That happened to me but it was the song amber by 311 searched and my phone was in in pocket. Always thought it was so weird but I actually liked the song lol
It's the most exciting..and you really have nobody to talk to about this ..cause they all think you crazy..it's the most beautiful but very yes dark and lonely..some days you connected and some days you feel so lost and disconnected
That's 1 of the weirdest things I experienced, when I'd try to talk (to those closest to me) about new things I was spontaneously realizing & learning about; about myself, our reality, the illusions we exist in, from our half conscious youths, spent taking in millions of bits of info. that then overrides all else (because of the flood of info constantly being processed) & keeps people half asleep to truth (like our innate intuition, the energies that affect us & the power of our own thoughts & words to shape our lives, level of happiness, our very reality & who/what we all are). I'dsay something to these people and......... They'd go blank & look at me as if an alien life had taken over my body & they didn't know who the person before them was... me, whom they'd known for decades. Their faces would say; "What the hell are you talking about?" I'd instantly know better than to pursue the subject further with them. I was wanting to show them this new info, that helped me in some way & nope, they'd nope on out of there, change the subject or "Oh my, look at the time, I gotta go". Lol, it was weird ...... My youngest son lived with me then & thank goodness, because he was on a like journey & we'd always discussed many topics. He knew far more about science, physics, "quarks" & recent discoveries & it helped me to determine what was true or not so that I didn't question my own sanity.... not much (lol). We weren't so closed minded that we assumed we knew everything already, so we could have our beliefs challenged & resarch info. & decide if new info. was true. If we automatically reject info that challenges what we hold to be true, then we'll never learn anything new. So I take it in, evaluate the evidence of it's truth or falsehood & THEN decide whether I believe something or not OR decide to await further evidence to convinces me, either way. If you don't or can't do that then a person will remain in the dark, half awake forever. I'm still surprised by how many people will refuse to even consider the truth that we don't already know ALL there is to know.
Yes! That is where I am at the moment. Some days I'm happy going this alone and the space to delve into myself and resources then other days I feel so isolated especially when I have questions. I hope your journey is still going great as I see this was 11months ago
I was not a religious person, but one day ,all I wanted to do was pray and pray. One night before I went to sleep,I said outload: This is not normal, whats happening to me. When I woke up, I said: Ohhh Im having a Spiritual Awakening ( and I said whats that? I googled it, started meditating. Learning and Now, I LOVE it
I’m almost there at number 5. My dark night of the soul lasted over 10 years. Life is now good, and I know it will only get better. Thank you Victor. Love and light. ❤
My goodness, the resonance! You hit it right on the head with the dark night of the soul. Especially, trying to come back and rejoin society. Haha 😅 I really appreciate you taking the time to speak on this. I had my awakening in 2019 & man, oh man, I am still navigating my dark night. It’s been extremely difficult to create & put myself out there as a spiritual coach during this time but you have reminded me of my why & that it will all be alright because this is just part of my awakening. 🙏🏽✨❤️ My current struggle is surrendering & just letting the path unfold. I tend to fill my days with my “spiritual practice & productivity routines”. However, I come back into awareness that some days will just be and that’s ok… Thank you! Sending light to all who have been navigating their awakening. May we rise. 🌍🙌🏽
Busying ourselves, often overwhelming our own selves, with many things to do as a coping mechanism, lets us distract ourselves from everything else that we should/could be thinking about or otherwse could/woud be doing, In a way it can stop us from making decisions we're afraid to make; that we know we have to make. It can stifle us from making any progress by letting us think that we're "far too busy" to do more 'things', when in fact only we ourselves make the lists (in our head or on paper) that keep us preoocuped with repeating unsatisfying tasks & trying to scratch off tasks from lists of things we self impose that we "gotta do". I'm bad about all of that, though I used to be much worse with the habit; that's why I said what I've said. It felt great to me to stop ordering myself about, always pressured to try to meet my own impossible flood of expectations & instead to be more aware of me in each moment, who needed to please my true self more & realize that my illusions of perfection in any area, were just that; illusions & they did not make me happy & had NO real benefit to me. I fired myself, lol.
My catalyst was a suicide attempt. Opened my arm up real good, Been a challenging year for sure a lot of lessons and a lot of ups and downs, but I’m sitting here today alive and with deep understandings most people never encounter
Your soul couldn't bear to go on existing in this world without more knowledge about all the WHYs, without more knowledge of the fundamental truths about yourself & everyone else & why the pain you felt so powerfully was so overwhelming when you could see that not everyone struggled so much to handle the daily pain you often dealt with. You, like so many of us, were carrying not just your own feelings; but also experiencing the turmoil & pain of those you love most and of all those around you. You needed to know of your exceptional sensitivity to other people's emotions & the energies they put off, to varying degrees. You didn't know how that effects you & that not every feeling stems from you, from inside. The ability to sense another's pain (and joy too) can be used to identify when another needs your help but 1st we have to be able to tell when pain's not coming from inside us, for the info to be useful. You'll grow in your awareness of this abiilty you have & it'll free you of much inner turmoil. Everything you think, say, believe shapes everything about your own life, what you attract to yourself & also repel away (without being aware of causing real observable effects on all the matter here, matter that's also is made of trillions of atoms and every single atom is energy in constant motion that creates vey real energy. The energy generated by our atoms then can effect every other human being, all other matter far more than we yet realize. I went through so many attempts like yourself until I knew 75% of my emotions were picked up by others. It has truly freed me. I send you a ton of love and self love & acceptance. You have a gift.
Something that I have learned through the numerous spiritual awakenings that I have had is that’s it’s not linear. It’s continual. The current awakening that I’m on is the most intense one but it’s also where I’ve come to terms that as long as I want it, my soul will always be “leveling up” in some shape or form in this lifetime. It’s kind of liberating to know that. I feel less resistant to it. Thank you for the video.
I have done the spiritual journey since I was a teenager. I met my Twinflame last year. I went through the dark nightcof the soul, runner/ chaser phase, and now separation. I finally decided to claim my life back. Awakening doesn't have to ruin your life!!!
Yeah, the Bible says that the devil 'transforms himself into an angel of light", (at 2nd Corinthians 11:14) so; really toxic people can latch onto you and seem to be what they are not (and can never be) so it's vital to trust your own instincts & to never get tricked into keeping on suffering under a person who doesn't treat you right because of any belief that someone's meant for us, like there's only one in the world or a couple that we're meant to love. I know a human can love umpteen chidren, each just as much as the other. We were created with unlimited capacity for love. I had 4 myself, so I trust fully that if we have that capacity to love kids, then there's also the capacity/ability in us to find many soul deep matches out of the billions of humans on the planet. We are made without any limitations on how many we can love or how many we're compatible with. I think the stage a person is at, in their own development, awakeness, ability to love others fully (in a healthy way)....that can vary throughout a person's life and so; who someone is, at the same time that you are also ready for love is the most important thing.
It took me most of my life to realize that i arrived here woken... but in 2010 was the moment that things started to make sense why i felt the way I did as a kid. In 2015 left my job and music life to exist as a minimalist in SA jungle.. wish I would have done it sooner in my life...
Moving into 6 right now. This brought me to tears, just to be seen. This last 15 years has been such a journey. The dark night of the soul almost took me out so many times... but now I'm just so grateful for it all❤🙏❤️
Same here, although it's not always easy when going through different phases of awakening, it's led to allowing me to message with & watch videos from so many beautiful souls all around this huge world who are all coming along in their own journeys, all learning to love themselves and others far more, to judge less, to accept more and trust in the process of self discovery life is all about. We all are learning to let go of our baggage & more fully forgive to more fully move on and live with mre peace and joy inside too. The dark night of the soul does expose us to some very toxic realities & less awake toxic people that we needed to SEE in order to shed & get out of range of their energy sucking negative energies, so of course it's hard as hell sometimes but oh man, am I glad I finally was jolted back to myself.
@@davidpeterson506 When it is jolting you out of the beliefs, the habits, the blindness to all the damage & it's origins, inner & outer, that has put you very close to the DNoTS many times. When epiphanies occur that you can't believe you didn't already see and know. When you realize you were not at fault, never were but that you have drawn alot of your problems to you, unknowingly and now that you're aware of how and why, you now feel you may just have the ability to stop punishing yourself.
Hey Beautiful Souls, 💛 I chose to take notes and study Victors video today and I recorded the time stamps down below to share. Have a great dayy ! 1. DISSATISFACTION + EMPTINESS 0:10 2. A SHIFT IN CONSCIOUSNESS 3:20 3. EXPLORATION 8:03 4. THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL 10:20 5. INTEGRATION 18:25 6. SERVICE AND PURPOSE 26:26
i went through 3 awakenings in 4 months was quite the ride! then i ascended! going through them i had the most Euphoric feeling! and a huge amount of energy!
I'm in the crying almost daily stage spending as much time in the word of God, learning a lot , thinking about my life in the past, repenting, praying for change and living in isolation. This is the most difficult thing I've ever gone through.
🙏 praying for you... this journey can be extremely difficult at times, but keep faith that things will get better eventually. Even though I know even trying to keep faith can be hard at times.
I remembered hearing once “the depths of your pain is an indicator of the heights that you will reach”. Those who endure the most suffering will be the ones to change the world. It won’t be for nothing.
@@catherineglassman Never heard that quote, but very beautifully put. I hope it to be true... not only for myself, but to the rest of us facing spiritual hardships. Though my Kundalini is still extremely active, working on me non stop day and night still... things seem to be slowly getting better. Life is getting brighter, I'm able to socialize again, and I've started a new career that I'm extremely excited about. Thank you for your positive message, keep spreading your love and light🙏
You have nothing to repent for. The only one blaming and criticizing you is yourself. Be compassionate with yourself and learn to love yourself. You came to experience and learn to love and be love, to be happy and be in service to others , that is all. Remember who you truly are, a powerful creator, a fragments of God.
Where do I begin?! Victor your words, compassion and insight have resonated with the core of my being! I felt as if you were just speaking solely to me as I NEEDED to hear this more then you know.😊😳😵💫😇 THANK YOU for your light and allowing yourself to be a vessel for TRUTH, STRENGTH, LOVE and ENLIGHTENMENT as you are truly needed and appreciated! Namaste 🙏!
Thank you, Victor, for putting into words what, for most of us, is nearly an impossible task to explain to the few close people remaining in our lives what is happening to us. Knowing the nightmare has a beautiful purpose can help.
The beginning of my spiritual awakening started when I woke up from a nap in my couch and I looked at the clock and it was 11 11... After that it was 60 days of bliss and speaking thing s into existence, downloads angels visitations, etc etc, Kundalini awakening soon follow, no sleep, body aches, and being connected with all that is .. after 60 days everything winded down and it's been 4 years since then, I have lost everything and everyone that was in my life, dark night of the soul was full of depression and pain, now I'm shifting leading a life of service, love and compassion towards my self and others... And I have to add I'm grateful to my creator, and all spirits of light that have been guiding, protecting me thru all this journey... I love my Archangel angel spirit etc etc, the lows and the highs..... They have always been there... And also a lot of searching... Any mystical and esoteric teachings.
Thank You, Victor. I'm Definitely at the last stage...I Feeel like I've been Here several times Now and Yes, there is even MORE Healing. In a reclusive space like I know Many are this time September 2023, but WOW this one's INTENSE. Appreciate Greatly Your Enthusiasm and Aligned Faith with your Magnificent Heart SO Clearly Expressing its TRUTH. A Beacon for Me in this Highly Introspective space. Sending Divine Blessings and Profound Beauty ♥️♥️♥️
Great video Victor! I really like your energy. The death of my last animal companion, exactly 12 weeks ago(almost on the minute), changed my life dramatically in a blink of an eye. He was my last one, after 43 years with overlapping animal companions by my side. He was a rehomed dog, special needs, high maintenance. I kept him alive for 8 years. He was so loved by everybody. He made new frinds practically every day when we walked in the city. He was a people magnet. Suddenly having to euthanize him propelled me into a spiritual awakening by pure necessity. So, I've been going through the information gathering fase while being in the dark night of the soul. I've been trying to process the death of my pup along with old traumas that were similar to this one. So, I have not had any mystical experience and most definately no bliss or anything like that. I started daily meditations and yoga to process my grief. Been doing it for six weeks or more already. Lots of grounding. The yoga and meditation combo is very powerful. I'm really hoping that there's some good stuff coming my way, sometime in my future, and not just more dark night of the soul...
Yeah, I did so much releasing My house, relationships, emotions... Me too, with the rashes... So, a lot of us could be going through these for years then... I definitely feel there in all 6...
You just described everything in my life. I’m in the dark night and I feel my heart is breaking, this is so hard. Staying present is difficult amongst the anxiety that has been set off by all of this. I’ve never experienced anything like this. Some days I don’t feel strong enough for it. Thank you for your encouragement.
Its gets better, the anxiety changes when you can flow with it, start in a safe environment, and eventually its all a safe environment. Strength and blessing be with you, and may better days come.
I'm in the same stage and yes everything has fallen apart but still so many blessings to be thankful for...this life is not for the weak & the hardest part is being in the moment and not stressing about future. when listening to all the manifestation coaches out there, feeling the outcome is scary when your in anxiety. I find myself praying for mercy and grace to find the joy to find the peace and happiness I KNOW is available just gotta dig deep and do the work...! Stay strong 🎉❤
@@halogemini it’s difficult to stay present when everywhere you go people are “counting down” to the next holiday, the next quarter, the next season, etc. I blocked any Christmas related content on all my social media accounts this weekend because I’m done being part of everybody else’s need to rush time, and will remove myself from any situation where people do that.
@alisonfriedman5288 good for you! This is just my own personal belief but I believe the God/universe/source there is no time...and we are all God's creations so with grief, anxiety and awakenings there is no time limit of how and when it will occur being in the present moment is needed but it's a daily practice I wish you the best of success love and light on your journey!
I went from in 2015 kicking a 30 + yr opioid habit shooting dope & coke like a trooper ,to hiking the Appalachian trail in 2017 to moving from 55 yrs on 6 city blocks to the white mountains of NH in a place I call #TheQuantumVortex 💜🧘♂️💜
My process was in a different order but all the same. What I can say is what comes next would be knowledge that is mind blowing, and also understanding that this isn’t meant for everyone to hear. Meaning those that are ready for it will be drawn to you. It’s after understanding that we are able to see that the information was held back to ourselves because we would have used it in a way of ego. That would have twisted the information to negative energy. So, when we are finally able to get to the place of no ego and we are all one…then we gain the knowledge on how we are able to change the world with our power. The purpose is then found and there is not a need for knowing any future outcomes (ego wanting reassurance and giving doubt) because we already know. The intent is pure and the mission is clear. It’s truly decoding the meaning behind the ability to move mountains.
I feel like I've been back and forth with some of these for years. I'm an elementary art teacher and had been questioning continuing in my field. Last year I really integrated and knew I was living my purpose. It felt so good. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks and I went through another dark night of the soul at the end of last school year that was difficult to come out of. I have been dreading going back to work. Yesterday something happened where I was so triggered by what some staff members said to me I realized it's so hard to physically be around them. I realized the triggers I experienced got me so fired up that I knew my purpose was working with my students and helping to open their minds and souls to self expression and empathy. I told myself this is my purpose and to ignore the rest : )
What a tremendous video Victor, it's definitely one of your best ever in my opinion! Your ability to understand and communicate about each step of the process is so appreciated.
Where were you when I had my Kundalini experience? I felt divine and like I was living from my soul. Totally tuned in, spontaneously downloading information. Then came the first dark night, it was the hardest time ever. I didn't know what hit me. Ive had a few more since then but not as severe. But that"taste" of enlightenment is dangling like a carrot. It's my goal to get back there. So I've been working on healing myself and will keep on doing it until I reach that goal and start living my purpose.
I thought my recent dark night of the soul was step one, now I realize step one was what led me to Nashville 6 years ago with so much light and positivity that singing was my purpose. But I HAD to go through my trauma these past few years to get to the clarity of vision that I have now. My music will heal people. A psychic told me it would Save Lives. I thank the universe almost every day for the darkness that led me here. And thank YOU for this video!!
man i think since we are all connected everything is connected, the reason you woke up contains an aspect of when i would wake up and listen to your videos. i love it its awesome
I got those fewlings a lot. Its all started before 5 years ago i didnt in to youtube those days i was feeling lost, I did 18 jobs to find what is really feeling for the bottom of my heart i didnt find it in those jobs though i have learned so many lessons and made soo many skills from all those jobs, while i was addicted to drugs more than 6 years.After all happned i needed to find my self now im finding me lil by lil, im soo connected withmy gardian angles. Im overcoming in an addiction. Long long hard journey. Lot of financial problems came and still it is but while all these things i really need to do some thing good for the people who r struggling. Thank you soo much universe helping me throug this. Love from srilanka Blessings for all Im happy to say im In stage 6. Thankyou soo much for all these valuble informations.
I hear you, it's like the spotlight has been turned on. You think you're past something but then you suddenly see it for what it really is. These experiences can be somewhat overwhelming , But at the same time, something awaking to the truth of what's really going on.. You have no idea how much, you've helped me to understand. I find it in some ways a rebirth ..
Yes I found you 7 years ago, right after my awakening. I still remember the moment it happened . You are a bomb ass spiritual coach. I learned it all from you Victor. Thank you so much...there are I'm sure lots of people like myself you have helped sitting silently in background. ❤ much love namaste.
Omg I love you buddy I'm totally stuck at stage 5 being a hermit not wanting the NORMIES to affect/ruin my frequency and drag me back down but at the same time I want to share my experience with the whole world... So I guess it's time to trust the universe and be of service.. Sharing is caring.... Thank you so much 🙏
Maynard makes my heart chakra crack open too 😆 Tool will be in my “back yard” next month for power trip. They are by far the best concert I’ve ever seen. The tribalistic frequencies hit every chakra.
This is exactly what i needed to hear right now! Im in the "WTF am i even doing here, im over it" stage, but everything you said really helped so much, Thank You Victor! 😊
Damn, this is EXACTLY what I needed to hear. I just got over the dark side and now I gotta get back into the world, but am lost. So im going to listen to what youve said and TRUST IT!❤❤❤❤
Thank you Victor, you are a blessing to me. My Higher Power works in Mysterious ways! Every word you said is me! I am in complete awe. I finally feel validated. Yes, this is who I am, I can be me!🙏♥️
Absolutely nr.6. It is so funny.. I have been thinking on how far my awakening has come and (of cource) the Universe sends me your video😅. I am still waiting for more people to show up.. but I found one soulmate and we help each other grow. And as you said.. my job is to be at service to others and also help light up this world.. that is why I am here. So glad I found you and others. I also think it is like you said a lifelong journey and the next stage is inner peace and enlightment. Sending Love to everyone listening❤
My Health directed me down this path. Lucky for me, I found you because my fam& friends thought I was going through a mid life crisis/ delusional directions. Thanks Vic for your guidance and support
LOL! All I can say is wow! All of this is so on point. I started laughing because it confirmed everything I had gone through and still going through. Thank you!
Victor, this Blessed me 💯 Thank you for for all your videos. Thank you for following your Spiritual Awakening & then helping us 🙏 You're an Awesome Teacher 🏆
Thank you so so much Victor ! I had gone through this a few years ago and I thought it was over . But to my surprise it was happening again and I didn’t realize ! I thought I was depressed ! Thank you so much for the clarity and the reminder ❤❤❤
Going through the dark night of the soul Victor and I was actually thinking of your videos just a bit earlier as sometimes they help to keep me on track.
Have faith the good and the bad is happening for a reason ..... When u realized that that the light comes out of the dark you beging to understand and accept the journey
Victor, i was brought to you and Aaron during my very first awakening 4 years ago and I thank you for creating the perfect foundation for me and many others! I’m currently in another boom of awakening and came right back to ya lmao thank you!!!
Perfect video, Vic! Everything on 100%! I remember when my Awakening started, I stumbled on your channel and I was bench watching all your videos 😅 together with Teal Swan's and Dolores Cannon. I was amazed! I found that Magic I always felt that exists! And then Dark Night of the Soul happened... 8 years walking through hell. I feel I'm entering stage 5. Finally! Getting back to life after Hermit mode, depression, health & financial issues. It's been a ride! 🫶🙏🏼 Thank you for your guidance along all these years. Much gratitude 🎉
Victor, you are definitely on YOUR PURPOSE!! My Higher Power and spiritual guides lead me to your video with the guidance of 11:11 this morning! I’m at the step of getting back into the world without being of it and shining my light! I feel the call and I’m ready… a little scared, but I’m learning to build faith!! Thanks for all you do!!☮️🙏🏾
I have been asking the universe for synchronicities to kind of confirm I have been going on the right path. This video had too many to count! I also had an awakening at a rock concert, one I wasn't even supposed to be at but my boyfriend won us tickets. Your experience was soo similar to mine. What you said in this video really impacted me. Thank you
The person that really pushed me to get out of the first stage and on to this journey is not in my life anymore. Poof, from 1 day to the next and I'm not sad about it. I mean, this was like the person I thought was my person. I thought he was the love of my life and I realized that he isn't and he was put into my path just to introduce me to so many things. Including you, Vic! I'm so exited, I feel like a child. My spiritual awakening came yesterday I was at the beach and I played in the surf with my 4 nieces and nephews and it was truly living in the momet being a a kid again. I find it so interesting that I experienced this on the exact day that my relationship with this person ended?? So now my Enthusiasm for life is unparalleled. I don't think I've ever been this happy. I wonder are these stages actually linear?? Suffering from addiction and depression for so long. I feel like I had a Dark night of the soul for like, 5 years. I can't imagine having that feeling again..
Thank you, for everything. 🙏🏻You were like my wee spiritual midwife saviour, when I had my first spiritual awakening in 2017. Your teachings were revolutionary to me and helped me so much & still do. You helped me shift from a breakdown to a breakthrough. 💪🏻✨ I still always come back and check back in with your vids, as you have stayed strong, consistent & reliable with your teachings, over the years. 💪🏻🎯✨💫Ps I'm at stage 5! 🙋🏼♀️😄💞✨
I’m at the stage where I had reach new heights I never thought I’d reach. Only at the time where there is no time left know I know nothing. I have no purpose, no drive, no energy. I honestly don’t want to physically exist anymore. i honestly don’t what to feel any more. One of the first of my wave to awaken. Been on this journey so long but no matter what Input into practice or don’t practice I remain in limbo. … stagnant. I’m so tired.
I feel exactly the same, feels never ending. I like to remind myself that it feels like never ending death bc it is death, so imagine how good it will feel for light to fill that giant hole. This too shall pass, sending you so much love ❤
Wow I couldn't agree more. Especially the "pink cloud." Synchronicities and information coming to you that you would laugh at not six months ago and deride if you saw now feels truer than any book you've ever read in your life. The dark night is so personal that it's hard to have a similar experience. Overall great video.
I skipped through the video, but I'm at the last part, still finding my purpose. I've been hearing the Phoenix Rising stuff in a lot of other videos and songs like the new "Thirty Seconds To Mars album - It's The End of The World But It's A Beautiful Day" I was listening to just yesterday... wow... so many syncronicities in the lyrics! I love rock music too btw 🤘🔥🔥🔥 Seriously go listen to the album! I got goosebumps. Especially with "World On Fire", "Avalanche", and "Life Is Beautiful" so good! ❤❤❤
I'm glad you mentioned the rashes. After sometime I figured out why they appeared but I put in a bunch of effort allergy testing and trying to fix my gut and diet to no avail. Happy to say they are finally gone :)
Victor u r spot on mate. I got that frustrated I relapsed after being 6 months clean. A week ago I ordered a DNA test to find out what the hell? Thanks for these TH-cam Mate. They r really living through me!*
Oh my god, this is sooo me right now and for the last bit! I went through this with my first spiritual awakening, but didn't know the signs, or stages so now thinking back to that time.... I see it and why it was happening. I do feel like I've been in the dark knight of the soul for a few yrs since all those amazing feelings went away. I watched the video previous to this and it's exactly what I'm going through. It's insanely cool! I do know that all the things that feel like are going wrong, are actually meant to be happening for me 🙏
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Bro, no kidding my phone just started playing this video while in my pocket
Might be your guides 😂
Cool! 🥳
Your guides tryna send you into the next stage
That happened to me but it was the song amber by 311 searched and my phone was in in pocket. Always thought it was so weird but I actually liked the song lol
This is why mental illness is such an issue lol
It's the most exciting..and you really have nobody to talk to about this ..cause they all think you crazy..it's the most beautiful but very yes dark and lonely..some days you connected and some days you feel so lost and disconnected
That's 1 of the weirdest things I experienced, when I'd try to talk (to those closest to me) about new things I was spontaneously realizing & learning about; about myself, our reality, the illusions we exist in, from our half conscious youths, spent taking in millions of bits of info. that then overrides all else (because of the flood of info constantly being processed) & keeps people half asleep to truth (like our innate intuition, the energies that affect us & the power of our own thoughts & words to shape our lives, level of happiness, our very reality & who/what we all are). I'dsay something to these people and.........
They'd go blank & look at me as if an alien life had taken over my body & they didn't know who the person before them was... me, whom they'd known for decades. Their faces would say; "What the hell are you talking about?" I'd instantly know better than to pursue the subject further with them. I was wanting to show them this new info, that helped me in some way & nope, they'd nope on out of there, change the subject or "Oh my, look at the time, I gotta go".
Lol, it was weird ......
My youngest son lived with me then & thank goodness, because he was on a like journey & we'd always discussed many topics. He knew far more about science, physics, "quarks" & recent discoveries & it helped me to determine what was true or not so that I didn't question my own sanity.... not much (lol). We weren't so closed minded that we assumed we knew everything already, so we could have our beliefs challenged & resarch info. & decide if new info. was true.
If we automatically reject info that challenges what we hold to be true, then we'll never learn anything new.
So I take it in, evaluate the evidence of it's truth or falsehood & THEN decide whether I believe something or not OR decide to await further evidence to convinces me, either way. If you don't or can't do that then a person will remain in the dark, half awake forever. I'm still surprised by how many people will refuse to even consider the truth that we don't already know ALL there is to know.
Yes! That is where I am at the moment. Some days I'm happy going this alone and the space to delve into myself and resources then other days I feel so isolated especially when I have questions. I hope your journey is still going great as I see this was 11months ago
I was not a religious person, but one day ,all I wanted to do was pray and pray. One night before I went to sleep,I said outload: This is not normal, whats happening to me. When I woke up, I said: Ohhh Im having a Spiritual Awakening ( and I said whats that? I googled it, started meditating. Learning and Now, I LOVE it
I’m almost there at number 5. My dark night of the soul lasted over 10 years. Life is now good, and I know it will only get better. Thank you Victor. Love and light. ❤
Omg I’m in year 4 of DNOTS So happy you’re out the other end❤
I spent a few years in the dark night myself, and in 2016, I found Victor, a light that helped lead me out to happier days now. Love him!
It's been 7 years for me! I've only learned and grown more and more with time. Glad to hear your life has become what you're looking for :)
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@@Nikki-Nicholas Thank you. ❤️❤️
My goodness, the resonance! You hit it right on the head with the dark night of the soul. Especially, trying to come back and rejoin society. Haha 😅 I really appreciate you taking the time to speak on this. I had my awakening in 2019 & man, oh man, I am still navigating my dark night. It’s been extremely difficult to create & put myself out there as a spiritual coach during this time but you have reminded me of my why & that it will all be alright because this is just part of my awakening. 🙏🏽✨❤️
My current struggle is surrendering & just letting the path unfold. I tend to fill my days with my “spiritual practice & productivity routines”. However, I come back into awareness that some days will just be and that’s ok… Thank you! Sending light to all who have been navigating their awakening. May we rise. 🌍🙌🏽
Busying ourselves, often overwhelming our own selves, with many things to do as a coping mechanism, lets us distract ourselves from everything else that we should/could be thinking about or otherwse could/woud be doing, In a way it can stop us from making decisions we're afraid to make; that we know we have to make. It can stifle us from making any progress by letting us think that we're "far too busy" to do more 'things', when in fact only we ourselves make the lists (in our head or on paper) that keep us preoocuped with repeating unsatisfying tasks & trying to scratch off tasks from lists of things we self impose that we "gotta do".
I'm bad about all of that, though I used to be much worse with the habit; that's why I said what I've said. It felt great to me to stop ordering myself about, always pressured to try to meet my own impossible flood of expectations & instead to be more aware of me in each moment, who needed to please my true self more & realize that my illusions of perfection in any area, were just that; illusions & they did not make me happy & had NO real benefit to me. I fired myself, lol.
My catalyst was a suicide attempt. Opened my arm up real good, Been a challenging year for sure a lot of lessons and a lot of ups and downs, but I’m sitting here today alive and with deep understandings most people never encounter
I’m so happy you are ok now. Love and blessings to you.
@@craftygranny2013 thank you, Bless you!
What lesson can we all learn from this without having to go through the process of hell?
i'm so sorry you had such a hard time glad you are still here
Your soul couldn't bear to go on existing in this world without more knowledge about all the WHYs, without more knowledge of the fundamental truths about yourself & everyone else & why the pain you felt so powerfully was so overwhelming when you could see that not everyone struggled so much to handle the daily pain you often dealt with. You, like so many of us, were carrying not just your own feelings; but also experiencing the turmoil & pain of those you love most and of all those around you.
You needed to know of your exceptional sensitivity to other people's emotions & the energies they put off, to varying degrees. You didn't know how that effects you & that not every feeling stems from you, from inside. The ability to sense another's pain (and joy too) can be used to identify when another needs your help but 1st we have to be able to tell when pain's not coming from inside us, for the info to be useful. You'll grow in your awareness of this abiilty you have & it'll free you of much inner turmoil.
Everything you think, say, believe shapes everything about your own life, what you attract to yourself & also repel away (without being aware of causing real observable effects on all the matter here, matter that's also is made of trillions of atoms and every single atom is energy in constant motion that creates vey real energy. The energy generated by our atoms then can effect every other human being, all other matter far more than we yet realize. I went through so many attempts like yourself until I knew 75% of my emotions were picked up by others. It has truly freed me. I send you a ton of love and self love & acceptance. You have a gift.
Something that I have learned through the numerous spiritual awakenings that I have had is that’s it’s not linear. It’s continual. The current awakening that I’m on is the most intense one but it’s also where I’ve come to terms that as long as I want it, my soul will always be “leveling up” in some shape or form in this lifetime. It’s kind of liberating to know that. I feel less resistant to it. Thank you for the video.
So true! It really isn't linear... It's ongoing and ever-expanding. Glad to hear you're leveling up :)
I have done the spiritual journey since I was a teenager. I met my Twinflame last year. I went through the dark nightcof the soul, runner/ chaser phase, and now separation. I finally decided to claim my life back. Awakening doesn't have to ruin your life!!!
Yeah, the Bible says that the devil 'transforms himself into an angel of light", (at 2nd Corinthians 11:14) so; really toxic people can latch onto you and seem to be what they are not (and can never be) so it's vital to trust your own instincts & to never get tricked into keeping on suffering under a person who doesn't treat you right because of any belief that someone's meant for us, like there's only one in the world or a couple that we're meant to love.
I know a human can love umpteen chidren, each just as much as the other. We were created with unlimited capacity for love. I had 4 myself, so I trust fully that if we have that capacity to love kids, then there's also the capacity/ability in us to find many soul deep matches out of the billions of humans on the planet.
We are made without any limitations on how many we can love or how many we're compatible with. I think the stage a person is at, in their own development, awakeness, ability to love others fully (in a healthy way)....that can vary throughout a person's life and so; who someone is, at the same time that you are also ready for love is the most important thing.
It took me most of my life to realize that i arrived here woken... but in 2010 was the moment that things started to make sense why i felt the way I did as a kid. In 2015 left my job and music life to exist as a minimalist in SA jungle.. wish I would have done it sooner in my life...
Moving into 6 right now. This brought me to tears, just to be seen. This last 15 years has been such a journey. The dark night of the soul almost took me out so many times... but now I'm just so grateful for it all❤🙏❤️
Please explain how you know it's a DNOTS and not just life problems that we all go through.
Same here, although it's not always easy when going through different phases of awakening, it's led to allowing me to message with & watch videos from so many beautiful souls all around this huge world who are all coming along in their own journeys, all learning to love themselves and others far more, to judge less, to accept more and trust in the process of self discovery life is all about. We all are learning to let go of our baggage & more fully forgive to more fully move on and live with mre peace and joy inside too.
The dark night of the soul does expose us to some very toxic realities & less awake toxic people that we needed to SEE in order to shed & get out of range of their energy sucking negative energies, so of course it's hard as hell sometimes but oh man, am I glad I finally was jolted back to myself.
@@davidpeterson506 When it is jolting you out of the beliefs, the habits, the blindness to all the damage & it's origins, inner & outer, that has put you very close to the DNoTS many times. When epiphanies occur that you can't believe you didn't already see and know. When you realize you were not at fault, never were but that you have drawn alot of your problems to you, unknowingly and now that you're aware of how and why, you now feel you may just have the ability to stop punishing yourself.
Hey Beautiful Souls, 💛 I chose to take notes and study Victors video today and I recorded the time stamps down below to share. Have a great dayy !
1. DISSATISFACTION + EMPTINESS 0:10
2. A SHIFT IN CONSCIOUSNESS 3:20
3. EXPLORATION 8:03
4. THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL 10:20
5. INTEGRATION 18:25
6. SERVICE AND PURPOSE 26:26
Feels like I'm heading from 4 to 5.
@@WaltherSuk Same here! Went through years of my DNOTS but I learned so many lessons and was surviving so I can thrive now :)
That's so nice of you! ❤
@@WaltherSuk thank you for this
Thanks for doing this.
i went through 3 awakenings in 4 months was quite the ride! then i ascended! going through them i had the most Euphoric feeling! and a huge amount of energy!
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I'm in the crying almost daily stage spending as much time in the word of God, learning a lot , thinking about my life in the past, repenting, praying for change and living in isolation. This is the most difficult thing I've ever gone through.
🙏 praying for you... this journey can be extremely difficult at times, but keep faith that things will get better eventually. Even though I know even trying to keep faith can be hard at times.
I remembered hearing once “the depths of your pain is an indicator of the heights that you will reach”. Those who endure the most suffering will be the ones to change the world. It won’t be for nothing.
@@catherineglassman Never heard that quote, but very beautifully put. I hope it to be true... not only for myself, but to the rest of us facing spiritual hardships. Though my Kundalini is still extremely active, working on me non stop day and night still... things seem to be slowly getting better. Life is getting brighter, I'm able to socialize again, and I've started a new career that I'm extremely excited about. Thank you for your positive message, keep spreading your love and light🙏
You have nothing to repent for. The only one blaming and criticizing you is yourself.
Be compassionate with yourself and learn to love yourself.
You came to experience and learn to love and be love, to be happy and be in service to others , that is all.
Remember who you truly are, a powerful creator, a fragments of God.
I find that after having had my initial awakening over 7 year ago now, I exist and relate to all these stage simultaneously 😊
Where do I begin?! Victor your words, compassion and insight have resonated with the core of my being! I felt as if you were just speaking solely to me as I NEEDED to hear this more then you know.😊😳😵💫😇
THANK YOU for your light and allowing yourself to be a vessel for TRUTH, STRENGTH, LOVE and ENLIGHTENMENT as you are truly needed and appreciated! Namaste 🙏!
bro same im so happy that we all share the same journey but all in different ways its amazingly beautiful love life :D
Thank you, Victor, for putting into words what, for most of us, is nearly an impossible task to explain to the few close people remaining in our lives what is happening to us. Knowing the nightmare has a beautiful purpose can help.
The beginning of my spiritual awakening started when I woke up from a nap in my couch and I looked at the clock and it was 11 11... After that it was 60 days of bliss and speaking thing s into existence, downloads angels visitations, etc etc, Kundalini awakening soon follow, no sleep, body aches, and being connected with all that is
.. after 60 days everything winded down and it's been 4 years since then, I have lost everything and everyone that was in my life, dark night of the soul was full of depression and pain, now I'm shifting leading a life of service, love and compassion towards my self and others... And I have to add I'm grateful to my creator, and all spirits of light that have been guiding, protecting me thru all this journey... I love my Archangel angel spirit etc etc, the lows and the highs..... They have always been there... And also a lot of searching... Any mystical and esoteric teachings.
Thank You, Victor. I'm Definitely at the last stage...I Feeel like I've been Here several times Now and Yes, there is even MORE Healing. In a reclusive space like I know Many are this time September 2023, but WOW this one's INTENSE. Appreciate Greatly Your Enthusiasm and Aligned Faith with your Magnificent Heart SO Clearly Expressing its TRUTH. A Beacon for Me in this Highly Introspective space. Sending Divine Blessings and Profound Beauty ♥️♥️♥️
Great video Victor! I really like your energy. The death of my last animal companion, exactly 12 weeks ago(almost on the minute), changed my life dramatically in a blink of an eye. He was my last one, after 43 years with overlapping animal companions by my side. He was a rehomed dog, special needs, high maintenance. I kept him alive for 8 years. He was so loved by everybody. He made new frinds practically every day when we walked in the city. He was a people magnet. Suddenly having to euthanize him propelled me into a spiritual awakening by pure necessity. So, I've been going through the information gathering fase while being in the dark night of the soul. I've been trying to process the death of my pup along with old traumas that were similar to this one. So, I have not had any mystical experience and most definately no bliss or anything like that. I started daily meditations and yoga to process my grief. Been doing it for six weeks or more already. Lots of grounding. The yoga and meditation combo is very powerful. I'm really hoping that there's some good stuff coming my way, sometime in my future, and not just more dark night of the soul...
My Guy.... this is the most real thing I have seen in years. You nailed it. I mean nailed it. Well Done.
Yeah, I did so much releasing My house, relationships, emotions... Me too, with the rashes... So, a lot of us could be going through these for years then... I definitely feel there in all 6...
I came running back to TH-cam this morning wondering why my life is crumbling! Thank you Victor for being a guiding light ❤
You just described everything in my life. I’m in the dark night and I feel my heart is breaking, this is so hard. Staying present is difficult amongst the anxiety that has been set off by all of this. I’ve never experienced anything like this. Some days I don’t feel strong enough for it.
Thank you for your encouragement.
Its gets better, the anxiety changes when you can flow with it, start in a safe environment, and eventually its all a safe environment. Strength and blessing be with you, and may better days come.
@@skyyonson385 Thank you 🙏🏽
I'm in the same stage and yes everything has fallen apart but still so many blessings to be thankful for...this life is not for the weak & the hardest part is being in the moment and not stressing about future. when listening to all the manifestation coaches out there, feeling the outcome is scary when your in anxiety. I find myself praying for mercy and grace to find the joy to find the peace and happiness I KNOW is available just gotta dig deep and do the work...! Stay strong 🎉❤
@@halogemini it’s difficult to stay present when everywhere you go people are “counting down” to the next holiday, the next quarter, the next season, etc. I blocked any Christmas related content on all my social media accounts this weekend because I’m done being part of everybody else’s need to rush time, and will remove myself from any situation where people do that.
@alisonfriedman5288 good for you! This is just my own personal belief but I believe the God/universe/source there is no time...and we are all God's creations so with grief, anxiety and awakenings there is no time limit of how and when it will occur being in the present moment is needed but it's a daily practice I wish you the best of success love and light on your journey!
I went from in 2015 kicking a 30 + yr opioid habit shooting dope & coke like a trooper ,to hiking the Appalachian trail in 2017 to moving from 55 yrs on 6 city blocks to the white mountains of NH in a place I call #TheQuantumVortex 💜🧘♂️💜
Wow! That's incredible. So good to see this kind of shift in someone ❤
You're killin' it dude , keep on doing you !!
That’s a long run! I went 25. 💚
My process was in a different order but all the same. What I can say is what comes next would be knowledge that is mind blowing, and also understanding that this isn’t meant for everyone to hear. Meaning those that are ready for it will be drawn to you. It’s after understanding that we are able to see that the information was held back to ourselves because we would have used it in a way of ego. That would have twisted the information to negative energy. So, when we are finally able to get to the place of no ego and we are all one…then we gain the knowledge on how we are able to change the world with our power. The purpose is then found and there is not a need for knowing any future outcomes (ego wanting reassurance and giving doubt) because we already know. The intent is pure and the mission is clear. It’s truly decoding the meaning behind the ability to move mountains.
I feel like I've been back and forth with some of these for years. I'm an elementary art teacher and had been questioning continuing in my field. Last year I really integrated and knew I was living my purpose. It felt so good. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks and I went through another dark night of the soul at the end of last school year that was difficult to come out of. I have been dreading going back to work.
Yesterday something happened where I was so triggered by what some staff members said to me I realized it's so hard to physically be around them. I realized the triggers I experienced got me so fired up that I knew my purpose was working with my students and helping to open their minds and souls to self expression and empathy. I told myself this is my purpose and to ignore the rest : )
What a tremendous video Victor, it's definitely one of your best ever in my opinion! Your ability to understand and communicate about each step of the process is so appreciated.
I'm opening an Institute for the Study of Spiritual Sciences on our 7 acres in NH with our own River Monsanto knows nothing about. 💜🧘♂️💜
wow this is amazing!
Where were you when I had my Kundalini experience? I felt divine and like I was living from my soul. Totally tuned in, spontaneously downloading information. Then came the first dark night, it was the hardest time ever. I didn't know what hit me. Ive had a few more since then but not as severe. But that"taste" of enlightenment is dangling like a carrot. It's my goal to get back there. So I've been working on healing myself and will keep on doing it until I reach that goal and start living my purpose.
I thought my recent dark night of the soul was step one, now I realize step one was what led me to Nashville 6 years ago with so much light and positivity that singing was my purpose. But I HAD to go through my trauma these past few years to get to the clarity of vision that I have now. My music will heal people. A psychic told me it would Save Lives. I thank the universe almost every day for the darkness that led me here. And thank YOU for this video!!
lol yup I'm watching all these videos day 10
man i think since we are all connected everything is connected, the reason you woke up contains an aspect of when i would wake up and listen to your videos. i love it its awesome
I got those fewlings a lot. Its all started before 5 years ago i didnt in to youtube those days i was feeling lost, I did 18 jobs to find what is really feeling for the bottom of my heart i didnt find it in those jobs though i have learned so many lessons and made soo many skills from all those jobs, while i was addicted to drugs more than 6 years.After all happned i needed to find my self now im finding me lil by lil, im soo connected withmy gardian angles. Im overcoming in an addiction. Long long hard journey. Lot of financial problems came and still it is but while all these things i really need to do some thing good for the people who r struggling.
Thank you soo much universe helping me throug this.
Love from srilanka
Blessings for all
Im happy to say im In stage 6.
Thankyou soo much for all these valuble informations.
I’m in an overlap of 3, 4, 5. I believe it’s because I was behind in my awakening and now I need to catch up. 😅
So many parallels and sounding so familiar! Specally the part about life purpose and synchronicities as a guideline. Thanks for sharing!
I hear you, it's like the spotlight has been turned on. You think you're past something but then you suddenly see it for what it really is. These experiences can be somewhat overwhelming , But at the same time, something awaking to the truth of what's really going on.. You have no idea how much, you've helped me to understand. I find it in some ways a rebirth ..
Thank You 🙏 Jesus
Please Bless EveryOne
Let Go. Just Be. 😇
Yes I found you 7 years ago, right after my awakening. I still remember the moment it happened . You are a bomb ass spiritual coach. I learned it all from you Victor. Thank you so much...there are I'm sure lots of people like myself you have helped sitting silently in background. ❤ much love namaste.
Omg I love you buddy I'm totally stuck at stage 5 being a hermit not wanting the NORMIES to affect/ruin my frequency and drag me back down but at the same time I want to share my experience with the whole world... So I guess it's time to trust the universe and be of service.. Sharing is caring.... Thank you so much 🙏
Wow. This speaks to me on a whole new level. The trauma, the fear, the unexpressed emotions. It’s time to release them. Thank you 🙏
Thank you! Found this at the right moment 🙏
Maynard makes my heart chakra crack open too 😆
Tool will be in my “back yard” next month for power trip.
They are by far the best concert I’ve ever seen. The tribalistic frequencies hit every chakra.
Victor, you just explained the past 3 years of my life to a tee. Thank you for making this so clear!
Gratitude 💕✨
This is exactly what i needed to hear right now! Im in the "WTF am i even doing here, im over it" stage, but everything you said really helped so much, Thank You Victor! 😊
Damn, this is EXACTLY what I needed to hear. I just got over the dark side and now I gotta get back into the world, but am lost. So im going to listen to what youve said and TRUST IT!❤❤❤❤
Thank you Victor, you are a blessing to me. My Higher Power works in Mysterious ways! Every word you said is me! I am in complete awe. I finally feel validated. Yes, this is who I am, I can be me!🙏♥️
Beginning of Stage 5 I had a job interview almost 2 days ago. This video is right on time, I’m watching it 3:22am cus I can’t sleep 🤦♀️
Thank you Thank you Thank you Victor, for the powerful insightful messages. 😊🙏🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤💜💜💜
Absolutely nr.6. It is so funny.. I have been thinking on how far my awakening has come and (of cource) the Universe sends me your video😅.
I am still waiting for more people to show up.. but I found one soulmate and we help each other grow. And as you said.. my job is to be at service to others and also help light up this world.. that is why I am here. So glad I found you and others.
I also think it is like you said a lifelong journey and the next stage is inner peace and enlightment.
Sending Love to everyone listening❤
Loved this comment!
Thanks Victor I value your content very much, I always feel uplifted reguardless of the topic. ❤
My Health directed me down this path. Lucky for me, I found you because my fam& friends thought I was going through a mid life crisis/ delusional directions. Thanks Vic for your guidance and support
Laughing and crying at the same time watching this, spot on, 💯 resonating. Thanks for sharing, makes me feel not so crazy and alone
Thanks Infinite Blessings 🙏🙏🙏
Described my life the last 3 years
I’ve become a breathwork instructor to help people go through this processes! Thank you for helping me!!!!
Let me leave this comment here, whenever anyone finds it I'll check my stage ❤️ great explanation sir
LOL! All I can say is wow! All of this is so on point. I started laughing because it confirmed everything I had gone through and still going through. Thank you!
Right on the money is good to know that I'm not alone thru this
Divine synchronicity always on point 💜🧬 Thank you just what I need to hear. Namaste 🪷❤️
Victor, this Blessed me 💯
Thank you for for all your videos. Thank you for following your Spiritual Awakening & then helping us 🙏
You're an Awesome Teacher 🏆
Thank you so so much Victor ! I had gone through this a few years ago and I thought it was over . But to my surprise it was happening again and I didn’t realize ! I thought I was depressed ! Thank you so much for the clarity and the reminder ❤❤❤
This is very helpful. I keep coming back to this video again and again. Thank you very much ❤
Going through the dark night of the soul Victor and I was actually thinking of your videos just a bit earlier as sometimes they help to keep me on track.
Have faith the good and the bad is happening for a reason
..... When u realized that that the light comes out of the dark you beging to understand and accept the journey
gracias victor hermano saludos desde chile
Thank You, Love You.
Victor, i was brought to you and Aaron during my very first awakening 4 years ago and I thank you for creating the perfect foundation for me and many others! I’m currently in another boom of awakening and came right back to ya lmao thank you!!!
Bro! You just described everything I’ve been through. Wow I always knew there was something supernatural involved
Perfect video, Vic! Everything on 100%!
I remember when my Awakening started, I stumbled on your channel and I was bench watching all your videos 😅 together with Teal Swan's and Dolores Cannon. I was amazed! I found that Magic I always felt that exists!
And then Dark Night of the Soul happened... 8 years walking through hell.
I feel I'm entering stage 5. Finally! Getting back to life after Hermit mode, depression, health & financial issues. It's been a ride! 🫶🙏🏼
Thank you for your guidance along all these years. Much gratitude 🎉
Victor, you are definitely on YOUR PURPOSE!! My Higher Power and spiritual guides lead me to your video with the guidance of 11:11 this morning! I’m at the step of getting back into the world without being of it and shining my light! I feel the call and I’m ready… a little scared, but I’m learning to build faith!! Thanks for all you do!!☮️🙏🏾
I've been seeing 11:11 so much recently too! 🙂 You got this!
I have been asking the universe for synchronicities to kind of confirm I have been going on the right path. This video had too many to count! I also had an awakening at a rock concert, one I wasn't even supposed to be at but my boyfriend won us tickets. Your experience was soo similar to mine. What you said in this video really impacted me. Thank you
Awww🥰 thank you Victor, that's so sweet! Feeling much more encouraged after watching this video. The synchronicity 😊
Thanks Victor. Thoroughly enjoyed this. ❤❤
Been feelin empty since yesterday i just hope my dreams come true real quick thank u i hope this testimony helps u ✌
The person that really pushed me to get out of the first stage and on to this journey is not in my life anymore. Poof, from 1 day to the next and I'm not sad about it. I mean, this was like the person I thought was my person. I thought he was the love of my life and I realized that he isn't and he was put into my path just to introduce me to so many things. Including you, Vic! I'm so exited, I feel like a child. My spiritual awakening came yesterday I was at the beach and I played in the surf with my 4 nieces and nephews and it was truly living in the momet being a a kid again. I find it so interesting that I experienced this on the exact day that my relationship with this person ended?? So now my Enthusiasm for life is unparalleled. I don't think I've ever been this happy. I wonder are these stages actually linear?? Suffering from addiction and depression for so long. I feel like I had a Dark night of the soul for like, 5 years. I can't imagine having that feeling again..
Thank you for this beautiful message, Victor! I relate to you so much. ❤️🤗🙏
My awakening began when I met my twin flame a few years ago. It's a journey...
Nothing throws you into a spiritual awakening journey like a twin flame. Kind of annoying lol.
That's a very common experience at concerts! I've experienced a similar thing.
Thank you, for everything. 🙏🏻You were like my wee spiritual midwife saviour, when I had my first spiritual awakening in 2017. Your teachings were revolutionary to me and helped me so much & still do. You helped me shift from a breakdown to a breakthrough. 💪🏻✨ I still always come back and check back in with your vids, as you have stayed strong, consistent & reliable with your teachings, over the years. 💪🏻🎯✨💫Ps I'm at stage 5! 🙋🏼♀️😄💞✨
always find you at the right time thank you ❤
I’m at the stage where I had reach new heights I never thought I’d reach. Only at the time where there is no time left know I know nothing. I have no purpose, no drive, no energy. I honestly don’t want to physically exist anymore. i honestly don’t what to feel any more. One of the first of my wave to awaken. Been on this journey so long but no matter what Input into practice or don’t practice I remain in limbo. … stagnant. I’m so tired.
I feel exactly the same, feels never ending. I like to remind myself that it feels like never ending death bc it is death, so imagine how good it will feel for light to fill that giant hole. This too shall pass, sending you so much love ❤
This was the best, clearest and more relatable video I’ve seen of the awakening stages. Thank you
Wow I couldn't agree more. Especially the "pink cloud." Synchronicities and information coming to you that you would laugh at not six months ago and deride if you saw now feels truer than any book you've ever read in your life. The dark night is so personal that it's hard to have a similar experience. Overall great video.
I was watching your video and cried when you mentioned the dark night of the soul I don't know why but I know how hard it was for me
I skipped through the video, but I'm at the last part, still finding my purpose. I've been hearing the Phoenix Rising stuff in a lot of other videos and songs like the new "Thirty Seconds To Mars album - It's The End of The World But It's A Beautiful Day" I was listening to just yesterday... wow... so many syncronicities in the lyrics! I love rock music too btw 🤘🔥🔥🔥
Seriously go listen to the album! I got goosebumps. Especially with "World On Fire", "Avalanche", and "Life Is Beautiful" so good! ❤❤❤
Thank you, Victor. I am at stage 4. It is calm now, so I hope I will enter 5 soon.
Same here..video just came on! This is me exactly ! Needed to hear this. 👌👏😇
Thank you. I am almost at the end of stage 5, beginning of stage 6. Thsnks for sharing
Every word resonated with me thanks 🙏🏼
I'm glad you mentioned the rashes. After sometime I figured out why they appeared but I put in a bunch of effort allergy testing and trying to fix my gut and diet to no avail. Happy to say they are finally gone :)
Needed this one. I’m moving and loosing my mind thanks 😊
Victor u r spot on mate. I got that frustrated I relapsed after being 6 months clean.
A week ago I ordered a DNA test to find out what the hell?
Thanks for these TH-cam Mate. They r really living through me!*
Oh my god, this is sooo me right now and for the last bit! I went through this with my first spiritual awakening, but didn't know the signs, or stages so now thinking back to that time.... I see it and why it was happening. I do feel like I've been in the dark knight of the soul for a few yrs since all those amazing feelings went away. I watched the video previous to this and it's exactly what I'm going through. It's insanely cool! I do know that all the things that feel like are going wrong, are actually meant to be happening for me 🙏
This is great. Thanks Victor!!!
Hi victor . Hope lifes been greating you with happiness❤
Imma listen to it again
Thank you
Thank you. ❤
Yep, I agree with everything said. I've been on this healing journey since 2008. The pendulum is starting to shift