He needed a year to get clean. His life and well being was more important than future nirvana earnings. Too much pressure was put on him and made him borderline psychotic.
Have you seen the Nardwuar interview? He clearly isn't a good state of mind and wasn't up to touring, he didn't really seem to care about anything any more. Guy was having a mental breakdown and nobody noticed, or could reach him even if they did.
Oaf Lodge Yeah I have... he is totally disassociated. I think he had so much anger particularly at his parents and it all came spewing out once he had achieved the success he craved... because he found that very success did not make the pain of the divorce go away or how his family never really understood him. I think he realised that he’d always feel that sense of loneliness and abandonment despite his having wife and baby. The damage had been done.
This is by far the best and most honest Kurt Cobain doc I've ever seen. Montage of Heck was well done but full of inaccuracies. I wish there was a way to get a copy of this soundtrack too. so many great songs. love it!
Sucks that YT removed the next part. I love going back to these everyonce in a while. The music, your voice, its like taking the viewers back to when it all happened. Thanks man!
I don't know how you got his scream solo like that at the beginning, but god damn... how haunting. I've been following his story since I was a kid; I was a few weeks from my eleventh birthday when he died and it had a HUGE impact on me. They were the first band I really, really loved. Anyway, just wanted to tell you how great a job you've done, I've watched all of these videos multiple times. I can tell you have the same love for them (and him) that I always have, not to mention your wonderful choice in accompanying music (from Sebadoh to PJ Harvey, love it!!), so you've got tons of love and respect from me. I plan on checking out your other videos, you're a very thorough dude! I don't even know if you'll get around to reading this with all the (much deserved) accolades you're getting, but I just had to let you know that some guy in his thirties who's been fascinated with Nirvana since hearing 'Blew' absolutely loves what you've done. Again, great job :)
So good! Great job putting this together, the music, the timing, voice over, everything. I really enjoyed watching, and after years of reading and sourcing everything I can about this band I learned a bit of new interesting information.
Your welcome, that's a main reason I did this as I wanted to show off more about the band than the same boring footage we see repeated on MTV and such till we're blue in the face. It's been twenty years, there HAS to be more info than that. It all just seemed so lazy and such an easy way to get ratings. Do research in the right places and from the right people and you'll find out a world of things you've never heard.
"I hate to say this but as we were going down the driveway I thought I saw something above the garage". Fucking tears everywhere. RIP Kurt Donald Cobain
Last Days was a terrible movie. A fictitious portrayal of the alleged events in the "last days" of his life that just propagates the lies. It's unfortunate that ppl actually believe that's how it happened. While it's just my opinion on the matter, there are some ppl that I know agree with me on it, the movie just sucks. The constant mumbling sounded like boohooing & it was irritating. The music was the only thing that was ok. I'm sure the character does better in his other roles, but I really think they ought to stop calling it a fictitious portrayal & just call it straight up fiction, leave any thoughts or ideas of Kurt out of it bcuz it's nothing like him & doesn't help in any way. It's just a way to convince certain ppl that it's what had happened when the truth is far more complex as he'd been murdered! If it had been marketed as just a fictitious story with no mention of Kurt whatsoever, even as an "inspiration", I would have been neutral on it, but since I feel they were basically using him for the publicity, I have to say how I feel about it, otherwise I don't normally say anything at all, as in "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all"! I think they crossed the line when they did it, so I have to speak against it. I'm not knocking ppl who like it, I'm just disgusted at what filmmakers do for publicity & profit & how they will do it in someone's name. It's shameful to say the least, but again, it's just what I think of it & everyone else can think whatever they want of it!
@@knutelindstrom3716 Go watch Soaked in bullsh*t again then if you are into conspiracy theory, you have nothing to do here ... Ciao! BTW just watch some of your vids (2) stop being a fu****g poser and be yourself, you ain't nothing close to Kurt.... "Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are" -- Kurt Cobain
Donald Troll Hahahahaha, that’s rich, coming from one who would have to know their own kind, as you must be the biggest of all! It takes one to know one princess, welcome to the club!lol Anyone who doesn’t use their own name is either an underage child, or just another pansy trying to be tough from the safety of their computers. Either way, the intellectual capacity is probably the same! I’m guessing you must be the former, so therefore I’ll cut you some slack & chalk it up to childhood wannabe trolls! Oh look, you’re getting some attention from someone! Doesn’t that make you feel better about yourself?!lol Go judge some more people so you can get more attention! On a side note, maybe try meeting people in real life, otherwise you won’t have any friends! Judge people after you’ve known them for a while. Honor is way more important in life than facefuckbook likes from “friends” you’ve never met. Try being honorable for once rather than being a nameless faceless douchebag troll (which, by the way, is a great play on Donald Chumps name! I give you credit for that!), but reality is way more complex than what you see on social media. What you see, & what you get are never the same! Or is that too deep for you?! Anyway, I have to go do volunteer mechanic services right now, so welcome to the club poser douche!lol (Did I do it right? Is this how to talk shit on comment sections? I’m not sure, because in school we used to fight, but now everything is just talking shit. Whatever happened to reality? Now I have to learn how to “troll” instead, but I don’t have time for that shit!)lol
@@knutelindstrom3716 Person not using their real name are simply people who don't give a fu*k about giving their real name everywhere on the internet smartass... Hahahahaha! I have rarely seen such a stupid reply... Your name doesn't change a thing when comes to argument you pathetic poser... You are a cheap, miserable an phony dumb*ss that is trying to look like Kurt, to sing like Kurt (and you are far from it lmao!) I'd rather have a fake name on youtube than having a fake life like you ... Ciao princess cupcake, hope you'll get yourself a real life, and hope you'll get more intelligent somewhere in the process...
@@knutelindstrom3716 Do you remember what Kurt once said? Well that one fit perfectly with your shitty poser attitude "Trying to be someone else is a complete waste of the person YOU are" - Cobain You can meditate on it Knute Cobain lmfao!!!!! Pathetic poser ...
soisyourface1234 oh i agree he sounded bored and was going through the motions a bit more. But as far as sound quality, if I were listening only, they sound at their peak and really tight to me. But you are right it is subjective and that is the true beauty of music. Cheers
That's beyond my power, that's all based on TH-cam's rediculously strict copyright rules. If you try it on an actual computer instead a mobile device it should be just fine. When I get done with this in full I was deff entertaining the idea of finding some other video site and uploading it.
This is great man! Incredibly interesting. i want to listen to the last recording session, all the alternate takes and all of the things that dave and krist did but cant seem to find them anywhere. The rome note would also give everyone great insight on to what was on kurts mind but i read somewhere courtney burnt it. I would also want to hear those demos that pat and kurt (and i think eric erlandson) did after or around those days of the "intervention". I think Do Re Mi is a part of that but ive also heard there is a version where kurt plays rough drums and sings but that, like many other things, have never seen the light of day.
My guess is those things are locked away in a vault, or something like that. I would love to see all of the un-released material that Nirvana and Kurt worked on.
I always watch the Nirvana docs and read the books and know how it ends. But at some point of reading or watching there is a little bit of hope that it may have been a dream...
The fact that the cali person was in and around the house those last few days is very weird, leaving a note like that is a good way of covering your tracks as well
thank you man, this is hands down the most detailed doco on kurt and the people close to him in his life.do you have reference for all the "Quotes" ? great job---Thumbs up!!
What a time in rock history never could a generation called X have a more perfect ideal especially for the times the rock star anti rock star I don't think somthing like this will ever happen again I feel so blessed growing up in those years something only people of my generation can really understand
That is exactly how I feel. But I also feel so nostalgic about the early 90's that it's painful. I can't stop remembering how special it was and how much I miss it all, especially with how insane and evil this whole world has become 30 years later. I just can't adjust to having to turn middle- age in this pathetic cesspool world. The youth nowadays seem to have such a bizarre, tasteless and juvenile culture that I simply cannot relate to on any level. They love listening to all these talentless mumble- rappers whose songs sound virtually indistinguishable from one-another. The youth nowadays are such huge conformists too. They are so socially engineered that most have never had a single, organic, original thought in their heads. Every single idea or concept they believe has been planted into their minds by subversive agents that they aren't even aware exist. There will never be another decade like the early-mid 1990's, there will never be another band like Nirvana.
There is no rock bands left to take it to the masses it use to be dangerous to axle jumping into the crowd calling out vice Neil Kurt hatingon anything popular they were seen as dangerous rockers with new idoligy but hip hop is truly dangerous those fuckers take guns and kill each other that's dangerous and rock will never beat that I think that's why hip hop is so dominant the dangerous rockers are gone and we can't beat going out and killing people it's just not lol and if that's what it takes to become popular they can keep it I'm fine with my bands I listen to staying underground I listen to music for the music and music alone will never be enough for the masses besides people like Kurt would of hated that crowd listening to his music anyway and I finally get were he wad coming from he wanted fans to like his music for the music
Wait a minute. Cali said he told Courtney Kurt had been to the house. And Kurt used the credit card to fly to Seattle but she somehow didn't know, reported the card stolen so he couldn't use it but didn't ask about the last time(s) it was used and instead went around LA to junkies' homes to look for him? Then Kurt was seen at the Jack in the Box around the corner from Kaitlin Moore's home ----- which was under police surveillance at the time but since Courtney reported Kurt missing, she wasn't told, and never asked to see the surveillance tapes?! But she ordered the PI she subcontracted - Barth - to remove surveillance on their home on April 7? And who told Charles Cross the lie that Love sent Eric Erlandson to look for Kurt in the afternoon of April 5, when from 4-5 pm Erlandson was talking to reporter Gillian Gaar about a cover story for Seattle bi-weekly paper, The Rocket??? According to Gaar, Erlandson said he'd try to get Love to do the interview. But Cross was told by "someone" that, instead, LOVE had scheduled to do a morning interview with The Rocket BUT HAD ERLANDSON CALL TO POSTPONE IT. That's just not true. And before Cross wrote his book he had an article out chronicling the alleged last days of Kurt Cobain. Then he only said Love sent him back on April 5. It was ONLY after Gaar was interviewed that the story got changed. There's much more incorrect info here, including statements about how "badly" Kurt was doing or how bad he looked - Joe Mama told Tom Grant that Cobain looked "so fucking great" and seemed totally straight and Joe, basically, asked him WTF he was doing there. Now, since Grant tape recorded EVERY convo he had with every person from the start, who's lying, the authors of books, Love, or Grant?
I think his paranoia about Courtney cheating played the biggest role in his suicide. I've been there & it's horrible. She admits to "thinking about cheating" but that's bullshit. She cheated & he was using drugs (benzos) that made him extra depressed/paranoid. Then everyone was on his case about quitting heroin, which was his only comfort. The pressure to perform & be a breadwinner was also too much especially if he was going to be doing it clean & sober. He'd been on drugs nearly his whole career. He should've taken meds for his bipolar disorder & not gotten married to a drug addict nutcase or had a child. Take care of yourself, make music & art and only date sane people--not a reincarnation of your mother. Don't reproduce and pass those genes onto a child. Suicide & mental illness ran in his family. I think he felt guilty about bringing a baby into the world, honestly. He never wanted kids but he got with Courtney & ended up a father.
Yeah for sure. He needed a friend more than ever by that point but he'd driven everyone away who really gave a shit. Even Courtney was sick of his drug use by that point, the infamous hair cut video gives a good insight into what she was dealing with in addition to being a new mother. Things just got way too complicated for him, way too quickly, and he crumbled. The same thing has happened over and over since the birth of the music industry.
They toured so much. Dude was burntout as hell and all those parasites making money off of him while he's dealing with drug addiction and a deteriorating marriage. God I feel for him.
Any intervention, when well planned, can be very effective... Now here, an even according to Goldberg who was there, it wasn't well planned People flew from LA only to get in Seattle for the intervention, nothing was prepared and they sure hit every button but the good one, only talking about $$$ instead of Kurt's well-being And even if they'd have done it with his friends, I doubt it would've worked cos' I don't think his close friends would»'ve attend such an intervention since they were too, on the same page as Kurt
+John Smith Dear author! it would be a very good thing if you would make a list of sogs which are in all parts of your movie. It would make many people happy. Even if you don't do it, still a BIG thank you for your work!
And on April 7 CALI called Dylan and asked if he'd seen Kurt but here Cali said he saw Kurt on April 4 or early April 5 at home?!?! Oh, and the police said Cobain had been dead since the 5th. There's sooooo much wrong here...
Maybe he saw him early April 5th and then later shot himself later in the day while Cali was gone. And with him not knowing went looking for him after he was reported missing. Who knows.
I know we all miss kurt and the songs he and the others wrote and played. I miss he was still with us 😢 😪 😔. But the best amazing artists have the darkest sadest.souls with pain in them and I still think he was killed in some kinda way idk how but somehow. I mean watch parts of the soaked in bleach movie or check out the American spy fox channel. Yeah he had demons he delt with but. He had a choice in life to do something different and walk about Lots of amazing musicians did it cash iggy. Etc alice Cooper them and lots of others fought there demons and won but sadly 😥 😔 the ones like kurt and others because part of the 27 club leaving this work far to young. I was 14 when he passed I remember seeing it on TV I was just getting into them about a year prior. I still love the music him krist Chad Dave and others and pat playing live all did. I just wish we could have gotten. More music like what rem did and how long we had them .😔 but I'm grateful for what music we do have that still is around all this years later for younger kids to hear for the 1st time and To be inspired by like kurt and other bands from that period of music were
At least the world got to know Kurt for a little while. His words and music will always be here… long after I’m gone. My ex girlfriend had a 15 y/o son. He loves Nirvana and was starting to learn a lot of songs on guitar. He’s the coolest kid I’ve met and he doesn’t realize it. Even though I’m in my mid 30’s… teenagers like him give me hope that there will be another wave of great musicians and bands in the future.
Well if he says so, might be right, of course, all of this is coming from books so who really knows? But I do believe something happened between Krist and Kurt tho!
He said a lot about other heroin "users" who drank and then OD'd because of the central nervous system depressing effects of the alcohol, on top the heroin. Basically, your breathing stops or becomes too slow because you're too sedated. By March 94 he was a very, very heavy user of heroin so the idea that he rarely drank isn't so out there in my opinion. I'd imagine he had the odd tipple but he probably never got "drunk" for quite a while before he died.
Courtney was just fame and money obsessed, a rly bad influence on Kurt. Even if she didn't kill him (....) she definitely contributed to his death by pressuring him to be successful etc instead of caring about his needs.
41:50 Didn't check the greenhouse my ass... He found his body (& hopefully nothing more), but didn't want to be the person responsible for "finding him" (huh, weird that someone like Cali who's addicted to drugs wasn't in to being responsible?) . . . So instead he wrote that totally NOT suspiciously timed OR Worded letter "on the bottom stair"
Krist really loved Kurt. He was his best friend.
Think of how many genuine friendships drugs have come between.
It's an amazing, unique bond these two had. Very touching. Krist has never been the same ever since Kurt passed away.
@@DeepScreenAnalysis that’s so true and sad. Drugs destroyed my very awesome group of 5 friends
This is probably the best and most unique thing I've seen on Nirvana in years. Great job man.
He needed a year to get clean. His life and well being was more important than future nirvana earnings. Too much pressure was put on him and made him borderline psychotic.
Have you seen the Nardwuar interview? He clearly isn't a good state of mind and wasn't up to touring, he didn't really seem to care about anything any more. Guy was having a mental breakdown and nobody noticed, or could reach him even if they did.
Oaf Lodge Yeah I have... he is totally disassociated. I think he had so much anger particularly at his parents and it all came spewing out once he had achieved the success he craved... because he found that very success did not make the pain of the divorce go away or how his family never really understood him. I think he realised that he’d always feel that sense of loneliness and abandonment despite his having wife and baby. The damage had been done.
Messylin I’m not sure what you’re seeing. I’ve seen that interview, he just seems disinterested but not depressed or dissociative.
@Messylin : 𝑌𝑒𝑠, 𝐼 𝑑𝑜 𝑎𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒 𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦 ... 𝑒𝑥𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 : 𝐻𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑟𝑡𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑗𝑢𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑒, 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑦 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒... 𝐻𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛... 𝐼 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠, 𝑎𝑙𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑐𝑒 [𝑁𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝐸𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝐷𝑒𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑡---> 𝐸𝑝𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑝𝑠𝑦 + 𝑆𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑐𝑁𝑒𝑢𝑟𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑜𝑝𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑐𝑃𝑎𝑖𝑛]. 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑜 𝑜𝑛 𝐸𝑥𝑜𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑘𝑖𝑑 & 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 [𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑙𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑎𝑡ℎ, 𝑃ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦, & 𝑃𝑜𝑒𝑡𝑟𝑦, 𝑎𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠, 𝑟𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑀𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐].
𝐻𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑐𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑏𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒, ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑒𝑑 & 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒, 𝑙𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑙, 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛, 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑦 𝑎𝑔𝑜! 𝐻𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒, ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓-𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑒 & 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓-𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔; ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 & 𝑑𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 & 𝑢𝑛𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 & ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑡ℎ & 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝐸𝑥𝑜𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒.
𝑁𝑜, ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 '𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑑', 𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 '𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛', 𝑟𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑢𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑡𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑗𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑢𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑐𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑒𝑥𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛, 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 & 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛, 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑢𝑚𝑎, & 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔... & 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑡𝑦 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡, 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑒𝑡𝑜𝑥 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚, 𝑚𝑎𝑛!
This is by far the best and most honest Kurt Cobain doc I've ever seen. Montage of Heck was well done but full of inaccuracies. I wish there was a way to get a copy of this soundtrack too. so many great songs. love it!
Sucks that YT removed the next part. I love going back to these everyonce in a while. The music, your voice, its like taking the viewers back to when it all happened. Thanks man!
this series in INCREDIBLE, that ending line just gave me actual chills. Thank you so much for creating and sharing this!
You are definitely welcome, just sharing my love/knowledge on this band. Thank you for watching.
@@JohnSmith-yh2ut where did you find this book??
many things to be appreciated in this doc , especially the discipline of having to say ''quote'' every 25 seconds
I don't know how you got his scream solo like that at the beginning, but god damn... how haunting. I've been following his story since I was a kid; I was a few weeks from my eleventh birthday when he died and it had a HUGE impact on me. They were the first band I really, really loved. Anyway, just wanted to tell you how great a job you've done, I've watched all of these videos multiple times. I can tell you have the same love for them (and him) that I always have, not to mention your wonderful choice in accompanying music (from Sebadoh to PJ Harvey, love it!!), so you've got tons of love and respect from me. I plan on checking out your other videos, you're a very thorough dude! I don't even know if you'll get around to reading this with all the (much deserved) accolades you're getting, but I just had to let you know that some guy in his thirties who's been fascinated with Nirvana since hearing 'Blew' absolutely loves what you've done. Again, great job :)
Well here's a guy in his thirties who got into Nirvana after hearing Incesticide saying hi back and thanks for the kind words.
Amazing documentary. Among the best. I miss that guy.
Thank you for posting/making this great documentary. I learned a lot that I didn't know.
Wow. Another detailed, jam packed episode and I also cant wait for the next part!!! Excellent job, once again man!!
this is absolutely fantastic. i really want to applaud you on this video. and the entire series. this one in particular is very good.
✝️R.I.P.Kurt Cobain, 5.4.1994🎸Thanks👌
You have done some great work with this. Thank you.
Absolutely loved this whole series. Watched a few segments several times. After this, "Montage of heck" sounds really amazing too!
Brilliant work putting this all together John. Extraordinary work.
Great job whoever made this it inspired me to keep playing music 🫡🫡
I WATCHED THIS ALL THE WAY THROUGH. AMAZING DOC. MOST DETAILED IVE SEEN!😊
So good! Great job putting this together, the music, the timing, voice over, everything.
I really enjoyed watching, and after years of reading and sourcing everything I can about this band I learned a bit of new interesting information.
Your welcome, that's a main reason I did this as I wanted to show off more about the band than the same boring footage we see repeated on MTV and such till we're blue in the face. It's been twenty years, there HAS to be more info than that. It all just seemed so lazy and such an easy way to get ratings. Do research in the right places and from the right people and you'll find out a world of things you've never heard.
John Smith Have you heard that Madrid 94 show? Kurt introduced himself as Evan Dando...
+dummytree No I haven't but I'd love to.
I meant Barcelona, sorry. I'm surprised no one ever mentioned this. ZLmwwy07he4&t=1h13m11s
"I hate to say this but as we were going down the driveway I thought I saw something above the garage". Fucking tears everywhere. RIP Kurt Donald Cobain
Last Days was a terrible movie. A fictitious portrayal of the alleged events in the "last days" of his life that just propagates the lies. It's unfortunate that ppl actually believe that's how it happened. While it's just my opinion on the matter, there are some ppl that I know agree with me on it, the movie just sucks. The constant mumbling sounded like boohooing & it was irritating. The music was the only thing that was ok. I'm sure the character does better in his other roles, but I really think they ought to stop calling it a fictitious portrayal & just call it straight up fiction, leave any thoughts or ideas of Kurt out of it bcuz it's nothing like him & doesn't help in any way. It's just a way to convince certain ppl that it's what had happened when the truth is far more complex as he'd been murdered! If it had been marketed as just a fictitious story with no mention of Kurt whatsoever, even as an "inspiration", I would have been neutral on it, but since I feel they were basically using him for the publicity, I have to say how I feel about it, otherwise I don't normally say anything at all, as in "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all"! I think they crossed the line when they did it, so I have to speak against it. I'm not knocking ppl who like it, I'm just disgusted at what filmmakers do for publicity & profit & how they will do it in someone's name. It's shameful to say the least, but again, it's just what I think of it & everyone else can think whatever they want of it!
@@knutelindstrom3716 Go watch Soaked in bullsh*t again then if you are into conspiracy theory, you have nothing to do here ...
Ciao!
BTW just watch some of your vids (2) stop being a fu****g poser and be yourself, you ain't nothing close to Kurt....
"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are" -- Kurt Cobain
Donald Troll Hahahahaha, that’s rich, coming from one who would have to know their own kind, as you must be the biggest of all! It takes one to know one princess, welcome to the club!lol
Anyone who doesn’t use their own name is either an underage child, or just another pansy trying to be tough from the safety of their computers. Either way, the intellectual capacity is probably the same! I’m guessing you must be the former, so therefore I’ll cut you some slack & chalk it up to childhood wannabe trolls! Oh look, you’re getting some attention from someone! Doesn’t that make you feel better about yourself?!lol Go judge some more people so you can get more attention! On a side note, maybe try meeting people in real life, otherwise you won’t have any friends! Judge people after you’ve known them for a while. Honor is way more important in life than facefuckbook likes from “friends” you’ve never met. Try being honorable for once rather than being a nameless faceless douchebag troll (which, by the way, is a great play on Donald Chumps name! I give you credit for that!), but reality is way more complex than what you see on social media. What you see, & what you get are never the same! Or is that too deep for you?! Anyway, I have to go do volunteer mechanic services right now, so welcome to the club poser douche!lol
(Did I do it right? Is this how to talk shit on comment sections? I’m not sure, because in school we used to fight, but now everything is just talking shit. Whatever happened to reality? Now I have to learn how to “troll” instead, but I don’t have time for that shit!)lol
@@knutelindstrom3716 Person not using their real name are simply people who don't give a fu*k about giving their real name everywhere on the internet smartass...
Hahahahaha! I have rarely seen such a stupid reply...
Your name doesn't change a thing when comes to argument you pathetic poser...
You are a cheap, miserable an phony dumb*ss that is trying to look like Kurt, to sing like Kurt (and you are far from it lmao!)
I'd rather have a fake name on youtube than having a fake life like you ...
Ciao princess cupcake, hope you'll get yourself a real life, and hope you'll get more intelligent somewhere in the process...
@@knutelindstrom3716 Do you remember what Kurt once said?
Well that one fit perfectly with your shitty poser attitude
"Trying to be someone else is a complete waste of the person YOU are" - Cobain
You can meditate on it Knute Cobain
lmfao!!!!!
Pathetic poser ...
the Rome (original) note was put in and remains in a safe deposit box - no copies were ever made, at Courtney's absolution
Incredible job editing these videos. There are so few true docs on Kurt.
AMAZING JOB.
cudose. that opening was amazing.
Kudos
soisyourface1234 oh i agree he sounded bored and was going through the motions a bit more. But as far as sound quality, if I were listening only, they sound at their peak and really tight to me. But you are right it is subjective and that is the true beauty of music.
Cheers
The best documentary I've seen about Kurt and nirvana! Dylan Carlson... Geez. what a great friend of kurt's
Epic Shxt Only ----I agree.
Don car Dylan Carlson KneW Cobain was dead atop the Garage. Im Certain Dylan KnoWs Who Killed Cobain
@@dannyurena5226 then again, you don't really know, you might believe so, but you don't "know"
Damn it's down already!! U did a great job so far, I'd love to see this!!! Please
That's beyond my power, that's all based on TH-cam's rediculously strict copyright rules. If you try it on an actual computer instead a mobile device it should be just fine. When I get done with this in full I was deff entertaining the idea of finding some other video site and uploading it.
Thanks alot
This is great man!
Incredibly interesting. i want to listen to the last recording session, all the alternate takes and all of the things that dave and krist did but cant seem to find them anywhere.
The rome note would also give everyone great insight on to what was on kurts mind but i read somewhere courtney burnt it.
I would also want to hear those demos that pat and kurt (and i think eric erlandson) did after or around those days of the "intervention". I think Do Re Mi is a part of that but ive also heard there is a version where kurt plays rough drums and sings but that, like many other things, have never seen the light of day.
My guess is those things are locked away in a vault, or something like that. I would love to see all of the un-released material that Nirvana and Kurt worked on.
Indeed...hope they make it out of the vault someday...
You can hear it now you dumb dossers.
Krist ‘Arby’s’ Novaselic
I always watch the Nirvana docs and read the books and know how it ends. But at some point of reading or watching there is a little bit of hope that it may have been a dream...
perfect! fav doc. out there on KDC
AMAZING INTRO EDIT WITH DRAIN YOU SCREAM ISO’D!!!
Finally. :)
Wow for that intro! You uploaded this in February?! I've just seen part 2 and that's how I learned about part 1. What to say. Thanks for everything!
You've seen the other parts in the series right? I've done his whole life up till his legacy after death at this point.
dropd29
Sure did. I've seen them all and liked them all. The best I've seen, without a doubt.
yeah great job enjoyed it
The fact that the cali person was in and around the house those last few days is very weird, leaving a note like that is a good way of covering your tracks as well
thank you man, this is hands down the most detailed doco on kurt and the people close to him in his life.do you have reference for all the "Quotes" ? great job---Thumbs up!!
Oh yeah i'll list references at the end of the last part.
Dude, I love your movies......
Callie was no help.
Great job Smith, just fix the volume.
The audio is low on this one fyi. Great episode as always, thank you for all the time you take to do this for us.
Sorry if it came out that way, it's really not too bad on my computer but I'm sure it varies from PC to PC.
What a time in rock history never could a generation called X have a more perfect ideal especially for the times the rock star anti rock star I don't think somthing like this will ever happen again I feel so blessed growing up in those years something only people of my generation can really understand
That is exactly how I feel. But I also feel so nostalgic about the early 90's that it's painful. I can't stop remembering how special it was and how much I miss it all, especially with how insane and evil this whole world has become 30 years later. I just can't adjust to having to turn middle- age in this pathetic cesspool world. The youth nowadays seem to have such a bizarre, tasteless and juvenile culture that I simply cannot relate to on any level. They love listening to all these talentless mumble- rappers whose songs sound virtually indistinguishable from one-another. The youth nowadays are such huge conformists too. They are so socially engineered that most have never had a single, organic, original thought in their heads. Every single idea or concept they believe has been planted into their minds by subversive agents that they aren't even aware exist. There will never be another decade like the early-mid 1990's, there will never be another band like Nirvana.
There is no rock bands left to take it to the masses it use to be dangerous to axle jumping into the crowd calling out vice Neil Kurt hatingon anything popular they were seen as dangerous rockers with new idoligy but hip hop is truly dangerous those fuckers take guns and kill each other that's dangerous and rock will never beat that I think that's why hip hop is so dominant the dangerous rockers are gone and we can't beat going out and killing people it's just not lol and if that's what it takes to become popular they can keep it I'm fine with my bands I listen to staying underground I listen to music for the music and music alone will never be enough for the masses besides people like Kurt would of hated that crowd listening to his music anyway and I finally get were he wad coming from he wanted fans to like his music for the music
Great Nirvana Videos! Been watching your work for the last few hours.
May I suggest AIC.
Part 7 formidable cher ami
Wait a minute. Cali said he told Courtney Kurt had been to the house. And Kurt used the credit card to fly to Seattle but she somehow didn't know, reported the card stolen so he couldn't use it but didn't ask about the last time(s) it was used and instead went around LA to junkies' homes to look for him?
Then Kurt was seen at the Jack in the Box around the corner from Kaitlin Moore's home ----- which was under police surveillance at the time but since Courtney reported Kurt missing, she wasn't told, and never asked to see the surveillance tapes?! But she ordered the PI she subcontracted - Barth - to remove surveillance on their home on April 7?
And who told Charles Cross the lie that Love sent Eric Erlandson to look for Kurt in the afternoon of April 5, when from 4-5 pm Erlandson was talking to reporter Gillian Gaar about a cover story for Seattle bi-weekly paper, The Rocket??? According to Gaar, Erlandson said he'd try to get Love to do the interview. But Cross was told by "someone" that, instead, LOVE had scheduled to do a morning interview with The Rocket BUT HAD ERLANDSON CALL TO POSTPONE IT. That's just not true. And before Cross wrote his book he had an article out chronicling the alleged last days of Kurt Cobain. Then he only said Love sent him back on April 5. It was ONLY after Gaar was interviewed that the story got changed.
There's much more incorrect info here, including statements about how "badly" Kurt was doing or how bad he looked - Joe Mama told Tom Grant that Cobain looked "so fucking great" and seemed totally straight and Joe, basically, asked him WTF he was doing there. Now, since Grant tape recorded EVERY convo he had with every person from the start, who's lying, the authors of books, Love, or Grant?
D.K. Wilson loves A fukin' murderer, end of story!!!
lol
I’m my opinion nothing Charles Cross says is reliable it’s right “from CL’s mouth to Corse’s pen”
that last fucking sentence....
I know right, so eerie
Alternativegamer99
i rekon he as invlolved tbh.
Curious where did u get this fascinating information? Amazing mini series by the way..
I think his paranoia about Courtney cheating played the biggest role in his suicide. I've been there & it's horrible. She admits to "thinking about cheating" but that's bullshit. She cheated & he was using drugs (benzos) that made him extra depressed/paranoid. Then everyone was on his case about quitting heroin, which was his only comfort. The pressure to perform & be a breadwinner was also too much especially if he was going to be doing it clean & sober. He'd been on drugs nearly his whole career.
He should've taken meds for his bipolar disorder & not gotten married to a drug addict nutcase or had a child. Take care of yourself, make music & art and only date sane people--not a reincarnation of your mother. Don't reproduce and pass those genes onto a child. Suicide & mental illness ran in his family. I think he felt guilty about bringing a baby into the world, honestly. He never wanted kids but he got with Courtney & ended up a father.
Yeah for sure. He needed a friend more than ever by that point but he'd driven everyone away who really gave a shit. Even Courtney was sick of his drug use by that point, the infamous hair cut video gives a good insight into what she was dealing with in addition to being a new mother. Things just got way too complicated for him, way too quickly, and he crumbled. The same thing has happened over and over since the birth of the music industry.
yes, but we will never know if it was actual paranoïa or not.. and I don't think he was bipolar..but drugs have a huge impact on the brain, so..
He never wanted to be a father.
That’s nonsense.
PLEASE REUPLOAD I don't care if you have to do it on a second channel or what but I'm dying to see this video
They toured so much. Dude was burntout as hell and all those parasites making money off of him while he's dealing with drug addiction and a deteriorating marriage. God I feel for him.
Oh the horrors of having millions of dollars with an addiction and some broad you dated for 2 years.
How could anyone survive such great loss
That was no intervention that was flat out intimidation..
Goldielocks Mgee Try living with a drug addict and see if you can do better
That's the nice word for it... An "intervention"
Any intervention, when well planned, can be very effective...
Now here, an even according to Goldberg who was there, it wasn't well planned
People flew from LA only to get in Seattle for the intervention, nothing was prepared and they sure hit every button but the good one, only talking about $$$ instead of Kurt's well-being
And even if they'd have done it with his friends, I doubt it would've worked cos' I don't think his close friends would»'ve attend such an intervention since they were too, on the same page as Kurt
𝑃ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑖𝑎 𝑃𝑢𝑟𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑙 : @Goldielocks Mgee : 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑎𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒, 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑙𝑡-𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝐻𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑐ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑢𝑝, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙, & 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑡𝑎𝑙, 𝑎 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑘 𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑦 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 𝑤𝑎𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒. 𝐻𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘, & 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑢𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑒𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑢𝑝𝑜𝑛 & 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒/𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒.
𝐴 𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑦 𝑎𝑔𝑜, ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑙𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑙, 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛, 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒, 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑒-𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒, 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒, 𝑐𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑢𝑛𝑎𝑑𝑢𝑙𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒/𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝐷𝑖𝐴. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑑 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦, 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐻𝑎𝑟𝑚-𝑅𝑒𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛/𝑆𝑎𝑓𝑒-𝑅𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝐸𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, & 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑦 ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑚𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑟 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔... 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑟 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑒 & 𝑎𝑤𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑐𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑝 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑... 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑔𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑐 𝑜𝑛 𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛... 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑢𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑖𝑓 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑎/𝑜 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑒... 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐, 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒, 𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐻... 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙 ℎ𝑖𝑚𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓... 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑒 & 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑎𝑠𝑦, 𝑛𝑜 𝑠𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑛 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 & 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓-𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑛𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑... 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ... 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑓𝑓... ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦. 𝐴𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦.
𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑀𝑟 𝐶𝑜𝑏𝑎𝑖𝑛, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒. 𝐼 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐸𝑥𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑥𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑦 : 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐸𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝐷𝑒𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑦 + 𝐹𝑙𝑢𝑥, 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑎 𝑟𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚 𝑜𝑓 𝐸𝑝𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑝𝑠𝑦 & 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑐 𝑁𝑒𝑢𝑟𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑜𝑝𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑐 𝑃𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑎 𝐶ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑅𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐, & 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛 '𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑦'. 𝑀𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑡ℎ, 𝑚𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑢𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙-𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙-&-𝑝𝑜𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑊𝑜𝑟𝑘, 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡. 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒, 𝐴𝑏𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑀 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑎𝑙𝑢𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 & 𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝑡𝑜𝑜, 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑒𝑡 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙.
'𝐶𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛, 𝑛𝑜 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔. 𝑂𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑤𝑛, 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑑, 𝐼 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡 𝐵𝑒𝑛𝑧𝑜𝑠, 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝐸𝑝𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑝𝑠𝑦 𝑏𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑑𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑢𝑛𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤, & 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 [𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑜 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤!]. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑟𝑡𝑦... 𝑀𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑀, ℎ𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟, 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡.. 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛, & 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑒.
𝑆𝑜 𝑦𝑒𝑎, 𝐼 𝑑𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒. 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑀 & 𝑀 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒 [𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 ='𝐻']. 𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑦 & 𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦. 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦. 𝑀𝑦 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑓𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝐴𝑝𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝐵𝑖𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑚, & 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑑𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑜𝑟ℎ𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝐵𝑖𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑚𝑦 9𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟. 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑛𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 & 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒, 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡 & 𝑣𝑖𝑙𝑒. 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝐴𝑏𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 & 𝑓𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔. 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝐵𝑒𝑛𝑧𝑜 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦, 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑐𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒. 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑟 𝑑𝑖𝑟𝑡𝑦 𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔𝑠.
𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑆𝑎𝑓𝑒 𝑃𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑒 & 𝐻𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑅𝑒𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘𝑠, 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑓𝑓 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 **𝑥 {& 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 '𝑥 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑓𝑓 𝑏𝑡𝑤, 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒, 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒, 𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛 & 𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔... 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑛 '𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 ' **𝑥 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑙 & 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡!', 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠!}... 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠, 𝑡𝑜𝑜! '𝐶𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛, 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝐺𝑜𝑑'𝑠 𝐶ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑀𝑟 𝐶𝑜𝑏𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑑𝑢𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐶𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑦 𝑊𝑎𝑟 𝐴𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡 𝐴𝑟𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑆𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝐸𝑥𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝐵𝑖𝑜𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝐶ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑠 & 𝑇ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑈𝑠 𝑊ℎ𝑜 𝑆ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝐿𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑚! 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠 & 𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟, & 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑.
18:07 Punk Rock!
A lot of good music was used in this documentary. Can you post a playlist in the description ?
Complete song list in credits of Part 10 :)
Great documentary. This is the soundtrack of my dreams BTW...any way I can purchase it or have it mailed to me??
Peter Mcsheisty To be honest, you can find almost the entire thing via TH-cam. That's how I heard some of the songs originally.
+John Smith Dear author! it would be a very good thing if you would make a list of sogs which are in all parts of your movie. It would make many people happy. Even if you don't do it, still a BIG thank you for your work!
+John Smith I just finished watching the series and now ive seen the full list. Sry for being unatentive.
good work is there part 2 I cant find it
And on April 7 CALI called Dylan and asked if he'd seen Kurt but here Cali said he saw Kurt on April 4 or early April 5 at home?!?! Oh, and the police said Cobain had been dead since the 5th. There's sooooo much wrong here...
This was a very interesting documentary but a few facts were wrong and or left out.
Maybe he saw him early April 5th and then later shot himself later in the day while Cali was gone. And with him not knowing went looking for him after he was reported missing. Who knows.
Maybe he got McGangBanged.
jimmyfabs78 Ooh, Buh Dum Tis.
McGangBang I couldn't help it, it just sounded to good to pass up.
Fix the volume on this please, way too low.
that scream 😢😢
What are the songs names please and this is a very good documentary
Does anyone know the song that starts just before the 19 minute mark?
fuck yes!
A lot of people don’t know there was a cancelled album in 1994 actually titled Verse Chorus Verse
I know we all miss kurt and the songs he and the others wrote and played. I miss he was still with us 😢 😪 😔. But the best amazing artists have the darkest sadest.souls with pain in them and I still think he was killed in some kinda way idk how but somehow. I mean watch parts of the soaked in bleach movie or check out the American spy fox channel. Yeah he had demons he delt with but. He had a choice in life to do something different and walk about Lots of amazing musicians did it cash iggy. Etc alice Cooper them and lots of others fought there demons and won but sadly 😥 😔 the ones like kurt and others because part of the 27 club leaving this work far to young. I was 14 when he passed I remember seeing it on TV I was just getting into them about a year prior. I still love the music him krist Chad Dave and others and pat playing live all did. I just wish we could have gotten. More music like what rem did and how long we had them .😔 but I'm grateful for what music we do have that still is around all this years later for younger kids to hear for the 1st time and To be inspired by like kurt and other bands from that period of music were
At least the world got to know Kurt for a little while. His words and music will always be here… long after I’m gone. My ex girlfriend had a 15 y/o son. He loves Nirvana and was starting to learn a lot of songs on guitar. He’s the coolest kid I’ve met and he doesn’t realize it. Even though I’m in my mid 30’s… teenagers like him give me hope that there will be another wave of great musicians and bands in the future.
Is the song at 7:40 something that time a Sebadoh song? Not familiar with it but it sounds like them. Any help would be appreciated.
I would like to know who wrote the book he is reading from?
wow never heard these stories. after all who was living in the seattle house anyway? i'm kind of lost
where can I find the entire documentary??
great video as well as series.
what's that little song starting at 01:09 mark? can't find anywhere
UPD: that's Daniel Johnston - Sorry Entertainer :)
The song is called cum drunk. By krist novaselic
Please someone tell me the song name at 6:00? Does anyway have the full soundtrack.
Sebadoh - Not Too Amused
Better late than never! 😂
@@loungeact7997 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! I WAS SCROLLING THROUGH THE COMMENTS TO FIND THIS SONG
Is there a spotify mix for all of the great background music? I couldn't find one.
What is the song at the end of the video?
whats the cool slow song from 6.00 mark. it sounds like Sebadoh or Mudhoney
Sebadoh - Not Too Amused.
dropd29 thank a lot!!! it's time i finally purchase Bakesale me thinks
Was the part about Krist dragging Kurt in the airport by the collor and Kurt punching him in the face true?
Well if he says so, might be right, of course, all of this is coming from books so who really knows?
But I do believe something happened between Krist and Kurt tho!
Where is part 2 of 8?
th-cam.com/video/KTXnN0rwzw8/w-d-xo.html
th-cam.com/video/Y9UeDXEqY-A/w-d-xo.html
whats the name of the last two songs in the background?
Chokebore - Shine, Pj Harvey - Plants & Rags.
Its unfortunate that part 9 is missing as that's seemingly the most interesting part about his death
what are you reading from? One source or several different ones?
You can just say whatever in videos and people just believe anything without proof.
Social media made all users retarded.
What happened to the second part of 1994?
where can i watch the full video from the intro?
+stagesucks It was cut from the news footage of Kurt's OD and them playing the "Knack" show in France 1994.
Part 8 pt.2?
where can i see part 7? its censored! please,,??!!
Has 1994 part 2 been taken down?
What's the source on this? especially the events of last month???
Just random statements of things never said by people who didn’t say them.
He needed Time away from Courtney & the music !!!
What is the song playing in the beginning? Around 2:30
Ball drinker. Written by krist novaselic
@@oldironsides4107 Funny
So tired of hearing Courtney say how screwed up Kurt was and Courtney act like she was the sober one🤬
Whats the song that plays in the background around 24:14? thx
It's Flipper - Life
thx
It would be awesome to get to hear all those jams that were recorded. But something else... Kurt never drank alcohol? lol thats new...
He said a lot about other heroin "users" who drank and then OD'd because of the central nervous system depressing effects of the alcohol, on top the heroin. Basically, your breathing stops or becomes too slow because you're too sedated. By March 94 he was a very, very heavy user of heroin so the idea that he rarely drank isn't so out there in my opinion. I'd imagine he had the odd tipple but he probably never got "drunk" for quite a while before he died.
When I don’t drink for a day or two I say I don’t drink as well.
Do we really need this BGM?
lol, kurt asking ppl for cash and mommie money wires ..
Poor guy... the dude just couldn’t take the bullshit any more
what song is 18:40 I heard it on about a son
"Owner's Lament" - Scratch Acid
17:21
also this puts soaked in bleach to shame. prooves its full of bullshit and lies.
soisyourface1234 How so?
:D
Where is pt. 2????????
What’s the song that starts at 38:48
It’s shine by chokebore
The main culprit of Kurt Cobains death finally revealed
34:12
Where’s part 9?
42:17 Fucking killed me.
So eerie
Courtney was just fame and money obsessed, a rly bad influence on Kurt. Even if she didn't kill him (....) she definitely contributed to his death by pressuring him to be successful etc instead of caring about his needs.
Agreed. She wanted to be like Madonna: it’s so obvious.
He was a heroine addict too
KURT DONALD COBAIN
20 DE FEBRERO DE 1967
05 DE ABRIL DE 1994
56 AÑOS
27 AÑOS
29 AÑOS
41:50 Didn't check the greenhouse my ass... He found his body (& hopefully nothing more), but didn't want to be the person responsible for "finding him" (huh, weird that someone like Cali who's addicted to drugs wasn't in to being responsible?) . . .
So instead he wrote that totally NOT suspiciously timed OR Worded letter "on the bottom stair"
The guys a heroin addict too. He probably didn’t look anywhere just said he did.
Ya know lies about wven checking for him at all.