Im a meth addict and I'm going on 60 days clean from I.V. meth on the 4th. The last few days have been rough but I'm pushing through. Your music has really helped me out this morning. Keep doing what you're doing bro. I cant tell you how much I appreciate you putting your story out there for all of us to hear.
Craig Miller I wish u all the luck in the whole world I really truly do . I myself am a heroin addict for over 20 years now so although its a different drug the struggle is the same xo god bless
Craig Miller what’s up bro I have used as well I feel some days I can taste it I have only been a couple months from using do u get that some times ? I want to do it just because I miss it so bad... fucking crazy I know ugh I feel the songs hard af
I am also an addict.. Heroin, Crack and Cocaine ,Pills.. I recently found your music and you bring tears to my eyes. I am finally 45 days clean today and struggling with forgiving myself and learning to love myself again.. The harder part is being honest and explaining what, why, how I lived my life for the last 20 years and damn you could have not said it better! Thank you for giving me hope, and making me feel at ease about standing up for not only my self but others that are dealing with addiction. Now I'm Learning to live life on life's terms, One day at a time.. Thank you for being honest with your self telling us how it really was for you. Most of our daily struggles were the same. A Fucked up way of life we chose with a Disease many will never understand!!
Dont quit! I'm 2 weeks clean from heroin, pills, coke, and crystal meth I used for 10 years.. I'd be stupid to say it feels good cause its miserable walking through hell but knowing I can beat the drugs is a high all itself I hope you have good support. Everyday clean is a battle won.
I struggle with depression and addiction every day thanks for making real music always hits me hard helps me fight my 2 demons drug addiction and depression try to eat me alive but I'll keep fighting until I win this battle God help us all amen!
Your music is so touching omg. I’m a struggling addict. Currently 5 days clean now. I listen to you daily. Keep making music and spreading your story please.
You put in words what so many of us just want to scream out..Heroin is no joke and if you haven't felt the pain that comes with using then you can't understand where we are or have been..Thanks. Love your music
Andy James Yes! Anyone who has used and finally sees that "Life has become unmanageable!" Knows once an addict always an addict and taking care of ourselves is most important
Sharon Hall I'm fighting once again,I admit my problems but when that script comes I tell myself it's ok I'm hating the pain of being sober but also the pain of the cycle.im about 24 hrs in and I know the pain is temporary but I feel so weak
i get you i know im a week in legs n back still hurt and psycoses from the white,but it does get better,listen to him we can get throuh this we have to feel the pain and then we can let go of it and be freee and new again and wayyyy stronger,msg me on fb if you struggling its just nessatovey ok?fior any of you ive fought this dieases for 8yrs ive had 7yrs clean and 4 yts clean and relapsed 1yrago coz my son was found dead,28yrs old he killed himself coz he didnt want another habit and parole/probation banned him from family homes so he knew streets wud be ddiction nt and he done a programme in jail for 11 months clean and to come out to that shit,was so unfair,i snuck off n saw him gave himmoney and he told me goodby cant handle it no more,he used 20 i gave him for fags etc deodorants,bottleof water,BUT took the adidas bottoms i bought him n went n ot the 50 quid and used it to od coz he knew it wud work after being clean so long,r.i.p. to SIMEON my baby boy i adored sooo much x
I agree 100% w/,you! Once ppl hear u did heroin they automatically put u in a different category. To them a addict who does heroin deserves to die & it’s just another loser off the street. They seem to forget we are human @ have feelings. Just Bc we are addicts doesn’t mean we are bad ppl who deserve to die! We are offen referred to ‘As those people’. When I hear someone label us I usually freak out & tell the person to go get educated b4?they judge anyone else
im an addict with manic depression and suicidal tendencys so we get rid of drugs and now we have to deal with our heads again and thas how i go bak to numb the pain or end it all,but this time im workingthru it fighting hard and crying a thousand tears,id rather cry thn take another fukd up overdose that left me paralysed for 2wks it was hell,slow death,thanx you r keeping me strong positive and giving me hope,thanx for your honesty n humbleness,i put it all out there too my story hoping itmay save someone and if ppl dont like it i tell them block me orkeep scrolling past my addiction stuff n songs n raps i put on aboout addiction,you r amazing,please stay strong ,love ya bro /comrade/trooper/soldier and def SURVIVOR as my son use to say its survival of the fittest out there and in prison....
Nessa Tovey I honestly feel and understand truly how tht feels girl and i thought I was the only.one tht felt that way glad.to know there rlly is someone out there and im.not.Just crazy
Your comment has insured me I feel a lol better bc I honestly think I'm nut and I'm sure everyone else does to but I have gave up on myself twice but it just wasn't enough to end it ? Now I've lost my love and your comment is inspiring thanks!!
I want you to know that you aren't alone. My mother is bipolar, and it's possible I do as well but no doctor has diagnosed that, but I also abuse opiates because they take all those symptoms away. I can't stress, I can't overthink, I don't have anxeity when I use. It's not healthy or the best solution but sometimes it feels like the only one.
It’s one day at a time, everyday I’m one step away from sobriety and then just one hit away from never coming back again from the high that’s known to be a lie makes you wanna die, I thx God for showing me a different way to feel alive... my part poem use it . Thank you I needed to hear this . Stay strong & sucker free for life !
Your songs are powerful and I can't help but brake down when I listen to them. Some think they are sad but to me they are truth and exactly what I need to hear. Your music helps save me when I'm ready to thrown in the towel. Love & respect always
Truly amazing, 12 days clean of everything I was first given heroin at the age of 12 under a stairwell in a block of flats I'm now 37 this is the longest with out anything, I have literally only just found your music or art as one of your other fans put it but the past few days have been hard but my God this has helped, so respect bro n keep it going n real love from the UK I will be sharing your Inspiration in the groups I attend, peace be with you all x
I've been clean since 9-13-2013. I still have my bad days and struggles. But your music is the only thing that I've found that calms me and takes my cravings away. Thank you so much keep em coming we all need them
you heal me, you make me cry.....thank you, your music touches my heart, tears it apart, sheds it to pieces, im sober now...i cannot believe it, i try my best to gain trust for my lies and theft, and im still here, my friends are gone, most are dead.
Your journey keeps moving in your soul building stronger and stronger, every second even if you don't notice it at the. Non of us do. But the genuine hearts go through the worst for a reason.
Im a recovering addict and she's only really started struggling with my sobriety and unfortunately I have recently had some real options but diesel songs are really helping me get back on track. Thanks for the inspiration
Love u colicchie bro......in a 3 month rehab in UK....20year heroin crack meth n valley habbit....3 weeks clean from detox....they put me on subbys to soon n had precipitated withdrawals for 2 weeks man......lord I thankyou for sunshine, rain, joy and pain.......the shivers felt like holy spirit reaching to my soul......I'm so greatfull I'm alive and here at rehab.....and my thoughts go out to all our fallen soldiers and associates...if they could talk theydnsay it's just biznezz...... Connect with new found loved ones ...opposite of addiction is connection.....a prayer for the isolated
@@Colicchie wow man.....I'm proud of u n love Ur tracks.....it's like your saying all the same stuff I wanna say n lived but can't get vocab together.....just got bk from a meeting bro. Was heavy lately dealing with guilt n shame...and scared of fear n losing my desperation for sobriety. Just trying keep it simple yno....broken way before I got here yno....so was so ready to jump in n do as suggested.....prison n trauma took my vulnerability outa me man. So bein honest is only way I can humble myself.....god's grace brings me to bow in grattitude man....if I lose connection I'm fucked yno....your lyrics about prayin to the god u cussed n stuff..it's all relative to me....undecided love....am in cod relationship. But can't let her go....but also not lettin her. Between my relationship with newfound clean spirit in recovery....I'm like a child inside , unsure n fearfull, n am a 36 yr old man on the out yno...that I struggle to bury my false pride ... Either way man I so greatfull I'm wakin up in peace n not I'll n Robbin nnhurtin n jails n all that shit.....where r u at with Ur recovery bro? I hope u still in the light, you are an idol for me...got u in my hp songs list n dominate it cus I've trod the same road man. Death n misery n snakes .u been through so much brother n i applaud u for reppin our kind. Prayers to you bro and blessings that u get where u wanna get. Nuff luv brother. And to all the other sisters n brothers in arms in war right now
And I thank you for reply 😊 wasn't expecting a direct message off u tbh so I'm chuffed someone I think so much of who spits truth like that has took the time to notice me n check me... Thankyou so much . A new type of struggle ahead but with god n steps now....I can get by a day a time without usin n losin again all I built. Little to many but mountain for me.
This is fire. Makes me wonder why half of these rappers are famous and REAL lyricist like this are struggling. Keep doing what your doing. Subbed and will be sharing this song. Much love from Toronto!
Listening to this in the middle of the night, almost 4 years clean and I'm struggling, depression, self loathing, insomnia and panic attacks. Your music helps me hold onto what's left of my sanity. xoxo
@@Colicchie Your music is so inspiring to me, when I listen to it it's like you wrote about my life. You are definitely on my daily must listen to list
I'd rather die SLOWLY, SUFFERING thru the PAIN!! Mayne bro you put my CHAOTIC life in your lyrics. Thankz bro for telling, singing about your struggles with ADDICTION. Glad you made it up out the gutters of the dirty slums!! I'm going to keep you and your family in my prayers. Hopefully you will read this and realize how much you mean to us still SUFFERING ADDICTz. God BLESS you bro and all YA'LL still battling DEMONS with ADDICTION and depression!! I'm still fighting and STRUGGLING with my own DEMONS and fighting against my DEADLIEST ADVERSARY, the one and only me. Self. I'm my own worst enemy. The DEVIL HIMSELF ain't got shit on me, another words self is something else who is my altar EGO that is trying to CONSTANTLY put me in a early grave. Please pray for me my brothers and sisters!! "Chris ""GUTIERREZ" 2020
@@Colicchie What's up bro? I can't sleep AND listening to your therapeutic music. Still TRAPPED inside this VICIOUS fuckin CYCLE bro. I PRAY CONSTANTLY for freedom from my HEROIN ADDICTION AND to regain my peace OF mind and JOY in my BROKEN heart. Hope you AND your family are doing good bro. Just wanted to send you a few words to say I'm still here FIGHTING AND STRUGGLING against ALL ODDS to stay ALIVE and somewhat sane still!! May GOD bless you AND EVERYONE WORLDWIDE!!! "Chris ESPINO GUTIERREZ " 2021 ✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
God bless u I just heard your music recently and the things u have said about addiction are so true and its everything I've wanted to say and didn't know how to put my thoughts into words and everyone says "everything happens for gods plan" and I believe 100% u was an addict because we(ME) needed u to help me get and stay clean i didn't want to be this way and if it was easy to just throw these needles down and walk away there would be no addicts I never wanted this life I made one choice and now Idk who Sarah is anymore I want to stay clean i want to be a better person but its the hardest and scariest thing I've done in life so ty 4 being u and doing this for all of us god bless u and I know we don't know each other but u are my biggest inspiration
His music hits home to so many people it is powerful i dont judge because i have lost so many friends and family because its so easy to get in addiction but so hard to get out from underneath one doctors give some of this shit to us and before we know it our bodies just keep wanting it and we need more and more and some people get so down the drugs take the pain for a second but its a battle than can eat you so bad it kills and takes lives to early so for all who say well you didnt have to do it its not always so simple so like i said i never judge or look down on the ones who which it consumes so bad it takes everything they ever knew and had away because it can happen to anyone so fast so quick and every life is precious rich poor it doesnt matter in the end its someones loved one 😗
Hey I was a meth addict I'm clean for 1year 5 months you're music help me every day after being clean for so long when sadness kicks in you're music is all that help my stay strong thank you
Unfk believe able ! I just heard colicchie today for the first timewow super talented it's amazing to me, the ability to put all the never ending chaos inside into something this awesome
Saved my life I was clean for 13yrs then my dad stepdad & my Poppy all passed away...all within 9mnts and it was the was for me I hit the crack hard and thought I lost my hole family due to me not Being worried...about anything but the crack it's now 6 mnts clean after a long hard fall from my own demise but now I found this ledgen he saved me and has made me the man I should of been...thanks buddy I FUCKING love U bro ...ok.. love your rap it's the best just remember people the drug don't like U ok U like the drugs stay strong 💯💪
I'm feeling that right now I can't think about how we used to be and don't want to lose him again but I can't lose my mind trying to help him when I can't help myself cause I'm trying to learn how to be myself cause I have no one in my life Im tried to helping someone who do care about me the way I want him to I'm going crazy right now I can't even get a chance for him to see me the way I am now clean and sober it's like everything in the past has took everything away from me again need help with myself don't Know what to do anymore...
Hey me too I pushed away the only woman who's ever gave a shit about me I've been depressed sense I was a young boy I'm a addict sense my teens only been sobar a total of 9months in my entire life 39 now lonely, suicidal ,cold af sleeping in my truck in cold ass Colorado if she was to take me back I'd change so much I wish I hade some body to just talk to or sleep but meth has ruined my life so has deperision and anxiety ............. Reach out to him let know about you know and if he can't change like and for you well f him
@colicchie just a little reminder of how powerful your music is I was at the gas station this song was playing on my stereo not quietly I might add I did my thing pumped my gas put oil in my truck after I got back in my truck and got ready to head out the guy in the next car came up asked me my name and shook my hand and introduced himself and very sincerely said thank you all I had done was removed a cup from under his car. He had kind of lingard for a few minutes I believe listening to the song that was playing and waited till I was about to leave. You could see almost the look of admiration in his eyes. All he said was two words but you could tell the encounter meant much more. Whoever he is he will be in my prayers tonight.
I like all of your songs all your music but this one speaks to me deep down in every inch of my being just like the drug addiction part one and part two songs that you really. I can relate to every word in this song just about there's a couple things where I have been completely felt that way but I felt it to some extent. It really helped me find myself I guess she could say! Keep releasing them good songs and keep doing awesome like you are. You definitely reach out and touch a lot of people I don't think you realize just how much!
Absolutely fuckin brilliant!!! Beat's perfect!! Uncanny how much I relate, chills, feel it to the bone!! Another masterpiece, a new fave, your best work IMO!!! Thank fuck you lifted that pen!! Shout out to Pittsburg!
I agree Best REAL ARTIST in a longgggg time! 💯♥️ do u have a fave song I just heard part2 my depression really good but I luv silent screams & alllll ( a fan Lolah ~*
I relapsed after 26 weeks clean now iam starting over it iam 5 weeks cleans of heroin Crack and amphetamine iam in recovery iam on methadone and starting reducing my methadone your music helped me once before and will again to get thru my methadone detox. Quick update I fuked up relapsed bk on more methadone than ever before for now Gotta recover or Die
Colicchie my dude. Thank you. Never stop dude. You are making man. Truly glad thank you for helping me start to make it too. This is my life. The feelings. the words. The regret and torture. This is my life. I have been an addict for too long and and before I could see it, it took everything I have worked for, my family, the only person I have ever loved the crazy way I was blessed to truly love and my entire world. I am on my fourth day clean for the hundredth time. I want to be clean so bad. I want to take it all back. It hurts man. I am ready to take the easy way out but then you remind me I am not a pussy either. Where do I get strength when I just wanna lay down and go to sleep and not wake up. “ I keep saying I am fine” there is no one left in this life that really knows me. I hope this is gods work. I can’t do this alone. But in the last week I found this art. I found this truth. I found the man that tells the story the life the struggle of a lonely addict. Knowing I am not alone in my fight and my feelings makes me want to fight this nightmare I created. “ I am hanging with the devil“ and I fucking hate both of us so bad I wanna take us both down. My future and motivation has never been more clear. Thank you my dude. This may have saved my life. You deserve so much more praise and recognition
Im totally clueless as to how I just found this song the other day cause I thought I heard all of your songs way before this but at any rate I found this the other day and I'm freaking OBSESSED!!!! FUCKING AMAZING CHAS!! These bars.... the beat.. .omg.... you've outdone yourself with this masterpiece.... so great been on repeat for days ... and my God if I don't relate to every single word you spit smh.... absolutely love this ❤🥰
this song still bring me back from the bottom.. "another day has passed and i have barely made it" "ive cried enough tears, enough to fill a swimming pool, my fractured personality is all im givin' you, so go and gossip bout the tragedys im living through, and while your at it come and judge all my decisions to, my heart is covered in this layer of apathy, im constantly running from yesterday and whats aback of me. you ever been so exhausted but you just cant sleep?, you ever been so hungry but you just cant eat?" "so its nothin to go a day without eating!, and its nothing to go a day without speaking, and its nothing to feel the rush while im bleeding, perception of myself undercover while deceiving, so here i am alive, i wonder whats the reason, in my message tho theres gunna be a meaning, as i question why the fuck am i still breathing cus im feeling that i dont deserve any moment of freedom. and its impossible to ask for any help, you dont give a fuck about yourself"
Thats all I can say u saved my life im only rite because of the therapy of ur music im so most up the therapist don't even know how to help me they just cry and say sry....ur my savor ever dam day
@@Colicchie im doing ok im lis to drug addiction 1 and 2 o got to to keep away from heroin I can get shoots and everything its not a good thing so instead of loosening it.........I went to church this morning and for Easter 🐣 🙌 🙏 I gota stay away from bars and drugs I still do cannabis but better than the rest of the drugs I really don't got a choice in that matter ....I gess I just ben threw to much like a lot of other people.....I ben going to church to hopefully find a woman but had no luck....wen u sead that day I should not be alone...and isolated well im still alone wen I talk its always something about the road experience and even wen I try to fit in I don't it has been extremely hard to find a woman ...because I don't fit into society very well until someone takes the time to get to know me ....wish u knew a decent woman I could talk to that don't have abortions with my kids that happened 2 times for no reason wen I wanted kids....I still have not got to see my daughter the book is on typesetting im designing the cover........no mater what I go threw i always stay positive even with tears in my eyes....I'm greaful I got u for a friend cuz I don't have any I was always traveling so over time my friends were drifting in the wind like me
Sry kinda had to blow u up a little with messages thanks for ur help.... And gess what colichie I met a woman at church I asked he out on a date did good man I gess I can say I took ur advice I should not stay alone I did something funny the other day thow I went thew at a drive threw and got a sandwich saw a hot girl at the register wen I pulled my car around and I sead wow ur cute wwana go out to dinner some day she sead yea maybe next time and she smiled at me well I pulled forward and get my sandwich and I pulled around and ordered again lol got to that girl again and I pulled up with the money in my hand and I sead come on now lady im going to spend a fortune try to date u here what do u say I at least get ur number so this will stop lol she was laughing and I got her number then wile im driving the dam number flew out the Window I gess big man saw it lol cuz I got a decent woman at church lol
Wow, this song. I relate so much. Depression sucks... And it's so so hard when your in it. I have manic depression so it's always a high or a low... Not really an in-between. I'm even in anti depressants but I have been on them for 7 years and it's like my body became immune to the medicine.. So have to figure that out. Thank you for another great song! ❤️
Colicchie I love all your songs they are so inspiring. I am an addict, my family is addicts, and these words are Soo Soo true... Keep the lyrics going bro your doing awesome
Thank you for ur art everytime i wanna use i listen to ur shit and it helps me not do stupid shit thank you ur music is really helping more then one can put into words been a year since i used still having dope dreams shit sux but ur music keeps making me wanna b the man ive been for the last year thank you bro
i dont know never met you but damn thru. your story we identical. love the shit you puttin out homie. stay true to yourself you never alone we are classified losers junkies low lifes etc ... we are true soldiers the shit we go thru in life only the strong can survive. they ask why we do it like we got the answers you right a disease with a million symptoms . no addict need die alone seeking recovery . keep fight and dropping tracks my friend
I've got my job and I love it been there since I was 16 I'm 22 now I have loads of struggles exactly like your songs it's mad how much it hits me I'm grateful and in amazement by your talent and realness and hope your well
Chas just plain got this one bro totally agree with your words and just totally amazing with what you are always 💪💯 much respect for this one bro 💯💪 strong and without any questions asked 💯💪 much love to y'all and your family members and dougter and just plain facts about it all 💯 from the heart ❤️ and soul looking for more from you bro 💯
ur a ray of hope ina sea of darkness!! its a constant struggle huh. gods using u n just like me he probably makes u just keep walking thu hell. im coming offfyntinol as i type this so its very hard. i knowgod has a plan 4 me as does he 4 all of us. im praying 4 u my friend , please pray 4 me as well as i walk this shit path!! much love to u brother n godbless, this fynt is a whole other ballgame sheesh itsv intesnse. i find rest in my music as u do tho my friend. god were u at , mean how much worse can it get uuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I was 4 years clean from heroin, then got into coke, I'm starting recovery again, it's so scary, I feel absolutely exhausted, but there's still hope, for me, and everyone else going through addiction,
I love your music, it's says so much that a non addict wouldn't understand, you should be so proud of your self, it's a hard life, but they is always hope
I am a meth addict who deals with depression and anxiety.i have suicidal tendencies but fight it every day while everyone around me beats up on my mentality and the local police Dept just waits for me to hurt someone so I'll never see the light of day again .I fear no man.my own family was the first to abandon me and now criticize me for my methods on getting stronger
I feel your pain.. I 2 am going thru a meth addiction n my husband just got arrested for dealing.. he's facing some time. N I was left with what he does to make it n to pay bills. I have hope though bc of ppl like u and Colicchie. Keep your chin up bro! Ur in my prayers
I made so much leatters to my depression and my addiction but never did it in a song yet but i could never finish them or may be it is finshed and its time for a new chapter
My lifes seems like a movie, the same movie playing over and over again in my head. I need a way to escape from my reality, so i use... i need an escape from it all, my lifes full of regret and unforgivable mistakes. I try to stay strong my depression is slowly killing me
2 years clean, your music helps me to never look back in to keep going forward, to see things in a sober eye is a true gift for me .....
Good for you keep it up babes 🙏🏼💜🖤💜🖤
Congrats
I hope your still pushing hard x
God bless you gurl keep faith keep soberrrrrrr
Im a meth addict and I'm going on 60 days clean from I.V. meth on the 4th. The last few days have been rough but I'm pushing through. Your music has really helped me out this morning. Keep doing what you're doing bro. I cant tell you how much I appreciate you putting your story out there for all of us to hear.
Craig Miller I wish u all the luck in the whole world I really truly do . I myself am a heroin addict for over 20 years now so although its a different drug the struggle is the same xo god bless
Craig Miller what’s up bro I have used as well I feel some days I can taste it I have only been a couple months from using do u get that some times ? I want to do it just because I miss it so bad... fucking crazy I know ugh I feel the songs hard af
I'm just over a month clean from meth. It's a huge struggle. But I lost my daughter due to my selfishness in wanting to feed into my addiction
You good Craig???
Keep goin buddy that's all u can do I know it's hard but we can do it we can do it we can do it
I am also an addict.. Heroin, Crack and Cocaine ,Pills.. I recently found your music and you bring tears to my eyes. I am finally 45 days clean today and struggling with forgiving myself and learning to love myself again.. The harder part is being honest and explaining what, why, how I lived my life for the last 20 years and damn you could have not said it better! Thank you for giving me hope, and making me feel at ease about standing up for not only my self but others that are dealing with addiction. Now I'm Learning to live life on life's terms, One day at a time.. Thank you for being honest with your self telling us how it really was for you. Most of our daily struggles were the same. A Fucked up way of life we chose with a Disease many will never understand!!
Amanda Ruman I hope you are on the better side of the fight,don't stop fighting
Dont quit! I'm 2 weeks clean from heroin, pills, coke, and crystal meth I used for 10 years.. I'd be stupid to say it feels good cause its miserable walking through hell but knowing I can beat the drugs is a high all itself I hope you have good support. Everyday clean is a battle won.
Amanda Ruman well done pal. Its no easy trying stay clean
Amanda Ruman good for you his music hits more people than he knows i wish you the best
Matt Balsterholt damn straight
I struggle with depression and addiction every day thanks for making real music always hits me hard helps me fight my 2 demons drug addiction and depression try to eat me alive but I'll keep fighting until I win this battle God help us all amen!
Yessir. I feel you too. Addictions even with "soft"drugs are fucked. But sobriety is so scary, it's not easy my friend. I'm my own worst enemy too🌋
Amén..
Your music is so touching omg. I’m a struggling addict. Currently 5 days clean now. I listen to you daily. Keep making music and spreading your story please.
I have 15 yrs can’t explain how? But 5 days is THE SAME EVEN HARDER ! Never give up on U! 💯♥️this😀🦋
I'm 8yrs and it doesn't get easier unless u keep faith and be stronger than u ever have. Prayers
You put in words what so many of us just want to scream out..Heroin is no joke and if you haven't felt the pain that comes with using then you can't understand where we are or have been..Thanks. Love your music
Sharon Hall you are right it's no joke prescription drugs took me there wait did I take myself???
Andy James Yes! Anyone who has used and finally sees that "Life has become unmanageable!" Knows once an addict always an addict and taking care of ourselves is most important
Sharon Hall I'm fighting once again,I admit my problems but when that script comes I tell myself it's ok I'm hating the pain of being sober but also the pain of the cycle.im about 24 hrs in and I know the pain is temporary but I feel so weak
i get you i know im a week in legs n back still hurt and psycoses from the white,but it does get better,listen to him we can get throuh this we have to feel the pain and then we can let go of it and be freee and new again and wayyyy stronger,msg me on fb if you struggling its just nessatovey ok?fior any of you ive fought this dieases for 8yrs ive had 7yrs clean and 4 yts clean and relapsed 1yrago coz my son was found dead,28yrs old he killed himself coz he didnt want another habit and parole/probation banned him from family homes so he knew streets wud be ddiction nt and he done a programme in jail for 11 months clean and to come out to that shit,was so unfair,i snuck off n saw him gave himmoney and he told me goodby cant handle it no more,he used 20 i gave him for fags etc deodorants,bottleof water,BUT took the adidas bottoms i bought him n went n ot the 50 quid and used it to od coz he knew it wud work after being clean so long,r.i.p. to SIMEON my baby boy i adored sooo much x
I agree 100% w/,you! Once ppl hear u did heroin they automatically put u in a different category. To them a addict who does heroin deserves to die & it’s just another loser off the street. They seem to forget we are human @ have feelings. Just Bc we are addicts doesn’t mean we are bad ppl who deserve to die! We are offen referred to ‘As those people’. When I hear someone label us I usually freak out & tell the person to go get educated b4?they judge anyone else
im an addict with manic depression and suicidal tendencys so we get rid of drugs and now we have to deal with our heads again and thas how i go bak to numb the pain or end it all,but this time im workingthru it fighting hard and crying a thousand tears,id rather cry thn take another fukd up overdose that left me paralysed for 2wks it was hell,slow death,thanx you r keeping me strong positive and giving me hope,thanx for your honesty n humbleness,i put it all out there too my story hoping itmay save someone and if ppl dont like it i tell them block me orkeep scrolling past my addiction stuff n songs n raps i put on aboout addiction,you r amazing,please stay strong ,love ya bro /comrade/trooper/soldier and def SURVIVOR as my son use to say its survival of the fittest out there and in prison....
Nessa Tovey I honestly feel and understand truly how tht feels girl and i thought I was the only.one tht felt that way glad.to know there rlly is someone out there and im.not.Just crazy
I am too. Thank you for commenting i don't feel alone anymore
Your comment has insured me I feel a lol better bc I honestly think I'm nut and I'm sure everyone else does to but I have gave up on myself twice but it just wasn't enough to end it ? Now I've lost my love and your comment is inspiring thanks!!
Keep faith and hope you
I want you to know that you aren't alone. My mother is bipolar, and it's possible I do as well but no doctor has diagnosed that, but I also abuse opiates because they take all those symptoms away. I can't stress, I can't overthink, I don't have anxeity when I use. It's not healthy or the best solution but sometimes it feels like the only one.
It’s one day at a time, everyday I’m one step away from sobriety and then just one hit away from never coming back again from the high that’s known to be a lie makes you wanna die, I thx God for showing me a different way to feel alive... my part poem use it . Thank you I needed to hear this . Stay strong & sucker free for life !
Thx
nothing but respect all we can do is keep up the fight
Your songs are powerful and I can't help but brake down when I listen to them. Some think they are sad but to me they are truth and exactly what I need to hear. Your music helps save me when I'm ready to thrown in the towel. Love & respect always
Scotland love's colicchie keep going we need someone like you
Truly amazing, 12 days clean of everything I was first given heroin at the age of 12 under a stairwell in a block of flats I'm now 37 this is the longest with out anything, I have literally only just found your music or art as one of your other fans put it but the past few days have been hard but my God this has helped, so respect bro n keep it going n real love from the UK I will be sharing your Inspiration in the groups I attend, peace be with you all x
Stay strong Sean, I know how difficult it gets. 12 days is an absolute miracle ..!!! 💪🏽💪🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
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I've been clean since 9-13-2013. I still have my bad days and struggles. But your music is the only thing that I've found that calms me and takes my cravings away. Thank you so much keep em coming we all need them
Thank you, stay strong
Man you've touched my heart more than anyone ever has and your love for your daughter touches me more than anything much respect to you
Thank you so much Teresa 😩❤️
@@Colicchie your very welcome
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I'm thanking the Lord for sending Help.....#SaluteSoldier
you heal me, you make me cry.....thank you, your music touches my heart, tears it apart, sheds it to pieces, im sober now...i cannot believe it, i try my best to
gain trust for my lies and theft, and im still here, my friends are gone, most are dead.
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Your journey keeps moving in your soul building stronger and stronger, every second even if you don't notice it at the. Non of us do. But the genuine hearts go through the worst for a reason.
I'm so sick and tired...of being sick and tired. 💯
Pray,believe and see blessings
Im a recovering addict and she's only really started struggling with my sobriety and unfortunately I have recently had some real options but diesel songs are really helping me get back on track. Thanks for the inspiration
shit hits home man. seriously, you help so much.
At my lowest point this song really is my life word for word xo
Love u colicchie bro......in a 3 month rehab in UK....20year heroin crack meth n valley habbit....3 weeks clean from detox....they put me on subbys to soon n had precipitated withdrawals for 2 weeks man......lord I thankyou for sunshine, rain, joy and pain.......the shivers felt like holy spirit reaching to my soul......I'm so greatfull I'm alive and here at rehab.....and my thoughts go out to all our fallen soldiers and associates...if they could talk theydnsay it's just biznezz...... Connect with new found loved ones ...opposite of addiction is connection.....a prayer for the isolated
Amazing, stick it out as long as you can. How are you doing today?
@@Colicchie wow man.....I'm proud of u n love Ur tracks.....it's like your saying all the same stuff I wanna say n lived but can't get vocab together.....just got bk from a meeting bro. Was heavy lately dealing with guilt n shame...and scared of fear n losing my desperation for sobriety. Just trying keep it simple yno....broken way before I got here yno....so was so ready to jump in n do as suggested.....prison n trauma took my vulnerability outa me man. So bein honest is only way I can humble myself.....god's grace brings me to bow in grattitude man....if I lose connection I'm fucked yno....your lyrics about prayin to the god u cussed n stuff..it's all relative to me....undecided love....am in cod relationship. But can't let her go....but also not lettin her. Between my relationship with newfound clean spirit in recovery....I'm like a child inside , unsure n fearfull, n am a 36 yr old man on the out yno...that I struggle to bury my false pride ... Either way man I so greatfull I'm wakin up in peace n not I'll n Robbin nnhurtin n jails n all that shit.....where r u at with Ur recovery bro? I hope u still in the light, you are an idol for me...got u in my hp songs list n dominate it cus I've trod the same road man. Death n misery n snakes .u been through so much brother n i applaud u for reppin our kind. Prayers to you bro and blessings that u get where u wanna get. Nuff luv brother. And to all the other sisters n brothers in arms in war right now
And I thank you for reply 😊 wasn't expecting a direct message off u tbh so I'm chuffed someone I think so much of who spits truth like that has took the time to notice me n check me... Thankyou so much . A new type of struggle ahead but with god n steps now....I can get by a day a time without usin n losin again all I built. Little to many but mountain for me.
This is fire. Makes me wonder why half of these rappers are famous and REAL lyricist like this are struggling. Keep doing what your doing.
Subbed and will be sharing this song. Much love from Toronto!
Ryan Young 💘
Ryan Young this beat is from a Joe budden song called different love....you need to listen to that song too
Struggle is part of who we are as a species. Comfort is the enemy.
Keep pushing. Can't stop, won't stop.
Hey All. You are in my thoughts and prayers. ❤
Keep your head up. You All are worth living. God don't make junk.❤
His songs are TRUE TESTIMONIALS!!!!!!!!!!! MUCH RESPECT
Listening to this in the middle of the night, almost 4 years clean and I'm struggling, depression, self loathing, insomnia and panic attacks. Your music helps me hold onto what's left of my sanity. xoxo
Thank you Donna, this is one of the hardest songs I’ve ever written
@@Colicchie Your music is so inspiring to me, when I listen to it it's like you wrote about my life. You are definitely on my daily must listen to list
I'd rather die SLOWLY, SUFFERING thru the PAIN!! Mayne bro you put my CHAOTIC life in your lyrics. Thankz bro for telling, singing about your struggles with ADDICTION. Glad you made it up out the gutters of the dirty slums!! I'm going to keep you and your family in my prayers. Hopefully you will read this and realize how much you mean to us still SUFFERING ADDICTz. God BLESS you bro and all YA'LL still battling DEMONS with ADDICTION and depression!! I'm still fighting and STRUGGLING with my own DEMONS and fighting against my DEADLIEST ADVERSARY, the one and only me. Self. I'm my own worst enemy. The DEVIL HIMSELF ain't got shit on me, another words self is something else who is my altar EGO that is trying to CONSTANTLY put me in a early grave. Please pray for me my brothers and sisters!!
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2020
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@@Colicchie What's up bro? I can't sleep AND listening to your therapeutic music. Still TRAPPED inside this VICIOUS fuckin CYCLE bro. I PRAY CONSTANTLY for freedom from my HEROIN ADDICTION AND to regain my peace OF mind and JOY in my BROKEN heart. Hope you AND your family are doing good bro. Just wanted to send you a few words to say I'm still here FIGHTING AND STRUGGLING against ALL ODDS to stay ALIVE and somewhat sane still!! May GOD bless you AND EVERYONE WORLDWIDE!!!
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Colicchie thank you for sharing the gift of your life journey.❤
God bless u I just heard your music recently and the things u have said about addiction are so true and its everything I've wanted to say and didn't know how to put my thoughts into words and everyone says "everything happens for gods plan" and I believe 100% u was an addict because we(ME) needed u to help me get and stay clean i didn't want to be this way and if it was easy to just throw these needles down and walk away there would be no addicts I never wanted this life I made one choice and now Idk who Sarah is anymore I want to stay clean i want to be a better person but its the hardest and scariest thing I've done in life so ty 4 being u and doing this for all of us god bless u and I know we don't know each other but u are my biggest inspiration
I finally listened to everything you wrote and all I have to say is 🙏💯🔥your music is truly a blessing to us!
Thank you so much Cody
I can never forgive myself but I can move on. Your music has a deep seated meaning. For those of us who know.
Stay strong Justin 💪🏽 how are you today?
I dont fell alone no more. sharing the pain may be a cure. thank you
His music hits home to so many people it is powerful i dont judge because i have lost so many friends and family because its so easy to get in addiction but so hard to get out from underneath one doctors give some of this shit to us and before we know it our bodies just keep wanting it and we need more and more and some people get so down the drugs take the pain for a second but its a battle than can eat you so bad it kills and takes lives to early so for all who say well you didnt have to do it its not always so simple so like i said i never judge or look down on the ones who which it consumes so bad it takes everything they ever knew and had away because it can happen to anyone so fast so quick and every life is precious rich poor it doesnt matter in the end its someones loved one 😗
Hey I was a meth addict I'm clean for 1year 5 months you're music help me every day after being clean for so long when sadness kicks in you're music is all that help my stay strong thank you
Unfk believe able ! I just heard colicchie today for the first timewow super talented it's amazing to me, the ability to put all the never ending chaos inside into something this awesome
Saved my life I was clean for 13yrs then my dad stepdad & my Poppy all passed away...all within 9mnts and it was the was for me I hit the crack hard and thought I lost my hole family due to me not Being worried...about anything but the crack it's now 6 mnts clean after a long hard fall from my own demise but now I found this ledgen he saved me and has made me the man I should of been...thanks buddy I FUCKING love U bro ...ok.. love your rap it's the best just remember people the drug don't like U ok U like the drugs stay strong 💯💪
Ur songs give me hope there's no way u know how many people it music has changed lives
Thank you..!!! How are you today?
I'm feeling that right now I can't think about how we used to be and don't want to lose him again but I can't lose my mind trying to help him when I can't help myself cause I'm trying to learn how to be myself cause I have no one in my life Im tried to helping someone who do care about me the way I want him to I'm going crazy right now I can't even get a chance for him to see me the way I am now clean and sober it's like everything in the past has took everything away from me again need help with myself don't Know what to do anymore...
Hey me too I pushed away the only woman who's ever gave a shit about me I've been depressed sense I was a young boy I'm a addict sense my teens only been sobar a total of 9months in my entire life 39 now lonely, suicidal ,cold af sleeping in my truck in cold ass Colorado if she was to take me back I'd change so much I wish I hade some body to just talk to or sleep but meth has ruined my life so has deperision and anxiety ............. Reach out to him let know about you know and if he can't change like and for you well f him
@colicchie just a little reminder of how powerful your music is I was at the gas station this song was playing on my stereo not quietly I might add I did my thing pumped my gas put oil in my truck after I got back in my truck and got ready to head out the guy in the next car came up asked me my name and shook my hand and introduced himself and very sincerely said thank you all I had done was removed a cup from under his car. He had kind of lingard for a few minutes I believe listening to the song that was playing and waited till I was about to leave. You could see almost the look of admiration in his eyes. All he said was two words but you could tell the encounter meant much more. Whoever he is he will be in my prayers tonight.
Thank you so much..!!
Colicchie Darkest days part2 is fire brother!!!!
Your friend VASILIOS
I like all of your songs all your music but this one speaks to me deep down in every inch of my being just like the drug addiction part one and part two songs that you really. I can relate to every word in this song just about there's a couple things where I have been completely felt that way but I felt it to some extent. It really helped me find myself I guess she could say! Keep releasing them good songs and keep doing awesome like you are. You definitely reach out and touch a lot of people I don't think you realize just how much!
Much love, sincerely
Absolutely fuckin brilliant!!! Beat's perfect!! Uncanny how much I relate, chills, feel it to the bone!! Another masterpiece, a new fave, your best work IMO!!! Thank fuck you lifted that pen!! Shout out to Pittsburg!
I agree Best REAL ARTIST in a longgggg time! 💯♥️ do u have a fave song I just heard part2 my depression really good but I luv silent screams & alllll ( a fan Lolah ~*
I relapsed after 26 weeks clean now iam starting over it iam 5 weeks cleans of heroin Crack and amphetamine iam in recovery iam on methadone and starting reducing my methadone your music helped me once before and will again to get thru my methadone detox.
Quick update I fuked up relapsed bk on more methadone than ever before for now Gotta recover or Die
You do have such a great talent... Blessed
Just like that . . . Every day strugle ! we are champions . P E A C E
I agree with the 2 comments I just read just I wish I could say it like you but you have said it for me thank you xx✊️🙏
Maxine James right on dude
this lyrics wow I definitely feel this .. thumbs up for this music !!
Love the art bro. It's never been music to me. It's been art. Thanks
Thank you so much Ian, I truly appreciate it. How are you tonight?
Colicchie my dude. Thank you. Never stop dude. You are making man. Truly glad thank you for helping me start to make it too. This is my life. The feelings. the words. The regret and torture. This is my life. I have been an addict for too long and and before I could see it, it took everything I have worked for, my family, the only person I have ever loved the crazy way I was blessed to truly love and my entire world. I am on my fourth day clean for the hundredth time. I want to be clean so bad. I want to take it all back. It hurts man. I am ready to take the easy way out but then you remind me I am not a pussy either. Where do I get strength when I just wanna lay down and go to sleep and not wake up. “ I keep saying I am fine” there is no one left in this life that really knows me. I hope this is gods work. I can’t do this alone. But in the last week I found this art. I found this truth. I found the man that tells the story the life the struggle of a lonely addict. Knowing I am not alone in my fight and my feelings makes me want to fight this nightmare I created. “ I am hanging with the devil“ and I fucking hate both of us so bad I wanna take us both down. My future and motivation has never been more clear. Thank you my dude. This may have saved my life. You deserve so much more praise and recognition
I appreciate it and you Danny..!! Thank you. Sincerely 💪🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼
Im totally clueless as to how I just found this song the other day cause I thought I heard all of your songs way before this but at any rate I found this the other day and I'm freaking OBSESSED!!!! FUCKING AMAZING CHAS!! These bars.... the beat.. .omg.... you've outdone yourself with this masterpiece.... so great been on repeat for days ... and my God if I don't relate to every single word you spit smh.... absolutely love this ❤🥰
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Keep going kid. Head up for life. Thank y’all
Keep making this dope music! You help me through so many days. I can relate to every song you make. Comming up on one hear on November 16th
TRULY AMAZING !! LET THAT SHIT OUT COLICCHIE! This is therapy, for the artist and the listeners. So glad to have found you. Please come to Wisconsin!
this song still bring me back from the bottom..
"another day has passed and i have barely made it"
"ive cried enough tears, enough to fill a swimming pool, my fractured personality is all im givin' you, so go and gossip bout the tragedys im living through, and while your at it come and judge all my decisions to, my heart is covered in this layer of apathy, im constantly running from yesterday and whats aback of me. you ever been so exhausted but you just cant sleep?, you ever been so hungry but you just cant eat?"
"so its nothin to go a day without eating!, and its nothing to go a day without speaking, and its nothing to feel the rush while im bleeding, perception of myself undercover while deceiving, so here i am alive, i wonder whats the reason, in my message tho theres gunna be a meaning, as i question why the fuck am i still breathing cus im feeling that i dont deserve any moment of freedom. and its impossible to ask for any help, you dont give a fuck about yourself"
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2 yrs and still going strong work is my new addiction 🙏🙏🙌
Stay strong ..!! Much love and respect
Dude God's speaking.
Damn what a song its my everyday life. word for word.
Best Artist in a LdONGGG TIME!🔥🔥🔥💯♥️
Thank you so much ❤️
Love from Nepal.ur songs are too deep.stay strong bro .
Thats all I can say u saved my life im only rite because of the therapy of ur music im so most up the therapist don't even know how to help me they just cry and say sry....ur my savor ever dam day
Much love and respect Stephen, how are you feeling today?
@@Colicchie im doing ok im lis to drug addiction 1 and 2 o got to to keep away from heroin I can get shoots and everything its not a good thing so instead of loosening it.........I went to church this morning and for Easter 🐣 🙌 🙏 I gota stay away from bars and drugs I still do cannabis but better than the rest of the drugs I really don't got a choice in that matter ....I gess I just ben threw to much like a lot of other people.....I ben going to church to hopefully find a woman but had no luck....wen u sead that day I should not be alone...and isolated well im still alone wen I talk its always something about the road experience and even wen I try to fit in I don't it has been extremely hard to find a woman ...because I don't fit into society very well until someone takes the time to get to know me ....wish u knew a decent woman I could talk to that don't have abortions with my kids that happened 2 times for no reason wen I wanted kids....I still have not got to see my daughter the book is on typesetting im designing the cover........no mater what I go threw i always stay positive even with tears in my eyes....I'm greaful I got u for a friend cuz I don't have any I was always traveling so over time my friends were drifting in the wind like me
@@Colicchie i need ur help i got a fried dope sick trying to get clean he has all info with him get ahold of me asap
Sry kinda had to blow u up a little with messages thanks for ur help....
And gess what colichie I met a woman at church I asked he out on a date did good man I gess I can say I took ur advice I should not stay alone I did something funny the other day thow I went thew at a drive threw and got a sandwich saw a hot girl at the register wen I pulled my car around and I sead wow ur cute wwana go out to dinner some day she sead yea maybe next time and she smiled at me well I pulled forward and get my sandwich and I pulled around and ordered again lol got to that girl again and I pulled up with the money in my hand and I sead come on now lady im going to spend a fortune try to date u here what do u say I at least get ur number so this will stop lol she was laughing and I got her number then wile im driving the dam number flew out the Window I gess big man saw it lol cuz I got a decent woman at church lol
@@Colicchie u helped him he is going to rehab....God bless 🙏 my friend 🙏
Props to you 4 going so far I feel all your shit n it Def helps gets me through day by day
Wow, this song. I relate so much. Depression sucks... And it's so so hard when your in it. I have manic depression so it's always a high or a low... Not really an in-between. I'm even in anti depressants but I have been on them for 7 years and it's like my body became immune to the medicine.. So have to figure that out. Thank you for another great song! ❤️
Much love Kristin ❤️
Colicchie I love all your songs they are so inspiring. I am an addict, my family is addicts, and these words are Soo Soo true... Keep the lyrics going bro your doing awesome
#recoveryispossibble almost 60 days in thank god for your music really gets me through my day movates me to keep going
This song is fire. I relate 1,000 % kind of my state of mind right now. Just waiting for it to pass..i love this song
Thank you for ur art everytime i wanna use i listen to ur shit and it helps me not do stupid shit thank you ur music is really helping more then one can put into words been a year since i used still having dope dreams shit sux but ur music keeps making me wanna b the man ive been for the last year thank you bro
I need all this music. it's not just herion tho. crack does the same thing. it's killing me slowly
i dont know never met you but damn thru. your story we identical. love the shit you puttin out homie. stay true to yourself you never alone we are classified losers junkies low lifes etc ... we are true soldiers the shit we go thru in life only the strong can survive. they ask why we do it like we got the answers you right a disease with a million symptoms . no addict need die alone seeking recovery . keep fight and dropping tracks my friend
Xoxoxox much love. Your on fire. Keep doing you. Your music is my life. Could go on frfr
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Absolutely love this one
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Relapsed again. 5 days no sleep. I one trusts me. My nerves are shot but I’m not giving up. Speaking to me bro
Stay strong David, I know the feeling. We can do this 💔🙏🏽
How are you holding up today?
Pick ya self up lad you can do it
Love your music man. Been listening to it a lot lately!
Mad song it's perfection in my eyes it's like you tell it so real and as if you read my life it gives me goose bumps
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@@Colicchie hope your well ❤❤❤
I've got my job and I love it been there since I was 16 I'm 22 now I have loads of struggles exactly like your songs it's mad how much it hits me I'm grateful and in amazement by your talent and realness and hope your well
This hits me so hard tonight.... I'm emotional 😢 luv to u
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Bro ur saving my life I feel you so hard ur a blessing I wish I could meet u and talk
Hopefully someday ❤️🙏🏽
Chas just plain got this one bro totally agree with your words and just totally amazing with what you are always 💪💯 much respect for this one bro 💯💪 strong and without any questions asked 💯💪 much love to y'all and your family members and dougter and just plain facts about it all 💯 from the heart ❤️ and soul looking for more from you bro 💯
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Definitely appreciating your songs coming up in my feed today! After listening my thought was there must be a part 3!? 😊🤷🏻♀️
Maybe someday 🧐
Sounds like the true things that go on
You are so good at singing this song ❤
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Hits home..
amazing.
ur a ray of hope ina sea of darkness!! its a constant struggle huh. gods using u n just like me he probably makes u just keep walking thu hell. im coming offfyntinol as i type this so its very hard. i knowgod has a plan 4 me as does he 4 all of us. im praying 4 u my friend , please pray 4 me as well as i walk this shit path!! much love to u brother n godbless, this fynt is a whole other ballgame sheesh itsv intesnse. i find rest in my music as u do tho my friend. god were u at , mean how much worse can it get uuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Thank you Jason..!! Sincerely
@@Colicchie always my friend music is my life you want to sit around and stir some shit up holler! It's a great Outlet
My journey doesn't stop till I die
You have 4 people that really know you.... your ahead of me..... 💥😇
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Keep singing please you are helping we need you
This straight helped me out bro .... THANKS 🙏🇲🇽🧎
Much respect, thank you..!!!
NEVER COULD OPEN UP STILL BOTTLE UP FOR LIFE ALLWIZ GOD KNOWS
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Love all your music
How did I only just find out about this guy a couple days ago? He gets it.
Much respect 🙏🏽
I was 4 years clean from heroin, then got into coke, I'm starting recovery again, it's so scary, I feel absolutely exhausted, but there's still hope, for me, and everyone else going through addiction,
Stay strong Gary, I know the feeling. Hold on regardless how difficult it may be and be
I love your music, it's says so much that a non addict wouldn't understand, you should be so proud of your self, it's a hard life, but they is always hope
I usually don't listen to rap but I understand he's going to listen to it
❤❤❤❤❤❤this is me all the way dude
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I have to breathe and let it pass 💜
Damn so real ♥️
Thank u my friend 💓 💗
Favorite song ever
I am a meth addict who deals with depression and anxiety.i have suicidal tendencies but fight it every day while everyone around me beats up on my mentality and the local police Dept just waits for me to hurt someone so I'll never see the light of day again .I fear no man.my own family was the first to abandon me and now criticize me for my methods on getting stronger
Jose Perez ,stay strong don't give up hope
I feel your pain.. I 2 am going thru a meth addiction n my husband just got arrested for dealing.. he's facing some time. N I was left with what he does to make it n to pay bills. I have hope though bc of ppl like u and Colicchie. Keep your chin up bro! Ur in my prayers
Same
Keep ya up
That me too
I made so much leatters to my depression and my addiction but never did it in a song yet but i could never finish them or may be it is finshed and its time for a new chapter
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My lifes seems like a movie, the same movie playing over and over again in my head. I need a way to escape from my reality, so i use... i need an escape from it all, my lifes full of regret and unforgivable mistakes. I try to stay strong my depression is slowly killing me
I sincerely can relate, try to let it not stop you from building a future 🙏🏽
@@Colicchie i love your music ❤ u have helped me through so much bro
Thanks collichie.
Truths so stop Chris !Yeah I no all this about all I'll write🙏💎🙏Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes what's my meaning yes yes yes yes yes yes YES