Dog I hope you're ok. Just remember you can go whenever the hell you want to. Every day think to yourself, "Is it that bad yet?" Just make every day a small step to where you want to be in ten years or 20 years, that forces the meaninglessness into a little bit of meaning
this song always tears me up i relate to it so much it means so much to me. Sometimes it’s ok to be sad every once in a while, i’m still learning how to function with myself, my life, and the own consequences of my poor decisions.
I like this song because it explains when you know youre drifting away from a person, and you dont eant it to happen, for things to change Also my autism disliking when things change cough-
how are you today? i saw your friend's band play a little show last night it's not my thing, they were alright you were in my dream last week i'd like to hear what you think we passed her house driving fast the sun was shining on the grass you made me stop and leave the car you pulled my sleeve, but not too hard remember when you took too much? i didn't mind being your crutch i loved you then it's not the same i don't like how things change i don't like how things change i don't like how things change i don't like how things change i don't like how things change i don't like how things change
loneliness and anxiety just eats you up inside and when you actually stop giving a shit about what people think it feels like your just living in a simulation, like i’m a side character in my own fucking life, i am not real, i don’t feel real, i am not the same person as i am in my head, this body isn’t mine, this life isn’t mine. Surely this cannot be my life, surely i cannot be this unlucky to have the most boring, sad, lonely life. This isn’t my life to live so why should i live it? I spend all the money i get from my job on pointless games that I don’t even have anyone to play them with, i just zone out of reality, i wish life wasn’t like this, i always said i would hate to have a lot of friends , and a lot of cool things going on because it would be ‘stressful’ but now i wish for nothing more
why can’t i have a best friend that doesn’t have another more important best friend ☹️ why have i always been the floater friend? why am i never in the pictures when i hang out with them? why am i the back up friend? i’m only useful when her other best friend doesn’t wanna hangout. im realizing that she doesn’t really like me that much, and idk why.
In the moment she told me she loved me and i threw that away, i need to stop feeling sorry for myself because i did it. I did this to myself. I fucked it up by myself, no one else. I don’t deserve to cry and be sad because i fucking did this to myself. I will be alone for the fucking rest of my life because i’m too scared to fuck anything else up. I will never change i will still be the same person i am today, no matter how much i try, it will never be enough.
dude, this song makes me so angry in odd ways bdcause im seeing myself transition into a certain state of mind i dont want to be in and i know i have nobody to tell about how i felt/ am actually feeling right now
hey sorry ik u don’t know me or anything but my tiktok dm’s are open if you ever need to vent or rant or anything like that, I know what it’s like bottling everything up and it’s really difficult, lmk if you want my tiktok and I’ll be here x
i don’t wanna do this anymore, but if a song can bring me a strong emotion, i will give it my life
keep going. i know how it feels. trust me, it’s worth it. people love you dude, it’s not the end of the world.
Keep fighting
Dog I hope you're ok. Just remember you can go whenever the hell you want to. Every day think to yourself, "Is it that bad yet?" Just make every day a small step to where you want to be in ten years or 20 years, that forces the meaninglessness into a little bit of meaning
@@_scabs6669unless you want to be dead in ten years
are you alright? you haven’t replied to anyone
been ruining myself for 2 years
Since 20
2020 hit us hard and without notice
@@nitaus56 it really did brother
do something about it
@@hogcranker123 yes. Let's.
this song sums up my fear of losing everyone i love perfectly
this song always tears me up i relate to it so much it means so much to me. Sometimes it’s ok to be sad every once in a while, i’m still learning how to function with myself, my life, and the own consequences of my poor decisions.
sometimes i die inside and this song is what it feels like
i like the guitar :))
@@bethcollihole577 me too :)
@@bethcollihole577me three :)
Burnt out to the point where I don’t want to try anymore so there are no set expectations for me to fulfill.
I like this song because it explains when you know youre drifting away from a person, and you dont eant it to happen, for things to change
Also my autism disliking when things change cough-
real
i luv this
thank you pee poo
how are you today?
i saw your friend's band play
a little show last night
it's not my thing, they were alright
you were in my dream last week
i'd like to hear what you think
we passed her house driving fast
the sun was shining on the grass
you made me stop and leave the car
you pulled my sleeve, but not too hard
remember when you took too much?
i didn't mind being your crutch
i loved you then
it's not the same
i don't like how things change
i don't like how things change
i don't like how things change
i don't like how things change
i don't like how things change
i don't like how things change
My comfort song fr
my destruction song
loneliness and anxiety just eats you up inside and when you actually stop giving a shit about what people think it feels like your just living in a simulation, like i’m a side character in my own fucking life, i am not real, i don’t feel real, i am not the same person as i am in my head, this body isn’t mine, this life isn’t mine. Surely this cannot be my life, surely i cannot be this unlucky to have the most boring, sad, lonely life. This isn’t my life to live so why should i live it? I spend all the money i get from my job on pointless games that I don’t even have anyone to play them with, i just zone out of reality, i wish life wasn’t like this, i always said i would hate to have a lot of friends , and a lot of cool things going on because it would be ‘stressful’ but now i wish for nothing more
why can’t i have a best friend that doesn’t have another more important best friend ☹️ why have i always been the floater friend? why am i never in the pictures when i hang out with them? why am i the back up friend? i’m only useful when her other best friend doesn’t wanna hangout. im realizing that she doesn’t really like me that much, and idk why.
I hope you've found new friends, friend.
In the moment she told me she loved me and i threw that away, i need to stop feeling sorry for myself because i did it. I did this to myself. I fucked it up by myself, no one else. I don’t deserve to cry and be sad because i fucking did this to myself. I will be alone for the fucking rest of my life because i’m too scared to fuck anything else up. I will never change i will still be the same person i am today, no matter how much i try, it will never be enough.
im scared of commitment
I owe alex g my life.
its nvr gonna be okay
beautiful
beautiful vid, nice job
meat computer sampled this, immediately recognized it
what song
Yea, what song?
Please god what song
maybe i should start smoking
Please dont that doesn’t help at all man and its bad for your lungs it will kill you dont ruin your self don’t be edgy
Thats not a good idea dude.
We still can be depressed and physically healthy maybe
cool and good
alex g is literally me i don’t like how things change
i wish i didn’t have hppd
I hate how these guys songs make me feel
what kind of camera do you use?
Been ruining myself for 4 years now.
dude, this song makes me so angry in odd ways bdcause im seeing myself transition into a certain state of mind i dont want to be in and i know i have nobody to tell about how i felt/ am actually feeling right now
hey sorry ik u don’t know me or anything but my tiktok dm’s are open if you ever need to vent or rant or anything like that, I know what it’s like bottling everything up and it’s really difficult, lmk if you want my tiktok and I’ll be here x
whats ur @
@@itsnvrgonnagoaway 22.caitlinx,, sorry for the late reply I just got the notification
fire
change
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I don’t like how things change.
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2.22.23 12:36p
yeah, i don't like one bit how things change either, mr. g
i dont like how things change
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I dont like how things change
would my life be different? Would I be happy? would everyone still be here? or would i have killed myself