Pain in the Darkness / RIONinu feat. 神威がくぽEN

神威がくぽ (CAMUI GACKPO)
Pain in the Darkness
「Nothing exists, no one exists, I am in suffering and pain.」
◆VOCAL：神威がくぽ (V4.Power)
◆Music / EN.Lyrics / JP.Lyrics / Movie / Illustration：RIONinu
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《歌詞》
It hurts, someone please help me.
My thoughts and body were shattered.
Please, someone tell me.
I can't sleep, I can't end, the true meaning.
If I could only know one more thing...
I just want certainty more than anything else.
The foolish me spits out the pain and tramples on the kindness that approaches.
Filling the other world with things that don't matter.
Sliding into the borderline of breaking...
It hurts, someone please help me.
My body is torn apart by intense emotions that I didn't want.
Living in pain and trouble.
Please make me disappear without a trace.
Please punish me, heretic that I am.
In the blink of an eye, I will sacrifice my heart...
There is no love, and drowning deep down to zero.
A bottomless pit of sadness and hatred.
No one gives meaning to this created life of mine.
Please drop me and brutally stop my breath.
It hurts, someone please help me.
I am attacked by time, which chases me without stopping.
Please let me throw my entangled soul into the crevices of the night I peeked into.
From the depths of the overflowing darkness,
I was watching the world fall apart.
I can't even shout, “I want to live.”
I can't even look away...
It hurts, I'm still alive.
All my words about “not suffering” are lies.
When and by whom was this kindness and ugliness given to me ?
It hurts, someone please help me.
Nothing exists, no one exists, I am in suffering and pain.
Please, let me stay happy and let me sleep and end me, hey, and kill me.
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Wait a minute, why is Kamui Gakupo channeling his pain into a song??? Is it because he's neurodivergent just like me??? And am I seeing myself as autistic through him???