Story Time | Awake During BBL Surgery

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  • Story Time | Awake During BBL Surgery: Many requested that I do a Story Time format video about me waking up during my BBL/Brazilian Butt Lift Surgery. This was a terrifying experience but I also know it was apart of my journey and hopefully I will be able to help someone else out with this Story Time and my documentation of my overall BBL experience. All surgeries come with a risk and we have to be prepared for whatever happens. This is my story.
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  • @AndrewLong9229
    @AndrewLong9229 7 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    I'm not a believer in religions but your faith in God is beautiful and in this moment I needed to hear this. Thanks for sharing your story.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Hello Andrew, I am so very thankful for your comment. I am glad that you found this useful in some way. Know that I love you despite what your beliefs are and the God I serve does too. You are a beautiful person inside and out and I hope that whatever it is that you are going through will come to pass sooner rather than later. You are strong. Sometimes we go through things that sharpens our iron and strengthens our muscles. Life, as you know, is not easy. I truly believe my path, though a rugged one (not including my surgery), has been survivable because of my faith. Even as a teenager, holding on to my faith is what got me through some really horrific times like when I was raped.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      PS: I know that typically people who share my faith are often times the most judgmental and exclusive people. Please know that is not what Christianity is about. I love you babe. I wish you the very best. If ever you need me, please feel free to reach out. xo

    • @AndrewLong9229
      @AndrewLong9229 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      HouseOfHaute I'm sorry you've endured such horrible experiences. That truly breaks my heart. Thanks for your heart felt comment. It made me smile :) Everything happens for a reason and clearly you're a stronger woman because of it. Keep up your great content :):)

    • @ronaemarshall5947
      @ronaemarshall5947 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Omgosh this whole conversation touched my heart bc I'm a Christian but there are many christians that are rude & that's not what we represent

    • @rose2654
      @rose2654 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ro'Nae Marshall Yes 🙏 Its not what Christianity is about but so many people represent it that way

  • @BusyBeingMomof3
    @BusyBeingMomof3 7 ปีที่แล้ว +270

    I'm so glad you shared your testimony. I have not experienced waking up during surgery but I have experienced a medical emergency. In my situation, I whispered to God and He responded immediately so I know too that He is with us. When you said you couldn't move your fingers on your own but when you called on Him, He moved them for you...that was powerful! That statement right there said it all! I'm so glad that you are well and able to share your testimony. May His continued blessings be upon you and your family. And I'm loving your hair!

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Hey sis! AMEN! Thank you, thank you for sharing your experience with all us as well! Together we can inspire and encourage our other sisters. :) I love you!
      PS: Later this spring I'm finally gonna do that meet up. I hope you'll be able to come. DM me your email on IG the next time you're on it so I'll have it to keep you updated.

  • @ItsCrystalBeauty
    @ItsCrystalBeauty 7 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    My heart just breaks for you that this happened. I'm so glad you knew to call on your Creator.

  • @favorbeverlyhills5204
    @favorbeverlyhills5204 7 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Girl you said a mouthful (Testimony) " HE MAY NOT COME WHEN YOU WANT HIM BUT HE IS ALWAYS ON TIME. AMEM AND AMEN.

  • @shanellewarner6873
    @shanellewarner6873 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    This story gave me the chill , that is why surgery kinda freeks me out . Cause I bet I'm gonna be that person that is awake. And if that would have happen to I probably would have to get therapy . You are such a strong person to be able to share your story and make it through .

  • @ridl7698
    @ridl7698 7 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    I know God will heal you from this trauma you experienced. Thanks for sharing your story of crying out to God in your times of desperation, very powerful!

  • @ManiKakez7996
    @ManiKakez7996 7 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    Wow. People are so quick to tell people to sue! MEDICINE ISN'T INFALLIBLE. There are always risks associated with surgery and I'm so glad that she is educated enough to realize that. I'm sure she researched and the doctors explained the risks to her, so people encouraging her to get into a legal battle for something happens to people in surgery regardless of the skill or prestige of the doctor is just ridiculous. Thanks for sharing your story!!! Thank you providing this testament of the realness of God! He is always on time!!!

    • @shemeciahaskell322
      @shemeciahaskell322 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Imani Brown I agree, especially since this was elective surgery.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Hey Imani! Thank you sis! I greatly appreciate your comments and agree with you 100%! And AMEN! He is always on time! ;)

    • @reginamarnae5126
      @reginamarnae5126 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree with you all the way.

  • @rhontae81
    @rhontae81 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Yes ma'am you came on camera to tell your BBL story and he just used you to show his mercy and glory! And yes you are right God is everywhere! And just because you do things that he may not may not be pleased with doesn't me he leaves you. He is a God of unconditional love. Thanks for sharing. I've been watching you forever even when you lived here in Dallas. God bless❣

  • @Africanbeautyy93
    @Africanbeautyy93 7 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Wow, this made me very emotional. I admire your gratitude and your humility. I am so sorry that you had to experience this and I am so glad you were able to get through it. Thank God for his mercy.

  • @ayomb
    @ayomb 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Good lord, I got so emotional honey. I loved this and I'm just finding out now the extreme dangers, because when I had my surgery I went in unafraid, in my head I thought, knew, something wouldn't happen. I mean, nothing happened thankfully, but my point is that you're a lot stronger than me because my pain tolerance is so low... girl it's not even there. I could try to be strong, but I know I would give up because the pain would kill me. I'm happy you're alive and well to tell your story to raise awareness for this. You stand up to bullying and you are one with loving yourself no matter what. You have my respect, big time.

  • @MissMidas
    @MissMidas 7 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I love that you shared your story and I love that you shared the love of God.

  • @LSM7733
    @LSM7733 7 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    When you sign those consent papers you sign your whole life away...(I work in a hospital and have been through two surgeries myself). Being any kind of doctor is a practice, they aren't perfect and it's a risk the patient is aware they are taking.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      You are EXACTLY right. Thank you for sharing that. People love to scream sue but don't really know what that means in it's entirety. :)

    • @carouselcorpse7305
      @carouselcorpse7305 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      EternalJoy This probably isn’t the right time but I wanna be a surgeon when I get older so if you have any tips for me. Sorry I really want to be a doctor to help people 🙂

    • @emilyrainflower25
      @emilyrainflower25 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      EternalJoy that is bullshit I’m sorry. There’s no reason a patient should ever wake up during surgery and feel everything while they’re paralyzed. There needs to be some way to reduce these instances. It’s not acceptable. The use of a brain monitor is one way. there’s no reason why such a traumatic event should be happening at the rate it is and it’s severely downplayed by the medical community. So I refuse to accept that this is okay.

  • @jaymarie2112
    @jaymarie2112 7 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I am a firm believer in God.This was so informative to those out there and myself who is wanting a tt & bbl.Pray,Pray,Pray he always listening

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Amen sis!! Pray pray pray... He is always listening.

  • @teslamarie9817
    @teslamarie9817 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you so much for your testimony. I've been a Christian my whole life, but I've been really struggling lately. You had me in tears. God is so good! I'm so sorry for what you went through, and you're in my prayers. I'm so glad you chose to make this video.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Tesla Marie I am so blessed by your comment. Thank you sis. I pray that your struggles be lifted and become apart of your testimony. Continue encouraging others, you never know how greatly it can affect someone's life. God is amazing!

  • @muslissa3089
    @muslissa3089 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I literally got chills when you talked about moving ur hand. So amazing!

  • @livingthedream444
    @livingthedream444 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Omg you made me cry, I'm so sorry you went through that experience, Thank you God for answering your prayer quickly. Thank you for sharing this experience, It will help so many people to be aware of the risks. I also had cosmetic surgery and i always say to my friends please don't do it if you don't have to. Before i went for my surgery i went on Spiritual Fasting and Praying, for protection because i knew there are risks.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes AMEN sis! So beautiful that you went on a spiritual fast prior. I love how connected you are to your faith.

  • @epd0126
    @epd0126 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    girl ur videos are quality and we can see you put a lot of energy and effort and consciousness into your platform...Don't even concern yourself when you receive mean hateful comments, chances are you could be stressing over the comment from a 14 year old stupid boy or some low self esteem individual....everybody in your tribe is smart, intelligent, and gracious and would never leave a negative comment on your page or any other page

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are like my rock I swear sis! Thank you so much!

  • @seasoneddiva160
    @seasoneddiva160 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Toni, the Lord has kept me over and over again and I give Him Praise!!
    Thank you for your transparency and testimony!!! May you continue to heal 100%!!!!TFS!!!

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      +SeasonedDiva #1 Hi sis!! Yessss! Amen to all of that! God is just truly amazing. ❤😘

  • @EstrelitaBruce
    @EstrelitaBruce 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This is so awesome!!! I hate you had to experience that, I can't even imagine the pain. :( So grateful God used this experience and your willingness & platform to share your testimony that His Power and Faithfulness is REAL! You have helped someone sis! Love you beautiful!

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Estrelitaaaaa!! Hey sis! Thank you so much for always being such a bright light in my life. You are always so encouraging and uplifting to not just me but to all the other women in your life. I am so grateful for you and your beautiful soul. So Funny how He used my brother to connect us. I love you sis! Hope to see you the next time I'm in TX or whenever you are out my way!

    • @EstrelitaBruce
      @EstrelitaBruce 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      I knoooww right?! I was thinking about that too! So crazy how God does things!!! And thank you so much for that sweet sweet compliment. Whatever I can do to help I'm so grateful love! And Omg I would LOVE THAT!! Please let me know! Love you and keep up the Haute werk sis!

  • @stellawren8060
    @stellawren8060 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    God is always there if you call to him, when i was 12 i was a healthy child i did gymnastics and soccer and i got sick so did my siblings and all of them got over except me not about 6 weeks later i was flown to Houston to the childrens hospital and told i had a week to live unless i had a transplant. it usauly takes 7 years to have a transplant, The docters listed me as 1A and i had a liver transplant in two days becuase i prayed to God the whole time and i went to pic u right after surgery and in less than 24 hours they moved me back to the floor i was on. Trust in our lord and he will help those who beleive. Im glad you made through this.

  • @IzzyBizzy0819
    @IzzyBizzy0819 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I almost cried when you were talking about trusting in and asking God for help. I remember a year or so ago when I went swimming in the ocean here in Guam, we were at a really dark sand beach that made the water super murky. My family and I had been playing around in the water and as sunset was upon us my husband realized he had lost the keys. Somehow they had slipped out of his pocket unnoticed and it was 1 in a million chance we’d be able to find them. Being down south that day we were an hour from home and none of our friends lived in the area. So we knew we had to find the keys or we would be stuck on the beach for the night with minimal necessities. We searched all over the beach and in the murky water deep and shallow and we couldn’t find them. As it was just about to get dark, I stopped and prayed. I asked God to “please let me find the keys so we could go home”. “Just please let me find them, I beg you”. I was on the verge of giving up the search and this was my last ditch effort. We had been searching for about 30/45 minutes already with no luck. As soon as I finished my prayer I reached down into the murky water one more time and felt something. I thought it was probably a rock or part of a coconut but as I began to pull it up I noticed it was the keys we’d been searching for. I cried out in disbelief to my husband that I had found the keys and I thanked God for listening and allowing me the help I needed to find those them. I honestly don’t think I would have found them if I hadn’t stopped and asked God for help. So in conclusion I do believe he is always there and always listening. Faith is Key!!

  • @sheliamoss3300
    @sheliamoss3300 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thanks for sharing this story. I was thinking about doing this and I have also awakened during surgery before and truly understand where you are coming from. YES God is awesome and always there when you truly need Him. Keep sharing your stories because you are helping others.

  • @cmarie5355
    @cmarie5355 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I needed to hear this. Thank yo so much. My faith took a nose dive when my little autisic son wanted to kill himself because of bullies and being different. I'm trying to get the faith back. It's hard.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I am so sorry to hear about you and son’s traumatic experience. I’m praying for you, sis. Try to stay strong and grounded. It’s the work of the enemy that drives you away from God. Always remember that. Tell God just as plain as you told me, that you need His help with having faith. I believe your prayers will be answered. I love you sis, hang in there. ♥️

  • @danikafernandez9116
    @danikafernandez9116 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so unbelievably glad that your body was finally able to break through the paralytic enough to get the anesthesiologist's attention. Your determination and your love and trust in God was so beautiful to hear about, and I'm genuinely moved by the way you recounted your experience.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Danika Fernandez Hi sis! Thank you so much for blessing me with your comment. Many blessings to you. ❤😘

  • @its_arisely
    @its_arisely 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    it’s so amazing that an experience can bring someone to faith. this is beautiful ❤️

  • @Yungin1224
    @Yungin1224 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I actually woke up during surgery as well. Shortly after waking up, I started to moan and the anesthesiologist heard and administered more of the medicine. Thankfully all I felt was the in and out motion of the catheter with no pain. It's just weird to me how they didn't notice your vital signs. I'm sure your heart rate was through the roof. Sorry you had to go through this and I'm glad you are able to tell your story.

    • @laurarussello8195
      @laurarussello8195 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I was thinking the same thing - that the heartbeat would be through the roof since the heart wouldn't have been paralyzed by the meds!

    • @alyciamarie4163
      @alyciamarie4163 ปีที่แล้ว

      There are signs they can tell if you’re awake well they are supposed to..,

  • @mercedesmaldonado8487
    @mercedesmaldonado8487 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Gosh this made me cry so much. I'm so so sorry you had to experience that pain. You are strong !

  • @robbierice6830
    @robbierice6830 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I still want all my surgeries but girlll I'm freaked about your experience! I'm glad you are acting like a grown up about the situation regardless of the experience! Thank you for your video! I Love my God and I believe you hands down he came to your rescue!!!

  • @zyanyagarcia6841
    @zyanyagarcia6841 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You’re quite an incredible and mature human being. It’s amazing how you acknowledge the fact that your experience isn’t cause we by negligence. Best of luck to you. Good luck in your journey

  • @Krystal-zs3tr
    @Krystal-zs3tr 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love your positivity and faith in God, how smart you are knowing what can happen and you don't walk around saying dumb stuff like "oh they should have given me Anastasia" or trying to get money for a true medical mistake and how you always keep it 100

  • @phatnfabulousmeka4826
    @phatnfabulousmeka4826 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Praise God you made it out of that surgery. I'm a believer but it's people sharing their testimonies that sometimes reminds you God hears our prayers. I ran across this story I got on TH-cam to look for something different and came across this and I'm so thankful. You look amazing and I pray that this situation works out for your good. God Bless! I've liked and subscribed. Get it girl!

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      +phatnfabulous Meka Hi sis!! Thanks so much for blessing me with your comment. I'm truly thankful to know that you appreciated the video and message. That makes it all worth it. ❤😘

  • @iviamartinez7917
    @iviamartinez7917 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi. I was scrolling through you tube this morning and ran into your video...First, I would like to Thank You for sharing such a terrifying expirience,, as I continued to listen you speak on how much pain you were feeling I could not even imagine how scared you must've felt.....I am a strong believer of my God...and I truly could feel the love. The empathy ...as you were speaking and it reached and touched my heart....I am very happy that you pulled through that difficult time in your life and that God heard your prayer...because there is truly A God!!! and he came at the right time of your need.....I am scheduled to have a bbl liposuction this year in Miami bbl....in April...I am scared and nervous but I trust in God that all will go well...I'm trying to stay focus. Doing alot of research and been listening to many videos on how to prep for this ....I Thank you again for your video...videos...and don't listen to such negativity .unfortunately we live in a truly different world nowadays!! Keep the Faith. Stay Strong and God Bless you.....Not only are you beautiful in the outside but beautiful in the inside...🙏🙏🙏🙏❤

  • @IamAprilK
    @IamAprilK 7 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    You have me in tears! (Hugs) ❤❤❤

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hey sis! Thank you for the hugs. xo

  • @monasequeira1996
    @monasequeira1996 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Girl, you're so mature!♥️ So kind and so positive 💫 I am so proud of you, trust me. Your faith in Christ will take you places. Thankyou so much for sharing your experience with us, it was awakening!!💫 I love you♥️👑

  • @Chiyembekezo
    @Chiyembekezo ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry that happened to you and the little I heard my skin literally went cold and numb I cannot sit through this video. I am lost for words.

  • @Vera56easy
    @Vera56easy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    You are such gorgeus woman! So mature and powerfull. I adore your channel!

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Валерия Р. Thank you sis! ❤❤😘

    • @karinabeltran1531
      @karinabeltran1531 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@HouseOfHaute hello!!! Can we chat??

  • @shamaraLthomas
    @shamaraLthomas 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I thank God for his mercy, love, and grace especially for keeping you through that traumatic experience. I love seeing people share amazing testimonies but I pray you don't risk it all again.

  • @EverythingEboni
    @EverythingEboni 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for your testimony! Sometimes I find myself straying away but it’s the testimonies of others that keep me near ❤️ Thank you so much

  • @sweetzt3741
    @sweetzt3741 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank U for sharing your story & your strength through God.
    When you can share your pain, it is the beginning of healing &
    Your story is already blessing someone.
    Thank U & God Bless.
    🙏

  • @dawncolayco9340
    @dawncolayco9340 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have cried out more than ever in the past year . Talking to God believing He is all that. I am so glad you were able to pray during surgery. Thanks for sharing! Staying away from low cost out of country stories scare me, death and life is scariest. Hope all is well right now with you . You look so peaceful.

  • @natnatbat
    @natnatbat 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing this story. I've been struggling with my religious beliefs as of late and this honestly has helped me come to a final conclusion about it. Your experience is something you shouldn't have ever been through but I truly appreciate you sharing. Sending much love to you.💜

  • @clarissaarevalo883
    @clarissaarevalo883 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is my BIGGEST fear going into surgery
    This was very inspiring and i love how you worded and explained everything

  • @MzzAshleychanel
    @MzzAshleychanel 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Girl!!!!!! Thank you for this video! I needed to see this!!!! I've been considering this and I feel like God doesn't want me to and this was confirmation.

  • @chantellliu7372
    @chantellliu7372 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    the tears started rolling down my face with you! you are such a strong woman and that testimony is something that not a soul can't take away from you. goodness gracious! 😘😩🙏🏾 xoxo.

  • @SexeyEllyx0
    @SexeyEllyx0 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i watched your eyes the entire time. the most beautiful pair i have ever seen! you are an amazing lady for being so strong. all my love

  • @queenofthorns4053
    @queenofthorns4053 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Toni your shared your story about the pain you went through, you also shared your testimony that God is real! Amen!

  • @MissFlo
    @MissFlo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Just goes to show God's love and mercy. God is so wonderful!

  • @CrmlG72
    @CrmlG72 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    All I can say is girlllll!!! I got chills listening to your story. That is horrifying. Praise God for delivering you from that pain!!!

  • @LuckyBadger
    @LuckyBadger 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I really love your way of looking at things. An attitude of gratitude, and seeing your blessings will give you the best way through life. I'm Jewish, and I want let you know that I believe you 100%. I've been delivered from some terrible medical news, just by my praying my heart out. My doctors were completely confused! They had no explanation.

  • @carameldiva7asmr415
    @carameldiva7asmr415 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That's horrifying! Praise God that He's healing you and giving you strength in areas that you may be weak. Thanks for sharing your testimony 🌹🌹🌹🌹

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey sis!! AMEN!! Thank you so much!

  • @lilimont2
    @lilimont2 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Yes lord ....yes ....GOD is real and GOD is amazing.....thank you for your story and that you are still alive and able to teach and educate.....

  • @molly-mn2ml
    @molly-mn2ml 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve been watching hundreds of these videos but yours is the most understandable because you don’t blame it on the doctors because it’s not their fault, I hope your alright now 💜💜

  • @JasmineODay
    @JasmineODay 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Toni I'm here in tears. Not sure why I wasn't getting notifications for your videos but I'm glad I found this. I've been researching BBL myself. As a woman of a certain age with 4 sons I work out religiously and eat great but there are stubborn spots that just won't go away. I've been watching several surgeons snap chats and inquiring with those who have got it done. You've really opened my eyes. I do want the surgery but it's good to hear about the aftermath that people don't talk about in order for me to try and be prepared for the what ifs. Thank you so much for your transparency and for your strength. I appreciate you so much! Hugs!

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Jasmine O'Day Hi sis!!! OMG I am so very delighted to hear this from you. I did this entire series for my sisters like you, in hopes that I can help answer questions that no one else is talking about. It blesses me to know that it was helpful to you. 😘❤😘

    • @JasmineODay
      @JasmineODay 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes. We needed this. You've been brave for us all. You know my age in getting this done has always been the very thing that concerns me. I've had breast augmentation before but that's not nearly as severe
      or as long. I'm still nervous which is natural but now a little more excited.

  • @parfumbuzz1
    @parfumbuzz1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm so glad you are okay 👌 and you are here and able to tell your story. I know you will do what's best for you and your situation. But I want you know GOD is with you and his angels 👼 are camped around you daily. Amen 🙏🏽

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you so much sis! I love you!!

  • @AWlpsSHOW36
    @AWlpsSHOW36 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    So scary! You are very brave. I'm amazed how you haven't let this traumatize you. You're a freaking hero!

  • @Amberussianbeauty
    @Amberussianbeauty 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Girl you moved me with the God thing and your faith. Now I feel bad for making nasty comments earlier without really knowing you, you are beautiful inside and out...

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Anna Kosheleva Hi Anna, thank you so much (more than you know) for coming back to share your comment. I appreciate you for that so much. Blessings sis ❤❤

  • @Mimi8402
    @Mimi8402 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Whew, thanks for opening up and sharing. Yes God is good!

  • @RuthBumBaa
    @RuthBumBaa 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    You're the realist person I've ever heard tell a story.. you're incredibly understanding, very intelligent and have realistic views and reasons.. your personality is an inspiration not to mention you're an incredibly beautiful woman.. definitely subscribing 😊 keep going girl ❤

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Ruth Ford Hi Ruth! Awww thank you so much for such a sweet comment. I greatly appreciate you and thanks for subscribing! Have a wonderful day sis 😘❤ and welcome to House of Haute!

  • @taliasmith9183
    @taliasmith9183 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Had me teary eyed! This touched my heart and I'm rejoicing with you that you are still alive!

  • @jesscurry5689
    @jesscurry5689 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I watched this video last year, I’m rewatching it again now and you are STUNNING and SO MUCH RESPECT for you getting through this 🙏😻

  • @richardbeckenbaugh1805
    @richardbeckenbaugh1805 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Have been awake during most of my surgeries. Wisdom teeth, groin repair, juvenile canines, facial repair (broken nose, both cheekbones, upper jaw). No pain, just paralyzed but fully aware. During the groin repair, the doctor was telling jokes and I piped up with, "Hey, doc, I got one for ya!" Utter stillness in the OR. Doctor pokes me and says does this hurt. I say no. Anesthesiologist says more gas coming up. Paralyzed but still awake. Doctor finished, the anesthesiologist cut the gas and went to pure oxygen. Could instantly move and helped them get me off the table. When I needed knee surgery, I talked to the doctor prior to the surgery about this and they tried several drugs before settling on one. First time I've been totally knocked out. I often have my mind awake when my body is asleep.

  • @Cassie380
    @Cassie380 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Again, thank you for this video..people can be cruel in their own ignorance.

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You're welcome Cassie! Thanks for being you sis!!

  • @CocoJ
    @CocoJ 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    OMG... that sounds so terrifying... it's so wonderful that above it all, you are still here

  • @milkymilka
    @milkymilka 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Toni, 24 minutes passed by like 1!!!! You are amazing!! Can you please make a video about your pregnancies, labor, how did you loose weight??

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hi sis!!! So awesome to hear from you!! Thank you! I will def consider doing a story time on that topic.

  • @abismith3290
    @abismith3290 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can I just say your eyes are incredible and your makeup and everything about you is stunning. You're amazing. I am a firm believer in God and I was like "YES GURLLL" when you said your testimony! Thankyou for speaking out. I needed to hear something so encouraging. I'm so sorry you went through that, the idea gives me nightmares 😓 I had stitches without anaesthesia after giving birth naturally to my twins and that was bad enough. You're a strong woman. Thankyou so much for sharing as hard as it was ❤️

  • @Lizzybruster
    @Lizzybruster 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    God has answered MANY of my prayers, countless times. I hear you, I know He is real, and He is there. This story brought me chills and just reminds me how loving, loyal and amazing our God is!

  • @PeachTeaAndCandles
    @PeachTeaAndCandles 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Welp this scared me
    Enough not to get it😔😔

    • @namastestrapped
      @namastestrapped 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Probably for the best. Had you been researching before you saw this video?

  • @lawoman6866
    @lawoman6866 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    God definitely helped you in that moment, sis. I love your strength and courage to share this story. Prayers is strong! God is soooo REAL. People better know. I love you!!! xoxoxoxo

  • @QueenMack
    @QueenMack 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are a Strong Black Woman who just being human. We all go through something good, bad and life changing decision that we think is a game changer sometimes we're just taking that extra step to move forward into a better everything. However, anytime u put God 1st in any decision u come arcoss he will guide u through and make a way. But there will be times when he wants to teach or test you to see how strong you are and it's all how u handle it to see the real true outcome. Im proud of u and all your accomplishments hun....
    I think you..... no wait....I Know you are a wonderful human being and you have all the right to share what life has brought out to you with ur experiences and other ppl will learn from you with everything they here from ur experiences. Be u boo be proud and be Bless 👍❤️😘

  • @rasheedtillery-dr5jq
    @rasheedtillery-dr5jq ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your story, you are very positive and informative. I appreciate you.

  • @ninabee6183
    @ninabee6183 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    omg this is not what i expected from this video but it was amazing .. 🙌🏽👏🏽🙏🏽

  • @kisahgisimms
    @kisahgisimms 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you for educating and being brave!

  • @chuston04
    @chuston04 ปีที่แล้ว

    Our God is Awesome! So glad you’re alright sis❤

  • @kaysmith5089
    @kaysmith5089 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry you went through that… Glad you’re here to tell your testimony Glory Be To God

  • @alynaachim8036
    @alynaachim8036 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love you girl and thanks for sharing your experience, it literally made me cry! God's love is powerful! I love watching your videos you're amazing and beautiful 🤗 xx

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      +alina achim Hi Alina (looove your name)! Thanks sis, I'm glad you enjoyed watching. Yes God's love is beautiful and powerful! 😘❤

  • @NourKLI
    @NourKLI ปีที่แล้ว

    Your so strong and also Ty for sharing this! I never had surgery but this scares the sh*t out of me so I can’t imagine what must gone through your mind at the time and the aftermath.

  • @21angali
    @21angali 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi Toni, I'm just seeing this. It seems like your blood pressure should have gone up because of the pain level. I wonder what happened. Im happy that you made it through. It is awesome that you have a testimony. God bless you. Happy healing.

  • @erinb8953
    @erinb8953 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is called anesthesia awareness. You are correct, this does happen and it’s usually not negligence on the part of the anesthesiologist.

  • @encouragingwordsofthelord3564
    @encouragingwordsofthelord3564 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You're one of God's Angel's on Earth 🙏 God Bless You and keep speaking your Truth.

  • @pennykearney9174
    @pennykearney9174 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am just starting my journey of researching surgeons in California and was actually referred to Dr Smiley in the process.
    Thank you so much for being so transparent and sharing your experience. I also appreciate you for sharing your belief in God. There's definitely power in prayer. This is your testimony of the God we serve.
    Continue to be blessed and prosper.

  • @kayg.3732
    @kayg.3732 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I never usually leave comments but after watching this video I had to. Power of prayer is real.

  • @prittyflutterbystar
    @prittyflutterbystar 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    You have an amazing outlook on this. I've never seen any of your stuff, but I think this says it all. You're amazing! God bless you & your family!💕

  • @ur5860
    @ur5860 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you sooooo much for sharing your experience. Thank you for sharing your testimony because we overcome by the testimony of the saints! I was praising God as you spoke about how He moved after you prayed! I too know that He definitely hears us and comes to our rescue...and don't be crying when you are praying...Oh He really steps in lol! It's like He has sooooo much compassion and does NOT like to see us cry. Thank you Jesus! Keep standing firm in your faith in Christ! I'm so glad you are well. I'll be praying for you even now because that is still traumatizing to think about the pain you felt. When you have those times, lean on Jesus and cry to Him. He definitely hears our prayers. Love you my sister! 🤗🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘😄😄😄😄

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Ulysha Redic Amen, amen! Sis, you are such a blessing. Thank you as well for sharing your message with me. It means so much to know that I'm not alone in this walk and that there are others that my testimony will touch. I love you too my sister! Many blessings to you forever more. ❤❤❤😘

  • @hayesjennife
    @hayesjennife 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Four years later your story still rings true. God Bless You.

  • @lindsaym1032
    @lindsaym1032 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I had a hysterectomy 3 weeks ago and woke up toward the end of my surgery. They were complete the surgery part (thank God) but I still had the tube in and wasn't yet breathing on my own. I began thrashing around, gagging, choking and biting the tube. It was terrifying. I remember every second. The anesthesiologist told me afterward that this is rare but it does happen. I don't blame him at all. I'm so sorry for your experience. I cannot imagine having woken up while they were actually performing the surgery part...P.S., I found this video because I plan to have a BBL in October of this year 😁

    • @shale6223
      @shale6223 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lindsay M I'm going in October too❤️❤️

    • @benakariuki1772
      @benakariuki1772 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lindsay M hope this doesn't happen again to you💕😁

  • @sarahruiz5044
    @sarahruiz5044 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    THANK YOU...YOU HAVE HELP ME ...I BEEN THINKING ABOUT....AND I BEEN PRAYING ON IT....THANK YOU SO MUCH...

  • @dianebays5484
    @dianebays5484 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg, I can't imagine how painful that was. Lipo is really brutal. I'm an ORT, and have assisted many of those, along with any surgery you could imagine. Bless your heart. I'm so sorry you had that experience. Maybe he forgot to turn on the gas.

  • @way000
    @way000 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for being open about this, and your spiritual experience. I appreciate that a lot

  • @Ruthylg79
    @Ruthylg79 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for this testimony! I really needed to hear that He is real and always on time 🙏

  • @veronicaglaze3610
    @veronicaglaze3610 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are so brave and so positive which is very admirable! You should be really proud of yourself for making it through this with such a positive mindset! I love your lipstick in this video too!! :)

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you sis!! That really means a lot to me. PS: The Lipstick is by the Lip Bar. It's the Tiramisu Toffee lacquer color.

  • @lashonhanna4679
    @lashonhanna4679 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i cried a little, your blessed continue to follow the love of God

  • @sammiieboi91
    @sammiieboi91 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful how this experience got you closer to the lord.. as hard as it was.. i am glad you cherish it.. beautiful story!

  • @chrissymcintyre8337
    @chrissymcintyre8337 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank God you made it through to give your testimony! So sorry you had to experience that!

  • @hollyj2925
    @hollyj2925 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    thank you for sharing very brave of you. I've always feared being awake during surgery! Amnesia awareness is very real and scary. my biggest fear!! 💖💖

    • @HouseOfHaute
      @HouseOfHaute  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey sis!! Thank you so much for the kind words.

  • @enanamilmares7686
    @enanamilmares7686 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Saddened u were through that pain...Glad you share your testimony! You are gorgeous and surgery looked great!

  • @sleepypop
    @sleepypop 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    youre just so...ugh I cant even put it into words, youre amazing.

  • @keke92174
    @keke92174 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for sharing your story with us. I'm glad you pulled through everything.

  • @jennyhartman3
    @jennyhartman3 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Subscribed! I am so very sorry you went through this. This is really a huge fear of mine, even though I have no surgery that I am having. God love you! Your eyes are amazing.

  • @celinaandrade9918
    @celinaandrade9918 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God is really amazing, my cat is sick with kidney problems, the vets didn’t really help her and she wasn’t eating for days but I asked God so much for help and now she eats daily 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @defaultdacat
      @defaultdacat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My cat is diabetic and I had the same experience throughout him getting better.

    • @celinaandrade9918
      @celinaandrade9918 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@defaultdacat that's so great I wish happiness and health for your cat

  • @marianna2453
    @marianna2453 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Great story and thanks for sharing . Always be your own women !