I personally like this scene a lot because how monotone, how pale and lifeless she looks, how angry and frustrated her tone is. By showing no emotion and simply just talking out loud makes it so powerful and real. Her performance symbolizes depression. How tired you are. How disgusted you are. How dead you are on the inside. Truly a haunting scene im impressed by her work
Carli Pantelas - Exactly. I've just read the critical comments from emma Woods above, about Kristens forced, memorized script. Though I agree with emma and her supporting criticizers, her monologue part and quick response come off as a little too quickly compared to a mentally withdrawn depressed patient, you Carli also have a great point here. She depicts a depressive young person who has thought so many philosophical thoughts about the meaning of life and the cravings of genuine communication and giving among people during their self-centered career hunt. She is disgusted, furious and feel inadequate, wrong and therefore angry and finds her strength in communicating her thoughts out clear, as if she needed to be heard by the shrink. She (the depr.pat.) might not want to dwell further too much in overwhelming sad emotions, but instead get it out, get detoxified. I guess it would be less of a role model for a movie to ask for a full shame-feeling cry scene. So yes, tiredness of emotions.
The last word I would use to describe this is "no emotion." If someone looks angry and frustrated, those are emotions. She looks on the verge of tears, which is sadness. I don't get this "no emotion" crap.
Carli Pantelas That's what may god said👇: "O my people this worldly life is only [temporary] enjoyment and indeed the Hereafter - that is the home of [permanent] settlement" Read the Quran in this link archive.org/details/HolyQuranEnglishTranslation You will find what you want 😊
She is such an underrated actress in Hollywood, and it is entirely unfair. Barring Twilight, she is absolutely amazing. I love that she does indie movies because it shows she's not in it for the money or the fame.
JMoonrise this is why I hate the Oscars they ignore actors like this that give such beautiful performances. Like for instance Leonardo DiCaprio he gave such fucking amazing performances but though has one Oscar for it.
This scene was probably one of the best parts in the movie. It's amazing what she says and how she says it, the intensity she puts on it gives you all the feels. 👏🏻Claps
This is probably the most heartbreaking role I've seen Kristen play so far. I thought Speak was devastating, but her performance here as Sophie is just gut-wrenching. I haven't seen the whole film yet, but I'm sure I won't be able to stop the tears once I see it in it's entirety.
+Faris 07games Other actresses who show the same intensity, such as Brie Larson's performance in "Room", win an Oscar for doing so. Unfortunately for Kristen, when she churns out such a gut-wrenching/riveting performance, the pundits will say she is merely playing herself.
ftwi1 she is big in France and the lack of appreciation she get in Hollywood is messed up she won alot of awards and everyone predicted she would get nominated
+Mody zeidan I was expecting an Oscar nom for Kristen's performance in Clouds of Sils Maria because for one thing, she became the first American actress to have ever won a Cesar, France's equivalent to the Oscar. Even more impressive was her receiving awards from the most prestigious film critics group awards in the world, such as the awards from the New York Film Critics Circle, National Society of Film Critics and Los Angeles Film Critics Association. Of the five 2016 Best Supporting Actress Oscar nominees, none of them received as much critical acclaim from the critics groups as Kristen did for CoSM.
Me too...this scene really grabbed my attention because I've said basically these same exact words to my mother a million times but no one else and finally I found someone who said what I think, even if it's just a fictional character.
I am so fucking lonely too. I just want someone to say ‘Jay, it’s all going to be alright’. But deep down, I know it’s not. It will never be alright. My mum passed away in June 2016 and it has completely broken me as we did everything together. The food shopping, going into town, clothes shopping, everything. And suddenly, when that person isn’t there anymore and you are so alone, it breaks you. It’s definitely broken me.
Jay Karia hey Jay. I know your comment is old enough to be forgotten but I hope you're doing well. Hang in there, you're not alone, at least not here :)
Murky, I’m sorry to hear that you’re broken too. And no, you are not the only one. We can all relate to each other. I hope that one day, we can all rebuild ourselves and put our pieces back together so to speak and get better and be in a happier place :)
I lost my husband way too soon. It changed so many things . I hate it. This world makes no sense but I know I can carry on and there's a better world coming.Our family actually lost a lot in recent years, but he was half of my heart. The better half of me. I would love to get out and about nursing homes , hospitals such and meet other lonely people with pieces missing from their heart, but for not being able to drive for near blindness from diabetes and other health issues I am along a lot. Sure some out there would love to know you Mr. Karia. Your Mom would want you happy and to never give up.I do have a church and a very busy family(no fault there) who come when they can.
"It's like this is all a game, and I haven't been told what the rules are." Wow. I have felt like this all my life, and only now do I understand. I relate to this scene so much it's unbelievable, and I think all loners can to some degree, because this is the exact sentence that can describe a loner. The thing is, this is not some feeling you get overnight, it's lifelong and it's been there from the beginning of my memories. At school, I was always the one kid sitting on the bench, alone, and I only made my childhood best friend because she approached me and asked me to come over, because we were neighbours. I declined at first, of course, but I accepted the second time and made the best friendship that I will never have again. We drifted apart in secondary school, after too many times of me declining to go to the beach and so on. Only now do I realize that she was probably my soulmate or as close to one as one can get. We had the same type of stupid humor, the type that laughs at nothing and doesn't laugh at the things that you're supposed to laugh. We were almost telepathic with each other, we were each other's missing sister, because she was an only child and I had two brothers and I had always wanted a sister. We looked nothing alike, and she was nothing like me in character. She was outgoing and wasn't afraid to say anything, and never got angry, and I the complete opposite. When I'd have fits of rage, she'd act normally and calm me down. I made other friends during secondary/middle school but they didn't leave as much as an impact, and now I'm in highschool and back to square one, back to that little kid sitting alone on the bench near the teachers. I think loners are born and not made. I had one friend who was carried over through highschool, but one day I sat next to her and she completely ignored me, while talking to some other girl. I sat in front of her for 20 minutes and she didn't even say hi or anything. She ignored me for a week after that, never texting me or anything. Then one week later she came next to me and acted like nothing had ever happened. This is why people confuse me. I snapped at her and broke our friendship because I was sick and tired of it all. People are inhuman. People use other people and act like they're the angels of their own story. I act like that too sometimes, but I'm not afraid to say that it was her fault and not mine, and any dignity I had left would have evaporated if I accepted her into my life, because friends don't treat friends that way. I'm also sick of people using their phones. I admittedly have become addicted to the internet since age 6. I feed off it, and I don't know if I can live without it, and that's how I know it's an addiction. I see it as more of a person I can rely on, then an object. But at least when I'm outside, I refrain from using it because I'm preoccupied, and when I see people walking and using their phones, and sometimes bumping into other people like retards, I just want to scream. Sorry for the life story.
Believing in JESUS is the only answer. I have been through all of this - couldn’t relate more to her words. The Bible is true, the only truth, it it THE meaning in life you have been searching for
Women can smile at almost any guy and boom they have a friend. Men are 80% of suicide cases. You skank pieces of shit can't even fathom actual deppresion. Your depression is literally coming to terms w things not being perfect while we are coping w things never even being slightly ok.
@@EastScythe Hey! It's been 2 years since my comment and luckily i'm out of this dark, empty place i used to be in. Now i'm surrounded by good people. I feel like i'm enjoying life finally. You will get out of it. Sending hugs ps. stay safe
every time i feel depressed i will come here to watch her talk. even though it's so painful but also so therapeutic. the emotions are so raw. watching her talk about that is like watching my wounds bleed and i feel more or less satisfied
Wowowowow I relate to what you’re saying 101%. It’s sad right now that I feel so many close people around me struggling with mental illness and specifically depression and anxiety. Watching the world - and my world - seem to deteriorate in this way… idk, it’s just.. sad. 💔😢 And I relate to what she’s saying in the scene completely. Gosh I wish it all would end soon, I feel like we go through pain oftentimes just so that we can find the purpose within it. Sorry for rambling 🤷♀️ 🥺
I know how she feels sometimes. She's awake in this world, a spiritual being, but she wants to fit in. She must realize that she will never fit in with the sheep. But she must realize that she is chosen as a shepherd.
i know shes only known for her depressing roles, but she really pulled this role off in my opinion, fuck ill go as far as to say she deserved an award for it, her and whoever wrote the script.
Words that came out from her mouth made me cry. Her expression, her emotions, her thoughts are exactly what I felt for years. Being surrounded with people doesn't make you less lonely. You just feel a hell lot of loneliness...
Unfortunately what she just said is true, I mean it's the reality today, people are so busy that they hardly have anything for real. It's not to make someone pity you or sympathize with you but be able to understand that what actually happens is you become something so unworthy (thinking about yourself that I am unworthy) and lonely that you won't find someone whom you can trust. I can relate to what just happened there. That's not a good place to be in. It's the darkest thing that you ever experience. You have no idea what lies in future, what will happen to you and thinking how are the things right now makes you feel even worse. It's just not appropriate.
KesaSan Shak I honestly think that compassion is on its downfall, I mean yeah there's still compassion in the world but not so much anymore. Narcissism and insensitivity is so on the rise that it's fucking disgusting. I don't know maybe it's just my sensitive self talking. But what you said is so true :(
The Clumsy Girl I see that the percentage of goodness as compared to evilness is far less. It's more of outside things but in reality this is the case I have seen so far. The goodness if I ever see is just a glimpse. You can call people are superficial sensitive. Why I see or talk about this is coz I have seen such a tremendous rise in depression and anxiety disorder these days. People are suffering and you see that because the patient cases that comes to you shows you how bad is the situation over hea
Sad..that this scene. . show how this century is lost...and Technology is destroying our capacity of have creativity and human interaction with someone. ..
Not really. People were putting their heads in ovens long before the advancements in technology we have today were made. You want to be creative and interact with people? Put youtube away, and do it. I think the scene just portays human emotion and frustration at its core, and that's why it's relatable. The message has very little to do with technology, itself.
the way she says every words is just so perfect & painful. i love the notion of this movie that anybody can help anyone &we're human we are strong if we stand together
I relate to _everything_ she said, except one: I do know the rules, I am more than equipped to follow them, and I refuse to. I will never be Satan's tool. The world will never get to use my gifts to hurt each other.
Women can smile at almost any guy and boom they have a friend. Men are 80% of suicide cases. You skank pieces of shit can't even fathom actual deppresion. Your depression is literally coming to terms w things not being perfect while we are coping w things never even being slightly ok.
your skin isn't paper don't cut it your face is not a mask don't cover it ur look is not a book don't judge it your life is not a film don't end it ur beautiful no matter what ; )
i literally feel the same way as her. the thing is tho is that everyone would if they realised everything she and many other people fighting depression have realised. i think people with depression are the only ones that really see the true colours of the world.
I just wanna know that there actually exists people like her, who are having the same intricacies, who were always misfits. I always thought our whole generation is a bunch of mouth-breathers. Like they'll have a seizure if you take away their phones, and it terrifies me. Social media just isn't my thing, I read different books, watch different movies and oh god it's so hard to communicate with them. I've nothing in common with the world out there and it distresses me. But hey whatever! I think we should all embrace our differences because very soon we're gonna run out of new things to be. Why like what everyone pretends to love? All the people who relate to this, you're all my favourites. Don't try to fit in. We're all gonna rock it!!
The sad part is I watched this years ago and I still feel the same..... nothings changed. I've only stopped saying as much. Somedays I say nothing at all. Not a word. A sound. Nothing. Nothing for a day. A week. I've even gone as far as a month without words.... no one cared...............
just cried from this sport clip. you ever just relate so much idk I can't describe the feelings it's just now when I'm getting older I more and more understand the suffering that EVERYONE is fighting with on a daily basis. And I just feel sorry for them for my sister my brother my dad my mom my friend because I can relate so much and
I hate it when I talk to people because I don't always know how to talk to people. When I try to talk to some people they seem so complex and I seem so much like an idiot when I talk to them. and not only that it's always the same thing in every new generation go to school, go to college, get a job, have a family, grow old just following along with everyone else. It's like this every generation people having all these expectations for you and when you try to speak against it you can't figure out what to say because you are to fucking stupid to find the right words to describe those feelings to others and when you try to speak against it people make you out to be stupid when you in your mind say that life this is not for you and that is why I am so happy to finally hear the words that came out of this video because they are the words that describe thos feelings best
the movie overall is okay, some good perfomances and some just ok. In my opinion she shined on this scene, got me stucked not only because of the really nice script (in this monologue) but also her performance. She really understands the role and doesnt overdo or underdo, captures perfectly what a person in such a situation would look and speak like. Personally even though kristen doesnt appear in plenty scenes, in this movie she did an absolutely great work. I cant congratulate her enough, magnificent performance!
I love this it shows how I an some people feel about living ing on this world. Some of us are not for this world of focusing on careers, jobs, and money, going through school and it's not always because we are lazy its because this world has rules they expect you to follow along with it and when you don't your lost and it's no far.
For me having depression since i was a child (now I'm 23), i gave up the cause of mental health, i was to naive to believe that people really care about this case, and yes a lot of friends says that doesn't matter if other people care or not what matters is me; but i always say to them that the world is all about you especially in adult life, individuality exist 100 percent in this world, it's not a John Lennon song that everybody hug each other and give peace a chance. I give up really, i have a tremendous case of burnout because the only real thing who keep me here right now it's college. So it doesn't matter if i need to take a break it doesn't matter if im gonna to live less than my friends i only want a good carrer and a place that i could lay on my own
Kristen doesn't get the credit she deserves. She's honestly a really great actress! I know people view her as a bad actress because of the Twilight films but I honestly loved her in the Twilight Saga movies as well. She's super talented and deserves more praise than all the unnecessary hate she gets
Wow. My thoughts exactly! Not for this world. I hope I live to see it fall to ashes. Sometimes I feel so out of place, I wonder if I am even of this world. I am definitely going to find this movie and watch it.
yeah i felt that , this world is not fair.Dishonesty,is ok for some people,Insincerity take over the world.If you say truth and be humble and honest you will be lonely,unfortunately.
I can relate so much to this eventhough, and now probably so many of you will hate me, but I'm not convinced that she deed a really great job. Strong monologue was that but maybe I'd enjoy it if someone else would perform it.
You want something dramatic but reality is: us depressed folks are boring when delivering the lines...its not for show or so...thats her way of expressing herself
This is really interesting. Last night I happened to eat a postage stamp that makes you see stuff. All it all it was fairly positive. Patterns, glowing, shimmering etc, but I had this sort of revelation or maybe just a profound simplification/acceptance of what I always go through and it was “I am a paradox and I’m not of this world.” So I typed it into yt and I relate to this so much. I really hope I can meet someone like that one day so we can help each-other get through this weird catharsis we’ve been thrown into. It’s like living in a cruel joke where the one thing you crave most is probably the last thing you should have, because we’ll immediately find ways to sabotage everything, feeling even more lost than before.
With characters with more determination and lines as powerful and exciting as this, at the end she will be able to show everyone and shut their asses to the haters who say she can not act; that SHE CAN and is very good doing it. And she is doing very good roles at the moment, is just a matter of stop to see one of her recent films and know how to appreciate her work. Stop repeating the stupidities that says she doesn't know how to act, silly ignorant haters...!
Just love you kristen so much you are the best for me I don't know what people are saying about you but the main thing that I love about you is " they are never matter for you"
I can’t imagine what you’re going through. There’s nothing worse than when no one knows what you’re talking about and you’re trying to get it off your chest
Even with all of my friends and family, my loving partner, and my professors to support me, I'm still falling. I feel very much like this, despite the great things in my life. And that's a very sad thing...
“I become spiteful. I’m just as bad as they are. I am so fucking lonely.” I resonated with these words so much. It is incredibly difficult to figure out your emotions in such an over-complex world. The climates going to shit. Animals are going instinct. OH ITS ALRIGHT we have a new iPhone to look forward to in September!!!! Whoopie! We as depression, mental illness. We are not Ill we are maladapted for this world. Some of us are old souls. We don’t belong here. I don’t THRIVE on drinking because I know what the government are doing to all of us. It’s like I’m looking through a transparent window. It’s all so clear! Greed and Evil has taken over and people are too blind or brainwashed to see it. But who would listen to us. We are not afraid to be honest. Brutal even. If it’s to get our point across and make a difference
No matter how much progress I make with my depression this is still my truth. The world is so cold and lonely. I don't understand people's values. Why do they need a 100 if 50 can pay for all, why do they need millions of people to love them and recognize them, why is having a small house with a dog and a soulmate with 9-5 job is treated as a failure but not as a personal definition of happiness? As she said, I crave human interaction but... You start a conversation about something, a debate, they pull Google right away and the conversation is done In a minute. You sit and talk with them they stare at the phone and say they listen to you while texting. You can't have two conversations at the same time... Everything has to be shared with 1000 followers online like 10 people that showed up for your birthday are not enough. I'm not saying that money, fame, and using social media is wrong. I'm just saying that valuing those things 100% and everything else 0% can never be good.
I refuse to end up like her since i am on the edge of it , I refuse to exclude myself and alienate myself and isolate myself , it’s gonna be hard for me to accept the world in a way that forces it to accept me but I can’t have any other way , I refuse to be like the ones I am not like , and I refuse to think of myself as a separate unity that can’t deal with it
this is exactly how a felt a couple of years ago. That's partly why i barely have friends now. I've changed a lot, but i still hate how everyone is on their cellphones when they are with me. either talking with other people or just in some website.
okay, everyone who can relate to this, let's go and find a place together, live by our own rules and start all over again ♥
I'm in.
Pia Rebel I like the idea
Yes please!
Olivia Maloney if we could i would be the first ..
Yeah let's do that please.. I can't cope with this society any longer, this is not were I belong..
I personally like this scene a lot because how monotone, how pale and lifeless she looks, how angry and frustrated her tone is. By showing no emotion and simply just talking out loud makes it so powerful and real. Her performance symbolizes depression. How tired you are. How disgusted you are. How dead you are on the inside. Truly a haunting scene im impressed by her work
Carli Pantelas - Exactly. I've just read the critical comments from emma Woods above, about Kristens forced, memorized script. Though I agree with emma and her supporting criticizers, her monologue part and quick response come off as a little too quickly compared to a mentally withdrawn depressed patient, you Carli also have a great point here. She depicts a depressive young person who has thought so many philosophical thoughts about the meaning of life and the cravings of genuine communication and giving among people during their self-centered career hunt. She is disgusted, furious and feel inadequate, wrong and therefore angry and finds her strength in communicating her thoughts out clear, as if she needed to be heard by the shrink. She (the depr.pat.) might not want to dwell further too much in overwhelming sad emotions, but instead get it out, get detoxified. I guess it would be less of a role model for a movie to ask for a full shame-feeling cry scene. So yes, tiredness of emotions.
she is a really good actress, and she is so pretty
The last word I would use to describe this is "no emotion." If someone looks angry and frustrated, those are emotions. She looks on the verge of tears, which is sadness. I don't get this "no emotion" crap.
Carli Pantelas
That's what may god said👇:
"O my people this worldly life is only [temporary] enjoyment and indeed the Hereafter - that is the home of [permanent] settlement"
Read the Quran in this link archive.org/details/HolyQuranEnglishTranslation
You will find what you want 😊
I feel the same way
She is such an underrated actress in Hollywood, and it is entirely unfair. Barring Twilight, she is absolutely amazing. I love that she does indie movies because it shows she's not in it for the money or the fame.
I just want to shake the people of hollywood just to wake them up,,slap their faces and say "Kristen Stewart is a great actor!"
Please can someone tell me what is the name of the soundtrack that appears at 1:45 sec . And thank you 😊
JMoonrise this is why I hate the Oscars they ignore actors like this that give such beautiful performances. Like for instance Leonardo DiCaprio he gave such fucking amazing performances but though has one Oscar for it.
twilight is fucking amazing
the movies are fucking epic
This scene was probably one of the best parts in the movie. It's amazing what she says and how she says it, the intensity she puts on it gives you all the feels. 👏🏻Claps
@Gemini Jemini ur opinion.
Movie???
This is probably the most heartbreaking role I've seen Kristen play so far. I thought Speak was devastating, but her performance here as Sophie is just gut-wrenching. I haven't seen the whole film yet, but I'm sure I won't be able to stop the tears once I see it in it's entirety.
Speak is such a sad movie and I LOVE the end
Marion Harris what film is this
anesthesia
Agreed, speak was really heartbreaking.
What is the name of the movie
Oscar worthy Performance right there
she will get snupped again like she was in the amazing performance in her latest movies
+Faris 07games Other actresses who show the same intensity, such as Brie Larson's performance in "Room", win an Oscar for doing so. Unfortunately for Kristen, when she churns out such a gut-wrenching/riveting performance, the pundits will say she is merely playing herself.
+kokoleka808 if they ever do that again to her,,Let us tell her to just ignore hollywood and just move to France where people understand her
ftwi1 she is big in France and the lack of appreciation she get in Hollywood is messed up she won alot of awards and everyone predicted she would get nominated
+Mody zeidan I was expecting an Oscar nom for Kristen's performance in Clouds of Sils Maria because for one thing, she became the first American actress to have ever won a Cesar, France's equivalent to the Oscar. Even more impressive was her receiving awards from the most prestigious film critics group awards in the world, such as the awards from the New York Film Critics Circle, National Society of Film Critics and Los Angeles Film Critics Association. Of the five 2016 Best Supporting Actress Oscar nominees, none of them received as much critical acclaim from the critics groups as Kristen did for CoSM.
Beautiful scene, beautiful actress, beautiful movie.
Zienab Elshafay anesthesia, it's in the description
AGainesThe BaptistTHB thanks
Zienab Elshafay you're welcome.
What is the name of the movie
@@m2r343 anesthesia
I feel exactly like she does.
Me too...this scene really grabbed my attention because I've said basically these same exact words to my mother a million times but no one else and finally I found someone who said what I think, even if it's just a fictional character.
yeees me too i mean she said a lit of things that i want to say
Whass up babygirl
I can relate but in my situation... It's so much more.
Kristen Stewart means something special to me
I feel the same.
same here i actually have a hard time making regular friends because of how i think about the world
Unfortunately most people are too dumbed down to even perceive how others are just walking zombies.
I totally agree with the sentiment in this video.
same thats the reason why i don't have real friends
Same here. And yes it is hard to make friends when no one sees things the way you do. I couldn't have said it any better than she did
I cried so much watching this scene, I could never sumarize my life so well.
I am so fucking lonely too. I just want someone to say ‘Jay, it’s all going to be alright’. But deep down, I know it’s not. It will never be alright. My mum passed away in June 2016 and it has completely broken me as we did everything together. The food shopping, going into town, clothes shopping, everything. And suddenly, when that person isn’t there anymore and you are so alone, it breaks you. It’s definitely broken me.
Jay Karia hey Jay. I know your comment is old enough to be forgotten but I hope you're doing well. Hang in there, you're not alone, at least not here :)
Liyana KY, thank you so much. I am getting there, just taking things day by day. And thank you. I'm glad that I'm not alone here.
Jay Karia im broken too and im sorry for your loss but its soo good to know that im not alone
Murky, I’m sorry to hear that you’re broken too. And no, you are not the only one. We can all relate to each other. I hope that one day, we can all rebuild ourselves and put our pieces back together so to speak and get better and be in a happier place :)
I lost my husband way too soon. It changed so many things . I hate it. This world makes no sense but I know I can carry on and there's a better world coming.Our family actually lost a lot in recent years, but he was half of my heart. The better half of me. I would love to get out and about nursing homes , hospitals such and meet other lonely people with pieces missing from their heart, but for not being able to drive for near blindness from diabetes and other health issues I am along a lot. Sure some out there would love to know you Mr. Karia. Your Mom would want you happy and to never give up.I do have a church and a very busy family(no fault there) who come when they can.
"It's like this is all a game, and I haven't been told what the rules are." Wow. I have felt like this all my life, and only now do I understand. I relate to this scene so much it's unbelievable, and I think all loners can to some degree, because this is the exact sentence that can describe a loner. The thing is, this is not some feeling you get overnight, it's lifelong and it's been there from the beginning of my memories. At school, I was always the one kid sitting on the bench, alone, and I only made my childhood best friend because she approached me and asked me to come over, because we were neighbours. I declined at first, of course, but I accepted the second time and made the best friendship that I will never have again. We drifted apart in secondary school, after too many times of me declining to go to the beach and so on.
Only now do I realize that she was probably my soulmate or as close to one as one can get. We had the same type of stupid humor, the type that laughs at nothing and doesn't laugh at the things that you're supposed to laugh. We were almost telepathic with each other, we were each other's missing sister, because she was an only child and I had two brothers and I had always wanted a sister. We looked nothing alike, and she was nothing like me in character. She was outgoing and wasn't afraid to say anything, and never got angry, and I the complete opposite. When I'd have fits of rage, she'd act normally and calm me down. I made other friends during secondary/middle school but they didn't leave as much as an impact, and now I'm in highschool and back to square one, back to that little kid sitting alone on the bench near the teachers. I think loners are born and not made. I had one friend who was carried over through highschool, but one day I sat next to her and she completely ignored me, while talking to some other girl. I sat in front of her for 20 minutes and she didn't even say hi or anything. She ignored me for a week after that, never texting me or anything. Then one week later she came next to me and acted like nothing had ever happened. This is why people confuse me. I snapped at her and broke our friendship because I was sick and tired of it all. People are inhuman. People use other people and act like they're the angels of their own story. I act like that too sometimes, but I'm not afraid to say that it was her fault and not mine, and any dignity I had left would have evaporated if I accepted her into my life, because friends don't treat friends that way.
I'm also sick of people using their phones. I admittedly have become addicted to the internet since age 6. I feed off it, and I don't know if I can live without it, and that's how I know it's an addiction. I see it as more of a person I can rely on, then an object. But at least when I'm outside, I refrain from using it because I'm preoccupied, and when I see people walking and using their phones, and sometimes bumping into other people like retards, I just want to scream. Sorry for the life story.
1. I felt that. That really sucks, damn.
2. You did the right thing with the girl, refusing to be used.
You made any friends since you posted this?
Believing in JESUS is the only answer. I have been through all of this - couldn’t relate more to her words. The Bible is true, the only truth, it it THE meaning in life you have been searching for
@@Lina-im7cd fcck Jesus and fck your fcking Bible.
Forgot to breathe through this. What ever people say Kristen Stewart knows how to act, you can just tell she really puts herself into those roles.x
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Women can smile at almost any guy and boom they have a friend. Men are 80% of suicide cases. You skank pieces of shit can't even fathom actual deppresion. Your depression is literally coming to terms w things not being perfect while we are coping w things never even being slightly ok.
i’m lonely even if i’m with people
you won't be if you find the right people for you to be with
whoscharlie felt
@@EastScythe Hey! It's been 2 years since my comment and luckily i'm out of this dark, empty place i used to be in. Now i'm surrounded by good people. I feel like i'm enjoying life finally. You will get out of it.
Sending hugs
ps. stay safe
Sometimes I don't want to be around people but not alone, so I just feel like I'm being ripped apart
every time i feel depressed i will come here to watch her talk. even though it's so painful but also so therapeutic. the emotions are so raw. watching her talk about that is like watching my wounds bleed and i feel more or less satisfied
Wowowowow I relate to what you’re saying 101%. It’s sad right now that I feel so many close people around me struggling with mental illness and specifically depression and anxiety. Watching the world - and my world - seem to deteriorate in this way… idk, it’s just.. sad. 💔😢 And I relate to what she’s saying in the scene completely. Gosh I wish it all would end soon, I feel like we go through pain oftentimes just so that we can find the purpose within it. Sorry for rambling 🤷♀️ 🥺
Same here
I know how she feels sometimes. She's awake in this world, a spiritual being, but she wants to fit in. She must realize that she will never fit in with the sheep. But she must realize that she is chosen as a shepherd.
People who share these feelings here to make a difference on this world. They know a lot of things has to change.
Be blessed.
i know shes only known for her depressing roles, but she really pulled this role off in my opinion, fuck ill go as far as to say she deserved an award for it, her and whoever wrote the script.
She is a wonderful actress......
Words that came out from her mouth made me cry.
Her expression, her emotions, her thoughts are exactly what I felt for years.
Being surrounded with people doesn't make you less lonely. You just feel a hell lot of loneliness...
Unfortunately what she just said is true, I mean it's the reality today, people are so busy that they hardly have anything for real. It's not to make someone pity you or sympathize with you but be able to understand that what actually happens is you become something so unworthy (thinking about yourself that I am unworthy) and lonely that you won't find someone whom you can trust. I can relate to what just happened there. That's not a good place to be in. It's the darkest thing that you ever experience. You have no idea what lies in future, what will happen to you and thinking how are the things right now makes you feel even worse. It's just not appropriate.
KesaSan Shak I honestly think that compassion is on its downfall, I mean yeah there's still compassion in the world but not so much anymore. Narcissism and insensitivity is so on the rise that it's fucking disgusting. I don't know maybe it's just my sensitive self talking. But what you said is so true :(
The Clumsy Girl I see that the percentage of goodness as compared to evilness is far less. It's more of outside things but in reality this is the case I have seen so far. The goodness if I ever see is just a glimpse. You can call people are superficial sensitive. Why I see or talk about this is coz I have seen such a tremendous rise in depression and anxiety disorder these days. People are suffering and you see that because the patient cases that comes to you shows you how bad is the situation over hea
KesaSan Shak yes I know exactly what you mean.
KesaSan Shak .... What is the name of the movie
I was captivated and paralyzed instantly just watching her... can't wait to see this movie.
KStewKrew movie is amazing. So touching
Can you please tell me the name of this movie
Sad..that this scene. . show how this century is lost...and Technology is destroying our capacity of have creativity and human interaction with someone. ..
Alex Reyes This is so true :(
Not really. People were putting their heads in ovens long before the advancements in technology we have today were made. You want to be creative and interact with people? Put youtube away, and do it. I think the scene just portays human emotion and frustration at its core, and that's why it's relatable. The message has very little to do with technology, itself.
@@jaxonpierce9273 Agreed.
It's sad how relatable this is.
Maybe I should be happy that I'm not for this world... this world is awful and it never changes.
everytime this scene breaks my heart every single time
"I am not for this this world" A phrase so beautiful that i say to myself always,
i feel the same way, as she said all this...... i think she feels the same way too. very nice lines.
Wow - love this monologue (taking it)
earth isn't my home
Maybe the earth but not the humans. Same ♡
I believe she just expressed how we all feel perfectly. 😭😭😭.
Kristen is my girl dude
shes so amazing, so true
the way she says every words is just so perfect & painful. i love the notion of this movie that anybody can help anyone &we're human we are strong if we stand together
I've never seen this film, but this scene is amazing. Whoever wrote it feels the exact same way about people as I do.
I relate to _everything_ she said, except one: I do know the rules, I am more than equipped to follow them, and I refuse to. I will never be Satan's tool. The world will never get to use my gifts to hurt each other.
Dang. 👌👌👌♥️ 🔥 this spoke to me. You seem to have such confidence in saying this.
Women can smile at almost any guy and boom they have a friend. Men are 80% of suicide cases. You skank pieces of shit can't even fathom actual deppresion. Your depression is literally coming to terms w things not being perfect while we are coping w things never even being slightly ok.
your skin isn't paper
don't cut it
your face is not a mask
don't cover it
ur look is not a book
don't judge it
your life is not a film
don't end it
ur beautiful no matter what ; )
i literally feel the same way as her. the thing is tho is that everyone would if they realised everything she and many other people fighting depression have realised. i think people with depression are the only ones that really see the true colours of the world.
So amazing
She is brilliant
Love everything about the way she approaches her craft
This is incredible acting!
its literally no better than bella from twilight but ok
Lee Ara and the character was blank
I just wanna know that there actually exists people like her, who are having the same intricacies, who were always misfits. I always thought our whole generation is a bunch of mouth-breathers. Like they'll have a seizure if you take away their phones, and it terrifies me. Social media just isn't my thing, I read different books, watch different movies and oh god it's so hard to communicate with them. I've nothing in common with the world out there and it distresses me. But hey whatever! I think we should all embrace our differences because very soon we're gonna run out of new things to be. Why like what everyone pretends to love? All the people who relate to this, you're all my favourites. Don't try to fit in. We're all gonna rock it!!
A A hi
Go rock it homegirl
I think your people are here ❤️
SHE IS SUCH AN UNDERRATED ACTRESS I CANT EVEN !
The sad part is I watched this years ago and I still feel the same..... nothings changed. I've only stopped saying as much. Somedays I say nothing at all. Not a word. A sound. Nothing. Nothing for a day. A week. I've even gone as far as a month without words.... no one cared...............
I care
Has something changed?
With her intensity and firceness, Kristen does it well and has it utilized!
I love this scene! Great movie, so honest, and reminds me of how precious life is. How lucky we are to be here even when it hurts.
She litteraly took the words out of my mouth
wow stewart the best actress,the most true
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She should be so proud
What an amazing acknowledgment
Coolest thing ever
I love Kristen. This scene I feel I can tell the same about me and my feelings.
Katarina Hrbanova .... What is the name of the movie
Νο matter the year or the time I rewatch this , it always feels relatable.
just cried from this sport clip. you ever just relate so much idk I can't describe the feelings it's just now when I'm getting older I more and more understand the suffering that EVERYONE is fighting with on a daily basis. And I just feel sorry for them for my sister my brother my dad my mom my friend because I can relate so much and
I feel the same. And what's sad is that people think that people like her and me are treated like the enemy.
Callum Lyall how
People in the comments: "I feel the same"
Same people: *Puts down their phone for 2 mins to go get a drink, then get back on it for the next 5 hours*
Well, it further proves the point she made-we're not any better, we're worse even. Because we know the truth but still decide to do the same thing.
The acting is so touching
Theliterarykid you’re smart
This video proves this awesome actress's true acting skills ....I just want to look up at all those hater's faces watching this ....😌😌😌😌😌 Relief!!!!
wow.... finally someone spoke up for me.. it's good to see I'm not the only one
iexclipse she’s fictional, she spoke up for a pay check
I hate it when I talk to people because I don't always know how to talk to people. When I try to talk to some people they seem so complex and I seem so much like an idiot when I talk to them. and not only that it's always the same thing in every new generation go to school, go to college, get a job, have a family, grow old just following along with everyone else. It's like this every generation people having all these expectations for you and when you try to speak against it you can't figure out what to say because you are to fucking stupid to find the right words to describe those feelings to others and when you try to speak against it people make you out to be stupid when you in your mind say that life this is not for you and that is why I am so happy to finally hear the words that came out of this video because they are the words that describe thos feelings best
flying jar hey let’s talk, this is a safe zone
myers hello
@@EastScythe sure
I love her look wise acting wise she's killing the game she deserve all the appreciation in film industry globally...!
So much intensity she has, to the point of breaking down! Kristen let out your intensity!!
i like the act of the movie speak with Kristen Stewart. she is natural, simply story and the other movies she makes i love it. ..😍😍❤👍👍👍
the movie overall is okay, some good perfomances and some just ok. In my opinion she shined on this scene, got me stucked not only because of the really nice script (in this monologue) but also her performance. She really understands the role and doesnt overdo or underdo, captures perfectly what a person in such a situation would look and speak like. Personally even though kristen doesnt appear in plenty scenes, in this movie she did an absolutely great work. I cant congratulate her enough, magnificent performance!
Name of the movie plz...!!!!!
@@SORA-qf5lb "Anesthesia", have a good time
Such excellent work, so natural. She stands out, she always has.
I have never seen a human like u Krish . Nd u r saying rightly bout this world . M always with u nd m a ❤️😘big big big big big big fan of u
I love this it shows how I an some people feel about living ing on this world. Some of us are not for this world of focusing on careers, jobs, and money, going through school and it's not always because we are lazy its because this world has rules they expect you to follow along with it and when you don't your lost and it's no far.
This gave me chills and is absolutely exactly how i feel
Truly couldn't have been said better
hits me in the feels 😭😭 just love her 💕
For me having depression since i was a child (now I'm 23), i gave up the cause of mental health, i was to naive to believe that people really care about this case, and yes a lot of friends says that doesn't matter if other people care or not what matters is me; but i always say to them that the world is all about you especially in adult life, individuality exist 100 percent in this world, it's not a John Lennon song that everybody hug each other and give peace a chance. I give up really, i have a tremendous case of burnout because the only real thing who keep me here right now it's college. So it doesn't matter if i need to take a break it doesn't matter if im gonna to live less than my friends i only want a good carrer and a place that i could lay on my own
SHE IS EXCELLENT, OMG THIS SCENE IS AMAZING!
kristen stewart for this world and life .if you don t use me you loose me .do something for our love ..save love
Kristen doesn't get the credit she deserves. She's honestly a really great actress! I know people view her as a bad actress because of the Twilight films but I honestly loved her in the Twilight Saga movies as well. She's super talented and deserves more praise than all the unnecessary hate she gets
OMG, What movie is this ?? This is how I feel....not for this world.
archii bags aparently the movie is called Perfection...
poppy2908 it's not
archii bags it's called anesthesia
Wow. My thoughts exactly! Not for this world. I hope I live to see it fall to ashes. Sometimes I feel so out of place, I wonder if I am even of this world. I am definitely going to find this movie and watch it.
yeah i felt that , this world is not fair.Dishonesty,is ok for some people,Insincerity take over the world.If you say truth and be humble and honest you will be lonely,unfortunately.
Every word ,every sentence she says I deeply , totally relate to.
Extreamly and Violently Underrated!!! Existential Crisis. The Rage And Hatred towards a brainwashed society.
I can relate so much to this eventhough, and now probably so many of you will hate me, but I'm not convinced that she deed a really great job. Strong monologue was that but maybe I'd enjoy it if someone else would perform it.
You want something dramatic but reality is: us depressed folks are boring when delivering the lines...its not for show or so...thats her way of expressing herself
I think like this all the time. #existentialcrisis
This is my favourite performance of hers, despite the fact she had just a small part in this film.
I cried cause is relates so damn much I love Kristen Stewart she did so good
This is really interesting. Last night I happened to eat a postage stamp that makes you see stuff. All it all it was fairly positive. Patterns, glowing, shimmering etc, but I had this sort of revelation or maybe just a profound simplification/acceptance of what I always go through and it was “I am a paradox and I’m not of this world.” So I typed it into yt and I relate to this so much. I really hope I can meet someone like that one day so we can help each-other get through this weird catharsis we’ve been thrown into. It’s like living in a cruel joke where the one thing you crave most is probably the last thing you should have, because we’ll immediately find ways to sabotage everything, feeling even more lost than before.
Wow what a stellar performance
"I am not for this world." Didn't think others felt this way too.
she just described every feeling I've been feeling lately
she is amazing , I love her so much
With characters with more determination and lines as powerful and exciting as this, at the end she will be able to show everyone and shut their asses to the haters who say she can not act; that SHE CAN and is very good doing it. And she is doing very good roles at the moment, is just a matter of stop to see one of her recent films and know how to appreciate her work. Stop repeating the stupidities that says she doesn't know how to act, silly ignorant haters...!
Candela Blandi you’re smart
Just love you kristen so much you are the best for me I don't know what people are saying about you but the main thing that I love about you is " they are never matter for you"
"I am not for this world!" Indeed! ☆
gah she is sooo stunning.
This hits differently when you can relate
anyone who says kristen only has one emotion should see this asap
I said almost the exact thing to my doctor a week ago. He has no idea what i even mean.
I can’t imagine what you’re going through. There’s nothing worse than when no one knows what you’re talking about and you’re trying to get it off your chest
Sadly most people won’t
Eventhough that's just a movie, she has a point. Maybe we should all unplug ourselves.
Even with all of my friends and family, my loving partner, and my professors to support me, I'm still falling. I feel very much like this, despite the great things in my life. And that's a very sad thing...
“I become spiteful. I’m just as bad as they are. I am so fucking lonely.” I resonated with these words so much. It is incredibly difficult to figure out your emotions in such an over-complex world. The climates going to shit. Animals are going instinct. OH ITS ALRIGHT we have a new iPhone to look forward to in September!!!! Whoopie! We as depression, mental illness. We are not Ill we are maladapted for this world. Some of us are old souls. We don’t belong here. I don’t THRIVE on drinking because I know what the government are doing to all of us. It’s like I’m looking through a transparent window. It’s all so clear! Greed and Evil has taken over and people are too blind or brainwashed to see it. But who would listen to us. We are not afraid to be honest. Brutal even. If it’s to get our point across and make a difference
Kristen has a ton of intensity concentration firceness and power!! How long is she prepared to keep this up?
No matter how much progress I make with my depression this is still my truth. The world is so cold and lonely. I don't understand people's values. Why do they need a 100 if 50 can pay for all, why do they need millions of people to love them and recognize them, why is having a small house with a dog and a soulmate with 9-5 job is treated as a failure but not as a personal definition of happiness? As she said, I crave human interaction but... You start a conversation about something, a debate, they pull Google right away and the conversation is done In a minute. You sit and talk with them they stare at the phone and say they listen to you while texting. You can't have two conversations at the same time... Everything has to be shared with 1000 followers online like 10 people that showed up for your birthday are not enough. I'm not saying that money, fame, and using social media is wrong. I'm just saying that valuing those things 100% and everything else 0% can never be good.
You're on point. I agree with you the most on happiness being a subjective matter.
I refuse to end up like her since i am on the edge of it , I refuse to exclude myself and alienate myself and isolate myself , it’s gonna be hard for me to accept the world in a way that forces it to accept me but I can’t have any other way , I refuse to be like the ones I am not like , and I refuse to think of myself as a separate unity that can’t deal with it
oh well, soo deep... 😔 I feel like this... many times, but I just try to ignore it.
Great work #KristenStewart on this movie 👏👏👏❤
this is exactly how a felt a couple of years ago. That's partly why i barely have friends now. I've changed a lot, but i still hate how everyone is on their cellphones when they are with me. either talking with other people or just in some website.
Kristen stewart,you have made me your fan
I feel the same but i wish i can cry ... just pain