MEANT TO BE. (Official Audio)

Officially releases on all platforms on July 5th.
Written, Performed & Produced by Joshua George (Jae-D.E)
Lyrics:
These days I won't get out of the house
Inspired by peace I won't find in the streets,
I broke a couple of hearts in a year
Father forgive me, I struggle to sleep,
Lord knows I try to get down on my knees,
but everyday I just question my faith;
She cannot wait til the day I'm replaced,
By wearing a mask I'll be saving my face
Singing your praises whenever they ask
I'm taking the hit like it's only my fault,
Antics are childish and I cannot front
These days I feel like the only adult,
I severed the ties, I'm telling them lies
Pretending that I am no longer attached,
Tried reaching out in the form of a text
I might've been drunk, but I swore that I meant
Every word, I'll never be cured
You left me a scar you believe is a wound,
I woke up feeling like healing is due
I know the phase of your healing is through,
Head has been (gone)
The spark was enough to make sure we never run out again
L-O-M-L, the day that I fell,
I promised to never get up again
Meant to be? Actually, gradually... fade
We can be, in love for weeks, but I'm stuck in my ... ways
I'm trying to change
But you're tucking my chains,
Cause I'll be remaining a slave to the last,
I can't accept that we're now in the ...
Meant to be? Actually, gradually... fade
We can be, in love for weeks, but I'm stuck in my ... ways
I'm trying to change
But you're tucking my chains,
Cause I'll be remaining a slave to the last,
I can't accept that we're now in the (past)
Break my heart for what betters your own
You might need a cleanse from all that I've done,
I have been working on me for a month,
I stare in the mirror and I see the one
No longer got the desire to chase,
Desperation is a negative look
Therapy I keep forgetting to book
Energy drained, I'm actually shook