It’s sad time once again boys . . . Life isn’t always easy. Life can be harsh, cruel, crushing, tiring, and sometimes more bad than good. I can’t know your life, but I can understand what goes on in it - Lust, loss, and longing for better things and times. Sad to say, I can’t provide it - The most I can do is give words, encouragement, and maybe hope. the bootleg boy does so much more, and even strangers online can provide some sort of comfort, never mind real friends and family. Despite how things have turned out, and how they may, know this: there is hope for me and you. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music. Enjoy.
Whoever is reading may protection be upon you and your entire household amidst this pandemic. Dont panic and fear not. There is hope and hope that you are gonna make it through
"Talvez um dia, nós vamos sentar no chão da sala e ficar se olhando enquanto bebemos achocolatado num dia de frio e chuvinha, pensando o quão bom é ter você do meu lado"
Imagine you and your favorite person running around, being young together, and you guys go on a hill while the sunsets. And they smile at you with their warm voice, saying "everything will be ok, because I'm here for you." And another setting You and your crush/bf/gf anyone. You guys go to a cafe, and get drinks, and they tell you, "you mean the world to me" and you can't help but blush and smile at them :3 And you can feel so safe while hugging them tightly, and just enjoying that moment, Another one You and (who ever you prefer) go lay outside at night, and you live in an area that has less lights, so the stars are shining so bright at night. And you count the stars with them, and they can't help but try to make you smile. Then they be all cute, telling you your pretty, and beautiful, and just so amazing. And you fall so in love with them. Just being in there presence is enough to make you smile truely, Then they hug you, and say they will never let you go, even if there life depends on it. Edit: I'm lonely as fuck too :') and I hope you guys someday find the one, and thanks for the likes 💕
@@Obitouchiha-po4ii don't say that because you don't know that for sure, you still have time in your life to be able to do these things or whatever you want to
Just at the end of last year, I thought I beat depression and that constant feeling of loneliness. This year I tried so hard to hold myself up, but slowly as my situation started getting worse, reality hit me. I had nowhere or no one to go to. My brother was in the hospital for over a month and I spent so many nights just eating dinner alone and acting like none of it mattered. My friends started changing more. I began pushing them away again and forgot about everything I was trying to be. I fucked everything up. I tried again, still falling apart day by day. I had too much to carry, I survived on my one friends who I ended up finding comfort in. Thank you Charlotte. Unfortunately, that’s not the end. Corona really shot me down. Im on the brink of giving up on everything, nothing seems worth it anymore. It’s the same feeling, and I can’t stand it. I get the privilege of watching my parents put all of their shit on me, my mom wants me to fix her marriage. They argue everyday constantly, I have no escape. I’ve forgotten about school, they don’t even know everything that goes on in my mind. If I could end this comment on a happy note I would but sorry to say I can’t. My brother got out of the physiological hospital for one day but was sent straight back in. The hardest part is accepting that he will never change. I miss the way I could escape all of this with the freedom of youth, but now that’s gone too. If you read this all. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Take care of yourself.
hey man, i dont really know you, but I for sure believe you can get over it. even if you dont trust yourself, know that I'll be rooting for you and keep your head up as long as you can. wish you the best.
I read this and I hope you find inner peace. I have a lot of that feeling too. Sometimes just because people stay on your side doesn't really mean they also fight on your side. For me the same goes for finding a girlfriend. I feel so lonely even tho compared to you I actually have good friends and family. I guess we all miss things that we don't have but others do. Then we stop value things we have. Maybe you also have something that I don't have? Think about it. Everyone has something others don't. Else we wouldn't exist after all, right? There must be still something holding us in this world. I would like to recommend you to find people online to chat, random groups a community of whatever you like and just talk with them. Sometimes I prefer talking to strangers than to my own people because sometimes they have enough bothering and hearing my whining again and again is probably not fun to the other person as well. There are also groups especially made for people like you during corona time. A lot of countries even have an official website or if not, private ones where they offer help for people especially having trouble during Corona pandemic. Is it financial? Is it problem with someone else? Are you feeling lonely? These groups will help. Please spare some seconds and look for them online. You will find good results and at least it's a chance, a hope.
Know imaging coming from a other country from where you were about to graduate and having to restart high school again and realizing that you might not graduate at all 💔
Imagine this: you’ve been stuck inside your house for weeks now because of the coronavirus, and suddenly you have the urge to come outside after dinner. You put on your mask, and stop outside. The sun is going down and the sky produces beautiful purple shades in the sky. You sigh in content and realize that everyone going to get through this pandemic, because the world is too beautiful and strong to let this virus destroy us. What we need now isn’t criticism towards countries and people regarding the virus, we need support and correct advice towards each other to make sure we flatten the curve and protect everyone around us. And this depends on each and everyone one of us. i love you guys, so please make the right decisions.
WindyShows Aw! I’m happy you found comfort in my comment, because I sure found some in yours! Also, love the Minecraft content, keep it up! Maybe one day we could play bedwars together on hypixel XD
Sydney Elisabeth deepened where you live :D if you’re in an apartment, you’ll probably do. But if you’re in an actual house where u have a front yard, definitely not!
When I think of depression I try to remind myself of a saying I read online. Take depression and mix the letters around and you get “i pressed on” it’s cheesy, I know but it’s just nice to spread positivity in some dark thoughts, or situations. Keep pressing on ❤️
@@randomthoughts1622 I know you do, I hope you don't let the world alter your mood or attitude about yourself 🖤 Never back down and never stop learning
@@davidtalavera9138 I can't do it anymore, I hope you forgive me if I give up. I'm dying everyday, my world is ending. I hope that your world will continue, but mine is ending. Goodbye.
@@randomthoughts1622 I just saw your message bro and never say never. I don't know you but I've seen people overcome obstacles they thought were impossible and your not different I know you can do it 💯 The journey isn't over until you decide but it's not where your going but enjoying the ride 🖤
luna 211 I am sure that there is the perfect one for you out there somewhere. There was this girl that I really liked and got together with. It ended and I feel like it was my fault and that she didn’t want me anywhere close to her anymore. I hope you will feel better soon, everyone deserves that :)
@@douglasclarkstrom4739 thankss, I hope you find the right girl for you and try not to blame yourself or feel guilty that it ended cause everything has a reason, It's just that I feel like I still like him and don't know how to make him like me back after what I'd done to him I feel friendzoned
I really needed this because i'm about to lose my grandma in a few days or weeks or months or years but my grandpa said only a few days till she goes away with god so thank you grandma for always being there for me and alawys taking care of us when my mom had so go some where thank you:)
Pov: you and your best friend, walk through the back streets of your city, talking about the future, watching the sunset and the slow twinkle of the stars just coming into view, you realise they are there for you, you walk with them to your house, laughing, knowing this, your childhood, is the brightest time of your life
That first track takes me back to 2019. Around the time I discovered this channel. I was going through a heartbreak and that first Track on here really takes me back too those sleepless nights and all the bullshit I went through with that girl .
So much stuff is going on right now, the loss of loved ones, friends and family members having enough of the life they had. Dont be like them, times are hard and its complicated to continue moving forward, in the meantime, listen to some music and let all of that pain wash away I love you all💝
Listen. Life can suck sometimes. Even now, life isn’t the best for me even while staying at home during Spring Break and this quarantine. But, we have to keep going! I hope all is well to all of you, and hope that all of you stay safe. Take care of yourselves during these hard times.
Feeling better now but nope, i haven't yet...who knows, maybe one day, but meanwhile let's celebrate life! Hope you're all fine and safe in these crazy times!
i needed this. Lately me and my boyfriend have been arguing and we haven’t spoken today but it’s okay.. We’ll be okay, its just because we miss eachother. There’s hope for me and him and I know we’ll last a long time - i feel it. I’ve never experienced love or how it feels like to be loved until i met him. Anyway, if you’re reading this, stay safe please. I love you, you are loved. REMEMBER THAT!
"I miss you...... And even though you chose her over me I can't stop thinking of you. No really I'm so happy for you. I just want to know, did you ever love me? Because you said you loved me and you would get me to the moon and back. But, you cheated on me that's the sad part.... I didn't even find out until a month later. I just thought maybe you loved me. I was wrong. Remember when we met? I can't stop crying. It was love at first sight and the way we met was magical. The way you touched me, kissed me, hug me, and my favorite is the way you smiled. Many people did it in the way you did but there something different. You'd smirk and then smile with your teeth closing your mouth the moment you looked into my eyes. Every time I look at something or smell something I'm reminded of the smell of the beach and the clean bed sheets. Just..... Just tell me did you love me?" - the text I wish I would've sent. Instead I said "Good, I'm happy for you." He's doing better and happier than how I made him.
so, I wanted to share this special event that happened and I still remember it everyday. basically I was at the airport with my parents because we were going to Dominican Republic, when we were waiting to get on the plane I noticed this guy and thought he was really cute and seemed nice. I thought he was going to the United States or something like that, but then he was actually getting on the same plane as I was, it actually made me feel a type of way, it was weird. at leas I got to see him for an hour when we were on the plane, but when we got off and started getting our packages I didn't see him again and I thought it would be "the end" so my family and I got on the van that was taking us to hard rock and we had to wait for the rest of the people, from one moment to the other I saw the guy getting on the truck with his family because he was also going to hard rock! so we got to the hotel and from that moment I didn't see him again for like 3 days (I was literally dying lol) it was Friday and there was a foam party at the pool, I was there with my family and my mom's cousins that are the best. I was enjoying the party with my sister but I started to drown in the foam, I couldn't breath and I swear I felt like I was about to die so I got out of the pool by pushing everyone, I went to the bar that was in front of the pool and asked for water. when I was feeling better, I saw they guy's sister, she came up to me and said hi and asked me if I wanted to be with her at the pool and I was like of course! we were vibing until her brother came (the cute guy) and we were the rest of the party together. so the party was over, it was perfect, but I knew he had to leave so I shoot my shot and asked him out, he said yes and gave me his number so we could talk. later that night I was at the arcade alone and he came so we started playing until I had no money, before we left my parents came and said hi to him and asked me some questions and noticed everything was fine so they lest to the casino. then his parents came in said hi and left, then the guy (btw his name is Fabian) and I went outside and walked through a bunch of palm trees that had these beautiful lights around it and there was also a loooong beautiful fountain. we talked about ourselves and how the week was going, we didn't know where we were going so I took him to a place that had pingpong tables and a basketball court, there was also this table football, we started playing and made a bet (we didn't even know what the bet was about but we kept playing) I lost, but he cheated. so I stood next to a wall facing him, I asked what I had to do because I lost and we were just talking about what I was going to do and he ended up saying do you know what I want, and got closer to me, I said no, after that he kissed me. yes, we were making out right there outside, I told him I wanted to go somewhere else because there were people watching us lol. so we walked to the beach and went to some beds that were in front of the ocean, it was sooo beautiful, we stayed there until 2am and he walked me to my room and said bye. no one was at my room but like ten minutes later my family got there. the next day I saw him and said hi but his family didn't let him go out again. so basically my adventure ended there because nothing else happened at the airport, I couldn't say bye to him, I hope that means it wasn't the last time ill see him. we keep talking sometimes but as friends, I actually love him but its a love that will always be in me. so yeah this is it and I'm sorry if I wrote anything wrong but that's because English is not my first language. peace
@@bvngus agreed!! What if what if what if I have 2 monitors and I have 2 instances of this video so I can watch one full screen and the second is for comments section!!!
1:00 am, headphones on, dark room, with a bit light from the moon passing through the window. This music just gives me a bit of peace through these tough times. Striving for a better day tomorrow and the next coming days. It's tough getting up every day knowing little about having a better future or not. But I know that it will come one day. This music just pushes me to strive a bit more further into the future. Thanks
Hey, that's the life. Sometimes you will lose. And you will lose something or someone that you think would be in your life forever. Nothing is fixed or permanent. Better days will be coming soon, wait. Don't give up!
imagine being cheated by your bestfriend. shit happens, and that’s that worse feeling to ever emotionally cope with. trusting them with your feelings, secrets, everything. and they just betray you. i hope no one feels that way, but if you’re dealing with that or something similar, please know, things will get better. very unoriginal to say things will get better, i know. but now, i have a new bestfriend. you won’t feel like shit anymore, please trust me on that. promise?
Mine decided for hoes instead for me. We argued and then we shouted our emotions deep into our faces. Damn. This situation was goddamn awkward. Do I have a new best friend? Won’t we talk for never? No. At the next morning we just laughed. We understood our feelings and our bond became stronger. And this is friendship guys.
People feel sad listening to lofi like this track but I feel calm and happy. I feel free of my problems and everything shit that has been going on doesn’t matter, just me and the artist.
this sound really resonates with me. its the kind that i would've loved to hear in high school and love to hear now, in college. sometimes i distract myself with a million things that only kind of work when i need to just sit and be with something that completely works- this music. it lets me think of everything i push away because its not easy to deal with in my head. we must need the same things.
honestly don't sweat whatever you're going through it isn't worth it in the long run. just remember as long as you love yourself u'll be allright. you'll meet your soulmate eventually just keep trying.
Madison Thibodeaux I know it hurts but keep on moving forward! You‘ll be okay. You‘re strong. I know everyone says that but only with time you‘ll heal. Believe in yourself. It‘s okay to be sad but don‘t get lost and make sure to find happiness without them.
I've been alone before all of this. Introvert who doesn't like to be around people just enjoys being in his own world and follow his own gut.. nowadays I wish that I'm not alone all the time. I wish I had a girl or someone at least..
God. I love you for your content and what you do for us. Your channel and my music writing is whats keeping me sane during this quarantine. Will post some on my channel and hope i make you proud. Thank you for blessing my ears bro
"a person who thinks all the time, has nothing to think about except thoughts, so, he loses touch with reality, and lives in a world of illusions..." -alan watts
just gonna be honest, and I’m not looking for attention, but to just say these things on my mind. I’ve really just fell deeper into my depression than ever before. I legitimately do not care about myself or what happens now. I was making books of my poetry to sell at a coffee shop and threw them all away, sold my printer. Sold my acoustic guitar because i just don’t ever want to play guitar again. And all of this stems from a recent (more like 6 months ago) breakup. It came out of nowhere, it was the first person I really had a chance to be with, I’m 26 now and we dated for a year and a half. I’m sitting in my room in the dark crying as i type this and listen to the music. I’ve never felt so low in my life and just totally manipulated, suckered, lost, let down, and just plain lonely before. I look around-and trying not to compare myself to others-i can’t help but see where i am at my life versus all my other friends and people i went to high school with. I’ve been hurting myself and having sudden crying spells along with a looming feeling of pure depression. I don’t know why I’m even saying all this, maybe just to make myself feel better. But i’m so tired, i am so tired of just never feeling wanted or neglected, or being treated with indifference. I’m tired of loving people that never can love me the same way, or don’t for long. I’m tired of always screwing up good things, and not knowing it was a good thing until after. I really just want to give up and disappear. I’ve heard all the stuff: “oh john, don’t get yourself down like that, you know we love you and care about you and you mean a lot to us.” But it’s just words. People who i’ve been physically intimate with and given a piece of myself too (my ex for example) have said those things just to ignore me or treat me with indifference later. I feel like I’m some sucker, being so good and loving to people who decide to treat me that way. Idk what to do or who I can even possibly trust to be so caring towards again. I don’t ever want to get close to anybody again. I don’t even want to be with anybody anymore. I just want to disappear and be forgotten now.
It hurts, when the person to whom you gave all of your love and time.. just casually leaves you, like there wasn't a thing b/w us.. Yeah I know, It hurts. But you know what, you are not alone. You never walk alone, You know till when the same thing can break your heart again and again? Till you love it, and do not let it go. Sometimes we just need to let go of people, sometimes its better to just let things be, don't fight for closure, don't ask for explanations, don't chase answers and don't expect people to understand. You can't lose what you never had, and can't have what not yours. God, take away people from our lives just to let us know, they are not right for us. I know it's tough, maybe not now, maybe not in a snap of fingers, but remember, even cold winter ends and Cozy spring comes, no sadness no season lasts, everything will change. You have to get through all this. You gotta. Find yourself a reason, find yourself a passion to live for. I recommend you, BTS. Maybe you already know them, and think of them as Gay/overrated, etc.. but I personally tell you, they are my depression healers. I recommend some BTS songs, - Magic shop - Spring day - Love myself - Mikrokosmos - Lost - Tomorrow - Path And many more.. I hope I helped you. 💜
I miss you, I miss those good moments we had. In my dreams I hope you miss them too, but I know that if you would have miss them we would still be together. I love you, we were happy, you said it to me yourself, so why ? Please tell me why... There is hope for me and you...
It's like you know what's going on with my life so you post this. Me and my boyfriend are going through so much shit right now and we took a break literally a month ago (the very end of March). I'm trying so hard because we both don't want to lose each other. We have been through so much shit, bad and good. I want us to last. We held our relationship for two years and I can't give it up now.. I don't want to lose hope
Life can be hard people, but always remember this, there is greatness on the other side of suffering. Keep pushing. You never know what tomorrow will bring. Peace and Love
We're young... If it's meant to be we'll meet again. Or maybe we'll find each other in another life. One thing I know for sure is that you're my soulmate and I knew right from the start. Hope you have a great life, even if I'm not a part of it anymore
This whole covid 19 shit is fucking with me so hard rn. Haven’t left my apartment in like 2 weeks and I lost my job too. Lucky I paid rent so I’m good for a month. I just lay in bed listening to lofi by myself.
I hope you’re all ok and safe, be careful it’s a crazy world right now but we’ll get through this together 💜
Yo dog I will you be safe to homie ✌🏼
Thanks for the words of encouragement bootleg boy 💜 That's what this lofi community is for
💜💜💜
You are a light in the dark room of life bro
3 AM from every day i com to your chanel to freedm my self 😢
Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory.
Yes
Sorry but i think i've seen it somewhere else
Ah, nevermind let's just enjoy it
Would like but it’s a 69. Can’t ruin a perfect number.
Woderful sentence.
It’s sad time once again boys . . .
Life isn’t always easy. Life can be harsh, cruel, crushing, tiring, and sometimes more bad than good. I can’t know your life, but I can understand what goes on in it - Lust, loss, and longing for better things and times. Sad to say, I can’t provide it - The most I can do is give words, encouragement, and maybe hope. the bootleg boy does so much more, and even strangers online can provide some sort of comfort, never mind real friends and family. Despite how things have turned out, and how they may, know this: there is hope for me and you. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Chemo Emo 💜
Thanks again for your words 💫
never go away Chemo
Thank you so much Chemo 💜
Whoever is reading may protection be upon you and your entire household amidst this pandemic. Dont panic and fear not. There is hope and hope that you are gonna make it through
I love you man, thank you
Grace Morgan speaks TH-cam Channel thank you! And I hope that protection will be upon u and ur entire household too :D
No U
Godbless you or may your God bless you kind person❤
"It hurts to remember how close we were back then."
Damn.. I felt that man
Dimitrios Lange “we where”
Sorry, but your misspelling kinda ruined the moment, it’s “we were” btw.
@@tabs5213 wooow ok fair enough 🐼
i can relate :(
my brain has it plastered all over it rn...
“maybe one day, we’ll meet again in a coffee shop in a far away city”
"Maybe we'll meet each other again at the theaters. I'll buy popcorn"
"Talvez um dia, nós vamos sentar no chão da sala e ficar se olhando enquanto bebemos achocolatado num dia de frio e chuvinha, pensando o quão bom é ter você do meu lado"
@@cauamoura6532 olá
You are so brave and so beautiful and I'm accidentally in love
Why did that hit me so much xD
Imagine you and your favorite person running around, being young together, and you guys go on a hill while the sunsets. And they smile at you with their warm voice, saying "everything will be ok, because I'm here for you."
And another setting
You and your crush/bf/gf anyone.
You guys go to a cafe, and get drinks, and they tell you, "you mean the world to me" and you can't help but blush and smile at them :3
And you can feel so safe while hugging them tightly, and just enjoying that moment,
Another one
You and (who ever you prefer) go lay outside at night, and you live in an area that has less lights, so the stars are shining so bright at night. And you count the stars with them, and they can't help but try to make you smile. Then they be all cute, telling you your pretty, and beautiful, and just so amazing. And you fall so in love with them.
Just being in there presence is enough to make you smile truely,
Then they hug you, and say they will never let you go, even if there life depends on it.
Edit: I'm lonely as fuck too :') and I hope you guys someday find the one, and thanks for the likes 💕
my favorite person hates me for no reason :(
I already blew my chance with him I feel like he doesn't like me anymore
It was hard for me to read this because all of this is just a dream for me. I'll never experience that.
@@Obitouchiha-po4ii don't say that because you don't know that for sure, you still have time in your life to be able to do these things or whatever you want to
I wish that really happens one day for me
Just at the end of last year, I thought I beat depression and that constant feeling of loneliness. This year I tried so hard to hold myself up, but slowly as my situation started getting worse, reality hit me. I had nowhere or no one to go to. My brother was in the hospital for over a month and I spent so many nights just eating dinner alone and acting like none of it mattered. My friends started changing more. I began pushing them away again and forgot about everything I was trying to be. I fucked everything up. I tried again, still falling apart day by day. I had too much to carry, I survived on my one friends who I ended up finding comfort in. Thank you Charlotte. Unfortunately, that’s not the end. Corona really shot me down. Im on the brink of giving up on everything, nothing seems worth it anymore. It’s the same feeling, and I can’t stand it. I get the privilege of watching my parents put all of their shit on me, my mom wants me to fix her marriage. They argue everyday constantly, I have no escape. I’ve forgotten about school, they don’t even know everything that goes on in my mind.
If I could end this comment on a happy note I would but sorry to say I can’t.
My brother got out of the physiological hospital for one day but was sent straight back in. The hardest part is accepting that he will never change.
I miss the way I could escape all of this with the freedom of youth, but now that’s gone too.
If you read this all.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Take care of yourself.
hey man, i dont really know you, but I for sure believe you can get over it. even if you dont trust yourself, know that I'll be rooting for you and keep your head up as long as you can. wish you the best.
Renan Matheus Thank you
Wow. I’m so proud of you I hope you know that. things will get better. I will pray for your entire family❤️
Hava thank you so much. I wish happiness on you and your family
I read this and I hope you find inner peace. I have a lot of that feeling too. Sometimes just because people stay on your side doesn't really mean they also fight on your side. For me the same goes for finding a girlfriend. I feel so lonely even tho compared to you I actually have good friends and family. I guess we all miss things that we don't have but others do. Then we stop value things we have. Maybe you also have something that I don't have? Think about it. Everyone has something others don't. Else we wouldn't exist after all, right? There must be still something holding us in this world.
I would like to recommend you to find people online to chat, random groups a community of whatever you like and just talk with them. Sometimes I prefer talking to strangers than to my own people because sometimes they have enough bothering and hearing my whining again and again is probably not fun to the other person as well.
There are also groups especially made for people like you during corona time. A lot of countries even have an official website or if not, private ones where they offer help for people especially having trouble during Corona pandemic. Is it financial? Is it problem with someone else? Are you feeling lonely? These groups will help. Please spare some seconds and look for them online. You will find good results and at least it's a chance, a hope.
Lol I needed this... I’m a senior in high school and the thought of not being able to graduate after 13 years of school is kind of depressing. :( rip
Oof lol, well that's okay, you have this community to help you through!
Know imaging coming from a other country from where you were about to graduate and having to restart high school again and realizing that you might not graduate at all 💔
Hey I'm also in highschool not a senior though my friends are and they are thinking of planing they're own graduation and prom after all this is over
You are fine ! Dont think that way live the way you want and be happy with it its your life ❤️ Only yours ❤️
luna 211 that’s smart, I may have to do that. Sometimes you just have to make do with what you have 🤷🏻♀️ take care ❤️
This is the best part of the quarantine
or the worst
Imagine this: you’ve been stuck inside your house for weeks now because of the coronavirus, and suddenly you have the urge to come outside after dinner. You put on your mask, and stop outside. The sun is going down and the sky produces beautiful purple shades in the sky. You sigh in content and realize that everyone going to get through this pandemic, because the world is too beautiful and strong to let this virus destroy us.
What we need now isn’t criticism towards countries and people regarding the virus, we need support and correct advice towards each other to make sure we flatten the curve and protect everyone around us. And this depends on each and everyone one of us.
i love you guys, so please make the right decisions.
ya don’t need a mask to step outside for a moment lol
Class. C aww this is so cute! ty for giving us all hope
WindyShows Aw! I’m happy you found comfort in my comment, because I sure found some in yours! Also, love the Minecraft content, keep it up! Maybe one day we could play bedwars together on hypixel XD
Class. C thank u! that sounds so fun
Sydney Elisabeth deepened where you live :D if you’re in an apartment, you’ll probably do. But if you’re in an actual house where u have a front yard, definitely not!
we are all connected by an invisible thread, even if we are far away, we would always be together even in the most difficult moments.
When I think of depression I try to remind myself of a saying I read online. Take depression and mix the letters around and you get “i pressed on” it’s cheesy, I know but it’s just nice to spread positivity in some dark thoughts, or situations. Keep pressing on ❤️
I hope everyone reading this has the mental strength to keep pushing on because if not you don't know what you'll miss after the storm 💙
I don't have the mental strength
@@randomthoughts1622 I know you do, I hope you don't let the world alter your mood or attitude about yourself 🖤 Never back down and never stop learning
@@davidtalavera9138 ok, I'll try my best
@@davidtalavera9138 I can't do it anymore, I hope you forgive me if I give up. I'm dying everyday, my world is ending. I hope that your world will continue, but mine is ending. Goodbye.
@@randomthoughts1622 I just saw your message bro and never say never. I don't know you but I've seen people overcome obstacles they thought were impossible and your not different I know you can do it 💯 The journey isn't over until you decide but it's not where your going but enjoying the ride 🖤
Hey person reading this. I want you to know you are perfect in every single way. Your life is worth living. I’m here for you, I love you.
Sure, totally
Thanks that made me feel good for a moment 🥀
Don't mind me just over here crying about how I blew my chance of being with this guy I like
luna 211 I am sure that there is the perfect one for you out there somewhere. There was this girl that I really liked and got together with. It ended and I feel like it was my fault and that she didn’t want me anywhere close to her anymore. I hope you will feel better soon, everyone deserves that :)
@@douglasclarkstrom4739 thankss, I hope you find the right girl for you and try not to blame yourself or feel guilty that it ended cause everything has a reason, It's just that I feel like I still like him and don't know how to make him like me back after what I'd done to him I feel friendzoned
@@linaa2117 same except I'm trying to think of how to get with a girl that I really like... except I really don't want to blow it😐
@@WamaiR6 well I wish you luck and if you want some advice I'd be happy to help you
Same girl, same. I just became a stuttering mess in front of the guy I like.
I really needed this because i'm about to lose my grandma in a few days or weeks or months or years but my grandpa said only a few days till she goes away with god so thank you grandma for always being there for me and alawys taking care of us when my mom had so go some where thank you:)
I’m really sorry but don’t think that it could happen just think about this moment. Enjoy ever little moment with her.❤️
Pov:
you and your best friend, walk through the back streets of your city, talking about the future, watching the sunset and the slow twinkle of the stars just coming into view, you realise they are there for you, you walk with them to your house, laughing, knowing this, your childhood, is the brightest time of your life
It's so perfect to imagine yourself in a beautiful place far away from this reality, just you and the person you love looking to the stars~♡
tough times go away, tough people don't
Sean Jarbo, that’s a great way to put it
i wish happiness and safety for everyone here. 🖤
Same here.
Me too❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Me too 🥺
Preach man
Thank you 👼
I just love reading all of y’all comments while listening to this music it’s so satisfying ily all stay safe it’s a cold world 🖤
That first track takes me back to 2019. Around the time I discovered this channel. I was going through a heartbreak and that first Track on here really takes me back too those sleepless nights and all the bullshit I went through with that girl .
just what i needed💜
Just what the world needs
Samee
Even though everything seems lost I want to believe there is hope.
Maybe not now but someday, somehow things will change for the better.
So much stuff is going on right now, the loss of loved ones, friends and family members having enough of the life they had. Dont be like them, times are hard and its complicated to continue moving forward, in the meantime, listen to some music and let all of that pain wash away
I love you all💝
Oh! Yes yes yes, after a tiring day comes the wonderful moment of listening to this wonderful music❤😳👀
Haha
Listen. Life can suck sometimes. Even now, life isn’t the best for me even while staying at home during Spring Break and this quarantine. But, we have to keep going! I hope all is well to all of you, and hope that all of you stay safe. Take care of yourselves during these hard times.
Life sucks all the time☹
I wonder if I'll ever talk to you again..
How’s it going
Pretty good. How about you
11 months later, did you?
Feeling better now but nope, i haven't yet...who knows, maybe one day, but meanwhile let's celebrate life!
Hope you're all fine and safe in these crazy times!
i needed this. Lately me and my boyfriend have been arguing and we haven’t spoken today but it’s okay.. We’ll be okay, its just because we miss eachother. There’s hope for me and him and I know we’ll last a long time - i feel it. I’ve never experienced love or how it feels like to be loved until i met him. Anyway, if you’re reading this, stay safe please. I love you, you are loved. REMEMBER THAT!
Wow. It’s been two days I need an updatee!!!! And you are being loved as well honey❤️
Hava We are better than ever now, sure we have a few moments but i’ve never been happier :)
"I miss you...... And even though you chose her over me I can't stop thinking of you. No really I'm so happy for you. I just want to know, did you ever love me? Because you said you loved me and you would get me to the moon and back. But, you cheated on me that's the sad part.... I didn't even find out until a month later. I just thought maybe you loved me. I was wrong. Remember when we met? I can't stop crying. It was love at first sight and the way we met was magical. The way you touched me, kissed me, hug me, and my favorite is the way you smiled. Many people did it in the way you did but there something different. You'd smirk and then smile with your teeth closing your mouth the moment you looked into my eyes. Every time I look at something or smell something I'm reminded of the smell of the beach and the clean bed sheets. Just..... Just tell me did you love me?" - the text I wish I would've sent. Instead I said "Good, I'm happy for you." He's doing better and happier than how I made him.
Tough stuff man... keep your head up we warriors never give up and keep moving forward.. positive vibes only🤞🏽
Take your time , so sorry about that , stay strong, and i know its not easy
I can relate so fuckin much :(
"I wish there was a way to know that you are in the good old days, before you've actually left them."
so, I wanted to share this special event that happened and I still remember it everyday. basically I was at the airport with my parents because we were going to Dominican Republic, when we were waiting to get on the plane I noticed this guy and thought he was really cute and seemed nice. I thought he was going to the United States or something like that, but then he was actually getting on the same plane as I was, it actually made me feel a type of way, it was weird. at leas I got to see him for an hour when we were on the plane, but when we got off and started getting our packages I didn't see him again and I thought it would be "the end" so my family and I got on the van that was taking us to hard rock and we had to wait for the rest of the people, from one moment to the other I saw the guy getting on the truck with his family because he was also going to hard rock! so we got to the hotel and from that moment I didn't see him again for like 3 days (I was literally dying lol) it was Friday and there was a foam party at the pool, I was there with my family and my mom's cousins that are the best. I was enjoying the party with my sister but I started to drown in the foam, I couldn't breath and I swear I felt like I was about to die so I got out of the pool by pushing everyone, I went to the bar that was in front of the pool and asked for water. when I was feeling better, I saw they guy's sister, she came up to me and said hi and asked me if I wanted to be with her at the pool and I was like of course! we were vibing until her brother came (the cute guy) and we were the rest of the party together. so the party was over, it was perfect, but I knew he had to leave so I shoot my shot and asked him out, he said yes and gave me his number so we could talk. later that night I was at the arcade alone and he came so we started playing until I had no money, before we left my parents came and said hi to him and asked me some questions and noticed everything was fine so they lest to the casino. then his parents came in said hi and left, then the guy (btw his name is Fabian) and I went outside and walked through a bunch of palm trees that had these beautiful lights around it and there was also a loooong beautiful fountain. we talked about ourselves and how the week was going, we didn't know where we were going so I took him to a place that had pingpong tables and a basketball court, there was also this table football, we started playing and made a bet (we didn't even know what the bet was about but we kept playing) I lost, but he cheated. so I stood next to a wall facing him, I asked what I had to do because I lost and we were just talking about what I was going to do and he ended up saying do you know what I want, and got closer to me, I said no, after that he kissed me. yes, we were making out right there outside, I told him I wanted to go somewhere else because there were people watching us lol. so we walked to the beach and went to some beds that were in front of the ocean, it was sooo beautiful, we stayed there until 2am and he walked me to my room and said bye. no one was at my room but like ten minutes later my family got there. the next day I saw him and said hi but his family didn't let him go out again. so basically my adventure ended there because nothing else happened at the airport, I couldn't say bye to him, I hope that means it wasn't the last time ill see him. we keep talking sometimes but as friends, I actually love him but its a love that will always be in me.
so yeah this is it and I'm sorry if I wrote anything wrong but that's because English is not my first language. peace
fun fact
ur not watching this in full screen
True !
@@bvngus agreed!! What if what if what if I have 2 monitors and I have 2 instances of this video so I can watch one full screen and the second is for comments section!!!
Erik Lopez you have created a imbalance
1:00 am, headphones on, dark room, with a bit light from the moon passing through the window. This music just gives me a bit of peace through these tough times. Striving for a better day tomorrow and the next coming days. It's tough getting up every day knowing little about having a better future or not. But I know that it will come one day. This music just pushes me to strive a bit more further into the future. Thanks
“Whatever you think your life is going to be like, just know, it’s not gonna be anything like that.”
I sure hope not
Hey, that's the life.
Sometimes you will lose.
And you will lose something or someone that you think would be in your life forever.
Nothing is fixed or permanent.
Better days will be coming soon, wait.
Don't give up!
imagine being cheated by your bestfriend. shit happens, and that’s that worse feeling to ever emotionally cope with. trusting them with your feelings, secrets, everything. and they just betray you. i hope no one feels that way, but if you’re dealing with that or something similar, please know, things will get better. very unoriginal to say things will get better, i know. but now, i have a new bestfriend. you won’t feel like shit anymore, please trust me on that. promise?
You need to listen to a comedian by the name of patrice o'neal. He will help
Mine decided for hoes instead for me. We argued and then we shouted our emotions deep into our faces. Damn. This situation was goddamn awkward. Do I have a new best friend? Won’t we talk for never? No. At the next morning we just laughed. We understood our feelings and our bond became stronger. And this is friendship guys.
i swear everbody can die nowbestfriendbetrayed me :(
i can't promise you that, but i'll try my best, thank you ^-^
yeah my best friend was the last person i thought would set me up and have me jumped but you know shit happens.
I'm living for that lil hope
People feel sad listening to lofi like this track but I feel calm and happy. I feel free of my problems and everything shit that has been going on doesn’t matter, just me and the artist.
I thought i've overcome my sadness a month ago
But here i am, listening to sad beats again to cope
I always look at the backgrounds of Bootleg's videos and most of the time I think, "Man I really want to be there".
this sound really resonates with me. its the kind that i would've loved to hear in high school and love to hear now, in college. sometimes i distract myself with a million things that only kind of work when i need to just sit and be with something that completely works- this music. it lets me think of everything i push away because its not easy to deal with in my head. we must need the same things.
I feel you 💛
Another vibe... another planet
this channel is one my inspirations and the only place where I listen sad songs when I'm being lonely
This bring me memories of those summer nights with friends. Only happiness allowed.
Sometimes I think there’s no hope for me...it’s slowly becoming hard for me to fight against this emptiness that I’ve been feeling for a long time
Ik how you feel and im sorry :(
stay safe everyone! :)
you’re awesome.
this was posted at the perfect time, thank you 🤍
After a long stressful day I needed this! Thank you! Time for bed 😴🎧🎶💙
honestly don't sweat whatever you're going through it isn't worth it in the long run. just remember as long as you love yourself u'll be allright. you'll meet your soulmate eventually just keep trying.
Hi, amazing person, scrolling the comments, I hope you are having a good day and, if you are not, you can still improve it. Just keep trying :)
Thanks so much for using my track! Incredible mix XO
this mix is just wow
Ahhh the feeling this gives me is unexplainable... Thanks for that my g Appreciate it👌
hope is cruel 🖤
False hope is, not true hope 💜
Indeed
Perfect timing... needed something for my mood rn
So angelic 💖
It hurts to know that I can’t move on from the person that hurt me the most
Madison Thibodeaux I know it hurts but keep on moving forward! You‘ll be okay. You‘re strong. I know everyone says that but only with time you‘ll heal. Believe in yourself. It‘s okay to be sad but don‘t get lost and make sure to find happiness without them.
Tonight, my hope lies in this mix💕
I feel like I’m becoming more and more lonely.. and it’s all my fault.
Why your fault?
Darkened Forest I feel the same
not alone :/
I've been alone before all of this. Introvert who doesn't like to be around people just enjoys being in his own world and follow his own gut.. nowadays I wish that I'm not alone all the time. I wish I had a girl or someone at least..
Glebeb Glebe ??
God. I love you for your content and what you do for us. Your channel and my music writing is whats keeping me sane during this quarantine. Will post some on my channel and hope i make you proud. Thank you for blessing my ears bro
Very good! The music saved my day, thanks!!!
I turned off all of my emotions and this song made me feel something for the first time in a while...thank you
As always bootleg boy thank you for ur support ♥️♥️ and I hope u and everyone is okay and please love each other 💜💜💜
2 AM and i need you 🥺
Damn this is the best one so far.🥺💜💔
We needed this 💜 thank you 🌙✨
Just what I needed rn...Perfect timing, thanks.
you're my favorite lowfi youtuber, what you do is amazing, Thank you!
this is lowkey so sweet i love your music
"a person who thinks all the time, has nothing to think about except thoughts, so, he loses touch with reality, and lives in a world of illusions..."
-alan watts
thank you
I want you to know, that even though this love of ours might not have lasted, I would still walk with you to the end of the world... and then past it.
This quotes sad but right 😭😭
These tracks and anime remind me of my childhood in Japan:)Thank you!
Thanks❤️
i think this is exactly what everyone needs right now 💚
just gonna be honest, and I’m not looking for attention, but to just say these things on my mind. I’ve really just fell deeper into my depression than ever before. I legitimately do not care about myself or what happens now. I was making books of my poetry to sell at a coffee shop and threw them all away, sold my printer. Sold my acoustic guitar because i just don’t ever want to play guitar again. And all of this stems from a recent (more like 6 months ago) breakup. It came out of nowhere, it was the first person I really had a chance to be with, I’m 26 now and we dated for a year and a half. I’m sitting in my room in the dark crying as i type this and listen to the music. I’ve never felt so low in my life and just totally manipulated, suckered, lost, let down, and just plain lonely before. I look around-and trying not to compare myself to others-i can’t help but see where i am at my life versus all my other friends and people i went to high school with. I’ve been hurting myself and having sudden crying spells along with a looming feeling of pure depression. I don’t know why I’m even saying all this, maybe just to make myself feel better. But i’m so tired, i am so tired of just never feeling wanted or neglected, or being treated with indifference. I’m tired of loving people that never can love me the same way, or don’t for long. I’m tired of always screwing up good things, and not knowing it was a good thing until after. I really just want to give up and disappear. I’ve heard all the stuff: “oh john, don’t get yourself down like that, you know we love you and care about you and you mean a lot to us.” But it’s just words. People who i’ve been physically intimate with and given a piece of myself too (my ex for example) have said those things just to ignore me or treat me with indifference later. I feel like I’m some sucker, being so good and loving to people who decide to treat me that way. Idk what to do or who I can even possibly trust to be so caring towards again. I don’t ever want to get close to anybody again. I don’t even want to be with anybody anymore. I just want to disappear and be forgotten now.
I can feel you, You know what, people just don't understand it. They think of Depression as a joke 😒
It hurts, when the person to whom you gave all of your love and time.. just casually leaves you, like there wasn't a thing b/w us.. Yeah I know, It hurts. But you know what, you are not alone. You never walk alone, You know till when the same thing can break your heart again and again? Till you love it, and do not let it go. Sometimes we just need to let go of people, sometimes its better to just let things be, don't fight for closure, don't ask for explanations, don't chase answers and don't expect people to understand.
You can't lose what you never had, and can't have what not yours. God, take away people from our lives just to let us know, they are not right for us.
I know it's tough, maybe not now, maybe not in a snap of fingers, but remember, even cold winter ends and Cozy spring comes, no sadness no season lasts, everything will change. You have to get through all this. You gotta.
Find yourself a reason, find yourself a passion to live for. I recommend you, BTS. Maybe you already know them, and think of them as Gay/overrated, etc.. but I personally tell you, they are my depression healers.
I recommend some BTS songs,
- Magic shop
- Spring day
- Love myself
- Mikrokosmos
- Lost
- Tomorrow
- Path
And many more.. I hope I helped you. 💜
Best part of quarantin
Heyy, yes you i hope you're having a great Day/Night..People care about you remember that. :)
(Stay safe ❤)
*Hugs* can we like cuddle to? 🥺
Huggos! Cuddless
@@trinchilla22 Yay :D!
Cuddlies 🥰🥰🥰
I miss you, I miss those good moments we had. In my dreams I hope you miss them too, but I know that if you would have miss them we would still be together. I love you, we were happy, you said it to me yourself, so why ? Please tell me why... There is hope for me and you...
😍 the bootleg boy is the best in the game
It's like you know what's going on with my life so you post this. Me and my boyfriend are going through so much shit right now and we took a break literally a month ago (the very end of March). I'm trying so hard because we both don't want to lose each other. We have been through so much shit, bad and good. I want us to last. We held our relationship for two years and I can't give it up now.. I don't want to lose hope
If you see this, I hope you're having a good day. :)
Thanks :D
If you see this Domzilla, I hope YOU'RE having a good day too!
Thank u🥺
Thank you! And I hope you are having a good day too💫
"It pains me to think of who you used to be..."
Thanks for this, really needed after this stressful morning.
Life can be hard people, but always remember this, there is greatness on the other side of suffering. Keep pushing. You never know what tomorrow will bring. Peace and Love
We're young... If it's meant to be we'll meet again. Or maybe we'll find each other in another life. One thing I know for sure is that you're my soulmate and I knew right from the start. Hope you have a great life, even if I'm not a part of it anymore
A beautiful mix, as always, thank you💜
A meaningful silence is always better than meaningless words.-
it hurts remembering all the words we used to say to eachotha 💔
Душевно, трогательные мелодии, аж сердце подпрыгивает( ♡
So relaxing song.. i love it..😊
And of course - beautiful bootleg. Wish much love in the hard times.
Time change hit hard waiting an extra hour for this 😍
Lofi community are pure hearted souls❤ who the hell hurt em
You’ve been in my dreams lately, even though we haven’t been together in a couple years. And that just reopens old wounds.
Just chill...))) everyday, everything, anymore) thanks a lot)))
This whole covid 19 shit is fucking with me so hard rn. Haven’t left my apartment in like 2 weeks and I lost my job too. Lucky I paid rent so I’m good for a month. I just lay in bed listening to lofi by myself.
😢😢it's like the end of the world or something
I don't know how to express my feelings towards her. But, I really love her❤️