Boy I can’t tell you how much this podcast is helping me.. I am just seeing that this is from 2021… I’m going to now go to your latest podcast and say something there as I want to share my thoughts with you now.. I just recently found your podcast and thank you
Your strength and vulnerability is truly admirable through such complex grief. It’s so evident how much love there is amongst your family through the stories, smiles, and tears you shared. Thank you for sharing your grief experiences. It’s helping so many people ❤️
I had to pause this. I am having physical reactions listening to you describe how you were feeling right before finding out. I have followed your family through this since the day it happened. So 💔 thank you for sharing
I think it’s called compound grief. Grieving multiple losses at the same time. I can’t imagine. I have only ever had to grieve one person at a time, never experienced several or multiple losses at once. ❤
Can’t explain how impressed I am by all of you and esp those “kids” who are more mature than most adults out here! Keshia- their strength& growth is a testament to your motherhood ❤I hope you see that❤ I’ve been watching y’all the whole 3 yrs and just wow. ❤ love and respect from Wa state
Thank you for sharing your experiences and grief with us. You are helping so many people. Your family members were so loved and I appreciate you all so much for allowing us to get to know them through your memories and fun times with them. Keeping you all in my thoughts. ❤
This is my husbands account so this is a female voice. But from someone who has also had a VERY traumatic death (my father) the power. And resilience of Faith is mind blowing. She is wiser beyond her years. I’m sure she’s heard that. And it doesn’t really help. And maybe she’s bitter about that. I would be. there is trauma for her in regard to being “the one” that was strong. I just have to say. She’s amazing. You all are. This shit sucks.
When Keisha says “why haven’t we talked about it?” When mason says it’s good to talk about it. Wow. I felt that. I haven’t talked to any of my siblings about the day my dad took his life. It’s been 10 years. And none of us have talked about it.
I think they were trying to protect him because he was feeling emotional and uncomfortable. You can see from his body language that it was very hard for him to speak. That’s just how I interpreted it. I noticed it aswell.
Of course the moment I finish the audio only version on Spotify… it goes video live. And of course I’m watching now, cuz hearing it all broke my heart but reading faces is something that makes it all connect for me personally, especially with Ran because he’s so reserved. Thank you all for showing up 💞 you’re helping a lot of people
Ok I just said something and thinking that this was from 3 years ago I wanted to comment in a more recent date.. but I see this this is from a month ago.. any way it doesn’t matter.. I found this podcast maybe a week ago and then when I also found that you talked to people about loosing someone who you loved so much and how people make it through I can’t tell you how thankful I am to have these to watch… I honestly have not been able to get this kind of help what so ever from anyone.. I haven’t had anyone I could talk to.. I even have a therapist who I go to every week and yes I’m able to talk and I do.. this is where I talk and talk and cry and she lets me do it but I do feel she wants me to move on as everyone wants me to.. so she doesn’t offer me much really.. my sister I text everyday and I find she won’t say anything much of the time or she will say that death is hard for everyone.. something to that effect.. I don’t tell her how I’m really feeling because she wouldn’t be able to deal with it I don’t think.. so my daughter died just this past Christmas morning.. she overdosed.. it has been quite a hard ride really for the past I’d say 8 years.. first I want to say though that I have hovered over her for many years helping her as much as I could.. she stayed in the same town with me so what either of us were going through the other had been there.. she was my best friend and I’d say that I was hers too.. the past 8 years I moved to where she was and poured myself into her life.. so much has happened and there were times she was so hard on me too.. it’s a long story.. she was staying with me at the end.. well and then… … She is gone and really I go through the days with so much on me.. I’ve got no one and haven’t had anyone.. I have another daughter in Hawaii.. she has been there many years and though we love each other we don’t have the memories together that I do with this one who we were together everyday.. I don’t know what to do now.. I have no friends here.. so I’m going to end this as I could go on and on… I just want to know how glad I am to have found this podcast… thank you so much.. I certainly understand everything that I’ve heard…
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Boy I can’t tell you how much this podcast is helping me.. I am just seeing that this is from 2021… I’m going to now go to your latest podcast and say something there as I want to share my thoughts with you now.. I just recently found your podcast and thank you
Your strength and vulnerability is truly admirable through such complex grief. It’s so evident how much love there is amongst your family through the stories, smiles, and tears you shared. Thank you for sharing your grief experiences. It’s helping so many people ❤️
I had to pause this. I am having physical reactions listening to you describe how you were feeling right before finding out. I have followed your family through this since the day it happened. So 💔 thank you for sharing
Thank you really for this
I think it’s called compound grief. Grieving multiple losses at the same time. I can’t imagine. I have only ever had to grieve one person at a time, never experienced several or multiple losses at once. ❤
Can’t explain how impressed I am by all of you and esp those “kids” who are more mature than most adults out here!
Keshia- their strength& growth is a testament to your motherhood ❤I hope you see that❤ I’ve been watching y’all the whole 3 yrs and just wow. ❤ love and respect from Wa state
Thanks for sharing guys. A big deal to get the kids in there, really so brave ❤
Thank you all for being so vulnerable and sharing your experiences. Its helping people. Sawyer family you are warriors and live life wild!!
Thank you for sharing your experiences and grief with us. You are helping so many people. Your family members were so loved and I appreciate you all so much for allowing us to get to know them through your memories and fun times with them. Keeping you all in my thoughts. ❤
This is my husbands account so this is a female voice.
But from someone who has also had a VERY traumatic death (my father) the power. And resilience of Faith is mind blowing. She is wiser beyond her years. I’m sure she’s heard that. And it doesn’t really help. And maybe she’s bitter about that. I would be. there is trauma for her in regard to being “the one” that was strong. I just have to say. She’s amazing. You all are. This shit sucks.
When Keisha says “why haven’t we talked about it?” When mason says it’s good to talk about it. Wow. I felt that. I haven’t talked to any of my siblings about the day my dad took his life. It’s been 10 years. And none of us have talked about it.
I wish they’d let Ran finish his thoughts and how he was speaking on his brother. 🙏🏼🥹
I think they were trying to protect him because he was feeling emotional and uncomfortable. You can see from his body language that it was very hard for him to speak. That’s just how I interpreted it. I noticed it aswell.
Ran seems like he's sooo much like his Dad.
Of course the moment I finish the audio only version on Spotify… it goes video live.
And of course I’m watching now, cuz hearing it all broke my heart but reading faces is something that makes it all connect for me personally, especially with Ran because he’s so reserved.
Thank you all for showing up 💞 you’re helping a lot of people
Same!
Ok I just said something and thinking that this was from 3 years ago I wanted to comment in a more recent date.. but I see this this is from a month ago.. any way it doesn’t matter..
I found this podcast maybe a week ago and then when I also found that you talked to people about loosing someone who you loved so much and how people make it through I can’t tell you how thankful I am to have these to watch… I honestly have not been able to get this kind of help what so ever from anyone.. I haven’t had anyone I could talk to.. I even have a therapist who I go to every week and yes I’m able to talk and I do.. this is where I talk and talk and cry and she lets me do it but I do feel she wants me to move on as everyone wants me to.. so she doesn’t offer me much really.. my sister I text everyday and I find she won’t say anything much of the time or she will say that death is hard for everyone.. something to that effect.. I don’t tell her how I’m really feeling because she wouldn’t be able to deal with it I don’t think..
so my daughter died just this past Christmas morning.. she overdosed.. it has been quite a hard ride really for the past I’d say 8 years.. first I want to say though that I have hovered over her for many years helping her as much as I could.. she stayed in the same town with me so what either of us were going through the other had been there.. she was my best friend and I’d say that I was hers too.. the past 8 years I moved to where she was and poured myself into her life.. so much has happened and there were times she was so hard on me too.. it’s a long story.. she was staying with me at the end.. well and then… …
She is gone and really I go through the days with so much on me.. I’ve got no one and haven’t had anyone.. I have another daughter in Hawaii.. she has been there many years and though we love each other we don’t have the memories together that I do with this one who we were together everyday.. I don’t know what to do now.. I have no friends here.. so I’m going to end this as I could go on and on… I just want to know how glad I am to have found this podcast… thank you so much.. I certainly understand everything that I’ve heard…
🌈❤️🩹✨