Oh emma, my hero, my inspiration, I loved this video, I could listen to you chatting away all day, I'm so happy to see you back, all bubbly and excited about your holiday and feeling good, your back girl, go have fun on that holiday you so deserve it, you mum and sooz with you, just beautiful. I love how you always have little reminders of sooz, either nails, how you see her in you or just how she love a sandwich cut into triangles, you will never be alone your mum and sooz are with you in every part of your day, also we'll done for the grit and determination to get yourself back on track whilst living with grief, it takes some doing, the year you had and how you have pulled yourself around gives me a kick up the bum too, so thankyou, loves you so much, can't wait for the next one hun, keep going, day by day your doing fab xx
I understand grief. Lost our Mom end of August. Christmas was her favorite holiday. We (my sister's and our extended families) are having one last Christmas at Mom's home. Prayers continue.
Tomorrow, 13th of December, is 6 years since I lost my mom .I still miss her so. It's especially sad that she passed so close to Christmas. I already suffered with depression before her passing, but near the holidays, it's always worse. You look amazing, sweet Emma! I'm so very proud of you. Sending you love and hugs from Georgia USA.❤ 🫂🐶🐶🐇🐇
lost my first born son in 1989 what i will say is it does get easier you learn over time to cope because u don't have a choice. that and knowing they would not want me to be sad. losing my mom last December 16th has hit me hard all year but I've seen signs that she isn't gone and still watching over me, especially during my darkest hours. living without our loved ones is difficult and the hardest thing we will ever do. you are doing amazing hun. make sure you make time for pamper yourself and do lots of self love and self care as its what they would want you to do. sending love as always. I'm hating xmas and my birthday this year both in December but trying to make the best of what i have got and not dwell on my losses too.
Funny that while I was watching you I was going through the car wash too hehe. I’m going through Xmas prep time with a heavy heart atm missing my mum terribly. She always made Xmas so much fun and joyous so I’m trying to be cheerful for her. It’s comforting knowing you understand what it’s like albeit it’s a club no one wants to belong to. Love watching you Em and thank you for always being here for us too xx
I think Emma that it never leaves you or gets better, but, what does change is that you become better and more experienced at coping. It’s 2 years since I lost my Mum and a year since I lost my Dad and I’m still raw, some days are better than others but they would all want us to be ok and be happy, even although it’s terrible. Take care and have a fabulous holiday in Mexico, I’m off to Malta Boxing Day as yes it is easier not to be home now xxx
Oh bless you, Emma, it's good to see you looking so much better. It was misty in Yorkshire yesterday, today it's just grey, so I'll be having a cosy day making Christmas presents whilst listening to music and singing along. Much Love ❤️
Your life has been an example of how drastically life 😢 can change in such a short time. It's a shock. I do believe that mum and Sooz would want you to carry on. You look beautiful. Love you.
Dont think anyone can be like they were before they lost a loved one, it's just one day at a time, we just carry on, muddle through, no other choice, missing my mum & husband so much 😢😢
I'm going thru the same, Lost my Brother in September, He lived 2 doors down from me, I'm going away for Christmas and New Year, which I'm glad about as there are reminders everywhere here 😢, It just hits you like a steam train when you least expect it, We'll smile for most of the time won't we, but when the door shuts and we're alone........Have a good Christmas and New Year xx
Good Morning Emma and fur kids!! You look stunning in your video and excellent job on decorations! Excellent job young lady!! Wishing you a very merry Christmas and a healthy, happy and safe 2025! Love from Wisconsin Bing 🐦 Pebbles🐾🐾 and meeeee!!!🌟🎄⛄🌹💫💯♥️💚🤗🙂
Hi Emma I love spending time with you! I honestly feel like I have found a new friend! You are the most inspiration lady I have ever known! I lost my beautiful mum 20 years ago and my wonderful big brother 12 years ago! I never thought I would get over losing them and I haven’t but it truly does get easier with time! I can’t imagine what it would have been like losing them at the same time! Please keep doing your videos as I’m sure everyone enjoys your company like I do! We will help get you through Christmas! I send you all my love, support and prayers. You are so beautiful inside and out! Xxxxx
You look wonderful Emma, you have been through a lot and you are such a warrior, your skin is glowing and Christmas is a difficult time for a lot of people who' have lost loved ones and have personal challenges. You are adorable we love you EMMA
For the longest time, I would pick up the phone to call Mom, then realize I couldn’t. We talked 2 or 3 times a day. Still miss the calls- 20 years later. Be kind to yourself. Your decorations are lovely! Hugs to you.
Its good to talk about grief. I still wonder into the kitchen etc to tell my hubby something, then i realise he's not here anymore. Like you i see things and think ohh mum would love that! We all deal with grief in different ways. 😔😔🫂🫂 huggy bugs.
You will always have those moments when you forget a loved one has gone Emma,, it catches your heart like a dagger but eventualy it is the comfort of memories. I can still smell my Mums perfume 45 years on and it's like a hug in a bottle rather than a gulp from my heart. They don't make it anymore so sometimes I have a John Lewis perfume tester trip and always find a similar one. We keep them alive and they never truly leave us I promise. I want that salad...wow. Love your shares poppet. xxx
Emma they are with you every day, every new thing you see, or experience,they can see through our eyes. I have told myself that in those moments when things come rushing back, that my mom is thinking of me too. You totally made me laugh out loud on the enbread 😂 I took me a second to realize what you said, it was so random lmao. ❤️ ya girl.
Well my friend you are looking much better !! Very excited for you to go on your holiday YOU DESERVE. IT !!! . So sorry to hear Minky had the sickies 😢 I really feel like these last two years have been brutal for so many of us but you Emma always encouraged us as you shared your journey grief and trauma , you took us all by the hand and you have never let go , and I for one am eternally grateful for yor friendsip and all of you here on this channel ❤❤❤
Good morning Emma, love your tree! You look so beautiful. I enjoy your video visits, love seeing your fur babies. Sending holiday hugs from Tucson, Arizona. 🌵👩🌾🌷💋🐾🐓🍋🍊🥑
Hi Hun your Christmas tree looks fab! You look amazing 😍! I'm so excited for your Mexico trip dress sounds lovely can't wait to see ❤loads of luv your mate John in stow on the wold Cotswolds xx
Hi, Emma. Bless your heart. VERY murky/drizzly here in Essex, too today. Gets dark SO early doesn't it but it's nearly the shortest day. Then, a little lighter every day! Wrll done on getting back into your little white/gold dress. You'll wow them in Mexico. That's assuming you're not incarcerated, carrying mum and Sooz's ashes.. 😳 That thought would tickle Sooz. Not too long before you're off to sunny climes. Will be lovely and relaxing for you, to just chill and 'be'. Take care, sweetheart. Love and light to you. 💞🌟 xx
Thank you Emma. My favourite vlog. I am gradually losing my mum to dementia. I love your vlogs. I love how down to earth you are. I am so glad you are getting your life and body sorted. I am off to spain for a week to recoup from bronchitis and laryngitis and stress. A break does us good.
Oh bless you my precious one~you are looking AMAZINGLY HEALTHY as of late Em! I know the feeling of “sneaking up on you” as I thought: I need to call my Daddy…hee been gone 2 years now. I was mad at myself for even thinking such nonsense and why? Why did I think I could just pick up the phone and talk to him!?!?! Oh how I miss my Daddy something fierce. My Granddaddy, GrandMom and my Daddy. I don’t speak often to my Mom. I did text her and thank her for a beautiful gift basket she had sent through the mail. It moments like this I remember it goes both ways to communicate. Idk how much longer she has here on Earth and idk how to fix the issues, find a solution to the situation as idk WHAT the situation is. She just doesn’t want to talk to me and idk why…I respect t her request to not call yet I have no reasoning behind her request. Maybe one day I’ll know…. Sending love, joy and light to you Em… Respectfully, Staci In Utah
Hi Emma. You'll never be the same again, but you will find a way forward. That horrible shock when it's Christmas time and you catch yourself forgetting that loved ones are now out of sight. Sometimes, if you're lucky, it' might evolve into a warm feeling, mixed with some sadness, about happier times. But whatever way it proves to be, you'll manage, because you are already. You're unconsciously finding your own way of coping with it all. And well done you! Imagine a small amount of Sooz or your mum diffusing through the air around you. I find that rather nice to be honest. Still there... still surrounding you. I think you're marvellous for sharing so much with us. We need to talk about death and grief more. We're very private in our grieving in UK. I was watching a Syrian mother earlier, whose son had been killed, and her entire family showing their raw grief and not apologising in the least for doing it, as we are apt to do when we shed as much as one tear. On to more frivolous things. Your salad looked so lush. I could eat that almost any time, including now! And I'm really glad you're feeling good and doing great with your toning up and enjoying getting into lovely dresses again. You're right Emma, we do (or I do anyway), love these bits and bobs videos. They feel really inclusive, and what a lovely remark at the end. I hope we are yours too! Sending love.
So excited for you and your hols in Mexico. Happy days! Xx Yep, Miranda Hart found out she had Lyme disease from when she got bitter by a tick while living in the US as a kid. It can be very debilitating ans she actually had a mild reaction to it earlier jn her life so never had the issues she has had had with it the last few years and of course was never diagnosed with anything back then because she never really had any symptoms of it except for a bit of fatigue. She ended up being really debilitated by it esp during her 'Miranda days. Chronic fatigue is awful (I know!) so I'm glad she finally gonna diagnoses. And bless her finally meeting someone and getting married at 50 odd. Sorry just something I relate to so though I'd mention. She was also on Good Morning (?) a little while back, promoting her book and explaining her Lyme disease to GB. I just happened to catch it on TH-cam. Love to see you happy and healthy!!! Xx. Size 10 dress woohoo!. Good you! Xxx . Stay warm xxx❤❤
Dear Emma,you will always have those moments,they just won't cut you up as much...Everything is so raw at the minute,it's painful,we never get over are grief,we just learn to live with it in our own ways...You are such an inspirational,kind loving and caring,I'm still dealing with my grief of nearly 20 yrs ago,and even now find certain times,I still have my moments..You are lovely inside and out..Have a lovely time on your holiday,think of you often,so glad you are still vlogging,and letting us all know how you're doing..Take care lovely and stay safe ❤xx
Oh Emma you’re super kind to your babies. I love animals too. Love people that are so loving to them. I’m so sorry about your twin sister and your mam and dad. I know it must be so hard on you. The only thing they will be looking down on you and minding you. I’m sure of it. You deserve a holiday so have a brilliant time in Mexico. Even though I haven’t commented on your videos for ages I always watch. Take care from Alison in Dublin
Hi Emma you are looking fab and the tree is looking beautiful. I’m addicted to audio books to ..here are a few recommendations of books I have really enjoyed .. Listening to the animals , Noel Fitzpatrick ( super vet from ch4) The Sober Diaries by Claire Pooley funny positive upbeat about how to live life to the full. Both of Gary Barlow books I enjoyed Fall off,Get back on Keep going by Claire Balding Happy listening ❤❤
Love ur vlogs emma. I think its good 2 share ur feelings with people. im a very open book. I even talk to myself sometimes & always 2 my beautiful loved ones " in the other room ". I believe We don't ever lose the ones we love. they're always with us, just invisible ❤x
Your Christmas 🌲 looks beautiful 😍........ The bottles you purchased for your mom's and Sue's ashes are a great idea. I keep a bit of my dad's ashes on a pendant which I wear daily, so he is always a part of me❤
Hi sweet Emma, we are here for you!! Plus understand you!!! Oh how my car needs washed!! Also glad you are getting home in the light now!! Keep on sending these precious videos!! ❤ Another thing you are looking great my dear friend!! ❤
I must listen to the Miranda book too. I've been chronically ill for years and listening to someone else's perspective would be good. Chronic disease doesn't kill you but it takes your life in so many ways. Richard Osman audio books are fab. The Thursday murder club series are funny, poignant and surprising. I love them xxx
@TheDogPooPro you know pain is hard to cope with but bad mental health and mental traumas are worse in many ways as they are hard to ease and escape from. That's another reason I like an audio book. They are a good distraction if you can find some that are non triggering and take you away from it all xx
Hi Emma, i could listen to you talk all day. You and Sooz were so alike its good to talk about loved ones. Love to the fur babies and a cuddle from me. Your sandwich looked so good, i enjoy a sandwich, my sister said i could live on them lol. Sending love and hugs ❤🫂🫂🐇🐇🐕🐕❤️ xxx
Hi Emma, so glad your place is decorated for Christmas! It looks so pretty in your house! You are looking so amazing, wish I could go with you on your holiday, I hope you can relax and enjoy. Take care and love you girl! 😘🙏🏻🎄🌨️🥶💞🥰🐶🐶🐰🐰
I love to watch your videos and hear your chat, your tree looks really lovely. I find xmas hard I find my anxiety is really amped up, I haven't got my decs up yet, I have them outside but not in the house yet as I have a chihuahua called buster, he likes the xmas ornaments so I wait until I have finished work for the holidays. I think you are doing amazing, yiu are looking really good 👍 I was diagnosed with diabetes so trying to get my head around it. Look forward to your next chat 😊 until then, take care emma. X oh and the salad looked really yummy 😋
You look fantastic Emma I know you are not feeling it at present but you are still grieving and when important events arise like your first Christmas, Birthday or mother's day without loved ones it really punches very hard. You are a beautiful soul remember that and please be kind to yourself this Christmas it's the first one without family. Just light candles Christmas day for those we love so dearly but have lost, sending you a big hug.💚🎄✨
Did you know you can get ashes jewellery Emma I suppose you do I have a lovely heart pendant with my mum and dads in it’s a gorgeous pink colour and silver on the other side just a thought for you God bless xx
It stays with you my 💕 I still think go see mum /dad 😔 and pop to see my brother ,it's a dull feeling,they passed yrs ago. You share what you want it's educating to so many who are going through a sad time , been watching sooz vids, so funny your travels stories.🎄love your twinkles x🌹🌹🐌🐌
Emma it is so bloody hard to try and carry on when you've been through so much 😢, every morning brings a different challenge some ease pain some make it hard to get the day over,but you still carry on as brave as possible take care ❤
You were in Huddersfield? Where I live. Love the Xmas tree. Haven’t had the strength to do mine this year. Can’t without my mum (6 months without her). Maybe next year.
You look great Emma, 😊 you’re going to have a fantastic time in Mexico 🇲🇽 just watch out for thieves , have you ever been there before? Please video all of your adventures there, stay healthy Emma,hugs to you ❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Last time my nails was painted was when my daughter was 4..and she decided pink looked good on me lol. And I agreed but my. Coworkers thought it was a little bit much lol .oh well my little girl wanted it so daddy did it 😄
Emma, When my dad died, it was very unexpected. We, my husband, and I found him in his garden . He wanted to be cremated, so we dug a cross shaped hole about 3 feet deep. We then spread his ashes in the cross shape with a flower from each one of us. It was quite scary at first, I had never had a death in my close family. Emma, you are beautiful 😊. Enjoy your life when you get old you won't have anything to regret. I am 65 now, life literally goes by in the blink of the eye. Luv Susan ❤😊
You look really good and slim Emma. I am sure the weight loss has done you a lot of good. Keep up the good work. Hope your brothers are well and also Jo. Love to you and your furbabies from Normandy France ❤️
I sometimes think I'll give my mam a call then remember 😢 and it's been 9 years since she passed away, I think we all get moments like that after loved ones have passed. Sending love 😘💞
Hi Emma. Ur looking so trim. U look amazing . Mexico for Christmas. Lovely ENJOY andRELAX hun. U deserve this break. Have a lovely time Happy Christmas to you and your babies ❤❤ x
12 years later and I still have odd moments where I think I'll call my mum, especially when something good has happened, or just whatever. It lessens, but your brain takes a while to absorb this difference.
My beautiful grandma died in 2000. I have always thought of her once in awhile but this past week I came in from going to the store, and thought I need to call gram, I hadn’t talked to her in awhile and then it hit me…she’s been gone over 24 years. 2 nights later I had a dream. We were talking on the phone I was so happy to talk/see her. When I asked what have they (grandparents) been up to she tells me “ traveling” 😂😂
Emma you are so beautiful, I love your blogs and thinking of you, I know this time of year is so hard as is birthdays anniversaries. But Sooz and your Mum will be looking out for you. By the your I love all of your babies so cute. Take Care Emma you are loved by so many of us on here.xx
Yay🎉 Go you ❤Well done on your little pre holiday weight loss 😊you must be getting so excited about your upcoming holiday... I am excited for you 😍 and I'm sure we will see some of your exciting adventure... I have been trying to cut some kilos for a few months now, but I am convinced I just inhale calories these days or maybe it's just my sneaky little treats after dark 🙃 LOVE 💓 and huge hugs ❤️ xo
You know what I do, my Papaw passed in 2005 and my Best Friend in the World passed in August of 2023. I buy presents and wrap them and I go to their grave site and sit down and talk with them and I open the presents and put them on their headstone. I know it’s different with your Mom and Suzie but you could still do that and put the things around the house or make a garden just for them. It’s helps me a lot, just thought I’d share. Love and Blessings Emma🕊️☮️🙏🏼✝️🎄🥰🎅🏼🩷🐾💙🐾🎀❣️❣️❣️❣️
I love what you share . People will always have opinions but what’s good for others isn’t always good for us , and so forth. Each to their own and I appreciate you good days , not so good days , showing how you are etc. Makes me feel closer since I can’t just offer you a big hug when you need one . Definitely Sooz would be laughing at the small puff of ashes . You will always think of each other because you’ll always be connected in love and spiritually too . Aww I got to that same fish and chipshop with family I call Mum & Dad . He was originally from Yorkshire and we drove there once . Long time ago now . The odd treats like fish and chips it’s hard to say no in the winter months . It’s that cozy comfort feeling . You look so lovely anyway so you’re going great ❤Always here lovely . You’ve done great though and really I am proud of you . Getting so cold , I’ve got like 2 jumpers to my name haha . Need to get more but I’m cozy indoors which is so much to be blessed for . Love the calendar change. It’s my comfort too 🥰 Excited about your Mexico 🇲🇽 trip too . Keep cozy beautiful and as well as possible. Sending hugs 🫂 & love ❤❤❤ to you Emma . Love you too ❤❤❤Xxx
Buy something in her memory I buy poinsettia and amaryllis every year in memory of loved ones and some of their favourite chocolate. Little things like that mean they are still remembered and part of my celebrations. I know it can be raw in the early days but it helped me. They also have baubles and stocking keep sake things that are put out.
Just a thought...over here at our funeral homes, you can purchase some pretty necklaces that hold bits of cremains. I have a friend who had one for her mom. As soon as you started to yawn, so did I! Please be careful in Mexico and whatever you do DON'T DRINK THE WATER!!!!!!! Unless you want to spend your holiday on or over the potty. I wonder if Minky gets pancreatitis. My friend's dog gets it from time to time. It's all diet related. Take care. Love and hugs. ❤🐾🐾🐇🐇
Hi Emma, l have all the paperwork for my late husband Bruce, but l haven't decided where l would take his ashes too, l have to have a talk with my son Jake about it, because when my husband passed away, me and my son Jake, did all the paperwork for him to be cremation, it's a lot of work to get it all done, hugsssss ❤❤❤
Bless you x Jo gave me the idea of taking a little bit of them to lots of places....so that's what I'm going to do. Mum wanted st ives Cornwall and Sooz Thailand so of course I'm going to do that.....but I am also going to take a pinch of them to every beautiful place I go 🥲🥰
Hi beautiful Emma ❤ bless your heart 💓 I don’t think time is a great healer, as I’ve been told ❤ I think you just learn to cope in your own way, to get by 😊 You look incredible Emma, I love your hair ❤ I’m sending you so much love and enormous hugs always xxx🩷🩷🩷
today has been a rough day for me i can not bring myself to decorate for Christmas and my birthday is also coming up on the 29th of december i will be turning 46 the feeiling will never go away all i have done today is cry
Sam darling 💔❤️ I'm sending you tree/decoration motivation through the airwaves....it really has made me feel a bit better x you just look after yourself....whether the decs are up or not 🫂❤️
I don’t know if you saw my last warning so I will say again, Mexico is dangerous. The resorts are very safe, but don’t rent a car and go off site-seeing. No one from the States would ever do that because we know it’s dangerous. Again, the resorts are great. Cabo for instance is still great but as a single female you can’t go out walking around in some other city.
Your Christmas tree is so beautiful Emma ❤ I wish I could stick to clean eating. I would love it if foods that were unhealthy for us to eat would actually taste like crap so we should want to eat them😂
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Oh emma, my hero, my inspiration, I loved this video, I could listen to you chatting away all day, I'm so happy to see you back, all bubbly and excited about your holiday and feeling good, your back girl, go have fun on that holiday you so deserve it, you mum and sooz with you, just beautiful. I love how you always have little reminders of sooz, either nails, how you see her in you or just how she love a sandwich cut into triangles, you will never be alone your mum and sooz are with you in every part of your day, also we'll done for the grit and determination to get yourself back on track whilst living with grief, it takes some doing, the year you had and how you have pulled yourself around gives me a kick up the bum too, so thankyou, loves you so much, can't wait for the next one hun, keep going, day by day your doing fab xx
Thank you so much 💓
I understand grief. Lost our Mom end of August. Christmas was her favorite holiday. We (my sister's and our extended families) are having one last Christmas at Mom's home. Prayers continue.
I'm so sorry 😞 xxx
I pray you will be able to create some memories. God bless you. ❤😊
It never goes away,,,,, but it gets easier to live with over time. 💕
Tomorrow, 13th of December, is 6 years since I lost my mom .I still miss her so. It's especially sad that she passed so close to Christmas. I already suffered with depression before her passing, but near the holidays, it's always worse. You look amazing, sweet Emma! I'm so very proud of you. Sending you love and hugs from Georgia USA.❤ 🫂🐶🐶🐇🐇
Thinking of you today xxxx
lost my first born son in 1989 what i will say is it does get easier you learn over time to cope because u don't have a choice. that and knowing they would not want me to be sad. losing my mom last December 16th has hit me hard all year but I've seen signs that she isn't gone and still watching over me, especially during my darkest hours. living without our loved ones is difficult and the hardest thing we will ever do. you are doing amazing hun. make sure you make time for pamper yourself and do lots of self love and self care as its what they would want you to do. sending love as always. I'm hating xmas and my birthday this year both in December but trying to make the best of what i have got and not dwell on my losses too.
Funny that while I was watching you I was going through the car wash too hehe. I’m going through Xmas prep time with a heavy heart atm missing my mum terribly. She always made Xmas so much fun and joyous so I’m trying to be cheerful for her. It’s comforting knowing you understand what it’s like albeit it’s a club no one wants to belong to. Love watching you Em and thank you for always being here for us too xx
I think Emma that it never leaves you or gets better, but, what does change is that you become better and more experienced at coping. It’s 2 years since I lost my Mum and a year since I lost my Dad and I’m still raw, some days are better than others but they would all want us to be ok and be happy, even although it’s terrible. Take care and have a fabulous holiday in Mexico, I’m off to Malta Boxing Day as yes it is easier not to be home now xxx
Oh bless you, Emma, it's good to see you looking so much better. It was misty in Yorkshire yesterday, today it's just grey, so I'll be having a cosy day making Christmas presents whilst listening to music and singing along. Much Love ❤️
Your life has been an example of how drastically life 😢 can change in such a short time. It's a shock. I do believe that mum and Sooz would want you to carry on. You look beautiful. Love you.
You really are beautiful Emma, keep taking good care of yourself❤.Much love to you..
Your Christmas tree looks absolutely stunning
Dont think anyone can be like they were before they lost a loved one, it's just one day at a time, we just carry on, muddle through, no other choice, missing my mum & husband so much 😢😢
Thinking of you Deborah ❤
Look at you, you food stylist. That salad looked amazing. 😊
I'm going thru the same, Lost my Brother in September, He lived 2 doors down from me, I'm going away for Christmas and New Year, which I'm glad about as there are reminders everywhere here 😢, It just hits you like a steam train when you least expect it, We'll smile for most of the time won't we, but when the door shuts and we're alone........Have a good Christmas and New Year xx
Sending you all my love xxx
Good Morning Emma and fur kids!! You look stunning in your video and excellent job on decorations! Excellent job young lady!! Wishing you a very merry Christmas and a healthy, happy and safe 2025! Love from Wisconsin Bing 🐦 Pebbles🐾🐾 and meeeee!!!🌟🎄⛄🌹💫💯♥️💚🤗🙂
Hi Emma I love spending time with you! I honestly feel like I have found a new friend! You are the most inspiration lady I have ever known! I lost my beautiful mum 20 years ago and my wonderful big brother 12 years ago! I never thought I would get over losing them and I haven’t but it truly does get easier with time! I can’t imagine what it would have been like losing them at the same time! Please keep doing your videos as I’m sure everyone enjoys your company like I do! We will help get you through Christmas! I send you all my love, support and prayers. You are so beautiful inside and out! Xxxxx
Very kind of you to say x x x bless your heart x thank you xxx
You look wonderful Emma, you have been through a lot and you are such a warrior, your skin is glowing and Christmas is a difficult time for a lot of people who' have lost loved ones and have personal challenges. You are adorable we love you EMMA
For the longest time, I would pick up the phone to call Mom, then realize I couldn’t. We talked 2 or 3 times a day. Still miss the calls- 20 years later. Be kind to yourself. Your decorations are lovely! Hugs to you.
Its good to talk about grief. I still wonder into the kitchen etc to tell my hubby something, then i realise he's not here anymore. Like you i see things and think ohh mum would love that! We all deal with grief in different ways. 😔😔🫂🫂 huggy bugs.
@@juliawigger9796 you are right if we forget them in the day we see them in our dreams at night
@@juliawigger9796 Sending a hug Julia 🫂
You will always have those moments when you forget a loved one has gone Emma,, it catches your heart like a dagger but eventualy it is the comfort of memories. I can still smell my Mums perfume 45 years on and it's like a hug in a bottle rather than a gulp from my heart. They don't make it anymore so sometimes I have a John Lewis perfume tester trip and always find a similar one. We keep them alive and they never truly leave us I promise. I want that salad...wow. Love your shares poppet. xxx
Emma they are with you every day, every new thing you see, or experience,they can see through our eyes. I have told myself that in those moments when things come rushing back, that my mom is thinking of me too. You totally made me laugh out loud on the enbread 😂 I took me a second to realize what you said, it was so random lmao. ❤️ ya girl.
I'm so glad you have decorated while you're working through the pain of your loss.
Well my friend you are looking much better !! Very excited for you to go on your holiday YOU DESERVE. IT !!! . So sorry to hear Minky had the sickies 😢 I really feel like these last two years have been brutal for so many of us but you Emma always encouraged us as you shared your journey grief and trauma , you took us all by the hand and you have never let go , and I for one am eternally grateful for yor friendsip and all of you here on this channel ❤❤❤
Yes it does it fades eventually and just the love and good times come to remind you they are around❤
Spot on it been almost 26 years for my dad's passing miss him everyday but it's all about love and happy memories
Good morning Emma, love your tree! You look so beautiful. I enjoy your video visits, love seeing your fur babies. Sending holiday hugs from Tucson, Arizona. 🌵👩🌾🌷💋🐾🐓🍋🍊🥑
Hi Hun your Christmas tree looks fab! You look amazing 😍! I'm so excited for your Mexico trip dress sounds lovely can't wait to see ❤loads of luv your mate John in stow on the wold Cotswolds xx
Hi, Emma.
Bless your heart.
VERY murky/drizzly here in Essex, too today.
Gets dark SO early doesn't it but it's nearly the shortest day. Then, a little lighter every day!
Wrll done on getting back into your little white/gold dress.
You'll wow them in Mexico. That's assuming you're not incarcerated, carrying mum and Sooz's ashes.. 😳
That thought would tickle Sooz.
Not too long before you're off to sunny climes.
Will be lovely and relaxing for you, to just chill and 'be'.
Take care, sweetheart.
Love and light to you.
💞🌟 xx
Roll on the shortest day wooohoooo!
Yeah I did giggle a bit pahahaa xxxx
Thank you Emma. My favourite vlog. I am gradually losing my mum to dementia. I love your vlogs. I love how down to earth you are. I am so glad you are getting your life and body sorted. I am off to spain for a week to recoup from bronchitis and laryngitis and stress. A break does us good.
Gosh x I'm sorry 😞 x you need a break x thinking of you x
Emma u will always have a shining light over u with your mum and sooz and we are all hers for u too hun 💖🦋💖xxx
Oh bless you my precious one~you are looking AMAZINGLY HEALTHY as of late Em! I know the feeling of “sneaking up on you” as I thought: I need to call my Daddy…hee been gone 2 years now. I was mad at myself for even thinking such nonsense and why? Why did I think I could just pick up the phone and talk to him!?!?! Oh how I miss my Daddy something fierce. My Granddaddy, GrandMom and my Daddy. I don’t speak often to my Mom. I did text her and thank her for a beautiful gift basket she had sent through the mail. It moments like this I remember it goes both ways to communicate. Idk how much longer she has here on Earth and idk how to fix the issues, find a solution to the situation as idk WHAT the situation is. She just doesn’t want to talk to me and idk why…I respect t her request to not call yet I have no reasoning behind her request. Maybe one day I’ll know….
Sending love, joy and light to you Em…
Respectfully,
Staci In Utah
Hi Emma. You'll never be the same again, but you will find a way forward. That horrible shock when it's Christmas time and you catch yourself forgetting that loved ones are now out of sight. Sometimes, if you're lucky, it' might evolve into a warm feeling, mixed with some sadness, about happier times. But whatever way it proves to be, you'll manage, because you are already. You're unconsciously finding your own way of coping with it all. And well done you! Imagine a small amount of Sooz or your mum diffusing through the air around you. I find that rather nice to be honest. Still there... still surrounding you. I think you're marvellous for sharing so much with us. We need to talk about death and grief more. We're very private in our grieving in UK. I was watching a Syrian mother earlier, whose son had been killed, and her entire family showing their raw grief and not apologising in the least for doing it, as we are apt to do when we shed as much as one tear. On to more frivolous things. Your salad looked so lush. I could eat that almost any time, including now! And I'm really glad you're feeling good and doing great with your toning up and enjoying getting into lovely dresses again. You're right Emma, we do (or I do anyway), love these bits and bobs videos. They feel really inclusive, and what a lovely remark at the end. I hope we are yours too! Sending love.
So excited for you and your hols in Mexico. Happy days! Xx
Yep, Miranda Hart found out she had Lyme disease from when she got bitter by a tick while living in the US as a kid. It can be very debilitating ans she actually had a mild reaction to it earlier jn her life so never had the issues she has had had with it the last few years and of course was never diagnosed with anything back then because she never really had any symptoms of it except for a bit of fatigue. She ended up being really debilitated by it esp during her 'Miranda days. Chronic fatigue is awful (I know!) so I'm glad she finally gonna diagnoses. And bless her finally meeting someone and getting married at 50 odd.
Sorry just something I relate to so though I'd mention. She was also on Good Morning (?) a little while back, promoting her book and explaining her Lyme disease to GB. I just happened to catch it on TH-cam.
Love to see you happy and healthy!!! Xx. Size 10 dress woohoo!. Good you! Xxx . Stay warm xxx❤❤
Hi Emma, your Christmas tree is beautiful! Great to see you. ❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Dear Emma,you will always have those moments,they just won't cut you up as much...Everything is so raw at the minute,it's painful,we never get over are grief,we just learn to live with it in our own ways...You are such an inspirational,kind loving and caring,I'm still dealing with my grief of nearly 20 yrs ago,and even now find certain times,I still have my moments..You are lovely inside and out..Have a lovely time on your holiday,think of you often,so glad you are still vlogging,and letting us all know how you're doing..Take care lovely and stay safe ❤xx
Oh Emma you’re super kind to your babies. I love animals too. Love people that are so loving to them. I’m so sorry about your twin sister and your mam and dad. I know it must be so hard on you. The only thing they will be looking down on you and minding you. I’m sure of it. You deserve a holiday so have a brilliant time in Mexico. Even though I haven’t commented on your videos for ages I always watch. Take care from Alison in Dublin
Thanks darling 😘
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Love watching you Emma and your fur babies ❤🎉❤🎉❤ xxxx
You look gorgeous. My heart goes out to you, sweetie. ❤❤ Suze and Mum are thinking of you too!
Thanks darling xx
Hi Emma you are looking fab and the tree is looking beautiful. I’m addicted to audio books to ..here are a few recommendations of books I have really enjoyed .. Listening to the animals , Noel Fitzpatrick ( super vet from ch4)
The Sober Diaries by Claire Pooley funny positive upbeat about how to live life to the full.
Both of Gary Barlow books I enjoyed
Fall off,Get back on Keep going by Claire Balding
Happy listening ❤❤
Great recommendations thank you!!!!
You are looking great Emma ❤your Christmas tree is beautiful you are doing great xxxxx💜
Love ur vlogs emma. I think its good 2 share ur feelings with people. im a very open book. I even talk to myself sometimes & always 2 my beautiful loved ones " in the other room ". I believe We don't ever lose the ones we love. they're always with us, just invisible ❤x
Your Christmas 🌲 looks beautiful 😍........ The bottles you purchased for your mom's and Sue's ashes are a great idea. I keep a bit of my dad's ashes on a pendant which I wear daily, so he is always a part of me❤
❤ Em , by sharing everything, as you have, helps others. Do whatever gets you through.
I am also listening to Miranda Emma. I recommend Pete Wicks...Never Enough. Hell of a nice guy. xx
Hi sweet Emma, we are here for you!! Plus understand you!!! Oh how my car needs washed!! Also glad you are getting home in the light now!! Keep on sending these precious videos!! ❤ Another thing you are looking great my dear friend!! ❤
Ur tree is beautiful and u look amazing. I’m sure it’s going to b very hard for u this holiday 🙏
Good to see you again! Enjoyed spending time with you, Emma. You look just beautiful! Big hug and lots of love!❤
I must listen to the Miranda book too. I've been chronically ill for years and listening to someone else's perspective would be good. Chronic disease doesn't kill you but it takes your life in so many ways. Richard Osman audio books are fab. The Thursday murder club series are funny, poignant and surprising. I love them xxx
It's a hard listen x few triggers took me right back to the frustrations and fears with Sooz xxxxx hope you're having a comfortable day cxx
@TheDogPooPro you know pain is hard to cope with but bad mental health and mental traumas are worse in many ways as they are hard to ease and escape from. That's another reason I like an audio book. They are a good distraction if you can find some that are non triggering and take you away from it all xx
Yes this time of year I miss my beautiful Twin sister so very much tears flowing
Morning Emma you are doing so well ❤ lots of love xx
Hi Emma, i could listen to you talk all day. You and Sooz were so alike its good to talk about loved ones. Love to the fur babies and a cuddle from me. Your sandwich looked so good, i enjoy a sandwich, my sister said i could live on them lol. Sending love and hugs ❤🫂🫂🐇🐇🐕🐕❤️ xxx
Sooz will always live whilst you are still on this Earth, Emma. You are one, just like me and my sister Joanna, and always will be. 🩷💛🧡🩷💛🧡🩷💛
Always xxxxxx
Hi Emma, so glad your place is decorated for Christmas! It looks so pretty in your house! You are looking so amazing, wish I could go with you on your holiday, I hope you can relax and enjoy. Take care and love you girl! 😘🙏🏻🎄🌨️🥶💞🥰🐶🐶🐰🐰
I love to watch your videos and hear your chat, your tree looks really lovely. I find xmas hard I find my anxiety is really amped up, I haven't got my decs up yet, I have them outside but not in the house yet as I have a chihuahua called buster, he likes the xmas ornaments so I wait until I have finished work for the holidays.
I think you are doing amazing, yiu are looking really good 👍 I was diagnosed with diabetes so trying to get my head around it. Look forward to your next chat 😊 until then, take care emma. X oh and the salad looked really yummy 😋
Always love your bits n bobs, Em. Thanks for sharing your time with us. Love you lots. 🥰
Hi Emma , we are always here for you . I love Mexico beautiful country and beautiful people .
Your looking good my love xx
Love your tree,RIP Sooz ❤ such a big loss x so raw still Emma ❤ early days 😢 she deserved better 💙 ❤️
That salad looks amazing.
You look fantastic Emma I know you are not feeling it at present but you are still grieving and when important events arise like your first Christmas, Birthday or mother's day without loved ones it really punches very hard. You are a beautiful soul remember that and please be kind to yourself this Christmas it's the first one without family. Just light candles Christmas day for those we love so dearly but have lost, sending you a big hug.💚🎄✨
Did you know you can get ashes jewellery Emma I suppose you do I have a lovely heart pendant with my mum and dads in it’s a gorgeous pink colour and silver on the other side just a thought for you God bless xx
It stays with you my 💕 I still think go see mum /dad 😔 and pop to see my brother ,it's a dull feeling,they passed yrs ago. You share what you want it's educating to so many who are going through a sad time , been watching sooz vids, so funny your travels stories.🎄love your twinkles x🌹🌹🐌🐌
Emma it is so bloody hard to try and carry on when you've been through so much 😢, every morning brings a different challenge some ease pain some make it hard to get the day over,but you still carry on as brave as possible take care ❤
Sharing helps others your wonderful showing us the reality and helping so many with this x
Here for ya, broadband fixed after 5 bloody days, like being on mars. Self care this eve after counselling , so watching you with wine and cheese x
You were in Huddersfield? Where I live. Love the Xmas tree. Haven’t had the strength to do mine this year. Can’t without my mum (6 months without her). Maybe next year.
You look great Emma, 😊 you’re going to have a fantastic time in Mexico 🇲🇽 just watch out for thieves , have you ever been there before? Please video all of your adventures there, stay healthy Emma,hugs to you ❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
I'm on a resort so I'll be OK x x no never been x I'm so looking forward to some sun xx
@ Have the best fun and sun ever ❤️
Hi Emma. Another fab and warming vlog. ❤ You are looking lovely too. 😊 xx
Last time my nails was painted was when my daughter was 4..and she decided pink looked good on me lol. And I agreed but my. Coworkers thought it was a little bit much lol .oh well my little girl wanted it so daddy did it 😄
Love it!!
Emma, When my dad died, it was very unexpected. We, my husband, and I found him in his garden . He wanted to be cremated, so we dug a cross shaped hole about 3 feet deep. We then spread his ashes in the cross shape with a flower from each one of us. It was quite scary at first, I had never had a death in my close family.
Emma, you are beautiful 😊. Enjoy your life when you get old you won't have anything to regret. I am 65 now, life literally goes by in the blink of the eye.
Luv Susan ❤😊
Oh gosh x x 💔❤️❤️
You look really good and slim Emma. I am sure the weight loss has done you a lot of good. Keep up the good work. Hope your brothers are well and also Jo. Love to you and your furbabies from Normandy France ❤️
I sometimes think I'll give my mam a call then remember 😢 and it's been 9 years since she passed away, I think we all get moments like that after loved ones have passed. Sending love 😘💞
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Hi Emma. Ur looking so trim. U look amazing . Mexico for Christmas. Lovely ENJOY andRELAX hun. U deserve this break. Have a lovely time
Happy Christmas to you and your babies ❤❤ x
You are looking so well now emma, love your blogs lots of love stay safe xx❤
12 years later and I still have odd moments where I think I'll call my mum, especially when something good has happened, or just whatever. It lessens, but your brain takes a while to absorb this difference.
My beautiful grandma died in 2000. I have always thought of her once in awhile but this past week I came in from going to the store, and thought I need to call gram, I hadn’t talked to her in awhile and then it hit me…she’s been gone over 24 years. 2 nights later I had a dream. We were talking on the phone I was so happy to talk/see her. When I asked what have they (grandparents) been up to she tells me “ traveling” 😂😂
What a lovely video Emma.❤
Emma you are so beautiful, I love your blogs and thinking of you, I know this time of year is so hard as is birthdays anniversaries. But Sooz and your Mum will be looking out for you. By the your I love all of your babies so cute. Take Care Emma you are loved by so many of us on here.xx
The sadness never go away never and we will join them one day
Lovely listening to you. Take each day as they come. You inspiring me with your weight loss. ❤
Yay🎉 Go you ❤Well done on your little pre holiday weight loss 😊you must be getting so excited about your upcoming holiday... I am excited for you 😍 and I'm sure we will see some of your exciting adventure...
I have been trying to cut some kilos for a few months now, but I am convinced I just inhale calories these days or maybe it's just my sneaky little treats after dark 🙃 LOVE 💓 and huge hugs ❤️ xo
You know what I do, my Papaw passed in 2005 and my Best Friend in the World passed in August of 2023. I buy presents and wrap them and I go to their grave site and sit down and talk with them and I open the presents and put them on their headstone. I know it’s different with your Mom and Suzie but you could still do that and put the things around the house or make a garden just for them. It’s helps me a lot, just thought I’d share. Love and Blessings Emma🕊️☮️🙏🏼✝️🎄🥰🎅🏼🩷🐾💙🐾🎀❣️❣️❣️❣️
I love what you share . People will always have opinions but what’s good for others isn’t always good for us , and so forth. Each to their own and I appreciate you good days , not so good days , showing how you are etc. Makes me feel closer since I can’t just offer you a big hug when you need one .
Definitely Sooz would be laughing at the small puff of ashes . You will always think of each other because you’ll always be connected in love and spiritually too . Aww I got to that same fish and chipshop with family I call Mum & Dad . He was originally from Yorkshire and we drove there once . Long time ago now . The odd treats like fish and chips it’s hard to say no in the winter months . It’s that cozy comfort feeling . You look so lovely anyway so you’re going great ❤Always here lovely . You’ve done great though and really I am proud of you . Getting so cold , I’ve got like 2 jumpers to my name haha . Need to get more but I’m cozy indoors which is so much to be blessed for . Love the calendar change. It’s my comfort too 🥰 Excited about your Mexico 🇲🇽 trip too . Keep cozy beautiful and as well as possible. Sending hugs 🫂 & love ❤❤❤ to you Emma . Love you too ❤❤❤Xxx
Did you know there’s places that can include ashes in tattoos? That’s another way to keep your Mum and Sooz with you all the time xx
Yes! Freaks me out a little though xx
Em....you are looking incredible, but have to agree looking so much like Sooz.....keep going youre doing amazing ❤❤xx
That's wonderful mum would be thrilled🌟
Just had 4 biopsies of my stomach done waiting on results, each day is different emma but you will get through the dark tunnel ❤
Buy something in her memory I buy poinsettia and amaryllis every year in memory of loved ones and some of their favourite chocolate. Little things like that mean they are still remembered and part of my celebrations. I know it can be raw in the early days but it helped me. They also have baubles and stocking keep sake things that are put out.
Just a thought...over here at our funeral homes, you can purchase some pretty necklaces that hold bits of cremains. I have a friend who had one for her mom.
As soon as you started to yawn, so did I!
Please be careful in Mexico and whatever you do DON'T DRINK THE WATER!!!!!!! Unless you want to spend your holiday on or over the potty.
I wonder if Minky gets pancreatitis. My friend's dog gets it from time to time. It's all diet related.
Take care. Love and hugs. ❤🐾🐾🐇🐇
Hi Em ❤had another break from FB but think about you lots💕keep being you and making your videos, sending lots of love from across the waves 🌊💚🧡❤️xxxx
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Your Christmas tree looks amazing you can see you’ve lost weight you look great look forward to your nest video take care ❤❤❤😊
Hugs and blessings.
Those roads you have to drive are so scary. And since it's on the wrong side it makes it worse. Lol. ❤
Hi Emma, l have all the paperwork for my late husband Bruce, but l haven't decided where l would take his ashes too, l have to have a talk with my son Jake about it, because when my husband passed away, me and my son Jake, did all the paperwork for him to be cremation, it's a lot of work to get it all done, hugsssss ❤❤❤
Bless you x Jo gave me the idea of taking a little bit of them to lots of places....so that's what I'm going to do. Mum wanted st ives Cornwall and Sooz Thailand so of course I'm going to do that.....but I am also going to take a pinch of them to every beautiful place I go 🥲🥰
@@TheDogPooPro God BLESS YOU TOO EMMA, LOVE ALWAYS, HUGSSSSS ❤️❤️❤️
thank you Emma Happy holidays. i feel you on grief. i miss my mom so much. on the 14th my Birthday. god bless you stay well. XOXOX hugs❤❤❤❤❤🐶🐶🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Happy Birthday for the 14th 🎂🎈🎉🥳
@@TheDogPooPro thank you sweet heart❤❤
Yes we are shining for you and each other sweetheart. Still hugging you ❤ xx
Hi beautiful Emma ❤ bless your heart 💓 I don’t think time is a great healer, as I’ve been told ❤ I think you just learn to cope in your own way, to get by 😊
You look incredible Emma, I love your hair ❤
I’m sending you so much love and enormous hugs always xxx🩷🩷🩷
thank you for such a beautiful video we all love you and your furbabies so much 🥰
today has been a rough day for me i can not bring myself to decorate for Christmas and my birthday is also coming up on the 29th of december i will be turning 46 the feeiling will never go away all i have done today is cry
Sam darling 💔❤️ I'm sending you tree/decoration motivation through the airwaves....it really has made me feel a bit better x you just look after yourself....whether the decs are up or not 🫂❤️
It's grief as well it has to come out but your getting really better❤
You are a bright shining star in mine always…love you xoxo 😊😊😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤❤
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I don’t know if you saw my last warning so I will say again, Mexico is dangerous. The resorts are very safe, but don’t rent a car and go off site-seeing. No one from the States would ever do that because we know it’s dangerous. Again, the resorts are great. Cabo for instance is still great but as a single female you can’t go out walking around in some other city.
Thank you x I'm staying on the resort my lovely x just me and the sunbed 😁
Your Christmas tree is so beautiful Emma ❤
I wish I could stick to clean eating. I would love it if foods that were unhealthy for us to eat would actually taste like crap so we should want to eat them😂
Hi Emm. You’re looking gorgeous today. So pretty. I love your bits n bobs videos. ❤❤❤❤