Hannah's Poem • "What if my melodies are the one's nobody hears?" [13 REASONS WHY]
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- Hey guys, so this video has been so long in the making and caused me so so so so much trouble!
I was having trouble rendering it, and yeah it was just a real pain. But here it is and I hope you like it!
I cannot wait for Season 2, and what aspects they're going to explore! So I've finished University until September which means slower internet (boo!) and I've got a job to save money over the summer, also boo! xD Ugh I hate adulting sometimes!
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"and for a minute, just a minute, i felt like maybe i could beat this..."
been there
Still here
Stuck there.
Belong there..
Been there. But here i am.
Everybody saw her smile but no one saw her tears behind that fake smile.
LoganXGaming very true. Her words are so powerful without people knowing. I feel like these videos are a public stand saying not everyone is ok and that we should be there for them. Unlike what is seen in these videos
i wish people had seen she was crying out for help
Playstation Wala the thing is she’s so pretty and she was such a loving caring deep soul that every body took for granted Hannah was my favorite character and as a person who has experienced depression I know how she felt
No one notices until it's either too later or they have failed and been caught out my family never noticed till the police knocked my door down after I had attempted to hang myself now they know and won't leave me alone until I say I'm fine and then that's it no one notices especially when yur good at the fake smile yu are ust too 🙄
I am like her sometimes.
I feel bad for Hannah because she was had a beautiful and deep poem. And when she had the chance to share, her reward was nothing but mockery and foolishness.
Yeah, that's very true, often people overlook a talent like that when they're still in school.
@ Ynna Clarisse Ellasos
She didn’t really share that. Ryan stole it from her notebook and published it for his own amusement.
*"How many circles can I walk in before I give up looking?"*
*"How long before I’m lost for good."*
im speechless right now, its so heartbreaking listening to her poems i honestly can not explain how powerful this video is, you did an amazing job everything about it is done right
Aw, thank you I'm glad you liked it!
Thank you 4 saying that
what does it literally means?
.
what does it really mean?
“Some of you cared, none of you cared enough. And Neither did I. And I’m sorry . So , it’s the end of tape 13. There’s nothing more to say “
Hannah could have used poetry as a positive coping mechanism to deal with her depression.
That is very true.
True
It isn't as easy as it sounds... especially if u get judged for it
the thing is that she tried but that was ruined for her when her poem was published and laughed at
Actually she did so. In the book she says she does. But that apparently didn't work.
life looks so hard, death seems so simple and peaceful
Life is always a roller-coaster that's the point, whilst death is final.
That s the fun
I started with Justin
Then Jessica. Who each broke my heart
Alex tyler courtney Marcus
Who each helped to destroy my reputation
On through zach and ryan
Who broke my spirit
Through Tape number 12
Bryce Walker
Who broke my soul. Wow 😥
Kruz Alvarez clay?
Jakob Bussing clay, helmet, your name does not belong on this list, but you have to be here if I’m going to tell my story
Clay could have heal everything..
@@rohit_1309 we cant blame clay tbh. And i think ryan also not belong to the list
An what about sheri?
This beautiful. Perfect. Heartbreaking art. Poor Hannah who desperately wanted to be heard but instead was silenced until she could no longer speak. This video broke my heart and soothed my soul to know at last Hannah was free.
Aw, thank you so much I'm really glad you liked it.
whats the name of music
*Everyone cared. But no one cared enough.* 💔
“some people cared” “no one cared enough” IM SORRY 😭
Yes. Despite what the show tries to do in the other seasons, NO ONE CARED enough. It makes me so angry.
@@lainiespeigel4704 SOME OF YOU CARED BUT NONE OF YOU CARED ENOUGH -HANNAH BAKER.❤️❤️
felt :’)
Some people don’t care but we care
Hannah was the realist charcter I could relate to read the book back in secondary-school stayed up all night to finsh hit home. i went through bullying so I cried so badly for her wanting her to live. so glad everyone can now experience this in a good way. at least things are starting to slowly change.
x h what’s the book called? I know I’m late
@@laylabenzi1801 13 reasons why
@@laylabenzi1801 The first season is based on the 13 year old book 13 Reasons Why, published by Jay Asher.
Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
For the sole purpose of knowing I am wearing them.
And underneath that?
I am absolutely naked.
And I’ve got skin. Miles and miles of skin;
I’ve got skin to cover all my thoughts
like saran wrap that you can see through
to what leftovers are inside from the night before.
And despite what you might think, my skin is not rough; nor is it bullet proof.
My skin is soft, and smooth, and easily scarred.
But that doesn’t matter, right?
You don’t care about how soft my skin is.
You just want to hear about what my fingers do in the dark.
But what if all they do is crack open windows?
So I can see lightening through the clouds.
What if all they crave is a jungle gym to climb for a taste of fresher air?
What if all they reach for is a notebook or a hand to hold?
But that’s not the story you want.
You are licking your lips and baring your teeth.
Just once I would like to be the direction someone else is going.
I don’t need to be the water in the well.
I don’t need to be the well.
But I’d like to not be the ground anymore.
I’d like to not be the thing people dig their hands in anymore.
Some girls know all the lyrics to each other’s songs.
They find harmonies in their laughter.
Their linked elbows echo in tune.
What if I can’t hum on key?
What if my melodies are the ones nobody hears?
Some people can recognize a tree,
A front yard, and know they’ve made it home.
How many circles can I walk in before I give up looking?
How long before I’m lost for good.
It must be possible to swim in the ocean of the one you love without drowning.
It must be possible to swim without becoming water yourself.
But I keep swallowing what I thought was air.
I keep finding stones tied to my feet
I'M in LOVE WITH THIS. ..
This video truly explains 13 Reasons Why and how Hannah felt about each person. I really enjoyed this. Whoever you are you have a true talent. Please continue to make more!
Aw, thank you so much I'm really glad you enjoyed the video!
I relate a lot to her. This entire show gives me so many feels.
It's definitely an emotional rollercoaster of a show.
I was told to not watch this because it would trigger and i would get upset
It hurts so much when I see this. Not only because It's realictic, but that It reminds me of myself. Hannah reminds me of myself. She was not only lost, but just want to be uderstand even by one person. When she heard that everyone was making fun of her poem, she stucked in her emoctions, and couldn't let go. I totally understand her character. She didn't survive this pain. I'm thinking how long I will.
I'm sorry to hear that, stay strong! There are always places you can call to talk to someone if you feel that way.
The worst is that I don't see the point in doing this. In opening in front of other people.
@@annanoga7848 If you don't try then you'll never know. Sometimes you just need to share what you're going through so you don't feel so trapped and alone. You don't want to because you 'don't see the point' if your current way of dealing isn't going well then there's no harm in exploring that avenue.
I can be the person who understands you! Stay strong💞
You got this. Stay strong. Everything will become better.
As a poet I have to say, this is amazing
I'm glad you liked it. ^-^
Where can I watch the full movies? please!
@@usingpinkinmygreenlife8075 Netflix and it's called 13 reasons why
@@usingpinkinmygreenlife8075 it's a series by the way
Hannah's poems really are a work of art. They speak to every single human being in some way or the other. Her voice really did deserve to be heard.
I'm obsessed with this video
Aw, thank you. I'm glad you like it!
Fabienne Sieben
Same this is like my 10th time watching it
I think I watch it 20 times per day
"Why didn't you say this to me when I was alive?"
This part hurt me everytime 😥💔
There's another line or 2 in the poem but they don't show you in the show. Something about "not walking in the direction that other people are walking. I don't wanna be the water in the well. I don't wanna be the well, but I'd like not to be the ground anymore. "
"Just once I would like to be the direction someone else is going. I don’t need to be the water in the well.
I don’t need to be the well.
But I’d like to not be the ground anymore."
After reading your comment I was curious so I looked it up & these are the lines that are missing. 🙄🙄🙄
@@blueeyedgirl2992 are these in the book?
@@aditibisht22 I'm not sure, I just looked it up Online. The article I read didn't reference where the info came from, at least not that I remember. 🙃
chun nu No it’s a completely different poem in the book.
4:34 “and yet she didn’t” 😞
Everytime I try to open a new page in my life, a problem exists ; my family, school, friends, other people etc. *I keep finding stones tided to my feet.* I am tired guys.
Alangova that's what life is have to keep fighting and fighting and never give up . you're the sky and the clouds they pretend to be the sky, but they're not , they hide you and try to be you , but everyone is asking why the sky isn't blue , where's the sun , why every thing seem sad but they wait for you , and you are in this time fighting with the clouds to show yourself and at the end you're back and everyone is happy because you make them smile with your sun .
:
scream what you're feeling
scream what hurts you
love the people you want
ignore the people who hurt you
Take your time and realise your dreams
Learn from your mistakes
Live your life without stubbornly to please others
live your life as you want it to be
Ain't the world a stepping stone?
Me too i have thoughts like you
I hope you’re doing well now ♥️
Unless u have friends... I just have myself. I don't fight anymore, I just live, try to figure out that I'm ok... and it works. It's sad, but that's my life. I'll try to live with that as possible as I can...
"how long before I'm lost for good"
"there is no such thing as perfection"
then explain this
Aw, thank you I'm glad you liked it! ^-^
Katherine's voice is just so relaxing but the words are so heart breaking
I keep coming back to watch this video every now & then.. Thought I'd leave a comment to thank you for it. Such a great poem with great editing as well.
"What if I can’t hum on key?"
"What if my melodies are the ones nobody hears?" It just gets into you EVERY SINGLE TIME :(
Aw, thank you I'm glad you like it that much to keep coming back! ^-^
so sad man, the instrumental song goes so well with everything. it’s sad and tragic, just like i like it
Hannah was such a beautiful girl. This story really hit me ... I wish that people finally understand how fast you can actually go. People hurt and do not admit it. I hate that (I'm sorry, my english is very bad ..)
Amazing. One of the best Hannah tributes I've soon. You ended it will a little bit of light too, which is rare in a Hannah tribute. Well done!
i completely agree with you ^^^
Aw really? Thank you so much I'm really glad you liked it.
This is true,
People don’t see them cry through fake smiles,
No one saves them when they need saving...
Or well they die,
People don’t see that that one person is dieing Inside ready to die,
People ask are u okay and u answer ‘ im FINE’
But really that person doesn’t know what’s happen to u or don’t even give living care about u,
I been hurt over and over but no one sees the pain they have drawn to me,
I wake up thinking I’m fine but I feel suicidal,
But no one sees that,
Stop listening and start seeing,
Don’t judge a book by its cover,
And if u see something odd look out for them,
U know every year teenagers die from suicide from things like this,
That’s all I have to say,
But pls tern the numbering down pls
When the poetry guy said we've missed you, Hannah voice was so full hope. She really just wanted to be loved and cared for, to be noticed. at 3:26
true, i also noticed that
She should have told everything to him, he'd be an angel to her.
Imagine if Clay had told her how much he loved her and how much she meant to him maybe Hannah wouldn't have taken her own life. So tell people how you feel for them before it's too late.
Doubt it would have saved her
Nope, not gonna tell every god damn feeling. People aren't nice all the time, most use feelings to hurt others. I'm not gonna risk that any longer, i'm done.
Never give up, you have been blessed and it shows people that you are a good person and that’s a good thing.
@@Chykaru u ok? making sure
@@user-hg1kv7zs1j Not really, but thx for caring 🥲
“Shit happens,and people suck”
This. This needs to be appreciated.
Aw, thank you! ^-^
"One last try. I'm giving life one last try. Of course, if you're listening to this, I failed"
I can listen her poem over and over
Hannah Baker deserved better.. In my head the rest of the series she's back alive and living her best life in new york like she wanted.. And she got better and stronger on her own.. ❤️
OH MY GOSH this destroyed me ... this is a masterpiece
Aw thank you! I'm glad you liked it! ^-^
Hannah had the best personality
A true friend and A loyal heart ❤
Still shocked ..why would anyone hurt her 😭😭
People hurt her BECAUSE of all those things.
I keep coming back to this. I always come back to this.
a.m .f same here!! This video is amazing like the poem. I even uploaded my own version.
Aw, thank you! ^-^ I'm really glad you like it!
This is the best edit I’ve seen of Hannah. It really deepens her and it’s just beautiful
Aw thank you so much!
ItsATwinThing np x
Perfectly done! Hannah's poem and this melodie at the background "echo in tune". Thank you, this si on repeat all the time :D
Aw, thank you I'm glad you liked it! ^-^
,,Some people can recognize a tree, a front yard, and know they've made it home."
,,How long before I'm lost for good."
Those two lines are killing me, because I can relate so much. I can't recognize my home, because I don't have one. I don't feel like home.. when I'm "home".
I don't know how long I'm able to keep going. When I'll break for good and who will be there to help me? So many people hurted me, killed pieces in my soul and heart and yet I'm still trying to trust, but slowly losing a hope. How long before I'm lost for good?
the best 13rw's edit I've ever seen. 13rw is definitely my favorite tv show, because it's true, realistic, heartbreaking and I can't wait for season 2, I just fucking love this show. it kind of changed my life and I hope it would change yours because it deserves to. this poem, this poem that is pure heart even if it's used for a tv show is describing how powerful are peoples who tries to destroy others. hannah baker has done some mistakes, as we all did but she didn't deserved all this mess, and it's freaking me out. I know some will say " it's just a tv show, it's fake " but it's not at all it is a way for the unconscious people who still hurt another by bullying them, harassing them to finally open their eyes. I apologize for my english but I'm just a french teenager, so u know, be cool
Esther hi what’s the name of the show
13 reasons why
Aw, thank you so much! I'm really glad you think so.
season 3 is coming!!
chun nu yaaaassss Ikr im super excited 😨😱
have you ever felt reaching for someone you love but will never have
it's like walking a path filled with broken glass
every step i make towards my desire
my feet are suffering but my heart is on fire
i'm eager to reach the one i love
so i run and run and tears start to fall
my tears became waterfalls
mixing my salty tears and blood from my feet behind the path
just to reach the one that i long
the one i love
and soon enough our feet will be facing each other
in my mind, i'm hoping we'd finally be together
and i'd look behind the path that i took
and see how much it takes to be with the one you love
but i'd finally get to say that you are the person i love
and i know the next thing i'll hear is that
i'm not the one you love
um are you a professional
Yes I know what it's like when nobody cares
I wish I had someone
A home ,
A shoulder,
A friend,
I look everywhere I go
Only to find I'm walking in circles
I find myself thinking
I can't even be good enough for myself then
How can someone lobe me
When I hate what I see
So in choose people who
I know will break me
Maybe a true lover and me wasn't
Meant to be...
When your tears turns to words it is just amazing...your poetry have the feels and I can get that we all are going through same thing but we have to keep going..
y'all i forgot i wrote this lol. i genuinely thought no one would see this. i was like 14 when i wrote this and was feeling suicidal from a break up. actually rereading this now, I'm quite impressed and it feels like i don't know who this person is. but I'm all good now, totally have moved on and j hope y'all find your peace. it will come someday.✌️❤️
hannah's character is beautiful, such a work of art.
Sarah Kay wrote this poem! :)
didn't know that wow love her poems so much.
This video is....a masterpice..."It must be possible swim whitout became water yourself" and the video shows when the batroom' water became Hanna's blood ...wow
Yes, that was very intentional
I watch this video daily, especially if it's 3am and my mood has completely dropped.
such a masterpiece, I can't even begin to describe how it makes me feel.
Aw, thank you so much I'm really glad you liked it! ^-^
It's been 1 nd half year to see this series nd i can't stop myself to come back here again nd again.... Dnt know why bt i connect with this.... It's just totally strange feeling why I lyk this too much....
Her voice is so soothing❤😭
**THIS IS ART**
You matter/ Don't give up A form of it haha
Wow this is stunning. Such a great tribute to Hannah.
Aw, thank you so much!
"....But if you're listening to this....I failed."
😭
That was a great tribute
Aw, thank you! ^-^
You're welcome
I have social anxiety order and I've been bullied two times by two different people and 13 reasons why gave me hope.
I often come here. This video means actually a lot to me.. Thanks
Aw, thank you I'm glad it means a lot to you because that really means a lot to us.
ItsATwinThing ❤❤❤
You already beat it with your brave and courage, I know that is a serie but i get emotional with this kind of stories :'c
When your card declines at therapy so they bring out the hannah baker edits you cried to at 15
Hannah Baker is literally my favorite character ever. I relate to her so much, and I love 13RW so much because it's a reflection of my life and what I've had to go through. In high-school, I broke up with a boy and he ended up spreading a bunch of bullshit rumors that weren't true about me all across school. It was my freshman year, and my first year at the specific high school. I skipped lunch everyday and would write poetry and cry in the bathroom stalls. I walked up and down those hallways terrified because girls were threatening to jump me and even worse. I went to the administration 4 times and they did nothing each times other than put me in ISS "for my own safety" for a day, then I was right back out to deal with it again. The only reason why it stopped was because the school year ended. I was called a slut, a whore, etc. At the age of 14, I was raped by someone who was my best friend. I never told anyone, and he's still walking around to this day. I debated suicide nearly everyday for 3 years after, and as of January this year have I actually began healing. Whenever she said ".. and tape 12, for Bryce Walker, who broke y spirit.." I felt that because my rapist broke my spirit for such a long time. Hannah Baker's story breaks my heart because as a poet, I see her as such a beautiful soul. I would've loved to have been friends with her, to just shelter her and protect her from those people who wronged her. So, every time I can, I try making a difference in young girls lives as a girl myself. We need to empower one another, not break each other's spirits.
I know that I am really late to see this comment...I only saw this show recently and finally finished all the four seasons...your words brought tears to my eyes..I'm so sorry that you had to go through all of that..no one ever deserves to be bullied like that...I hope you are doing fine now😊😊
This is such a beautiful edit. your best one yet!
Aw, thank you I'm glad you enjoy it.
And again.. wow! I just love your edits so much. Please keeping going. I’m just in love with your edits. Oh and this made me kinda cry haha in a good way
What can I say hahaha! I love making emotional edits! No worries there I'm going to keep doing what I'm doing!
my life was shit too. i went threw so much and no one cared or that's what they showed .but i understood that i have something that those people did not have,"strength" that's why i am still alive . i hope that people learn something from this movie and start caring about other peoples feelings.
dope man dope
I’ve re-listened to this so many times because I love this edit and this poem♥️
I'm 31. And I still feel this in my soul.
If anyone's interested Hannah's poem was written by Sarah Kay, she's an amazing poet :)
This is so sad.. 💔
Hannah deserved better.
But she don't wants to be unfair and self pity.
To all...give ur self one more chance...for ur loved ones...
I absolutely love this ❤️
Really needed this!
Aw thank you! I'm really glad you liked it.
This is heartbreaking 💔
13 reasons why was not just a story of a girl who killed herself.It is so much more than that.so many people would just say,suicide is not an option.They don't see her.The kind of world we live in,sometimes people like Hannah don't have other options because people around them force them to kill themselves.They make them feel helpless and a waste of space.Don't say suicide is not an option unless u have been in their shoes.
I’m sorry but I have to disagree. It wasn’t the only option she had. She never once opened up to anyone other than Mr. Porter who was ill equipped to help her unfortunately. There were other people in Hannah’s life that would have been there for her, had she decided to open up to them and ask for help. She’s never shown asking her parents for help or opening up to them about the things that have happened. I do know it’s hard to do that in the first place but had she done that I’m sure things would have turned out very different. Hannah’s parents loved her very much and would have done everything they could to help her if she had just opened up to them more. She doesn’t open up much to Clay either. The fact is that Hannah pushed away people that would have helped her.
If you watched Beyond the Reasons, Jay Asher even highlights this. Even the cast and the director highlight this. If you’re struggling then TALK TO SOMEONE, preferably someone close to you. Katherine even suggests if you can’t talk to someone around you, call a hotline. There’s always someone there to help, whether you realise it or not.
So no I have to disagree with this statement entirely. She simply stopped trying.
I agree, Purple. Hannah Baker could be anybody at any time. There are so many Hannah Bakers in this world that we may never know about. Hannah is a voice and a face to so many people. Even though she is fictional, her struggles are those of so many. Let's not forget that. Some may say Hannah is a weak lead character. I don't agree. Hannah shows us that when you're in that deep of a hole, you may not feel you have another option even though people try to help. It's sometimes difficult to see if you're in the dark.
I'm here thinking about this poem, Everytime I get back here it hits me hard. This poem is a masterpiece
I agree with you.
Totally agree with you
this serie is so amazing to me..
Behind every silent face lies piles and piles of unknown sad story
That's the beautiful and emotional edit I ever watch! Respect... be proud of you 🙈
Aw, thank you so much! I'm glad you thought so. ^-^
You did such a good job on this. You are so gifted and I'm proud of you. This is absolutely beautifully edited.
Aw, thank you so much for your kind words! I'm really glad you enjoyed it!
It still gives me goosebumps whenever I come across any clips from 13 Reasons Why...and it has indeed helped me a lot in understanding my students. Love watching it over and over again..wish I can download the entire seasons...hope some will come to my rescue ;-)
The time goes on and I still identify myself with Hannah’s words . It’s like I’m stuck in time and this feelings won’t disappear ever .
And here is a poem that I wrote.
SO GOOD🤩💞💞 keep going!!
Amazing!
I AM CRYING. This is so touching. Great video❤️
Aw, thank you. ^-^
her poem is beautiful
Wow I’ve just balled my eyes out so much rn my eyes hurt 😭😔
This poem is so beautiful and Sarah Kay deserves more recognition
I love this show and her poems. It was so relatable and real. She was so incredibly talented.
i didn't know I was crying 'till I finished the video.
this is so beautiful and heartbreaking... so strong to be both.
Aw, thank you! I'm glad you thought so. ^-^
You feel useless and tired, stones tied to your feet. And even after everything, the pain and heartache, Hannah Baker still found people to trust, but that trust was broken off. Not because of her, but because the people she believed she could trust, ruined her.
Every human being deserves happiness peace and the joy of life. “Shit happens and people suck”. But we all deserve a number 12 tape. Where we feel like we can beat this no matter what happens in our lives. I love Hannah sm as if she was real and I miss her everyday ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
The music, the words, the images...
beautiful job editing this
Aw, thank so much I'm really glad to hear you enjoyed it. ^-^
name of the music plz
Try checking the description.
This video always hits hard. Hat's off to you and the effort you put in it 👏👏
Thank you 😊
I can't stop watching this poem is so beautiful and the music made me cry
Wow it's absolutely amazing! Loved loved loved it!
Aw, thank you so much! I'm really glad you enjoyed it!
omg finally someone made this! 😍😍😍 perfect
What about the poem?
Hannah was so beautiful and her poem was so beautiful 🥺💔
This is such a brilliant tribute. Wow.
Aw, thank you so much! I'm glad you think so! ^-^
At 0:31 when Hanna was lying on the bed crying I felt like jumping through and giving her the tightest hug ever
WOW. This is just so beautifully created ❤😭
I'm glad you liked it!
this is such a powerful video, it makes me cry to this day
Aw, thank you. I'm sorry it makes you cry!
This poem is amazing. The sound track is good aswell.
I'm glad you liked the combination ^-^
ItsATwinThing I can't wait for season 2, I hope everyone on the tapes to goto jail. Hannah is so beautiful, this poem is amazing.
No words... Just AMAZING👌🏻❤️
Aw, thank you so much! ^-^
amazing it makes me cry
Aw, I'm sorry! *offers tissue*
You should keep doing more videos like this one, so sad and delighted! Great job!!!
Aw thank you. ☺️