VILLANELLE | Everything I Wanted (Killing Eve)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 ก.ย. 2024
- ❝People think that your soul or personality, whatever, leaves the body when you die. I swear, it just goes further in. It falls so far in and just becomes so small that it can’t control your body anymore. It’s just in there, dying forever.❞
- Villanelle, Killing Eve
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This kind of came out of nowhere. I was working on several other very, very different Killing Eve videos and then suddenly felt the urge to edit Villanelle after last episode. I thought I would find some fun and quirky song, but while going through my playlist, this song came up and it just...hit me.
I knew for a long time I wanted to edit this song and that Villanelle's speech would be a forefront of it, but I didn't originally see myself editing it purely to Villanelle. But god, this song fits her in such an ironic and painful way. She is always so close to having everything, and absolutely nothing.
I know she's done some bad things, but she's a baby. Protect her.
Footage is from Killing Eve (BBC).
Music is Everything I Wanted by Billie Eilish.
Colouring is mine.
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Her extreme intelligence, her childlike nature, her obsessions, her clear ability to feel emotion even though it is presented in such a twisted, dark way, and to only a small fraction of the people in her life...her superficial charm and flair, her ability to make someone feel so sorry for her, to make people root for her, when she has done so many awful things...she is an extraordinary creation of a character, and Jodie Comer performs her phenomenally. A true work of art.
You said it.
@@izzyklein7999 amen
@@audreygriffey5500 The last season was horrible and so was the ending!😭
This video and the parallels you make switching between Villanelle’s rejection from her mother and her rejection from Eve just made me realize how deeply this character was written, holy cow! People who undergo a trauma in childhood (for V, her mother’s rejection and abandonment) often replay the trauma throughout their lives, subconsciously trying to “correct” it by reclaiming control over a similar situation as the traumatic event they had no control over as a child. V does this in her obsessions with Anna and then with Eve, two older, mother-like female figures who, like her mother, she sees some part of herself in. With Anna and her mother, they refused to admit what they are (that they are deep down like her) (in her mother’s case especially) and subsequently reject her. What seems to anger V is not only the rejection of her but also the rejection of that part of her that she sees exists in these others as well (what she and Eve calls the “monster” inside of them in the s3 finale). Eve, on the other hand, in the season 3 finale (spoiler alert!), does admit to V that she is like her and she wanted her monster to encourage her monster all along, and when V admits her true self to Eve (“I’ve killed so many people”) she responds with acceptance, finally correcting the trauma of rejection that she experienced first with her mother and then with Anna too. And it makes so much sense why there was SUCH a huge shift in V’s overall energy after she went home to see her family - she started to uncover her trauma, and discovered when being rejected by her mother again just how much this rejection has shaped her current behavior patterns and longings, and once that awareness that comes from coming back to the source of trauma is ignited, it’s like an entire area of consciousness opens up and the trauma holds less power over us. Our behaviors then become a choice rather than an impulse or habit. As a survivor of childhood trauma I identified with this DEEPLY and damn the writers of this show did their homework.
que no
You know well of what you speak. Well done!
oh my gosh you explained this so well
These themes are often very intertwined, well said!!👏👏
You went to therapy? I'm so afraid to speak out about my traumas.
The best actress I’ve ever seen.
the best anyone's ever seen
Imagine you never feel, anything. Then you meet someone and feel something. Imagine how important and special and wonderful that person would be in your eyes. That’s Eve to Villanelle.
You said that so perfectly :)
Well I think she felt things for that teacher she was having an affair with
Then what does the name mean?
Lau Ste yah but it’s different with Eve
wow perfect answer
I have to say that I understand the villanelle's monologue, from the first moment I saw it, I am not a psychopath or anything (I think) but I know how torturous it is to live a bored life without being able to feel anything. you get hurt and don't feel it, sex, drugs, friendships, outings, work, studies. NOTHING. it's horrible to live trying to capture some kind of emotion. all i feel is huge boredom, i can't focus on anything or anyone for a long time. living life like this is horrible, I identify a lot with her in this matter of life
I feel like in a lot of ways us viewer's can relate to villanelle's character, her storyline or at least some of the things she says. She's a very well written character and she definitely has somethings about her that we feel connected to whether that's based on our own personal lives or just how we feel in life overall, When she said "I hurt myself, doesn't hurt, I buy what I want, I don't want it, I do what I like, I don't like it" I felt that honestly and it hit close to home and I really do believe most of the viewer's can relate to one of the things she's said in the seasons
look up alexithymia, for a long time I thought I fall in some category of sociopathy until I discovered this
secondary psychopath (sociopath) here i feel you
Your edit captured the complexity and the nature of Villanelle's character so well and beautifully. Her saying that she doesn't feel anything and that she doesn't like what she does is more proof of her difficult character. So perfectly done. Great job, KUDOS!!!
That gunshot was so well timed at the beginning ! 0:34
I still come back and watch this all the time :( god I love Villanelle, such an incredibly but beautifully complicated character
Ahh how am I still not over this, its been about 4 years since I've started this show. It's just so damn good!
Overwhelming… 🥺
"I hurt my self it doesn't hurt" 😭
If you'd ask me what I did to heal my self this quarantine, it's Villanelle, I listened to Villanelle.
Thank you for making this video. See you next season 👀
I haven't started this show just yet, but this video is so amazing.
omggg you should totally watch it, you will be blown away
You'll definitely love it, cast and plot everything is splendid. Especially villanelle 😭❤
Every time I think I'm over the finale and can go on with my life I open TH-cam and thousand of killing eve edits pop up (Yeah TH-cam knows my obsession). Sadly I don't have any self discipline at all and end up totally emotional broken after I watched like every single edit. And i dont want to lie, this one realy got me.
Please tell me I'm not the only one.
Ohh and please can we appreciate how freaking good this scene at the very end of 3×5 was when villanelle was sitting in the bus, listening to the music and just try tried not to cry? That was so well acted. I held my breath the whole time.
Why do I feel like this too?
This video resonates with me so much. All of her little speeches are how I feel. Nothing, except in small snippets.
I really wish this series never gonna end someday
or at least give Villanelle a good ending
Your notes under the song are so touching and refreshing to see someone realising in some ways she's still a child. Thank you so much for your video, one of my favorites!
okay but the level of perfection in this video should be illegal
it's a masterpiece! thank you for this vid 💜
Love this edit, the song goes so well with villanelles story!
the colour effects you used for this one are amazing and suit so well
how the hell did Jodie Comer go from this absolute masterpiece with fantastic acting…to Free Guy
Different writers, different contracts. Some are much more complex than others. I must imagine the pay is also significantly higher in big mainstream movies. I’m glad I get both and enjoy both mentioned projects. One existing does not undo the value of the other. Both are done with a wonderful actress, who choose to do it. Cheers!
This was such an incredibly well done video. If I could give multiple likes to this video, there would be millions on here already. Absolutely outstanding!
Le clip est extrêmement bien monté, les couleurs, la qualité est juste magique
Bravo pour le travail
Love the video! Killing Eve is my favorite show, emotional and beautiful video, thank you
Actually I don't think the story of killing eve could be close to reality ,but the way they played it ,the way the script was written and played, made me feel like its Soo real . It's just one of my favorite honestly
I love her. I know she is what she is but... well, people (me) love Hannibal too, so give V a break :) Great video as always.🖤
Это просто лучшее, что я видела! Так тонко и трогательно! Спасибо!
Excellent choice of song, fits her perfectly!
One of the best Villains on TV
bro i am sobbing, i was already sad then i saw this piece of art and cried even more
"Don't break mine." Her life is just like me. I have a dream everything I wanted. The people around me betrayed me😆💔
I love it! !!!!!!!!Finally see the kind of clip video!!!!!!!love u!!!
She's the best
"No matter what I do..I don't feel- ANYTHING! I-..I hurt myself, doesn't hurt. I buy what I want, I don't want it..I do what I like I don't-..I don't like it.."
*Someone needs to find a way to rap that-*
insane bro
Thank you for the song😭
Its been years but i still love this fanvid to pieces… and today, i am listening to billie eilish song NDA (my first time to hear it) and the first thought i have is that the vibe of it would be perfect for killing eve/villanelle… and unfortunately no one have yet made a fanvid of it… can please please somebody make a fanvid out of it? Thank you…
Oh ghad yes! I wanna hear some Billie Eilish songs in Killing Eve, oh pls. :< And also, am I the only one, but Oksana w the bandana looks like billie eilish???
Amazing!!
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may i know which episode the scene that villanelle was in the (club/pub)??
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it's emotionally breaking when i see this masterpiece of art
Agreed
flame of hope when she blows up the house it reminds me of every holiday I’ve spent with my family 😂 But I don’t blow up the house.
- Dont' break my heart.
- Don't break mine.
The way her voice breaks on this last word is one the most heartbreaking things I've heard in a TV show.
I have never watched Killing Eve, I don’t know a think about this Villanelle, but only a few seconds in and I’m already looking up where to watch this show
You should watch it it's fucking amazing if you live in the uk watch it on bbc iplayer if not maybe on netflix but seriously watch it.
I watch it on the BBC or AMC
also on slingtv
@Abby Wojtaszek You can watch it on Hulu if you're in USA :)
hulu
This is probably one of my favorite videos of Villanelle i watched in a while, the editing is so smooth, so soft, the voiceovers are so well done it feels like are mixed perfectly together with the song, the scenes, the coloring, everything its so Villanelle or well a side of her, incredible video and that font at the end wow so professional, this is incredible
She is the most complex character I’ve ever seen in tv shows
I really felt this one.
i don't think i'll ever be able to get over villanelle
i finaled the show last night and i cannot describe how much i do feel the same
SHE IS SO F*ING AMAZING. i CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT SEASON. ROCK ON JODIE COMER.
I always end up in tears and more hollowness everytime I watch this video and I keep coming back to it
Same here, hope you are doing well :)
Worst ending ever.
Really enjoyed this, seems like I need to catch up
Definitely! I've really been loving s3!
This is phenomenal!! Probably the best Villanelle vid I've seen so far! The song fits her PERFECTLY and of course you matched all the clips and voiceovers to the lyrics flawlessly. You really can't stop yourself from constantly making masterpieces, can you?
SHE JUST NEEDS EVE
yeh BUT, you don't just murder people you need if they are not game. THIS IS THE PSYCHOOATHIC. True diagnosis would be there is not hope for her. She does not have the capacity to feel empathy, The narcissistic side of her is hankering here. She needs to feel adored and loved for who she is. It is so unrealistic. I really do wonder what is to happen in the next season. FASCINATING.
I think with Eve she will find healing, at least on some level. Eve understands her, she trusts her, feels safe with her.
V cannot manipulate Eve, and she knows it-
It is a beginning anyways.
Season 4 will explore more of these dynamics as they try to navigate their relationship, which will never be quite normal but damn will it be interesting to watch! I am looking forward to their bickering while working together and trying to figure out how to be in a relationship-
It will make for interesting dialogue!
I’m so glad Eve got rid of “fudge w/a mustache” (Niko) BORING!!!
I'm excited to see it too but I really hope that Eve will end up like Anna, I mean Eve tried to kill Villanelle and Villanelle tried to kill Eve, this time in season 4 Eve will do something that'll upset Villanelle .
I just hope it's not the other way around where Eve kills Villanelle, that would be unexpected but I wouldn't like it
@@susanttt she didn't get rid of Niko.
She’s such a very well written character
she finally has her happiness, only to never be able to experience it again...
this show was cruel
This is brilliant! 1.40-1.55 - This quote is always so heavy! I hope after season 3, she will find something that will make her happy.
Parallel between Eve and Villanelle's mother on 0.30-0.32 was unexpected! It hurts to see how people abandoned her.
way to make me cry on a saturday night
Her American accent sounds exactly like Emma Watson’s American accent in “Perks of Being a Wallflower”. I know they’re both british.
Her real accent is actually extremely regional British.
It's the best interpretation I've seen lately, this actress is something else. What a wonderful work 👌
This hits different now...
this is so beautiful !!! this serie is really good and what is underneath Villanelle's actions and motivations is so more complex than simple boredom. Jodie's performances are so geniune and emotionnaly profound. Simple wow. A serie to watch. I can't wait for Season 4
i liked this before watching knowing it wouldn’t disappoint amazing
When she says "don't break mine(heart)", look at her eyes damnnn , it really broke my heart 💔, this show brings art amidst of chaos ❤️. Brilliant edit
This was absolutely fantastic. The editing, song choice, voiceovers; phenomenal. This really encompasses Villanelle's complex, buried emotions that we see Jodie portray so well. Well done.
GODD this really hits. Your perfect editing and this perfect song (and villanelle of course) just work together so well. You do be a genus!!
wow, I fell in love with edit. I feel like I can relate to this excluding the killing, of course. But V was so lost and was emotionless until she met Eve. Eve is her anchor, her home,her salvation.
Oh mate, this is fantastic. Absolutely bloody fantastic. You've done her wonderfully.
Knew it was a matter of time before you edited this show! This is so good, the scene choices, the pacing. Wow
After I watched this video, to me, Villanelle seemed such a deep character that I would like to know more about and that's how I decided to watch Killing Eve.
So, thank u, a really greatly made compilation of the most representative scenes of her "why's" and "how's", IMHO
We don’t deserves Jodie, so much talent 💔
wow okay thank you i'm crying
Que mulher meus amigos que mulher🤩🤩
Tá de parabéns amo esse personagem a atriz é perfeita♥️♥️♥️
Exceptional edit!
𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙖𝙢 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙪.
Eu me apaixonei por uma MULHER que interpretou uma pessoa psicopata! Sabe porque? Nem eu sei, so estou vivo ate hoje porque vi nos seus olhos, no seu sorriso, o paraiso sz
I'm almost done binge-watching season 3. I can't wait for the next season.
KENNYYYYYY
Villanelle is amazing love this edit and she’s so pretty
This video is insanely amazing. Normally I don’t watch sad edits bc I like the more upbeat ones but this is just too good
Such a complex and beautiful character. I have to watch this show.
I miss Villanelle so so so so much:(
watching this after s4 finale hits different
Completely one of the best Killing Eve edits I've seen, I loved this so much! Plus the colouring was perfect.
can I say that I absolutely love EVERYTHING about this video?
also it´s soo hard to feel too much
waking up is like again really?
Agree, so overwealming ... Maybe both extremes connect...
commenting because it’s almost going to be 4 years since this video and it’s my favorite on TH-cam 💙
the way ‘nobody even noticed’ paired up with her being ignored in the club i am CRYING
It's so brilliant ❤❤❤ with the great music and the impressions. But hurting so much....and never seeing Villanelle again???😭😭👍
The editing of this is incredible. I felt like I was watching a music video. Very fitting with the song and well picked out clips. I absolutely love the show, so this was great to see. Nice job!
“Again? I have to do this again” oh my days she said the exact same thing I said when I was sxcidal.
Just finished watching Killing Eve, love the show. But I really love this video of you too!!
Great video. Shows how complex Villanelle's character is . V just needs to settle down with Eve now (if she can.) 😂 Probably will never happen though.
Jodie is so incredible
I year without Villanelle and Eve...(
Euuuuuuuuuuuu aqui 😂😜
Poweful video that really moves you! Sunnyvids thank you for the amazing edit! Jodie Comer(what an actress!) thank you for all the moments you offered us by playing Villanelle!
p.s It's incredible that in this part of the series, although Villanelle is disguised as Billie, she is still expressing her own self..
Really excellent observation.
This is honestly one of your best videos. so BEAUTIFUL!
i feel her. I am also my mom’s abandoned daughter. I call it mommy-issues girl.