Same ;( The part that gets me the most is "I writing letters you will never see" and "Paint you pictures you will never see" Because I always write, and draw pictures for my parents. They're healthy and fine. But it still breaks my heart.
Heh, you don't know how relevant those two phrases are to me right now. I have a brother who was a miscarriage before I was born, and recently, I really started getting sad and missing him, even though I never met him. I actually wrote him a poem just last night, and I'm drawing him a picture. Ah, how we relate to music before we even know why.. I'm glad your parents are still alive!! That's a positive thing to hold on to when you listen to this song!!
Aw, Li Loy i'm so sorry!! Yes I do hold my parents very close to my heart! And anyone who feels close to you in your life... hold them close to your heart!!!
I lost my twin sister. It was from a disease that makes her own body attack itself. We were very close to the point that we knew what the other was going to say and would finish each others sentence. I was in class the day she died. I ended up falling on the ground, clutching my chest because it hurt so much. It felt like half of me was ripped from my body. My entire class was worried about me and my two friends came over to me to see if I was alright. I took one look at their faces, and I broke. They understood what was the problem and made sure that everyone stayed away from me. Even the teacher and principal. I'm still not over her death, even though it happened back in November of 2018. I don't feel complete anymore. I think about her everyday. _I wish I could go back in time and tell her, "I love you" one more time. I wish I could go back in time and hug her one last time. I wish I could go back in time and play Pokemon with her. I wish I could go back in time and sing together. I wish I could go back in time and laugh together. I love you so much, sis. Save me a spot up there, would ya? I'll see you soon, Luna._*
I’m so sorry. My twin sister attempted suicide multiple times, and just thinking of a life without her had me broken. I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through that loss, and I hope that you can find something or someone to make you smile someday. Wishing you the best of luck :)
I have an identical twin as well and in this case I'm the one with the autoimmune disease who's body attacks itself. I have Crohn's disease. My twin would for without me and I couldn't live without her. That pain would kill me I can't even imagine how much strength you must have to go on without her.
When I grew up I had a really dear friend. She didn't have a family on her own and moved in with me and my parents, she was like a sister to me and for a very long time my only friend. But then she got very sick, we were only 9 years old and she died. I never got to know what was wrong with her. She just. Died. For months I thought she was just playing a prank on me, I was by her side when she passed away and I still refused to believe it. I kept putting an extra plate at the table, said goodnight to an empty bed, called out her name when I came home from school and pretended that she was just at home with a cold or something, that when I opened the door she would sit on the couch playing videogames and then she would smile at me and tell me it were okay. But she never did. And well, long story short. It's been over 10 years, I've lived the majority of my life without her by my side and there's still this part of me that thinks she's still out there somewhere, that she's just playing hide and seek and all I have to do is find her. I know, it's silly. But when she died we were just kids, and noone ever talked to me about what happened, I never got to share this with anyone, my parents didn't even care and neither did anyone at school, it was like the world was moving on and I got left behind in my grief and I still haven't caught up to reality. Long comment, sorry. Just needed to get this out of my chest. This song is really beautiful. I miss you, my friend.
Lmz 696 ...thank you. I know it probably sounds made up but I was just a kid, I didn't understand any better, idk I guess I was really naive? But thank you!
This song makes me think of...my cat. He lived the longest cat life I`ve ever known. 20 years. He was my babysitter and watched me grow for almost my entire life. I knew his time would come, but...I still got shocked when I was told that he died. My best friend... I miss you.
@@nikkiboyd8200 I'm 62, my husband passed 6 years ago, then my Maine Coon cat 2 years ago, I have gracie cat 12 years old, i am afraid when she goes i have nothing left of my world except my home. I don't want another animal. I know no joy without pain, and heartbreak yet I wish for no more heartbreak. I did not have children This experience can be difficult
My cat who was also my best friend died on Jan 3rd and I still haven't gotten over it 😔 she was a Maine coon and I loved her so very much. Sometimes I will her a noise or see something out of the corner of my eye and do a double take thinking it's her. It hurts that people have told me animals don't go to heaven but I chose to ignore them and know I will see her again.
A have a ginger cat called honey he's 24 and has been around my whole life he wasn't supposed to live past 8 years old because of a tumour but he's living a good strong life however we fear this is his last Christmas
My Daughter...she was more than special. Wrongly taken form out of this world away from me. I was the one who ever knew her. It has been so hard these past five years alone. No one evening caring to really say i am sorry for your loss. Thank you for saving me. For showing me a sign. I am forever with you too
I’m so sorry! I’m still a kid myself, but I feel as if I can actual feel what you’ve gone through! Having someone you love and was supposed to live pass you and pass on your legacy, than been taken away from you, it’s more painful than any words can describe…
This makes me think of my grandmother in a good way. It’s makes me happy. I do write letters for her and paint pictures for her and she’ll never see them. I miss her but I’m living for her and I’m looking on the bright side for her. God it’s hard but I’m doing it! It was expected we knew she was leaving but it still wasn’t expected. I love her with every part of me and every breath I take is for her.
This is a very moving song for anyone who has lost someone very important to them!!!!! Believe it or not I play it for My four legged Best friend who died the day My daughter was born and I also think of others listening to this but mostly my Gee Money!!!!!;! R.I.P. My friend - Pal .... I Love you forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my little brother Kenny held my hand when I was a little girl as I screamed and cried to get my first shot. My little brother rolled. his sleeve up and he said don't cry it won't hurt and he bravely took his first immunization shot I stilled. screamed and cried then my brother turned 45 I.was holding his hand right before he died and said Kenny do you remember how brave you were telling me not to be scared of my first shot my brother always was the brave one I told him that as I held is hand as he took his last breath there was not but one little girl that could feel all that was going through and this song writes my feelings in true perfection of the way I was. feeling and what I was going through . everyone to me moved on very quickly . AND I feel God guided me to this song to let me know in my brothers eyes I did not go wrong . I love you my sweet dearest little brother Kenny Daniel and like Beth's song says this hurt will never go away I still see your face with the sweetest smile anyone ever saw I miss you and love you and I know you are in good hands with God now even though it still hurts and I will miss you everyday of the rest of my life love you big sister
This song reminds me of my dad. My parents divorced when my siblings and I were young, and my family moved away from him. My dad was kind and gentle, even though we were quite far apart. The last time we saw him was two years ago, just learned that he’s in a bad spot and my siblings and I won’t be able to talk with him much.
My mom passed away six years ago, I was 24 about to get married... This song always makes me think of her... Living without the ones we love is never easy
How did you do to continue ? Continue to live every day ? To just... Be their without him ? I'm 14 years old, and my dad passed away since last summer. That's so hard...
Great song... explains from my heart how i feel about my dad.. he's not dead, just not in my life, his choice.. it hurts and i never thot this would be.. i had to move on to be ok and find happiness..
This song is perfect for my mom, I'm glad I found it, she lost her father figure young and her life went downhill till she had me, only now 35 years on she's getting life back on track, this song sums up her feelings perfectly
Reminds me of my cousin that died 7 years ago..he was like my brother grew up close and we told each other everything..now I have no one I can tell anything without everything going to hell..now I'm 19 and I cry so much when I listen to this song..beth thank you so much for this song.. you reminded me of him and gave me a reason to live again..thank you so much
I miss them my babies my precious babies. My sweet dogs and cat. they were my best friends for 8 years. I new them since i was 3 months old. When i was sad they helped me feel better. They're in a better place now ,but i will always miss them.rip Buddy rip Lady and rip Sweety. Edit:2 years later my other cat is missing he has been for at least 5 months. We think he died. He normally only goes missing for 3 days then comes home. And I miss him soon much. I love you storm. I hope you're not dead. If you are tell God to let you buddy lady and sweetie to come home. I love you all sooooooooooooooooooo much. RIP storm
A few years ago, my Dad passed away. He and I were pretty close, and I miss him so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him, and I always get teary-eyed whenever I think about how he'll never see me get my driver's license or see me graduate. I'd like to think that he's somewhere, watching over me from afar, but I have no way to know for sure. This is a good song, even if it makes me cry. Miss you, Dad.
This reminds me of my husband, I just think of all the things we do together before we died. I did not get to live that dreamed. He died so I Will live that dream with him. 💔
Beth, please keep making music. When I hear this I think of my former fiance who passed away suddenly a few years back, he inspired me to become better and create things, without him it feels like a piece of me is missing. it's so much harder to create these days...
Beth should go on America’s Got Talent this year like if u agree I love you Beth this is my favorite song because my grandpa died when I was never able to remember but when he died I was broken
I´m crying right now.. your voice is so wonderful, this song is so beautiful.. this is wonderful. Thank you for all this great songs. They helped me so often.... thanks. Wonderful, great, powerful voice..
I feel like you just reached in and pulled the lyrics out from my heart. This is so accurate. It reminds me of the death of my dad. I’m only 11and my dad died in October. But the part about the letters is accurate because sometimes I will wake up in the middle of the night and just write letters. I always see his face in the crowd. I listen to his favorite music. Some times I get mad at people for no reason and they snap and yell at me for being rude and I don’t mean to take it out on them but I’m just grieving. It feels like no one else understands and it hurts. Sorry. It really makes me feel like a monster.
You're NOT a monster. Everyone grieves differently and we are all human. Even the most passionate change makers in this world have hurt people. You are so insightful and inspirational beyond your years. Keep writing those letters and mean every word. Your father might not be here with you physically, but he is watching you and smiling at you from above, and he loves you as much as he always did. Stay strong, you're a survivor
Julia G is absolutely right!! Maybe try explaining to people that it's not them, you're just grieving really bad and all you need is some help. Tell them that you don't really know what to do, perhaps they can help you. Also I'm sorry for your loss. You're stronger than you might think💚
This song has been helping me cope so much the past few months. 4 months ago today a friend of mine was shot and killed and 2 months ago today my cousin (my other half in this crazy family, he was only 6 wks older than me) committed suicide. He was on life support for 2 days before my cousin decided we couldn't let him suffer so on September 15th we said our goodbyes and let him go. I never thought I'd be without him, especially like this...
This is such a powerful song. I am in love with all of your music. I know they are based on books, but this song, "This Goodbye" and "Warrior" remind me of a special woman in my life. She has cancer, and these really hit home with me. Keep up the amazing work.
I lost my mom in June holding her hand as she cried and took her last breath. She was so scared and all I could do was hold her hand. This song reminds me of her beacuse I'm and artist and a poet and I write to my mom and burn the letters hopeing she can read them.
Damn I so sorry for your loss. Brings me to tears thinking she went out scared. That's no way to leave. Good luck. Hope you are doing well now and something tells me she's read them.
I walk alone Pace up and down the streets we used to know 'Cause our house no longer feels much like home It hasn't for a while I hum along Listening to all your favorite songs Close my eyes and just imagine you're not gone Remembering your smile I write you letters that you'll never read Paint you pictures you will never see In all my life I never thought I'd be Living without you I lost some part of me I'll never find But I keep searching, looking for a sign You haven't gone and left me far behind Living without you It's getting late Amongst the crowd I swear I see your face Turn around have to do a double take Though I know it won't be you I hear your voice A symphony that soars above the noise Telling me that now I've got to make a choice Stay still or start a new I write you letters that you'll never read Paint you pictures you will never see In all my life I never thought I'd be Living without you I lost some part of me I'll never find But I keep searching, looking for a sign You haven't gone and left me far behind Living without you I'll try to finish what you started Be the person that you wanted See the beauty in the world They say a person never leaves you God, I'm hoping that might be true But this is always going to hurt I write you letters that you'll never read Paint you pictures you will never see In all my life I never thought I'd be Living without you I lost some part of me I'll never find But I keep searching, looking for a sign You haven't gone and left me far behind Living without you
@@sammyz5406 Hah, I always look for a comment like .I like knowing what words are next not just a few words at a time like in the lyrics video. And sometimes in the screen the words appear a second too late or right when the singer starts to sing and I don't like that. I like the lyrics all written like this so I can just scroll and have control of when the lyrics change. Plus I sometimes try to sing without playing the music video so that my I sound good without listening to the singer as in I get the rhythm and beat of the song right when I'm just singing myself so this is pretty useful.
I relate to this song I live without my real parents because they couldn’t take care of me and my twin. This makes me think of parents because I have to stay with my aunt or with my parents. The only thing I have of my parents is is unforgettable memories.
I LOVE YOUR SONGS... U made me stronger everytime I hear your music💕 thank u Beth Crowly, for sharing what's part of your heart to us... I am singing again bcoz of ur heartfelt songs....💖💖💖
"Touching Song"...When I listen to this I get so lost in emotions, in the memories of moments gone that would never be anymore. I think of the time I wish I still had. Those I love and lost and would forever be irreplaceable. And it hurts and at times I cry. But then I remember I loved them the best way I knew how and the fact that they felt loved by me brings comfort to my heart. Even though I have to accept the reality of living without them.. xoxo
This song makes me cry cuz five years ago my first love died from a car accident and she was suffering from cancer. Beautiful song and gives me some strength...
I found this song at the perfect time. When I heard it for the first time I cried, because it fits my emotions so much right now. Thankyou, Beth. This song has helped someone yet another person through grief.
This just reminds me of my mother. 3 years since she passed now. Edit: It's been 8 years now. I was dianogsed with mild PTSD from it. Autoplay brought me back to the song and It's still the same emotions. (Date writing Edit: 23rd Sept 2022.)
Hey Beth! You should do a song about Loki from the Thor movies I feel like he has a good storyline for a song. Also I'm really into Norse mythology so.....
Cupcake 4903 yea it sounds like a great idea. Loki has felt pain for the death of his mother and knowing he isn't blood related to the brother he always looked up to is sad. I only know the movie version but I think it would be amazing if Miss Beth wrote a song about him.
I second that motion 1000 percent! I'd love to hear a song about him! He's got great depth and there's a lot of emotion there. . . I think a song based on a good deal of both mythology and movie would be awesome!
I love this song so much! This basically summarizes how Ive been feeling the past couple months, I've lost alot of family, but this song reminds me to be strong and it will get better!
Woman! You are one of the most talented artists I've heard! I haven't hear one song of yours that I didn't like. Keep on being awesome and awe-inspiring!
I love this song, let out a few tears listening to this. Everyone seems to be sharing their stories, so I'll share one of mine.(Long comment, sorry.) I never really had a close relative who died, so I'll share this, because they felt like a relative. I had two grandparent figures, grandma, Grandpa. My real grandparents on my dad's side(I'm a teen who lives with my dad) never really cared for my dad that much, I won't explain everything, but my grandpa was the reason we were kicked out of our house, the house I was raised in all my life. From Michigan to Ohio. It was hard. But these grandparent figures helped us. They were the parents of my dad's childhood friend, but years ago, my grandpa figure had died(rest in peace) and near the end of November, 2022, my grandmother figure passed away. Rest both of their souls. They were so sweet and kind. I loved them like real grandparents. They were my everything. They were my families everything. I miss you two. Rest well. Love you. (Now I'm tearing up TwT) (I also feel this way with my first dog dying. Rest in peace, Maggie.)
When I was kids, I tend to dream about the same place and people until I turn 16 or 17. I still remember one of the person in my dream told me someday, I will meet them. Now, when I'm feeling down,depressed and scared, I missed them so much. I feel like wanna cry and ask anyone if they ever saw them. I know it's ridiculous, but that's how I used be fine when everything turning down around me before. None of my family members or friends have any idea how I miss it.
This hit me as I lost my oldest brother & I try not to think about him, bc it hurts. I try to think that he’s still living where he was. Bc we weren’t talking to each other for a couple years then he died... Ty for this beautiful song...
God, first off, I'm glad I'm not the only one here in 2020. Second: It really hurts to lose someone close to you especially when you think of them. I'm glad that we're in the same spot and not alone, remember that. I hope you can feel better over time, just know that good things are coming your way I promise. I give you all my love and support 💕
How have I never heard of you?! You are so under-appreciated. I found one song, then one turned into 10 and I love every single one of them. Your voice is beautiful and your lyrics pack a serious punch. This one especially hit home. My mother was murdered a year and a half ago by my brother. As I listened to this, I just completely broke down. It’s perfect and hauntingly beautiful.
I'm an eighth grader in Canada. In my high school there is an inspiring, compassionate and supportive individual who gives everything her all, whether it's academics or social interactions...she's so involved in the community and despite her busy schedule she is always, always, ALWAYS there for others. She has her struggles and pain, but she's so strong, and I take her respectfully as my role model and mentor. Next year this beautiful person will be graduating, broadening her horizon, moving on to change the entire world. I'm so happy for her but it's going to be hard not having her around. When I told her about the challenges in my life, she gave me the courage I didn't have. She's raised me up so much, and didn't turn away in disgust, even when the rest of the world did just that. I'll try to finish what she started, be the person that she wanted...Senior Secretary of StuCo 2017-2018, if you ever read this...bless you on your journey forward. You are the truest Interactor ever. :)
I lost an incredible brother to a drug overdose and I still miss him. This song resonates a lot because he was such a great person and we were so proud of him. He should have had the chance to be here today.
This really speaks to the story of one of my characters. A girl in one of my stories loses her mother, her dad isn't in the picture, and her older brother has to raise her. He eventually dies and she goes to live with a home filled with other children and two loving foster parents (of sorts) but has difficulty adjusting to her new family.
I lost my dad at the age of 4. Still I can hear his voice. I hum his favourite songs and cry. I talk to him. I barely have any photos with him. Only two or three sights with him as memories are only clear to me. But I do talk to him. I know he's beside but he won't ever see this comment like the letters I have written for him. I misses him every time every moment I'm missing him right now and crying. The last time I saw him was a railway station so yea at a crowdy place and I never found him again ❤ I love you dad Anyone going through the same situation like me or a harder one hope things will get better ❤
Received my cd today in the mail...woooHOOOOO! Love the fact it was handwritten envelope it gave it that special personal touch. I love all the songs but this one and Don't Think, Just Run are my two favorites out of all of them. This one makes me cry and the other one is my power song.Thanks Beth!
I miss you papa, I didn’t always like when you called for me when you wanted something but I would do almost anything just to here you call my name again❤️Rest in Peace papa❤️❤️
Such a beautiful song; dedicated to all of my widow friends, friends like me....such a loving voice; magical tender words....oh such a beautiful song.......such a beautiful song.....something like I write.....
I am in love with this song and you have such an amazing voice. Also this song has put me in a mood to create a emotional state to continue the fanfic I'm writing. Thank you.
This song makes me emotional when I listen to it everyday it reminds of my grandmother she passed away on August 30th 2014 and I'm still grieving about her passing and it was so hard to say goodbye to my grandmother. 😔😔
I'd like to see a song about Harry Potter Series. I'd like it to be for Fred Weasley. The twin that died in the Second Wizarding War. We miss you Fred Weasley. And if she've done a Harry Potter song please write it in the comments.
I seriously love this song . Beth crowley i love u so much . But i couldnt. find this song on soundcloud . This song matches with my condition . I love it
I can listen to this song over and over again... this is already one of my favorite songs (because most of your songs are already my favorites)! I love your music so much Beth, and I can tell you're an inspiration to all of us!
I lost my best four legged friend 3 years ago and every day.I still think of her every night I cry to see her again and to hold her it feels like my heart shattered when she died. I'm missing her a lot and when I found this song and heard it the first time it brought so many memories and I just cried to sleep. This is a beautiful song ❤❤
This song makes me think about vickie and she been gone for 7 years now.I still miss her. Also my mom that has brain cancer and she is still fighting for her life but it's scary to think of it. This song is amazing and makes me cry everytime I listen to it. Meagon
I can only explain through letters. This song made me realize I need to leave one here. Just to understand how I feel. Dear Michelle, I know this is pointless. You'll still be gone. Sis, I wish you were here to help me through life. I may have never known you, but at the same time, I did. Mom and Dad miss you still, and I know they put out a rose for you again. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and it will be hard. Its always hardest the day after the anniversary. Love from your little sis.
This song reminds we of my papaw that passed away on march 28, of 2017. Then this was published on my birthday of the same year, I love and miss you papaw. You were my best friend and nothing feels the same anymore.
love this song so so much, i must have replayed this about 1000 times over the past few days. so beautiful! thank you Angel Dove the channel for using this wonderful song in your video
Thank you for writing this song.... This makes me rethinks unaliving myself... It makes me think of what others would feel if I left. I might still think about unaliving myself but I don't think I'll ever go through with it.
Hello! I am writing this comment to tell you that I am in love with your music. It always inspires me and it is like I find something, written for me in every song...
What the hell this song is making me miss someone who doesn't exist. I feel like crying over this non-existent person..
Great song!! I love it!
Li Loy same
Same ;( The part that gets me the most is "I writing letters you will never see" and "Paint you pictures you will never see" Because I always write, and draw pictures for my parents. They're healthy and fine. But it still breaks my heart.
Heh, you don't know how relevant those two phrases are to me right now. I have a brother who was a miscarriage before I was born, and recently, I really started getting sad and missing him, even though I never met him. I actually wrote him a poem just last night, and I'm drawing him a picture. Ah, how we relate to music before we even know why.. I'm glad your parents are still alive!! That's a positive thing to hold on to when you listen to this song!!
Aw, Li Loy i'm so sorry!! Yes I do hold my parents very close to my heart! And anyone who feels close to you in your life... hold them close to your heart!!!
Try to dream. Btw dont alot of pain but Its worth IT...🔥🔥
I lost my twin sister. It was from a disease that makes her own body attack itself. We were very close to the point that we knew what the other was going to say and would finish each others sentence.
I was in class the day she died. I ended up falling on the ground, clutching my chest because it hurt so much. It felt like half of me was ripped from my body. My entire class was worried about me and my two friends came over to me to see if I was alright. I took one look at their faces, and I broke. They understood what was the problem and made sure that everyone stayed away from me. Even the teacher and principal.
I'm still not over her death, even though it happened back in November of 2018. I don't feel complete anymore. I think about her everyday.
_I wish I could go back in time and tell her, "I love you" one more time. I wish I could go back in time and hug her one last time. I wish I could go back in time and play Pokemon with her. I wish I could go back in time and sing together. I wish I could go back in time and laugh together. I love you so much, sis. Save me a spot up there, would ya? I'll see you soon, Luna._*
I’m so sorry. My twin sister attempted suicide multiple times, and just thinking of a life without her had me broken. I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through that loss, and I hope that you can find something or someone to make you smile someday. Wishing you the best of luck :)
I am a identical twin. I can't imagine losing her. I'm so sorry for your loss
I have an identical twin as well and in this case I'm the one with the autoimmune disease who's body attacks itself. I have Crohn's disease. My twin would for without me and I couldn't live without her. That pain would kill me I can't even imagine how much strength you must have to go on without her.
It's ok you will find her or make friend that she has the same age as you then your friend can be your twin:):)😊😊😊
When I read this I was crying and I hope get better
When I grew up I had a really dear friend. She didn't have a family on her own and moved in with me and my parents, she was like a sister to me and for a very long time my only friend. But then she got very sick, we were only 9 years old and she died. I never got to know what was wrong with her. She just. Died. For months I thought she was just playing a prank on me, I was by her side when she passed away and I still refused to believe it. I kept putting an extra plate at the table, said goodnight to an empty bed, called out her name when I came home from school and pretended that she was just at home with a cold or something, that when I opened the door she would sit on the couch playing videogames and then she would smile at me and tell me it were okay. But she never did. And well, long story short. It's been over 10 years, I've lived the majority of my life without her by my side and there's still this part of me that thinks she's still out there somewhere, that she's just playing hide and seek and all I have to do is find her. I know, it's silly. But when she died we were just kids, and noone ever talked to me about what happened, I never got to share this with anyone, my parents didn't even care and neither did anyone at school, it was like the world was moving on and I got left behind in my grief and I still haven't caught up to reality. Long comment, sorry. Just needed to get this out of my chest. This song is really beautiful. I miss you, my friend.
Texi TheTycoon even tho she’s not here she still lives in your memories and heart ❤️
Seriously didn't you just make this story up? Idk but it sounds fake.
MR.FRANK I AM but if it is real don't you think what you wrote would hurt someone's feelings!? If you were in her place what would you feel like?!
Lmz 696 ...thank you. I know it probably sounds made up but I was just a kid, I didn't understand any better, idk I guess I was really naive? But thank you!
Texi TheTycoon no problem! You shouldn't be thanking me I did nothing special😊
This song makes me think of...my cat. He lived the longest cat life I`ve ever known. 20 years. He was my babysitter and watched me grow for almost my entire life. I knew his time would come, but...I still got shocked when I was told that he died. My best friend...
I miss you.
Ramer call. I have a cat he is currently eight years old I fear someday the same thing will happen to me he is the world to me💞💞💞Take care everyone.
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I'm 62, my husband passed 6 years ago, then my Maine Coon cat 2 years ago, I have gracie cat 12 years old, i am afraid when she goes i have nothing left of my world except my home. I don't want another animal. I know no joy without pain, and heartbreak yet I wish for no more heartbreak. I did not have children
This experience can be difficult
My cat who was also my best friend died on Jan 3rd and I still haven't gotten over it 😔 she was a Maine coon and I loved her so very much. Sometimes I will her a noise or see something out of the corner of my eye and do a double take thinking it's her. It hurts that people have told me animals don't go to heaven but I chose to ignore them and know I will see her again.
A have a ginger cat called honey he's 24 and has been around my whole life he wasn't supposed to live past 8 years old because of a tumour but he's living a good strong life however we fear this is his last Christmas
My Daughter...she was more than special. Wrongly taken form out of this world away from me. I was the one who ever knew her. It has been so hard these past five years alone. No one evening caring to really say i am sorry for your loss.
Thank you for saving me. For showing me a sign.
I am forever with you too
IDIC I am really sorry. Nobody should ever go through such a loss. I am really, really sorry for your loss.
❤️
I’m so sorry! I’m still a kid myself, but I feel as if I can actual feel what you’ve gone through! Having someone you love and was supposed to live pass you and pass on your legacy, than been taken away from you, it’s more painful than any words can describe…
I'm sorry.Im so sorry for your loss.im here if you need a shoulder to vent or cry on.I can't make it better.But I'm sending you a big warm hug.💛
No one should ever go through that, I am so sorry for your loss that I hope you will eventually find peace with.
This makes me think of my grandmother in a good way. It’s makes me happy. I do write letters for her and paint pictures for her and she’ll never see them. I miss her but I’m living for her and I’m looking on the bright side for her. God it’s hard but I’m doing it! It was expected we knew she was leaving but it still wasn’t expected. I love her with every part of me and every breath I take is for her.
I miss you Momma 😭 you taught me absolutely everything a mother and a father should. But you didn't teach me how to live without you
This is a very moving song for anyone who has lost someone very important to them!!!!! Believe it or not I play it for My four legged Best friend who died the day My daughter was born and I also think of others listening to this but mostly my Gee Money!!!!!;! R.I.P. My friend - Pal .... I Love you forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my little brother Kenny held my hand when I was a little girl as I screamed and cried to get my first shot. My little brother rolled. his sleeve up and he said don't cry it won't hurt and he bravely took his first immunization shot I stilled. screamed and cried then my brother turned 45 I.was holding his hand right before he died and said Kenny do you remember how brave you were telling me not to be scared of my first shot my brother always was the brave one I told him that as I held is hand as he took his last breath
there was not but one little girl that could feel all that was going through and this song writes my feelings in true perfection of the way I was. feeling and what I was going through . everyone to me moved on very quickly . AND I feel God guided me to this song to let me know in my brothers eyes I did not go wrong . I love you my sweet dearest little brother Kenny Daniel and like Beth's song says this hurt will never go away I still see your face with the sweetest smile anyone ever saw I miss you and love you and I know you are in good hands with God now even though it still hurts and I will miss you everyday of the rest of my life love you big sister
My taste in music has changed a lot since I first discovered her music, but I keep coming back nevertheless because it's all so good!
ME TOO I think it’s because she sings things that we know about things that we feel that other people don’t understand but she does
@@marieceline3502 I agree all her songs allways describe my feelings
This song reminds me of my dad. My parents divorced when my siblings and I were young, and my family moved away from him. My dad was kind and gentle, even though we were quite far apart. The last time we saw him was two years ago, just learned that he’s in a bad spot and my siblings and I won’t be able to talk with him much.
Dear reader, if you've lost someone close, remember you're not alone. Music is always with you. Stay strong.
Thank you
You too
❤❤❤thank you
This song reminds me of my dad, who passed away almost seven years ago. I was just 15 years old.
My mom passed away six years ago, I was 24 about to get married... This song always makes me think of her... Living without the ones we love is never easy
How did you do to continue ? Continue to live every day ? To just... Be their without him ? I'm 14 years old, and my dad passed away since last summer. That's so hard...
I lost my dad and mom back in 1985
I know how you feel. I was only eight when my dad died. It's hard but the people you still have will be there.
Great song... explains from my heart how i feel about my dad.. he's not dead, just not in my life, his choice.. it hurts and i never thot this would be.. i had to move on to be ok and find happiness..
This song is perfect for my mom, I'm glad I found it, she lost her father figure young and her life went downhill till she had me, only now 35 years on she's getting life back on track, this song sums up her feelings perfectly
This song makes me wish I could like the video more than once.
Lauren Me too!
...wow.
I am enamoured.
In awe.
Wonderful.
Reminds me of my cousin that died 7 years ago..he was like my brother grew up close and we told each other everything..now I have no one I can tell anything without everything going to hell..now I'm 19 and I cry so much when I listen to this song..beth thank you so much for this song.. you reminded me of him and gave me a reason to live again..thank you so much
I miss them my babies my precious babies. My sweet dogs and cat. they were my best friends for 8 years. I new them since i was 3 months old. When i was sad they helped me feel better. They're in a better place now ,but i will always miss them.rip Buddy rip Lady and rip Sweety.
Edit:2 years later my other cat is missing he has been for at least 5 months. We think he died. He normally only goes missing for 3 days then comes home. And I miss him soon much. I love you storm. I hope you're not dead. If you are tell God to let you buddy lady and sweetie to come home. I love you all sooooooooooooooooooo much. RIP storm
A few years ago, my Dad passed away. He and I were pretty close, and I miss him so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him, and I always get teary-eyed whenever I think about how he'll never see me get my driver's license or see me graduate. I'd like to think that he's somewhere, watching over me from afar, but I have no way to know for sure.
This is a good song, even if it makes me cry. Miss you, Dad.
This is so amazing!!!! How are you not extremely famous yet!?!?!
This reminds me of my husband, I just think of all the things we do together before we died. I did not get to live that dreamed. He died so I Will live that dream with him. 💔
This song is so relevant to life. We all know what it's like when someone we love goes away.
Beth, please keep making music. When I hear this I think of my former fiance who passed away suddenly a few years back, he inspired me to become better and create things, without him it feels like a piece of me is missing. it's so much harder to create these days...
This song describes every grief I’ve felt. Beautiful
legit cried, so beautiful.
Beth should go on America’s Got Talent this year like if u agree I love you Beth this is my favorite song because my grandpa died when I was never able to remember but when he died I was broken
Love this song in all of its painful beauty.
Tears at my heart. Makes me want my mom again.
Wonderful job. ❤
Amber Adams I am sorry for your loss - I cannot imagine living without either of my parents.
I´m crying right now.. your voice is so wonderful, this song is so beautiful.. this is wonderful. Thank you for all this great songs. They helped me so often.... thanks. Wonderful, great, powerful voice..
I feel like you just reached in and pulled the lyrics out from my heart. This is so accurate. It reminds me of the death of my dad. I’m only 11and my dad died in October. But the part about the letters is accurate because sometimes I will wake up in the middle of the night and just write letters. I always see his face in the crowd. I listen to his favorite music. Some times I get mad at people for no reason and they snap and yell at me for being rude and I don’t mean to take it out on them but I’m just grieving. It feels like no one else understands and it hurts. Sorry. It really makes me feel like a monster.
You're NOT a monster. Everyone grieves differently and we are all human. Even the most passionate change makers in this world have hurt people. You are so insightful and inspirational beyond your years. Keep writing those letters and mean every word. Your father might not be here with you physically, but he is watching you and smiling at you from above, and he loves you as much as he always did. Stay strong, you're a survivor
Julia G is absolutely right!! Maybe try explaining to people that it's not them, you're just grieving really bad and all you need is some help. Tell them that you don't really know what to do, perhaps they can help you.
Also I'm sorry for your loss.
You're stronger than you might think💚
My son wasn't just my son he was my friend, he just walked away one day, leaving us with no answers, I'll never get over losing him
This song has been helping me cope so much the past few months. 4 months ago today a friend of mine was shot and killed and 2 months ago today my cousin (my other half in this crazy family, he was only 6 wks older than me) committed suicide. He was on life support for 2 days before my cousin decided we couldn't let him suffer so on September 15th we said our goodbyes and let him go. I never thought I'd be without him, especially like this...
😭😭😭😭😭😭 GREAT! Now I don't only have a fever, but I'm a weeping mess. This song has both broken my heart and sown it together, time to read The book.
The best part of waking up is a new Beth song in your subs!!
For some reason I'm crying. But this is an awesome song
This is such a powerful song. I am in love with all of your music. I know they are based on books, but this song, "This Goodbye" and "Warrior" remind me of a special woman in my life. She has cancer, and these really hit home with me. Keep up the amazing work.
Memories are sometimes all we have left of the ones we love… Cherish the “good ones” they’ll make you smile again 🙂
How many Beth Crowley songs make me cry? Too many, love it thanks beth
This made me really sentimental about something that never happend to me
Beth Crowley thx u once again. u help me to express my pain. Ur songs are beautiful and are such a help thx so much.
PicklesAndPoptarts wat?
I lost my mom in June holding her hand as she cried and took her last breath. She was so scared and all I could do was hold her hand. This song reminds me of her beacuse I'm and artist and a poet and I write to my mom and burn the letters hopeing she can read them.
Damn I so sorry for your loss. Brings me to tears thinking she went out scared. That's no way to leave. Good luck. Hope you are doing well now and something tells me she's read them.
Your voice is beautiful. Keep singing m I will keep listening.
I walk alone
Pace up and down the streets we used to know
'Cause our house no longer feels much like home
It hasn't for a while
I hum along
Listening to all your favorite songs
Close my eyes and just imagine you're not gone
Remembering your smile
I write you letters that you'll never read
Paint you pictures you will never see
In all my life I never thought I'd be
Living without you
I lost some part of me I'll never find
But I keep searching, looking for a sign
You haven't gone and left me far behind
Living without you
It's getting late
Amongst the crowd I swear I see your face
Turn around have to do a double take
Though I know it won't be you
I hear your voice
A symphony that soars above the noise
Telling me that now I've got to make a choice
Stay still or start a new
I write you letters that you'll never read
Paint you pictures you will never see
In all my life I never thought I'd be
Living without you
I lost some part of me I'll never find
But I keep searching, looking for a sign
You haven't gone and left me far behind
Living without you
I'll try to finish what you started
Be the person that you wanted
See the beauty in the world
They say a person never leaves you
God, I'm hoping that might be true
But this is always going to hurt
I write you letters that you'll never read
Paint you pictures you will never see
In all my life I never thought I'd be
Living without you
I lost some part of me I'll never find
But I keep searching, looking for a sign
You haven't gone and left me far behind
Living without you
@Andrea 🌸💯⭐ Thank you for posting the lyrics here. Peace be with you🙏💕🙋💞
U know this is a lyric video right? There’s literally no need for this
@@sammyz5406 Hah, I always look for a comment like .I like knowing what words are next not just a few words at a time like in the lyrics video. And sometimes in the screen the words appear a second too late or right when the singer starts to sing and I don't like that. I like the lyrics all written like this so I can just scroll and have control of when the lyrics change. Plus I sometimes try to sing without playing the music video so that my I sound good without listening to the singer as in I get the rhythm and beat of the song right when I'm just singing myself so this is pretty useful.
Thank you for commenting the lyrics!
Thank you , I appreciate the lyrics👍👍👍
This song reminds me of my grandpa and it's so heart touching thank you for weighting such a beautiful song
I relate to this song I live without my real parents because they couldn’t take care of me and my twin. This makes me think of parents because I have to stay with my aunt or with my parents. The only thing I have of my parents is is unforgettable memories.
As someone that lost her dad, this hurts so much😭😭
Laney Vaden im the exact same
Laney Vaden I am so sorry for who you lost - I can’t even imagine what it would be like to lose either one of my parents. Keep fighting on. ❤️
I know how it feels. It's so hard. It's hurts everyday😔
What a wonderful song! I'm crying!
I LOVE YOUR SONGS... U made me stronger everytime I hear your music💕 thank u Beth Crowly, for sharing what's part of your heart to us... I am singing again bcoz of ur heartfelt songs....💖💖💖
Omggg I looove this!!
You are ridiculously underrated...
"Touching Song"...When I listen to this I get so lost in emotions, in the memories of moments gone that would never be anymore. I think of the time I wish I still had. Those I love and lost and would forever be irreplaceable. And it hurts and at times I cry. But then I remember I loved them the best way I knew how and the fact that they felt loved by me brings comfort to my heart. Even though I have to accept the reality of living without them.. xoxo
This song makes me cry cuz five years ago my first love died from a car accident and she was suffering from cancer. Beautiful song and gives me some strength...
LIFE GOES ON ! ☺️#GOD SAID💪😊✌️
My sister... I miss you.. please come back.. 😢
I found this song at the perfect time. When I heard it for the first time I cried, because it fits my emotions so much right now. Thankyou, Beth. This song has helped someone yet another person through grief.
This just reminds me of my mother. 3 years since she passed now.
Edit: It's been 8 years now.
I was dianogsed with mild PTSD from it.
Autoplay brought me back to the song and It's still the same emotions.
(Date writing Edit:
23rd Sept 2022.)
Ophie Pecze
Im sorry to hear about your mother, I hope she rests in peace.😔
Hey Beth! You should do a song about Loki from the Thor movies I feel like he has a good storyline for a song. Also I'm really into Norse mythology so.....
Cupcake 4903 thats great recommendation
Cupcake 4903 I am 100% behind this idea
that would be amzing if you did
Cupcake 4903 yea it sounds like a great idea. Loki has felt pain for the death of his mother and knowing he isn't blood related to the brother he always looked up to is sad. I only know the movie version but I think it would be amazing if Miss Beth wrote a song about him.
I second that motion 1000 percent! I'd love to hear a song about him! He's got great depth and there's a lot of emotion there. . . I think a song based on a good deal of both mythology and movie would be awesome!
...a beautiful way to grieve 💫
The song lyrics and your voice, such a beautiful combination
I heard this song the day I found out my sister was killed and every time I hear it I think of her.
Brittney Lum
This comment was posted a year ago, but ahh! I'm so sorry for your loss D:
I hope you feel better
Me: Hear a few seconds.
Me: Kiss the like button.
❤❤❤ she deserves to be way more popular!
I love this song so much! This basically summarizes how Ive been feeling the past couple months, I've lost alot of family, but this song reminds me to be strong and it will get better!
Woman! You are one of the most talented artists I've heard! I haven't hear one song of yours that I didn't like. Keep on being awesome and awe-inspiring!
I love this song, let out a few tears listening to this.
Everyone seems to be sharing their stories, so I'll share one of mine.(Long comment, sorry.)
I never really had a close relative who died, so I'll share this, because they felt like a relative.
I had two grandparent figures, grandma, Grandpa. My real grandparents on my dad's side(I'm a teen who lives with my dad) never really cared for my dad that much, I won't explain everything, but my grandpa was the reason we were kicked out of our house, the house I was raised in all my life. From Michigan to Ohio. It was hard. But these grandparent figures helped us. They were the parents of my dad's childhood friend, but years ago, my grandpa figure had died(rest in peace) and near the end of November, 2022, my grandmother figure passed away. Rest both of their souls. They were so sweet and kind. I loved them like real grandparents. They were my everything. They were my families everything.
I miss you two. Rest well. Love you.
(Now I'm tearing up TwT)
(I also feel this way with my first dog dying. Rest in peace, Maggie.)
When I was kids, I tend to dream about the same place and people until I turn 16 or 17. I still remember one of the person in my dream told me someday, I will meet them. Now, when I'm feeling down,depressed and scared, I missed them so much. I feel like wanna cry and ask anyone if they ever saw them. I know it's ridiculous, but that's how I used be fine when everything turning down around me before. None of my family members or friends have any idea how I miss it.
This hit me as I lost my oldest brother & I try not to think about him, bc it hurts. I try to think that he’s still living where he was. Bc we weren’t talking to each other for a couple years then he died... Ty for this beautiful song...
God, first off, I'm glad I'm not the only one here in 2020. Second: It really hurts to lose someone close to you especially when you think of them. I'm glad that we're in the same spot and not alone, remember that. I hope you can feel better over time, just know that good things are coming your way I promise. I give you all my love and support 💕
I just lost my husband... Overdose.
How have I never heard of you?! You are so under-appreciated. I found one song, then one turned into 10 and I love every single one of them. Your voice is beautiful and your lyrics pack a serious punch.
This one especially hit home. My mother was murdered a year and a half ago by my brother. As I listened to this, I just completely broke down. It’s perfect and hauntingly beautiful.
such a good song! xx
This reminds me of when I cared for someone so much they were like family but now I will never see them again.
Hang in there buddy. I don’t know what happened but I’m sure there are some people there to help you through it.
I love your music wish you where more recognized I love your music and how amazing you are!
I'm an eighth grader in Canada. In my high school there is an inspiring, compassionate and supportive individual who gives everything her all, whether it's academics or social interactions...she's so involved in the community and despite her busy schedule she is always, always, ALWAYS there for others. She has her struggles and pain, but she's so strong, and I take her respectfully as my role model and mentor. Next year this beautiful person will be graduating, broadening her horizon, moving on to change the entire world. I'm so happy for her but it's going to be hard not having her around. When I told her about the challenges in my life, she gave me the courage I didn't have. She's raised me up so much, and didn't turn away in disgust, even when the rest of the world did just that. I'll try to finish what she started, be the person that she wanted...Senior Secretary of StuCo 2017-2018, if you ever read this...bless you on your journey forward. You are the truest Interactor ever. :)
Welp, you would’ve graduated this year… I dint know you or her at all, but the only thing I wish for the both of you, is to be happy.
I lost an incredible brother to a drug overdose and I still miss him. This song resonates a lot because he was such a great person and we were so proud of him. He should have had the chance to be here today.
This really speaks to the story of one of my characters. A girl in one of my stories loses her mother, her dad isn't in the picture, and her older brother has to raise her. He eventually dies and she goes to live with a home filled with other children and two loving foster parents (of sorts) but has difficulty adjusting to her new family.
TheChristianFairy sounds like a story I would love to read!
I lost my dad at the age of 4. Still I can hear his voice. I hum his favourite songs and cry. I talk to him. I barely have any photos with him. Only two or three sights with him as memories are only clear to me. But I do talk to him. I know he's beside but he won't ever see this comment like the letters I have written for him. I misses him every time every moment I'm missing him right now and crying. The last time I saw him was a railway station so yea at a crowdy place and I never found him again ❤
I love you dad
Anyone going through the same situation like me or a harder one hope things will get better ❤
this song hits different once your hearts been broken..
Beth you are truly amazing and so great with what you do. You inspire me so much. This is so beautiful. Great job :)
Received my cd today in the mail...woooHOOOOO! Love the fact it was handwritten envelope it gave it that special personal touch. I love all the songs but this one and Don't Think, Just Run are my two favorites out of all of them. This one makes me cry and the other one is my power song.Thanks Beth!
This is the most important. With the music and you voice. It doesn't matter our nationalaties!!! Is pure feeling! Intangible!!
I miss you papa, I didn’t always like when you called for me when you wanted something but I would do almost anything just to here you call my name again❤️Rest in Peace papa❤️❤️
Beth you are such an amazing person! I love all your songs!!!
Such a beautiful song; dedicated to all of my widow friends, friends like me....such a loving voice; magical tender words....oh such a beautiful song.......such a beautiful song.....something like I write.....
I am in love with this song and
you have such an amazing voice. Also this song has put me in a mood to create a emotional state to continue the fanfic I'm writing. Thank you.
I cry every time I listen this. Perfect voice, great work.
This song makes me emotional when I listen to it everyday it reminds of my grandmother she passed away on August 30th 2014 and I'm still grieving about her passing and it was so hard to say goodbye to my grandmother. 😔😔
You're so amazing! I love all your songs! ❤
her songs are so emotional and i can fell them in my heart. i love them!!!
This is beautiful
I'd like to see a song about Harry Potter Series. I'd like it to be for Fred Weasley. The twin that died in the Second Wizarding War. We miss you Fred Weasley. And if she've done a Harry Potter song please write it in the comments.
ΘΗΣΕΑΣ ΑΙΓΕΥΣ She's done one. It's called "Always".
Hope this helps!
Flyingunikittys Poopattack thank you!
Always is great
Always is such a beautiful song.
RIP Alan Rickman/Severus Snape 😭
I seriously love this song . Beth crowley i love u so much . But i couldnt. find this song on soundcloud . This song matches with my condition . I love it
I can listen to this song over and over again... this is already one of my favorite songs (because most of your songs are already my favorites)! I love your music so much Beth, and I can tell you're an inspiration to all of us!
I lost my best four legged friend 3 years ago and every day.I still think of her every night I cry to see her again and to hold her it feels like my heart shattered when she died. I'm missing her a lot and when I found this song and heard it the first time it brought so many memories and I just cried to sleep. This is a beautiful song ❤❤
This song makes me think about vickie and she been gone for 7 years now.I still miss her. Also my mom that has brain cancer and she is still fighting for her life but it's scary to think of it. This song is amazing and makes me cry everytime I listen to it. Meagon
She's a beautiful singer!
Memories of our love ones, lives on in our heart. 🌷
I can only explain through letters. This song made me realize I need to leave one here. Just to understand how I feel.
Dear Michelle, I know this is pointless. You'll still be gone. Sis, I wish you were here to help me through life. I may have never known you, but at the same time, I did. Mom and Dad miss you still, and I know they put out a rose for you again. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and it will be hard. Its always hardest the day after the anniversary. Love from your little sis.
This song reminds we of my papaw that passed away on march 28, of 2017. Then this was published on my birthday of the same year, I love and miss you papaw. You were my best friend and nothing feels the same anymore.
Absolutely beautiful 😍❤
love this song so so much, i must have replayed this about 1000 times over the past few days. so beautiful! thank you Angel Dove the channel for using this wonderful song in your video
This one is the best song Beth has ever wrote and sang
Thank you for writing this song.... This makes me rethinks unaliving myself... It makes me think of what others would feel if I left. I might still think about unaliving myself but I don't think I'll ever go through with it.
Hello! I am writing this comment to tell you that I am in love with your music. It always inspires me and it is like I find something, written for me in every song...
this song is so beautiful