Toxic Until Now (Special Track Deluxe) Ai

"Chris (Personal)" is a heartfelt album that dives into the complex feelings of heartbreak mixed with a toxic relationship It takes listeners on an emotional ride, touching on themes like desire, openness, and strength. Two songs, "Comeback...Be Here" and "Tipsy," make a return from my earlier albums "Shadow Of Red" and "ECCEDENTESIAST," as they are significant to my own story of pain and personal development.
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Lyrics: Toxic Until Now
Verse 1:
I woke up in an empty space
Your memories still echoing in this place
I'm trying to escape, but I'm stuck in the pain
Of loving you, despite the hurt you brought again and again
Chorus:
You were toxic, but I couldn't see
The poison in your love, the damage it would be
You were my downfall, my darkest night
Toxic until now, when I finally see the light
Verse 2:
I'm left to pick up the pieces of my heart
Trying to mend the tears, the scars that never depart
I thought our love was real, but it was all a lie
You used me for your own, and watched as I said goodbye
Chorus:
You were toxic, but I couldn't see
The poison in your love, the damage it would be
You were my downfall, my darkest night
Toxic until now, when I finally see the light
Bridge:
I'm learning to let go, to release the shame
To find my voice, to speak my name
I'm rising up, from the ashes of our past
And I'm finding my strength, at last
Chorus:
You were toxic, but I couldn't see
The poison in your love, the damage it would be
You were my downfall, my darkest night
Toxic until now, when I finally see the light