Meditating with Frodo Baggins in The Lord of the Rings The Fellowship of the Ring ambient

This is not my video.
This was done by another channel (MeditaCine), which, for unknown reasons, removed all the ambient. This is a reupload

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The picture of Frodo is just perfect for the video. In his face you can see a lot of desperation, sadness, hopelessness and tiredness. But despite those feelings, Frodo continues his journey. Despite him telling Gandalf that he wishes the ring never came to him, he manages to push through and in the end he even manages to destroy the ring.
I can identify a lot with Frodo. In the past I've been hurt deeply and the shadows of my upbringing haunt me to this day. I feel deeply damaged inside with a wound that will never truly heal, just like Frodos wound from the Nazgul. As of writing this comment, I'm just tired and wish that I could live a normal life. I'm 25 years old and the last real connection I had with someone was at 14 years old. My father was the only person I've ever been close to and when he married again, I lost that deep connection to him. I don't blame him for leaving my mother who is a truly horrible person, but it hurt a lot to lose that connection back then. Since then I've been alone my whole life. I do have friends but inside I have a deep need for a truly intimate connection to another person. Scarred from the past, I fail to build such a connection every single time I try. Everytime I get just a little close to a woman, I just start to lose touch with reality. I'm always developing heavy emotions very quickly even tough I barely know the person. I just end up fantaszing all day how beautiful it would be to spend time together; to really listen to each other. To open up about our deep insecurities and to comfort each other when in need. To be close to somebody. A fantasy about unconditional love. As beautiful as the fantasy might seem, in reality it is very dangerous. I always end up getting attached to a stranger. Whenever I start to fantasize in that way, I try to remind myself that those fantasys aren't real and I try to focus on reality. But in the end I have no control over it. Every single time I end up heavily attached to a person that is not interested in me. And even if the person was interested in the begining, I still scare them off with my way to quickly developed feelings.
Yesterday I was ghosted by a woman. I barely knew her but I still lost my mind over her. I do realize that my connection to her wasn't real, but the pain is real. It inflicts me with deep sadness to see all my hopes and fantasies to be failed again, as always. But as the past shows, I will get over her (or rather I will get over that phantom I'm projecting all my desires in).
But there's something else that really tears me up. My attachment style has always been like that and even though I was in therapy for years, it still is. I fear that it will always be like that. And I'll never be able to form a real connection to somebody as long as I am how I am.
The only thing that gives me a little hope for the future is the beautiful message of Tolkien's work. Frodo also was confronted with a task that seemed hopeless. How is a Hobbit supossed to destroy the one ring? He wished not to live with that burden, but that's not for us to decide. "All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us." At this moment I feel like Frodo in the picture. But he endured the pain, continued his journey, and so do I. His fate was to destroy the ring and my fate is to heal my emotional scars. Whenever I feel like I can't do this anymore; whenever I have no power to continue my journey, I think of Frodo who managed to accomplish the seamingly impossible.
In remeberance of my father who showed LotR to me as a child. Altough our connection is abscent today, I am still thankful for it to have happened at all. If there's anything good inside of me, it's because of you....

[@Xull41st]

Another one I remember listening to, thanks for the re-upload

[@eruuu1474]

Same, thanks

[@wandrillelamy5233]

Thank you for it ! If you ever have the ones meditacine did on indiana jones and could re upload them, I'd be eternally gratefu to you

[@elmltsurfs]

This is awesome. If you have the meditating with Mel Gibson from We Were Soldiers and could upload it that would be greatly appreciated!

[@rics1883]

Simply majestic

[@cyberdominpl1929]

Nice, could you pls also reupload ambient with the Witcher

[@v.9964]

You should do one with meditating with Melkor. 😂 Hes my favorite.

[@dante101estrella4]

Please do one with Obi wan kenobi

[@aaronbood1999]

What happened to the music from meditation with the punisher?

[@bzrthshm]

Please do Moses from the 1956 Ten Commandments 🙏

[@luks_07Music]

Please do the same with Skyrim!

[@W7FirstGameplayTV]

:Life: o7 MeditaCine. thx Emeraldraw. btw meditacine upload the the pasific or band of brothers?

[@user-ed6cy9mz4u]

The picture of Frodo is just perfect for the video. In his face you can see a lot of desperation, sadness, hopelessness and tiredness. But despite those feelings, Frodo continues his journey. Despite him telling Gandalf that he wishes the ring never came to him, he manages to push through and in the end he even manages to destroy the ring.
I can identify a lot with Frodo. In the past I've been hurt deeply and the shadows of my upbringing haunt me to this day. I feel deeply damaged inside with a wound that will never truly heal, just like Frodos wound from the Nazgul. As of writing this comment, I'm just tired and wish that I could live a normal life. I'm 25 years old and the last real connection I had with someone was at 14 years old. My father was the only person I've ever been close to and when he married again, I lost that deep connection to him. I don't blame him for leaving my mother who is a truly horrible person, but it hurt a lot to lose that connection back then. Since then I've been alone my whole life. I do have friends but inside I have a deep need for a truly intimate connection to another person. Scarred from the past, I fail to build such a connection every single time I try. Everytime I get just a little close to a woman, I just start to lose touch with reality. I'm always developing heavy emotions very quickly even tough I barely know the person. I just end up fantaszing all day how beautiful it would be to spend time together; to really listen to each other. To open up about our deep insecurities and to comfort each other when in need. To be close to somebody. A fantasy about unconditional love. As beautiful as the fantasy might seem, in reality it is very dangerous. I always end up getting attached to a stranger. Whenever I start to fantasize in that way, I try to remind myself that those fantasys aren't real and I try to focus on reality. But in the end I have no control over it. Every single time I end up heavily attached to a person that is not interested in me. And even if the person was interested in the begining, I still scare them off with my way to quickly developed feelings.
Yesterday I was ghosted by a woman. I barely knew her but I still lost my mind over her. I do realize that my connection to her wasn't real, but the pain is real. It inflicts me with deep sadness to see all my hopes and fantasies to be failed again, as always. But as the past shows, I will get over her (or rather I will get over that phantom I'm projecting all my desires in).
But there's something else that really tears me up. My attachment style has always been like that and even though I was in therapy for years, it still is. I fear that it will always be like that. And I'll never be able to form a real connection to somebody as long as I am how I am.
The only thing that gives me a little hope for the future is the beautiful message of Tolkien's work. Frodo also was confronted with a task that seemed hopeless. How is a Hobbit supossed to destroy the one ring? He wished not to live with that burden, but that's not for us to decide. "All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us." At this moment I feel like Frodo in the picture. But he endured the pain, continued his journey, and so do I. His fate was to destroy the ring and my fate is to heal my emotional scars. Whenever I feel like I can't do this anymore; whenever I have no power to continue my journey, I think of Frodo who managed to accomplish the seamingly impossible.
In remeberance of my father who showed LotR to me as a child. Altough our connection is abscent today, I am still thankful for it to have happened at all. If there's anything good inside of me, it's because of you....

[@kachekijaanlega]

You're not the only guy who fantasizes like that. Beautifully written, best wishes to you on your journey.