i remember about 6 years ago listening to this with my cousin laying in the middle of a field at my family’s old farmhouse in the middle of nowhere looking at the clear night sky’s. the moon was bright and there were a lot of stars. it’s a great memory me and my cousin have :)
this one is such a fucking gem. evokes such a specific feeling... simple but masterful songwriting. i can't imagine hearing this back when alex was first starting
Day 106: I had lunch at my friend's house an stayed there all the afternoon. We watched some movies, painted eachother's nails and some other things. Even tough it was fun, i obviously got really tired by the end of the noon. I waited for my mom to pick me up, but since my friend lives in the center of the city i was a bit scared of being robbed or that something bad would happen to me, so i stayed inside one of the last open stores to stay a bit safer. Today was a nice day.
Day 78: I cried because of dad again. I was helping him with some things at his office and i ended up forgetting my wallet when i got home. He texted me in the middle of class, insulting me and calling me a lot of names simply because i forgot the wallet. I know that a wallet is a essential item and it was irresponsible of me to forget it, but it was unnecessary to call me thise things and insult me like that. I tried to not cry during class, but some tears escaped, luckily my friend comforted me. I cried and let it all out when i got home, which was nice, but i'm still apprehensive because of my father Today was a bad day.
Day 347: Grandma has been feeling a bit sick lately, but she didnt want to go to the doctor. We're trying to convince her to go, after all its the best for her. Today was father's day in my country, its the first time that i've spent it without dad and it was honestly amazing. Dad always manages to ruin every special date somehow, so jn glad he didnt get the chance to do it again. Today was a nice day.
Day 8: I went to the doctor for a check-up, i'm not sure when the results will arrive, but hopefully everything will be ok, the doctor was really kind!! I took a nice&long walk since i wanted to enjoy the sun light. I found some beautiful flowers which i dried up and placed them on my flower book. I took the rest of the day to read a book. I got a cup of coffe and sat on my balcony, the book was "The Little Prince", i must have read this book 5 times, it brings me a lot of comfort. Today was a nice day.
Day 31: My uncle invited us to visit the countryside house he just bought. I'm really happy for him since he's been saving and planning this house for the past 4 years, he built it from zero near a lake. I got to take a swim with my little cousin since it's a lakeside house, we tought about fishing, but the only fishing rod we had was completely broken, so we decided to leave it for another day. I was really tired when i got home because of how much i swam, and i took a quick nap. Today was a nice day
I remember a few years ago listening to this song on an Alex g playlist. I couldn’t use Spotify I was trapped in my room and just cried. This song helped me so much that day .
Day 186: the beach was nice, but i missed home a lot. I woke up a bit later than usual since the trip back was really long and tiring, but i still got to enjoy the day. I went out for a walk and bought my favorite drink, that for some reason i couldn't found at any store when i went to the beach. And of course i spent a lot of time with my dog, 4 days apart doesnt seem like much, but it was enough to make me miss her an awful lot. Today was a nice day
Me with the Crane Wives. But seriously music can really change someone. I was able to love myself more and truly appreciate life with it. Crane Wives introduced me to it, and now I’m here enjoying this work of art.
Day 228: I've been working on a science project for a lot of time now, it's honestly the most boring project i had this year. I need to make a lot of drawing for it and also some writing, but at least she gave us a long due date. I've been meaning to learn a new language for some time, i tried russian and ended giving up. And now i'm picking up italian and i honestly think i'm doing pretty well on it so far!! Today was a nice day.
Day 19: Another day, another school project. My teacher told us we should do a "cinema in a box" about a especific historic event of my country. I had to print some images and put them all together so i could roll them around 2 tubes, i also used a box. In the end it actually looked pretty good. it's been a while since i actually meditated, so i tried a guided 10 minute one today, it really helped me get more relaxed after school The results of my medical appointment came in the mail today while i was at school, im glad to say that my health is completely fine! I still didn't buy the missing string to the guitar, but i downloaded a guitar practice app, it helped a bit, i tried playing some songs, i got to make it not sound too bad. Today was a nice day.
I can tell this is your favorite song just because of the lyrics in ur bio and because this is the song you post your updates on the very most, even though I’ve seen them on some other songs. didn’t really have anything I wanted to say, just notice little things like this. other than that, proud of you for being able to consistently post updates and keeping your word, and from what I’ve seen most of them were good days. so proud of you for that too. 👍
Day 364: I've been watching Gravity Falls, i remember that i watched it for the first time on Disney Channel and i immediately liked it, but i always missed some episode so i would alwayd get confused on what was the context of specific things. But now i get to catch up on the story overall. I've also been studying a lot for a test (another one), i did a portuguese test today that i had completely forgotten about and i didnt prepare or study for it, but i think i did well. Today was a nice day.
@@shxrpelevated8608 I realized i probably made a mistake while counting some of the days so it doesnt really makes a year today lol, but it will be a year of entries on september 17. Thank you so much for ur kind words
Day 77: Saw II had an amazing plot twist and i'm now watching Saw III, so far so good. But i still don't know what's in the end of it. I went for a walk, but i got catched by rain mid-way, i had to hide inside one of the last restaurants open until the rain stopped. It hadn't fully stopped when i went back home, but my hoodie protected me a bit. Today was a nice day.
Day 37: I woke up later than usual today, i ate breakfast and immediately went out for a walk. It's been really sunny around here lately, i took a moment of my walk to look for some flowers, i found a bunch of dandelions and a purple flower, but i don't know exactly it's name, i placed them on flower book when i got home. I decided to re-watch Over The Garden Wall, the art in this show is simply beautiful, and the characters are amazing, Wirt is definitely my favorite. Today was a nice day.
Day 355: I had a math test today that really stressed me out. To be honest it wasn't really a test since the teacher let us bring it home to finish it. But it was still pretty annoying. My aunts came to visit us, i made a carrot cake with a specific topping that was really good. It was a chocolate topping that ended up a bit crunchy because i added some sugar. Today was a nice day.
Day 378: I painted with watercolor for the first time in a while. I really like painting flowers, so tried to paint white lillies. It was a bit hard doing the shadows, but in the end it looked pretty ok. Dad asked my mom to ask me to talk to him. I felt guilty because i know he still cares about me, and it really made me feel like a terrible daughter. But i know that if i reach out to him, he just wont leave me alone and knowing how he always acts, i will end up suffering again, so for my own sake i decided to ignore him. I went on a walk with mom and our dog, we went to a little grassy field and let the dog run around, i think she really liked it! Today was a nice day.
I Remember you - Alex G Lyrics I read my book today, I wonder if I'll get an A I raised my hand today, I wonder if they'll know my name I wandered back and forth, I wonder what my life is worth (too real :') I wandered back and forth, I think I'm on the second floor [Chorus] And I remember you, and I know what you can do And I know you'd do it too if time would just let you [Verse 2] I am a rocker now, I am a rocker now and I'll do whatever the fuck I want And I am a cannibal, I am a cannibal and I'll eat whatever the fuck I want Are you okay, I'm not okay, In fact, I'm sick today I saw a picture of my face, I looked like a disgrace You don't know me, I'm on the floor but I'm just there to explore (Too real) [Chorus] And I remember you, and I know what you've been through And I know what you can do, and you know I'd do it for you :')
Day 17: I returned back home in the morning, the trip back was longer than expect since the road was interdicted and we had to go through a longer way. I had lunch with my dad and my brother who came to visit us, it was really nice seeing my brother after so long and we got to talk a lot about what we did in those years we didn't see eachother. I found a buttercup and a daisy, which i sun-dried and placed on my flower book, the book still has a lot of place, i hope i can find some different flowers to place on it. Today was a nice day.
Day 371: After almost a month and a half without P.E classes, the school finally found a substitute teacher. It was his first day, the last day of the trimester and he assigned us a project, i honestly dont know what the school is gonna do about grades. Because there was no teacher, there was no one to assign us anything nor give the students grades. I finished watching gravity falls! I had almost forgotten how amazing it was, i might start reading the comic now! Today was a nice day.
Day 253: I finished my part of a science project, i tried to paint the illustrations on it with watercolor, but the paper ended up ripping because of the water and i had to re-do it completely. I just ended up printing the images and glueing it to the project. Im still looking for a mother's day gift and i think that ill buy mom a perfume or a lotion since she really likes those. Today was a nice day.
Day 4: The first day of school since break wasnt so bad, but also wasnt all that good. I got to see my friends, they told me some of the fun things they did during break and lots of them had new haircuts. I rlly wish the foodnwe had during lunch would have been nicer, but i still got a taste of it even though i usually don't eat at school. Back to class again...looks like i had assignments i didn't even know about before we went on break, i finished some of them in class and i'll have to finish the other ones at home. But at the end of the day i could finally see my mom and my dog, i'm currently getting some rest. Today was a nice but tiring day.
Day 39: There was no school today because my school was doing a teacher planning, so i went to the commercial part of town. I had to go through a small grove on my way there, there was a part where almost all of the trees were all very young. I accidentally broke my earphones on my way, but i got to buy new ones when i reached the commercial part, i also bought a purse along with some other things. There was an eldery sir selling his hand-made paintings on a big sidewalk, they were mostly paintings of seaside landscapes. I asked him about the paintings and he told me he made them with memories from the small town he grew up in, it was pretty far from where i live, and it certainly looked like a really peaceful place. Today was a nice day.
Day 11: I remembered i had a guitar that i just left in my basement some while ago. I was gifted this guitar when i was really really young, so i had no idea how to play and wasnt interested in any type of instruments, so i just ended up forgetting abt it. But lately i've been rlly interest in music and i wanted to give it a try. The guitar didn't have one of the strings and was out of tune. I tried to play it the way i could, but it didn't turn out rlly good, i definitely will have to fix it in a lot of points. I finished one of my projects at school along with my group. It was rlly fun but the classroom was kind of chaotic, students everywhere, seeking for materials to get the work done. When i got home my grandma had made me some grilled cheese which tasted absolutely amazing, i'm pretty sure she used a special type of chesse. I tried to play the guitar again, this tine it turned out better than later, but i still have a lot to learn. Today was a nice day.
Day 15: Art class was rlly fun, we watched a short movie about the history of photography and we got to use a old camera to take pictures around the school. I left school sooner because i was going to a trip so my mom came to to pick me up. It was a 2 hours long car trip, glad that i had some movies installed, i re-watched the South Park Post-Covid Specials, i couldn't watch the second part entirely, but i finished watching it when i got to my destination. We arrived at the place a bit later than expected, but we went out to eat dinner in a nearby place, it's a small and very peaceful town. I have a lot of plans for tomorrow, maybe i'll go fishing and i'll definitely swim since the lake is pretty near from where i'm staying. Today was a nice day.
Day 267: I woke up and went to school as usual, the gate was closed and i got a bit worried because i was late, but when i checked with the secretary, she told me that there would be no class because of a teachers meeting. I found it weird since no one told me anything about it, but at least i got to sleep a bit more. My dog has gotten way better after the vet visited us, her itchiness dissapeared and she's not sick anymore. Today was a nice day.
I often listen to this song and I like this artist. He's my favorite. I often see your comments and I like them. They make me feel better. A few weeks ago I attempted suicide. I was too drunk and didn't take enough pills to die. After this, I only suffer more and my mental health is at zero. All my thoughts boil down to a second suicide attempt. I'm drunk now, and I plan to be drunk. I speak English poorly so the text may look strange, I wrote it through a translator
@@jordsealco7265 hey man, i dont know you and i dont know what you're going through, but it'll get better, i promise it will. You're stronger than what's making you feel this way, you'll rise above it. You're important and you're loved even thought you may not know it.
Day 9: Today i let myself wake up later than usual considering it's Saturday, i took a good stretch after getting off bed and made some breakfast. I took some special care of my hair while i listened to some music, taking care of myself honestly feels like a therapy, giving yourself some attention simply feels nice. I drew a bit, i'm currently learning anatomy and experimenting poses, i usually don't color my drawing, but i decided to give it some colours! I'm not a master at coloring but i think it turned out pretty good. Me and my mom went to the mall, we walked around while talking to eachother and of course, i bought some things, but mostly art materials and makeup. Today was a nice day.
Day 59: I wanted to make chai latte for the first time, i didn't have most of the ingredients and i had to go out to look for them. I struggled a lot to find Cardamom, especially because most stores were closed. But i luckily found it at a fair that i discovered by accident. I managed to get the chai latte ready kind of fast. It tasted amazing and tasted very good, and the slight spiciness adds a nice touch to it. Sadly, it didn't match with the current hot weather. Icould have served it cold, but it didn't come to my mind at the moment, but i still got to enjoy it, even though i had to drink it in front of a fan. Today was a nice day.
Day 195: I went to watch The Boy and The Heron on the cinema after school, the movie is not exactly recent, but it only arrived to Brazil just now. The movie was amazing just like Miyazaki's every other masterpiece, i definitely reccomend watching it. I've been trying to draw digitally, but I still need to learn how to color the drawing, i'm not aiming to make it look completely smooth, actually a bit pencil-ish (?) Today was a nice day.
that’s cool !! draw too !! i also try to make it look more pencillish, i always use the graphite pencil :,) although my ipad i use to draw on is completely broken so im back to traditional drawing 💪 how are you?? :)
Day 160: Mom is practically already cured, she didn't stay in bed like most days and actually was pretty active, we even baked a cake together. Last week of summer break is here. Im going to miss staying home, but i also miss going to school a bit. Today was a nice day.
everytime i listen it reminds me of my deadbeat father that i used to love so much, i listened to this song with him in the car once and he ignored me for 4 years.
Day 30: I baked a chocolate cake today, i hold a lot of love for this recipe because it was the first thing my mom teached me how to bake when i was 7. I placed all the ingredients on the coaster and start to make the dough. In the end the cake turned out pretty well, i didn't ate any of it, but i shared a piece with my mom. I took a walk as i always do, in my way i found a kite on the floor, i don't know if it belonged to one of the children who were nearby or not, but i still picked it up and brought it with me, i don't actually know how to put a kite in the air, but i'll gift it to my cousin. I finally ate a piece of the cake i made along with a cup of coffe while studying the basics of the guitar online, i decided to start from the beggining, i think my process on learning how to play it will be only be slower if i rush into it. Today was a nice day P.s: one month of commenting!!
in 9th grade my spotify stopped working so i used musi which has unreleased songs and i would just listen to this song on loop for the entire 1.5 hour classes
Day 278: Me and mom went for a walk in the morning, on our way we walked in front of a house that had two very friendly dogs, of course we could only pet them through the fence, but they were two really good boys. I painted my nails but i ended smearing them after i took a shower, i'll just re-do them tomorrow. I had a lot of time to do a lot of things these past days since i had no school, but overall i drew a lot. Today was a nice day.
Recuerdo cuando me buleaban en la secundaria y llegaba a mi casa a escuchar esta canción del Alex g, y se sentía como un abrazo al corazón, que buenos tiempos
Day 263: My class made a surprise birthday party for our math teacher. We asked permission for the principal and we raised some money to buy a cake. The teacher really seemed to like the party. We thought that the cake was too small, but everyone got to have at least one slice. My sketchbook ran out of blank pages and i went to buy a new one. But i couldnt find any unlined notebook, and when i did they were very expensive for some reason. I'll probably just buy one online Today was a nice day.
Day 142: Dad came to pick me up early. This time we had to go in his motorcycle and i almost had 7 heart attacks in every curve or whenever he would speed up. I've been afraid of riding motorcycles ever since i was little and i hope i never have to ride one ever again. After staying some time with dad, me and mom went to buy some School materials, but we got lost on our way trying to go to a new store that came out and we ended giving up. Today was a nice day.
Day 45: I didn't sleep well last night and ended waking up late, but it wasnt really a problem, i still had some time to do all the things i needed to do. My uncle invited some members of the family to have lunch at his house. I played some rounds of Uno with my cousins and we even teached our grandma on how to play it, even though she said it was boring. I went out for a walk in the noon, it's been really hot here lately, so it had to be a smaller walk, but i still enjoyed it a lot Today was a nice day.
Day 16: I woke up early to enjoy the day the more i can, i took a walk to explore the place right after breakfast, lots of nature and i could also ser the lake from afar. It's more of a desert place, not much people live here and i barely saw anyone's face except for my family. I went fishing with my uncle and my grandma after lunch, sadly we only catched 3, fishes, but it was worth the try. I also went for a swim in the noon, the water was rlly cold bit that didn't bother me, honestly, i could hear and see some ducks that were in the lake not too far from me, they were all adorable! We had a barbecue at night, we listened to a lot of music and i played cards with my cousins. It was really amazing to take this break from the routine. Today was a nice day.
Day 42: My wrist was and still is hurting, i tried doing some movements with it to alleviate the pain but i think it only made it worse. Some of my classmates brought nail polish to school, we painted eachother's nails while the teacher wasnt in the classroom, we didn't got to finish some hands, but it was fun. I went to the school library for the first time in a while, they had some new books, i decided to read a bit of Don Quixote, i didn't brought the book home, but i'll probably get to finish the book during the time i stay in school Today was a nice day.
Day 155: Mom got a lot better today and went to the doctor to do sone examinations. While she was out, i did all the chores, which was tiring but needed and i also went for a quick walk after i rested. Today was a nice day.
Day 44: My mom wanted to have a special breakfast today, so we went to a bakery and got some special treats as long as some coffee. I never went to that bakery before, it had a cozy ambience and the food tasted delicious, especially the croissants. I painted my nails with some green nail polish. It was hard to handle it, the polish had a weird texture, i tought it was expired and threw it away, i used a more recently-bought one to paint my nails properly. Today was a nice day.
I read my book today I wonder if I'll get an a I raised my hand today I wonder if you'll know my name I wandered back and forth I wonder what my life is worth I wandered back and forth I think im on the second floor and I remeber you and I know what you can do and I know youd do it too if time would just let you i am a rocker now I am a rocker now and ill do whatever the fuck I want and I am a cannibal I am a cannibal and ill eat whatever the fuck I want are you okay im not okay in fact im sick today I saw a picture of my face I look like a disgrace you dont know me im on the floor but im just there to explore and I remember you and I know what you can do and I know what you can do and you know I'd do it for you :-)
Day 279: My uncle invited us over for lunch. My aunt had made chilli, and even tho i usually dont give a chance to chilli, it tasted really good. I painted my nails and did some more self-care things since tomorrow i have to go to school again (sadly), but i hear that there isnt going to have school on friday. I've been keeping up with my italian studies, and i can already write and understand some phrases! :D i still need to practice my pronounce. Today was a nice day.
Day 318: It's been really cold again. I made tomato soup with toast for lunch, i think i didnt put enough water since it was a bit too sour, but it still tasted good, especially with the toast. I went for a walk, but i didnt go as far as i wanted because it was too cold and starting to get dark. Today was a nice day
Day 224: I went to a birthday party of one of my mom's friend, nothing really exciting actually happened since i didn't knew most people there, i mostly just stayed swimming at the pool and ate a piece of cake, which was my favourite flavour luckily!! I came back home really tired and took a nap and i finished my geography homework afterwards Today was a nice day.
was revisiting old released unreleased and actual unreleased after going to a festival and showing some people alex. somehow post tiktok they didnt know. even at a folk festival? weird but i found dis shit here. wack af but i get it cause i used to write a ton of stuff like this too. just on reddit and not on here. hope ur life goes well man. stuff gets worse for a while until you figure out that you need to make it better. then when you do its not hard and it does get better.
Day 328: Last day of the 2 week break. At first i thought school would begin today, but i found out that there's gonna be a teacher conference so the school sorts out some things. So it will only begin tomorrow. Italian studies are going well! I can understand a lot of new things and even make some conversations, i've been using 2 apps that really makes things easier. One of my cousins is going to work on another city, so i went to visit her before she goes. Today was a nice day
Day 38: A book i ordered came in the mail, i started reading it today. So far it's a bit interesting, but i hope it'll becoke more interest as i keep reading it. I did the laundry and some other chores, i find doing domestic chores really relaxing for some reason (except for washing the dishes). I stayed out in the sun on my yard while i readed some more pages of my book, it soon started raining and i had to go back inside, but i made myself some hot cocoa, both sun and rain are nice wathers. Today was a nice day.
Day 308: Dad has inally leaved me alone for some time, he was very insistent but i think he understood why i dont want to talk to him. Today was one of my cousin's birthday and we went to a restaurant. The food wasnt very good on my opinion, but my family seemed to like it and we had a good time overall :D Today was a nice day.
Day 10: I didn't sleep very well last night, so i ate breakfast a did some small chores and went back to bed so i wouldn't be tired for the rest of the day. I went to a big pond on the afternoon. The weather was nice, there was a lot of people walking around and the water looked absolutely beautiful. Idk why but being in the middle of nature is one of the best feelings for me, i also got to feed some friendly ducks some bread crumbs! Returning home, i saw a ice cream shop i believe opened recently. I had a lot of distinct flavors, and i got to try matcha ice cream for the first time, definitely one of my new favorite flavors. At home i just listened to some music while relaxing with my dog. Today was a nice day. (10 days btw!!)
i love these comments you make! you inspire me to go out more and enjoy life itself and be grateful for just living. i hope you have a great day/night.
Day 102: Thursday class schedule is usually pretty boring, but i get to spend more times with my friends and chat with them. Summer is definitely already here and it's been hard to deal with the heat, but maybe i'll get to travel to a city that had a beach, so that's one of the benefits that comes with summer. Today was a nice day.
Day 84: Another teacher was absent and i didn't have one of my classes, during the free time i had, i painted my friend's nails and she painted mine as well. I started watching spiral, i think it's kind of different from the other Saw movies, but i don't wanna miss any parts on the story, so i had to watch it. Today was a nice day.
Day 282: My teachers went on a strike this week, mom decided it would be better to stay home, so i just went to school on monday, and i only had one class that day. My favorite mug ended up breaking, which i was expecting since i already had that mug for almost 3 years. I'll need to buy a new one tomorrow. Today was a nice day
Day 36: My eye got really irritaded during class, i tried to stay in class for as long as i could, but i didn't had any eyedrops with me, and my school doesnt have a nurse, so there was nowhere else to try to seek help and i eventually had to call my mom. I took care of my eye when i got home and my eye soon became less irritated. I don't know why my eye suddenly started stinging during class, but i assumed it was maybe an eyelash or anything else. I drew a landscape which didn't turn out exactly how i wanted it to be, but it kinda looked good Today was a nice day.
Day 27: I skipped my first class, i went to a subway so i wouldn't spend the whole time just walking around, i didn't order anything, i just stayed there doing some homework, listening to music and seeing people enter and leave. I had to give my friend some special help, so the teacher excused me, me and my friend stayed outside of class after we solved the problem, but it only lasted 10 minutes, we had to go back to class after that. I played volley during PE class, but the ball was really heavy and hurted everyone's hand. My math teacher has been really stressed out lately and has been giving us a lot of homework which gets us really exhausted considering that we'll have to do a lot of tests and projects for the upcoming weeks. When i was heading home i entered a store that never actually caught my attention, and they had a lot of cool stuff. I bought a scented candle and some school materials. Today was a nice day.
Day 238: School went by really fast today, but i had an arts projects that i just refused to do because it was way too embarassing, mostly because i didn't had a team and i didn't want to do a presentation alone in front of the whole class. Its kind of annoying to think that i've been disliking the arts subject only because i have a bad teacher. I went on a walk a little bit after lunch, but i had to come back home quickly cuz it started to rain. Today was a nice day.
Day 203: I came home from school earlier and helped mom clean the house. We also went to a tech since my phone has been having some problems- it restarts completely all of a sudden, idk if it may be a problem with the battery or something deeper, but i'll leave my phone at the tech's on monday and see what they can do about it. Today was a nice day.
Day 126: Me and my family went to my aunt's house to celebrate christmas, each one brought something for the supper. We talked a lot and listened to some classical music. And we finally got to eat at midnight, some people from the other houses lit up fireworks and i had to lock myself and my dog in a room to try and calm her down. Today was a nice day.+merry Christmas.❤️
Day 179: School was okay, but today i started packing my things for a trip that will happen tomorrow. It's been some time since i went to the beach, and i'm excited cuz not just the beach is amazing, but the city also is. I also tried to enjoy most of my time with my dog, because she'll have to stay with grandma while i'm on the trip. Today was a nice day
Day 23: I started the day by taking a long walk, the wind was really strong, which didn't bother me, and actually, made the walk more pleasing. I tried drawing some instruments, i drew a violin, a guitar, a flute and the piano, out of all, the piano was the hardest to draw because i wanted to make it as detailed as possible. I finished reading "The Little Prince" again while i heard my neighbour playing his new trumpet, i was thinking on having some guitar lessons with him since he is a music teacher. Today was a nice day
Day 68: I looked at my last entries and notices i've been feeling stressed lately, so i decided to try to remain calm during the day since the stress could affect me a lot. I stayed quiet and lost in my own thoughts during the day, of course i didn't ignore my classmates and family members, but i did everything to avoid any frustation, which actually worked really well. I actually got irritated with a school project, but it was just a small moment. Today was a nice day
this song reminds me of how i felt in middle and high school and how much i struggled which sucks because right now im with my mother who disregards everything i ever struggled with and has to remind me of everything she’s gone through was much worse than what im dealing with and now that im an adult my only worth to her is the money i can get her to support the family and it should be no problem because nothing is wrong with me. nothing is wrong with me.
Day 55: My eye was stinging a lot when i woke up. I tried to bear it for some time but it came to a point where i had to go to the doctor. I stayed in the waiting room for about 2 hours and the pain was desperating, i couldn't look at light for too long, and even when i stayed with my eyes closed it was still stinging. When i finally went to the doctor's office she examined me and found out i had a kind of bruise in my eye, probably caused by dust or an eyelash. She used a anesthesiating eyedrop and i got relieved for some time. My eye still hurted for some time, but i bought a specific eyedrop she reccommended me and i took a quick nap when i got home. Luckily, my eye was much better when i woke up. Tomorrow i'll go for another visit so i can get my eye checked again. Today was a painful day. (But storms never last forever)
Day 189: I've been talking a lot to a girl in class. We spent a lot of time talking about astronomy and movies (we also talked about my favorite movie, which is Luca) maybe we can become friends. A boy flirted with me a bit, but i honestly think he did it as a joke since some of his friends were laughing behind him. Today was a nice day.
Day 111: Some of my classmates called me during class while i was at home and we chatted a bit. Practically nothing important is happening in school anymore, the teachers just stay seated, using their phone or chatting with the students during class, but no subjects or anything. Guess the teachers just got tired too. I went out for a walk with the intention of exploring some new place, but the sun was too hot and i immediately got very tired after an hour, so i had to change plans and have a smaller walk. I got mad at my dog because she was hiding something in the dirt and ended getting a trail of dirty paws over the house and i obviously had to spend a long time cleaning up everything. But i didn't get mad for long, i know that she didn't had the intention and overall had no ideia that getting the floor dirty is a bad thing, so i forgived her. Today was a nice day.
Day 130: I went to the park with my dog and spent almost the whole noon there, i bought an ice cream and watched her socialize with some other dogs, but she got confused when another dog wanted to play with her and started running around her and jumping, guess she's just a bit slow. I went with mom and grandma to my little cousin's house since it was her birthday, there wasn't a big party, just a cake and close family members, but i spent some time with my cousin and she told me about a recent trip she just did with her parents. Today was a nice day.
finding alex g was possibly the best thing to ever happen to me in middle school
me too ❤
same and now im gonna be a freshie 😓😓😓
You were just like me 5 years ago.
same
@@Nana-ahhyup
“i am a cannibal and i’ll eat whatever the fuck i want” might be one of my favorite lyrics ever
Fr
so true
right when i read this comment that part came in
what it mean tho?
@@Bluegamerfulit means he'll eat whatever the fuck he wants
“I saw a picture of my face. I looked like a disgrace.” Felt that
Hit hard
@@djahekshskahar no fr
@@SulimCornejoyour pfp ily
Predictive text automatically puts disgrace after 'I am a'
real
i remember about 6 years ago listening to this with my cousin laying in the middle of a field at my family’s old farmhouse in the middle of nowhere looking at the clear night sky’s. the moon was bright and there were a lot of stars. it’s a great memory me and my cousin have :)
lovely
Same
same
what a mesmerizing experience
I don’t care
Alex g feels like wandering as a confused teenager through field and through life
I love this comment
@@drcobra9173yeah same
real
wish I found stuff like this earlier in my life
best way to describe Alex g
If I had found this earlier in my life I’d be dead from suicide, so I’m lucky I’m just now finding it
same. i just know 2021-2022 me would have loved this
@@Jamyr2947 same, hope you’re doing better
@@senylalalayeah me too old me would love this
1:38 "I'm not okay, in fact I'm sick today" is also a lyric in the song "The Same" from his race album
No wonder why I thought that was familar😊
So is im on the floor but im just there to explore.
this one is such a fucking gem. evokes such a specific feeling... simple but masterful songwriting. i can't imagine hearing this back when alex was first starting
it's the same. just really nice, whether hidden or blown up
makes me forget everything and everything returns to that one summer. makes me not regret anymore, i feel involved enough.
Day 106:
I had lunch at my friend's house an stayed there all the afternoon. We watched some movies, painted eachother's nails and some other things.
Even tough it was fun, i obviously got really tired by the end of the noon. I waited for my mom to pick me up, but since my friend lives in the center of the city i was a bit scared of being robbed or that something bad would happen to me, so i stayed inside one of the last open stores to stay a bit safer.
Today was a nice day.
Many more to come
@@JayDandre-ql9hh indeed
Proud of you man.
Do you still do this? :3
@@Kayden_haiiii they do
Day 78:
I cried because of dad again.
I was helping him with some things at his office and i ended up forgetting my wallet when i got home.
He texted me in the middle of class, insulting me and calling me a lot of names simply because i forgot the wallet. I know that a wallet is a essential item and it was irresponsible of me to forget it, but it was unnecessary to call me thise things and insult me like that.
I tried to not cry during class, but some tears escaped, luckily my friend comforted me.
I cried and let it all out when i got home, which was nice, but i'm still apprehensive because of my father
Today was a bad day.
Day 347:
Grandma has been feeling a bit sick lately, but she didnt want to go to the doctor. We're trying to convince her to go, after all its the best for her.
Today was father's day in my country, its the first time that i've spent it without dad and it was honestly amazing. Dad always manages to ruin every special date somehow, so jn glad he didnt get the chance to do it again.
Today was a nice day.
i hope your grandma gets better soon, and i’m glad you could enjoy a holiday without anything ruining it :)
Day 8:
I went to the doctor for a check-up, i'm not sure when the results will arrive, but hopefully everything will be ok, the doctor was really kind!!
I took a nice&long walk since i wanted to enjoy the sun light. I found some beautiful flowers which i dried up and placed them on my flower book.
I took the rest of the day to read a book. I got a cup of coffe and sat on my balcony, the book was "The Little Prince", i must have read this book 5 times, it brings me a lot of comfort.
Today was a nice day.
❤❤
Day 31:
My uncle invited us to visit the countryside house he just bought. I'm really happy for him since he's been saving and planning this house for the past 4 years, he built it from zero near a lake.
I got to take a swim with my little cousin since it's a lakeside house, we tought about fishing, but the only fishing rod we had was completely broken, so we decided to leave it for another day.
I was really tired when i got home because of how much i swam, and i took a quick nap.
Today was a nice day
I remember a few years ago listening to this song on an Alex g playlist. I couldn’t use Spotify I was trapped in my room and just cried. This song helped me so much that day .
Day 186: the beach was nice, but i missed home a lot. I woke up a bit later than usual since the trip back was really long and tiring, but i still got to enjoy the day.
I went out for a walk and bought my favorite drink, that for some reason i couldn't found at any store when i went to the beach.
And of course i spent a lot of time with my dog, 4 days apart doesnt seem like much, but it was enough to make me miss her an awful lot.
Today was a nice day
I love reading your comments so much, im so glad we live at the same time
listening to this song in 7th grade changed the trajectory of my life
been an alex g since 4th grade, going in to 8th, the trajectory is now way off
real
Me with the Crane Wives. But seriously music can really change someone. I was able to love myself more and truly appreciate life with it. Crane Wives introduced me to it, and now I’m here enjoying this work of art.
For real bro 😂
That’s so crazy I first listened to this song in the 7th grade too
Day 228:
I've been working on a science project for a lot of time now, it's honestly the most boring project i had this year. I need to make a lot of drawing for it and also some writing, but at least she gave us a long due date.
I've been meaning to learn a new language for some time, i tried russian and ended giving up. And now i'm picking up italian and i honestly think i'm doing pretty well on it so far!!
Today was a nice day.
i love that you still do this, love it
Good Job Man
I listen to this when I ride my bike to work everyday
me too
Be careful when you do that!
Such a wholesome comment :)
as you should!
Do you still?
honestly, his voice is so soft and sweet even as he swears.
It sounds so weird hearing him cussing smh
@@Iheartsandyalexg indeed.
Day 19:
Another day, another school project. My teacher told us we should do a "cinema in a box" about a especific historic event of my country. I had to print some images and put them all together so i could roll them around 2 tubes, i also used a box. In the end it actually looked pretty good.
it's been a while since i actually meditated, so i tried a guided 10 minute one today, it really helped me get more relaxed after school
The results of my medical appointment came in the mail today while i was at school, im glad to say that my health is completely fine!
I still didn't buy the missing string to the guitar, but i downloaded a guitar practice app, it helped a bit, i tried playing some songs, i got to make it not sound too bad.
Today was a nice day.
I can tell this is your favorite song just because of the lyrics in ur bio and because this is the song you post your updates on the very most, even though I’ve seen them on some other songs. didn’t really have anything I wanted to say, just notice little things like this. other than that, proud of you for being able to consistently post updates and keeping your word, and from what I’ve seen most of them were good days. so proud of you for that too. 👍
@@flamrequiem thank you!! :D
Day 364:
I've been watching Gravity Falls, i remember that i watched it for the first time on Disney Channel and i immediately liked it, but i always missed some episode so i would alwayd get confused on what was the context of specific things. But now i get to catch up on the story overall.
I've also been studying a lot for a test (another one), i did a portuguese test today that i had completely forgotten about and i didnt prepare or study for it, but i think i did well.
Today was a nice day.
@@chocolatebaunilha congratulations on 1 year, so proud :)
How do you have the dedication to do this for one year? I would have given up way earlier
364 days, wow. I remember seeing these awhile back, crazy how you're still doing this.
@@shxrpelevated8608 I realized i probably made a mistake while counting some of the days so it doesnt really makes a year today lol, but it will be a year of entries on september 17. Thank you so much for ur kind words
@@iane7474 honestly i made this for fun and for another reason regarding a hard time of my life. I really just needed the right motivation :)
every few months youtube recommended blesses me with a new alex g song i’ve never heard of before
The line “and i do whatever the fuck i want” is the source of my whole life energy at this point
this is like one of those obscure songs that an amazing artist makes a godly animation for
discovered this exactly two years ago today, where would i be without it. seriously.
felt that. alex g is so special
Day 77:
Saw II had an amazing plot twist and i'm now watching Saw III, so far so good. But i still don't know what's in the end of it.
I went for a walk, but i got catched by rain mid-way, i had to hide inside one of the last restaurants open until the rain stopped. It hadn't fully stopped when i went back home, but my hoodie protected me a bit.
Today was a nice day.
that’s nice :3
Day 37:
I woke up later than usual today, i ate breakfast and immediately went out for a walk. It's been really sunny around here lately, i took a moment of my walk to look for some flowers, i found a bunch of dandelions and a purple flower, but i don't know exactly it's name, i placed them on flower book when i got home.
I decided to re-watch Over The Garden Wall, the art in this show is simply beautiful, and the characters are amazing, Wirt is definitely my favorite.
Today was a nice day.
Day 355:
I had a math test today that really stressed me out. To be honest it wasn't really a test since the teacher let us bring it home to finish it. But it was still pretty annoying.
My aunts came to visit us, i made a carrot cake with a specific topping that was really good. It was a chocolate topping that ended up a bit crunchy because i added some sugar.
Today was a nice day.
I'm surprised you're still using this video as a diary, but I hope tomorrow will be a better day for you
@@KarkatVantas-yg8lg tysm! :D
tu é brasileiro? 💀
@@Annyxzrlz sou brasileira ss KABSKSBSKSSK
You're such a sweet soul, I wish I could be your friend
Day 378:
I painted with watercolor for the first time in a while. I really like painting flowers, so tried to paint white lillies. It was a bit hard doing the shadows, but in the end it looked pretty ok.
Dad asked my mom to ask me to talk to him. I felt guilty because i know he still cares about me, and it really made me feel like a terrible daughter. But i know that if i reach out to him, he just wont leave me alone and knowing how he always acts, i will end up suffering again, so for my own sake i decided to ignore him.
I went on a walk with mom and our dog, we went to a little grassy field and let the dog run around, i think she really liked it!
Today was a nice day.
I Remember you - Alex G Lyrics
I read my book today, I wonder if I'll get an A
I raised my hand today, I wonder if they'll know my name
I wandered back and forth, I wonder what my life is worth (too real :')
I wandered back and forth, I think I'm on the second floor
[Chorus]
And I remember you, and I know what you can do
And I know you'd do it too if time would just let you
[Verse 2]
I am a rocker now, I am a rocker now and I'll do whatever the fuck I want
And I am a cannibal, I am a cannibal and I'll eat whatever the fuck I want
Are you okay, I'm not okay, In fact, I'm sick today
I saw a picture of my face, I looked like a disgrace
You don't know me, I'm on the floor but I'm just there to explore
(Too real)
[Chorus]
And I remember you, and I know what you've been through
And I know what you can do, and you know I'd do it for you
:')
I've been crying to this
Same heree
Invisible
so have i
Me too
Day 17:
I returned back home in the morning, the trip back was longer than expect since the road was interdicted and we had to go through a longer way.
I had lunch with my dad and my brother who came to visit us, it was really nice seeing my brother after so long and we got to talk a lot about what we did in those years we didn't see eachother.
I found a buttercup and a daisy, which i sun-dried and placed on my flower book, the book still has a lot of place, i hope i can find some different flowers to place on it.
Today was a nice day.
Day 371:
After almost a month and a half without P.E classes, the school finally found a substitute teacher. It was his first day, the last day of the trimester and he assigned us a project, i honestly dont know what the school is gonna do about grades. Because there was no teacher, there was no one to assign us anything nor give the students grades.
I finished watching gravity falls! I had almost forgotten how amazing it was, i might start reading the comic now!
Today was a nice day.
good to hear dawg, hope yesterday n today was just as good
alex g: in fact i'm sic today. me: heyyyy this sounds familiar
lol
James Keega n
exactly
For me too... From where is it?
+Steven Stynze the song is "The Same". album: Race. (Alex G of course)
Day 253:
I finished my part of a science project, i tried to paint the illustrations on it with watercolor, but the paper ended up ripping because of the water and i had to re-do it completely. I just ended up printing the images and glueing it to the project.
Im still looking for a mother's day gift and i think that ill buy mom a perfume or a lotion since she really likes those.
Today was a nice day.
Day 4:
The first day of school since break wasnt so bad, but also wasnt all that good. I got to see my friends, they told me some of the fun things they did during break and lots of them had new haircuts. I rlly wish the foodnwe had during lunch would have been nicer, but i still got a taste of it even though i usually don't eat at school.
Back to class again...looks like i had assignments i didn't even know about before we went on break, i finished some of them in class and i'll have to finish the other ones at home. But at the end of the day i could finally see my mom and my dog, i'm currently getting some rest.
Today was a nice but tiring day.
this song makes me happy and sad at the same time. reminds me of sleepovers with friends i have. ugh . love alex g!!!!!!
Day 39:
There was no school today because my school was doing a teacher planning, so i went to the commercial part of town. I had to go through a small grove on my way there, there was a part where almost all of the trees were all very young. I accidentally broke my earphones on my way, but i got to buy new ones when i reached the commercial part, i also bought a purse along with some other things.
There was an eldery sir selling his hand-made paintings on a big sidewalk, they were mostly paintings of seaside landscapes. I asked him about the paintings and he told me he made them with memories from the small town he grew up in, it was pretty far from where i live, and it certainly looked like a really peaceful place.
Today was a nice day.
one day you’ll wake up and realize it doesn’t hurt as bad anymore
Day 11:
I remembered i had a guitar that i just left in my basement some while ago. I was gifted this guitar when i was really really young, so i had no idea how to play and wasnt interested in any type of instruments, so i just ended up forgetting abt it. But lately i've been rlly interest in music and i wanted to give it a try. The guitar didn't have one of the strings and was out of tune. I tried to play it the way i could, but it didn't turn out rlly good, i definitely will have to fix it in a lot of points.
I finished one of my projects at school along with my group. It was rlly fun but the classroom was kind of chaotic, students everywhere, seeking for materials to get the work done.
When i got home my grandma had made me some grilled cheese which tasted absolutely amazing, i'm pretty sure she used a special type of chesse.
I tried to play the guitar again, this tine it turned out better than later, but i still have a lot to learn.
Today was a nice day.
the way u look at me like we r old friends
oh
real
Alex g is the best thing that has happened to me
Day 15:
Art class was rlly fun, we watched a short movie about the history of photography and we got to use a old camera to take pictures around the school. I left school sooner because i was going to a trip so my mom came to to pick me up. It was a 2 hours long car trip, glad that i had some movies installed, i re-watched the South Park Post-Covid Specials, i couldn't watch the second part entirely, but i finished watching it when i got to my destination.
We arrived at the place a bit later than expected, but we went out to eat dinner in a nearby place, it's a small and very peaceful town.
I have a lot of plans for tomorrow, maybe i'll go fishing and i'll definitely swim since the lake is pretty near from where i'm staying.
Today was a nice day.
This is a special song
don't know why this comment made the song seem more special to me but thanks
@@fairy-cf8sb probably because you read someone’s opinion and it resonated with you or you agreed
Your music is so good, the little recognition you have surprises me
Day 267:
I woke up and went to school as usual, the gate was closed and i got a bit worried because i was late, but when i checked with the secretary, she told me that there would be no class because of a teachers meeting.
I found it weird since no one told me anything about it, but at least i got to sleep a bit more.
My dog has gotten way better after the vet visited us, her itchiness dissapeared and she's not sick anymore.
Today was a nice day.
I often listen to this song and I like this artist. He's my favorite. I often see your comments and I like them. They make me feel better. A few weeks ago I attempted suicide. I was too drunk and didn't take enough pills to die. After this, I only suffer more and my mental health is at zero. All my thoughts boil down to a second suicide attempt. I'm drunk now, and I plan to be drunk. I speak English poorly so the text may look strange, I wrote it through a translator
@@jordsealco7265 hey man, i dont know you and i dont know what you're going through, but it'll get better, i promise it will.
You're stronger than what's making you feel this way, you'll rise above it.
You're important and you're loved even thought you may not know it.
im happy to hear your dog has gotten better. :)
Day 9:
Today i let myself wake up later than usual considering it's Saturday, i took a good stretch after getting off bed and made some breakfast.
I took some special care of my hair while i listened to some music, taking care of myself honestly feels like a therapy, giving yourself some attention simply feels nice.
I drew a bit, i'm currently learning anatomy and experimenting poses, i usually don't color my drawing, but i decided to give it some colours! I'm not a master at coloring but i think it turned out pretty good.
Me and my mom went to the mall, we walked around while talking to eachother and of course, i bought some things, but mostly art materials and makeup.
Today was a nice day.
Day 59:
I wanted to make chai latte for the first time, i didn't have most of the ingredients and i had to go out to look for them.
I struggled a lot to find Cardamom, especially because most stores were closed. But i luckily found it at a fair that i discovered by accident.
I managed to get the chai latte ready kind of fast. It tasted amazing and tasted very good, and the slight spiciness adds a nice touch to it.
Sadly, it didn't match with the current hot weather. Icould have served it cold, but it didn't come to my mind at the moment, but i still got to enjoy it, even though i had to drink it in front of a fan.
Today was a nice day.
Day 195:
I went to watch The Boy and The Heron on the cinema after school, the movie is not exactly recent, but it only arrived to Brazil just now.
The movie was amazing just like Miyazaki's every other masterpiece, i definitely reccomend watching it.
I've been trying to draw digitally, but I still need to learn how to color the drawing, i'm not aiming to make it look completely smooth, actually a bit pencil-ish (?)
Today was a nice day.
Keep drawing, you'll get better at it :)
@@therealhamburgerthief i'll keep practicing!!
so dedicated and also i love you
that’s cool !! draw too !! i also try to make it look more pencillish, i always use the graphite pencil :,) although my ipad i use to draw on is completely broken so im back to traditional drawing 💪 how are you?? :)
@@senylalala:00 thats amazing!! And yeah, i think im better at traditional ;( Im fine, how about u??
Day 160:
Mom is practically already cured, she didn't stay in bed like most days and actually was pretty active, we even baked a cake together.
Last week of summer break is here. Im going to miss staying home, but i also miss going to school a bit.
Today was a nice day.
everytime i listen it reminds me of my deadbeat father that i used to love so much, i listened to this song with him in the car once and he ignored me for 4 years.
Day 30:
I baked a chocolate cake today, i hold a lot of love for this recipe because it was the first thing my mom teached me how to bake when i was 7. I placed all the ingredients on the coaster and start to make the dough. In the end the cake turned out pretty well, i didn't ate any of it, but i shared a piece with my mom.
I took a walk as i always do, in my way i found a kite on the floor, i don't know if it belonged to one of the children who were nearby or not, but i still picked it up and brought it with me, i don't actually know how to put a kite in the air, but i'll gift it to my cousin.
I finally ate a piece of the cake i made along with a cup of coffe while studying the basics of the guitar online, i decided to start from the beggining, i think my process on learning how to play it will be only be slower if i rush into it.
Today was a nice day
P.s: one month of commenting!!
I wish this was on Spotify
in 9th grade my spotify stopped working so i used musi which has unreleased songs and i would just listen to this song on loop for the entire 1.5 hour classes
Day 278:
Me and mom went for a walk in the morning, on our way we walked in front of a house that had two very friendly dogs, of course we could only pet them through the fence, but they were two really good boys.
I painted my nails but i ended smearing them after i took a shower, i'll just re-do them tomorrow.
I had a lot of time to do a lot of things these past days since i had no school, but overall i drew a lot.
Today was a nice day.
hope your day today is great :)
Recuerdo cuando me buleaban en la secundaria y llegaba a mi casa a escuchar esta canción del Alex g, y se sentía como un abrazo al corazón, que buenos tiempos
Day 263:
My class made a surprise birthday party for our math teacher. We asked permission for the principal and we raised some money to buy a cake.
The teacher really seemed to like the party. We thought that the cake was too small, but everyone got to have at least one slice.
My sketchbook ran out of blank pages and i went to buy a new one. But i couldnt find any unlined notebook, and when i did they were very expensive for some reason. I'll probably just buy one online
Today was a nice day.
i hope you get a new sketchbook soon:)
Day 142:
Dad came to pick me up early. This time we had to go in his motorcycle and i almost had 7 heart attacks in every curve or whenever he would speed up. I've been afraid of riding motorcycles ever since i was little and i hope i never have to ride one ever again.
After staying some time with dad, me and mom went to buy some School materials, but we got lost on our way trying to go to a new store that came out and we ended giving up.
Today was a nice day.
Day 45:
I didn't sleep well last night and ended waking up late, but it wasnt really a problem, i still had some time to do all the things i needed to do.
My uncle invited some members of the family to have lunch at his house. I played some rounds of Uno with my cousins and we even teached our grandma on how to play it, even though she said it was boring.
I went out for a walk in the noon, it's been really hot here lately, so it had to be a smaller walk, but i still enjoyed it a lot
Today was a nice day.
Day 16:
I woke up early to enjoy the day the more i can, i took a walk to explore the place right after breakfast, lots of nature and i could also ser the lake from afar. It's more of a desert place, not much people live here and i barely saw anyone's face except for my family.
I went fishing with my uncle and my grandma after lunch, sadly we only catched 3, fishes, but it was worth the try. I also went for a swim in the noon, the water was rlly cold bit that didn't bother me, honestly, i could hear and see some ducks that were in the lake not too far from me, they were all adorable!
We had a barbecue at night, we listened to a lot of music and i played cards with my cousins. It was really amazing to take this break from the routine.
Today was a nice day.
this is so cute :((
@@rationalizem ❤️
I wandered back and forth, I wonder what my life is worth
Day 42:
My wrist was and still is hurting, i tried doing some movements with it to alleviate the pain but i think it only made it worse.
Some of my classmates brought nail polish to school, we painted eachother's nails while the teacher wasnt in the classroom, we didn't got to finish some hands, but it was fun.
I went to the school library for the first time in a while, they had some new books, i decided to read a bit of Don Quixote, i didn't brought the book home, but i'll probably get to finish the book during the time i stay in school
Today was a nice day.
Day 155:
Mom got a lot better today and went to the doctor to do sone examinations.
While she was out, i did all the chores, which was tiring but needed and i also went for a quick walk after i rested.
Today was a nice day.
Day 44:
My mom wanted to have a special breakfast today, so we went to a bakery and got some special treats as long as some coffee. I never went to that bakery before, it had a cozy ambience and the food tasted delicious, especially the croissants.
I painted my nails with some green nail polish. It was hard to handle it, the polish had a weird texture, i tought it was expired and threw it away, i used a more recently-bought one to paint my nails properly.
Today was a nice day.
this has been my favorite alex g song for 6 years. love it so much it brings me so much nostalgia
I read my book today
I wonder if I'll get an a
I raised my hand today
I wonder if you'll know my name
I wandered back and forth
I wonder what my life is worth
I wandered back and forth
I think im on the second floor
and I remeber you
and I know what you can do
and I know youd do it too
if time would just let you
i am a rocker now
I am a rocker now
and ill do whatever the fuck I want
and I am a cannibal
I am a cannibal
and ill eat whatever the fuck I want
are you okay
im not okay
in fact im sick today
I saw a picture of my face I look like a disgrace
you dont know me
im on the floor
but im just there to explore
and I remember you
and I know what you can do
and I know what you can do
and you know I'd do it for you :-)
thanks
No problem :-)
Shay Alexander forth
Sara w damn it :/
Sara w I just looked at your liked music. They're all bangers. Who r u, you're cool!
so glad i know about alex g. it made my life a whole lot better
finding alex g when i was 15 was either the best thing that ever happened to me or the catalyst for every bad thing that has happened since
On god bro
Day 279:
My uncle invited us over for lunch. My aunt had made chilli, and even tho i usually dont give a chance to chilli, it tasted really good.
I painted my nails and did some more self-care things since tomorrow i have to go to school again (sadly), but i hear that there isnt going to have school on friday.
I've been keeping up with my italian studies, and i can already write and understand some phrases! :D
i still need to practice my pronounce.
Today was a nice day.
Nice
cool
@@jordsealco7265 hey man, how's it going?
@chocolatebaunilha hi, thanks for asking, I'm feeling better rn
@@jordsealco7265 good to hear ❤️
Day 318:
It's been really cold again. I made tomato soup with toast for lunch, i think i didnt put enough water since it was a bit too sour, but it still tasted good, especially with the toast.
I went for a walk, but i didnt go as far as i wanted because it was too cold and starting to get dark.
Today was a nice day
its very cold here too, please stay safe ❤ i hope tomorrow will be another nice day for you!
I love my tomato soup like that, sounds like a good day!
happy you had a good day
Im glad you had a nice day!! 🖤 stay warm!!
@@joshieboi8082 tyy!!
Day 224:
I went to a birthday party of one of my mom's friend, nothing really exciting actually happened since i didn't knew most people there, i mostly just stayed swimming at the pool and ate a piece of cake, which was my favourite flavour luckily!!
I came back home really tired and took a nap and i finished my geography homework afterwards
Today was a nice day.
was revisiting old released unreleased and actual unreleased after going to a festival and showing some people alex. somehow post tiktok they didnt know. even at a folk festival? weird but i found dis shit here. wack af but i get it cause i used to write a ton of stuff like this too. just on reddit and not on here.
hope ur life goes well man. stuff gets worse for a while until you figure out that you need to make it better. then when you do its not hard and it does get better.
@@tzint56 tysm❤️ wise words
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Day 328:
Last day of the 2 week break.
At first i thought school would begin today, but i found out that there's gonna be a teacher conference so the school sorts out some things. So it will only begin tomorrow.
Italian studies are going well! I can understand a lot of new things and even make some conversations, i've been using 2 apps that really makes things easier.
One of my cousins is going to work on another city, so i went to visit her before she goes.
Today was a nice day
hearing this for the first time was magical all i could do was just sit in awe. alex g really has a gift its amazing
Day 38:
A book i ordered came in the mail, i started reading it today. So far it's a bit interesting, but i hope it'll becoke more interest as i keep reading it.
I did the laundry and some other chores, i find doing domestic chores really relaxing for some reason (except for washing the dishes).
I stayed out in the sun on my yard while i readed some more pages of my book, it soon started raining and i had to go back inside, but i made myself some hot cocoa, both sun and rain are nice wathers.
Today was a nice day.
Day 308:
Dad has inally leaved me alone for some time, he was very insistent but i think he understood why i dont want to talk to him.
Today was one of my cousin's birthday and we went to a restaurant. The food wasnt very good on my opinion, but my family seemed to like it and we had a good time overall :D
Today was a nice day.
aw, i hope you have a trillion more nice days
This song has been with me so long, and it has been there with me through so much
Day 10:
I didn't sleep very well last night, so i ate breakfast a did some small chores and went back to bed so i wouldn't be tired for the rest of the day.
I went to a big pond on the afternoon. The weather was nice, there was a lot of people walking around and the water looked absolutely beautiful. Idk why but being in the middle of nature is one of the best feelings for me, i also got to feed some friendly ducks some bread crumbs!
Returning home, i saw a ice cream shop i believe opened recently. I had a lot of distinct flavors, and i got to try matcha ice cream for the first time, definitely one of my new favorite flavors.
At home i just listened to some music while relaxing with my dog.
Today was a nice day.
(10 days btw!!)
i love these comments you make! you inspire me to go out more and enjoy life itself and be grateful for just living. i hope you have a great day/night.
@@SulimCornejo That's amazing man, keep enjoying life and don't ever lose this perk. :)
Day 102:
Thursday class schedule is usually pretty boring, but i get to spend more times with my friends and chat with them.
Summer is definitely already here and it's been hard to deal with the heat, but maybe i'll get to travel to a city that had a beach, so that's one of the benefits that comes with summer.
Today was a nice day.
Insanely well written, non disappointed.
Day 84:
Another teacher was absent and i didn't have one of my classes, during the free time i had, i painted my friend's nails and she painted mine as well.
I started watching spiral, i think it's kind of different from the other Saw movies, but i don't wanna miss any parts on the story, so i had to watch it.
Today was a nice day.
Alex g literally never misses
Day 282:
My teachers went on a strike this week, mom decided it would be better to stay home, so i just went to school on monday, and i only had one class that day.
My favorite mug ended up breaking, which i was expecting since i already had that mug for almost 3 years. I'll need to buy a new one tomorrow.
Today was a nice day
I hope you find a good mug
its nice to see your still doing these
sad for the mug(( when is your summer break? mine started today
@@jordsealco7265 hi! My summer break starts in December because i live in the southern hemisphere lol
Enjoy your free time!
@@chocolatebaunilhano summer break is suck I think
Day 36:
My eye got really irritaded during class, i tried to stay in class for as long as i could, but i didn't had any eyedrops with me, and my school doesnt have a nurse, so there was nowhere else to try to seek help and i eventually had to call my mom.
I took care of my eye when i got home and my eye soon became less irritated. I don't know why my eye suddenly started stinging during class, but i assumed it was maybe an eyelash or anything else.
I drew a landscape which didn't turn out exactly how i wanted it to be, but it kinda looked good
Today was a nice day.
Your entries are inspiring, it reminds me to just keep going. There's up and downs but still it's worth it.
@@Kaiju_67 i'm glad those silly entries inspire people
im glad i found this, even if im late, im still glad i found it
Day 27:
I skipped my first class, i went to a subway so i wouldn't spend the whole time just walking around, i didn't order anything, i just stayed there doing some homework, listening to music and seeing people enter and leave. I had to give my friend some special help, so the teacher excused me, me and my friend stayed outside of class after we solved the problem, but it only lasted 10 minutes, we had to go back to class after that. I played volley during PE class, but the ball was really heavy and hurted everyone's hand. My math teacher has been really stressed out lately and has been giving us a lot of homework which gets us really exhausted considering that we'll have to do a lot of tests and projects for the upcoming weeks.
When i was heading home i entered a store that never actually caught my attention, and they had a lot of cool stuff. I bought a scented candle and some school materials.
Today was a nice day.
that’s great
@@gabsp1124 :)
Day 238:
School went by really fast today, but i had an arts projects that i just refused to do because it was way too embarassing, mostly because i didn't had a team and i didn't want to do a presentation alone in front of the whole class. Its kind of annoying to think that i've been disliking the arts subject only because i have a bad teacher.
I went on a walk a little bit after lunch, but i had to come back home quickly cuz it started to rain.
Today was a nice day.
Day 203:
I came home from school earlier and helped mom clean the house. We also went to a tech since my phone has been having some problems- it restarts completely all of a sudden, idk if it may be a problem with the battery or something deeper, but i'll leave my phone at the tech's on monday and see what they can do about it.
Today was a nice day.
I love that you comment nearly everyday, your entries inspire me. I hope you’re doing good right now :)
@@1vywh1sper i'm glad that they inspire you♥️ i'm doing great :D
@@chocolatebaunilha good to know!
@@1vywh1sper Yeah!! It's my favorite show!! Nice craig pfp btw :D
@@chocolatebaunilha thank you :D
Day 126:
Me and my family went to my aunt's house to celebrate christmas, each one brought something for the supper.
We talked a lot and listened to some classical music. And we finally got to eat at midnight, some people from the other houses lit up fireworks and i had to lock myself and my dog in a room to try and calm her down.
Today was a nice day.+merry Christmas.❤️
merry christmas chocolate baunilha !! 🫶🏾🫶🏾
@@senylalala Ty!! To you too❤️
@@chocolatebaunilha :D
Day 179:
School was okay, but today i started packing my things for a trip that will happen tomorrow. It's been some time since i went to the beach, and i'm excited cuz not just the beach is amazing, but the city also is.
I also tried to enjoy most of my time with my dog, because she'll have to stay with grandma while i'm on the trip.
Today was a nice day
hope u have fun at the beach tomorrow :)
you are amazing.
Day 23:
I started the day by taking a long walk, the wind was really strong, which didn't bother me, and actually, made the walk more pleasing.
I tried drawing some instruments, i drew a violin, a guitar, a flute and the piano, out of all, the piano was the hardest to draw because i wanted to make it as detailed as possible.
I finished reading "The Little Prince" again while i heard my neighbour playing his new trumpet, i was thinking on having some guitar lessons with him since he is a music teacher.
Today was a nice day
Day 68:
I looked at my last entries and notices i've been feeling stressed lately, so i decided to try to remain calm during the day since the stress could affect me a lot.
I stayed quiet and lost in my own thoughts during the day, of course i didn't ignore my classmates and family members, but i did everything to avoid any frustation, which actually worked really well. I actually got irritated with a school project, but it was just a small moment.
Today was a nice day
Do you need money for a journal man
@suit_up0 no, i was just inspired by a guy making entries on a comment section and wanted to do the same lol
this song reminds me of how i felt in middle and high school and how much i struggled which sucks because right now im with my mother who disregards everything i ever struggled with and has to remind me of everything she’s gone through was much worse than what im dealing with and now that im an adult my only worth to her is the money i can get her to support the family and it should be no problem because nothing is wrong with me. nothing is wrong with me.
Day 55:
My eye was stinging a lot when i woke up. I tried to bear it for some time but it came to a point where i had to go to the doctor. I stayed in the waiting room for about 2 hours and the pain was desperating, i couldn't look at light for too long, and even when i stayed with my eyes closed it was still stinging. When i finally went to the doctor's office she examined me and found out i had a kind of bruise in my eye, probably caused by dust or an eyelash. She used a anesthesiating eyedrop and i got relieved for some time. My eye still hurted for some time, but i bought a specific eyedrop she reccommended me and i took a quick nap when i got home. Luckily, my eye was much better when i woke up. Tomorrow i'll go for another visit so i can get my eye checked again.
Today was a painful day. (But storms never last forever)
i can't stop playing this
god dam mit why do i always come back to this song
Day 189:
I've been talking a lot to a girl in class. We spent a lot of time talking about astronomy and movies (we also talked about my favorite movie, which is Luca) maybe we can become friends.
A boy flirted with me a bit, but i honestly think he did it as a joke since some of his friends were laughing behind him.
Today was a nice day.
Glad ur day was good!:D
hey hey !!
@@C4T_L0V3R1 Thank you!!
@@senylalala omg hi!!! How are you doing?? :D
blasting this during lunch because the lunchroom is super loud core!!!
"are you okay? im not okay, infact im sick today. i saw a picture of my face, i looked like a disgrace"
Day 111:
Some of my classmates called me during class while i was at home and we chatted a bit. Practically nothing important is happening in school anymore, the teachers just stay seated, using their phone or chatting with the students during class, but no subjects or anything. Guess the teachers just got tired too.
I went out for a walk with the intention of exploring some new place, but the sun was too hot and i immediately got very tired after an hour, so i had to change plans and have a smaller walk.
I got mad at my dog because she was hiding something in the dirt and ended getting a trail of dirty paws over the house and i obviously had to spend a long time cleaning up everything. But i didn't get mad for long, i know that she didn't had the intention and overall had no ideia that getting the floor dirty is a bad thing, so i forgived her.
Today was a nice day.
Day 130:
I went to the park with my dog and spent almost the whole noon there, i bought an ice cream and watched her socialize with some other dogs, but she got confused when another dog wanted to play with her and started running around her and jumping, guess she's just a bit slow.
I went with mom and grandma to my little cousin's house since it was her birthday, there wasn't a big party, just a cake and close family members, but i spent some time with my cousin and she told me about a recent trip she just did with her parents.
Today was a nice day.