Billie Eilish via Instagram Live. (July 4, 2018)

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  • Hi, guys! I had to mute like 3 minutes of the video because of copyright. If you hear literally nothing in some part, that’s why, lol. Sorry! Hope you enjoy the video. :-)
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    * Video from wherearetheavocados on Instagram Live.
    * My Instagram: igstorylive

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  • @indiahbrantley5049
    @indiahbrantley5049 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1987

    I for real just rewatch live streams just to hear her voice it’s the only thing that makes me feel ok 🤷🏾‍♀️

    • @OhManAFatRabbit
      @OhManAFatRabbit 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      aww that's so cute

    • @juliaj.8676
      @juliaj.8676 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Same ❣️

    • @OhManAFatRabbit
      @OhManAFatRabbit 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@juliaj.8676 this is the cutest thing I've ever heard

    • @inomkhithathomas2187
      @inomkhithathomas2187 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me too

    • @sydney14333
      @sydney14333 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I listen to these while I sleep, they're like cursing lullabies

  • @avam6080
    @avam6080 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1377

    "I don't even care about what I want. I just want to be what you want."
    nooo billie :((

    • @Rose-dz5re
      @Rose-dz5re 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      ıṅєẓ ṃ. I started crying when she said that :(

    • @rubyrandolph6767
      @rubyrandolph6767 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      What’s the time stamp for that

    • @LandOnBolts
      @LandOnBolts 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      37 min in

    • @ultimateblong
      @ultimateblong 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      She's being smart though. She's trying to make money until she's old enough to do her own thing. Obviously she's trying to figure out what and who she is at this point, and doing what the people want is a smart marketable move.

    • @swaginmayin4998
      @swaginmayin4998 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ultimateblong tru

  • @emmagee3621
    @emmagee3621 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1844

    Mom: You need to go to bed now billie that's really loud
    Billie: ok *blasts music*

  • @adriannamichalski3359
    @adriannamichalski3359 5 ปีที่แล้ว +610

    "anyone wanna come over?" heck yes

  • @arianaeilish1901
    @arianaeilish1901 5 ปีที่แล้ว +779

    when she said "you guys alright" omg I. WANT. TO. CRY.

  • @ayamajdoub2580
    @ayamajdoub2580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +794

    I feel like she was in such a terrible state of mind in this video. I’m so glad she’s happy now. This is making me cry Jesus Christ

    • @anna-sh2qc
      @anna-sh2qc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      fr:(

    • @abigkid2236
      @abigkid2236 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Ya but Jahseh (xxxtentation) did die like a couple weeks before this so but I'm so happy she's happy now

    • @savthasloth
      @savthasloth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      yes oh my god. i kept breaking down seeing how hurt she was

    • @delena4evertvd267
      @delena4evertvd267 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      you can see it. she wasn’t feeling well (mentally) at all :( it’s so sad. i’m so happy she’s happier now.

    • @shuholic
      @shuholic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Right here she was with Q

  • @olieb5167
    @olieb5167 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1007

    Mom: 'you need to go to bed now Billie'
    Billie: 'Ya ya ya ill go to bed, my bad'
    Billie: *continues to live stream for 33 more minutes

    • @chasitygarcia2336
      @chasitygarcia2336 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Olie B and then her mom goes “ I know u so well plz go to bed”

    • @ranaerden7431
      @ranaerden7431 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Olie B when ?

    • @Ori0987
      @Ori0987 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Chasity Garcia no she says that is so loud

    • @itsafrikah2594
      @itsafrikah2594 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      When?

    • @lisa7607
      @lisa7607 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ranaerden7431 25.01

  • @puffthedargon
    @puffthedargon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +299

    "Talk to me" - I wish i could Billie.. i really really wish i could just sit in a room and talk to you. About anything..

  • @irmameh
    @irmameh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +560

    this girl is my everything

    • @lucyl4903
      @lucyl4903 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mine too

    • @H_Camille
      @H_Camille 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same 😩

    • @lifeofluhk2
      @lifeofluhk2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My world my heartbeat💟🌍

    • @daddylin3196
      @daddylin3196 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I just need a girlfriend with her personality and I am the happiest person ever🥺

    • @leaniederwolfsgruber1119
      @leaniederwolfsgruber1119 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same🥺

  • @UnknownUnknown-pk6ph
    @UnknownUnknown-pk6ph 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1075

    0:00 because I’m in love with you
    2:25 because I’m in love with you (again)
    4:00 heart by Omar Apollo
    4:12 Place We Won’t Walk by Bruno Major
    6:02 “You guys alright? You feel okay?”
    6:57 “talk to me” and I’m Sorry by Ameer Vann
    7:47 “I just wish I wasn’t broken”
    8:21 She’s Mine Pt. 1 by J. Cole
    8:45 “love y’all”
    9:53 Book drawing
    11:48 Focus by H.E.R.
    14:00 From the Dining Table by Harry Styles
    14:55 Start of song I don’t know with Billie singing
    15:08 Slip by Elliot Moss
    18:26 She shows her book again
    20:02 CONTACTS by BROCKHAMPTON
    21:30 Mourn by Corbin
    24:24 MOOD CHANGE idk what this song is called :(
    25:00 Motiv8 by J. Cole
    26:14 The Less I Know The Better by Tame Impala
    27:34 “You gotta stay breathing”
    31:02 The Beach by The Neighborhood
    32:55 The Motive Used To Be The Melody by Sango & Xavier Omär
    35:22 Red lights
    35:40 “If I ever go” :(
    39:23 Billie talks during song I don’t know the name of
    44:22 another song idk Billie talks over
    48:01 ANOTHER song I wish I knew
    51:00 Stand Still by Sabrina Claudio
    55:43 Quiet song idk ;/ its so pretty
    58:30 16 seconds... oh and bye
    I made this for me and others. I come here for peace of mind and distraction. if anyone knows the songs I don’t know PLEASE tell me. Just comment it below and if you have a part you love just leave the time stamp and I’ll add it. I love you guys so much and stay alive. |-/
    Vent below if needed and I’ll respond if I see it.

  • @ellen5689
    @ellen5689 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1216

    She can sing
    She can dance
    She can draw
    She can write
    Hotel trivago

    • @hannahew4738
      @hannahew4738 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Lmao

    • @matheo5781
      @matheo5781 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Kinda messed up there😂 but true

    • @phoebeeep
      @phoebeeep 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Not how it works, but alright

    • @JAMIE-ru7bx
      @JAMIE-ru7bx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      pls tell me wat hotel trivago mean pls

    • @ijustexistbro
      @ijustexistbro 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Fyi he or she knows that's not how it goes that's the joke in it

  • @angelinabilzom9680
    @angelinabilzom9680 5 ปีที่แล้ว +385

    16:42 *jumps through screen*

    • @ilililbaby1180
      @ilililbaby1180 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ANGELINA BILZOM
      Lol

    • @br_indump
      @br_indump 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      meeeeeee

    • @shadowtheruler0
      @shadowtheruler0 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      XD I wish I could

    • @smellmyfingers6902
      @smellmyfingers6902 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lol I love this live and the people in the comments like u

    • @fiona7951
      @fiona7951 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ANGELINA BILZOM i just want to hug her so much

  • @ninako1935
    @ninako1935 5 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    34:06 her voice and everything ugh she's perfect

    • @AndreasDelleske
      @AndreasDelleske 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Nina we all are. If we would only see.

  • @jaylabrezhae
    @jaylabrezhae 5 ปีที่แล้ว +288

    I've been depressed for mad long and when I discovered BILLIE my whole life changed she made me a little happier

    • @snowyslimes4206
      @snowyslimes4206 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Jayla Middleton your gonna be ok. Just know that

    • @eyes4kismet
      @eyes4kismet 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      felt this, still going through it tho

    • @sadieh.7163
      @sadieh.7163 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      that is my life story in a sentence

  • @kehuv867
    @kehuv867 5 ปีที่แล้ว +337

    Billie: “you guys alright?”
    Me: why the flurk r you asking that to me girl? r YOU alright?

  • @olieb5167
    @olieb5167 5 ปีที่แล้ว +250

    oMG the fact that all of the drawings she showed in the live were PIxiLAteD TRigGeRS mE

  • @kyarnithomas4946
    @kyarnithomas4946 5 ปีที่แล้ว +341

    When she stated talking about leaving us I cried my eyes out 😭

  • @rebbecahagh
    @rebbecahagh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    her taste in music 💆🏽‍♀️

    • @sophieeardley8458
      @sophieeardley8458 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I made a playlist of all her radio shows and other songs she has suggested or made playlists including, here is the link open.spotify.com/playlist/49cpVT1LFwgAc5aCvnfOx0?si=6fMiC0j5RxydEfiC4z-F7g

  • @peanutbutter8439
    @peanutbutter8439 5 ปีที่แล้ว +323

    46:47 "I need your babies" "oh honey no no"

    • @choz2382
      @choz2382 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      peanut butter she’s saving them for a special someone aw 🥺

    • @bootzi458
      @bootzi458 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      peanut butter “I’m saving my babies for a special someone” my heart just shriveled up into a little raisin

    • @lizbethgunther7814
      @lizbethgunther7814 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I would commit suicide.

    • @idk875
      @idk875 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lizbethgunther7814 What does it mean ??

    • @roksanaczaja3882
      @roksanaczaja3882 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lizbethgunther7814 are u okay now??

  • @kristenfoundas4175
    @kristenfoundas4175 4 ปีที่แล้ว +192

    it makes me really sad thinking about how she was in a really bad place then and we were so close to losing her

  • @victoriacederlind8251
    @victoriacederlind8251 5 ปีที่แล้ว +512

    This was 2-3 weeks after Jahseh’s death, obv shes sad people...luv her tho

    • @zjalapai9806
      @zjalapai9806 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      RIP avocados wtf lmao this isn’t true at all

    • @olgav1468
      @olgav1468 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      who is Jahseh?Pls I want to know

    • @zjalapai9806
      @zjalapai9806 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      dfgdse okkj xxxtentacion

    • @olgav1468
      @olgav1468 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@zjalapai9806 thanks

    • @melindavahlsten2949
      @melindavahlsten2949 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeeyee Brothers yo what the fuck r you sayin😂

  • @paulinaberg2757
    @paulinaberg2757 5 ปีที่แล้ว +282

    Billie: i want someone really bad but i cant Have them.
    Me: Me every Day thinking of you

  • @keyannaporter9857
    @keyannaporter9857 5 ปีที่แล้ว +308

    She needs to watch out for her mental health before anyone else she sounds so depressed but I can tell she loves her fans so damn much❤️💕

    • @mikayla7944
      @mikayla7944 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Keyanna Porter She says she is not depressed anymore and she is happy😃😃😃

    • @sydney14333
      @sydney14333 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@mikayla7944 she's happier, I'm not trying to be rude or anything but I'm pretty sure you can you can't just get rid of depression.

    • @AndreasDelleske
      @AndreasDelleske 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Keyanna Porter she just dares to feel what is. We should protect her.. and us.

    • @duh9772
      @duh9772 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@sydney14333 she said shes not as depressed anymore like she used to be. shes in a great place, loves life, happy, and where she is. and im super glad that my baby is feeling well and being comfortable where she was at- cause before she didnt want the fame- she didnt like it but now she loves it. 💙

  • @anastasiamcavoy2801
    @anastasiamcavoy2801 5 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    Billie: *"and you guys are my people, so don't think of yourself of anything less"*
    Me: *still sobbing* *sobbing intensifies*

  • @victoriarose3658
    @victoriarose3658 5 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    billie needs to release a playlist of music she listens to because wow i love everything in this video

    • @sophieeardley8458
      @sophieeardley8458 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hey I know this is so late! But she has 2 radio shows and I have a playlist of all the songs in them and any playlist she has made

    • @sophieeardley8458
      @sophieeardley8458 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ik5s open.spotify.com/playlist/49cpVT1LFwgAc5aCvnfOx0?si=zNxnYdaTTS-AqbaMI2_klw this is the link. I'm pretty sure it's public

    • @cadhla9681
      @cadhla9681 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sophieeardley8458 THANK YOU 😘

    • @sophieeardley8458
      @sophieeardley8458 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@cadhla9681 no problem, hope it helped x

    • @paganpoetry5931
      @paganpoetry5931 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She has two radio shows in apple music one called me and dad radio and other called groupies have feelings too

  • @04082001ify
    @04082001ify 5 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    I'm starting to cry non-stop after she blows the candles........and started talking about 'going away'....I don't like that, I don't want you to ever go Billie......

  • @savei_.0598
    @savei_.0598 5 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    Ugh when she said she dosent wish there were more people like her that hit me

  • @BirdsofSt4rs
    @BirdsofSt4rs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +284

    35:40 BILLIE 🥺 u got my crying :((

  • @matheo5781
    @matheo5781 5 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    2:34 She’s singing her unreleased song “Because I’m in love with you”!!!!

  • @annabelcao7899
    @annabelcao7899 5 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    20:20 oh my god i melted

    • @drilonkolica2044
      @drilonkolica2044 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same OMFG

    • @yashminjamal9555
      @yashminjamal9555 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah

    • @may8101
      @may8101 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sameeeeee 🥺

    • @kay-tt8dn
      @kay-tt8dn 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      OMG IM LITWRALLT CRYING

    • @ayamajdoub2580
      @ayamajdoub2580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It’s the year 2020... during quarantine.... and we can’t have her Bc social distancing... SHE PREDICTED THE CORONA

  • @olieb5167
    @olieb5167 5 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    The end when she said she was 'so scared', that was so sad. With that song in the background too😭

  • @RemedyUnderTheSun
    @RemedyUnderTheSun 5 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    "Be everything I'm not."

  • @alexiskerns8606
    @alexiskerns8606 5 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    When she said, "I'm not gonna leave you", I started to cry bc of X.

  • @marshal8143
    @marshal8143 5 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    This live is the saddest thing I’ve ever watched

  • @emilywilliams9347
    @emilywilliams9347 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    24:50
    “That’s way to loud”
    “Haha Sorry” 😂😂😂

  • @Thebig-nq5jn
    @Thebig-nq5jn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    Is anyone going on a Billie marathon for quarantine?! I am. I’m so proud of Billie and how far she’s come! I love her so much!!!

  • @rjmaglapuz1367
    @rjmaglapuz1367 6 ปีที่แล้ว +171

    Dude, she making me cry dfq : ((

    • @kiyah1304
      @kiyah1304 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me to bro

  • @melo2214
    @melo2214 5 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    “Are u guys alright...you feel okay” awww😭😍 this makes me saddd
    Edit: wow so many likes haha

  • @kaithlynchin6531
    @kaithlynchin6531 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Istg I’m so happy she got out of depression because i don’t know what I really would’ve done without Billie in my life rn

  • @melo2214
    @melo2214 5 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    In the beginning was so calming.. she looked sad tho

    • @may8101
      @may8101 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It was a few weeks after X passed :(((((

  • @reyl2230
    @reyl2230 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    i miss this, and no i’m not talking about how sad she was, i just miss being this close to her.

  • @makaylasanchez6740
    @makaylasanchez6740 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    When she,asked are we alright and ok 😭 she said talk to me this whole live is so sweet. Much love for Billie

  • @BCS1105
    @BCS1105 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    35:40 onwards is fucking heartbreaking. I’m glad that Billie’s in a better place now than she was in this video.

  • @marissa1798
    @marissa1798 5 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    i literally want her to sing me to sleep every night

    • @lifeofluhk2
      @lifeofluhk2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Like a little baby

  • @azuraydewolfe3875
    @azuraydewolfe3875 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I'm in love with someone that doesn't know I exist life's great

  • @luvvvv.m0
    @luvvvv.m0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    15:57 Whoever tf said it come outside we ain’t gone jump you.

    • @sabina7148
      @sabina7148 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Right!we just wanna talk on y tf u said that shi !

  • @paulinaberg2757
    @paulinaberg2757 5 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Billie: anyone wanna Come over??
    Me: HELL YEAH

  • @hannahew4738
    @hannahew4738 5 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    Its iconic how many songs i just put on my when your lonely playlist from this one live..

    • @victoriarose3658
      @victoriarose3658 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Red Salad546 can you share the playlist

    • @alainasaginar4784
      @alainasaginar4784 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I CANT FIND ALL THE SONGS.....please help I've only found a couple

    • @sara-bz3uv
      @sara-bz3uv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@alainasaginar4784
      Ameer Vann - I'm sorry
      J. Cole - She's Mine pt. 1
      H.E.R - Focus
      Harry Styles - From the Dining Table
      Elliot Moss - Slip
      BROCKHAMPTON - CONTACTS
      Corbin - Mourn
      J.Cole - Motiv8
      Tame Impala - The Less I Know the Better
      The Neighborhood - The Beach

    • @carriepsychic7048
      @carriepsychic7048 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sara-bz3uv thx !

    • @h.h3110
      @h.h3110 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sara there is also the places we wont walk - bruno major

  • @damndestiny
    @damndestiny 5 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I love rewatching her live-streams and falling asleep to her voice 🥰

  • @blewhsh3171
    @blewhsh3171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    she was soooooo sad here I am glad she's happy now oh my god

    • @lolstudio1947
      @lolstudio1947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeah ikr but I kinda miss this era😢

  • @sydney14333
    @sydney14333 5 ปีที่แล้ว +307

    Billie:Anybody wanna come over?
    Me:**packs all of stuff** Yesss, BYE MOM I'M LEAVING
    Mom:it's that damn Billie
    Me:yes... yes it is **SLAMS DOOR**
    I'm sorry I just kinda had to

    • @AndreasDelleske
      @AndreasDelleske 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      S y d 1 0 1 hehe. If you‘d really go, you know you need no stuff.

    • @smellmyfingers6902
      @smellmyfingers6902 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bro u made me laugh for like ten mins! Lol😁🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂

    • @lifeofluhk2
      @lifeofluhk2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lnao😂

    • @KenoSNeal
      @KenoSNeal 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @kiaralee2972
    @kiaralee2972 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I love how she's checking in on us even tho she feels terrible
    the way i'm in love with her

  • @msmangos_9425
    @msmangos_9425 6 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    She’s everything to live for❤️

  • @sydneykate11
    @sydneykate11 5 ปีที่แล้ว +288

    i hope she doesn’t harm herself
    sometimes i wonder if thats why she wears certain clothes and it worries me a lot
    edit: i wrote this comment way before billie came out and said that she used to self harm in that interview. please stop commenting about it.

    • @sd-cy2cl
      @sd-cy2cl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      I don’t think so.. she can’t really wear long pants and sleeves performing, since it gets hot and she’s jumping around. someone would see.

    • @kayleeg7083
      @kayleeg7083 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I know. I worry about her. :’(

    • @brooklynlockhart6336
      @brooklynlockhart6336 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      cutie patoodie thighs tho. I mean if they're where the pants/shorts don't move I'm sure she could but I don't think she does

    • @Ori0987
      @Ori0987 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Omg bro it’s a mf style

    • @sydneykate11
      @sydneykate11 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Helena Aleksandra i agree and i love her style, i just worry bc i care about her

  • @nagon5793
    @nagon5793 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Im always sad and depressed but when i watch Billie i just dream away, feeling happy

  • @SADFACENT_
    @SADFACENT_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    "I'm saving my babies for a special someone" 😟😭

  • @molge6026
    @molge6026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    I need her playlist wow

    • @alainasaginar4784
      @alainasaginar4784 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      IKR I can barely understand her sometimes when she says the title of the songs or I can barely hear the lyrics/understand them to find the title of the song

    • @rowdyngreen9955
      @rowdyngreen9955 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Alaina Saginar shazam them☺️

    • @Ioverii
      @Ioverii 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i have a playlist on spotify with 300+ songs that i know she listens to my spotify is arionna gaither

    • @rowdyngreen9955
      @rowdyngreen9955 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      avocado namjoon could u pls reply with the link that takes me there so i get the right one thank youuu

    • @rowenabucal1761
      @rowenabucal1761 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      try groupies have feelings too.. some of her playlist..

  • @wolfiegirlwildfire8549
    @wolfiegirlwildfire8549 5 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    She cares about us just as much as we care about her

  • @carmsd6292
    @carmsd6292 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Here again, I literally created a playlist for all the songs she played in this live 😭

  • @chadluckern8092
    @chadluckern8092 5 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Shes way more talented then she even realizes or anyone else but ya she definitely has gone through something but shes so intune with the world an life shes an old soul but ya give her a few years I think she isn't at her full potential but ya I love how deep she is an ya shes young soon as she turns 25 to 30 that's when she'll be at her full potential I mean shes very talented now but wait till she matures or grows

  • @delena4evertvd267
    @delena4evertvd267 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    you can almost hear the “cause i’m not” in her head after she asks “you guys alright? you guys okay?” :( i’m happy she’s happier now.

  • @user-td3gx3jh2y
    @user-td3gx3jh2y 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Oml she is so good at drawing I actually can’t with her, love her soooo much

  • @SafeHavenEquineandCanine
    @SafeHavenEquineandCanine 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    You can literally hear her house viberating😂😂😂

  • @Sweetoof_
    @Sweetoof_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +105

    if im everything shes not ill be nothing

    • @tash5017
      @tash5017 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I don't get it

    • @marib.364
      @marib.364 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      that’s the beauty in it. you are somebody, you’re you-not her.

    • @tash5017
      @tash5017 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@marib.364 I actually had to think about that for a sec lol

    • @kenedypark9058
      @kenedypark9058 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Verbalbutterfly he or she are saying like she is everything so if he or she are everything she ISNT then he or she will be nothing .. I hope that made sense hhah

    • @OhManAFatRabbit
      @OhManAFatRabbit 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      um sorry what

  • @Vampire.666
    @Vampire.666 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    I feel her sadness through the screen I just wanna give her a big hug. :(

  • @stellajade
    @stellajade 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    OMG when she started talking about going 😭😭😭

    • @alanal3218
      @alanal3218 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stella Harris when was that?

    • @jade-8421
      @jade-8421 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      when

    • @Dextelite_Youtube
      @Dextelite_Youtube 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      35:32 is a little bit before she said it

  • @nina.nowhere
    @nina.nowhere 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I can’t believe this live is 2 years old the world was so unbelievably different for Billie and the rest of the world in good and bad ways

  • @cunt2361
    @cunt2361 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this live always brings me so much comfort

  • @sarachanqour5976
    @sarachanqour5976 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I miss everything about this

  • @tatyyav
    @tatyyav 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    hearing billie say that shes trying her best to stay with us and she's trying her best makes me sad. "no days are guaranteed" thats so sad. im so proud of how far my bby has came and how she's happy now🥺 im so glad she's okay now❤

  • @rubybackup7384
    @rubybackup7384 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    48:41 got my spitting out my coffee,, i’m deaddd💀💀😂😂😂😂

  • @jennlca
    @jennlca 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    i miss her and these lives so much :( the nostalgia

  • @amyahartis2516
    @amyahartis2516 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    i always rewatch this live and its so sad. the “ if i ever go” part makes me cry everytime like im crying while writing this🥺

  • @matt-hl1fz
    @matt-hl1fz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    bro she looks so saddddd

  • @arianaeilish1901
    @arianaeilish1901 5 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    16:45 IMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM GONNA DIE

  • @amieyahmil5357
    @amieyahmil5357 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I come back to this live every now and then it kinda calms me down lol I love Billie

  • @aniandhristina5409
    @aniandhristina5409 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    watching this two years later and not even 1 min into it, the emotions hit me like a truck

  • @Meriale46
    @Meriale46 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Billie is such a sweet girl... it breaks my heart to see her so sad. But I understand her melancholy all too well having suffered through decades of depression. As the mother of a daughter myself, she makes me want to take care of her. Give her a big warm hug and tell her it gets better. I know this is 2 years ago and she's much happier now but had I seen this back then I would want to comfort her. Billie has a good family... a brother, Mother, and father that adore her and millions of adoring fans all around the world... and a great career. So she has a lot to feel joyful about and has a blessed life. Her future is bright and beautiful.

  • @yonuggets78
    @yonuggets78 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    She is beautiful 😍

  • @shuholic
    @shuholic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Her voice just makes me feel face no body else gets it except the Billie stans

  • @adriannamichalski3359
    @adriannamichalski3359 5 ปีที่แล้ว +220

    "billie im lesbian for you" 17:25 was that a smirk????

    • @babybills8426
      @babybills8426 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Qawie Rahman that she is evil and she’s doing it

    • @smellmyfingers6902
      @smellmyfingers6902 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@babybills8426 doing what?!?

    • @Yanamarrie._
      @Yanamarrie._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Qawie Rahman she messing with people's feelings 😡✨

    • @kirbykult2983
      @kirbykult2983 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@Yanamarrie._ bro she's not telling them to like her she cant controll that stuff, she's just gave a smirk because she's flattered

    • @bootzi458
      @bootzi458 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      she literally said in this live she’s not gay but it is a little funny haha she’s so cute

  • @envys3786
    @envys3786 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    this has been my comfort live stream for the past 2 years, i watch it every time i feel really low. it’s helped me get through so much honestly. i just love how calming the ukulele is and how quiet her entire room was, the pure aura of this video makes me feel safe.

  • @isobelcottage8733
    @isobelcottage8733 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I keep coming back to this video after for like 11 months now and I don’t what it is about it that makes me watch the whole thing every time

  • @Gigi-pw1de
    @Gigi-pw1de 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I love that, when you're struggling, you share with us..it helps us all be here for you and helps us all get through our own struggles. Your shares have helped us see how music can heal ❤

  • @monivv
    @monivv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I’ve watched billie’s lives so many times that I literally know what she’s gonna say
    Do i regret it? Nah bro

    • @4usprosperity
      @4usprosperity 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      😨💥🙏🙏😨😨😨😨😨🤕no you 🙏💥🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🙏🙏💥🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🪟🏃‍♂️🌎🚘😨

  • @sadieh.7163
    @sadieh.7163 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    does anyone else just watch these and start crying thinking about what shes feeling inside and what her mental state is and how broken she's feeling in this?

  • @rebblep
    @rebblep 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    She's so precious

  • @emilybranham5226
    @emilybranham5226 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    billie: “i wish there were more people like you” i don’t.....but thank you tho
    🥺🥺

  • @heidihuidobro556
    @heidihuidobro556 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I am so glad she didn’t leave 🥺

  • @TW-pm1sd
    @TW-pm1sd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My heart just sank into my chest while listening to hear talking about that I would just wanna jump into the screen and just hold her 🥺

  • @aayehhanni7502
    @aayehhanni7502 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Omg just watching back these makes me cry

  • @moni_clout4257
    @moni_clout4257 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Omg😭 she was playing the song "focus"...that my sooonnnnggg!!!!!! I listen to that when im in my feelings

    • @pinkietoe646
      @pinkietoe646 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Moni _clout sis that’s everyone’s song🙌🏾

  • @anastasiamcavoy2801
    @anastasiamcavoy2801 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Billie: *"you guys okay?"*
    Me: *starts balling and wanting to vent to her, but then remember tat it's just a video and I can't* (besides, its like 2am and I'm supposed to be asleep. lol)

  • @maddieg2336
    @maddieg2336 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I heard something outside my Windows and I said "shh Billie be quiet" 😂😂😂 like she was really there😂😂😂😂😂

  • @earthlingdestin8070
    @earthlingdestin8070 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just had to watch again😭❤️❤️

  • @kay-tt8dn
    @kay-tt8dn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    this live is making me cry

  • @zoecarcia4196
    @zoecarcia4196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +468

    did you screen record this on a microwave

    • @monchichi024
      @monchichi024 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      zoe carcia low*

    • @AndreasDelleske
      @AndreasDelleske 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      This one is actually a potato. Nice.

    • @shadowtheruler0
      @shadowtheruler0 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      XD

    • @_kxtelyn._
      @_kxtelyn._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      No it's a dr pepper can

    • @instagramlive2712
      @instagramlive2712  4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      LMAO. Actually it was Billie’s signal, I only downloaded the video 🤭

  • @user-iw3sg7ud6g
    @user-iw3sg7ud6g 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I LOVE HER SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHES A DRUG 100% CUZ IM ADDICTED

  • @sophia-wf7lr
    @sophia-wf7lr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Dam this got me crying seeing how broken she is and when she said “you feeling ok”

  • @tiaraaa1
    @tiaraaa1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i always come back to this