Hey I wanted to chime in again if you don't mind. I'm at 5 minutes and 29 seconds in the video and your thoughts on experiencing unconditional love for the first time in the after-wards, really hit me quite marginally hard like a melted stick of butter on my shin bone. When you mentioned that no one, in your opinion , really experiences unconditional love in this life except for maybe (as an example: visiting a therapist)... I almost jumped up, yelled "ah-ha", pointing at you, and declared you a charlatan! Or perhaps even an NPC! Let me explain... ... In 2015 I gave up television, movies, my job, career, My religion, my fiance, my alcohol addiction ... hell even all women in general and begin my wakey wakey process as I'm sure you know all about. But one thing I did as I look back that I'm so grateful for and I don't really know why I did this, is that I got a dog. My first. And I decided to replace my fiance with a dog because well you know it's like that Sandra Bullock movie where she gets a plant to take care of. I then trained it, loved it and hugged it and eventually it became my service dog as I have epilepsy. And eventually this dog passed away in 2018 and during the pandemic I got another dog and then when this one passed, I got suckered into another one and then another one after that, well then I'm on my 4th right now & she's laying in my bed with me as I type. I know it sounds cute but she's a 2-year-old massive German Shepherd and she really is a bed hog. However I digress , let me shorten this essay most ASAP. I have pretty much... No actually not pretty much, I've 100% been living since 2015 as an introverted hermit. Except for my furry best and only friends. (Koda, Zeus, Grizzwald & MON-GOOSE). I was alone. And I freaking loved it. Okay this is the part where I should probably relate it to you and this video. Has Mark Twain once said " the more I spend time with my dog the more I hate people". All they have is unconditional love. All they want is to give it. I have a hard time socially interacting with people because of the absolute f****** fakeness which is so deafening and obvious now. To be honest, when my first step outside of the construct happens... I'm so looking forward to four little furry unconditional loving monsters running my direction. And it won't seem odd or different or awkward.... It will just seem like home. And if there is some eternal spark up there or Spirit of some godly perfection and unconditional love who relates to me in the same way and bring it on man bring it on. ... Oh and PS, your video just barely finished and you are 100% correct on that last statement. HELL no! I ain't ever coming back! Never Never :). Amen. Thanks for the video and your refreshing perspective... It is exactly what I needed today. Have a great great day! 🐕Oh and for the next video (if possibly not too awkward) would you mind speaking up a bit? As in the volume of your voice? Thank you so so very much... You have no idea how difficult it was keeping my thoughts pure while writing this essay with the ASMR goddess breathing through both ears in stereo 😊
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And I love hearing your thoughts on this!!
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Hey I wanted to chime in again if you don't mind.
I'm at 5 minutes and 29 seconds in the video and your thoughts on experiencing unconditional love for the first time in the after-wards, really hit me quite marginally hard like a melted stick of butter on my shin bone.
When you mentioned that no one, in your opinion , really experiences unconditional love in this life except for maybe (as an example: visiting a therapist)... I almost jumped up, yelled "ah-ha", pointing at you, and declared you a charlatan! Or perhaps even an NPC! Let me explain...
... In 2015 I gave up television, movies, my job, career, My religion, my fiance, my alcohol addiction ... hell even all women in general and begin my wakey wakey process as I'm sure you know all about. But one thing I did as I look back that I'm so grateful for and I don't really know why I did this, is that I got a dog. My first. And I decided to replace my fiance with a dog because well you know it's like that Sandra Bullock movie where she gets a plant to take care of. I then trained it, loved it and hugged it and eventually it became my service dog as I have epilepsy. And eventually this dog passed away in 2018 and during the pandemic I got another dog and then when this one passed, I got suckered into another one and then another one after that, well then I'm on my 4th right now & she's laying in my bed with me as I type. I know it sounds cute but she's a 2-year-old massive German Shepherd and she really is a bed hog.
However I digress , let me shorten this essay most ASAP. I have pretty much... No actually not pretty much, I've 100% been living since 2015 as an introverted hermit. Except for my furry best and only friends. (Koda, Zeus, Grizzwald & MON-GOOSE). I was alone. And I freaking loved it.
Okay this is the part where I should probably relate it to you and this video. Has Mark Twain once said " the more I spend time with my dog the more I hate people". All they have is unconditional love. All they want is to give it. I have a hard time socially interacting with people because of the absolute f****** fakeness which is so deafening and obvious now. To be honest, when my first step outside of the construct happens... I'm so looking forward to four little furry unconditional loving monsters running my direction. And it won't seem odd or different or awkward.... It will just seem like home. And if there is some eternal spark up there or Spirit of some godly perfection and unconditional love who relates to me in the same way and bring it on man bring it on.
... Oh and PS, your video just barely finished and you are 100% correct on that last statement. HELL no! I ain't ever coming back! Never Never :). Amen.
Thanks for the video and your refreshing perspective... It is exactly what I needed today. Have a great great day!
🐕Oh and for the next video (if possibly not too awkward) would you mind speaking up a bit? As in the volume of your voice? Thank you so so very much... You have no idea how difficult it was keeping my thoughts pure while writing this essay with the ASMR goddess breathing through both ears in stereo 😊
26:57 I had a strong heart palpitation while u said this lol 🩷‼️
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Love is not inferiority subjugation why your confusing it of wether it's unconditional or not
I wouldn't quite exactly call it a heart palpitation over here, but yeah... Great video thanks. 😊
I wouldn't quite exactly call it a heart palpitation over here, but yeah... Great video thanks. 😊