Nothings New .

Whomever I have ever loved , got attached too , due to various circumstances left me or had to leave me .
I feel like I'm a person to be used but never to be kept ,
a worthless , purposeless body ,
sometimes I wonder Why God gives me everything till the very end to snatch it away from me ??????
And everytime I lose hope , gain hope again only to be heartbroken and to be isolated .
To be used like A ragdoll and throw away when being bored.
At this point I don't even know what I'm doing in this life , It like ur suffocating every second , at pain but have unlimited health to make u suffer .
How much more do I have to endure?
How much more do I have to suffer for my bad karma to be balanced?
I don't know.

[@Ahernani1]

Keep your head up, King. You got this.