Rae thank you for replying. But what I don’t understand is if a persons bloods are perfectly fine, how can they be very poorly? Surely if they were sick it would show up in their bloods? Like if their organs are affected by their ed, surely it would show up in their bloods?? I never understood that