In one of his interviews he said he contemplated killing his mother cuz i hated that b" so its possible she detected his thoughts and thats why she sent him to several group homes. Beating him with a broom until 2 teeth came out was brutal punishment from a Jehovah Witness so there's probably a history of family abuse and mental illness.
@@ladyjayderam I have two son's and i can never let my baby's go spend the night anywhere let alone abandon them.. I get so worried.. and I can't sleep and I'm tossing and turning. Breaks my heart that some moms don't care at all.. smh. 😔
@@ladyjayderam I feel like he would've maybe said that in anger or pain.. to be honest.. That's why he was so stuck on drugs because he was in pain breaks my heart. 🥺😭💔
@@ladyjayderam Well, according to his uncle, she abused him & abandoned him because he was the spitting image of his father. She never got over him walking out on her, & she took it out on little Earl.
The era of Ruff Ryderz, No Limit and Cash Money and Aftermath was something special. No one sold or will sell as many records as those legendary crews.
That man is anointed but it was up to his parents his mother to nurture it so he can be great with it who knew he could have been a pastor sung in a choir took a whole different path
When the British army were kicking doors down raiding houses and the north of Ireland was close to civil war I was listening to DMX loved him then as I do now. No one more real
When DMX cried, it reminded me of that song on his first album that started with a dog in the background whimpering. His mom put the blame on him and made him not have any self-esteem or any belief in himself. God obviously had a plan for DMX. This man literally said "There's always a gift in every bad situation. You just have to be strong enough to be willing to look for it." Dude is a true warrior. Respect coming from a person like me, who sadly grew up in this age of mumble rap, where the least creative ones are called artists.
Crazy how your actions as a parent can change your children forever. DMX is a grown man and still feel the pain of his childhood. Respect to a real dude.
Same here…I’m 40 yrs old and refuses to talk to my mom…I haven’t seen my moms face or even heard her voice in over 10 yrs…I don’t miss her, I don’t love her, I don’t care for her 🤷🏽♂️
Say what you want about this man, but I was heading in the wrong direction untill his first album stopped me in my tracks. This man saved my life and he don't even know it. I'll be a fan for life. FOR LIFE!!
Amun (the ancient Egyptians way of saying praises), True indeed DMX had a very had life but manage to be strong enough and smart enough to survive through it and become a great successful Black person. Rest in peace & bless the soul eternally of DMX.
I literally wept when X talked about his mom leaving him at the boy's home. It seemed like talking about it catapulted him right back. Childhood trauma is so real, man. Prayers for peace and healing for him and anyone who has had a similar experience and for our community as a whole. We love you, X.
What kind of mother would put their child in a boy's home. A child is always going to need their mother or father. But, what I love about this man he never gave up on his dream. His life times was a different time; than it is today. The generation today is spoil, and things are giving to much easier with materialistic technology with smart phones. DMX, and Waad had to hustle and flow to make it happen. If a man don't work he will not eat.
DMX's story made me cry. All of the trauma he went through. The brother was so gifted. After 2pac and Biggie, he filled that void hip hop was missing. The brother was one of a kind. God bless his soul. R.I.P. king.
💯 % FACTS & his music came straight from the ❤️ & was 🔥🔥🔥🔥& he always kept it 💯. He is Loved & will be Missed throughout the 🌎. Another person takin from this 🌎 way to early. R. I. P. FLY HIGH GOD’S ANGEL FLY HIGH. You will be Sadly Missed. I send my prayers to You, your Children & Family God Bless 😇🙏😥. 🙅♀️
The greatness in him WAS the pain that he could never kill. That darkness was authentically WHAT made him famous. That was the real real. Never bullshitted about who he was. NO. WHO HE STILL IS. R.I.P..THE PAIN HIS MOTHER BEAT INTO HIM ANF THEN THREW HIM AWAY. THAT WAS THE BLESSED CURSE. EVEN THE DRUGS COULDNT KILL IT. THAT IS THE FAME IN HIS PAIN. DAMNDD I LOVED HIS PAIN. I TOO KNOW THE PAIN OF A FUCJED UP FAM.
Diamonds form under pressure. This man can get a standing ovation just for coming out to perform even in front of his peers. Shout out to DMX, and the ridiculous impact he had on the world. His energy is unmatchable
As a teacher, I can attest to witnessing childhood trauma in children. The kids that acted out were the ones I had to build relationships with quickly. 🥺😢
DMX was one of a kind and there will never be another rapper like him ever! His music refelected his passion & pain. Breaks my heart hearing what he went through!! RIP DMX, one of my favorite rappers to ever touch a mic. 💯
@King Brommer,the end of ur comment carries ALOT of weight.."I wish I had sooner "..I felt that..Continue to pray for him,& through a prayer in there for me as well!🙏🏽💯✔
This exactly why he s my favorite rapper. I hate when people call him a crack head, reducing him to an addiction. Smdh. He s so much more, he s the truth. We see see the struggle, feel the pain, see the ups, the downs, mistakes, wins... and he puts it all beautifully on paper. A true blessing 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
I just watched the video with The Lox featuring DMX!!! I wasssss so excited, didn't know it was out...They ATE dat s**t up and X brought dat firrrreeeee!!!! I clicked fast as hell cuz saw his name!!!
They can say what they want about X,but I went to the ruff ryders cashmoney concert when they came to Philly. Nobody performs like him,he prayed,cried,and turned tf up 😂 💯
He said it perfectly” Everybody needs to be someone’s baby”, His Grandmother was his Rock, Losing her on top of his issues with Mother ,Gave us “X”.. I hope you are at Peace, RIP “Dark Man X”🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💔💔💔
It does something to me because I raised two sons and I know I would give my life for them. And I listen to him, and I feel hurt for DMX, his pain. On top of that, his own mentor lace his weed with crack.. God needed DMX home with him. So many evil people around him Such a sweet soul, that has been abused, hurt so young.... Has the same demons around him.... He is trying really hard to get right... But can't because those same demoy that hurt him, tried to destroy him are around...We pray for our love one's to stay on earth with us. But we never say God your will not ours... He touched many... DMX was tired... He needed strong people to help him kick that drug habit... And if he didn't heal from the past... Who knows. I. Just saying....... I love some DMX... But you can see the pain that was on his face, his music, and his upbringing... My God he was a soldier who had to fight straight from the womb..... RIP DMX
Childhood trauma stays with you for a lifetime ......no matter how old you get, you can't shake it, just try to keep it in check like dmx did til he couldn't no more 😢😢 RIP X
Yo waaah had multiple chances to give up on x but he stuck with him that's incredible! How many of yall are willing to go through all that trouble to reach greatness???
@@beargaming999. no he didn't he just couldn't help him control himself ..he loved him that was his boy , his brother but apparently Swiss energy was drained We alll loved & still love D.M.X but after awhile it's but so much you can do for a person!! especially when you have kids of your own etc so people did try really hard to help physically but sometime all you can do is love & pray for them.. actually Russel Simmons Sayed he failed him & could of done alot more for him & he said this himself!!
DMX story reminds of a lot of young black men growing up in single parent homes. This is a problem our community must address and fix glad this brother made something out his life. Also I can’t believe Wendy Williams would do that unbelievable. BET keep it going y’all about to get your original audience and subscribers back with these chronicles keep it coming!!!
Met DMX in Syracuse, N.Y (signed an autograph for my son at the time), he is so down to earth & the coolest‼️No matter how much money he made, still treated his fans/family with decency 🔥🙏🏾I wish him GODSPEED🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💯
Facts..met him and his entourage in Detroit at a Subway I worked at back when and then there was X dropped and he was on tour and had a show up the block at Fox Theater... Dude was hella cool, laid back , humble, cracking jokes and ish... He was shorter than I thought he was in person though lol
DMX just needed someone to love him unconditionally, and help him understand that he was important and that he mattered smh... You just never know what makes a person the way they are. Either way, this man is an ICON!
So many ppl failed him...so he began treating himself how he was treated....he has never felt worthy you can even hear it in his prayers and his lyrics 😔💔
@Alex Kanyima I wish that were true. Being born in the south and being apart of a family that was one of the first to move into an all white neighborhood. I can genuinely tell you the color of your skin matters. I don't know when or where the rest of you were born but don't ever turn your back on what happened to black people in this country. Ever! As much as you think things have gotten better it's much worse than you think.
As amazing as DMX music is. I wish I could give it all back and never had heard it. In order for him to have had a good childhood. . . That's just too much pain for one man, let alone CHILD to endure.
God’s purpose for him was far greater which is why we went through all that he did. Everything in life happens for a reason. There is always good in the bad you just have to find it.
His mother clearly won the "Worst Mother" Award over and over again. Shameful how bad parents can severely traumatize a child like this and create adults who suffer throughout their lives. It's no wonder he has struggled so long with drugs.
@Mitchell Bliss A what point in your life you break the generation curse. Because honey.. there are plenty of moms and dads out there who knew only one way... And when they had kids they became a better way...
It makes sense but do you know what makes more sense: taking charge of your healing process, taking responsibility for the choices that led you here and owning the fact that your life is what you chose.
DMX the reason why hardcore hip hop group like Onyx and wu tang wasn't respected anymore by labels and all the death row Era couldn't be respected anymore in the same year 1998 he has took the industry by the storm to je the first solo artist to sell 2 album the same year 7 million 2 time... The only one was Tupac before but all eyez on me had been sold 6 million and MAKAVELLI 5 million... He is came at the tight time when puffy and his shiny suit was tiring new Yorkers and callifornian.... Who was crying the death of big and pac... The hype with x was in another level....
@@didiermongo-gouala3770 true and jay had a big part in running x career. Although we just found out he paid off dmx debt to clear Def jam, but he certainly did destroy X. But past is past, hope he comes back strong with his new album!
how many are here watching this right now and sad....my childhood memories came flashing right back....these kids haven't enjoyed this kind of music 😭😭😭🤲🙏🙏RIP DMX
His book earl really helped me get threw my last stretch in the box I’m currently fighting another case I’m 27 and just built my credit and. Had a job and my life together please pray for me to come out on top all the prayers help thank you 🙏
There is something so amazing about DMX, He is a WARRIOR! I have loved him Heart to Heart ever since I saw him do that prayer on stage in backstage. I was 15 then I'm 36 now...Positive Vibes and energy to him and his!🤴🏾🥰🤗
Prayers for X. They don’t make ‘em like this anymore. Realest dude I’ve ever met. This cat came to Utica and just chilled like a normal dude in the hood. Real! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
"DMX robbed people with a dog." I'm sorry but that's funny." Rapping and robbing double R was always in his make up." His grandmother saw the light in him, so did we. We love you anyway DMX.
Always felt DMX deserved a movie, his behind the music was so sad. He's been through the wildest parts of life. Abuse, neglect, addiction, fame and success. What a life. I hope more people learn his story, you'll understand why he became the way he is. Listen to slipping if you have the time. Rest In Peace Darkman X. Thank you for the love, and all the joy you brought to our world. Finally you can rest.
Yep it was heart breaking. His mother was horrible and the women who loved him the most was his grandma. I feel the mans pain when he talks about his trauma
@@carolinachickfrombrooklyn664 I’m happy he at least got love from his grandma in his life. His father being gone and his mom being abusive really messed him up. He’s still such a kind soul despite it. 😢
I felt so much pain for what he went with his mum, sorry. His song Slippin opened my Eyes and saved my life many times. I repent for you Earl Simmons and Rest in Peace, Adonai Amen.
Hooked on drugs at 14.... that's crazy and sad thing is it was by someone he trusted and looked up to.....gots to be aware of your so called friends and surroundings....
@@torianmcneill3794 ,and he looks like he's doing better,gained weight back doing music, unless you walk in the brothers shoes how could you ever understand
Thank you BET for introducing me to this man as a young elementary school kid. I remember living at my uncles house where they had cable tv! That Ruff Ryders anthem would start my early morning walks to school with my cd player Rest easy OG🙏🏻
Correct or correct?...the era of Hip Hop where you could come from one city have different crews that sounded raw, real and different...this docu-series was needed. The younger generation need to know their Hip Hop History
The Alkebulan Trust too right dude . You really couldn't find a single rapper or crew that sounded alike . Everyone had their own style with the clothes down to the sound . And so many of them . Back then there was loads of amazing artists and now I struggle to even find ten that are groundbreaking and timeless not like the late 80's to mid 90's even towards the end of the 90's and now it's not even worth it listening to what they call hip hop in this day and age
I'm loving BET right now for making these documentaries on these rap groups like no limit records and ruff Ryder's. This is important hip hop history on how these groups got started. DMX has been 1 of my favorite rappers since a young age. The 1st record of X I bought was a tape because CDs weren't even out yet. Yes I'm talking about the 90s. I'm 30 years old I grew up with this music. I'll never forget a couple of years back I got to see DMX perform in the house of blues. It was epic. A memory I'll never forget. U had to b there.
It started with the lack of love from his mother, and dude that was his Mentor that slipped him the "grimmy" which is what we call laced weed with crack. I had a cousin in Texas do me the same way. I never spoke to my cousin after that, to this day I never utter a word to dude for fear I will severely hurt him. That laced weed turned me into a person that is very observant and I have trust issues.
Systematically we are taught Drug's are Bad...(many are) But research many of our past Cultures/Tribes & their purposes of botanical usage. Before our "LAW of the Land"...Crap.🌝✌
DMX you are appreciated king
🙏🏾🙏🏾
RIDE OR DIE!!!
Appreciated⚘⚘⚘
💯💯👏👌☝️👍🗣️🗣️💬🤲🙏🙏
Dmx biopic needs to happen now and who can play x n a movie
DMX, the only brother who can cry in public and on TV and make it look gangsta
Facts
@Marilyn Nicole big facts
Hell yea..much respect tho....
For being able to show its ok to cry
.the world always tell u not to show ur tears....maybe the mic was his only friend
X keeps it real all day every day. He not afraid of nothing. And that means shedding tears on television.
Gangstas never cry?? Thats a lie, cause I'm crying' inside. Dying inside.
- Shyne
You can literally hear his pain when he speaks of his mom 😔 She really missed out on a wonderful person. 🥺💔 RIP DMX
In one of his interviews he said he contemplated killing his mother cuz i hated that b" so its possible she detected his thoughts and thats why she sent him to several group homes. Beating him with a broom until 2 teeth came out was brutal punishment from a Jehovah Witness so there's probably a history of family abuse and mental illness.
@@ladyjayderam I have two son's and i can never let my baby's go spend the night anywhere let alone abandon them.. I get so worried.. and I can't sleep and I'm tossing and turning. Breaks my heart that some moms don't care at all.. smh. 😔
@@ladyjayderam I feel like he would've maybe said that in anger or pain.. to be honest.. That's why he was so stuck on drugs because he was in pain breaks my heart. 🥺😭💔
@@ladyjayderam Jehovah Witness has nothing to do with it...
@@ladyjayderam Well, according to his uncle, she abused him & abandoned him because he was the spitting image of his father. She never got over him walking out on her, & she took it out on little Earl.
Who ever criticizes or makes fun of this man has never been through anything. Period!
Sauce McAdams 🤣
so no1 that struggles can be criticized on any aspect of that persons life?
Indeed
Facts
100
"A dog is a bullet that will chase you."
This man is not PLAYIN.
lol facts
Thank u for seeing why I adore him
😂😂😂
"Y'all gone make me lose my mind up in here" he had platinum records...such a great rapper and actor...he will be missed! REST ETERNALLY X!!
@ RL well said hun well said👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽🥰I am still in shock hearing this news may he rest in beautiful peace🌹🌷
He dropped 2 platinum albums in 98
jake qda
Bheartland
"There's always a gift in every bad situation. You just have to be strong enough to be willing to look for it." - DMX
Yes .
@@Felix-M. ✊🏻
Amen
I just texted this to my girl, like I made it up🤣
That was deep
The era of Ruff Ryderz, No Limit and Cash Money and Aftermath was something special. No one sold or will sell as many records as those legendary crews.
Rockafella
Without any social media Help
@@arigold8490 I don't know too many people from Roc-a-fella.......
Every crew was different.....and had their number 1 guy
That No-Limit run was epic.
Can't believe we talking about X in the past!!! Rest easy king
I’m surprised he made it to 50
@@trulyyrs please be respectful
He deserves his flowers.
Real talk!
@@trulyyrs let that man RIP
X was the first rapper i felt deep down in my spirit. you can feel the realness from him thru the speakers
That man is anointed but it was up to his parents his mother to nurture it so he can be great with it who knew he could have been a pastor sung in a choir took a whole different path
When the British army were kicking doors down raiding houses and the north of Ireland was close to civil war I was listening to DMX loved him then as I do now. No one more real
Fact
Believe me he was so much better in concert as i seen him fresh out on the hard knock life tour, the energy was unbelievable!
💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
When DMX cried, it reminded me of that song on his first album that started with a dog in the background whimpering. His mom put the blame on him and made him not have any self-esteem or any belief in himself. God obviously had a plan for DMX. This man literally said "There's always a gift in every bad situation. You just have to be strong enough to be willing to look for it." Dude is a true warrior. Respect coming from a person like me, who sadly grew up in this age of mumble rap, where the least creative ones are called artists.
The song (dog intro)
X went through so much. I hope he’s at peace now.
Crazy how your actions as a parent can change your children forever. DMX is a grown man and still feel the pain of his childhood. Respect to a real dude.
not that crazy, how else is it supposed to work that's your foundation.
@@darkskinwhite That's real 💯
Same here…I’m 40 yrs old and refuses to talk to my mom…I haven’t seen my moms face or even heard her voice in over 10 yrs…I don’t miss her, I don’t love her, I don’t care for her 🤷🏽♂️
Childhood trauma
Or genetics...
Say what you want about this man, but I was heading in the wrong direction untill his first album stopped me in my tracks. This man saved my life and he don't even know it. I'll be a fan for life. FOR LIFE!!
I feel u. That’s the power of great music. It holds on to you for life.
@Gie Gie it was the prayer skit and the convo. Funny cause I'm an athiest but x spoke to me through this song.
That's amazing.. I can relate to the feeling of X speaking to you or saying the words expressing how you didnt even know you felt until he spoke it.
what was it that saved you exactly?
@@lenn675 Worrrd!!
Love you X ❤️
Hey Shaq.
X gonna be missed. Makes me really sad this happened.
and we love you shaq
No life shaq here too
Shaq you need to do a reaction to this documentary in memory of DMX
@@thegreatman3649 lol he already watched it
He was such a tortured soul... I hope his soul is at peace now... he deserves it🙏🏾
Yahmen 🙏🏾❤🙏🏾
Yes! May he RIP 🙏🏾
That's real... 💯 We love you, X!
Amun (the ancient Egyptians way of saying praises), True indeed DMX had a very had life but manage to be strong enough and smart enough to survive through it and become a great successful Black person. Rest in peace & bless the soul eternally of DMX.
It’s DMX, ODB, & David Ruffin are the people I think about when I hear the world tortured soul
DMX SAID “I WAS ROBBING PEOPLE WITH MY DOG, THERE WAS A TIME WHEN WE BOTH HAD WARRANTS” HAHAHAHAHAH
THE DOG EVEN HAD A WARRANT
He was talkin bout his homie
@@XXX-ir4iq no he was really robbing ppl wit this dawg not a homie 💯
@@ramirhill5411 oh damn mb for lack of knowledge my man thanks for tellin me
He did time brah
OG Ocean Grown Cake wake n bake wedding cakes Blaze1Nation 4:20 KitKat#22 homegrowninmendo
He went through so much. He deserves rest.
Realest comment
Hit me real hard when he said, 'you cant leave me.' God bless you man.
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Wow man it was COLD
I literally wept when X talked about his mom leaving him at the boy's home. It seemed like talking about it catapulted him right back. Childhood trauma is so real, man. Prayers for peace and healing for him and anyone who has had a similar experience and for our community as a whole. We love you, X.
Facts
RIP DMX 👼🙏🏾♥️
Every body isn't meant to be a parent. He was obviously better off.
It still hurt him...🥺😭
What kind of mother would put their child in a boy's home. A child is always going to need their mother or father. But, what I love about this man he never gave up on his dream. His life times was a different time; than it is today.
The generation today is spoil, and things are giving to much easier with materialistic technology with smart phones. DMX, and Waad had to hustle and flow to make it happen. If a man don't work he will not eat.
DMX's story made me cry. All of the trauma he went through. The brother was so gifted. After 2pac and Biggie, he filled that void hip hop was missing. The brother was one of a kind. God bless his soul. R.I.P. king.
DMX was always the real deal never lied about who he is always brutally honest I respect that
Facts 💕
@@Starrs1111 Wallace wq1q2 best
💯 % FACTS & his music came straight from the ❤️ & was 🔥🔥🔥🔥& he always kept it 💯. He is Loved & will be Missed throughout the 🌎. Another person takin from this 🌎 way to early. R. I. P. FLY HIGH GOD’S ANGEL FLY HIGH. You will be Sadly Missed. I send my prayers to You, your Children & Family God Bless 😇🙏😥. 🙅♀️
Besides that he copied Tupac's style
The greatness in him WAS the pain that he could never kill. That darkness was authentically WHAT made him famous. That was the real real. Never bullshitted about who he was. NO. WHO HE STILL IS. R.I.P..THE PAIN HIS MOTHER BEAT INTO HIM ANF THEN THREW HIM AWAY. THAT WAS THE BLESSED CURSE. EVEN THE DRUGS COULDNT KILL IT. THAT IS THE FAME IN HIS PAIN. DAMNDD I LOVED HIS PAIN. I TOO KNOW THE PAIN OF A FUCJED UP FAM.
Diamonds form under pressure. This man can get a standing ovation just for coming out to perform even in front of his peers. Shout out to DMX, and the ridiculous impact he had on the world. His energy is unmatchable
Damn right.Speak on it.
FACTS
As a teacher, I can attest to witnessing childhood trauma in children. The kids that acted out were the ones I had to build relationships with quickly. 🥺😢
❤🙏🏾thank you for being apart of our community and putting life into out babies
Seeing DMX cry hit me deep in my soul
You can tell D still has some psychological effects from childhood... Childhood trauma is real!
Yep his mother, father and every adult who was around him failed this guy shame on them all
@@countrygirl8295 nah dmx failed himself
"D" called by no one else than you ever xD
The vast majority of people are affected by their childhood traumas.
sure is. u ain't lying
DMX was one of a kind and there will never be another rapper like him ever!
His music refelected his passion & pain. Breaks my heart hearing what he went through!! RIP DMX, one of my favorite rappers to ever touch a mic. 💯
You right
DMX the realest in the rap game. Never hid who he was. I have nothing but respect for you X. And I'm praying for you. Wish I would have sooner
@King Brommer,the end of ur comment carries ALOT of weight.."I wish I had sooner "..I felt that..Continue to pray for him,& through a prayer in there for me as well!🙏🏽💯✔
So authentic
He was the true warrior king😢😢
YOU SHOWED UP TO PAY YOUR RESPECT SO THAT IN MY EYES IS HIGHLY RESPECTED MY G💝
@@shavondasmith6598 I 🙏 WILL PRAY AS WELL AND REMEMBER WHEN 2 OR MORE GATHER IN HIS NAME THERE HE IS IN THE MIST OF STRIFE AND 👌 SORROW
This exactly why he s my favorite rapper. I hate when people call him a crack head, reducing him to an addiction. Smdh. He s so much more, he s the truth. We see see the struggle, feel the pain, see the ups, the downs, mistakes, wins... and he puts it all beautifully on paper. A true blessing 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Perfectly said. I hate that too! He is so much more. Brilliant actually.
I just watched the video with The Lox featuring DMX!!! I wasssss so excited, didn't know it was out...They ATE dat s**t up and X brought dat firrrreeeee!!!! I clicked fast as hell cuz saw his name!!!
@@terikalynette8398 same thing happened to me that's why I'm looking at this documentary 💯💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥✊✊✊✊
The hurt, the pain, the dirt, the rain!
💯💯💞💞
"there's always a gift in every bad situation you just have to be strong enough to be willing to look for it" - DMX, Quote of a great
These were my guys back in the day. DMX, Drag-On, Eve, LOX, Swizz and the rest of the gang. Now matter what, they’ll always be my favourites.
Cant forget bout cass
Realrap
Cassidy wasn't necessarily on Ruff Ryders.
DMX and Drag-On Yessss
Cass was more attention of Los I think wouldn't say he was an original ruff Ryder. Drag was always my favorite tho
They can say what they want about X,but I went to the ruff ryders cashmoney concert when they came to Philly. Nobody performs like him,he prayed,cried,and turned tf up 😂 💯
I was at that concert lol
I caught that concert in Pittsburgh PA. Best concert ever ☺️
Lucky
He said it perfectly” Everybody needs to be someone’s baby”, His Grandmother was his Rock, Losing her on top of his issues with Mother ,Gave us “X”.. I hope you are at Peace, RIP “Dark Man X”🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💔💔💔
How many of us have been saved by grandma!
@@yvettemckinzie9082Worddd
His mom leaving him still does something to him. I can’t imagine how he felt as a child....
NOT JUDGING ANYONE...I WONDER HOW HIS MOM FEELS NOW THAN HE'S GONE.....
His childhood really hurt him
Saddening
So sad 😭😭
It does something to me because I raised two sons and I know I would give my life for them. And I listen to him, and I feel hurt for DMX, his pain. On top of that, his own mentor lace his weed with crack.. God needed DMX home with him. So many evil people around him Such a sweet soul, that has been abused, hurt so young....
Has the same demons around him.... He is trying really hard to get right... But can't because those same demoy that hurt him, tried to destroy him are around...We pray for our love one's to stay on earth with us. But we never say God your will not ours... He touched many... DMX was tired... He needed strong people to help him kick that drug habit... And if he didn't heal from the past... Who knows. I. Just saying....... I love some DMX... But you can see the pain that was on his face, his music, and his upbringing... My God he was a soldier who had to fight straight from the womb..... RIP
DMX
When he mentioned how his mother lefted him at children's village, I felt it for him.
THAT WAS SAD......
Heartless mother 🥲
His mom is the one who pulled the plug. No surprise. I bet she’s only after his money.
Me too I said it’s ok baby talking him while watching him and how it him..
@Danielle B His lawyer said she made the decisions . I'm sure she consulted with his other family though
Childhood trauma stays with you for a lifetime ......no matter how old you get, you can't shake it, just try to keep it in check like dmx did til he couldn't no more 😢😢 RIP X
Yo waaah had multiple chances to give up on x but he stuck with him that's incredible! How many of yall are willing to go through all that trouble to reach greatness???
You can tell that the music moves through DMX.... He is not just rapping. He is processing his gift!!!!
He was so hurt nobody ever took the time 💔 😪 😔 🤧 for him. His mother failed him.
Swiss beats did
@@beargaming999. unfortunately, he couldn't fill the void that was clearly left by his mother's abandonment.
@@beargaming999. no he didn't he just couldn't help him control himself ..he loved him that was his boy , his brother but apparently Swiss energy was drained We alll loved & still love D.M.X but after awhile it's but so much you can do for a person!! especially when you have kids of your own etc so people did try really hard to help physically but sometime all you can do is love & pray for them.. actually Russel Simmons Sayed he failed him & could of done alot more for him & he said this himself!!
DMX story reminds of a lot of young black men growing up in single parent homes. This is a problem our community must address and fix glad this brother made something out his life. Also I can’t believe Wendy Williams would do that unbelievable. BET keep it going y’all about to get your original audience and subscribers back with these chronicles keep it coming!!!
Mitch Gill she threw his tape out the car window
Dmx > 2pac
Wendy Williams has always been a straight clown 😬
Yes! I was like let me subscribe this the content I like to watch
That nasty troll 🤢
Met DMX in Syracuse, N.Y (signed an autograph for my son at the time), he is so down to earth & the coolest‼️No matter how much money he made, still treated his fans/family with decency 🔥🙏🏾I wish him GODSPEED🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💯
Facts..met him and his entourage in Detroit at a Subway I worked at back when and then there was X dropped and he was on tour and had a show up the block at Fox Theater... Dude was hella cool, laid back , humble, cracking jokes and ish... He was shorter than I thought he was in person though lol
@@garcel1251 yes‼️💯
@@networkengineertechchic5018 lol
DMX is one of my all-time favorite rappers. He's definitely in my top 5.
Listening to his story makes you realize why there was so much pain and passion in his songs. Dmx truly is special.
DMX just needed someone to love him unconditionally, and help him understand that he was important and that he mattered smh... You just never know what makes a person the way they are. Either way, this man is an ICON!
💯
So many ppl failed him...so he began treating himself how he was treated....he has never felt worthy you can even hear it in his prayers and his lyrics 😔💔
When DMX mentioned how his mom left him at the group home I felt every hurt and pain in his voice 😔😭
We need to appreciate dmx
Most of us already do
Exactly!!
Yes
Every one does but himself
Facts!!!
this is why young men need fathers in their lives!
You need good committed fathers.
Absolutely
@@Eastpointe and father’s being kept from their children to be able to be there too
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Can’t be a good father if you’re high on crack and lean all day.
There is always a gift in every bad situation you just have to be strong enough to be willing to look for it. R.I.P DMX
"There's always a gift in every bad situation." - DMX
When a black man keeps his word to another black man, sky's the limit.
that part
Facts.
When one human being keeps their word to another human being, sky’s the limit.
Exactly!
@Alex Kanyima I wish that were true. Being born in the south and being apart of a family that was one of the first to move into an all white neighborhood. I can genuinely tell you the color of your skin matters. I don't know when or where the rest of you were born but don't ever turn your back on what happened to black people in this country. Ever! As much as you think things have gotten better it's much worse than you think.
Rest in peace DMX we lost a real artist rapper you always going to be missed bro legends never die
Dmx crying made me cry 😢I'm so glad he became who he was 💯💯⁉️❤❤
Oooooooooooooo..
Is.
Same here sis .. the depth of sadness who can know it .
Who he is ❤️
As amazing as DMX music is. I wish I could give it all back and never had heard it. In order for him to have had a good childhood. . . That's just too much pain for one man, let alone CHILD to endure.
Right What a sweet thing to say. He was in severe pain. Money and fame can't buy happiness or a family.
yeah same here foreal i wish we could give it all back so he couldve had a more peaceful life
God’s purpose for him was far greater which is why we went through all that he did. Everything in life happens for a reason. There is always good in the bad you just have to find it.
@Str8 Fwd Yes a beautiful thing to say
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭
Rest In Peace champ. After fighting all your life, you deserve peace.
His mother clearly won the "Worst Mother" Award over and over again. Shameful how bad parents can severely traumatize a child like this and create adults who suffer throughout their lives. It's no wonder he has struggled so long with drugs.
Yup putting nothing but anger and all types of emotions in him smh. R.I.P DMX love you 4 life.
No more pain DMX you can finally find peace we ❤️ you always
Since you know so much your honor, what were his mother’s struggles?
@Mitchell Bliss A what point in your life you break the generation curse. Because honey.. there are plenty of moms and dads out there who knew only one way... And when they had kids they became a better way...
And his hearts so big he still loved her...he never got over the pain may he rest in paradise 🙏
All I know is pain, All I feel is rain, How can I maintain with that isht on my brain. Now that line means so much more.
💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥
" I resort to voilence ..... " Man he had a rough childhood.
So much more!!!!!
Facts!!!
It makes sense but do you know what makes more sense: taking charge of your healing process, taking responsibility for the choices that led you here and owning the fact that your life is what you chose.
Dmx is a real deal legend. So glad he got his flowers while he was here. Can’t believe he’s gone. 🙅🏽♀️🖤
I know right!I grew up on DMX!☹️
Facts plus tax. Rest in Power X🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
💯🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️♾💙♾🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️💯
🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️♾🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️🙅🏾♂️
"they would Rob the mail man...and he would be right back to work" lmao shot out to Mike the mail man 😂😂
😂😂😂🤣😂
Lmfaoooooo
😂😂😂😂😂
That real dedication😂😂
I would just love to give DMX a hug.
Me too
Me too
I met him in my hometown of Spartanburg SC a few years Bak he lived in Greer SC
Blue station wagon wit New York plates
doemriteman Davis he probably had millions and nickels in the same week
All dogs go to heaven. straight legend
Let's remember a time when DMX had everything on lock and broke records that hip-hop found too hard to break
DMX the reason why hardcore hip hop group like Onyx and wu tang wasn't respected anymore by labels and all the death row Era couldn't be respected anymore in the same year 1998 he has took the industry by the storm to je the first solo artist to sell 2 album the same year 7 million 2 time... The only one was Tupac before but all eyez on me had been sold 6 million and MAKAVELLI 5 million... He is came at the tight time when puffy and his shiny suit was tiring new Yorkers and callifornian.... Who was crying the death of big and pac... The hype with x was in another level....
@@didiermongo-gouala3770 true and jay had a big part in running x career. Although we just found out he paid off dmx debt to clear Def jam, but he certainly did destroy X. But past is past, hope he comes back strong with his new album!
Facts! But not only that then he had the acting & movies too !
@@Miss-ru5tb hell yeah b.
🧘🏾♀️🧘🏾♀️
Dmx was one of the hardest out u can still listen to him 💯💯💯💯
DMX and bandana P R.I.P prodigy
Only rapper at that time any competition for JayZ💯
how many are here watching this right now and sad....my childhood memories came flashing right back....these kids haven't enjoyed this kind of music 😭😭😭🤲🙏🙏RIP DMX
(18:09)"Rapping & Robing, the Double R was already there before we came up with it" 😂🤣
🤣🤣🤣 DMX🤣🤣🤣
His book earl really helped me get threw my last stretch in the box I’m currently fighting another case I’m 27 and just built my credit and. Had a job and my life together please pray for me to come out on top all the prayers help thank you 🙏
bigkckrva praying for you ❤️
Keep strong king. Salute
@Steven Gonzales thank you man
@@TheRealApolloD good looks my boy
@@TheeKD thank you
RIP to one of the hardest, distinctive sounding, MC's to blessd the Mic. X- 4ever
Deep!
yes, that distinctive iconic hardcore voice!
When DMX said the part of being so bored he imagined the zipper on his shirt a 🔥 fire truck.....straight honest goosebumps u can tell he doesn’t lie.
Sheesh. I want to give him a long hug. For real.
Man this was pretty heavy, you could tell at some point he was gonna start crying , talking about all that stuff!
Made me want to cry too...
There is something so amazing about DMX, He is a WARRIOR! I have loved him Heart to Heart ever since I saw him do that prayer on stage in backstage. I was 15 then I'm 36 now...Positive Vibes and energy to him and his!🤴🏾🥰🤗
"There's always a gift in every bad situation, you just have to be strong enough to be willing to look for it!" DMX
Wow.
DMX voice was is everything. Love it.
Prayers for X. They don’t make ‘em like this anymore. Realest dude I’ve ever met. This cat came to Utica and just chilled like a normal dude in the hood. Real! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
That's x my baby syracuse not far from Utica only if he came here next we would of been chilling hard body ❤❤❤❤❤
I remember years ago I seen him across the street by the Mosque on 116th & Lenox doing the same. No big fanfare just chilling with one dude.
I never met him, but I figured that about him,
Rest n paradise X......REST N PARADISE....!!!! Y.O STAND UP!!!!!! PEACE
@@JamesJohnson-rb4wk God has called his angel home
Wow DMX had a story to tell he had a testimony 🙏
All that photos and the videos are a real graphic or to body changed chineses!!!nothing in tv we are!!
Believe meh!!
(Im 86light)
DMX is still gonna have a testimony to tell people the Most High is working on him
"DMX robbed people with a dog." I'm sorry but that's funny." Rapping and robbing double R was always in his make up." His grandmother saw the light in him, so did we. We love you anyway DMX.
Always felt DMX deserved a movie, his behind the music was so sad. He's been through the wildest parts of life. Abuse, neglect, addiction, fame and success. What a life. I hope more people learn his story, you'll understand why he became the way he is. Listen to slipping if you have the time.
Rest In Peace Darkman X. Thank you for the love, and all the joy you brought to our world. Finally you can rest.
Yep it was heart breaking. His mother was horrible and the women who loved him the most was his grandma. I feel the mans pain when he talks about his trauma
@@carolinachickfrombrooklyn664 I’m happy he at least got love from his grandma in his life. His father being gone and his mom being abusive really messed him up. He’s still such a kind soul despite it. 😢
Agree, 💯
I felt so much pain for what he went with his mum, sorry. His song Slippin opened my Eyes and saved my life many times. I repent for you Earl Simmons and Rest in Peace, Adonai Amen.
That song.... kept me pushing in hard times.
When X was arrested n the cameras were on him he said:"Get my best side" ✊🏾
I'm still laughin X is a legend yo!
🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 Lolol DMX
Lol
I can't believe he is gone now....heartbreaking....😭 RIP....
D....M....X.....is REAL Truth!!! When He Cry....We Cry!!! He had a very rough life, yet, he is Still Standing. I love, luv, loove these Chronicles.
“X didn’t need a gun he had the dog. Who wants to get bit? I’d rather get shot” 😭😭🤣🤣 Never thought about that way sir! Lol!
👀👀☝😵😵😭😭😭😭😭😭
Unless they shoot the dog🤷
@@twright6231 can always hit up Michael Vick for another
😱😱😱😹😹😹😹
He had heart attack😭😭😭
Hopes and prayers to DMX family technically he still with us at the moment, we all love you X 🐺
Hooked on drugs at 14.... that's crazy and sad thing is it was by someone he trusted and looked up to.....gots to be aware of your so called friends and surroundings....
Easy for a person who's in their 50s to say he was only 14 at the time
Eazy Money DMX is 49
@@torianmcneill3794 ,and he looks like he's doing better,gained weight back doing music, unless you walk in the brothers shoes how could you ever understand
Eazy Money this dude Tireo says DMX is going to Hell don’t listen to him
@@torianmcneill3794 you right thanks
The moment he put his head down while talking about his mother leaving😢
I’m in tears... omg heartbreaking 💔
Yeah must have been a turning point in his life
Thank you BET for introducing me to this man as a young elementary school kid.
I remember living at my uncles house where they had cable tv!
That Ruff Ryders anthem would start my early morning walks to school with my cd player
Rest easy OG🙏🏻
Correct or correct?...the era of Hip Hop where you could come from one city have different crews that sounded raw, real and different...this docu-series was needed. The younger generation need to know their Hip Hop History
The Alkebulan Trust too right dude . You really couldn't find a single rapper or crew that sounded alike . Everyone had their own style with the clothes down to the sound . And so many of them . Back then there was loads of amazing artists and now I struggle to even find ten that are groundbreaking and timeless not like the late 80's to mid 90's even towards the end of the 90's and now it's not even worth it listening to what they call hip hop in this day and age
Ruff Ryders are one of my fav crews, grew up on Eve, DMX, Drag-On, LOX. Miss them classic Swizz productions too!!!
The Dean brothers are solid. Just serious brothers. They took their family structure to the streets and eventually the music business.
And Everyone Who's Trying To Get In Or Build A Business Could Learn A Little Bit From Each Story.
I'm loving BET right now for making these documentaries on these rap groups like no limit records and ruff Ryder's. This is important hip hop history on how these groups got started. DMX has been 1 of my favorite rappers since a young age. The 1st record of X I bought was a tape because CDs weren't even out yet. Yes I'm talking about the 90s. I'm 30 years old I grew up with this music. I'll never forget a couple of years back I got to see DMX perform in the house of blues. It was epic. A memory I'll never forget. U had to b there.
If u meant Its Dark And Hell Is Hot then yes CD's were definitely out. That was 98. Unless u meant his mixtapes sold locally.
MaadAzzGang right lol I’m 34 and it’s dark and hell is out came out in 98 and I got it for Christmas. He said they didn’t have CDs in the 90’s???
@@deeakayourfavoritealbinota7677
Damn he must be 90 years old cuz my cousin had alot of cds in the 90s
Rasta 37 word!!! Lol I’m confused
@@deeakayourfavoritealbinota7677 lmao word i was like wtf, since when did CDs not exist in '98? ha ha
Definitely need a movie made of DMX's life story...I would even buy the book version..fascinating man with a fascinating life.
@@SP-tr6jm Great book bought soon as it was released!
Anthony Freeman u r right about that...he is one of a kind..
I will ACTUALLY die to see that movie ...Rona and no vac and all!
This is the most on point documentary out there. Thank you BET. RIP TO THE LEGEND AND THE GOAT X. Hopefully see you in heaven
People clown on him but if you really listen to him he very smart
Facts
Yes! Very!😃👍🏾❤💯
His downfall was the coke
Yeah he was a straight A Student as a child
@Kim row Absolutely💯💯..We still have all his cds...& still play his music during cookouts.
Ruff Ryders had one of the greatest runs in hip hop history
A legend that rocked my teenage years. Thank you for what it brought. France loves you DMX rests in peace
I always had mad respect for this man. People don't understand till they see where the hell he came from and went through.
DMX is always and forever be the greatest, a walking legend
You're speaking nothing but FACTS✊
For how bad his mother was, I can't remember a track ever that he bitched or vented about her and how he felt. Much respect 🙏💯
It started with the lack of love from his mother, and dude that was his Mentor that slipped him the "grimmy" which is what we call laced weed with crack. I had a cousin in Texas do me the same way. I never spoke to my cousin after that, to this day I never utter a word to dude for fear I will severely hurt him. That laced weed turned me into a person that is very observant and I have trust issues.
Congrats on you bring able to work past those addictions. 💪🏿🙌🏿👑💯💙🙏🏿
We got some demonic people in our community
Dmx is a god fearing rapper legend rip
Dee saying he never smoked or drank in his life is something to cherish and admire
💯💯💯
Along with selling it to other people instead.
RealTalk
Systematically we are taught Drug's are Bad...(many are) But research many of our past Cultures/Tribes & their purposes of botanical usage. Before our "LAW of the Land"...Crap.🌝✌
I mean i get it.....but at the same time not really....he never drank or smoke ok cool......but he provided and sold poison to his whole community...
R.I.P. X... you made a huge impact in many lives. I thank God for letting us experience the gift he gave him.
That hurt seeing X getting emotional about his moms smh
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X's brain is fried from long term drug use.
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💪🏿💪🏿💪🏿 gotta respect that
@@cassiusdio6844 Dude a mum figure was absent in his life, that was why, and not drugs.