Thank you for the transparency, Zen I wish so many young people would hear your story!! And I am so touched by the fact that the Lord still pursues , regardless!!!! Yhoo this video has so much power in it !!
Jho Mntase that’s the plan I am sure by the looks of things 😩..but I trust God will open where need to go and share this part of my life. Thank you so much for the love❤️ I really Appreciate you
I just love you. Ey Zen we are not exempted from challenges like things happen to us all. I loving listening to you talk. Thank you for sharing your truth❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you sisi. I am so glad I came across this video. May God keep making you a vessel to see and understand God's love through you. ❤️ What you have touched on, many wouldn't have been able to share on, scared of what people would say and how they'd look at them. Thank you sisi, this means a lot to me.
i recently just found you and i subscribed because you are saved...the first thing i that came to me as you saying your testimony is all things work together for ggod,the bad we do and the good we do but all things
Oh sis thank you so much ..All Glory be to God sana I wouldn’t be able to share this if it wasn’t for His Grace Thank you so much for the love and support ❤️🥰
This is the experience of the freedom of Christ, He takes away our shame and uses our weakness/pain/shortfalls for His glory🙌🏾 “Purity/holiness is for our own benefit”👌🏾 Thank you for sharing this! This video is so important I hope all young people can watch it. Bless you❤️
Thank you so much sis for the love and words of encouragement…. I certainly am living to see God’s word come to pass in my life..my whole experience just made me know that God is true to His word !!
Thank you so much for watching and welcome to the Channel .. Honestly all glory goes to God and just that My life is living proof of How true God’s Word is❤️🥰
Ohh Zen sisi💗. You are so brave for sharing a part of you with the world baby. It’s amazing how God shows up for his people when we least expected it. Your story will heal many♥️
Sidlul'ezintweni ezinzima njalo siyanqoba Singabanqobi siyanqoba, njalo siyanqoba🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 one thing about God uyaziveza❤ this testimony portrays the full Gospel of Christ. May God continue🙏🏼 you are definitely what God intended for you to be.
Inene Inene🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 All things work together for our good! I thank God for such a Journey…May GOD BLESS YOU Thank you so much for the love and support ❤️
I wish this can be seen by more young ladies/guys, inene sikhonza uThixo who takes away our sins and shame, Bless you Zen Sisi for your testimony love you
Seems like you are camping there by TH-cam today 😂😂 Jhooo Mntase when He says His Grace is sufficient, I see it in my life I can attest to that infact 🥹 Love you too sis ❤️
Haven’t even finished watching this video and I’m already emotional and just so proud of you for being so brave and transparent❤️ Ok let me continue watching
😂😂 I am laughing at “okay let me continue watching “ Honestly I can only give credit to the Holy Spirit because wow I did not want to share this shame… I truly appreciate the love and support 🥰😍
Hey my love Oh this was very difficult, it took a lot from me😭😭 1.My parents know me that I am deeply rooted in Christ ( so they had very high expectations of me) 2. They are deeply rooted nabo and very strict when it comes to the things of God. 3. I was ,still am a child that always tried to do things right and things that brought joy to my parents So there were two things that I was struggling with firstly I was disappointing them and I did not want to do that & secondly I did not know How they would see me after the knew what I did. What I did was ,I sat my mother down in bed , told her the whole story…she broke down into tears (I thought she was disappointed) but she wasn’t..what she said she was crying for is that I went through all of that alone..she was hurt that our relationship wasn’t as transparent as she thought it was 🥹 My dad was told by mom keyena I just couldn’t . After all that He told me that He Loved me(Mind you I had never had him utter those words before, I knew he loved me but he had never said that)🥹😭 So God prepared my parents .. I remember before I spoke to mom she had been learning deeply about Grace and The holy spirit was just making her understand salvation from a very different perspective than she had before… so a huge amount of work was done..When God say I will go before you and level the mountains I know it first hand I was so scared to do it..but I think having my husband who was then my boyfriend made things a little bit easier as well..because he was also asking to marry me so after the bad news ndabathi good news😂😂 ( kidding this was just a co-incidence)
Yoh sis Your story helped me I'm 19years old and went through the same thing with you I'm in a season of getting close To God Season of deliverance I was never a Good child I disappointed my parents not once but soo many times and this is just worse.i thought this termination story will be my secrets forever but God said No Cause walking with him needs Me to be transparent ..God said why don't I use this "bad thing" as transformation cause already there are people who know So if I go out there and spread out the Good news while I have secrets people who knows might use that to attack me and that's not how my parents should find out . I'm staying with my Mom and step father ...my mom is a very weak person 😂physically she gets sick easily But I asked God and I trust that he will do that ..to prepare them Spiritually,mentally and physically also emotionally I have to do this This week and this week must not pass cause I have an assignment from God again for next week. I love my parents so much My step father would always remind me that I am a Worshipper I should never Forget ..the things that I do should say that but I never listened my mother always tile me that I'm gonna get pregnant but when she said that already I had done abortion. GOD HAS BEEN SPEAKING TO ME EVER SINCE I WAS YOUNG. I KNEW MY PURPOSE BUT NOW I DENIED God ,was not even loyal to Him but still went to church. I faced the consequences (me getting pregnant)of me not listening to him because he stopped me and warned from this but continued going that way. I'm just scared my mother will insult me 😭and it will be at last because I belive the daughter now is not the same thay God is blessing them with....I trust God he wouldn't make me do such if it was for a baddddddd thing and if didn't even strength to do this 🥹Told my self i will accept any emotions cause I HAVE HURTED MY PARENTS..MY MOTHER BREAKS ME THE MOST but i thing talking to her first will be better then both of them after🥹thank you sis.
Thank you for the transparency, Zen
I wish so many young people would hear your story!!
And I am so touched by the fact that the Lord still pursues , regardless!!!!
Yhoo this video has so much power in it !!
Jho Mntase that’s the plan I am sure by the looks of things 😩..but I trust God will open where need to go and share this part of my life.
Thank you so much for the love❤️ I really Appreciate you
I just love you. Ey Zen we are not exempted from challenges like things happen to us all. I loving listening to you talk. Thank you for sharing your truth❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love you too sis..joh Ntombi sidlula ezintweni I promise you .
Thank you so much for your love and support ❤️❤️
Thank you sisi. I am so glad I came across this video. May God keep making you a vessel to see and understand God's love through you. ❤️ What you have touched on, many wouldn't have been able to share on, scared of what people would say and how they'd look at them. Thank you sisi, this means a lot to me.
i recently just found you and i subscribed because you are saved...the first thing i that came to me as you saying your testimony is all things work together for ggod,the bad we do and the good we do but all things
This is such an emotional video Zen, you are a Queen with so much strength ❤️🥺
Oh sis thank you so much ..All Glory be to God sana I wouldn’t be able to share this if it wasn’t for His Grace
Thank you so much for the love and support ❤️🥰
So so proud of you for speaking out about it🤭big ups my love
Your skin chile 😍😍🔥🔥🔥❤️… we thank God for grace n restoration
Thank you so much boo❤️
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Truly prayers to you & thank you for your openness & sharing your experience for the world to see. You are beyond brave.✨
Thank you so much ❤️
This is the experience of the freedom of Christ, He takes away our shame and uses our weakness/pain/shortfalls for His glory🙌🏾
“Purity/holiness is for our own benefit”👌🏾
Thank you for sharing this! This video is so important I hope all young people can watch it. Bless you❤️
Thank you so much sis for the love and words of encouragement….
I certainly am living to see God’s word come to pass in my life..my whole experience just made me know that God is true to His word !!
I'm looking at God's unconditional love in a completely different way. Thank you so much for sharing this us. Truly appreciate it 🙏🙌💛💛💛
Truly appreciate you listening all the time ❤️..All the Glory be to out God
I relate with literally everything you said here, wow ❤😭
I am glad my story can do that.. I pray that above this you have experienced the depth of God’s love❤️
Just came across this video now and wow girl. So proud of you❤️ I’m a new subbie😍
I hope you are enjoying your stay❤️
Zan Zan just came across your channel. Its so beautiful to watch your videos and hear of God grace and Favour.
Thank you so much for watching and welcome to the Channel .. Honestly all glory goes to God and just that My life is living proof of How true God’s Word is❤️🥰
Ohh Zen sisi💗. You are so brave for sharing a part of you with the world baby. It’s amazing how God shows up for his people when we least expected it. Your story will heal many♥️
May fave😍..to God be the glory !!!thank you for constantly being here to listen
Thank you for your vulnerability and sharing your journey sis❤️
Thank you for watching sis..All the Glory goes to our God
Sidlul'ezintweni ezinzima njalo siyanqoba
Singabanqobi siyanqoba, njalo siyanqoba🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
one thing about God uyaziveza❤ this testimony portrays the full Gospel of Christ. May God continue🙏🏼 you are definitely what God intended for you to be.
Inene Inene🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 All things work together for our good!
I thank God for such a Journey…May GOD BLESS YOU
Thank you so much for the love and support ❤️
Thank you so much for sharing, I've learnt a lot from this🥺
Oh to God be all the glory 🥹😍 thank you so much , I am so glad you learnt a lot from this experience of mine
Thank you so much sis for sharing 🥺🥺❤❤
Thank you so much for listening ❤️
You gained a Subie babe 🙌♥️♥️
Welcome love ❤️
I wish this can be seen by more young ladies/guys, inene sikhonza uThixo who takes away our sins and shame, Bless you Zen Sisi for your testimony love you
Seems like you are camping there by TH-cam today 😂😂
Jhooo Mntase when He says His Grace is sufficient, I see it in my life I can attest to that infact 🥹
Love you too sis ❤️
I would have given you hug right now after listing to this if I was around ❤❤❤
Thank you so much Bhuti
Love you Koti wasekhaya❤️
Love you too ntombi 🥰❤️
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Haven’t even finished watching this video and I’m already emotional and just so proud of you for being so brave and transparent❤️
Ok let me continue watching
😂😂 I am laughing at “okay let me continue watching “
Honestly I can only give credit to the Holy Spirit because wow I did not want to share this shame…
I truly appreciate the love and support 🥰😍
thanks to a colleague (zukisa) for recommending
yho sis i respec your God🙌❤️
Oh man uZukisa🥹
Oh sis thank you for listening..He is truly an amazing God!
This video reminds me of the song “Reckless Love” by Israel Houghton🥺❤️
Yes !!!!🥺🥺 joh it’s so reckless Mntase
Jesus Christ took all of our sins and nailed them to the cross.Thank u for sharing this with us .God loves you
John 13:7 " we may not understand why things happen to us but later we do"
Amen, I am can surely attest to that🙌🏻🙌🏻
😭😭😭
I love you ❤️💞
I love you too❤️😍❤️
I love you ❤️ he is God of restoration. All I got from this is that His blood is still fresh, cleanses all the sins. His Grace all we need.
Love you too sis ❤️😍
His blood is indeed still fresh!!
Hwy sis
And how did you tell your parents also how did they respond 🥹🥹
Hey my love
Oh this was very difficult, it took a lot from me😭😭
1.My parents know me that I am deeply rooted in Christ ( so they had very high expectations of me)
2. They are deeply rooted nabo and very strict when it comes to the things of God.
3. I was ,still am a child that always tried to do things right and things that brought joy to my parents
So there were two things that I was struggling with firstly I was disappointing them and I did not want to do that & secondly I did not know How they would see me after the knew what I did.
What I did was ,I sat my mother down in bed , told her the whole story…she broke down into tears (I thought she was disappointed) but she wasn’t..what she said she was crying for is that I went through all of that alone..she was hurt that our relationship wasn’t as transparent as she thought it was 🥹
My dad was told by mom keyena I just couldn’t . After all that He told me that He Loved me(Mind you I had never had him utter those words before, I knew he loved me but he had never said that)🥹😭
So God prepared my parents .. I remember before I spoke to mom she had been learning deeply about Grace and The holy spirit was just making her understand salvation from a very different perspective than she had before… so a huge amount of work was done..When God say I will go before you and level the mountains I know it first hand
I was so scared to do it..but I think having my husband who was then my boyfriend made things a little bit easier as well..because he was also asking to marry me so after the bad news ndabathi good news😂😂 ( kidding this was just a co-incidence)
Yoh sis
Your story helped me
I'm 19years old and went through the same thing with you
I'm in a season of getting close To God
Season of deliverance
I was never a Good child
I disappointed my parents not once but soo many times and this is just worse.i thought this termination story will be my secrets forever but God said No
Cause walking with him needs Me to be transparent ..God said why don't I use this "bad thing" as transformation cause already there are people who know
So if I go out there and spread out the Good news while I have secrets people who knows might use that to attack me and that's not how my parents should find out . I'm staying with my Mom and step father ...my mom is a very weak person 😂physically she gets sick easily
But I asked God and I trust that he will do that ..to prepare them Spiritually,mentally and physically also emotionally
I have to do this This week and this week must not pass cause I have an assignment from God again for next week.
I love my parents so much
My step father would always remind me that I am a Worshipper I should never Forget ..the things that I do should say that but I never listened my mother always tile me that I'm gonna get pregnant but when she said that already I had done abortion. GOD HAS BEEN SPEAKING TO ME EVER SINCE I WAS YOUNG. I KNEW MY PURPOSE BUT NOW I DENIED God ,was not even loyal to Him but still went to church. I faced the consequences (me getting pregnant)of me not listening to him because he stopped me and warned from this but continued going that way. I'm just scared my mother will insult me 😭and it will be at last because I belive the daughter now is not the same thay God is blessing them with....I trust God he wouldn't make me do such if it was for a baddddddd thing and if didn't even strength to do this 🥹Told my self i will accept any emotions cause I HAVE HURTED MY PARENTS..MY MOTHER BREAKS ME THE MOST but i thing talking to her first will be better then both of them after🥹thank you sis.
So so proud of you for speaking out about it🤭big ups my love
To God be all the glory sani for giving me the courage to speak out..thank you for the love and support Sthandwa sam❤️😍
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