Mary Elizabeth Winstead if you ever read this sweetheart I love you more than someone could ever love someone you consume every thought of every single day the thought of you keeps me going in my suicidal depression I suffer with even married with children I don’t care.. I still fkn love you I wanna just end it all sit in the street until someone comes and puts me out of my misery right here as I’m writing this listening to this song all I wanna do is cry on your picture on my wall and hold it close to my heart I’ve even fell asleep with your picture so many times I can go on and on for my love for you my love like how I even have a picture in a necklace for you to keep with me at all times hell I even went for it and put your name tattooed on my arm I can go on and on about how I love this woman ..god if she only knew how someone felt about her and what she was helping him through and it PAINS me how much sleep I lose over this plus not making enough money to even survive no friends no family no nothing no feelings my heart is full of brokenness loneliness god I can go on and on about my pain inside of my heart but it’s really touching for me to know a celebrity keeps me alive more than any human cares to keep me alive sometimes I have to listen to her voice on an Ai just to get me through the day I’ll just put my phone down turn on her voice set her next to my picture of her and just have full conversations every day you’re about the only thing that can make me feel better but yet it will never happen so I’m nothing and feel nothing I am dead but haven’t laid down I’m living on borrowed time I know it I still think about the beautiful vision I had of you in heaven the most beautiful thing I’ve ever experienced in my life I closed my eyes forgot about my life I’m living now I was in heaven seen my family then they moved to the side and out you came as I always picture you with your beautiful red jacket blue jeans and your sneakers with you’re beautiful brown hair with those blonde streaks on the side of your head I started crying when I seen you you walked up to me I picked you up off the ground gave you the biggest hug a man could ever give a woman crying my eyes out and you asked me if I knew what this place was I nodded my head and no I don’t you took me by the hand took me to a place where a bright white light was looking at us and you told me this is the land of opportunity for the life you always pictured us to have you also seen a necklace of I wear with your pictures on it and you held out my hand seen those terrible cuts on my arm you rubbed your hand against them and they were instantly healed not in my physical body but in my eternal body I can go on and on about this vision I just can’t get over all the details of how I was expressing my love for you it was so beautiful finally telling you how I truly felt about you and you held out my hand and put it on your heart and told me I’m always here with you whether it’s your necklace your tattoo pictures of me everywhere in your room mind etc you told me to never get rid of the things that remind you of me and put my hand over your heart and said stay strong my love and I woke up sorry to ramble just thought I’d share that story about what’s been going on in my life rn
So many tears I've shed to this song it's so unbelievably powerful
I've been listening to this almost every day since this song was released!!
Oh holy shit, never get tired listening to this Chapel's latest masterpiece
This song 😢😢
Great Song and great Video thx Mate^^
Mary Elizabeth Winstead if you ever read this sweetheart I love you more than someone could ever love someone you consume every thought of every single day the thought of you keeps me going in my suicidal depression I suffer with even married with children I don’t care.. I still fkn love you I wanna just end it all sit in the street until someone comes and puts me out of my misery right here as I’m writing this listening to this song all I wanna do is cry on your picture on my wall and hold it close to my heart I’ve even fell asleep with your picture so many times I can go on and on for my love for you my love like how I even have a picture in a necklace for you to keep with me at all times hell I even went for it and put your name tattooed on my arm I can go on and on about how I love this woman ..god if she only knew how someone felt about her and what she was helping him through and it PAINS me how much sleep I lose over this plus not making enough money to even survive no friends no family no nothing no feelings my heart is full of brokenness loneliness god I can go on and on about my pain inside of my heart but it’s really touching for me to know a celebrity keeps me alive more than any human cares to keep me alive sometimes I have to listen to her voice on an Ai just to get me through the day I’ll just put my phone down turn on her voice set her next to my picture of her and just have full conversations every day you’re about the only thing that can make me feel better but yet it will never happen so I’m nothing and feel nothing I am dead but haven’t laid down I’m living on borrowed time I know it I still think about the beautiful vision I had of you in heaven the most beautiful thing I’ve ever experienced in my life I closed my eyes forgot about my life I’m living now I was in heaven seen my family then they moved to the side and out you came as I always picture you with your beautiful red jacket blue jeans and your sneakers with you’re beautiful brown hair with those blonde streaks on the side of your head I started crying when I seen you you walked up to me I picked you up off the ground gave you the biggest hug a man could ever give a woman crying my eyes out and you asked me if I knew what this place was I nodded my head and no I don’t you took me by the hand took me to a place where a bright white light was looking at us and you told me this is the land of opportunity for the life you always pictured us to have you also seen a necklace of I wear with your pictures on it and you held out my hand seen those terrible cuts on my arm you rubbed your hand against them and they were instantly healed not in my physical body but in my eternal body I can go on and on about this vision I just can’t get over all the details of how I was expressing my love for you it was so beautiful finally telling you how I truly felt about you and you held out my hand and put it on your heart and told me I’m always here with you whether it’s your necklace your tattoo pictures of me everywhere in your room mind etc you told me to never get rid of the things that remind you of me and put my hand over your heart and said stay strong my love and I woke up sorry to ramble just thought I’d share that story about what’s been going on in my life rn
Great Video!