I can't believe this little Presentaur collab happened by randomly bumping into you in Nottingham. You've heard it a million times but you're my all time favourite painter and you painting my weird miniature garbage is a dream come true. Thanks for sharing your journey, so much adventure ahead!
Knowing you did the illustrations for goofy blood bowl makes so much sense! As a kid I fell in love with old school blood bowl for just how goofy it was and seeing it come back in a modern goofy way after taking it self quite seriously for a few editions was really delightful!
As someone who also grew up not falling within what would be considered “girly” it’s incredibly impactful to watch this video. You’re an inspiration for women in the hobby!
As somebody who went into the videogame industry out of passaion, I definitely resonated with what you are saying. I left the industry getting laid off (which was the best thing that could happen to me) and started taking my mental health more seriously. Today I work a well paid "boring" job in the IT department of a bank and am in a much better place mentally. I enjoy the luxury of being able to engage with my hobby on my own terms now.
@@roguehobbies Yeah, that bit at the end was a bit of an emotional sucker punch - but in a good way! As someone who also isn't the best at being kind to myself, it was just a really nice thing to hear. Thank you!
This spoke to my 6 year old little girl self that wore a Spiderman costume 24/7 and forever ran around with any long object claiming to be Aragorn😂 Thank you so much for all the content you're putting out and I know I can speak for the entire community when we say we're so proud and excited for what you bring to this wacky little hobby world! We've got your back, always! ❤
I'm not a gamer, never painted a mini, never been in to Warhammer and suchlike and never brushed acrylics as a mainstream choice but I do build models for Airfix Model World magazine. That's all airbrushing lacquers, enamels and acrylics, with enamels favourite when hairy sticks make an appearance. I'm now really tempted to dabble in some minis using stuff from my comfort zone, just to see how it unfolds. In the mean time, keep on keeping on L as it's great fun to watch and an undiluted pleasure to see someone having simple fun and not taking themselves seriously - in an environment where the toxicity I bump into in my own modelling circles just doesn't exist. Your enthusiasm is infectious...🙂
Thank you for this video, and for being on the women in wargaming panel at Salute on Saturday. Seeing my niece growing up and the hobbies and obsessions she has chosen to embrace has really reinforced how important representation is, whether that in having a YT creator you can look to or even just having a friend who you can look to and can encourage you. Keep on painting weird little goblins, because you never know who'll look at that and be inspired to do it as well.
From a random voice in the universe… make peace with the fact that you are gifted. It is ok to be you. Just watching this quick little paint job… you are light years beyond most people. :)
Hi Louise! Been painting and participating in Warhammer for nearly 30 years now. In the last year, you taught me so many painting techniques I didn't know, and made them easy. Thank you. And now I spread what I've learned from you to my hobby community!
I totally understand imposter syndrome and I know part of it (for me at least) is struggling to accept praise and compliments and take them seriously. But despite that, I think it's still important to help each other out and give boosts of positivity where it's due. Super happy that you've made these bold steps and looking forward to following your happy rogue adventure!
Nearly 50k subscribers in 2 weeks shows how many people love you and your painting. Can't wait to see more and hope you can have a reunion with Peachy over on The Painting Phase.
It's great to hear people speak honestly about their struggles. It certainly helps others to talk about these things too. Thanks so much for that and for sharing your infectious enthusiasm ❤
The Warhammer Alliance programme is amazing! I ran a Warhammer alliance club at the previous school I taught at for about 4 years. The tiny alliance team (I think it's literally 2 people) couldn't have been more awesome or helpful to work with - plus the amount of resources they provided us with (models/paints/tools/etc) was mad!
I just had a pretty bad night at work, nearly having another anxiety attack and your closing comments made me cry...like, in a good way. I currently struggle with allowing myself to fail without freaking out about it. I've always described myself as a perfectionist who isn't good at anything. You may be able to see the potential slurry of negative adjectives this can create. Anyone struggling with confidence or anxiety can take heart in your message.
Kudos for being honest with yourself and having the guts to take a step forward in your life. Looking forward to watching you paint wacky things. Have fun!
It is now more than 20 years ago that I took a job in a local Games Workshop Store, and since I was also trained in architectural modeling as a draftsman, I was able to build quite good ruins for the game tables there relatively quickly, which were always very well received, the years at Games Workshop were really great and brought me a lot of joy, at some point, however, I really had to earn money, and so I changed jobs and can now look back on a lucrative career, the hobby, however, has never let me go, I am now for more than 30 years in this hobby and will continue to try it in the next few years to paint my minis great. I am sure that follow your Channel to stay get in touch with the Community.
God I can identify with your words - been a graphic designer for over 10 years and feel like the creativity is being sucked out of the job by advancements in automation and the commodifying of what was once a craft. So eager to find my own ‘Rogue’ and a new outlet to scratch the creative itch, so hearing you feeling the same doubts and doing it anyway is a huge help, thanks Louise 😊
I hadn't really noticed the whole "only hands" thing until someone commented how it's probably for easier international dubbing. Probably didn't notice because it's the same format used everywhere now. Sure, it makes perfect business sense, but it just feels sterile compared to what came before. Sorta like the masses of cookiecutter restoration videos that started showing up after that trend took off.
Yeah, I spent years of my life getting qualified as a web developer... then with the advent of the more complex/accessible frameworks my option was... do work that killed my soul and had none of what I enjoyed, or accept I had wasted (partially) 4 years of education
I never comment on videos but I just had to after watching this. That was a very generous insight into your journey Louise. I’m sure a lot of us can really understand and empathise with some of your struggles, especially imposter syndrome and the idea of being “less than” in some way. Thank you for your vulnerability, embrace the inner goblin! We are never better than when we are being authentically ourselves 💚.
Hi, Louise. I'm watching this from the future! In the way that the TH-cam algorithm works. And, after watching several of your videos real out of order as I paint today, I can confirm. Yes. You are happy. And vibrant. And rainbowtastic. Leaps of faith are crazy, and you made the right one. Thank you for the inspiration, both professionally and paintingly. Paint on!
When I put this on, my kitten jumped on my lap and stayed there to watch the whole video. Apparently he, as a little goblin creature, recognises a kindred spirit!
Louise, we met at Warhammer Fest some years ago, I was really inspired by your psychedelic gloomspite and somewhat rebellious take on painting schemes and style. I studied the photos I took for some time after, great job. Well done for taking the leap, I am now able to put a name to the face. I wish you all the success your talents are worth. 101k subscribers..amazing!
I completely understand loving where you work, not the Company itself but rather the company - the people. I've recently been made redundant and the hardest part is that, after 25 years, I've left behind a lot of people who I care for. I'm glad you've found what works for you, teaching.
Myself and a friend met you a few years ago at the UK Games Expo when GW released Contrast Paints. He is a very big fan of your art style. We had a lovely chat then proceeded to spent hours playing around with Contrast Paints, we even went off and bought our own brushes to use.
I just happened upon your channel today when I stumbled upon your account of attending the Bring Out Your Lead event. As someone who has been playing fantasy and sci fi "wargames" with miniature figures since 1977 (when EVERYTHING was lead - Heritage, Hinchcliffe, Knights and Magik, Ral Partha, etc), I really enjoyed the images of the old figures and the artists. I particularly enjoyed your infectious attitude - the joy you felt being there with your friends really shone through. I'm a retired engineer without much artistic talent, but I've relaxed painting miniature figures for 46 years without ever really getting good at it. My daughter is a professional artist, however, so I have some inkling of the passion you feel towards your work - and of some of the struggles you might have experienced. Best wishes for your continuing journey.....
Remember seeing those Orkz in /wip/ back as they were being painted, you've done so much since then! Glad to see you're still in the hobby, lovely work on Presentaur
Be kind to yourself, Louise! I understand what it’s like to have imposter syndrome, but I hope someday you can truly , fully appreciate your talent and the positive impact you have on many of us in the community, free of the shackles of self-doubt and imposter syndrome. ❤
I am so excited to see where this channel and project goes. I don't know you, but you seem so full of joy and enthusiasm and love for the hobby we love, and such a positive impact on the hobby and those around you. Keep being a fantastic, weird little goblin, we need more of your joy and positivity in the world!
As an ex GW manager back during the rough 2010-2015 time, I kind of understand from a different perspective what you mean about the love for everything the community and people, and hobby stands for, but stuck, limited and also (adding my main feeling), like there is a huge pull to behave a certain way and feeling like you didn't have a voice (unless it completely agreed with everything all of the time). I look back on everything I did with rose tinted glasses on purpose though, as I now use a lot of skills I gained in numerous other ways. Creating this channel, and doing this shows that you are doing the same (much quicker than I did too.... So kudos). It takes a very specific kind of person to live and breathe, for decades, a role in GW. Especially HQ. I love that certain people can do it, and it obviously works. But I'm extremely glad for you , that you did what you did and this wonderful creation shows you did the right thing. All the best.
Louise, your passion for painting and teaching is so evident and you do so with so much personality while still remaining humble. I hope that this new venture is everything you’ve hoped for because you truly deserve it. I’ve spent many afternoons with my son (4) watching your content on WH+, and we are so excited to see where this journey takes you! Stay true to yourself and it will all work out!
For someone who hasn’t painted in 30 years, and also for whom their dream job didn’t quite work out, this is some inspirational stuff right here. Best of Luck to you in living your best life Louise
I found myself unconsciously smiling so many times while watching this video. A lovely tale of creativity, modesty and very relatable. I sincerely hope this is a huge success for you- I cant wait to see more of your work!!
You have the charisma, authenticity and energy to make a huge impact on this adventure. Imposter syndrome is a thing for all of us painters who want to improve it seems, but most of us that are dedicated to it are better then we think. I am very glad to be here at the start and look forward to watching you and the community grow together.
Urgh, I'm old, older than those hex paints on the wall. I love this bright, painterly style. I too am compelled by the quirky goblinalia of this world. I look forward to plenty of such things here.
It's nice seeing people out of GW and being themselves. Legendary artist Adrian Smith even has a youtube channel. Maybe you could paint the new Tyranids in his famous Behemoth scheme as a collab.
I still remember when you were posting on those underwater basket weaving forums. I was, and still am, stricken by your Lisa Frank-esque Tzeentch stuff, but also by how incredibly clean it was.
That was delightful, wholesome, and really appreciate your courage in putting yourself out there. Hope this is an awesome journey for you that brings you lots of joy!
You have such a natural ability as a presenter. It’s a real talent. You’re obviously creative as well. This could be a great channel and you can make it whatever you want. Can’t wait to see what you do with it.
Really can’t agree with this more. All the content I watched in Warhammer + with Louise always felt so authentic and personable. This whole video feels like that turned up to 11! ❤❤❤
As someone who sufferes from confidence issues & anxiety when it comes to new experiences & new people I can relate to some of what you spoke about here. I used to have to force myself into GW stores when they were busy & not just walk past & pretend I was going into Boots all along 😅 I'm super happy you made the leap, it sounds like you knew it's what you needed to do, but that doesn't lessen how difficult a descision can feel before you make it. With regards to my own issues, I feel like expressing myself in the hobby, and sharing that on my own little channel helped somewhat, but my current job really restricts my free time so I don't get to do it as much as I'd like. It's fantastic to see someone like yourself take the leap into full time content creation, until I grow the confidence to do something like that myself, I'm more than happy to live the dream vicariously through you & others like you!
I never comment on videos, but this one I had too. I love this. All of this. I never engaged with the official warhammer content and have been delighted to see the personalities who strike it out on their own flurishing. You are now an auto-watch when I see a video posted. 10/10, would recommend.
Haha! I remember that skeleton outfit! Really stoked to see you branching out on your own, under your own rules. You’ll smash this and I look forward to seeing how this journey goes for you. And I am glad that I had some part in it way back at the start! Doors always open for a cuppa and a catch up when your next at home. For everyone else who wonders, I’m the Gavin she refers too 😂
Found parts of this very relatable! It must have taken you a lot of guts to share your experiences with us, I went through a bit of a dream job turned nightmare situation when I got a job at Games Workshop, and unfortunately it didn't work out, but I still love what they create and the community around it. you're a fantastic artist and presenter and I can't wait to see what else comes to this channel and from a fellow Scot, thank you for being one of our hobby heroes!
Sometimes the best thing to do is lower your shoulders and push forward. You were my favorite Master Class presenter on Warhammer +. You'll remain such here. You're awesome and I love the fact that you basically paint in the old style. Vibrant, bold colors and in weird wonderful fashions. Rock on crazy Goblin woman.
After moving, I had no friends. I eventually started warhammer. Boom, got all my close friends I have now. This hobby pretty much saved my life tbh. What you said was very validating!
I'm so glad to see that you're doing this for yourself, and I hope you continue to do so for as long as you wish to. Your painting style and your adoration of bright colors and joy in a space that is otherwise occupied by the grimmest of dark has really inspired me to ignore the trend and push toward painting things that make me happy too. Thank you for all that you do.
My goodnes, the picture of the little warhammer store literally gave me chills. All these fond memories of the little store in Aberdeen, where I used to live for a while myself, came up and it was amazing. Eventhough I only dared to actually go in after a few years. Beforehand I went to the little gamesshop in Cults, because it looked more friendly haha
I'm very happy for you - and for the hobby community - that your discovered your love for teaching others how to paint. Nice work on the fantastic mini!
My work isn't "hobby", but oh boy, do I relate to being sucked in by the place you work. Confusing the company for the people. Overcomitting,the panic attacks. Even the class awareness and understanding of the tension between the capital class and working class. I love what I do though, thus the forever conflict. Best of luck! Your adorable earnestness fill my little autistic heart with joy. ❤
Louise, I’ve been struggling with ADD and it affecting my hobby and personal life for as long as I can remember. Like I have 17 different building/painting projects in different phases of completion on my desk right now. I’ve always been hard on myself and never one for much self love or care, and the beginning of your open letter made me cry. Thank you I needed to hear that ❤
I don't really know what you went through at GW. I'm only tangentially part of the hobby, didn't know of you until today. Had to look up the "only hands" thing (idiotic decision from GW). But what you talk about regarding what sounds like burnout to me is really relatable. I'm currently at a job that's slowly grinding me to dust. But because I love the people I'm there with, because I love some parts of the job, because I have part of my self-worth tied up in the quality of my work, I haven't quit. That feeling of being led around my the nose into walls you saw coming miles away by corporate leadership who doesn't care about you, and still staying because you've got such lovely people all around you... It's a relatable experience. I hope you're doing better, and I hope this channel will let you do what you love and interact with people you love.
So, here I am at the back of 0630 randomly watching TH-cam with my coffee about to embark on a planned painting session... And here you are 😅 This is quite possibly the most endearing nineteen minutes and fourty four seconds i've seen in quite some time! i think I got something in my eye there... Your love letter to yourself really detonated something in there. Truly appreciate the brass on show, your personality and warmth shines through in spades and it does you credit. There are few things and people that impress me in the world, but I do find myself impressed none the less. Proud of you. Thanks for sharing and giving me something to ponder and appreciate this morning 🙃
Somehow I ran into this channel and I recognized you from WH+. At 35 years in the workforce I had a few dream jobs gone sour. When I was 20 I wanted to go in the military. We still had the draft where I became what I hoped for: an artillery sergeant. I loved it but also realized that as a career beyond the draft it would destroy me. I turned to IT and never looked back. But even within that I had dream jobs and companies that didn't work and took me longer to figure out. Being a loyal puppy I've stayed too long on many an occasion. I would bash myself for not loving where I was and what I was doing. I would tell myself "You like this. Now like it! You. Must. Love. It!". Of all people we are the ones letting ourselves be hurt the most. So even without details I get a bit of what you mean. Trying to find your way is being halfway there.
Having fun with our hobby is the most important thing, it doesn't matter if you are a Golden Daemon quality painter or just an amarure (like I am). Looking forward to following you on this channel.
I can't believe this little Presentaur collab happened by randomly bumping into you in Nottingham. You've heard it a million times but you're my all time favourite painter and you painting my weird miniature garbage is a dream come true. Thanks for sharing your journey, so much adventure ahead!
sometimes lil coincidences make a big difference :) You're a real inspiration, thanks so much
Presentaur is a cool mini. 😍
A fantastic paint job on a fantastic mini.
@@euansmith3699 I agree!
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“Bionicle I think changed my life and set me up to be the person I am today.” Never have I related to another human being more than in this moment.
That, all the goof, and "The little goblin human I was always meant to be" were so relatable it caused my brain to temporarily short circuit
Holy shit I just started this video and my interest has SPIKED
The original back on Mata nui was my childhood so good
kindred Kohli Heads unite..
Facts
The whole "My dream job was hurting me" just broke my cold bitter heart
Right!? That absolutely gutted me to hear. Louise is an absolute treasure
It really does break your brain too.
The anxiety of "imposter syndrome" still haunts me at 64 years old and after 35 years in my chosen profession. I surely do empathize.
Loved this. "The little goblin human I was meant to be" can we have a inspirational quote shirt with this please? 😂
Inspirational goblin merch drop soon
From all the fellow gerblins in the audience, good luck and go you! You got this.
I hope you’re not joking about the merch!
It's like Stranger Things Vecna but less genocidal supervillan and more nice creative open minded person
MEEERRRRRRRRCH
Knowing you did the illustrations for goofy blood bowl makes so much sense! As a kid I fell in love with old school blood bowl for just how goofy it was and seeing it come back in a modern goofy way after taking it self quite seriously for a few editions was really delightful!
As someone who also grew up not falling within what would be considered “girly” it’s incredibly impactful to watch this video. You’re an inspiration for women in the hobby!
Seconded!
As somebody who went into the videogame industry out of passaion, I definitely resonated with what you are saying. I left the industry getting laid off (which was the best thing that could happen to me) and started taking my mental health more seriously. Today I work a well paid "boring" job in the IT department of a bank and am in a much better place mentally. I enjoy the luxury of being able to engage with my hobby on my own terms now.
Was not expecting to tear up at this, but the last couple minutes got me. Thanks for sharing, Louise
It's okay I cried too ❤
@@roguehobbies Yeah, that bit at the end was a bit of an emotional sucker punch - but in a good way! As someone who also isn't the best at being kind to myself, it was just a really nice thing to hear. Thank you!
This spoke to my 6 year old little girl self that wore a Spiderman costume 24/7 and forever ran around with any long object claiming to be Aragorn😂 Thank you so much for all the content you're putting out and I know I can speak for the entire community when we say we're so proud and excited for what you bring to this wacky little hobby world! We've got your back, always! ❤
Spidergorn?
@@gamerman782 new cosplay idea: unlocked o.o 😂
Watched "Infinite Play-do Marines" and subbed. Came here and watched this second. I'd say your future self is doing you proud.
I'm not a gamer, never painted a mini, never been in to Warhammer and suchlike and never brushed acrylics as a mainstream choice but I do build models for Airfix Model World magazine. That's all airbrushing lacquers, enamels and acrylics, with enamels favourite when hairy sticks make an appearance. I'm now really tempted to dabble in some minis using stuff from my comfort zone, just to see how it unfolds.
In the mean time, keep on keeping on L as it's great fun to watch and an undiluted pleasure to see someone having simple fun and not taking themselves seriously - in an environment where the toxicity I bump into in my own modelling circles just doesn't exist. Your enthusiasm is infectious...🙂
Thank you for this video, and for being on the women in wargaming panel at Salute on Saturday. Seeing my niece growing up and the hobbies and obsessions she has chosen to embrace has really reinforced how important representation is, whether that in having a YT creator you can look to or even just having a friend who you can look to and can encourage you. Keep on painting weird little goblins, because you never know who'll look at that and be inspired to do it as well.
From a random voice in the universe… make peace with the fact that you are gifted. It is ok to be you. Just watching this quick little paint job… you are light years beyond most people. :)
Hi Louise! Been painting and participating in Warhammer for nearly 30 years now. In the last year, you taught me so many painting techniques I didn't know, and made them easy. Thank you. And now I spread what I've learned from you to my hobby community!
A painting tutorial in the background while you're telling a personal story was a very nice touch
The Bionicle-to-Warhammer pipeline is real.
Excellent video. Glory to Rogue Hobbies!
I totally understand imposter syndrome and I know part of it (for me at least) is struggling to accept praise and compliments and take them seriously. But despite that, I think it's still important to help each other out and give boosts of positivity where it's due. Super happy that you've made these bold steps and looking forward to following your happy rogue adventure!
Those orks and grots look awesome in a bright and colourful yet classic way.
Nearly 50k subscribers in 2 weeks shows how many people love you and your painting. Can't wait to see more and hope you can have a reunion with Peachy over on The Painting Phase.
YES! That would be amazing!
We've always loved that signature bright and colourful style of yours, ever since those wip threads way back when
It's great to hear people speak honestly about their struggles. It certainly helps others to talk about these things too. Thanks so much for that and for sharing your infectious enthusiasm ❤
The Warhammer Alliance programme is amazing! I ran a Warhammer alliance club at the previous school I taught at for about 4 years. The tiny alliance team (I think it's literally 2 people) couldn't have been more awesome or helpful to work with - plus the amount of resources they provided us with (models/paints/tools/etc) was mad!
I just had a pretty bad night at work, nearly having another anxiety attack and your closing comments made me cry...like, in a good way. I currently struggle with allowing myself to fail without freaking out about it. I've always described myself as a perfectionist who isn't good at anything. You may be able to see the potential slurry of negative adjectives this can create.
Anyone struggling with confidence or anxiety can take heart in your message.
Looking forward to ALL of the goblins!
Kudos for being honest with yourself and having the guts to take a step forward in your life. Looking forward to watching you paint wacky things. Have fun!
It is now more than 20 years ago that I took a job in a local Games Workshop Store, and since I was also trained in architectural modeling as a draftsman, I was able to build quite good ruins for the game tables there relatively quickly, which were always very well received, the years at Games Workshop were really great and brought me a lot of joy, at some point, however, I really had to earn money, and so I changed jobs and can now look back on a lucrative career, the hobby, however, has never let me go, I am now for more than 30 years in this hobby and will continue to try it in the next few years to paint my minis great.
I am sure that follow your Channel to stay get in touch with the Community.
God I can identify with your words - been a graphic designer for over 10 years and feel like the creativity is being sucked out of the job by advancements in automation and the commodifying of what was once a craft. So eager to find my own ‘Rogue’ and a new outlet to scratch the creative itch, so hearing you feeling the same doubts and doing it anyway is a huge help, thanks Louise 😊
I hadn't really noticed the whole "only hands" thing until someone commented how it's probably for easier international dubbing. Probably didn't notice because it's the same format used everywhere now. Sure, it makes perfect business sense, but it just feels sterile compared to what came before. Sorta like the masses of cookiecutter restoration videos that started showing up after that trend took off.
Yeah, I spent years of my life getting qualified as a web developer... then with the advent of the more complex/accessible frameworks my option was... do work that killed my soul and had none of what I enjoyed, or accept I had wasted (partially) 4 years of education
Watching you paint is like therapy.
I never comment on videos but I just had to after watching this. That was a very generous insight into your journey Louise. I’m sure a lot of us can really understand and empathise with some of your struggles, especially imposter syndrome and the idea of being “less than” in some way. Thank you for your vulnerability, embrace the inner goblin! We are never better than when we are being authentically ourselves 💚.
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Hi, Louise. I'm watching this from the future! In the way that the TH-cam algorithm works. And, after watching several of your videos real out of order as I paint today, I can confirm. Yes. You are happy. And vibrant. And rainbowtastic. Leaps of faith are crazy, and you made the right one. Thank you for the inspiration, both professionally and paintingly. Paint on!
When I put this on, my kitten jumped on my lap and stayed there to watch the whole video. Apparently he, as a little goblin creature, recognises a kindred spirit!
That message to yourself at the end was truly touching. I hope it does ring true for you when watching it back in the years to come.
Louise, we met at Warhammer Fest some years ago, I was really inspired by your psychedelic gloomspite and somewhat rebellious take on painting schemes and style. I studied the photos I took for some time after, great job. Well done for taking the leap, I am now able to put a name to the face. I wish you all the success your talents are worth. 101k subscribers..amazing!
There is nothing like “Promoting” yourself to a Customer. speaking from personal experience, savor the freedom and smell the roses. Your awesome 😎
I completely understand loving where you work, not the Company itself but rather the company - the people.
I've recently been made redundant and the hardest part is that, after 25 years, I've left behind a lot of people who I care for.
I'm glad you've found what works for you, teaching.
"Unhinged goblin human" is exactly what we need more of! Your energy is adorable and endearing and I'm glad to be a follower.
Myself and a friend met you a few years ago at the UK Games Expo when GW released Contrast Paints. He is a very big fan of your art style. We had a lovely chat then proceeded to spent hours playing around with Contrast Paints, we even went off and bought our own brushes to use.
You having your own channel allows a lot more of your personality shine through! Best luck moving forward!
I just happened upon your channel today when I stumbled upon your account of attending the Bring Out Your Lead event. As someone who has been playing fantasy and sci fi "wargames" with miniature figures since 1977 (when EVERYTHING was lead - Heritage, Hinchcliffe, Knights and Magik, Ral Partha, etc), I really enjoyed the images of the old figures and the artists. I particularly enjoyed your infectious attitude - the joy you felt being there with your friends really shone through. I'm a retired engineer without much artistic talent, but I've relaxed painting miniature figures for 46 years without ever really getting good at it. My daughter is a professional artist, however, so I have some inkling of the passion you feel towards your work - and of some of the struggles you might have experienced. Best wishes for your continuing journey.....
That little mini reads as the embodiment of the determination to be happy. I hope to see Rogue for a long time to come.
Thanks for your contribution to Foregeworld! That’s the place to thrive!
It's crazy how GW limit their staff to go out there and interact with the community, either by showing their passion behind a hobby they enjoy.
YEah I don't understand this one. Whats the thinking behind a decision like that?
Have they had staff being 'too honest'?
You just brought back years worth of memories connected to Bionicles. I had totally forgotten about them.
Remember seeing those Orkz in /wip/ back as they were being painted, you've done so much since then! Glad to see you're still in the hobby, lovely work on Presentaur
I'm not crying.....your crying 👏👏👏 well done Louise
Be kind to yourself, Louise! I understand what it’s like to have imposter syndrome, but I hope someday you can truly , fully appreciate your talent and the positive impact you have on many of us in the community, free of the shackles of self-doubt and imposter syndrome. ❤
I am so excited to see where this channel and project goes.
I don't know you, but you seem so full of joy and enthusiasm and love for the hobby we love, and such a positive impact on the hobby and those around you.
Keep being a fantastic, weird little goblin, we need more of your joy and positivity in the world!
As an ex GW manager back during the rough 2010-2015 time, I kind of understand from a different perspective what you mean about the love for everything the community and people, and hobby stands for, but stuck, limited and also (adding my main feeling), like there is a huge pull to behave a certain way and feeling like you didn't have a voice (unless it completely agreed with everything all of the time).
I look back on everything I did with rose tinted glasses on purpose though, as I now use a lot of skills I gained in numerous other ways. Creating this channel, and doing this shows that you are doing the same (much quicker than I did too.... So kudos).
It takes a very specific kind of person to live and breathe, for decades, a role in GW. Especially HQ. I love that certain people can do it, and it obviously works. But I'm extremely glad for you , that you did what you did and this wonderful creation shows you did the right thing.
All the best.
This is such an inspiring video! I didn't expect to cry during the 'message to yourself' segment.
the pure positivity and enthusiasm sold me your channel. I'm looking forward to your new videos.
This was like a letter to your future self and short story of the past.
Nice to see you've got your own channel now !
Louise, your passion for painting and teaching is so evident and you do so with so much personality while still remaining humble. I hope that this new venture is everything you’ve hoped for because you truly deserve it. I’ve spent many afternoons with my son (4) watching your content on WH+, and we are so excited to see where this journey takes you! Stay true to yourself and it will all work out!
For someone who hasn’t painted in 30 years, and also for whom their dream job didn’t quite work out, this is some inspirational stuff right here. Best of Luck to you in living your best life Louise
I found myself unconsciously smiling so many times while watching this video.
A lovely tale of creativity, modesty and very relatable.
I sincerely hope this is a huge success for you- I cant wait to see more of your work!!
embrace the inner goblin! enjoy exploring all the funky miniatures and madness there is out there!
You have the charisma, authenticity and energy to make a huge impact on this adventure. Imposter syndrome is a thing for all of us painters who want to improve it seems, but most of us that are dedicated to it are better then we think. I am very glad to be here at the start and look forward to watching you and the community grow together.
Urgh, I'm old, older than those hex paints on the wall.
I love this bright, painterly style. I too am compelled by the quirky goblinalia of this world. I look forward to plenty of such things here.
It's nice seeing people out of GW and being themselves. Legendary artist Adrian Smith even has a youtube channel. Maybe you could paint the new Tyranids in his famous Behemoth scheme as a collab.
I still remember when you were posting on those underwater basket weaving forums. I was, and still am, stricken by your Lisa Frank-esque Tzeentch stuff, but also by how incredibly clean it was.
That was delightful, wholesome, and really appreciate your courage in putting yourself out there. Hope this is an awesome journey for you that brings you lots of joy!
Love the little sidenote about growing into the realisation regarding the nature of "employment". Great video.
You have such a natural ability as a presenter. It’s a real talent. You’re obviously creative as well. This could be a great channel and you can make it whatever you want. Can’t wait to see what you do with it.
Really can’t agree with this more. All the content I watched in Warhammer + with Louise always felt so authentic and personable. This whole video feels like that turned up to 11! ❤❤❤
That were YOUR Snakebite orcs on corehammer! I never realized. The were a huge inspiration
As someone who sufferes from confidence issues & anxiety when it comes to new experiences & new people I can relate to some of what you spoke about here. I used to have to force myself into GW stores when they were busy & not just walk past & pretend I was going into Boots all along 😅
I'm super happy you made the leap, it sounds like you knew it's what you needed to do, but that doesn't lessen how difficult a descision can feel before you make it.
With regards to my own issues, I feel like expressing myself in the hobby, and sharing that on my own little channel helped somewhat, but my current job really restricts my free time so I don't get to do it as much as I'd like. It's fantastic to see someone like yourself take the leap into full time content creation, until I grow the confidence to do something like that myself, I'm more than happy to live the dream vicariously through you & others like you!
I truly appreciate your opening scene, no over the top (and over done) smashing electric guitars!!
Love the editing and style of the videos. Wonderful story. Thanks for sharing it. We all want to be happy little goblins at heart
I never comment on videos, but this one I had too. I love this. All of this. I never engaged with the official warhammer content and have been delighted to see the personalities who strike it out on their own flurishing. You are now an auto-watch when I see a video posted. 10/10, would recommend.
Haha! I remember that skeleton outfit! Really stoked to see you branching out on your own, under your own rules. You’ll smash this and I look forward to seeing how this journey goes for you. And I am glad that I had some part in it way back at the start! Doors always open for a cuppa and a catch up when your next at home.
For everyone else who wonders, I’m the Gavin she refers too 😂
Best of luck and kindness to you Louise, thank you for everything!
Found parts of this very relatable! It must have taken you a lot of guts to share your experiences with us, I went through a bit of a dream job turned nightmare situation when I got a job at Games Workshop, and unfortunately it didn't work out, but I still love what they create and the community around it. you're a fantastic artist and presenter and I can't wait to see what else comes to this channel and from a fellow Scot, thank you for being one of our hobby heroes!
Oh you sweet wonderful little gremlin. So cute, so talented. Have all the funs!
So glad you branched out on your own. The hobby is richer for it. Thank you :)
Sometimes the best thing to do is lower your shoulders and push forward. You were my favorite Master Class presenter on Warhammer +. You'll remain such here. You're awesome and I love the fact that you basically paint in the old style. Vibrant, bold colors and in weird wonderful fashions. Rock on crazy Goblin woman.
I love you story about finding Warhammer. You've got such a cool and wholesome vibe. I'm so looking forward to where this channel is going.
The personification of Goblin Mode.
Damn that last part got me though, thanks for sharing all that.
This video is so wholesome. Thanks for sharing your story, and hope this new adventure brings you tons of happiness! Also, go Bionicle!
After moving, I had no friends. I eventually started warhammer. Boom, got all my close friends I have now. This hobby pretty much saved my life tbh. What you said was very validating!
Thank you for sharing yourself with us. This is wonderfully edited, and I hope over time the anxiety and pressure lowers for you even more. ❤
I'm so glad to see that you're doing this for yourself, and I hope you continue to do so for as long as you wish to. Your painting style and your adoration of bright colors and joy in a space that is otherwise occupied by the grimmest of dark has really inspired me to ignore the trend and push toward painting things that make me happy too. Thank you for all that you do.
My goodnes, the picture of the little warhammer store literally gave me chills. All these fond memories of the little store in Aberdeen, where I used to live for a while myself, came up and it was amazing. Eventhough I only dared to actually go in after a few years. Beforehand I went to the little gamesshop in Cults, because it looked more friendly haha
That was a really beautiful message and the mini turned out wonderfully ❤
Congratulations on finding yourself and happiness! Go get 'em!
I'm very happy for you - and for the hobby community - that your discovered your love for teaching others how to paint. Nice work on the fantastic mini!
My work isn't "hobby", but oh boy, do I relate to being sucked in by the place you work. Confusing the company for the people. Overcomitting,the panic attacks. Even the class awareness and understanding of the tension between the capital class and working class. I love what I do though, thus the forever conflict.
Best of luck! Your adorable earnestness fill my little autistic heart with joy. ❤
10:30 ✊zog yeah. Even "privileged" or "cool" jobs deserve fair compensation and a good work environment. When we startin' da revolushun?
Louise, I’ve been struggling with ADD and it affecting my hobby and personal life for as long as I can remember. Like I have 17 different building/painting projects in different phases of completion on my desk right now. I’ve always been hard on myself and never one for much self love or care, and the beginning of your open letter made me cry. Thank you I needed to hear that ❤
Love seeing a fellow neurodivergent doing something exciting that makes them happy :) Looking forward to your future content!
I don't really know what you went through at GW. I'm only tangentially part of the hobby, didn't know of you until today. Had to look up the "only hands" thing (idiotic decision from GW).
But what you talk about regarding what sounds like burnout to me is really relatable. I'm currently at a job that's slowly grinding me to dust. But because I love the people I'm there with, because I love some parts of the job, because I have part of my self-worth tied up in the quality of my work, I haven't quit.
That feeling of being led around my the nose into walls you saw coming miles away by corporate leadership who doesn't care about you, and still staying because you've got such lovely people all around you... It's a relatable experience.
I hope you're doing better, and I hope this channel will let you do what you love and interact with people you love.
18:30 I'm not crying you're crying shut up
You're right I am crying 🥲
suuuper happy that youre happy and comfortable again. The worst is being restricted and being forced into a mold that is 100% not you is so painful!
I have never in my life encountered a more ambiguous accent in my life… I love it
Letter to self was beautiful. You're a legend matey
That Thunder Valley fan goblin is one of my favorite illustrations in the Blood Bowl books! Really great job 🖖 10:19
Wow, that briefly glimpsed Lord of Change (or whatever it is) is spectacular!
So, here I am at the back of 0630 randomly watching TH-cam with my coffee about to embark on a planned painting session... And here you are 😅
This is quite possibly the most endearing nineteen minutes and fourty four seconds i've seen in quite some time! i think I got something in my eye there... Your love letter to yourself really detonated something in there. Truly appreciate the brass on show, your personality and warmth shines through in spades and it does you credit.
There are few things and people that impress me in the world, but I do find myself impressed none the less. Proud of you.
Thanks for sharing and giving me something to ponder and appreciate this morning 🙃
Somehow I ran into this channel and I recognized you from WH+.
At 35 years in the workforce I had a few dream jobs gone sour. When I was 20 I wanted to go in the military. We still had the draft where I became what I hoped for: an artillery sergeant. I loved it but also realized that as a career beyond the draft it would destroy me. I turned to IT and never looked back. But even within that I had dream jobs and companies that didn't work and took me longer to figure out. Being a loyal puppy I've stayed too long on many an occasion. I would bash myself for not loving where I was and what I was doing. I would tell myself "You like this. Now like it! You. Must. Love. It!". Of all people we are the ones letting ourselves be hurt the most.
So even without details I get a bit of what you mean. Trying to find your way is being halfway there.
Having fun with our hobby is the most important thing, it doesn't matter if you are a Golden Daemon quality painter or just an amarure (like I am). Looking forward to following you on this channel.