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this playlist plays at 2am and i miss them but they're not here | slowed down + rain
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" 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢."
Unpin this and pin the amazing man’s sad story about his girlfriend and what he went through. You’d be surprised how many others can relate closely to that
Pin the other top comment of the guy’s story about his girlfriend. He deserves it.
The rain is what made me feel like arms around me...such a special thing to me and rain...beautiful and the purest form of my own personal way of my time with God...it's a cleansing thing and I feel a one on one experience with honest love and my heart is so overwhelmed by your melodies at this moment bc I am in love with a special person that I have not been able to see in a while but I hope and pray that this could be the man of my dreams and why God has left me on this earth for. ..beautiful and I love ❤ love it and you ❤
It's actually 2 am right now where i live
Let’s miss each other by commenting here
2:44am 2022 aug 5
That moment when you realize that you're actually alone.....
I am alone, she left me for another girl/other people. I miss her too much.
we care about you this was months ago drink some water eat something stay clean you got this
You Are Not alone lovely❤️ We stand together! We got this!
Completely and utterly alone. I don't really understand how I connect to random people in comment sections. But you know what, it's fine to be alone. That is what I learned. Being alone, like to the point I feel as if I don't have a soul anymore, has made me better. I made better habits, done more good deeds, helped more people and I feel better. I think it is so mundane to be and feel alone. I see my friends and other people on social media having fun with others and it used to really upset me. However I became stronger, better, learned to put my self fucking first and being alone for so long kind made me badass. Anyhow, don't worry to feel alone. Real people are alone, because people who are constantly with people are either just lucky or completely fuck fake. If you are alone, don't worry it may not be for a bad reason.
Thanks for reminding me lol 🥲
why is a bunch of strangers more supportive then people you actually know
because some strangers know what your going through
Hahaa it's always like this...
Frfr
Cause some strangers sometimes know how you feel while your friends don't cause they've probably never been in a situation like yours
for real
For anyone going through it, you ain’t alone. Keep yuh head up.
thank you. you too ❤
From “I wanna grow up”
To “I wanna be a
Kid again”
Facts
Fr
That hits so hard, I was thinking about that an hour ago. I was like "man, I'm scared of growing up"
ikr😭
...yeah .. I'm lost right now....
I'm not suicidal, I'm just tired.
tired of everything
Why not both lmao
@@randomspectator2580 You go past that phase when you go through bullshit after bullshit and the cycle just repeats
@@Alan._.. trust me, the reason I’m both is because of the bullshit :)
@@randomspectator2580 Well, I guess, after experiencing 'happiness' with another person, I actually liked it. So I dont really want to kill myself when theres a possibility to be in that position again, sure it might be repetitive since people just leave you but just like a friend told me, you gotta have a little hope.
I'm the same, I don't know where I stand anymore. Even though I'm 17 years old even though I've been in love with the same guy for eight months, I can't move on and I feel so much pain and so much desire to see him and I need to write him everything but I can't because I don't know if he wants to come with me. I've had a lot of signs from him, but I'm still afraid to keep going, even though I'm currently being hit on by a guy who's got the same name as the one I've liked for eight months. I was supposed to go out with him today, but I couldn't :(
Fun fact: in a parallel universe, we are still having our 3am deep conversations and planning our next date.
:/
this really hurt me
🥺
thats makes me feel okay thought, at least in parallel universe, myself is not alone
This made me cry so hard
You never realize how much you love someone til they leave.
"Time never heals our wounds it just teaches us to live with the pain" -Itachi Uchiha
@Noxxi time isn’t healing, time is revealing
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@Noxxi Same bro... Same
If people knew the weight of words, they would give more value to silence - Itachi
Yes so true
Y'all miss people, I be missin my old self back. Missing how to be happy. I lost myself, I lost my will to live. I wanna be the old me again, but she's dead.
I know how it feels :)
dude if you can look back and feel how you did it shows you are still capable of those emotions!! change is everywhere, with a bit of willpower you can find yourself feeling as you did more regularly
Thats how i feel. I miss the old, happy, unbroken me who was carefree and didnt have any baggage. but she's dead. she's gone and she's never coming back
Miss the way i was truly happy not like now
And the dead eventually wont get back, Yep im there too.
*parents:* I'm busy.
*friends:* I don't care
*music:* it's okay, let it all out :)
honestly the most relatable comment ive ever met yet
Same
never seen a better comment in my life actually.
Says open your cards :D
No matter what's going on, I care about you, I'm Brazilian, I would love to be your friend, I love you so much.
“Your pillow catches your tears when nobody else will”
Me: my cat catches my tears when nobody else will. He’s a good boy. A guardian angel. I stand by that
This. 🧡
My cat was that too. But he ran away. I have no one
Sending love to ur cat
fr my cat is like my comfort pet i just feel she gets me more den everyone
Same. When I cry, my cat (I have two but one of them doesn’t really like me and therefore doesn’t care lol) tries to comfort me, it’s really cute
"Tears are words the heart can't express."
True,
We're not afraid to fall in love we're afraid to be the one that fall, while the other pretends.
Fuck :/
so god damn true, im upset bc hes not there and im worried abt him even though i feel like he doesnt feel the same way and it drives me insane i cant not think about him i can only hope that he feels the same way and isnt just an asshole...
It’s simple to numb ✨it’s worth it you won’t feel the blade ✨
Just go *
Oof I did that to many times and I still think I will find the one
Facts: we dont even cross their mind.
Facts: actually, no
);
sometimes false, my crush that I had for about a year and a half, I thought he would never like me. right before I gave up, he texted me and said, 'i have to tell you something at lunch tomorrow.' i had no idea what he would say. during lunchtime, he told me he'd had feelings for me for almost half a year and wondered if we could go on a date anytime soon. it's been four months since then. so sometimes, we do cross their minds. and if they don't, look at the bright side. there's someone out there who will love you one day. it's never too early or late to love, but be careful on who you choose to love.
all we know in this world is pain.
😀 that hurt
“I’ve lost you once, I can’t lose you again” that’s what I thought before you ruined my life. You always love the ones that hate you
I fucking love these people!
The people who are not even with you and it still seems like they are.
The people who never have to ask how you are because they always know.
The people who are perfectly imperfect.
The people who never leave you alone even when you scream at them.
The people who don`t care what others think.
The people who make you smile when you are at your lowest.
The people who love you the way you are.
I hope I will meet someone like this someday!
I love these people too. Something about talking to someone you don’t even know that you met listening to this playlist talking about our lives is something else. It brings back that happy memory of being a kid for me. The feeling
Of comfort. I hope your doing okay. Really I mean it. You got this keep your head up ☺️🙃
Me 2
she cried herself to sleep every night, yet you managed to make her giggle a slight bit in that text message.
she hated the way she looked. yet you managed to convince her she was perfect in many different ways.
she had no friends and was always lonely, yet you managed to make her feel like she finally belonged somewhere
she loved you, yet you managed to break her heart.
Edit: Thank you very much for the comments and likes. Love you. 💕
Oh deep
:/
well mine is....
she cried herself to sleep every night, yet i managed to make her giggle a slight bit in that text message.
she hated the way she looked. yet i managed to convince her she was perfect in many different ways.
she had no friends and was always lonely, yet i managed to make her feel like she finally belonged somewhere
she couldn't manage to feel happiness for a few years, she admitted i changed her world.
i loved her, yet after all those, she managed to break my heart
Relatable 💔
she loved me but i managed to break her heart...
very true.... : (
sometimes, it’s not that person that we miss, but the feeling when we’re with them :)
thats true
both for me
@@ayianasanchez4679 ya thats how it is for me
true.
ahaha that's what everyone tells me but I miss her :)
For everyone sad there ; in the past I was crying to this playlist about losing a wrong person and right now I'm kissing right person with these songs in the background. Accept what happened, learn how to love yourself first and don't be hard for yourself. Love
not helping just proving some people lonely, im not... i have friends through out the years
what to do when you are wrong person and even though you did wrong to someone now you wanna be a better person but mess up everytime
Thank you.
I really dont care if your kissing someone with these songs in the backround. Like who wants to know that?
@@ellaroberson1405 it was just a message to someone who was realy hurt to still have hope to find somebody they deserve, have a nice day
It's not that she's gone it's the fact i see her less and less and every time i see her i remember how beautiful her smile is and how much we used to talk for hours on end about our future together.
Yeah, that right there
Then you remember she found someone so you put this on and sit in the dark, on your bed, and let your walls hear all the pain
Yep, that’s what it is
Same bro.
fun fact: while were sitting here thinking about them their off creating memories with someone new completely forgetting about us
i know. thats why it hurts.
🥲
Damn 💔
Ikr
it’s so weird how everything can just change with “i don’t want to be with you anymore” 😐
It's almost 7 am, haven't slept, and all I want is to be in his arms right now
yep forever and always
I feel you
felt this
same siss
She was the only one willing to hold me
Its been 8 years my ex left me, and she doesn't know the damage she left in this heart, she doesn't know what it's like to miss her every single day , the smile , the laughs , the touch , the butterfly feeling to see her everyday even though I had just seen her the previous day... I used to be the type to buy flowers and chocolates at surprising times and now I haven't done that in years... God bless Love and people that get to spend the rest of their lives with the one they really love ❤️
Men hurt more after a breakup. Unlike most females we don't really know how to communicate how we feel and so we keep it and hold on to it, try to drown it. We can't move on cuz we're stuck. Our heart earns for them, but they're long gone. Wasn't with my ex for 8 yrs, but 6 yrs is a long time and I know where you're coming from. It's just an Anchor we have to drag and weigh us down till someone helps cut the rope
Keep your head up Soldier
I can’t even express the relatability here. Just thank you for saying it. Cried almost every day for a month. Every time I feel like I don’t have anymore tears to give her, miraculously more come. Numb. It defines me now. Thank you.
I'm pretty sure this is going to be me in 5 years.
this girl, who I just met, has made me feel loved, I feel appreciated, this feeling, its refreshing, but it is laced with tragic past events, and I dont know what to do, she gives me hope that everything will be fine, her smile, her laugh, her hair, the way she looks at me, the way I feel around her, I look forward to seeing her, even hearing her voice, I wish she liked me back, she just gets me, Ive opened up to her about my trauma, she has been talking to this person for 3 months, and I feel jealous of them, Ive met her parents, she has met mine, we go on walks together like every other day, I want to ask her on a date, like a proper date, we would walk to the park, have a picnic, talk about life, then we would catch a movie, go out for dinner, talk about the movie and indulge in some nice food, then to the beach, stargaze, and hopefully, fall madly inlove with one another, I would walk her home, and maybe, just maybe, get a hug goodnight, and hopefully a second date, I dont know when I should tell her I feel this way, I dont even know how, she is the first person to make me feel this way.
I'll update if anything changes,
I hope the person that you are thinking about right now, is dreaming of you.
Good luck with your future endeavors.
Love to you all
Hey how’s it going. I hope everything is going well. If not it’s okay I get it. But please don’t give up. I genuinely hope your doing ok and thank you for sharing your story i relate I’m such a way it’s calming yet heart breaking. I lost my chance and I lost her too. Knowing she was the love of my life, my soulmate, my home losing her was devastating. Everything changed. All I’m trying to say is that if you really love someone don’t be scared to reach out to them. If you keep on overthinking about what could happen and never do it you will be living your life in regret of those choices. If you genuinely love her and she makes you feel at home keep her close and don’t let go. I hope your doing ok keep your head up high ☺️🙃💙
@@nathanormsby6712 I LOVE THIS INSPIRING
But he is not dreaming of me he’s dreaming about the girl he cheated on
ME with 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
How has it been? i hope ok
Did anything happen
FUN FACT: they don't miss us too.
Not all the way true. I miss my best friend sometimes and i know for sure that he misses me too. Even when he lives far away (in different country. Over 4000 km for sure, or more) i know for a fact that i will see him one day ^^ So don't give up hope! Know your worth and keep being optimistic. You can do it
Edit. It was a waste of time. It was nice when it lasted and backfired
ong
@@studentwolf1538 awh
@@studentwolf1538 concuerdo con eso la verdad por que tengo a mas de una persona lejos de mi y se que algun dia llegare a ver a esa persona a tocarla abrazarla hacerle cariñitos pero aun que pienso eso aun asi me siento triste por que no puedo hacerlo ahora pero luego recuerdo que cuando lo pueda hacer lo hare para siempre ^^
Why is that probably true?
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen. Please remember you are enough and if you ever wanna talk my insta is @rag_dewit
Okay im gonna cry ): this is so beautiful ily
It is so amazing of you to do something like this, seriously when I'm struggling I'll come back to this and it literally means the world. Thank you and wishing you the best
your such an inspiration ilysm..
That's a lot of reasons
Wow you actually made me cry
It's 2 am and i was thinking as always listening to these songs and felt so depressed, and accidently found your comment and read it
It helped me a lot, thank you
You are a really great person
I miss your laugh, I miss the cuddles, I miss your voice, I miss your jokes and nicknames, I miss our sleepovers, I miss when we didn't care about the world, I miss when we would sit and eat all day long and watch netflix , I miss when we would sit and scream at the top of our lungs, I miss our texts every night and morning, I miss your face
I miss you.
So i had a best friend three years ago. Her name was Amanda and we talked on the internet all the time. I never got the privilege to meet her, since we lived 200 kilometers away from eachother and her parents were really shitty.
She was going through the worst time and decided to leave this world behind. Her little brother texted me through her snapchat asking me if i knew her and when i got the news that she had taken her own life it broke me. The parents had yelled at the brother for not finding her sooner. and they deleted every social media account she had. i had no way of contacting the little brother and the chance to go to her funeral was only a distant wish.
I never told my parents. Nor my friends or anyone until last year. It took such a toll on me that my character changed and people noticed but i didn’t dare utter a word.
Now i’m starting to finally let go. Of course i still miss her, but it’d safe to say she’s now only a good memory.
To Amanda, i will always keep you in my heart and please know that you didn’t deserve to go through what you did and i love you.
dude. i have the same thing right now with my friend. she hasn't been online in a month, but is updating on the insta account controlled by her homophobic parents. i'm so scared.
@@idiotinafishbox5370 I’m so sorry you’re going through this :( wishing you the best and lets hope your friend is okay
@@tornadomind5804 honestly tysm. you have no idea how much it means to me for someone to say that. and i'm sure your Amanda loved you dearly too.
@@idiotinafishbox5370 ofc, we gotta look after eachother always. and thank you i really needed to hear that too.
he doesn't understand how much i love him. the worst part is, he doesnt feel the same.
i feel you
Bruh don’t gotta rub it in
I can relate...and it really hurts
If only they could underestand...
They will come back to you when they realize they have lost you. Trust me I'm the guy who messed up and realized I messed up after years.
there is two types of pains, 1 that hurts you super badly.2 the type that hurts you but changes you as well.
mine is 2
tuff
yes
is there an all above option?😃
I have felt those.....
Missing someone is part of loving them:)
What if they don’t like me I love them to much to let go
I'm listening to this playlist with tears in my eyes, but please, we've got this buddy. Hang in there, ok?
People say that the saddest part is saying goodbye to people you wanna spend the rest of your life with, but actually the saddest part is them becoming stranger with memories without even saying goodbye 🥺
my bestfriend moved away a couple of monthes ago and we have tried to keep in touch but were just not talking as much and now i feel like if i text her im just bothering her
@@hazelbearden1102 no
@@hazelbearden1102 don't worry
my brother cant fucking balance on a cliff
feeling lonely slowly breaks you, and its the type of break u can't repair
i made a sad song, i would be so happy if you could check it out 🙈 th-cam.com/video/mCZ_Z6kGM0Q/w-d-xo.html :)
Hey look.. I feel you pain. Your Not alone. Together we will got this! Keep fighting love❤️❤️your so much more then you think, your so worth it never forget that please
The kind of break you cant fix, but they can. I get that too
Listening to this with headphones on with ur 8 and 10 year old cousins in the room trying not to cry hits different :)
oh yeah Hhaha
They are listening PATIENTLY? 😰
Fr tho
@@jess78231 nah their watching tv lol
My brain and fingers hurt buuuuuuuuuut.....Heres your timestamps
0:01- can we kiss forever ~kina
3:27- I love you ~ billie ellish
8:51- heather ~ conan gray
13:15- before you go ~ lewis capaldi
17:21- say you won’t let go ~ james arthur
21:49- all I want ~ kodaline
28:12- forever ~ lewis capaldi
32:25- love me like you do ~ ellie goulding
37:33- 12:45 ~ etham
41:03- lose you to love me ~ selena gomez
45:07- like im gonna loose you ~ megan trainor
50:13- say something ~ a great big world
55:00- 1 sided love ~ blackbear
58:12- anyone ~ justin bieber
1:02:15- umbrella ~ rihanna
1:07:04- better ~ khalid
1:11:23- if you want love ~ NF
1:15:11- 2002 ~ anne marie
1:17:16- love story ~ taylor swift
1:21:46- graveyard ~ halsey
1:25:17- memories ~ maroon 5
1:28:53- 2 soon ~ keshi
1:32:40- less of you ~ keshi
1:36:34- eastside ~ benny blanco, halsey, khalid
1:39:51- better ~ parachute
1:41:02- no tears left to cry ~ ariana grande
i love you.
People like you deserve awards
I LOVE YOU!
Thankyouuuuuuu
"Sometimes the hardest thing is to say goodbye to someone. Knowing that you'll never say hello to them again." ~Uchiha Itachi
Ouch
True
This guy went through a lot
Tru, but its even harder not being able to say goodbye knowing that your only chance went.
Very true
Fun fact: your going through the comments and hiding back the tears on the story's people are saying while you think of them.
no lmao im chillin. yall so extra. i just like this music cause its soothing to study to.
Gonna wait for the time you come here to cry
@@aayeshfaridi9442 it's cool if you're here for that, but reading the title it's pretty obvious why most people are here. So... no, this doesn't feel so extra.
Fun Fact: Have of your thoughts change in a single day about a person but what feeling that feels like forever is love...
Stalker
To everyone who is struggling with something: Its okay to cry it's okay. Let it out! Soon it will be better. Stay tuned! Let nothing take your power! Your amazing
its been 6 months and he's still on my mind, the fact that it was a long distance relationship and i'm still not over him when he's all happy and moved on with my ex best friend its just so overwhelming lmaooaoa, i left him but in hopes of getting back together cause HE AGREED TO THAT BUT ONE WEEK LATER HE WAS DATIN SOME OTHER GIRL AND WAS TOXIC TO ME ASF LIKE BOY WHAT DID I DO WRONG, still i miss his devilish smirk and those deep eyes that made me fall in love with him, his voice when he had just woken up and talking to me, the way we used to joke about offensive stuff and the way he was so genuinely nice and how we used to never run out of topics to talk, how we used to fall asleep on calls and sing each other to sleep. how he comforted me when i was crying, how i supported him through everything he was going through.. just the way he was. just ugh.
I am missing him so much it hurts more than life.
I feel you... I'm miss him (my ex) too... I'm hurting too that there's nothing I can do to bring him back. I try so hard to forget him, and forgive all the pain he created and even when he broke my heart in millions of pieces. he even ignored me when I was so down, and I wanted to talk to him because he was the only one who knew I had cutting and self injury problems... but he just said " Iet me think about it" he had to think for a second if he really wanted to talk to me again after I already told him I needed to talk to him, and that I was cutting myself again.
Every memory that flashes back into my mind, hurts me so bad that sometimes I even see him in my dreams, and Idk but sometimes I think I see him, but actually its just someone else. He doesn't know how much he has hurted me. So yea, I feel you too. But we are strong! And we can get through this pain. Storms don't last forever; the sky will clear and the sun will come out. And I can't wait for that to happen.
i know i miss him too and he acts like nothing happened i know i am here if you need
@@dotsandhearts2479 I got cheated on and degraded multiple times by my ex girlfriend. I say I’ve moved on but in reality, I haven’t. I try to get through everyday without thinking about her. Why do we still love the people that hurt us????
exactly... why do we still love people that hurt us?
@@dotsandhearts2479 we are here
Reminder: "winners are not people who never fail, but people who never quit."
Amen
Guess I’m not a winner
@@skylermartinez4567 true, if something not to important is to hard for me i always quit, like why should i do it if i dont need it?
You dont do shit for my love but expect me to give you all of it, i rather be home alone with the boys having fun then being with a fake ho3
@@okok-nb5ye 😃huh
@@skylermartinez4567 what
Man music is such a escape…I feel this playlist every night from 1AM until I fall asleep 😩😩🥺❤️
I think about you all the time.
When I hear all the love songs only phone,
The sad ones, too-
The wind blows and my thoughts drift to you.
But I’m just so tired of the missing, and the crying
And the yearning, and the trying.
Going about my day with a hole in my chest,
Laying awake because I’m too tired to rest,
And remembering all the moments.
The moments I wish I could relive.
If regret has an opposite,
it’s what I feel when I think of us.
My head on your shoulder,
Holding hands on the bus…
A time that’s come and gone.
Damn, I really thought you were the one.
And I hope you will be one day.
But for now, I’ll let our colors fade to gray…
And spend my nights listening to sad playlists on TH-cam, evidently.
"The sadnest thing is that you never knew you were making memories you just knew you were having fun"
i was babysitting this little girl named hope, she was a very wise little girl and loved to collect dimes. she saw my scars one day and gave them a kiss and me a dime. she passed away a week later. i kiss the dime every time i’m about to cut. i’m 4 months clean
shes watching over you and every time you kiss that dime she is right there with you
You are strong... I'm sure she's proud of you too :) ❤️
Take Care ❤️
aw 🥺❤️
I want to forget her, but i can't, when i'm about to give up she just gives me a little bit of hope and them the cycle continues for ever and ever. I'm just so sick of suffering.
When you realise that he’s actually gone and you won’t see him until another lifetime. Rest easy dad. ❤️🕊
im so sorry for your loss, sending hugs and prayers to you and yours.
Fact: I'm still gonna be here for you even when your out with her
😔
this!!!!
Same :///
It's hurting man🥺
The hardest goodbyes is when you dont know its the last
Omg you just made me cry in one sentence
Yeah. the last time I saw my dad I was mad at him so I didnt say bye or i love you
cant agree. i think it is harder when you know it is the last one. when you sit there and you know there is nothing in the world that you could do to save this moment. that is the shit that will keep you up every night overthinking what you could have said or done.
I know that too good, lost 2 ppl of my family.. but if anyone needs help or someone to talk to I'm always there.. instagram:@deepstxnce
..until you do know bc you know he loves her and not you, even though you would do anything on earth to be back with him, it will never be enough, he will always love her not you
miss her but have to accept the reality that she want me no more and knowing that shes happy with someone else now makes my heart broke into pieces.
thank you the 3yr memories babe, I hope he can do better, love better and care better than me. I'll be okay not now but soon.
I hope anyone listening to this right now because they are feeling it gets better. We are all listening for different reasons whether we are just in our feels or we need to escape. It gets better and I hope you all find true happiness. You guys are gods angels and he does not want you guys sad . Life will beat us to the ground and push us towards ending it once and for all. But we need to push through it I love all of you.
I know of a man who could help you restore back your relationship either your ex or soulmate🥰🥰
Whatsaap him"**
I don´t know if the love still real...
Why's that?
Tacos will always love you.
@@ralphgonzalez861 True That
yep same i have never seen people love eachother in real life i mean i know some married people but it doesnt feel like they love each other at all i only have hope love still exists because of anime movies and stories... never seen it in real life now that i think about it its kinda sad
IS REALLY RAREEE ....and I didn't relisted and I lost it ...I can't do none now is the horrible feeling
i close my eyes go to sleep and im in a world where i have friends who notice me when im around and when im with my family not everythings my fault, im happy i dont have to live with this pain. then i wake up.
I close my eyes and see darkness because no one cares about me, so I gave up on wishing someone did
Hii I'm very sorry for you and I wish you the best❤️❤️ If you want to talk to someone, just text me @omanjyuu_113
Pov: you’re laying on your bed staring at the ceiling, crying your eyes out but trying your best not to make noise. All you can think abt is, him..
Edit: feel free to rant :)
when sleep isn’t sleep anymore and it’s an escape from reality 😔✌️
Facts
My online school started today, I can't do it. I just wanna lose myself and disappear;
Getting up seems like a chore nowdays.
Stay strong bro. U got this ! If u need to vent , im here. Friendly stranger 😁. I’m also in online schooling. It’s difficult yes. And yes I’m also struggling. So I can relate. Just promise me to stay strong dude 😊
I've been in on-line schooling for so long and I'm not even going in anymore, I'm so close to just.. giving up
@@lovesbunniesnferrets noo!! don't give up. it's just a phase and it's going to end soon. We're going to go back to normal life and almost everything will go back to how it was before. Just know that you are not alone and if you need to talk I am here and i will be glad to help.
I feel you bro... 😔
Yes.
the only person I'm missing is my happy self
i made a sad song, i would be so happy if you could check it out 🙈
Good 4 u 😏
@@ThaiNguyen-ly4lm um that’s not ok. U could have at least said something nice or encouraging:/😐
you got this :))
@@KittyCat-dp2lc thank you, things are slowly getting better
“Im fine”
F- faking my smile everyday
I- in everyones way
N- never the first choice
E- emotionless
fun fact: in a parallel universe, you still chose me over everything and talked to me like you cared ..💕
I miss him everyday, I see him in his sisters eyes. His mom still calls me and let’s me sit in his room when I’m feeling down. I wish I could tell him that I love him one more time. I couldn’t imagine life without him. We always said we would die without each other but I never thought he meant it like this 💔
Ohh my goshh im so so so sorry for yall, i really am, that must be painfull, im sorry
It's the worst feeling in the world.
you know what makes me happy?
the couple in the background are still together!!!
I wish there was a Spotify playlist for these songs
Why don't u make ur own playlist with these songs?
@@ily3414 no this lofi version has its own vibe whichll never be there in the original version
Its not 4am but i wanna hug him for some physical and emotional support guess its me and my pillow tonight
Sometimes i wonder if he actually loves me like he says, or if he's just bored and is playing with my heart.
Me too..we are not together anymore but we still act or acted like it. He hasn't contacted me for almost 2 weeks now. I don't want too be the first one too cuz I always do; I want to know if he is thinking of me or wants to talk to me. It's really hard for me bc I love him with my whole heart and I really see us working along the years. But idk anymore not talking to him for so long makes me overthink and all I think abt is him. I hate it because I wonder if he thinks abt me at all I wonder if he misses me. I hate to say this but I want or crave his attention. I just want his love as pathetic as that sounds. I just want him..I want it to go back like it used to be between us but I really think everything we have..or had is gone I feel so empty without him.
Hopefully you could relate to this.
@@Golden_Pikle Hi, I think he is not enough confident and if it`s happen he will regret about his lost. (as a male, i have the same situation with one girl) So he just don`t what he wants now.
I feel like he’s using me for my body he’s my best friend ppl say wait up guys aren’t dating or u guys should date, u guys act like it IK WE DO IK HES USING ME AND IK WE R PERFECT FOR EACHOTHER ITS JUST...right person wrong time I love him more than I want and need rn I’m going through enough and I’ve gone through enough I just don’t need this rn
@@fucktheusername5103 Um I would like to say try talk about it and try to be friends again as a woman myself but I know that wouldn't work. Talk to him about how you're feeling and see how he reacts, and if he understands what you mean bring up in the conversation "Do you like me just for my body?" and see how it goes down. If he gets angry, defensive or changes the conversation break it off and move on which I know is difficult but it's needed to start a different one....but in the end it's your choice and you'll make mistakes and have fights in life, that's life and there's nothing that can change it except you and your choices
I loved her so much but she fell out of love with me and left me and it hurts so much I can’t describe how much I loved her man,I would die for her,I still would,I had 5 breakdowns and I don’t know what to do,I’m praying one day me and her can be together again😔💔
It's so sad that people nowadays don't know what it is like being a teenager now. So many depressed and suicidal kids are going through with too much and others just keep putting more on them. And the only thing keeping us from going insane is technology and yet parents keep taking it away from us for no reason at all. They think it's because we are being lazy or we are being dramatic yet they haven't seen half of it. Growing up these days is not like the days our parents have grown up in. We get it okay. We get that we aren't like yall. We aren't the perfect kids yall were. It hurts every single day. So stop comparing us to you or others. We can't help who we are. Yall think we have it easier but trust us yall definitely had it way easier. If only you knew how bad it really is everything would be different. You would see from our point of view, instead of yall trying to take away our phones thinking that that will just completely fix us, you would listen and just comfort us when we need it the most. Every single teenager out here ar crying their hearts out because they have no one to be there for them. Kids hide things from you because they know that they would somehow get in trouble for just staying up late or judge them for something that is completely normal. Yall think that us sneaking around and lying is bad, but yall did it too when yall were younger. Yall push us to spend more time and be more open with yall but the second we do you aren't listening or you just yell at us for our grades and bad behavior. Because that is the only thing you're hearing or seeing from us. Yall need to know the difference between "being lazy" and being mentally unstable. So instead of just looking at what you think others think about you and your kid(s), look at your child and talk to them. Hear us out and care about our mental state and not others' thoughts, because if you really care for us like you say you do, then look and listen to how heartbroken we really are. I'm only 14 and know this much.
you kinda just explained my life a little bit.
I’m 11 and I understand this.. ☹️
I'm 15 and I knew this since I was 9...
who much are you gonna say yall? She yeah:
(no hate I love your words )
im 12 and i completely agree with everything you said, though at this point my parents are so distant and unaware that if they were to try to talk to me i wouldn't be comfortable with it
Missing him and knowing that's all there ever will be
as happy as i am with her, i wish we were able to have moments like the ones in the photos.
For those who ever read this. It doesn't matter if you're alone. As long as you got your own back you're fine. Pick yourself up and give yourself a push. You got this love. Be strong. Love yourself. Live.
Thank you
Thank you bro
THANKS YOU HEARING THIS REVISED ME
thank you
Thank you, muito obrigada 😊
Everyone here misses other people. And here I am, missing my old self. The one I lost somehow.
create your new self. think about what you want to be, your goals and dreams, how you want to be, how your mentality should be and more. And then work for it just create it… (for example when you want a clear mind write everything down and stuff)
Hope it helps a bit
@@NovaKienast hey thanks i love you
@@iamapotato3285 ❤❤
😔💔 I lost everything I lost myself my dad my mum my siblings whyy always me 😭😭
It’s been 3 months since my best friend for 2 years said she was tired of me and left me. She’s now better than ever, and I’m happy for her. But I miss her so much.it’s like how one miss their ex but for me it’s my friend. I don’t talk much in general anymore. Even when the times I’m amongst my other friends, I feel so detached from the rest, and felt really alone in a room full of people. I’m so tired. I’m tired of everything. I want her to come back. I miss her so much. I used to cry so much for the last 2 months, but now all I feel is numbness, and the funny thing is I can feel all the pent up anger, frustrations and sadness just bottled up, forced down back down my throat. I can’t cry anymore, and I don’t know why. I just really really miss her, so so much
Arg, where do I begin , I am inlove with him. The first time I made eye contact with him I knew he was the one, He was nervous, I in turn became nervous as time went by. I felt a connection so deep with him, I still do. He listens to me , understands me , let's me cry on his shoulder , his famous "Talk to me" line always gets me. He cares about me , opens me up and I still wonder how. What did I do to deserve this boy. He has been through alot but doesn't open up easily,he told me that from the beginning.I sometimes feel like I burden him with my emotions, the fact that I can only do long distance. I am going to hold on to our love, what I know . If we both want it as much it will work out. I love him so much.
How come it feels more safe telling strangers how I feel than telling my own family and/or friends how I feel?
Edit: ik I commented this a year ago but tysm for all the comments and likes. It means a lot to me that others understand me a bit. Truly, thank you all. 💚
no fear of invalidation/rejection
The closest people are often more judgemental of you because they think they know exactly who you are. Faceless strangers on the internet will not hold that same bias.
because the strangers don't judge you the way they do. The strangers understand how you feel and have been in your shoes.
@@xiaog9201 couldn't agree more
I do agree with you. It's really easier to share it to strangers, to friends I met online.
ya'll ready for lonely day on the 14th
edit- its lonely day y'all stay positive tho
yuppers
Yeah 😕
Yep 😄🙂
More Ready than I’ll ever be
y'all we have each other:)
Even being with someone I still feel completely alone most days, and when I need to let it out I find my way to a quiet place outside and cry until I feel ok again.... music feels like the only escape to life I've got
I just really miss her, we were best friends for 7 years before we started dating. with the relationship being over I feel as if i’ve lost my other half, although I don’t cry about it and have agreed with that. I don’t think I’ll ever be fully okay
Fact: while we are sitting here, with our heart aching, they are having fun and not thinking of us.. 😁 I guess it’s fine
I keep telling myself it’ll be okay eventually, but I don’t even have the motivation to do my work. It’s only day one and I have to see them again tomorrow.
@@phoenixfire4243 me too man, she is my classmate. I have to convince myself everyday that one day it won't hurt as much as now, I hope I am right.. caz it hurts so much seeing her behaving as if we didn't know each other at all.
@@sahilchhabra2391 mood, been four months and it hurts like a bitch. May i ask for an update..?
@@connor5150 it's still tough man! However our exams are going on and we have different exam halls so we haven't crossed path in like a week . But still I am just..uk not Mr. Funny and happy guy anymore that I used to be. I wake up everyday with a bad mood and it stays same all day.
@@sahilchhabra2391 same man, everyday is the same. I’ve seemed to push everyone away and im just mad all the time. Good luck with your exams, we start ours today
I’m not sure who will see this, but hi. I don’t know what you’ve been through, what your name is, or who you will be. But from the bottom of my heart, I hope you’re hanging in there. I’m proud of you for coming this far, and I hope you have an amazing life!
-A stranger who should probably be asleep by now
thank you.
Thank you, and I hope the best of luck for you now and the future. I really needed that, thank you again 🥺
@@aurelateraku2922 Thank you as well, and I’m glad my message reached you ^^
tysm, I hope you’re doing great as well
I love you so much, you're the only person who said that, I don't know where you're from but... I love you so much and I hope your life is wonderful
- of a person who should already be smiling
how beautiful a piece of music can get? this is such a lovely world with love . don't hurt anyone guys. spread love even you won't return it the same . that's how the life works man.
in june of 2021, my best friend of 8 years and i started dating. it was an amazing relationship. they had my back and i had theirs. and then, one day, they called me.
they broke the news to me that they were moving over 1,000 miles away from me. i was able to stay calm and collected on the phone, and then they hung up. i completely lost it. full breakdown. i knew there was nothing i could do about it. i knew i was going to lose them. we hung out for one last time. we laughed, and we cried. we took the time to soak up that last bit of physical affection we could give eachother for what would be a while. i still haven’t seen them in person. it’s been an entire year almost. they texted me today.
“jupiter, i hate to tell you this. i just think we need to break up. it’s not like we can see eachother anyways. what’s the point? goodbye.” i read that text, and broke down. tears streaming down my face, me wanting to scream and cry, even though i knew it was going to happen. an 8 year friendship and almost 1 year relationship gone to waist. down the drain. god i miss them so much. they kept me happy. they’re were my main will to live. i’m not sure what’s going to happen to me now.
When I think of you, I think about all the memories. We had so many good times. Laughing and loving. And I miss that.
But then I remember the fighting. The mean words. The hate.
I don't miss you. I miss the memory of you.
I miss the good memories but not the hurtful person who gave them to me
This.
I miss the memory of the person I thought he was, not the person I see now
the worst feeling in life is when someone asks if your okay and you say "yeah im okay" instead of your true feelings so you dont worry them..
cant even remember how many times ive needed to do this
I feel you
For real!
i know I dont know you guys but like-
i love some people on the internet.
they are some of the most supportive people- going through some of the most tough things-
just trying to help other people out-
i cant help it- like thank you.
I have not always had a happy life to be quite honest, but when he came in he lit up my world, I found a reason to tackle everyday.. I love him so much🥺
Its funny when your listening to this music and thinking about them but they're with someone else and laughing while he's not thinking about you and your here crying
I felt that hard
it kinda hurts because my mind tries to find someone I could think about while listening to this, but the truth is that I have no one to love like this. i miss it.
I used to be like this but now, that I have someone to think about. It hurts more than anything in the world.
@@arshkhan4935 I respect you so much for this; you're strong because you admitted it. Good luck
facts
Wdym I’m over here crying over someone I never dated💀
@@Annapan000 It must be so hard for you, I swear I'm sorry that you gotta hurt this way. I only meant that I miss loving someone, because even when I cried for it, it filled the lack of love I always feel! That's all :)
The fact tht we r nt able to tell our problems to anyone cause they're actually nt understanding wt we r going through hits always .....so yu hold up everything in wid yu without telling anyone
this playlist made me realized I'm finally over him. a few years ago, I would of cried to every song. I feel lifted.
I miss him so much but he loves someone else and it kills me every single day.
m2
Same💔
Felt that 😭😔
fr tho
Same
why cant he just reach out and tell me he didnt mean it and that he still loves me. why cant i be good enough for just one person. he promised man. he fucking promised.
I feel you 💔
You are loved
aw i feel u dude :/ the same exact thing happened to me, let’s get through this together okay?
Same😕
i feel you and i am struggling alot i gave the gave the girl everything and she left me and i was like why and she just said i lost feelings and i asked her why and she told me i am changing and i was like okay i am happy for you but we can change together we can get to know our lives and i considered her as a bestfriend and wife and everything to me and i forgave her after cheating on me more than once why life is so unfair i cant live like that anymore. :(
This feeling it’s painful but beautiful at the same time
you are someone that I want to protect
you are someone who can make my day
just by smiling
your eyes sparkle when you look at me
your smile is the most precious thing
your sarcasm is ridiculous
your laugh is gold
your hair is fluffy and when the wind blows on it flys everywhere and it's funny
your laugh makes everyone disappear and brings me into my world
your presence is comforting and I feel at ease beside you
your scent makes me feel at home like how the fresh smell of a new car comforts you
the way u talk and move makes me feel secure
the way you are so sensitive
the way you say bao bei to the guys' friends makes my heart flutter
when you talk to girls it makes me so jealous
when I see you I feel relived
the way you put your hand on my head
the way you look into my eyes
the way you stand alone so awkwardly then going to find someone to hang with
your past and your insecurities are things I want to protect
the ways you were hurt make me want to protect you
I want to make you as happy as you can be
my best friend, my crush
I haven't admired someone like this for a long time
I wanna be with you to actually do things that I currently cant as your best friend
you seek attention and kindness which I am an expert at
unfortunately, you don't know me yet
under my smile and actions, I am bruised
but that's beside my point
every kind of thing I do
everything I do that I force myself to do although I am shy to do so
every little thing I do is because I like you
I know you don't feel the same
you like someone else
I am the opposite of your type
no matter what I will always be by your side
I will always be here if you ever need anything
if you ever need a listening ear or a helping hand
if you need a shoulder to lean on
if you ever need a shoulder to cry on
if you ever need to feel comfort
I will always be here
I will never leave
I will always be there when your alone
I will always be someone you can run to
I will always be beside you
I will always wait for you at the bus stop till the bus arrives and see you off
I will always help you with your work
I will always wait for you
even if you hurt me
even if you leave me
I will always welcome you with open arms
I will cherish every moment I have with you
hence please forgive me
as I will never express my feelings to you
I am scared to be hurt again
I am scared to be abandoned again I'm scared of rejection
so I will not take risks and chances
I follow my head and not my heart
will expect disappointment to not feel as disappointed
forgive me for I will always love you and love hurts
-Pris
the perfect message for the one you love the most but cant tell them because ur to scared of being hurt again
It’s been about a year now... it’s Valentine’s Day...yes I’m still here crying over you...still have that teddy bear u gave me but it’s stained with tears... now your with her ... but just know I’ll always love you and want u and miss you... forever and always 😭
A true friend isn’t someone that makes you forget your problems
A true friend is there by your side when facing them 🥀
THIS. ❤
you ever just have that moment of realization that you are utterly in love with someone but you cant tell them? me too man me too
Their is never a reason not to tell them
Just say it, and let fate take the rest of everything
@@Jay-wy2rg when they are currently dating one of your best friends then it kinda outs a block in front of it
POV: You're the "therapist friend."
I really miss him...and it hurts even more when we run into each other but don't even talk...if only I could get you back and relive all the moments we spend and share every smile laughter and joy together, and the ONE thing that really is breaking me down is the way I spend my time with you in my dreams can't be a reality. That's the moment I feel like sleeping forever and not waking just to be with you :'(
pff i am crying :(
No entendí:(
I feel you it hurts so much:((
It pains me to see you move on when I never even forgot you...
The worst thing about myself when I cry is I just stop and accept my pain. I always tell myself I’m ok,even when I’m not.I miss my special person more than anything. I feel like the luckiest person in the world when I’m with her.she’s always on my mind.and when I cry thinking about her, I just lie to myself and say I’m fine.Can anyone else relate?
yea i feel u
I can, i had to see my ex for the first time in 1½ years. she moved on and is doing better. but what hurt most was seeing and hearing her laugh.