Because you are hurt Sayori,badly hurt and you cannot forget that pain. Don't worry my friend i understand you very well... I'm here for you, and as long as i'll be here with you, you will never feel alone, i promise...
This is simply one of the most beautiful pieces I've heard, and I'm speechless. I never stop talking. But... This... Every time I replay the video, I descend deeper and deeper into a bittersweet mess... It... Let's me look back at this particular scene. I was just a newly fledged weeb or something along those lines and... Well. I heard about this cool spooky video game about literature and cute girls... I'd seen the memes about Sayori and Yuri... I was curious... So I installed Doki Doki Literature Club, my first true Visual Novel and... I feel in love with the characters, specifically Yuri and Sayori. Well... I saw, to be more accurate, I applied my past experiences onto them, I'd read Lovecraftian horror with Yuri, enjoyed a baked treat and watch a cute anime with Natsuki, chill out with Sayori (maybe listening to bittersweet songs), and I'd enjoy becoming a better writer with Monika... I had by the time of act 1 forgotten completely about the memes, the waifu wars and... I was happy... And then... She confessed. I have depression, yes another attention whore needing 'help' owo, and... a few months back I wasn't in a good place... Hell... It was more than a few months, it seems like years now. I'll skip over the life story, but, I got help for my depression, as well as my 'attempt'. How I overlooked the symptoms of Sayori's depression, I'll never truly know. But... The first time I played the game. Her depression scared me... It... It was a mirror. The want to help other's and just want their own happiness above my own. The... Bad thoughts... She wanted a happy ending so bad... It felt so real. She didn't have other personality traits, at least not to everyone outside of my head. I took these characters into my mind, and they grew. They become more human... As I said, I loved them. I got attached to them. And that's the beauty of DDLC. One second you're seemingly forming close bonds with personality traits, and then turn around and you've grown to enjoy, love, or relate with a character. A history, a mind, a body. Anything and everything... The ending of act 1 wasn't terrifying. It was alarming, and I almost cried. I felt as if I lost a friend. Not only that, but I had chosen to not love her back, which made me feel even worse. It was what my family and friends would have felt if I had committed suicide. I had to take 2 shots of vodka(?) before continuing the game, which of course took a turn for the worst. Act 2 had me... A tad numb throughout it's course, save for Yuri's unfortunate demise. I had jumped back in shook and almost cried, as I had witnessed this shy, intelligent girl, who had her weird habits and yes, thicc goth gf tiddies, become demented in front of my very eyes. It was the first time I had seen something like this. I had chosen this girl, for her breast and spooky side, thinking she was going to 'snap' or go psychotic from the get-go. Instead I was face to face with my past self. Shy, tall, and a huge nerd for literature. They would have gotten along great had the scenario been in our favors. She was hiding things, and I was so curious. Not many times has my curiosity for something been punished as bad as DDLC. Her decent was, in my mind, realistic. Nobody noticed anything different. I noticed slightly. But the trap had already been set. Yuri's more negative traits scared me, as did the minor Monika tidbits. I hadn't noticed Monika beforehand. I was so shortsighted. Monika had deleted Yuri and Natsuki, as well as Sayori. And, as soon as I figured out how to delete her, I did. As if she was a demented spirit. And I proceeded to Act 4. I was horrified as Sayori repeated the former club president's mistakes. And I thought that was it. I listened to Your Reality, and was about to cry at the end. And then I talked with people, I was informed of a... Happier ending. I wanted that... So bad. From the beginning. I decided I would go with Sayori's route last. I saw what would happen if she was not loved, so how about loving her instead. And, by this time, I was in love with Yuri and Natsuki. They had been fleshed out, compared to my first playthrough. Sayori... Her route was beautiful. It showed me the side that I thought I would never get to see. The onlooker into the depressed one's thoughts. I yelled at MC for every dumb thing he did, until I realized, that I had disregarded Sayori just like MC did. I... never actually realized this until now... Some people are just good at masking their depression it seems... And then I loved Sayori, and decided to love her. It ended on the same note as my first time playing through act 1. And I realized it. The illusion of choice had been thrown off my head, and... I was unprepared. It broke my heart seeing Sayori, Yuri, and Natsuki break down, getting to know each one, and never fully appreciating them until it was too late. I was, understandably, very angry towards Monika, who I thought a monster. Until I listened to her. I had skipped through her lines of dialogue first time, so I read. And read. And read. I, just as I did with the previous girls, saw herself in her, and grew attached, and in love with Monika. I thought about it from her perspective... Nobody was to blame for this unfortunate series of events. She was not complete justified, and by no means do I promote what she did but... She was just a high-school girl, trapped in a world comprised of pictures, code and 3 other people, who where also comprised of code. After all... That's what any onlooker would see, is the smiles and 'love' in the visual novel. Not... The... Actual characters themselves. And why would anyone care what the characters saw, it harmed nobody... Right? I... I still question it to this day... Only one other time has a game made me think about the characters and how *they* felt (The game was Undertale, and yeah shut the hell your mouth, it was nice, before the fandom). It's caused me to be more compassionate to people, no matter how fake they seem, because there is always somebody behind the mask. A living being, full of positives and negatives. I don't quite remember where I was going with this to be frank, but... What I guess I've been trying to say is... That I've been shot through the heart, and you're to blame. You give love, a bad name.
This is awesome. Its astounding to see someone else who thinks DDLC was an outstanding game. DDLC has inspired me to make my own visual novel. Its still hard work but I think I can get ir done, like soundtrack, sprites, backgrounds etc. My point is this is an awesome game, and I'm glad someone else sees the deepness of the game
While reading this I was tearing up, I have never related to a comment even more in my life and with this song playing in the background I couldn’t help but shed a tear. It’s amazing how much a game can make you think, feel, and act as a person.
This music literaly makes me cry. It's just so good.. And it reminds me of some moments I spend with my mother. But like, this is the best song I've heard in a really long time. Like, it actualy makes me cry.
0:53 This sounds like you're in the stage and seeing a light flashing to you, like you're alone in the concert and immediately you stand there feeling emotional and happy 🤧💝
for those curious: chords are Gadd9 to Fadd9 throughout most of the song (G mixolydian), arpeggiated 1-5-9-10 [9 and 10 being the major ninth and major tenth (major third, up an octave)] at 0:53, the chords are Ebmaj7, Dm, Ebmaj7, Fadd9, before returning to the Gadd9-Fadd9 vamp
This music just catches the scene as a whole and how the player is feeling during it. Sad and helpless. Such a great song. If they would remaster it (what will never happen) they should let you make the soundtrack.
finally. finally! this is really all I wanted. there's no need to spend the weekend with Monika. don't listen to her. just come to my house instead! the whole day with just the two of us... doesn't that sound wonderful? Ahahaha! wow... there really is something wrong with me, isn't there? but you know what? I don't care anymore! I've never felt this good in my whole life! just being with you is a far greater pleasure than anything I could imagine. I'm addicted to you. it feels like I'm going to die if I'm not beathing the same air as you... doesn't it feel nice to have someone care about you that much? to have someone who wants to revolve their life around you? but if it feels so good... then why does it feel more and more like something... horrible is going to happen? maybe thats why I tried stopping myself at first... but the feeling is too strong now. I don't care anymore! I have to tell you! I'm...I'm madly in love with you! it feels like every inch of my body... every drop of blood in me... is sreaming your name. I don't care what the consequences are anymore! I don't care if Monika is listening! please, just know how much I love you. I love you so much that I even touch myself with the pen I stole from you. I just want to pull your skin open and crawl inside of you! I want you all to myself. and I will be only yours. doesn't that sound perfect?! tell me. tell me you want to be my lover? do you accept my confession?
If I didn't know what the reasoning behind this piece was, then I don't think I would be sad listening to it. But the fact that I know what goes on while this music is playing makes me really sad. Sayori.. you'll be okay, I promise I shall add that this song is in C major
someone: what is the definition of real music? Me: let me send you a link
"Why won't the rainclouds go away?"
I don't know sayori, i don't know... *cries*
Because you are hurt Sayori,badly hurt and you cannot forget that pain. Don't worry my friend i understand you very well... I'm here for you, and as long as i'll be here with you, you will never feel alone, i promise...
@@jay3252 Aww boo hoo
mood
i will make sure they fucking will.
Not gonna lie, this made me cry. I haven't had that happen to me in a long time.
same, sayori's the best character ever.
I feel like Sayori is even more real than Monika
"why won't the rain clouds go away?"
That feels man
That sentence hit me hard
This video deserves more views than what it has right now.
YES
This is simply one of the most beautiful pieces I've heard, and I'm speechless. I never stop talking. But... This... Every time I replay the video, I descend deeper and deeper into a bittersweet mess... It... Let's me look back at this particular scene.
I was just a newly fledged weeb or something along those lines and... Well. I heard about this cool spooky video game about literature and cute girls... I'd seen the memes about Sayori and Yuri... I was curious... So I installed Doki Doki Literature Club, my first true Visual Novel and... I feel in love with the characters, specifically Yuri and Sayori. Well... I saw, to be more accurate, I applied my past experiences onto them, I'd read Lovecraftian horror with Yuri, enjoyed a baked treat and watch a cute anime with Natsuki, chill out with Sayori (maybe listening to bittersweet songs), and I'd enjoy becoming a better writer with Monika... I had by the time of act 1 forgotten completely about the memes, the waifu wars and... I was happy... And then... She confessed.
I have depression, yes another attention whore needing 'help' owo, and... a few months back I wasn't in a good place... Hell... It was more than a few months, it seems like years now. I'll skip over the life story, but, I got help for my depression, as well as my 'attempt'. How I overlooked the symptoms of Sayori's depression, I'll never truly know. But... The first time I played the game. Her depression scared me... It... It was a mirror. The want to help other's and just want their own happiness above my own. The... Bad thoughts... She wanted a happy ending so bad... It felt so real. She didn't have other personality traits, at least not to everyone outside of my head. I took these characters into my mind, and they grew. They become more human... As I said, I loved them. I got attached to them. And that's the beauty of DDLC. One second you're seemingly forming close bonds with personality traits, and then turn around and you've grown to enjoy, love, or relate with a character. A history, a mind, a body. Anything and everything...
The ending of act 1 wasn't terrifying. It was alarming, and I almost cried. I felt as if I lost a friend. Not only that, but I had chosen to not love her back, which made me feel even worse. It was what my family and friends would have felt if I had committed suicide. I had to take 2 shots of vodka(?) before continuing the game, which of course took a turn for the worst. Act 2 had me... A tad numb throughout it's course, save for Yuri's unfortunate demise. I had jumped back in shook and almost cried, as I had witnessed this shy, intelligent girl, who had her weird habits and yes, thicc goth gf tiddies, become demented in front of my very eyes. It was the first time I had seen something like this. I had chosen this girl, for her breast and spooky side, thinking she was going to 'snap' or go psychotic from the get-go. Instead I was face to face with my past self. Shy, tall, and a huge nerd for literature. They would have gotten along great had the scenario been in our favors. She was hiding things, and I was so curious. Not many times has my curiosity for something been punished as bad as DDLC. Her decent was, in my mind, realistic. Nobody noticed anything different. I noticed slightly. But the trap had already been set. Yuri's more negative traits scared me, as did the minor Monika tidbits. I hadn't noticed Monika beforehand. I was so shortsighted.
Monika had deleted Yuri and Natsuki, as well as Sayori. And, as soon as I figured out how to delete her, I did. As if she was a demented spirit. And I proceeded to Act 4. I was horrified as Sayori repeated the former club president's mistakes. And I thought that was it. I listened to Your Reality, and was about to cry at the end. And then I talked with people, I was informed of a... Happier ending. I wanted that... So bad. From the beginning. I decided I would go with Sayori's route last. I saw what would happen if she was not loved, so how about loving her instead. And, by this time, I was in love with Yuri and Natsuki. They had been fleshed out, compared to my first playthrough. Sayori... Her route was beautiful. It showed me the side that I thought I would never get to see. The onlooker into the depressed one's thoughts. I yelled at MC for every dumb thing he did, until I realized, that I had disregarded Sayori just like MC did. I... never actually realized this until now... Some people are just good at masking their depression it seems... And then I loved Sayori, and decided to love her. It ended on the same note as my first time playing through act 1. And I realized it. The illusion of choice had been thrown off my head, and... I was unprepared. It broke my heart seeing Sayori, Yuri, and Natsuki break down, getting to know each one, and never fully appreciating them until it was too late.
I was, understandably, very angry towards Monika, who I thought a monster. Until I listened to her. I had skipped through her lines of dialogue first time, so I read. And read. And read. I, just as I did with the previous girls, saw herself in her, and grew attached, and in love with Monika. I thought about it from her perspective... Nobody was to blame for this unfortunate series of events. She was not complete justified, and by no means do I promote what she did but... She was just a high-school girl, trapped in a world comprised of pictures, code and 3 other people, who where also comprised of code. After all... That's what any onlooker would see, is the smiles and 'love' in the visual novel. Not... The... Actual characters themselves. And why would anyone care what the characters saw, it harmed nobody... Right? I... I still question it to this day... Only one other time has a game made me think about the characters and how *they* felt (The game was Undertale, and yeah shut the hell your mouth, it was nice, before the fandom). It's caused me to be more compassionate to people, no matter how fake they seem, because there is always somebody behind the mask. A living being, full of positives and negatives. I don't quite remember where I was going with this to be frank, but... What I guess I've been trying to say is... That I've been shot through the heart, and you're to blame. You give love, a bad name.
Dear lord I dind't think my comment was this long until I posted it mlao... Amazing.
This is awesome. Its astounding to see someone else who thinks DDLC was an outstanding game. DDLC has inspired me to make my own visual novel. Its still hard work but I think I can get ir done, like soundtrack, sprites, backgrounds etc.
My point is this is an awesome game, and I'm glad someone else sees the deepness of the game
SO
MANY
WORDS
XD
While reading this I was tearing up, I have never related to a comment even more in my life and with this song playing in the background I couldn’t help but shed a tear. It’s amazing how much a game can make you think, feel, and act as a person.
Lmaoo great comment my dude
I just played through this part of the game, and your version would just make this moment even more memorable. Good Job!
Thanks, that means a lot! Doki Doki's OST is fantastic at setting the tone of its moments.
heyitsjosh It really is- I yet have to go through the other routes of the game. I'm pretty excited!
So, how was your experience?
Ankit Kashyap Pretty disturbing.
I think it could be in something like ddlc: the movie if there was any
My eyes are just cosplaying as a waterfall
that one dislike was Monika.
Edit: To clarify, there was one dislike on the video when I found it and made this comment.
Second dislike: "Am I a joke to you?"
3rd dislike : i have made a 3rd account
4th dislike: random clone acc from random DDLC hater
5th dislike: they misclicked the like button from the tears
6th dislike: I have no taste in music.
how do i hug a fictional character
shatter the laws of reality through sheer will probably
@@spectoestis3106 you’re right
Not gonna lie two years later this is still amazing
It's been 10 months since I last played DDLC. I'm thinking of playing it again
Real
Ok, but why does this _only_ have 1275 likes. This is criminally underrated.
Wow just sad
This music literaly makes me cry. It's just so good.. And it reminds me of some moments I spend with my mother. But like, this is the best song I've heard in a really long time. Like, it actualy makes me cry.
OH MY GOOSH I LOVE IT
I’m crying oh my god. This is gorgeous and so bittersweet.
5 years ago...
6 years bro
An excellent music video from my favourite music channel is such a good start to 2018
That's incredibly humbling. Thank you so much!
also a great start to 2023!
0:53 This sounds like you're in the stage and seeing a light flashing to you, like you're alone in the concert and immediately you stand there feeling emotional and happy 🤧💝
This deserves so much more love!
for those curious:
chords are Gadd9 to Fadd9 throughout most of the song (G mixolydian), arpeggiated 1-5-9-10 [9 and 10 being the major ninth and major tenth (major third, up an octave)]
at 0:53, the chords are Ebmaj7, Dm, Ebmaj7, Fadd9, before returning to the Gadd9-Fadd9 vamp
Holy crap I can't believe this doesn't have more views. Amazing!
Those moments when I was happy
Underrated video.
i gently open the door...
Sayori do be hanging
...And saw Sayori is overslept again... what a dummy...
heyitsjosh you said everything "Absolutely fell in love with this game"......., really beautiful
The most powerful music of the game, in the most powerful moment of the story
I feel like this really captures Sayori's depression and Yuri's intense feelings when they both confess to you.
This is actually amazing. Mad props.
this is so good!
It sweet, soft, touching, and warm.
it's so lovely! thank you so much
This music just catches the scene as a whole and how the player is feeling during it. Sad and helpless. Such a great song. If they would remaster it (what will never happen) they should let you make the soundtrack.
Just a few seconds in and I'm tearing up.
I need an orchestral version of "My Feelings". This was perfect, but imagine that song.
Sayori is best girl and I will 1v1 you on that
I agree
It's funny because I made this comment a year ago
@@TheRealJaydenJohnson ops, didn't look at that, but my point stills stands
This is amazing! Have you considered posting this on Reddit? I'm sure the people there will love it!
This cover's criminally underrated, it's beautiful
Se que aqui todos hablan ingles pero tengo que decir que My confession cuando jugue a Doki Doki si que me hizo llorar 😥
I love this! ❤It sounds great with headphones.
Beautiful work. It sounds truly intimate and bittersweet. Love it a lot!
this song actually made me cry
Nice one!
Glad you liked it! Thanks for listening~
heyitsjosh I like your remixes, keep up the good work! :D
This is beautiful!!
aggressive sobbing
Yes. Just. Yes.
Wow. I am so late for this! I love this song so much, would have enjoyed this more if it didn't remind me of Sayo-Nara (Sayori's Death Theme).
This is beautiful, can't believe that only a few of people listen to this
really beautiful, well done man
wow, this is stunning. im shocked ive only found this now! amazing work :)
Thank you, it makes my day to know people are still discovering and enjoying this one.
finally. finally!
this is really all I wanted.
there's no need to spend
the weekend with Monika.
don't listen to her.
just come to my house instead!
the whole day with just the two of us...
doesn't that sound wonderful?
Ahahaha!
wow... there really is something
wrong with me, isn't there?
but you know what?
I don't care anymore!
I've never felt this
good in my whole life!
just being with you is
a far greater pleasure
than anything I could imagine.
I'm addicted to you.
it feels like I'm going
to die if I'm not
beathing the same air as you...
doesn't it feel nice to have
someone care about you that much?
to have someone who wants to
revolve their life around you?
but if it feels so good...
then why does it feel more
and more like something...
horrible is going to happen?
maybe thats why I tried
stopping myself at first...
but the feeling is too strong now.
I don't care anymore!
I have to tell you!
I'm...I'm madly in love with you!
it feels like every inch of my body...
every drop of blood in me...
is sreaming your name.
I don't care what the
consequences are anymore!
I don't care if Monika is listening!
please, just know how much I love you.
I love you so much
that I even touch myself with
the pen I stole from you.
I just want to pull your skin
open and crawl inside of you!
I want you all to myself.
and I will be only yours.
doesn't that sound perfect?!
tell me.
tell me you want to be my lover?
do you accept my confession?
It's sooo sad 💔
:-O!! It reminds me a lot of Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Explorers of Darkness, oddly enough.
This is beautiful.
Awesome track! I love your remixes, but would youe please do one of the Title Screen theme of Mario & Luigi Superstar Saga? I would love that one.
Все ещё переслушиваю часто по вечерам, сколько бы времени не прошло
this game had the best soundtrack.
Ohhhh.... Sayoru
I-I’m fine! I swear! There’s just some sand in my eyes... Ehehe~
Very underrated
If I didn't know what the reasoning behind this piece was, then I don't think I would be sad listening to it. But the fact that I know what goes on while this music is playing makes me really sad. Sayori.. you'll be okay, I promise
I shall add that this song is in C major
Sounds like a Soundtrack from Minecraft!
What instruments did you use to make this? This is a stunning cover, the effort and emotion can be both felt and heard in this. Love your work. ❤️
Nice
WHY IS THI S SO UNDERRATED AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
This is so good
I want to fucking die.
ToastGhost... I hope you now be happier! This game was very hard to many of us... how are you?
Astronomia a.k.a coffin song
New sub
Great now i have a depression again
I use music for my birthday tomorrow :|
The ninjas are cutting onions again :(
Indeed ;-;
no son
Could I possibly use this for a DDLC mod I'm working on?
it's finished?
10 Pentillion over 10
Epic
DDLC: The Movie (2025)
someone do this no joke
(Sorry im 4 months late lmao more like 4 years tho)
Fr fr
Buena cansion
pretty :')
Sounds like a Minecraft song
Лишь САЙОРИ ❤
Да
spotify?
666 likes?! WHAT THE HELL??!!??!!
I-I Can't Hear This Song Without Crying 😭😭
Ok
Bro lost his ears, so sad :(
Listen to this song*
e
Can I use this in my DDLC mod?
Yes, as long as I'm credited! I'd love to play the mod when it's available too.
Sure! Thank you!
I'll be sure to notify you as soon as I release it!
@@gv245vgcp2 How's it going so far?
Very sad
Fuck.
Porque me siento tan como sayori?
What if this were in the original game?
gg
Anime doki please.
I love how you put a bit of the main theme at the end
I really do love this, thank you so much is my favorite song of the game