i feel the same way about a lot of dumb stuff that happened when i was younger, to me it signifies a place of myself i havent fully confronted or understood and all i can really do about it is let the thought pass and try to understand if i was right feeling that way or where my feelings come from. its nothing to be embarrassed about really we all have those i think haha. btw man this video is exactly why i love ur channel i hope u can grow in a way to still keep this spirit in the video of casual chaos like we're peeking into what you ponder about.. keep it up!!
Totally relate my guy, That in between description hits home, i feel like we have similar trials and tribulations. Isolation and solitude are where its at for me as well. we shall prevail. Thank you, you da best!
It sounds like part of my childhood, but mine I believe was worse but I’m not getting into it here. Leave the past behind, let it go, it won’t do any good thinking about it.
I’m sorry that happened to you bro. That must have been kind of traumatizing. Feels like a real stab in the back from people close to you. Don’t be embarrassed about it still being on your mind from time to time. I think That is totally normal, happens to me too. Bands are a weird space at times. In my experience I feel like the relationships are so fragile because its such a ego sensitive space. My high school band ended in kind of an ugly way too and they were close friends of mine also. They probably didn’t want to talk about it with you because of the shame and regret surrounding the situation. I know I would feel the same way. An impulsive decision made out of fear or anger or whatever that hurt someone they care about I am sure hurts them too even to this day. Hard to express my full thoughts in a comment. Love you bro
i feel the same way about a lot of dumb stuff that happened when i was younger, to me it signifies a place of myself i havent fully confronted or understood and all i can really do about it is let the thought pass and try to understand if i was right feeling that way or where my feelings come from. its nothing to be embarrassed about really we all have those i think haha.
btw man this video is exactly why i love ur channel i hope u can grow in a way to still keep this spirit in the video of casual chaos like we're peeking into what you ponder about.. keep it up!!
thank you i really appreciate your kind feedback!
Totally relate my guy, That in between description hits home, i feel like we have similar trials and tribulations. Isolation and solitude are where its at for me as well. we shall prevail. Thank you, you da best!
glad u enjoyed and can relate :)
It sounds like part of my childhood, but mine I believe was worse but I’m not getting into it here. Leave the past behind, let it go, it won’t do any good thinking about it.
this is good perspective!
I’m sorry that happened to you bro. That must have been kind of traumatizing. Feels like a real stab in the back from people close to you. Don’t be embarrassed about it still being on your mind from time to time. I think That is totally normal, happens to me too.
Bands are a weird space at times. In my experience I feel like the relationships are so fragile because its such a ego sensitive space. My high school band ended in kind of an ugly way too and they were close friends of mine also.
They probably didn’t want to talk about it with you because of the shame and regret surrounding the situation. I know I would feel the same way. An impulsive decision made out of fear or anger or whatever that hurt someone they care about I am sure hurts them too even to this day.
Hard to express my full thoughts in a comment. Love you bro
im glad you can relate, and i appreciate your response man. love you bro, thanks for always being so supportive