shady, im so fucking proud of u for putting up thru everything that it took to drop paranoia. thank you so much for being here. im genuinely so excited for this to come out and i know you put literal blood sweat and tears into this and from the snips ive heard i know that this gonna b the best song yet and we gonna go crazy❤️🩹 #shadyfam
shady, i just wanted to tell you that your songs changed my life. they motivated me into working out more frequently and have generally improved my health and lifestyle. i just listened to this for 2 hours while i was outside and felt great. im feeling better than ive every felt in the past 3 years. love you youre the goat
I've listened to so many songs that were super catchy and nice, but eventually they all get old and eventually it loses that feel. Even if I try to stop listening to a song, I'll eventually get tired of it and wonder where that feeling I once had for it went. Yet somehow, after repeat and repeat, I just can't get enough. I'm a very avid music listener and I've listened to probably tens of thousands of songs yet none of them could replicate the same feel as this.
I love this song so much, i cant even explain how i feel when i listen to it. Its just like ear candy for me. The beat is perfect, the lyrics are perfect, literally everything is perfect. I cant stop listening to it, everytime i hear it playing i just feel so much better. Thanks for everything man
I've felt this way Oh no, I really shouldn't stay I've felt this way Oh no, I really shouldn't stay (fuck you, Shady) We fell in love in the fall, all through the night I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright I wonder if you'd see me the same without light I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie (paranoia) I know that you've been all alone You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia We fell in love in the fall, all through the night I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright I wonder if you'd see me the same without light I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie, paranoia I know that you've been all alone You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia I just spent ten racks and I ain't feel shit I need a new drug 'cause the shit don't ever hit I feel like everyone around me don't know shit They saying that they love me, but I know they lie sits I'm like, "Whoa, you don't know how it feels to be alone" 'Cause she got options on her phone You make my heart feel at home (paranoia) I don't give a fuck about your past I won't hold it against you The only thing I want is for our souls to be matched through I wish you'd see the same whenever I look at you, boo These feelings that I got won't disappear for a light Two years since it's been, girl, get out my brain You made me feel like every girl gon' be the fucking same I dropped Love Sick, Love Hound, Slo-mo, new shit When you gonna realize these songs about you, bitch? We fell in love in the fall, all through the night I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright I wonder if you'd see me the same without light I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie (paranoia) I know that you've been all alone You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia We fell in love in the fall, all through the night I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright I wonder if you'd see me the same without light I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie, paranoia I know that you've been all alone You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia we fell in love in the fall, all through the night I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright I wonder if you'd see me the same without light I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie, paranoia I know that you've been all alone You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia
shady can you please make more songs like love hound, love sick, moonlight shade, wish i never met you, cherry blossoms, crave you, one for me, potion of hearts and moonlight lovers? make 100 more because right now, its helping me cope with my depression and its so powerful that you have no idea! i need you to make more because i wanna make a 24hr+ playlist of your songs that have same genres as this! thank you for making this songs, good luck, be safe, we love ya man
we love you shady. especially me, you've gotten me through some tough times with your songs i love ur songs so much your such an awesome creator we all love you shady!!
I'm so happy I found shady and later found this song. Actually changed my life as I found this particular song while talking to someone, that someone is now more than just someone to me. This song low-key helped me understand her, the lyrics are spot-on. Not to mention the both of us are paranoid af about everything. I'll try to make her happy, I'd like to think we are a couple now, we both told eachother about how we feel, though nothing is official, I feel comfortable talking about it in this comment section. If anyone is interested about how it goes, ask me in the replies of this comment. I will most definitely respond.
never fail to make me smile just through a song, Keep it up shady. im proud of you through battling through everything it took to drop paranoia and not giving up after everything youve been through #shadyfam
I heard this great talent 1 year ago and the truth is it was one of the best things that happened in that time now I can't stop listening to it combines sad fragments with something addictive and epic great work
Shady you dont understand how much me and my MOTHER adore you its really weird because my mom doesnt believe in music like yours but were still blasting it all day every day. Love you shady #shadyfam
I just found out shady during a hard time rn and it helps so fucking much like I don’t want to sound like a cheese ball, but being in bed listening to ur music has helped more than you can image
shady I'm glad to see you've come this far I found you from your song cherry blossoms and I knew you were gonna get big from the instant I heard those lyrics
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years.
Another banger bro! Mutch love. I remember hearing charry blossoms for the first time. And ever since ive been in love with youre music. It helps me alot.
I know this was posted nearly a year ago but I genuinely love you music so much. Paranoia is my favorite song, not just by you but in general. Love you sm dude🫂
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shady, im so fucking proud of u for putting up thru everything that it took to drop paranoia. thank you so much for being here. im genuinely so excited for this to come out and i know you put literal blood sweat and tears into this and from the snips ive heard i know that this gonna b the best song yet and we gonna go crazy❤️🩹 #shadyfam
relax with the blood and tears
maybe sweat cause its hot but blood and tears its an overexaggeration
@@lemonke5341 ?
@Le Monk Bro it’s a phrase 💀
@@lemonke5341 monke🐒🐒🐒
its been 2 years and this is still prob his best song
fr
@Vapixed it's definitely in my personal top 3 but this being his absolute best is debatable
cherry blossoms aint that good
@oopsy_daisys cherry blossoms was never mentioned I just said that paranoia as his best song was debatable
@@ElLorax-h4c ah alr
crazy to see how far you’ve come bro, so proud of you
Shady man, your songs got me through a broken heart last year. Since then your music has given me an out when I feel lost. We love you shady
after all this time hes finally dropping it thank you for putting in this effort shady
congrats on being the comment on the spotify song cover!!
daddy 😩😩😫😫😫
shady, i just wanted to tell you that your songs changed my life. they motivated me into working out more frequently and have generally improved my health and lifestyle. i just listened to this for 2 hours while i was outside and felt great. im feeling better than ive every felt in the past 3 years. love you youre the goat
I feel like after knowing about him and his music for a year and a half he became a part of my life
same here
a month later, this song is still in my head, it’s like free therapy for me, thank you shady for making this song so catchy 😄😄😄
I've listened to so many songs that were super catchy and nice, but eventually they all get old and eventually it loses that feel. Even if I try to stop listening to a song, I'll eventually get tired of it and wonder where that feeling I once had for it went. Yet somehow, after repeat and repeat, I just can't get enough. I'm a very avid music listener and I've listened to probably tens of thousands of songs yet none of them could replicate the same feel as this.
I love this song so much, i cant even explain how i feel when i listen to it. Its just like ear candy for me. The beat is perfect, the lyrics are perfect, literally everything is perfect. I cant stop listening to it, everytime i hear it playing i just feel so much better. Thanks for everything man
I've felt this way
Oh no, I really shouldn't stay
I've felt this way
Oh no, I really shouldn't stay (fuck you, Shady)
We fell in love in the fall, all through the night
I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright
I wonder if you'd see me the same without light
I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie (paranoia)
I know that you've been all alone
You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone
You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you
Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia
We fell in love in the fall, all through the night
I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright
I wonder if you'd see me the same without light
I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie, paranoia
I know that you've been all alone
You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone
You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you
Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia
I just spent ten racks and I ain't feel shit
I need a new drug 'cause the shit don't ever hit
I feel like everyone around me don't know shit
They saying that they love me, but I know they lie sits
I'm like, "Whoa, you don't know how it feels to be alone"
'Cause she got options on her phone
You make my heart feel at home (paranoia)
I don't give a fuck about your past
I won't hold it against you
The only thing I want is for our souls to be matched through
I wish you'd see the same whenever I look at you, boo
These feelings that I got won't disappear for a light
Two years since it's been, girl, get out my brain
You made me feel like every girl gon' be the fucking same
I dropped Love Sick, Love Hound, Slo-mo, new shit
When you gonna realize these songs about you, bitch?
We fell in love in the fall, all through the night
I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright
I wonder if you'd see me the same without light
I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie (paranoia)
I know that you've been all alone
You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone
You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you
Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia
We fell in love in the fall, all through the night
I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright
I wonder if you'd see me the same without light
I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie, paranoia
I know that you've been all alone
You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone
You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you
Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia
we fell in love in the fall, all through the night
I feel like when I'm with you, everything's alright
I wonder if you'd see me the same without light
I wonder if you love me, or you're telling me a lie, paranoia
I know that you've been all alone
You never had the feel, so you're glued to your phone
You tell me I'm the same 'cause your last ones played you
Girl, I'm tryna save you, November hits, paranoia
Tysm ❤️
HOW CAN A SONG BE SO GOOD OMFG
love hound is even better lmaoo (this song insane still)
Never gets old
Your music is amazing shady it makes me feel so much better when I’m upset I can’t wait for this to come out and we’re all proud of you ☾
DUDEE i’m so excited i’m so proud of u shady you’ve gone a long way i love ur music
Every single time one of these bangers release i put them on repeat till the next one drops. Keep up the work Shady, love u
BEST SONG EVER!!!!!
song of the summer 🔥🔥🔥
Shady never fails when it comes to dropping absolute head banging bangers
LOVE THIS AND ALL YOUR OTHER MUSIC WITH MY HEART AND SOUL PLEASE KEEP CREATING THESE MASTERPIECES
Dude I've been here since the black vans days SO fucking proud of u and Happy for u rn keep killing it man
Been listening to this everyday on repeat since it dropped, never gets old this shit frl fire 🔥
1:26 love that line lol, the way ik and love all those songs
shady can you please make more songs like love hound, love sick, moonlight shade, wish i never met you, cherry blossoms, crave you, one for me, potion of hearts and moonlight lovers?
make 100 more because right now, its helping me cope with my depression and its so powerful that you have no idea! i need you to make more because i wanna make a 24hr+ playlist of your songs that have same genres as this!
thank you for making this songs, good luck, be safe, we love ya man
😊😊
Can’t go a day without this song.Thank you for this masterpiece🙏🙏🙏
shady congratss :)) we are so proud of u, continue doing crazy things like this!
this deadass one of his best songs
homie snapped in this shit
Is it me or is shady moons the most aesthetic of aesthetic rappers cos I just wanna fall into a pit of flowers and light up🔥😩
Most genuine and W artist I’ve seen
we love you shady. especially me, you've gotten me through some tough times with your songs i love ur songs so much your such an awesome creator we all love you shady!!
you cannot love someone else if you can't love yourself. " this word changed my life fr
this is a masterpiece in everyway possible...
Your songs are literally my drug at this point
Thank you for making such amazing music im always gonna be here till death
Cant wait for this❤️🙏
I'm so happy I found shady and later found this song. Actually changed my life as I found this particular song while talking to someone, that someone is now more than just someone to me. This song low-key helped me understand her, the lyrics are spot-on. Not to mention the both of us are paranoid af about everything. I'll try to make her happy, I'd like to think we are a couple now, we both told eachother about how we feel, though nothing is official, I feel comfortable talking about it in this comment section. If anyone is interested about how it goes, ask me in the replies of this comment. I will most definitely respond.
fake ahh fann
@@lennifrimodig6997 huh, fyi I've followed shady ever since cherry blossoms dropped
Update? 🙏
@@beatslist Officially a couple, both trying to make it as healthy of a relationship as possible
@@h_oom4114 damn, good luck
Came back and its still a good song😊
we luv shady
Wow we've waited so long and its finally out! Definitely worth the wait
I got recommended this song two days ago out of nowhere then I remembered listening to it glad I did
Been waiting for this to drop and it’s my third day listening to it.
1:13 is my favorite line and the one i relate with most
just stumbled upon a masterpiece, your music is amazing man keep up this you deserve so much more support bro. have a great day
I love this song bro i got this on repeat keep up the grind you the best artist ive heard in a min
LET'S GXXXX SHADY 😭💕🐐
never fail to make me smile just through a song, Keep it up shady. im proud of you through battling through everything it took to drop paranoia and not giving up after everything youve been through #shadyfam
Criminally underrated
amazing fr we love you shady
As letras dele batem de um jeito
diferente. ❤️🥺
From Brazil 🇧🇷
Finally TH-cam actual gives good music I can add to my Music Playlist.
i listen to this song like everyday. its so catchy, i cant believe its so underrated. keep your music up man
I heard this great talent 1 year ago and the truth is it was one of the best things that happened in that time now I can't stop listening to it combines sad fragments with something addictive and epic great work
ur songs are amazing ive been listening to your music for about a year or two now keep up the good work...
Shady you is my best singer at the moment ... you save from depression dude i love you so much 😢😢
shady, you are so damn talented you never disappoint, i love u bro.
have this on replay all the time now
Hokyshit nah man gotta thank you for everything big up shady . We love you #shadyfam
Shady you dont understand how much me and my MOTHER adore you its really weird because my mom doesnt believe in music like yours but were still blasting it all day every day. Love you shady #shadyfam
my man went from making songs abt women to making songs abt women but BETTER IM PROUD OF U SHADY
Shady Moon's music sounds like the feeling of having a crush
These could be used in edits
I'm so ready when it come out 😫♥️
BABE WAKE UP SHADY POSTED
My favorite song if yours, keep going and let love find you ❤️
produced by me🖤🖤🖤
YEA!
best of best for me shady💓
This song>>>>>>
i feel like this should blow up more (:
we are proud of you shady keep on doing this and you will blow up even more (:
Had to come back miss this so much
I just found out shady during a hard time rn and it helps so fucking much like I don’t want to sound like a cheese ball, but being in bed listening to ur music has helped more than you can image
that always puts me in a good mood when i go to work thank you😍
Had to come back Ong 0:01
i came back to this shit bro i remember seeing another vers of this without the lyrics before the release, shit got me waiting for the real one
Shady thanks for the bangers and your effort for your songs means so much man you deserve the world 🌍 ❤️
Definitely my favourite song by you
shady I'm glad to see you've come this far I found you from your song cherry blossoms and I knew you were gonna get big from the instant I heard those lyrics
a year. n I'm still addicted to ts
been listening to you for a pretty long time now and this is definitely your best song. u helped me through a very very tough time and thank you
Paranoia took so much effort for you to release shady and i am so proud of you for working through that to drop this.
This is your year man.
🌙❤🩹
idc if this banger is 1 year old it still hits the fkin same ❤🩹
oml how did i find ur comment-
@@xVip3R .
A Masterpiece ❤
Shady I love you so much that your music helped my
Depression go away
Bro just dont stop.
the wait is finally over 😮💨🖤
I love this song so much
Been listening to the leaked version for so long now, can't wait for this
after so long he finally dropped it 😩😩
Underrated.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I needed this thank you sooo much man
Shady I love your music so much, I can relate to it and there is so much emotion put into it. Love you man❤
it feels good when im traveling and im putting this song on the speaker 🥰🥰
Shady ur extremely underrated I hope you get the fame you deserve one day
music like this tbh keeps me looking for more in life
Another banger bro! Mutch love. I remember hearing charry blossoms for the first time. And ever since ive been in love with youre music. It helps me alot.
Proud to be here before this blows up🪐🪐
I love this. so much. my new favorite song and a great video to go with it too.
i relate to it too, love u shady
BRO THIS IS STRGHT GAS no cap
I know this was posted nearly a year ago but I genuinely love you music so much. Paranoia is my favorite song, not just by you but in general. Love you sm dude🫂
Shady I swear you never disappoint me you deserve more attention I’m so proud how far you really did come keep going !!
this is literally the best song in the whole world
this needs more attention - ily music smmm
it only hurts more when you relate directly to the song