Sooooo ive been a fan of vocaloid and GHOST forevs and now whenever my 6yo sister is in the bathroom for some reason she takes her ipad and blasts this song like its a mf disco, i asked her why and she says “it helps me poop”
"Yeah sorry Kate I can't come to hospital to see your baby girl I'm too busy listening to a song about a suicidal housewife who listens to the radio and stitches."
"Oops sorry i cant come, im too busy listening to a song about some guy breaking mirrors and bleeding and becoming this weird crispy killer weirdo thing with multiple arms"
When I listen to this I just picture Macne screaming "YOU KNOW IT'S RUDE TO STARE" "PLEASE SHUT UP YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE" at little kids as she has a mental breakdown
I was listening to this with my cat, and he just started staring into the darkness like there was a ghost in the hallway. then the lyric "you know it's rude to stare" came on and my cat just left lmao
To me it’s about not feeling you fit in and also having problems with sensory overload. Trying to live in society is hard, everyone really does make too much noise lol and I never have any idea what I’m doing or how I’m supposed to perform.
frootjuice I thought it was about the artist feeling freaked out by trying to live up to insanely high expectations and the alien idea of having fans who idolize them. At least I remember that used to be the description or a pinned comment or something. Maybe I'm thinking of the wrong song.
Curly McJensenpants no that makes a lot of sense! I think a lot of ghosts songs are open to multiple interpretations but I never saw the original description so.
Yesss, also the "woah-woah" and "okay" stuff at the start. At some points I think she sounds like a cute version of the robot from portal (I forget the name)
Morals of the story: Don't think that people are freaks just because they can do something normal people can't do, don't think that everything in the circus is just faked as in most cases they are risking their lives for your entertainment, only gods can do everything perfect and most people aren't gods if you haven't noticed. That being said, this girl does also deal with some problems like anxiety or something in a way that she probably shouldn't be entertaining a giant crowd of people who are definitely gonna look and be loud, and she also might have something maybe similar to ADHD (the world can definitely be way to loud sometimes, I know from experience), and also she wants people to respect her boundaries maybe a little too much. In other news, I analyze things too much
I know this isn't the intent of the song, but some of the lines - and the general aesthetic of the video - remind me of my experiences with sensory overload. Sound overloads me easiest (I can't think around noisy crowds for instance) so the "please shut up you make too much noise!" line resonates with me. And I also relate to "I don't belong in this show" because I'm pretty much an outsider to the general public and I feel out of place in almost every group I've been in. So basically it kind of aligns with folks like me who have high-functioning autism. Not perfectly of course, because that's not the intent, but it works surprisingly well.
i am a "high-functioning" autistic person (but i prefer to say high-masking, because i feel it is more accurate) and this was how i interpreted it too, this is basically my theme song lol. just the pain of everything being so overwhelming, feeling like youre constantly performing, and nobody around you getting it because theyre neurotypical and they dont think twice about things that are insanely hard for you. cant tell you how many people ive wanted to scream "please shut up you make too much noise" at.
May have already been said, but here's my take on this song:-. Nana, is "painting a merry smile" to hide the fact that she's not as happy and merry as she appears. She's trying to appease the audience, the people she knows. "My balance lost, the crowd unpleased" referring to her slipping up and showing a glimpse of her true self, causing people to worry. This whole cycle of pretending and putting on an act of represented by the circus, or the show. Towards the end, "I don't think the show is ending" she realizes that this is going to have to be a forever thing. It won't end. "I don't see the point in painting merry smiles to hide my face" she's no longer finding it worth it to hide the fact that shes suffering
I remember Ghost made a kind of statement about what this song meant back when it released. It was about how people treated Ghost like a celebrity because of their music, and it gave them a big spotlight as well as fanatic treatment from people. The song goes on to literally say "I'm normal like everyone else, stop it."
One thing i noticed that idk if anyone else did (even though it’s obvious) macne nana’s voice got higher when it said “helium defining voice” since helium makes your voice higher so yeah
Top lyrics ever: "I'm not a freak, I'm not a clown, I'm not a deity's performance!" "You know it's rude to stare, this really isn't fair, your helium-defining voice, either way you make to much noise!" "I don't see the correlation. Where's the logic, if there's any?" "I should never be this high above the audience." As you can see they're all from this song 🤸
I honestly can relate to this song, For many reasons really, 1:I get really overwhelmed when people expect alot of me 2:I dont like people touching my stuff 3:Im really sensitive to things 4: I get annoyed really quickly 5: I often put on a smile just to make people not worry about me 6: Im not a big fan of the spotlight 7: And sometimes I say thing people take too seriously and then me getting sad over it 8: The sentence "Im not a freak, Im not an act, Im not a diety performance" Represents me, since sometimes my own mind tells me that no-one understands me and that im just calling help for attention makes me feel really bad on the inside, (this doesent happen to much, but it does sometimes). Thanks for listening to me talk about my lil problems
Man, that must suck, I’m sorry for you. One thing I can try to help is sometimes sweet things can make me feel better, so when you get really overwhelmed then when you can just go to the shop and buy your favourite sweet. Because you deserve it
Hey, so I know that this isn't what this song is about at all, but I can relate to this song a lot. Throughout my childhood, I've often been treated like some sort of prodigy by my parents or teachers, because I got perfect grades, learned incredibly fast, stuff like that I guess. Actually, that's still an understatement. I was really, really intelligent when I was little. But the older I got, the more all of that left me. I don't have any energy to care about school anymore, I don't even have any hobbies or anything like that. I don't even have friends, to be honest. But everyone still has such high expectations of me. Because I'm so smart, right? I'm such a fuckin' genius, right? Just fuckin' listen to my side of things for once! Going to school, or even anywhere outside of the safety of my room feels like torture to me. Even if I wanted to pay attention to what my teachers were saying, I couldn't do it. My classmates are just so fuckin' loud! I wear earplugs at school, I really try everything to block out their stupid noises, but nothing is ever enough. Dozens of voices talking, laughing, screaming all at once. It feels like my head is about to burst. I've always been like this. Noises, bright lights, literally everything. It's always too much for me. I remember getting yelled at by my mom when I was around 10 and crying at a family event because everything was too much for me. She just told me that "I'm so difficult" and "should just act my age". If this is the price I pay for being a little smarter than most, then I don't fuckin' want it. I just want to be normal. I don't know why I am this way now. I used to be so smart! I understand next to nothing at school, even if I try as hard as I can. It can't just all be gone, right? If I just try a little harder, I'm sure it'll all come back and I'll be a genius again, right? I just hate it all so much. My parents and teachers think I'm a genius who's just too lazy to care about school because she knows it all already anyway, and people my age think I'm a stupid weirdo who can't even hold a conversation. I love the line: "I'm not a freak, I'm not an act, I'm not a deity's performance" so much for this reason. I'm not a freak. I'm used to people my age not even treating me like a person, but like some weird creature. Popular kids would ofter come up to me and treat me like a pet for their own amusement. I still remember how in 6th grade a girl told me that if I wanted people to like me, I should just try not being weird. Thanks a lot, Ellen. I'm not an act. When I was younger, I used to act strange to make others laugh. It worked, but I eventually realized that the people who I thought were my friends didn't think of me as an equal, but again as some weird freak who'll act funny for their entertainment. So of course, nobody cared or even noticed when I became more and more quiet, started skipping school multiple times a month and got sadder and sadder. I'm not a deity's performance. I'm tired of my teachers always having higher expectations of me that of everyone else. Last week, my science teacher came up to me and told me to make sure to study hard for the upcoming exam because he "knows I'm intelligent" and "wouldn't want me to get a grade lower than what I'm capable of" and I just wanted to cry. I don't want to people to treat me like they expect me to be better than others at everything by default. Also I really vibe with the repetition of "Please shut up, you make too much noise" and "I don't belong in this show" at the end because that's basically what's going on in my head 24/7 whenever I'm around people. I kinda just want everything to stop. ok this kinda went off the rails a little bit. I just wanted to talk about how (what I presume is) Golden Child syndrome combined with some other sort of mental fuckyness makes me relate to this song in some ways, and I accidentally wrote a huge paragraph that I should probably show to a psychiatrist instead. I'll probably add to this comment whenever I feel edgy like that so uh yeah bye c'ya
Sounds a bit like what the song is about; imposter syndrome. Golden Child Syndrome tends to have an overlap with that, for obvious reasons. You also seem to have problems with sensory overload, which is a common symptom of things like anxiety disorders, ADHD and/or autism. (Of course, those aren’t the only causes of sensory overload.) Perhaps you should research into those, if you want to improve your situation. Of course, I’d understand if you wouldn’t. What does a random TH-cam comment know?
@@overthinkit_ Hey so uh, about that. My parents are currently making me talk to a psychiatrist every few weeks so I can get an official diagnosis for wtf is going on with me. Last time the psychiatrist also gave them a questionnaire to fill out about me and I looked through it today because I'm nosy like that and it literally had written on it that it was criteria for diagnosing autism spectrum disorder. So uhh yeah guess that's something
I completely understand what this comment is talking about. I used to be treated like I was perfect but now I'm being treated like I'm stupid just because I lack that knowledge that I used to have.
Your experience really relates to this song! I hope you're better now, but if you see this I wanna share what I personally think would resolve this (my advice isn't 100% true, so take it if you want): talk to your parents and teachers, tell them off. If they wouldn't listen and claim you're just being difficult, you need to prove to them that you're being serious. Go to a school counselor. Repeat your case over and over again to those denying it. Make them take you to a psychiatrist. If you just wait for it to go away it won't. You need to act on your own well being and do this for yourself ✊
*~Lyrics~* (Uh huh!) (Woah-oo-oh-oh!) (Okay!) (Hey now!) (Um bata batam ba bata) (Um bataba ba ba bata) (Um bata ba ba bata) (Um bata ba ba bata ta) Just move along, it’s nothing new No touching this and this or that Keep your tongue inside your mouth Don’t say a word, a whisper Compliments I fear they’re not Your god is not a silly face A deity’s performance Oh, but I’m not like that Move along, it’s nothing new No touching this and this or that Don’t assign my talents In the wrong category ‘Cross the rope, they mesmerize My balance lost, the crowd unpleased A deity’s performance Oh, but I’m not like that I don’t see the correlation Where’s the logic if there’s any? I don’t see the point in painting Merry smiles to hide the truth You know it’s rude to stare Balloons we fill with air A helium-defining voice Either way you make too much noise Topsy-turvy Sweetly dreaming Toss and turning in a Frantic state of disbelief The crowd goes wild with applause Over absolutely nothing Sing a dance that goes a bit like “La-ta-da-la-ta-la-ta-ta” Maybe you’ll understand I mean, it’s not that hard, you say Pull the mask up off the clown You’ll see the window to her soul Deprecated acts of jest And telling jokes you take too seriously I don’t see the correlation Where’s the logic if there’s any? I don’t see the point in painting Merry smiles to hide the truth You know it’s rude to stare Balloons we fill with air A helium-defining voice Either way you make too much noise I repeat: you make too much noise I repeat: you make too much noise A juggling act of choice The acrobatic scene A lion’s open mouth The leader screams our names Walk the rope or fall Adorn the vivid lights Declare the world is yours I find it hard not to laugh I should never be this high above the audience In all honesty, and I mean every word I’m not a freak I’m not an act I’m not a deity’s performance I don’t think the show is ending Everybody’s still applauding I don’t see the point in painting Merry smiles on my face You know it's rude to stare This really isn’t fair Your helium-infected voice PLEASE SHUT UP, YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE I REPEAT: YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE OH, I DON’T BELONG IN THIS SHOW I REPEAT: YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE OH, I DON’T BELONG IN THIS SHOW
@@orderscorner I appreciate the people that comment the lyrics because I have low vision and it's hard for me to see the words at the bottom of the screen and my screen reader can't read the video
I think this is about how we turn our performers into gods and expect them to act as such, so it becomes impossible for them to properly feed their audience and maintain a both genuine and positive reputation. Eventually this gets to the performer, as being a god is too much pressure and the feel isolated.
tbh this is one of my favorite GHOST songs (first one prolly having to be either Happy Days or Broadcast Illusion), and I just love the aesthetic!! I hope everything goes well in your new song series! It sounds super cool. If it gets scrapped, that's always fine! A lot of us will support you, no matter what you choose to do with your songs and channel ^^ (maybe except deleting it, but you get what I mean maybe)
Hello. If you're reading this, congratulations, you've looked through quite a lot of comments. Speaking of reading quite a few comments, I read almost _every single_ comment here to find the percentage of them are jokes (apart from a few of the replies and some in different languages, I was too tired to translate at this point) and going through about 700 comments, *one hundred and seventy* are joke-posts. Once I found the percentage, I found that around a quarter, *(24.045261669% to be exact)* So yeah, I read almost every single comment in here, so if you've commented before this was made, it's been read. _what am I doing with my life_
Everytime i listen to the part 2:26 i cant help but just imagine Nana being called to walk on the rope above everyone, and when the lyrics "Im not a Freak, Im not an Act, Im not a Deity's Performance." come up, i just think shes walking on the rope and she then falls and possibly dies or just gets hurt and everyones still looking and applauding about it... I have a dark mind.
The lions mouth thing makes me think she could've been bit and fatally injured or at least disabled from it (and the crowd doesn't know and just wants entertainment)
Honestly I thought she was walking on the rope, but then she jumped off by choice to stop the act and almost died, and no-one noticed or heard her screams so they kept applauding
This song kind speaks to me Imposter syndrome is something I feel as someone with depression who feels bad as a waste of space But with anxiety, I don’t like being the center of attention
Wow! This song is super different than any other song that I have ever heard, and it was well written and composed, and I also like the art work. Thanks to my daughter, Caty, I found out about it. Keep up developing your beautiful, and God given talents, Ghost. May God bless you!
Revisiting this song, I’d like to say that I am now an actual clown (like, I’m working on my outfit and have recently bought some grease paint), and I blame this song for my Clown Awakening. I should’ve recognized that the lesbian clown’s vibe felt Too funky... Update: I am now wearing clown makeup. GHOST I blame you for this /Lh- (Okay for real, this is the best song for a clown awakening vhsjvdh) Update 2: I have now worn clown makeup every day this week. GHOST why have you cursed me so- /j
@@OfficialLuni Thank you :D Honestly I'd love to be a whole circus. I recently dyed my hair bright green so I've graduated to beetlejuice/joker kinning anyway lol
this song reminds me of misophonia, especially when it says "please shut up you make too much noise" even though the song has an entirely different meaning either way it is a banger
I didn't know you had Impostor Syndrome, but looking back at some of your earlier descriptions/comments, it kind of makes sense to me now. I'm really sorry, that's gotta be really rough at times. One of my favorite voice actors, Matt Mercer, also suffers from Impostor Syndrome. I didn't know what it was a first, but I remember my heart broke a little when I found out. I realize that words won't change anything, but I just want you to know that we who support you and enjoy your content, would never lie to you. We should nerver put people on pedestals or treat them as higher, better beings, that's not fair to them nor to others. But I really do love your work. And I mean that. I don't know if this is something that can be treated, but none the less, I hope you're doing better
Songs or vocaloids, I guess have some story of idea of the song, its really how you word it, but it back to back to find a hidden message...and I think everyone's favorite part was dadaladaldadadadadudududula
when I heard this song for the first time, it didn’t evoke any special emotions, but then, when I listened to it more and more often, it began to evoke strange feelings in me, (and maybe even apathy). It makes me think about something every time... In general, I like every song of yours! You are the author I listen to most often.
I know its about impostor syndrome but...its easy to relate this to my bpd and adhd and sensory shit all in one. I love how music can mean a million things
Around 1:08am, i realized at 3:22 in the song, the font has a little heart in it. Now, at 1:08am, i didn't remember *where* the heart was in this font. So i tried remembering the best i could, i remember the words "Please shut up you make too much noise" but that didn't help me, the heart could have been anywhere in that sentence. Then a while later i remembered the heart did 𝘯𝘰𝘵 show up when the lyrics on screen read "I repeat: you make too much noise". So my smartass thought "Well what does 'please shut up' have in letters that 'i repeat' doesn't? I came to the conclusion that it was A. Which was incorrect. My only last guess can be S. Or, im heavily over-fucking-thinking this, and you just thought "Hey i should put a heart here, that would be cool."
ok but the "i should never be this high above the audience" it was said she was walking a tight rope, which is usually high, where she doesnt really wanna be. and also she means high as in social status and i'm just like "was this intentional????"
Person: “hey this circus is pretty cool, I really like th-“
Clown: “SHUT THE FUCK UP”
“Oh but I’m not like that 😔”
@@dinklefan1115 💀✌
🐎😩🙄
the clown: *shut.*
W clown 😍
Just noticed the teeth barrier and *that's an aesthetic*
*Trash Dentist kicks down the door*
*SCREAMS IN HYPERDONTIA*
@@notcool4801 NOVOCAINE KICKS DOWN THE DENTIST
@@b4alpha384 how tho
@@notcool4801 idk, ask novocaine not me
this just in: local clown lady hates her job and has a mental breakdown
mood
that's such a mood ngl
Ok that's a mood
What a mood.
Sounds like me
"Okay, so I found this-"
"Please shut up you make too much noise"
"Rude"
Oliver is my name, Fukase is my game. You doubled your comment
*ITS DARK!*
@@dbmd9915
*I touch the grass*
*I eat the dirt*
Reads username
SAME!
ok i'm literally here cus i heard abt the legend of oliver in the comments- THEY WERE RIGHT *:0*
Sooooo ive been a fan of vocaloid and GHOST forevs and now whenever my 6yo sister is in the bathroom for some reason she takes her ipad and blasts this song like its a mf disco, i asked her why and she says “it helps me poop”
honestly i am so happy this song is someone's designated shitting song
GHOST She has retired from “My oh My” she could’ve picked any other song, but nope she had to choose my favorite
SHIT happens
(my dumb humor)
BAHAHAHA
What the actual fuck I didn’t know that a shitting song existed
*Googles ‘shitting song’
Me: WTF
I’m still thinking about this song and how Macne Nana was a perfect choice because people feel she’s hard to tune and doesn’t sound “normal.”
She also pronounces R as W or L, which is a pretty cute thing
@@dingdongdropdead wow i'm anti-macne nana then cus i pronounce Ls as W or R
Is hard to use Macne Nana, you may want to change almost every phonem of the VSQX, but I love Nana :)
Interesting I can kinda sing to Macne nana
But I find Oliver much easier
"Sorry stacy, I can't go to our date, I'm too busy listening to a song about a clown telling me to not touch things."
Who needs friends? KeNnItH hAs AlWaYs BeEn HeRe
Lenny Kagamine And Ami, Kennith is dead.
"Yeah sorry Kate I can't come to hospital to see your baby girl I'm too busy listening to a song about a suicidal housewife who listens to the radio and stitches."
"Oops sorry i cant come, im too busy listening to a song about some guy breaking mirrors and bleeding and becoming this weird crispy killer weirdo thing with multiple arms"
"Sorry Eliza, I can't go to your wedding. I'm too busy listening to a mother waiting by the phone calling her son 110 times."
"Declare the world is yours"
I can't believe Nana is vagueing Miku
Is vague a verb now?
@@PickledThyme1 yes
Nana:Decalre the world is yours
Miku and Columbus:YES
666th like
*WORLD IS MINE INTENSIFYS*
When I listen to this I just picture Macne screaming "YOU KNOW IT'S RUDE TO STARE" "PLEASE SHUT UP YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE" at little kids as she has a mental breakdown
That's just me at any given moment
me when participating in conversation
Me when I have to be in social interactions
I was listening to this with my cat, and he just started staring into the darkness like there was a ghost in the hallway. then the lyric "you know it's rude to stare" came on and my cat just left lmao
*"Ghost"*
Hand over ur cat rn
LMAO
LOL
@@shatteredarling LMAOOOO
The original audio in the trigger warning is still forever ingrained in my head.
LuaDotExe same
LuaDotExe WA NA NANANA NA NA WANA WANANANA NA WA NENE WE NE NE WANANANANANA NA
Aaaaaand this is why they disabled comments XD
I wish that audio was still there lol
What!? There used to be audio there?! Give me C L I P
Macne NananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananA
Yes
batman.
Bananananananannananna banananananna bananananana bananananana bananana banananannnananananannanannnananannannannanananananananannnnnanananamana bananana
killjoys make some noise
*Hey Jude nanananana-*
The legendary _"i guess the never miss"_ pose
It's also lesbian in sign language
Wonderful news!
lesbians never miss!
**Yeah, we hit**
I have only seen this raw strength once before...
Okay, but she is singing about "keeping our mouth shut"
And doing ASL-
This is perfect
what is she saying?
@@janebeach111 Lesbian in ASL
To me it’s about not feeling you fit in and also having problems with sensory overload. Trying to live in society is hard, everyone really does make too much noise lol and I never have any idea what I’m doing or how I’m supposed to perform.
frootjuice I thought it was about the artist feeling freaked out by trying to live up to insanely high expectations and the alien idea of having fans who idolize them. At least I remember that used to be the description or a pinned comment or something. Maybe I'm thinking of the wrong song.
Curly McJensenpants no that makes a lot of sense! I think a lot of ghosts songs are open to multiple interpretations but I never saw the original description so.
omg i agree. i have autism and so obviously i suffer from sensory issues, and this song just describes it so well.
Kroworie same!
Idk but I thought it was about anxiety...to say the least
"And telling jokes you take too sewiouswy"
Not gonna lie, Nana is adorable
Ikr
Facts
Thanks bro
@@Nana.zxy_ ayy we're here for our homies
Yesss, also the "woah-woah" and "okay" stuff at the start. At some points I think she sounds like a cute version of the robot from portal (I forget the name)
Who draws the art cause those hands are amazing how does one draw hands
i draw the art unless it's stated otherwise in the credits - thank you so much!
You do an absolutely amazing job, keep up the amazing work 😊❤
Pepole draw Hands?
People draw hands?
People draw?
i have listened to this song a solid 30 times AND I JUST REALIZED THAT THERES A LITTLE CLOWN COMING OUT OF HER HAT
HELP
Wait what i listen to this song like a million times And never noticed that!!!?
the teeth at the top and bottom of the pv are goals tbh
stephanie cannizzaro ah yes I too would love to have 52 teeth
Hyperdontia connected. :v
Add it to the **l o r e**.
stephanie cannizzaro wth I just noticed that-
I JUST NOTICED THEY WERE TEETH OMFG
"I REPEAT YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE" -circus baby's confusing directions
Ok?
???
@@Hello_Itsme_ it's a fnaf reference, you wouldn't get it.
@@Kwiitchi oh ok tbh I've heard of circus baby but I have no clue what the rest is lol
Parents took me to circus camp and thought of this the whole time
What the fresh hell is circus camp..
@@pastellepinkie2605 Maybe it's like the Clown College version of summer camp
I'm sorry but
"Circus camp"
"Clown College"
Wh-
@@SnakeFruitCookieGood I'm just as confused??
The *h e c c*
I'm so hype about the comments coming back and this song sounds like cheesecake topped with nuts
Everyone knows you're supposed to put strawberries on cheesecake!
i always put pineapples on my cheesecake. surprisingly good.
Boo First pizza now this. WHEN WILL YOU STOP?!
Now I want cheesecake 😭
These songs (especially this, appetite, and that hole song) sound like someone pissed on an electronic music box and then turned it on
Tag yourself, i'm the teeth at the top and bottom of the screen
I'm her signing "lesbian"
I'm the dark blue balloon on specifically the left hand side of the screen
MerlinsOddWorld 17 I’m the pointer finger on the middle hand to the right
I’m Nana's gloves
I'm Nana's hair
!!!! I love the piano, also the "over absolutely nothing" I love and I don't know why
The delivery is very rhythmic and thus satisfying.
The crowd goes wild with
_AAAPPPLLLAAAUUUSSSEEEE_
*Over absolutely nothing.*
Macne Nana sounds both really old and 5 at same time and I am here for it
its Macne Nana
Ok but all of GHOST's characters??? HOW ARE THEY ALL SO WELL DESIGNED??? LIKE??? I'm gay/straight for all of them
Trans Caliborn pfp? Nice. (Also tbh a fair few of GHOST's chars give off Tricksterstuck vibes, especially this one)
Bi you’re bi
@@smookiezz or maybe pan
real lmao, except im non-binary so no matter the gender, I'm gay for them.
i just want to _be_ them. they give me such gender envy....
Morals of the story: Don't think that people are freaks just because they can do something normal people can't do, don't think that everything in the circus is just faked as in most cases they are risking their lives for your entertainment, only gods can do everything perfect and most people aren't gods if you haven't noticed. That being said, this girl does also deal with some problems like anxiety or something in a way that she probably shouldn't be entertaining a giant crowd of people who are definitely gonna look and be loud, and she also might have something maybe similar to ADHD (the world can definitely be way to loud sometimes, I know from experience), and also she wants people to respect her boundaries maybe a little too much.
In other news, I analyze things too much
In other words, imposter syndrome
in other words, this is a good theory
When the fuck did this get over 400 likes
Why was something I said when I was 15 or maybe even 14 allowed to get this many likes what the hell
Yes. True. Thats exactly what was sung in the song.
Oh, thank you! This comment is actually a big relief because I was really confused as to the meaning of the song. /gen
I know this isn't the intent of the song, but some of the lines - and the general aesthetic of the video - remind me of my experiences with sensory overload. Sound overloads me easiest (I can't think around noisy crowds for instance) so the "please shut up you make too much noise!" line resonates with me. And I also relate to "I don't belong in this show" because I'm pretty much an outsider to the general public and I feel out of place in almost every group I've been in. So basically it kind of aligns with folks like me who have high-functioning autism. Not perfectly of course, because that's not the intent, but it works surprisingly well.
I get that soooooo much
I didn't expect to get called out like this lmao/nm
i am a "high-functioning" autistic person (but i prefer to say high-masking, because i feel it is more accurate) and this was how i interpreted it too, this is basically my theme song lol. just the pain of everything being so overwhelming, feeling like youre constantly performing, and nobody around you getting it because theyre neurotypical and they dont think twice about things that are insanely hard for you. cant tell you how many people ive wanted to scream "please shut up you make too much noise" at.
It’s MY sensory overload, I get to choose the song 🎧
Real.
Breaking news “lesbian clown doesn’t like being the center of attention”
I should dress as this for Halloween.
ok but did u actually be her for halloween tho?!?
@@cheriemorvay YES
I Should Too And It’s Even Better Since Famous Words From My Cousins “You Act Like Everyone She Makes In Songs”
@@ntnb_. YYYYEEEEEESSSSSSSS
This is my new favorite sentence
Hello other gifted kids that now are unmotivated to do anything because of others expectations
Hello
Hi
hi
hello and good mornjntngn
Hello
LA TA DA LA TA DA LA TA TA
me shaving my legs at 2:35am while my cat licks my face.
You all a strange
Me putting helium filled blue hairy caterpillars into balloons and popping them at children's birthday parties be like
Me to Kennith: DEM LEGS!
the fact this was from 3 years ago and ur pfp is making me laugh
uh huh
_wo Ah wO a h....._
OKAY
oh no!
5656Dana it's "hey now" not "oh no"
ok
Me during a math test
homestuck
Oh my god it's those bits without lyrics at the beginning of the song thank you I couldn't understand those I-
May have already been said, but here's my take on this song:-.
Nana, is "painting a merry smile" to hide the fact that she's not as happy and merry as she appears. She's trying to appease the audience, the people she knows. "My balance lost, the crowd unpleased" referring to her slipping up and showing a glimpse of her true self, causing people to worry. This whole cycle of pretending and putting on an act of represented by the circus, or the show. Towards the end, "I don't think the show is ending" she realizes that this is going to have to be a forever thing. It won't end. "I don't see the point in painting merry smiles to hide my face" she's no longer finding it worth it to hide the fact that shes suffering
I remember Ghost made a kind of statement about what this song meant back when it released. It was about how people treated Ghost like a celebrity because of their music, and it gave them a big spotlight as well as fanatic treatment from people. The song goes on to literally say "I'm normal like everyone else, stop it."
i keep reading Macne Nana as Macarena
I've never heard of Macne Nana before, but I really like her voice
One thing i noticed that idk if anyone else did (even though it’s obvious) macne nana’s voice got higher when it said “helium defining voice” since helium makes your voice higher so yeah
That's was for me realy easy to check this.(Because i love it when the voice is so high)
@@gabrieldobrowolski thank you, gabriel dobrowloski.
im listening to this for the first time and i immediately noticed it. i love stuff like that in songs ^.^
Top lyrics ever:
"I'm not a freak, I'm not a clown, I'm not a deity's performance!"
"You know it's rude to stare, this really isn't fair, your helium-defining voice, either way you make to much noise!"
"I don't see the correlation. Where's the logic, if there's any?"
"I should never be this high above the audience."
As you can see they're all from this song 🤸
Isnt it "I'm not an act" instead of "I'm not a clown"?
@@shatteredarling yes
@@unicornyoutube7587 Good to know
The first line.. I like I want someone to clear up the meaning, I think I know the meaning already but i need clarification, cuz I dont trust myself
I honestly can relate to this song,
For many reasons really,
1:I get really overwhelmed when people expect alot of me
2:I dont like people touching my stuff
3:Im really sensitive to things
4: I get annoyed really quickly
5: I often put on a smile just to make people not worry about me
6: Im not a big fan of the spotlight
7: And sometimes I say thing people take too seriously and then me getting sad over it
8: The sentence "Im not a freak, Im not an act, Im not a diety performance" Represents me, since sometimes my own mind tells me that no-one understands me and that im just calling help for attention makes me feel really bad on the inside, (this doesent happen to much, but it does sometimes).
Thanks for listening to me talk about my lil problems
Man, that must suck, I’m sorry for you. One thing I can try to help is sometimes sweet things can make me feel better, so when you get really overwhelmed then when you can just go to the shop and buy your favourite sweet. Because you deserve it
@@alandoyle1077 this was 3 years ago im actually crying :(
ive gotten a lot better and life's been great! have a wonderful day
@@bingmicrobiome thank you :) you’re very polite
“So you work at the circus?”
“Yes”
“And you hate kids?”
“Yea. I really don’t belong in this show though.”
That's me if I'm someone who asks me if I work at my job
Better then pennywise
Cutie Marionette *_Top 10 Best Anime Ships Of All Time_*
I also just had to say that I always imagine her doing the Pennywise dance when I'm listening to this.
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
@mysteriousmoonie we all do
*IM ON IT LADS*
"Declare the world is yours I find it hard not to laugh."
Miku: I HEARD THAT!!!!!!
Macane: hehe
Quietly in the background: sekai de
Hey, so I know that this isn't what this song is about at all, but I can relate to this song a lot.
Throughout my childhood, I've often been treated like some sort of prodigy by my parents or teachers, because I got perfect grades, learned incredibly fast, stuff like that I guess. Actually, that's still an understatement. I was really, really intelligent when I was little.
But the older I got, the more all of that left me. I don't have any energy to care about school anymore, I don't even have any hobbies or anything like that. I don't even have friends, to be honest. But everyone still has such high expectations of me. Because I'm so smart, right? I'm such a fuckin' genius, right? Just fuckin' listen to my side of things for once!
Going to school, or even anywhere outside of the safety of my room feels like torture to me. Even if I wanted to pay attention to what my teachers were saying, I couldn't do it. My classmates are just so fuckin' loud! I wear earplugs at school, I really try everything to block out their stupid noises, but nothing is ever enough. Dozens of voices talking, laughing, screaming all at once. It feels like my head is about to burst. I've always been like this. Noises, bright lights, literally everything. It's always too much for me. I remember getting yelled at by my mom when I was around 10 and crying at a family event because everything was too much for me. She just told me that "I'm so difficult" and "should just act my age". If this is the price I pay for being a little smarter than most, then I don't fuckin' want it. I just want to be normal.
I don't know why I am this way now. I used to be so smart! I understand next to nothing at school, even if I try as hard as I can. It can't just all be gone, right? If I just try a little harder, I'm sure it'll all come back and I'll be a genius again, right?
I just hate it all so much. My parents and teachers think I'm a genius who's just too lazy to care about school because she knows it all already anyway, and people my age think I'm a stupid weirdo who can't even hold a conversation.
I love the line: "I'm not a freak, I'm not an act, I'm not a deity's performance" so much for this reason.
I'm not a freak. I'm used to people my age not even treating me like a person, but like some weird creature. Popular kids would ofter come up to me and treat me like a pet for their own amusement. I still remember how in 6th grade a girl told me that if I wanted people to like me, I should just try not being weird. Thanks a lot, Ellen.
I'm not an act. When I was younger, I used to act strange to make others laugh. It worked, but I eventually realized that the people who I thought were my friends didn't think of me as an equal, but again as some weird freak who'll act funny for their entertainment. So of course, nobody cared or even noticed when I became more and more quiet, started skipping school multiple times a month and got sadder and sadder.
I'm not a deity's performance. I'm tired of my teachers always having higher expectations of me that of everyone else. Last week, my science teacher came up to me and told me to make sure to study hard for the upcoming exam because he "knows I'm intelligent" and "wouldn't want me to get a grade lower than what I'm capable of" and I just wanted to cry. I don't want to people to treat me like they expect me to be better than others at everything by default.
Also I really vibe with the repetition of "Please shut up, you make too much noise" and "I don't belong in this show" at the end because that's basically what's going on in my head 24/7 whenever I'm around people.
I kinda just want everything to stop.
ok this kinda went off the rails a little bit. I just wanted to talk about how (what I presume is) Golden Child syndrome combined with some other sort of mental fuckyness makes me relate to this song in some ways, and I accidentally wrote a huge paragraph that I should probably show to a psychiatrist instead. I'll probably add to this comment whenever I feel edgy like that so uh yeah bye c'ya
Sounds a bit like what the song is about; imposter syndrome. Golden Child Syndrome tends to have an overlap with that, for obvious reasons. You also seem to have problems with sensory overload, which is a common symptom of things like anxiety disorders, ADHD and/or autism. (Of course, those aren’t the only causes of sensory overload.) Perhaps you should research into those, if you want to improve your situation.
Of course, I’d understand if you wouldn’t. What does a random TH-cam comment know?
@@overthinkit_ Hey so uh, about that. My parents are currently making me talk to a psychiatrist every few weeks so I can get an official diagnosis for wtf is going on with me. Last time the psychiatrist also gave them a questionnaire to fill out about me and I looked through it today because I'm nosy like that and it literally had written on it that it was criteria for diagnosing autism spectrum disorder. So uhh yeah guess that's something
Hey! Diagnosis is a step towards progress! Now, you’ll be marching towards a future where you can feel happy once more.
I completely understand what this comment is talking about. I used to be treated like I was perfect but now I'm being treated like I'm stupid just because I lack that knowledge that I used to have.
Your experience really relates to this song! I hope you're better now, but if you see this I wanna share what I personally think would resolve this (my advice isn't 100% true, so take it if you want): talk to your parents and teachers, tell them off. If they wouldn't listen and claim you're just being difficult, you need to prove to them that you're being serious. Go to a school counselor. Repeat your case over and over again to those denying it. Make them take you to a psychiatrist. If you just wait for it to go away it won't. You need to act on your own well being and do this for yourself ✊
congrats nana for coming out
Because of this song I got into an argument with my mom over whether lesbian clowns exist and I just wanted to say that
Also I won bc once my lesbian aunt was a clown at my birthday when I was little so
@@PhantomReeper LMAO
@@PhantomReeper 💀✌
BAHAHh
@@Shadow._.Foxi64 i love ur pfp oh my god
as someone with adhd who has really no sense of social norms and suffers from sensory overload a lot this song is a highkey mood
Same here
I get sensory overload due to my autism. I wonder a lot about this song, I like it.
Lelduck hey I have Autism aswell!
I have ADHD, but I'm not sure if I have sensory overload
At 2:13 there is some random rectangle between the words HELIUM and DEFINING. This also occurs at other points in the video where HELIUM is used.
I think it's supposed to be one of these: -
@@Mothpuff ah, yes, my mistake.
*~Lyrics~*
(Uh huh!)
(Woah-oo-oh-oh!)
(Okay!)
(Hey now!)
(Um bata batam ba bata)
(Um bataba ba ba bata)
(Um bata ba ba bata)
(Um bata ba ba bata ta)
Just move along, it’s nothing new
No touching this and this or that
Keep your tongue inside your mouth
Don’t say a word, a whisper
Compliments I fear they’re not
Your god is not a silly face
A deity’s performance
Oh, but I’m not like that
Move along, it’s nothing new
No touching this and this or that
Don’t assign my talents
In the wrong category
‘Cross the rope, they mesmerize
My balance lost, the crowd unpleased
A deity’s performance
Oh, but I’m not like that
I don’t see the correlation
Where’s the logic if there’s any?
I don’t see the point in painting
Merry smiles to hide the truth
You know it’s rude to stare
Balloons we fill with air
A helium-defining voice
Either way you make too much noise
Topsy-turvy
Sweetly dreaming
Toss and turning in a
Frantic state of disbelief
The crowd goes wild with applause
Over absolutely nothing
Sing a dance that goes a bit like
“La-ta-da-la-ta-la-ta-ta”
Maybe you’ll understand
I mean, it’s not that hard, you say
Pull the mask up off the clown
You’ll see the window to her soul
Deprecated acts of jest
And telling jokes you take too seriously
I don’t see the correlation
Where’s the logic if there’s any?
I don’t see the point in painting
Merry smiles to hide the truth
You know it’s rude to stare
Balloons we fill with air
A helium-defining voice
Either way you make too much noise
I repeat: you make too much noise
I repeat: you make too much noise
A juggling act of choice
The acrobatic scene
A lion’s open mouth
The leader screams our names
Walk the rope or fall
Adorn the vivid lights
Declare the world is yours
I find it hard not to laugh
I should never be this high above the audience
In all honesty, and I mean every word
I’m not a freak
I’m not an act
I’m not a deity’s performance
I don’t think the show is ending
Everybody’s still applauding
I don’t see the point in painting
Merry smiles on my face
You know it's rude to stare
This really isn’t fair
Your helium-infected voice
PLEASE SHUT UP, YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE
I REPEAT: YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE
OH, I DON’T BELONG IN THIS SHOW
I REPEAT: YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE
OH, I DON’T BELONG IN THIS SHOW
i don’t really get why people comment lyrics when they’re at the bottom of the screen
@@orderscorner it’s just in case they can’t follow it
@@orderscorner I appreciate the people that comment the lyrics because I have low vision and it's hard for me to see the words at the bottom of the screen and my screen reader can't read the video
I think this is about how we turn our performers into gods and expect them to act as such, so it becomes impossible for them to properly feed their audience and maintain a both genuine and positive reputation. Eventually this gets to the performer, as being a god is too much pressure and the feel isolated.
Arrogant Anarchist if you read the description it turns out you’re right
Emmalena Murphy yes!! I always like to try and guess the meaning before doing more research into the genuine intent behind it!
Like Albus Dumbledor.
tbh this is one of my favorite GHOST songs (first one prolly having to be either Happy Days or Broadcast Illusion), and I just love the aesthetic!!
I hope everything goes well in your new song series! It sounds super cool. If it gets scrapped, that's always fine! A lot of us will support you, no matter what you choose to do with your songs and channel ^^
(maybe except deleting it, but you get what I mean maybe)
was blasting this and some kid in my class asked me what i;m listening too
and i simply said "deranged circus music."
Why was the clown sad?
Because she had broke her funny bone
KatieØwØ "Just move along, it's nothing new"
Gravity Cat a hahaha hahaha ur a funi felo u got me gud m8
Who needs friends? "Keep your tounge inside your mouth"
Hana Song "Don't assign my talents in the wrong category"
I just tricked my self...
the fact that nana is signing lesbian in asl is amazing
Hello. If you're reading this, congratulations, you've looked through quite a lot of comments. Speaking of reading quite a few comments, I read almost _every single_ comment here to find the percentage of them are jokes (apart from a few of the replies and some in different languages, I was too tired to translate at this point) and going through about 700 comments, *one hundred and seventy* are joke-posts. Once I found the percentage, I found that around a quarter, *(24.045261669% to be exact)* So yeah, I read almost every single comment in here, so if you've commented before this was made, it's been read. _what am I doing with my life_
You ok?
Op are you okay
1: no i havent i sorted by latest comments
2: r u ok
Lets get this comment as high up as possible for this persons hard work
a
The way she says "dreaming" is adorable
@Eva Tavarez 1:22
the comments are open now yess-- i love this song :""3
finally! i can say how much i love this song its such a BOP
"Sorry I'm late to class."
"What happened?"
"I was listening to a lesbian clown telling me to shut up."
Everytime i listen to the part 2:26 i cant help but just imagine Nana being called to walk on the rope above everyone, and when the lyrics "Im not a Freak, Im not an Act, Im not a Deity's Performance." come up, i just think shes walking on the rope and she then falls and possibly dies or just gets hurt and everyones still looking and applauding about it... I have a dark mind.
your messed up... I like you:)
The lions mouth thing makes me think she could've been bit and fatally injured or at least disabled from it (and the crowd doesn't know and just wants entertainment)
Honestly I thought she was walking on the rope, but then she jumped off by choice to stop the act and almost died, and no-one noticed or heard her screams so they kept applauding
this song is a hard bop that’s just the facts
When you're having a mental breakdown, but your circus job starts in 1 minute
This song kind speaks to me
Imposter syndrome is something I feel as someone with depression who feels bad as a waste of space
But with anxiety, I don’t like being the center of attention
Macne Nana sounds so good in this song!
Wow! This song is super different than any other song that I have ever heard, and it was well written and composed, and I also like the art work. Thanks to my daughter, Caty, I found out about it. Keep up developing your beautiful, and God given talents, Ghost. May God bless you!
1:49 reminds me of when you had to touch the four dots on the smart board in class to turn it on lol
OH MY GOD OH KT GOD
Recalibrating the board ✨
Thought I was the only one
I couldn’t get the top ones, thanks for the flash back!
“I’m sorry Bestie I’m missing our movie night to listen/watch ghost’s videos, yes I know you’re disappointed but this music is GOOD”
Revisiting this song, I’d like to say that I am now an actual clown (like, I’m working on my outfit and have recently bought some grease paint), and I blame this song for my Clown Awakening. I should’ve recognized that the lesbian clown’s vibe felt Too funky...
Update: I am now wearing clown makeup. GHOST I blame you for this /Lh- (Okay for real, this is the best song for a clown awakening vhsjvdh)
Update 2: I have now worn clown makeup every day this week. GHOST why have you cursed me so- /j
"Your not a clown, your the entire circus!"
-a quote I thought would fit here
@@OfficialLuni Thank you :D Honestly I'd love to be a whole circus. I recently dyed my hair bright green so I've graduated to beetlejuice/joker kinning anyway lol
@@mostlyghostie i would honestly kill to give off a beetlejuice vibe
so, do you get paid well?
@@cassidyelmore6952 she's not a professional clown so i believe she doesn't get paid :o(
ホントにありがとうございます!!
聞けばきくほどGHOSTさんの世界感に惹かれていきます!!
"Mewwy smiles" 😭 shes (Nana's vb) so cute
Every time I listen to this song, I get sad...
When it's over, specifically.
But then I remember there's a replay button.
And all's well once again.
Accidentally clicked on this video.. Best mistake of my life, because now I get to listen to this ✨BOP✨
1:37 me when I search a song heard 733845 years ago on Google
“Hey um *insert crushes name* I can’t go to the movies, uhhh, this 13 year old dressed as Beppi the Clown is telling me my reasons to shut up.”
え、めっちゃすき
2:42 the egg walnut kicks in
Lol
Im so happy to finally hear a song where Macne nana has good tuning. She actually sounds really good if you tune her right!!!
Ghost I just want to say you are one of the best composers i've ever heard and you are my main inspiration. :D
this song reminds me of misophonia, especially when it says "please shut up you make too much noise" even though the song has an entirely different meaning either way it is a banger
Yesss
Aly Smoothiepup I would like this comment but it’s at 69 likes so
When the video went black at 2:25 I saw MY OWN EYES and screamed ✋😩
ghost wants your eyes
@@cinguloapathy ok but that made me wheeze
@@cinguloapathy y'all remember "i eat eyes hatsune miku original song"?
@@BagelBagelBagelBa heck yes I do
@@cinguloapathy this is way funnier with your pfp
"That wasn't intentional at first, but honestly? Now it is." God I fuckin love Ghost
Sorry I can’t make it tonight, why? Oh, because a clown making “lesbian” in sign language is telling me not to touch anything.
Wait..... Is she really saying "lesbian" in sign langage ?
Edit: i just checked and...
HOLY HECK
Reloup Mortal Bahaha yep 😂
@@nonamiiie wait what is it really tru??
@@Colarikal Haha yeah
@@nonamiiie woah gae
Ghosts music really shaped me as a person and whether that’s a good or bad thing is yet to be determined
I want every vocaloid in project diva I would love to see a module of Macne in this outfit
every day I have to try to stop myself from just singing random lyrics from this song in my discord gcs
I didn't know you had Impostor Syndrome, but looking back at some of your earlier descriptions/comments, it kind of makes sense to me now. I'm really sorry, that's gotta be really rough at times. One of my favorite voice actors, Matt Mercer, also suffers from Impostor Syndrome. I didn't know what it was a first, but I remember my heart broke a little when I found out. I realize that words won't change anything, but I just want you to know that we who support you and enjoy your content, would never lie to you. We should nerver put people on pedestals or treat them as higher, better beings, that's not fair to them nor to others. But I really do love your work. And I mean that. I don't know if this is something that can be treated, but none the less, I hope you're doing better
Songs or vocaloids, I guess have some story of idea of the song, its really how you word it, but it back to back to find a hidden message...and I think everyone's favorite part was dadaladaldadadadadudududula
when I heard
this song for the first time, it didn’t evoke any special emotions, but then, when I listened to it more and more often, it began to evoke strange feelings in me, (and maybe even apathy). It makes me think about something every time...
In general, I like every song of yours! You are the author I listen to most often.
look, Gooseworx is cool and all but GHOST did mental breakclown first
BAHHAHAHAH I LOVE THIS COMMENT
Ghost regrets things alot but I'm glad that doesn't stop them from uploading the things they create. I speak in general terms.
"A helium defining voice" she says, with a helium defining voice
1:57
the quietest my brain has ever been
… true so true
2:56 Michael Jackson is shaking in his grave.
oh my *god*
I know its about impostor syndrome but...its easy to relate this to my bpd and adhd and sensory shit all in one. I love how music can mean a million things
Why is the “Please shut up you make too much noise” part so relatable?
Around 1:08am, i realized at 3:22 in the song, the font has a little heart in it.
Now, at 1:08am, i didn't remember *where* the heart was in this font. So i tried remembering the best i could, i remember the words "Please shut up you make too much noise" but that didn't help me, the heart could have been anywhere in that sentence.
Then a while later i remembered the heart did 𝘯𝘰𝘵 show up when the lyrics on screen read "I repeat: you make too much noise". So my smartass thought "Well what does 'please shut up' have in letters that 'i repeat' doesn't? I came to the conclusion that it was A. Which was incorrect.
My only last guess can be S. Or, im heavily over-fucking-thinking this, and you just thought "Hey i should put a heart here, that would be cool."
the heart is above the u in "you" and below the a in "please" thank you for bringing me on this adventure by making this comment
Ryn11Art
no problem, please pay your ticket fee of 2 dollars :))
according to the freakshow font, capital A has a heart beneath it!
ok but the "i should never be this high above the audience" it was said she was walking a tight rope, which is usually high, where she doesnt really wanna be. and also she means high as in social status and i'm just like "was this intentional????"
Both since the song id about impostor síndrome mixed with being put in a pedestal as a creator of content
I really like macne’s outfit in this!
We love an accidental lesbian lol
2:25 feel like lying down and staring at the ceiling as i listen to just this part on repeat