@@GingerBreadMan76 He is on PreP. That has assisted to protect him. I'm on ARVs, my viral load and CD4 count is always on check. And we use a condom :)
Tommy Hogan as one takes the meds, your viral load will drop and you will not be able to transmit the virus to anyone else. However, HIV or not- condoms should still be used. Just goodle/research U=U
I found this on my recommended😭😭 Iove the video! I'm a 24 year old in Botswana living openly with HIV too! There's Hope for love and marriage after all 🌸
Sekgabo Seselamarumo u so beautiful don’t worry u can find love. There’s a dating website for positive singles. Look on there u could find someone. All the best.
Sekgabo Seselamarumo hopefully the right one will come to her she shouldn’t have to go looking for a man should pursue his woman or wife to be. Thank you
It also touched me, because I can say that iam that girl too who's currently in university and sometimes it's really hard when with are not going well. You know that you are not disappointing only your self but everyone who's looking up to you some waiting for your breakthrough and some for your downfall. But I told my self that whatever happens there is a reason for that. All we need to do is to try and live the best life possible my happiness comes first after all
You are beautiful. I am a mother of 3. I am a medical doctor. Nigeria. Hold high up your head, yes... YOU ARE OKAY. Take your medications, be mentally stable and have faith in God always.
@@zinhlexaba5149 Hey, thanks for your message. You are GREAT for asking. Its brilliant of you. 1) You need TONS AND TONS of counselling from the right medical and spiritual personnel (trained medical counsellor and your pastor or imam if you are a muslim). Are you ready to stick it out come 10,20,30 years from now? 2) Beyond love, the NON-INFECTED PARTNER (henceforth referred to as the NEGATIVE PARTNER) needs to not verbally, emotional or physically abuse the infected partner. Some negative spouses keep making THREATS of exposing the positive partner to outsiders in marriage thereby turning the positive partner to a slave or kind of master-servant relationship. 3) The status of the infected person needs to be kept STRICTLY CONFIDENTIAL. Its none of the business of the siblings, friends or parents/uncles/aunties of the negative partner. Marriage is strictly the business of two of you. Keep it that way. Its not only for the sake of the infected partner but when kids are bone and being raised, imagine a scenario where your child returns home crying that a relative or a neighbour or family friend divulged unpleasant information (gossip) about their mom or dad? We should go all out to keep our affairs private. Who knows what others outside have as their secrets? 4) The POSITIVE Partner needs to REGULARLY ATTEND HIV HOSPITAL VISIT DAYS BIT MOST IMORTANTLY TAKE HIS OR HER MEDICATIONS UNFAILINGLY. People have been known to live up to 30 years with the virus. 5) The issue of caring for the sick person and funds being used for care must be discussed prior to the marriage. 6) The positive PARTNER needs to take responsibility for his or her health. I mean they need to be serious with their compliance with medications, hospital visits, their intake of healthy foods, keeping fit and abiding triggers of crises and must avoid playing the victim card where every petty thing turns to " you are doing this or that to me bcos of my status" kind of behaviour. We can't change the past but we can change tomorrow. 7) The positive partner needs to have a positive friend who can stand in to collect drugs in case of ill health and hospitalization. 8) Finally, psychological and mental health are critical to success. The positive partner needs to be MENTALLY STRONG. HIV doesn't kill as fast as cancer or sudden death these days but what if the positive partner starts being careless with TAKING MEDICATIONS??? THANKS AND PLS REPLY ME. Thanks.
@@LengForChrist Thank you. We all needed this info. You mentioned dynamics that can exist between mixed-status couples that I never even thought about. It just goes to show, you never know what people are enduring.
@@LengForChrist i will add to this that the negative partner should also be involved in the treatment of the other partner because they are in this together even though only one is infected
Found out i am HIV+ this year after 10 years of drinking medicine.( My parents didn’t tell me ) Founding you makes me happy because I’m only 18 still so young .
When she said "I was a good girl",you can hear the pain in her voice. People are selfish ,you for sure can't be safe enough no matter how much you try...People will test you. Stay strong girl...side note its cute how your husband looks at you
@Mama Ovie, God cares more about your health and well-being than you could ever be. Registration for the healing school with Pastor Chris in Johannesburg, South Africa is still open. No situation is hopeless with God and it’s never too late. There is absolutely nothing he can’t do or change.
She said she's living "Positively" with HIV, I like that perspective 🙌🏽you really are oozing with Confidence and Positivity. Thank you for sharing your story Nozibele❤️💯
Wow! I couldn't stop crying, am also HIV positive. I found out 2 yrs ago,am married to my prince charming who's HIV negative. Am watching u from Swaziland
I got hiv too, and I absolutely knows how you feel. Let me know if you need someone to talk to. We are still good as we used too. HIV don’t define me anything. Cheers up to you Nozi.
You’re inspiring. I wish my mom would’ve told us, but the fear of stigmatism kept her bound and in denial. She passed away in 2003, probably feeling alone. Thank you for being so courageous and big props to your husband for making you feel like the queen you are!
Clarissa Smith omg. Same with me. My mom refused to tell anyone and we didn’t know she was positive until she was fighting for her life. By then it was too late. I’m struggling to understand why she chose to keep it secret. I can’t understand. I miss her.
I never comment on ANY video but this one, I am compelled to comment. I was with a man whom 1. Literally Forced me to sleep with him or else he would break up with me & 2. He was mentally/emotional abusive. A year later in our relationship he broke up with me, out of nowhere. After months of contemplating of getting tested (he did cheat on me in the relationship) I was fearful for my life. The thought of my life changing in seconds made me even nauseous to go forward & get tested. This year 2020 I decided I needed to know, I went to get tested and it came out negative. I promised God I will not sleep with a man anymore until they married me (some married men cheat too, I know) Your story touched me, because I was just there, fearful. Listening to your story was sad to hear but your strength and courage to even share it with the world is beautiful & I admire you for that. Stay blessed.
Red Carded yes I made the mistake by staying in that toxic environment, but nonetheless I learned something from it; to love & value myself first. Trust me, it wasn’t easy looking back & acknowledging that I made the choice to stay over & over again. I put myself through that, I know. But God is good and so is my life.
Married man is just a title my dear, they are the ones who infect their wives bcoz they are busy out here chasing after these girls & ladies. It's so sad that they are after their own pleasure not realising the impact of doing so on their children & wife. I am so scared of a married man to death, I fear my fellow sista married to this unsatisfied so called married men
@@marthamoyo please do not paint all married men with the same brush. It is not all of us who're perennial hooked in a life of bed hopping. The way I'm so scared of getting sick, the thought of having sex with someone I don't share the same roof with it send shivers down my spine.
I share your sentiments. We worry so much about being single after a certain age and what people will say that we forget to be grateful for things that have not happened to us.
Thanks for sharing your story it made me strong am 22years and am HIV+ i found out last year November.. I would be lying if i said i didn't think of killing myself ... But i thank you for sharing am now stronger than ever
I'm really motivated, I'm also HIV+ and I'm struggling emotionally, I just have a lot of things on my mind.. But I'm getting there slowly but surely. Thank you so much Nozi. #Iaminpired
Hi Lindi. I have two close friends living with HIV and a lot of family members. One of my friends was diagnosed when we were 19, so they've been + for 8 years now and I will tell you what I learnt from my friends, the days are not the same at first and even after a while sometimes. One day is all shiny and happy and one day feels like it's gonna end by the middle of it but there more you open up about those feelings and share them with someone who understands and allows you to be at your lowest but helps you up again, then you get better. I hope you have or find someone you can trust that you can have these random it intentional talks with. Don't close yourself in your head for too long.
For olmost 15 yers i had hepatites C after i did some piercings! But there is a amaizing god up there and in my dream i was healed i did not see Jesus but his Light shines so glorios that eaven hepatites c was gone! Now i m negative for 4 yers! ! God is able to save our souls and to heal our disease !!!!
Very encouraging especially to those of us walking the same journey.Soon you will forget Hiv and move on with life.I've lived with the virus 30 years now and hardly remember the first shock,but on meds and faithful to my creator. Peace and Shalom.
This was soooo sad! It hit me when she said I was the girl parents used to discipline their children. How come all your life u try to do good and in a blink of an eye things can go south. Beautiful ending tho!!! May God bless your family!!
Thank you for the story. I also have a story to tell. My story. I discovered I was HIV positive in 2014 when I approached my church marriage committee. Today is another story. God healed me in December 2014 and am married with two kids. May his name be praised. God is still healing people from deadly diseases today. Just have faith in christ's death and repentance from sin
You know thy think is wen you sleep wit 1000men that you will get HIV people in there husband house do cut HIV from there husband n good girls in there fathers house do cut it also
@Mika’s So Random, God cares more about your health and well-being than you could ever be. Registration for the healing school with Pastor Chris in Johannesburg, South Africa is still open. No situation is hopeless with God and it’s never too late. There is absolutely nothing he can’t do or change.
@love love 822, it’s been put on hold at the moment because of lockdown but once lockdown is over, it will resume. It’s free of charge, you just need to register your name and contact. Please email me your number on this email address...namhlasy@gmail.com
But as it is written: “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man The things which God has prepared for those who love.its proof gods plan can never be delayed by man or our lack of believe hence u have been places and recieved ur partner nothing phases God he always has a plan for us.
I love your story ❤️. I found it on my recommendations a few days ago. I recently found out I was HIV positive about 2 weeks ago. I could relate to your story all the way . I was shattered, maybe still am. I've never been involved, sexually before. Like, ever. I'm finding a way to move forward, taking it one day at a time. I just turned 19 a few months ago. Having a safe community has helped me. And prayer. Lots and lots of it. I love your story and your channel. Thank you for sharing. ❤️🌻
Thanks for the lesson in your story: If someone delays, makes excuses (i.e they already took and they are safe), declines taking an HIV tests - run for the Hills! Also, I saw another lady here on youtube whose Ex - boyfriend walked around with fake documentation stating he was negative, and infected her. So, the best way to test, is for both individuals to test at the same location, same time, so the documentation must look the same!
Thank you for sharing your story❤ I was very very irresponsible as a guy with a girlfriend as I slept around without using protection, I tested and the results came out negative but it easily could've been me. I have decided to change and stay loyal Stay safe and use protection. And remember to always test.
For me it's the #IamStillMe 😥🙏 That has been the biggest fight in this whole journey. I've been living with HIV for 11years now... also the "good girl used". I carried so much shame in this. In one moment of overtrusting my life changed in ways I can never imagine!! Dating has brought so much rejection at some stage I felt not worthy of love... but Glory to God, I found myself again... that statement Carrie's so much healing that one would never realise! I am still me... I am good enough... and I am worth it ♥️♥️♥️
I am 18 and I am a virgin I had thought about losing to my boyfriend whom I like but after watching both your videos about hiv I now feel more confident than ever that I should remain a virgin until marriage God sure do work in mysterious ways because I had that thought in mind that I should have sex and all and at the right time I saw your video thank you so much I basically wanted to cry when I watched it may God walk with you
I'm crying. The ending was beautiful. Once you forgive them...you begin healing. I can relate so deeply with her story. This testimony has helped me get through the dark times. Thank you so much you beautiful woman ❤️
Oooh Lord This is my story and I cannot forgive my Ex Huby I'm trying but I'm failing I pray for strength to take care of my kids💔💔💔he destroyed me in every way I need your kind of strength my Sister😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
hi sisi, thanks for this video . i will send to my sister she is 15 and tested positive. She is going through the most as this is new it will her 2nd month to take ARVs next week and she is filled with anxiety and fear to die. I will ask her to follow you
Except for ur profession and that he was ur first, u basically narrated the story of my life exactly as it happened. I haven't bn in a relationship though.since 2016. Thank u for sharing ur story. U just gave me confidence, maybe I can date again
@Jesus Wept no you’re not saying the right thing , your actually being uneducated and misinformed and spreading false information . Hiv doesn’t have to only be contracted through sex.
sincerely i envy your courage and i pray you continue in this courage of a lioness...you are bigger than life for you to go through all this alone silently.....you are wise and smart and still beautiful that your courage has got me thinking why and how could you go through all this and no 1 could noticed?...then u r smart...
While I was trying to be a hero and hide what I was going through, I was slowly dying inside. I was on the brink of committing suicide when I convinced myself to get help. It wasn't easy.
Miracles really do happen like this. If I would have watched this while I was suicidal I would have said no way. Now that I made it through I am so happy. I didn’t find anyone but I found other ways to make me happy. Things popped up that were god sends. Believe this shit.
i'm so glad idecided to click on this clip..i am also living with hiv for more than 20 years now and I'm still me..hiv will never defines me..its just a reminder to be more cautious about myself..Thank you for sharing your story..keep well and always pray to our living God💕
Sure? And why do people giggle when someone opens up.? When i opened up its like hell broke loose,all my friends dissappeared and act as though they're proving a point that they're NOT like me.
Justina Musyoka ...They have not Yet carried your pain. Believe me, if not them, their loved one will one day carry that burden, because in one way or another we all LIKE you !
@@cclibre3832 thank you,i know their ignorance especially neighbours and i see them from time to time burrying relatives but are quick to say,it was cancer etc but to me i know ,death is death. I've lived with the virus 30 years now and those who had survived earlier motivated me alot to live positively. Many said,Hiv doesn't kill but the perception you attach to it that kills. That there's no incurable disease but incurable people. I noted if the virus and its causes in humans is hidden through silence,its a demon that will find its way to others in the family. I repented to The Most High ELOHIM YHWH on my behalf, on behalf of my late husband and the whole family. So,thank you for your kind words and encouragement.
It's my first time watching your TH-cam videos, I usually watch your live videos on Facebook. This video brought me to tears 😭😭😭. I love you Nozi and you're bringing so much hope to people living with HIV who think being HIV+ is the end of the world.
Omg! I love this, I needed to hear this. I always tell my fiance how I would hurt him if ever I'd find out that I'm infected. But watching this has really got me thinking differently.
I literally cried 😭😭🤦🏽♀️though the whole video I had to rewatch it. I can’t pronounce your name but it sounds so beautiful just like you.. thank you 🙏🏾 for sharing your testimony God bless you 💙💕🥰
So touching, truly envious of your courage to tell your story on this platform 🤗, so glad it didn't break you to a point of destruction. It brought a smile to my face with how your face lit up when you were talking about your hubby🤗🤗. HIV is not a death sentence and you are living proof!
Thank God for the goodie bags luring you to participate! Saved your life but not a great way to find out. So sorry girl. But good on ya for being positive about it and strengthening all of us.
Sleeping with one person does not mean you are safe. It depends upon what status that ' so-called ' one person was. The only safety is protection . Love u girl.
You are soooo amazing. And your purpose is going to heal those who are infected and affected by HIV. I think you took the "positive" and made it your purpose and strength. Continue to share your story. All best to you! xoxoxo
It takes a lot of courage to tell your partner your status, with the pending fear of losing them..... how ever I love your family ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ this is a channel worth subscribing to....
I'm HIV positive I found in 2013 firstly I was mess after I heard but the love I have for Cresalda I took her story nd made mine nd tell myself I'm going to live for my kids,I'm going to protect myself from unprotected sex
This has touched me in so many ways sis wami!!!! I'm going through my own hardships in life and the fact that you are surviving this and u on the other side of it. I'm so proud of you. Your story is keeping me strong. I love you
I’m crying while I’m watching this 😭😭 u are so brave I want all women and men who are going through this that life is more than this disease there’s so much what life can offer be happy live your life to the fullest and I wish everyone a very long life love you all 😇
Why is HIV so common in Africa? Please people.. If you're going to sleep with a partner, insist on ascertaining their status. Please please.. Don't take things for granted.
Had to stop for the first 10 seconds... Woooow! I'm blown away, so much of what you said reminds me of my path, struggles and at the end of the tunnel God just shows up for you in a human form (my husband)... you are phenomenal, I love you,Thank You for this!! 💕💕
Lord have mercy. Don't know what will I do. Need the courage to go. My husband is lately coming in the morning. The people u love the most is the people who will always hurt you
Women usually prepare mentally before leaving physically. Don't sleep with him and don't beat yourself up, pray and God will give you an out! Peace and blessings queen.
Thank you for sharing. There's a negative stereotype towards people who are infectect bengathi they've been around. Leyo iyadina. With so much information yet we still ignorant and refuse to get tested.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It takes courage for one to share what you just did. I'm hiv negative and I wouldn't mind dating a person living with the virus... As long as they're open about it, they love me and I love them, we ride!
Currently dating one He disclosed it and we went for seminar together If your partner is on med, he can't pass it on cause the med suppresses the virus to its minimum When we both went for test its was negative, I have been negative and still negative he has been positive but now negative for almost 2years, the virus is still present but test can't detect it meaning he can't pass it on
This is such an inspiration to me i don't have hiv but i do have herpies 1 and 2 and it has affected me i get panic attacks i suffer from anxiety just thinking about my health going wrong but you know you have inspired me i will always watch you thank you so much for sharing your story ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Kristine wouldntuliketoknow I had herpes for a year. I’m cured now. Thanks to Tara Simmons. You can look up “Tara Simmons” in TH-cam. I followed her protocol and healed my nasty herpes. Healing for hpv and herpes.
@Kristine, God cares more about your health and well-being than you could ever be. Registration for the healing school with Pastor Chris in Johannesburg, South Africa is still open. No situation is hopeless with God and it’s never too late. There is absolutely nothing he can’t do or change.
Sisi le video yakho has really triggered me. I know a relative who had HIV/AIDS. She passed away a few years ago because she refused to take her medication. You've inspired me❤
This teaches women and men, the Important of getting tested once in a while with they sexual partner because it's sad that one can have sexual relationship with one person and still get HIV because the other partner decides to cheat. This confess for me what I have also been told. I am still a virgin at the age 21 and thank you for sharing your story. Your strong, beautiful, smart and loved. God be with you ♥ ♥.
I'm glad u took your power back by living in the light & not da shadows! U r such a beautiful lady & u are gonna help a lot of people! U r still a good girl no scratch that u r a Great Lady!
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Thank you SO so much for the love you have shown me and family. We're eternally grateful
I would like to talk with you.. if you can send me your social media info so I can reach out to you... thanks..
Hi Jeffrey, you welcome to send me an email: noziqamngana@gmail.com :)
How do you manage sex without husband getting infected?
@@GingerBreadMan76 He is on PreP. That has assisted to protect him. I'm on ARVs, my viral load and CD4 count is always on check. And we use a condom :)
Tommy Hogan as one takes the meds, your viral load will drop and you will not be able to transmit the virus to anyone else. However, HIV or not- condoms should still be used. Just goodle/research U=U
I found this on my recommended😭😭 Iove the video! I'm a 24 year old in Botswana living openly with HIV too! There's Hope for love and marriage after all 🌸
Sekgabo Seselamarumo u so beautiful don’t worry u can find love. There’s a dating website for positive singles. Look on there u could find someone. All the best.
Sekgabo Seselamarumo hopefully the right one will come to her she shouldn’t have to go looking for a man should pursue his woman or wife to be. Thank you
Its not easy though sis
My favorite girl ❤️
God bless u
That quote, "I was the good girl..." that quote is a profound statement..... it touched my heart..
Yes it did
I wish she could have expended more on her parent’s reaction
@@gracemat9474 Hi Grace - please watch more on my videos :) There's a video I did on disclosing to family and friends. Be blessed.
The pressure of being a good girl💔
It also touched me, because I can say that iam that girl too who's currently in university and sometimes it's really hard when with are not going well.
You know that you are not disappointing only your self but everyone who's looking up to you some waiting for your breakthrough and some for your downfall.
But I told my self that whatever happens there is a reason for that.
All we need to do is to try and live the best life possible my happiness comes first after all
You are beautiful. I am a mother of 3. I am a medical doctor. Nigeria. Hold high up your head, yes... YOU ARE OKAY. Take your medications, be mentally stable and have faith in God always.
Hi Doc my fiance nd I we have different Status and bout to get married nd we plan to start aFamily.what we support to do?
@@zinhlexaba5149 Hey, thanks for your message. You are GREAT for asking. Its brilliant of you.
1) You need TONS AND TONS of counselling from the right medical and spiritual personnel (trained medical counsellor and your pastor or imam if you are a muslim).
Are you ready to stick it out come 10,20,30 years from now?
2) Beyond love, the NON-INFECTED PARTNER (henceforth referred to as the NEGATIVE PARTNER) needs to not verbally, emotional or physically abuse the infected partner. Some negative spouses keep making THREATS of exposing the positive partner to outsiders in marriage thereby turning the positive partner to a slave or kind of master-servant relationship.
3) The status of the infected person needs to be kept STRICTLY CONFIDENTIAL.
Its none of the business of the siblings, friends or parents/uncles/aunties of the negative partner. Marriage is strictly the business of two of you. Keep it that way. Its not only for the sake of the infected partner but when kids are bone and being raised, imagine a scenario where your child returns home crying that a relative or a neighbour or family friend divulged unpleasant information (gossip) about their mom or dad? We should go all out to keep our affairs private. Who knows what others outside have as their secrets?
4) The POSITIVE Partner needs to REGULARLY ATTEND HIV HOSPITAL VISIT DAYS BIT MOST IMORTANTLY TAKE HIS OR HER MEDICATIONS UNFAILINGLY. People have been known to live up to 30 years with the virus.
5) The issue of caring for the sick person and funds being used for care must be discussed prior to the marriage.
6) The positive PARTNER needs to take responsibility for his or her health. I mean they need to be serious with their compliance with medications, hospital visits, their intake of healthy foods, keeping fit and abiding triggers of crises and must avoid playing the victim card where every petty thing turns to " you are doing this or that to me bcos of my status" kind of behaviour. We can't change the past but we can change tomorrow.
7) The positive partner needs to have a positive friend who can stand in to collect drugs in case of ill health and hospitalization.
8) Finally, psychological and mental health are critical to success. The positive partner needs to be MENTALLY STRONG. HIV doesn't kill as fast as cancer or sudden death these days but what if the positive partner starts being careless with TAKING MEDICATIONS??? THANKS AND PLS REPLY ME. Thanks.
Thank you, I needed this info
@@LengForChrist Thank you. We all needed this info. You mentioned dynamics that can exist between mixed-status couples that I never even thought about. It just goes to show, you never know what people are enduring.
@@LengForChrist i will add to this that the negative partner should also be involved in the treatment of the other partner because they are in this together even though only one is infected
Found out i am HIV+ this year after 10 years of drinking medicine.( My parents didn’t tell me )
Founding you makes me happy because I’m only 18 still so young .
Am sorry .you are beautiful
Honey chipper up you got your whole life ahead of you you're going to do well..❤
Oh my goodness. I’m so sorry.
I know you from tiktok!
May I ask what medications do you take
When she said "I was a good girl",you can hear the pain in her voice. People are selfish ,you for sure can't be safe enough no matter how much you try...People will test you. Stay strong girl...side note its cute how your husband looks at you
Every sad story has a happy ending. And I'm glad HIV didn't break you ... I wish you all the best.
@Thembelihle *Lihle* thanks
Am i the only one chopping onion here,,, i wish i could hug her and tell her that i love her.
Me too, you're not alone!
No my dear😭😭
I am hiv also with two kids who are negative with the medication you are good to go it is not a death sentence
Mama Ovie ...anymore *
God bless sister
Hi mama Ovie. Please explain how that's possible....
@Mama Ovie, God cares more about your health and well-being than you could ever be. Registration for the healing school with Pastor Chris in Johannesburg, South Africa is still open. No situation is hopeless with God and it’s never too late. There is absolutely nothing he can’t do or change.
It is not a death sentence but it is a life sentence
"I was the good girl.." I felt that😭😭😭
She said she's living "Positively" with HIV, I like that perspective 🙌🏽you really are oozing with Confidence and Positivity. Thank you for sharing your story Nozibele❤️💯
She’s such a great story teller
True
Wow! I couldn't stop crying, am also HIV positive. I found out 2 yrs ago,am married to my prince charming who's HIV negative. Am watching u from Swaziland
I got hiv too, and I absolutely knows how you feel. Let me know if you need someone to talk to. We are still good as we used too. HIV don’t define me anything. Cheers up to you Nozi.
Hello not giving up
Mitchell Stewart thank you so much 😊 and I’m not give up
Sonia Leffell Thank you all the good spirit here. God bless us 💕
Hi I need someone to talk to
Jabulile Wati me too
You’re inspiring. I wish my mom would’ve told us, but the fear of stigmatism kept her bound and in denial. She passed away in 2003, probably feeling alone. Thank you for being so courageous and big props to your husband for making you feel like the queen you are!
Clarissa Smith omg. Same with me. My mom refused to tell anyone and we didn’t know she was positive until she was fighting for her life. By then it was too late. I’m struggling to understand why she chose to keep it secret. I can’t understand. I miss her.
niecy3854 ❤️
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Grateful thankful to Dr Abiola on TH-cam for curing me from HIV #drabiola ..😊🎉
“How I met my husband 3 years ago” it’s the smile and happiness for me 😩❤️
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Indeed the moment we stop blaming the other person and taking responsibility is truly the start of a beautiful healing process ❤️
I never comment on ANY video but this one, I am compelled to comment. I was with a man whom 1. Literally Forced me to sleep with him or else he would break up with me & 2. He was mentally/emotional abusive. A year later in our relationship he broke up with me, out of nowhere. After months of contemplating of getting tested (he did cheat on me in the relationship) I was fearful for my life. The thought of my life changing in seconds made me even nauseous to go forward & get tested. This year 2020 I decided I needed to know, I went to get tested and it came out negative. I promised God I will not sleep with a man anymore until they married me (some married men cheat too, I know)
Your story touched me, because I was just there, fearful. Listening to your story was sad to hear but your strength and courage to even share it with the world is beautiful & I admire you for that.
Stay blessed.
Red Carded yes I made the mistake by staying in that toxic environment, but nonetheless I learned something from it; to love & value myself first. Trust me, it wasn’t easy looking back & acknowledging that I made the choice to stay over & over again. I put myself through that, I know. But God is good and so is my life.
Married man is just a title my dear, they are the ones who infect their wives bcoz they are busy out here chasing after these girls & ladies. It's so sad that they are after their own pleasure not realising the impact of doing so on their children & wife. I am so scared of a married man to death, I fear my fellow sista married to this unsatisfied so called married men
@@marthamoyo please do not paint all married men with the same brush. It is not all of us who're perennial hooked in a life of bed hopping. The way I'm so scared of getting sick, the thought of having sex with someone I don't share the same roof with it send shivers down my spine.
I share your sentiments. We worry so much about being single after a certain age and what people will say that we forget to be grateful for things that have not happened to us.
Thanks for sharing your story it made me strong am 22years and am HIV+ i found out last year November.. I would be lying if i said i didn't think of killing myself ... But i thank you for sharing am now stronger than ever
I'm really motivated, I'm also HIV+ and I'm struggling emotionally, I just have a lot of things on my mind.. But I'm getting there slowly but surely. Thank you so much Nozi. #Iaminpired
Hi Lindi. I have two close friends living with HIV and a lot of family members. One of my friends was diagnosed when we were 19, so they've been + for 8 years now and I will tell you what I learnt from my friends, the days are not the same at first and even after a while sometimes. One day is all shiny and happy and one day feels like it's gonna end by the middle of it but there more you open up about those feelings and share them with someone who understands and allows you to be at your lowest but helps you up again, then you get better. I hope you have or find someone you can trust that you can have these random it intentional talks with. Don't close yourself in your head for too long.
"There's no greater agony than un untold story." Thank you.
For olmost 15 yers i had hepatites C after i did some piercings! But there is a amaizing god up there and in my dream i was healed i did not see Jesus but his Light shines so glorios that eaven hepatites c was gone! Now i m negative for 4 yers! ! God is able to save our souls and to heal our disease !!!!
What prayer did u make?
@@gracemat9474 a simple prayer I did not insist ! I hoppe son I get baptized în water! To born againe church! I live in italy and most are catolic!
There’s now a cure for hep c
Amen
@@swiitdoll nothing is impossible with God, he still does miracles to this day.
Very encouraging especially to those of us walking the same journey.Soon you will forget Hiv and move on with life.I've lived with the virus 30 years now and hardly remember the first shock,but on meds and faithful to my creator. Peace and Shalom.
Thank you so much Justina. Thank you!
Wow....I wish one day will have a stigma free world...justina I like ua courageous response
@@selestinemanga3642 thank you for your kindness.
Osa vinya
@@irenemuema9123 thank you my sister,blessings.
You still a good girl!!! It's sad most people with HIV are good and innocent.
IT can happened to anybody we're all exposed
It has nothing with being good innocent or bad ,if you don’t use protection during sexual intercourse you might get it
@@zusivemnyobe8767 it has people with with hiv are normally labeled bad or that they were sleeping around, which is never the case.
Well said
Thank you for highlighting that some of us were born with it!🙏🏾
Now THIS is an HIV Story. Not the short edited versions in other videos. Thank you SOOOO much for sharing
This was soooo sad! It hit me when she said I was the girl parents used to discipline their children. How come all your life u try to do good and in a blink of an eye things can go south. Beautiful ending tho!!! May God bless your family!!
Thank you for the story. I also have a story to tell. My story. I discovered I was HIV positive in 2014 when I approached my church marriage committee. Today is another story. God healed me in December 2014 and am married with two kids. May his name be praised. God is still healing people from deadly diseases today. Just have faith in christ's death and repentance from sin
Healed you how?
Healed You????
Thank you Jesus❤
By his stripes we are heal
JESUS IS A HEALER THROUGH IT ALL
@@nthatimokhethi8774 lol
Listening to this and hearing your voice on the verge of breaking but still going on🙏🏽 Bless you and more strength ❤️
Very sad 😭but with an happy ending...thank you for sharing your story.
So sad!! Had one sexual partner and still got HIV😢
You know thy think is wen you sleep wit 1000men that you will get HIV people in there husband house do cut HIV from there husband n good girls in there fathers house do cut it also
@Mika’s So Random, God cares more about your health and well-being than you could ever be. Registration for the healing school with Pastor Chris in Johannesburg, South Africa is still open. No situation is hopeless with God and it’s never too late. There is absolutely nothing he can’t do or change.
@@namhlangcobo2372 sorry may I ask what registration? Can't I just come n attend? N how much is it?
@love love 822, it’s been put on hold at the moment because of lockdown but once lockdown is over, it will resume. It’s free of charge, you just need to register your name and contact. Please email me your number on this email address...namhlasy@gmail.com
@@namhlangcobo2372
Is there no healing class for Corona virus?
But as it is written: “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man The things which God has prepared for those who love.its proof gods plan can never be delayed by man or our lack of believe hence u have been places and recieved ur partner nothing phases God he always has a plan for us.
You have made my day with these words as i am going through things in my relationship.
Amen 🙏🏿
These words were so encouraging, thank you.
I love your story ❤️. I found it on my recommendations a few days ago. I recently found out I was HIV positive about 2 weeks ago. I could relate to your story all the way . I was shattered, maybe still am. I've never been involved, sexually before. Like, ever. I'm finding a way to move forward, taking it one day at a time. I just turned 19 a few months ago. Having a safe community has helped me. And prayer. Lots and lots of it. I love your story and your channel. Thank you for sharing. ❤️🌻
Sorry to hear that. Love you with the love of God. Be strong
Jesus love you ...pray...stay strong...repent
I love you
HIV can happen to anyone whether you're sexually active or not
May the good God heal you in Jesus name
You did not choose to be born with HIV. Stay strong!
Grateful thankful to Dr Abiola on TH-cam for curing me from HIV #drabiola ..😊🎉
Thanks for the lesson in your story: If someone delays, makes excuses (i.e they already took and they are safe), declines taking an HIV tests - run for the Hills! Also, I saw another lady here on youtube whose Ex - boyfriend walked around with fake documentation stating he was negative, and infected her. So, the best way to test, is for both individuals to test at the same location, same time, so the documentation must look the same!
The devil walks amongst us. I can't begin to imagine how anyone would do that! It's selfish and heartless.
The way you beam when you talk about your marriage I'm so proud of you ❤️
Thank you for sharing your story❤
I was very very irresponsible as a guy with a girlfriend as I slept around without using protection, I tested and the results came out negative but it easily could've been me.
I have decided to change and stay loyal
Stay safe and use protection. And remember to always test.
I want to hug her. Such a sweetheart.
For me it's the #IamStillMe 😥🙏
That has been the biggest fight in this whole journey.
I've been living with HIV for 11years now... also the "good girl used". I carried so much shame in this. In one moment of overtrusting my life changed in ways I can never imagine!!
Dating has brought so much rejection at some stage I felt not worthy of love... but Glory to God, I found myself again... that statement Carrie's so much healing that one would never realise! I am still me... I am good enough... and I am worth it ♥️♥️♥️
You saying you had to fight for your life, was a light bulb moment for me. I've decided to fight for my life! Thank you. 🙏
I hope that your fight Is going well ‼️‼️‼️‼️Sending love 🫶🏾to you and your journey
I am 18 and I am a virgin I had thought about losing to my boyfriend whom I like but after watching both your videos about hiv I now feel more confident than ever that I should remain a virgin until marriage God sure do work in mysterious ways because I had that thought in mind that I should have sex and all and at the right time I saw your video thank you so much I basically wanted to cry when I watched it may God walk with you
Make sure you test before any sex engagement with whoever whether boyfriend or husband
Use protection and get the prep pill as well
Ok will do when I find that husband 👍
@@mhizzcatia9511.....imagine responding to a two year old comment, you two years too damn late
Grateful thankful to Dr Abiola on TH-cam for curing me from HIV #drabiola ..😊🎉
I'm crying. The ending was beautiful. Once you forgive them...you begin healing. I can relate so deeply with her story. This testimony has helped me get through the dark times. Thank you so much you beautiful woman ❤️
Oooh Lord
This is my story and I cannot forgive my Ex Huby
I'm trying but I'm failing
I pray for strength to take care of my kids💔💔💔he destroyed me in every way
I need your kind of strength my Sister😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Chnty mnemo sorry to hear that
Am so sorry Chnty about all the pain you are going through. God can heal you and restore your joy. You just have to him a chance. Sending love
🙏🏾
I'm praying for yr strength now! May God wrap his loving arms around u!🙏🏾❤
Look for dr sebi website, his herbs cure hiv.. he was killed by government because he found the cure
hi sisi, thanks for this video . i will send to my sister she is 15 and tested positive. She is going through the most as this is new it will her 2nd month to take ARVs next week and she is filled with anxiety and fear to die. I will ask her to follow you
Love and light to your sister. 💖
Sending you light and love to you and your sister 🕯️❤️
Love and light to your little sister ♥️
I'm literally in tears and can't breathe because I tried putting myself in your shoes! Yoh, I'm so proud of you!
You are still that good girl and thank God you got to that place where you’re ok and comfortable. Praises to God! God bless you!
I’m balling my eyes out right now... I’m so scared to go. Thank you so much for telling your story. God bless you love❤️
Except for ur profession and that he was ur first, u basically narrated the story of my life exactly as it happened. I haven't bn in a relationship though.since 2016. Thank u for sharing ur story. U just gave me confidence, maybe I can date again
Hiv it's just a virus stay strong pretty angel
@Jesus Wept we have so much meds for it. All u need is money
@jesus wept and are you God that heals all manner of sicknesses? If you wizard doesn't no wat to say to people like dis jus find another page
@Jesus Wept no you’re not saying the right thing , your actually being uneducated and misinformed and spreading false information . Hiv doesn’t have to only be contracted through sex.
Receive your healing in Jesus Name.
Dani Madri Nerd. Amen Amen Amen
Amen and Amen Dani
Amen
Amen
sincerely i envy your courage and i pray you continue in this courage of a lioness...you are bigger than life for you to go through all this alone silently.....you are wise and smart and still beautiful that your courage has got me thinking why and how could you go through all this and no 1 could noticed?...then u r smart...
While I was trying to be a hero and hide what I was going through, I was slowly dying inside. I was on the brink of committing suicide when I convinced myself to get help. It wasn't easy.
God bless you baby i love you you beautiful and smart
Thank you for sharing your testimony ❣️. God has made you strong and courageous 🙌
Miracles really do happen like this. If I would have watched this while I was suicidal I would have said no way. Now that I made it through I am so happy. I didn’t find anyone but I found other ways to make me happy. Things popped up that were god sends. Believe this shit.
"But I found other ways to make me happy", that's what's important Cecilia. And that is SO profound! Thank you!
i'm so glad idecided to click on this clip..i am also living with hiv for more than 20 years now and I'm still me..hiv will never defines me..its just a reminder to be more cautious about myself..Thank you for sharing your story..keep well and always pray to our living God💕
Grateful thankful to Dr Abiola on TH-cam for curing me from HIV #drabiola ..😊🎉😊
What I find more fascinating is how you've found healing in the midst of it all. You're so happy and so free and you are smiling 🤗.
There is no greater agony than an untold story 💞💞💞💞
Sure? And why do people giggle when someone opens up.?
When i opened up its like hell broke loose,all my friends dissappeared and act as though they're proving a point that they're NOT like me.
Justina Musyoka ...They have not Yet carried your pain. Believe me, if not them, their loved one will one day carry that burden, because in one way or another we all LIKE you !
@@cclibre3832 thank you,i know their ignorance especially neighbours and i see them from time to time burrying relatives but are quick to say,it was cancer etc but to me i know ,death is death.
I've lived with the virus 30 years now and those who had survived earlier motivated me alot to live positively.
Many said,Hiv doesn't kill but the perception you attach to it that kills.
That there's no incurable disease but incurable people.
I noted if the virus and its causes in humans is hidden through silence,its a demon that will find its way to others in the family.
I repented to The Most High ELOHIM YHWH on my behalf, on behalf of my late husband and the whole family.
So,thank you for your kind words and encouragement.
It's my first time watching your TH-cam videos, I usually watch your live videos on Facebook. This video brought me to tears 😭😭😭. I love you Nozi and you're bringing so much hope to people living with HIV who think being HIV+ is the end of the world.
You are so eloquent! I am glad that you have found peace within yourself and happiness with your husband!
Your hashtag #Iamstillme is as powerful as you!!! Keep going, sending love and light. ❤❤❤
Omg! I love this, I needed to hear this. I always tell my fiance how I would hurt him if ever I'd find out that I'm infected. But watching this has really got me thinking differently.
Don't be a fool for a man. Your health is more important than having a man
Your story is so Raw and bought me to tears. Your beautiful thank you your such a inspiration 🙌🙏💕👏💪🤗☺
I literally cried 😭😭🤦🏽♀️though the whole video I had to rewatch it. I can’t pronounce your name but it sounds so beautiful just like you.. thank you 🙏🏾 for sharing your testimony God bless you 💙💕🥰
God bless you!
Continue to be strong and may God bless you. So sorry you had to go through this traumatic experience. Love you so much for your courage to speak out
" I'm am still me" I love that living with HIV or any kind of chronic illness doesn't have to define a person just take care of self
This is the start of something magnificent. Thank you for your courage sisi. 🙌
So touching, truly envious of your courage to tell your story on this platform 🤗, so glad it didn't break you to a point of destruction. It brought a smile to my face with how your face lit up when you were talking about your hubby🤗🤗. HIV is not a death sentence and you are living proof!
I think I remember hearing your story on the radio here in Cape Town a few weeks ago, it really stuck with me. Thank you for telling your story
Thank God for the goodie bags luring you to participate! Saved your life but not a great way to find out. So sorry girl. But good on ya for being positive about it and strengthening all of us.
Sleeping with one person does not mean you are safe. It depends upon what status that ' so-called ' one person was. The only safety is protection . Love u girl.
The worst thing is that protection can break. We’re really not that safe
You are soooo amazing. And your purpose is going to heal those who are infected and affected by HIV. I think you took the "positive" and made it your purpose and strength. Continue to share your story. All best to you! xoxoxo
Grateful thankful to Dr Abiola on TH-cam for curing me from HIV #drabiola ..😊🎉
Poor baby I'm so sorry hun ❤❤❤❤❤ I love you and I'm glad you're so strong and beautiful
Thank you Nozibele for sharing you story. Its truly inspiring, may God continue to guide you and be with you
I love you girl thank you so much for coming out
Slightly off topic, but you’re a very good speaker, very feed “um”s good sentence structure, good syntax
Thank you.
What do you mean off topic?
She's telling her story (what she went through)
How can that be off topic!?💔
@@theeofficialbxddie9576 He's saying he's going off topic by telling her she's a good speaker🙄
@@nyreesimone1447 I'm a girl, btw, but thank you
@@MJ_Solo My bad❤
It takes a lot of courage to tell your partner your status, with the pending fear of losing them..... how ever I love your family ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ this is a channel worth subscribing to....
Me too is like that,but i'm in 11 years of marriage and 4 beautiful kids
I'm HIV positive I found in 2013 firstly I was mess after I heard but the love I have for Cresalda I took her story nd made mine nd tell myself I'm going to live for my kids,I'm going to protect myself from unprotected sex
Thanks for sharing Sis. Please do a story time on how you told your husband, and at what point? You are inspiring the world
This has touched me in so many ways sis wami!!!! I'm going through my own hardships in life and the fact that you are surviving this and u on the other side of it. I'm so proud of you. Your story is keeping me strong. I love you
I'm watching this video for the 10th time, I'm glad you overcame depression and you didn't commit suicide. Much love ❤️❤️❤️
I’m crying while I’m watching this 😭😭 u are so brave I want all women and men who are going through this that life is more than this disease there’s so much what life can offer be happy live your life to the fullest and I wish everyone a very long life love you all 😇
Your story is worth telling. You're a blessing ❤ so glad you found your healing!!!
"No greater agony than bearing an untold story" love that!
Why is HIV so common in Africa? Please people.. If you're going to sleep with a partner, insist on ascertaining their status. Please please.. Don't take things for granted.
Wow you're a strong woman.. God surely is Lord above all. Much love ❤️❤️
Am sooo in love with your story and how bold your are to share your status, realy it has made God to move and see your heart.
Helo Nozie. I know u have a very busy schedule but when u have time please keep sharing stories. Am soo motivated.
@@lisaskepe_Amisu I will Lisa. I share a video at least once a week on my channel :)
What a brave story.. Congrats on your marriage.May God bless you in your endeavors in this life...
To hear your story made me have more courage and strength!
Very Sad 😢 story , am glad that you are doing better & have a good man by your side. ❤️that’s a beautiful quote.
You’re still you girl! You’re still you! Still your fabulous self!
Had to stop for the first 10 seconds... Woooow! I'm blown away, so much of what you said reminds me of my path, struggles and at the end of the tunnel God just shows up for you in a human form (my husband)... you are phenomenal, I love you,Thank You for this!!
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Beautiful story/testimony. Many Blessings to you and your family.
Lord have mercy. Don't know what will I do. Need the courage to go. My husband is lately coming in the morning. The people u love the most is the people who will always hurt you
I feel your pain,you will know when you've had enough.Keep praying.
Prayer won't save you from an STD or STI. Leave his ass now, don't be stupid.
Leave him don't wait problem
@@MaishaMojaMedia very true
Women usually prepare mentally before leaving physically. Don't sleep with him and don't beat yourself up, pray and God will give you an out! Peace and blessings queen.
Thank you for sharing. There's a negative stereotype towards people who are infectect bengathi they've been around. Leyo iyadina. With so much information yet we still ignorant and refuse to get tested.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It takes courage for one to share what you just did. I'm hiv negative and I wouldn't mind dating a person living with the virus... As long as they're open about it, they love me and I love them, we ride!
Currently dating one
He disclosed it and we went for seminar together
If your partner is on med, he can't pass it on cause the med suppresses the virus to its minimum
When we both went for test its was negative, I have been negative and still negative he has been positive but now negative for almost 2years, the virus is still present but test can't detect it meaning he can't pass it on
@@iyanuolartv Grateful thankful to Dr Abiola on TH-cam for curing me from HIV #drabiola ..😊🎉
Bold, brave, beautiful …Thank you for sharing
So proud of you ❤️❤️ one of the strongest people I've met. Can't wait to read your book.
This is such an inspiration to me i don't have hiv but i do have herpies 1 and 2 and it has affected me i get panic attacks i suffer from anxiety just thinking about my health going wrong but you know you have inspired me i will always watch you thank you so much for sharing your story ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Kristine wouldntuliketoknow I had herpes for a year. I’m cured now. Thanks to Tara Simmons. You can look up “Tara Simmons” in TH-cam. I followed her protocol and healed my nasty herpes. Healing for hpv and herpes.
@Kristine, God cares more about your health and well-being than you could ever be. Registration for the healing school with Pastor Chris in Johannesburg, South Africa is still open. No situation is hopeless with God and it’s never too late. There is absolutely nothing he can’t do or change.
Sisi le video yakho has really triggered me. I know a relative who had HIV/AIDS. She passed away a few years ago because she refused to take her medication. You've inspired me❤
you are soo beautiful. i really admire you. God bless u
This teaches women and men, the Important of getting tested once in a while with they sexual partner because it's sad that one can have sexual relationship with one person and still get HIV because the other partner decides to cheat. This confess for me what I have also been told. I am still a virgin at the age 21 and thank you for sharing your story.
Your strong, beautiful, smart and loved. God be with you ♥ ♥.
her smile melts my heart.
Thank for being transparent. I wish you and your love many moons together.
I'm glad u took your power back by living in the light & not da shadows! U r such a beautiful lady & u are gonna help a lot of people! U r still a good girl no scratch that u r a Great Lady!