Great video. Society is cruel and not understanding of those with invisible issues. Worse yet the governments and society treat those with mental issues like criminals.
A very good video which highlights the problem affecting all too many of my former military colleagues. This insidious problem also took the life of my namesake great uncle, Pte John Roderick Hammill, RCAMC, ten years after returning home from WW2. RIP, Uncle Roddy.
Things the public doesn't see is the things that us service members have to go through after we've served. We don't just fight wars across the world.... it's sad to say the hardest wars are the ones that go on in our minds. I've lived with ptsd and there are days I wish I could be who I was before. Thank you so much for this.
PTSD is a monster that stole much of my life. The saddest part is that nobody understood how fucked up I was. Our government in Canada really doesn’t give a shit about us, nor do they even try to help or care. Had it not been for my fellow soldiers; comrades in arms, I think I would have put a bullet in my brain a long time ago, and I almost did. If you’re a Vet struggling, call out to one of your buddies before you even think of going through official channels. I know our allies seem to be much better at taking care of their own, but trust me it’s just as bad for them. All we have to rely on is each other. Lastly, if you’re doing ok, reach out to your old buddies. They might not be doing as well as you might think.
Give VAC a call. They have changed, finally and help is available. Trust me, I called and got support. Call and tell them you want a referral to the OSI Clinic. They specialise in our problems.
@@kenstephens9018 thanks for your reply. I won’t contact VAC, they really really pissed me off when I needed them and they treated me like I was an “inconvenience”. I’m ok now, no thanks to them. The thanks I have is for my fellow veterans who really helped me, and I do what I can to pay it forward. I never needed a Psychologist, but rather what I needed was a fly fishing rod and a river to fix me. Life is much better now.
All I want to say to all Veterans Men and Women who served my country the U.S.A thank you because you fought for my Freedom in a year hopefully I'll go through RASP and accomplish my dream of becoming a U.S Special Forces Soldier. Thank you all Veterans for saving my country and fighting for our Freedoms.
Man this hit me hard it explains my ptsd as a firefighter. And former COP.. thanks fot releasing this masterpiece xuz it makes me wanna keep up the fight and explains my issues perfectly. I got your 6 and 12 brother
I may not be a war vet, but I grew up in a rough neighborhood, abusive home and was the outcast at school. this encapsulates PTSD in a nutshell, and even though I cried my eyes out, thank you. It means so much to me to find music that helps me cope with my mental illness and trauma God bless you Graham
I know this is for veterans. But being a tow truck operator and working on the fatalities I've done so far this song matches it. Yep I've seen shit that I keep bottled and I guess I choose not to want to explain. PTSD is a true untamed monster that will take everything from you.
Truly an accurate depiction of living with PTSD. When I came home I was completely fucking broken. I'm not sure what I am now, but at least I'm now able to try and pick up the pieces of my own sense of self, and try to do what's good for myself. In whatever ways I can I suppose. It doesn't just go away. PTSD never gets better, you just eventually get better at living with it, or you fall. I'm so tired of dreaming of that leap, or maybe just my anguish to fall.
I feel you brother, the dreams and flashbacks are the worst part, just wish I could go back to work again and try to face a few of my fears, Can't enjoy going into a just food place, always watching people's hands for weapons when they are reaching in there pockets and making sure I know witch way to pull or push him so no one else gets hurt ,
This song help me a lot I have PTSD I have good days and bad days I take meds Sometimes when I feel alone I listen to this song It describes my pain in my life I was abuse in my past ever since that I have PTSD But I’m doing better now Thank u for this song it really hits my heart and home
Combat vet with ptsd, anxiety and depression. Lost my best friend in this world in 2016 in Afghanistan from a suicide bomber most days I wish I could trade places.
Love this video, very touching to the soul. Thank you to all who serves our country, I can't imagine what they see and do for our freedom.... thank you from the bottom of my heart! xo
Hi I’m Caitlin This song describe me I had ptsd since I was Nine years old it’s very hard I take meds for it Now But thanks for this song it helps me when I listen to it
Thank you, Graham, for this moving song and video. I am a very proud supporter of the PTSD Service Dog program and only hope that my small effort may in some way help those with this dishabilitating injury. I wish you and all our veterans some peace in the near future.
Thank you for your support, of the posts. Your's the one that made me tear up. You and your family I wish for the best and blessed for you. Signed Airman Reynolds.
I have watched this music video hundreds of times. It still gets me every time. It’s truly sad how many times I have been told “ your exaggerating it couldn’t have been that bad “ or get looked at like I’m crazy and been told “ please be normal tonight I know he worked in the same field as you but don’t tell any stories or talk about it with him… Your song “ Seen what I’ve seen “ is that to a T
It's hard to find the words that I want to say There's some things that never go away It's hard to do the same old things I used to do But every day I'm living with this pain I see you trying to get through to me There's some things I can't explain Till you seen what I've seen Done what I've done Found the strength to carry on And you can't get back Who you used to be Oh, you won't understand Till you seen what I've seen And I try to tell myself that this ain't gonna last But it just don't go away And the times I can't control how I'm gonna think Takes me to a time and place These old memories just keep holding on There's only so much I can take Till you seen what I've seen Done what I've done Found the strength to carry on And you can't get back Who you used to be Oh, you won't understand Till you seen what I've seen I just wanna live Go back to my old life Back to when I didn't have to drink myself goodnight I can only wait Something's gonna break And I know it's in my mind Till you seen what I've seen Done what I've done Found the strength to carry on And when you can't get back Who you used to be Oh, you won't understand No, you won't understand Till you seen what I've seen
My heart is with you and all those who Serve or have Served. This song has me in tears. I've written 3 songs myself to help Veterans and those serving, and am always looking for a medical expert who could edit the human brain as I edit a video or song, because I have an idea of how to help PTSD. My own songs are all strictly for fundraising and for helping this huge after effect of such severe trauma. REMEMBER ALL THE FALLEN, YOU WON'T BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS, and MY DADDY WAS A SOLDIER. These are all for anyone to record and perform as they like.
I wake up with that ugly feeling every single day. Some one did horrible, inhumane things to me not very long ago. I don't like being touched. I don't like those ugly memories. I don't trust. I'm so afraid of what I'm becoming. I suck at social anything. I really just want my old self back...
Stumbled on this by accident, served 6 years in the Army been hitting a few walls lost the woman I loved because I couldn't let go. Been drinking myself to oblivion to cope with everything but maybe it's time to let go and let them in
Same here brothers 2 failed marriages cuz of drinking and PTSD. I never sleep at night I can sleep when the sun comes up I don't know why I hate it. Noone understands what we did. 2 tours Afghanistan with the 101st
ptsd haunts me everyday, im a veteran 2003-2005 323RD MPCO toledo, ohio. a lot of people have been hurt verbally and i dont know how to explain it properly.
Exactly..meds and therapy only do so much. Self meds only do so much. It's still a nightmare to be a surviver sometimes makes you want to live and a majority not living with the sleep and awake nightmare
Beautiful strong song. thank you for sharing and thank you for your service. my hubby also served in afghan and Bosnia. He is now retired after 28 years of service.
As a soldier with PTSD it is so right I was in hand to hand combat he stabbed me twice and I break his neck it is hard for me to remember my friends that is lost 😔
Great song it definitely hit home with me even when I want to deny it I sometimes wish I could unsee what I seen thank you for making this song and bring attention to this mental health
Great video, this is so true , made to many mistakes in my time working security, I thought being a tactical guard was great till I have seen some of the things I seen
Goddamn if this ain’t a portrait of how it is. It’s hard moving away from the alcohol. Keep fighting for yourself Brother. Screw the hotline there’s tons of us who love ya. Contact me anytime you need a brother.
And then,,,,,, my daughter in law divorced him after 26 years of marriage. It's been the hardest time for our whole family to see him suffer this way. So all we can do is continue to be supportive for him. 😢 With all the Love in our Hearts.
I feel it... My Girlfriend left me for another, when my PTSD startet to kick. I didn't know what was happening with myself and she left and said, that i'm not her problem anymore. That hurts. But in realised, that she was not the right women for me. I'm very loyal an would catch a bullet for the people i love. She never loved me. She only loved herself an thats okay for me, because its the truth.
@@aeroxR46 You are strong by admitting your feelings. Too often our Vets can't 'Talk about it'. On a Sunday my son stopped at a church. Walked in with his service dog, and they told him he couldn't bring his dog in. So he left and went to another church. They were extremely welcoming. After 3 weeks or so he realized their beliefs were wayyy off. (as in creepy lol) The next week, he went to another one. It was the Church that was meant for him. The pastor was also a war vet. The people were welcoming. They love him and his dog. He's reading his Bible every day. And he has found peace in his life again. He Loves Jesus and is getting Baptized in a couple weeks. And a big blessing has happened. One of his sons, a USMC Lt. is texting him every day. He may not have his wife anymore, but he has so much more now. God Bless You,,,
I wish people could see just once we experience in our head maybe then they could relate but with PTSD there are no visible wounds to see so they don't we are still wounded
I tried to tell of what was happening inside my head but was told " you are not bleeding, get out of my office." I tried again later and was told almost the same thing in a different office. Now I only can go alone and talk to the wind and it sometimes listens when no one else will.
If it can help alleviate a small amount of stress, you really are not battling alone. It does suck sometimes but once you find your spirituality and get in tune with the universe you can unlock your mind to its greatest potential. ❤️
I got diagnosed with PTSD after a traumatic labor and a abusive relationship and just my childhood in general too.. it is absolute hell and some nights I can’t even be the mother I want to be for my 7 month old baby boy :( every little thing or noise bothers or triggers me and it’s a awful thing to have and battle everyday💔 especially having another little boy due in august 2021... I still feel so alone and I’m a single mother to both of them. It’s hard battling with myself and then trying to be a single mom to my baby boys.
Growing up in a terrible home then joining the military at 17 to go to Afghanistan at 19 I can say my childhood was stolen from me at a very young age with seeing the things we did at that age. Now I see my soldiers joking about wanting to go fight Russia and it breaks my fucking heart man because I was the same was at first.
The sleeping pills washed down with pure liquor hit me. My dad did that every day... Operation Iraqi freedom, operation enduring freedom and then my dad came home & offed himself 🖤
I'm a rookie volunteer firefighter, and my second MVC (motor vehicle crash) call was an accident with injuries, entrapment, and ejection. Driver was dead before we even got there, slumped over into the passenger seat and trapped by the crushed door and the dash that was pinning him in place. The passenger was ejected through the windshield and survived with bumps, bruises and a broken bone or two. I can still remember to this day, better than 3 months later how much of a mess there was due to debris, the positioning of the vehicle, and the exact milemarker number where it occurred. IDK why, I just do.
I was gunned down a on a street corner and left to die I remember everything from the blood coming out of my stomach to the ambulance ride to them cutting my bloody clothes off... I’ve been left with a scars all over my body and the person I was is nothing but a ghost to me
My 10yr untreatable CPTSD gets worse every day...& I’ve done everything to get Residential Trauma Treatment I was recommit 9+ years ago.... Nobody understands / w/0 personal experience,,,and that causes more trauma😥 I will 🙏4U.. please Message me if I wanna talk ok😊👌 Hugs, Dee
I have been out since 2009 can't seem to make friends or anything else. Just me and my dog thats what gets me through the day. I don't find peace at all. Just one day at a time. Those skeleton just keep coming.
Everyone keeps telling me to move on il be happy well if I could I would. I have nightmares and think about what happened to me constantly and I’m so angry nearly all the time.
I have never been overseas. But I have seen some of the events in country over my years in the guard. It's a painful, blocked, and shutdown part of my life. And muscle memory is far more terrifying than people think. After almost shooting my mother one night because I truly believed she was somebody else..... How do you fix that part of yourself?
I have been in Afghanistan 3 times. I feel like I am insane. I don't like talking about my personal stuff. The S*ittest part is being completely alone and having no way out from it all.
I have a son who spent 13 years in the Marine Corps and he did three tours and now he's a deputy sheriff but I know the he is not the same that's when he went into the Marine Corps he went straight to war he was in the Marine Corps in 2001 then he went on to Security Forces and then he went on and went to a fleet at 29 Palms and he was 1st Battalion 3 seven kilo company are they went to Kuwait and waited for the going which came in March and the War Began are they returned home and then six weeks later that Battalion was told they were going again and I lost it and I myself had PTSD but I did not know how to help him when he came back the second time some s*** went down back home and it was how leaving him and I didn't know what to do for him the second time was rough he lost a lot of friends close friends but anyway the song helps me and I'm going to save it and possibly one day I'll let my son hear it thank you so much God bless you God bless every veteran out there
This song captures exactly what it's like to suffer from PTSD...it's been six years now and I still have days that I breakdown...
I've been in for a few years but I know how my coc is and they'd remove me if I looked for help
Me too James, I’m the furthest thing from perfect … I’m with ya
Been 15 for me
I'm only 11 months in and I don't know if I'll ever see the end of this
I'm only 11 months in and I don't know if I'll ever see the end of this
Whenever I hear people shouting or get shouted at (customer service) I'm 5 years old again and hiding in my room crying. It doesn't go away.
Great video. Society is cruel and not understanding of those with invisible issues. Worse yet the governments and society treat those with mental issues like criminals.
A very good video which highlights the problem affecting all too many of my former military colleagues. This insidious problem also took the life of my namesake great uncle, Pte John Roderick Hammill, RCAMC, ten years after returning home from WW2. RIP, Uncle Roddy.
Things the public doesn't see is the things that us service members have to go through after we've served. We don't just fight wars across the world.... it's sad to say the hardest wars are the ones that go on in our minds. I've lived with ptsd and there are days I wish I could be who I was before. Thank you so much for this.
Damn Right my brother!
Man, the amount of times I've said I wish I could just be who I was.
12 years. still there.
PTSD is a monster that stole much of my life. The saddest part is that nobody understood how fucked up I was. Our government in Canada really doesn’t give a shit about us, nor do they even try to help or care. Had it not been for my fellow soldiers; comrades in arms, I think I would have put a bullet in my brain a long time ago, and I almost did. If you’re a Vet struggling, call out to one of your buddies before you even think of going through official channels. I know our allies seem to be much better at taking care of their own, but trust me it’s just as bad for them. All we have to rely on is each other. Lastly, if you’re doing ok, reach out to your old buddies. They might not be doing as well as you might think.
Give VAC a call. They have changed, finally and help is available. Trust me, I called and got support. Call and tell them you want a referral to the OSI Clinic. They specialise in our problems.
@@kenstephens9018 thanks for your reply. I won’t contact VAC, they really really pissed me off when I needed them and they treated me like I was an “inconvenience”. I’m ok now, no thanks to them. The thanks I have is for my fellow veterans who really helped me, and I do what I can to pay it forward. I never needed a Psychologist, but rather what I needed was a fly fishing rod and a river to fix me. Life is much better now.
All I want to say to all Veterans Men and Women who served my country the U.S.A thank you because you fought for my Freedom in a year hopefully I'll go through RASP and accomplish my dream of becoming a U.S Special Forces Soldier. Thank you all Veterans for saving my country and fighting for our Freedoms.
Man this hit me hard it explains my ptsd as a firefighter. And former COP.. thanks fot releasing this masterpiece xuz it makes me wanna keep up the fight and explains my issues perfectly. I got your 6 and 12 brother
No doubt Brother
I may not be a war vet, but I grew up in a rough neighborhood, abusive home and was the outcast at school. this encapsulates PTSD in a nutshell, and even though I cried my eyes out, thank you. It means so much to me to find music that helps me cope with my mental illness and trauma
God bless you Graham
Thanks for this! Made my day 🙏⚔️
I am a veteran i related to this and cried i pray someday i will be healed someday soon
I know this is for veterans. But being a tow truck operator and working on the fatalities I've done so far this song matches it. Yep I've seen shit that I keep bottled and I guess I choose not to want to explain. PTSD is a true untamed monster that will take everything from you.
@@cooldad8349 it’s not just for veterans it is for people just like yourself. Thank you for commenting and supporting!
USMC Infantry 2006-2010, 3 combat tours to Iraq. This song speaks volumes brother
As a girl with PTSD, this speaks to me on so many levels. It's so hard to find strength some days.
BeckyBoo i know your feeling but we all can fight this demon it takes Some time but we are gonna win
I see you. I'm in a similar boat, and I hope things get better for you.
Same here your not alone
Thanks everyone!
Hey Becky, you just witnessed something called camaraderie. This is such beautiful love and support ❤️
Having my children became my strongest Pill...I thank God I became stronger, or would of been no more.
Struggling tonight and needed this! Thanks so much for sharing awarness of inner demons... Stuck in PTSD, and needed this, so thank you!
Truly an accurate depiction of living with PTSD. When I came home I was completely fucking broken. I'm not sure what I am now, but at least I'm now able to try and pick up the pieces of my own sense of self, and try to do what's good for myself. In whatever ways I can I suppose. It doesn't just go away. PTSD never gets better, you just eventually get better at living with it, or you fall. I'm so tired of dreaming of that leap, or maybe just my anguish to fall.
I feel you brother, the dreams and flashbacks are the worst part, just wish I could go back to work again and try to face a few of my fears, Can't enjoy going into a just food place, always watching people's hands for weapons when they are reaching in there pockets and making sure I know witch way to pull or push him so no one else gets hurt ,
This song help me a lot I have PTSD
I have good days and bad days
I take meds
Sometimes when I feel alone
I listen to this song
It describes my pain in my life I was abuse in my past ever since that I have PTSD
But I’m doing better now
Thank u for this song it really hits my heart and home
Combat vet with ptsd, anxiety and depression. Lost my best friend in this world in 2016 in Afghanistan from a suicide bomber most days I wish I could trade places.
Love this video, very touching to the soul. Thank you to all who serves our country, I can't imagine what they see and do for our freedom.... thank you from the bottom of my heart! xo
Hi I’m Caitlin This song describe me
I had ptsd since I was
Nine years old it’s very hard I take meds for it
Now
But thanks for this song it helps me when I listen to it
Very moving. More people need to see and understand this.
Thank you, Graham, for this moving song and video. I am a very proud supporter of the PTSD Service Dog program and only hope that my small effort may in some way help those with this dishabilitating injury. I wish you and all our veterans some peace in the near future.
Thank you for your support, of the posts. Your's the one that made me tear up. You and your family I wish for the best and blessed for you. Signed Airman Reynolds.
I looked up PTSD songs...TH-cam brought me to this song. Thank you. (96R, 102 MI Bn)
I have watched this music video hundreds of times. It still gets me every time. It’s truly sad how many times I have been told “ your exaggerating it couldn’t have been that bad “ or get looked at like I’m crazy and been told “ please be normal tonight I know he worked in the same field as you but don’t tell any stories or talk about it with him… Your song “ Seen what I’ve seen “ is that to a T
It's hard to find the words that I want to say
There's some things that never go away
It's hard to do the same old things I used to do
But every day I'm living with this pain
I see you trying to get through to me
There's some things I can't explain
Till you seen what I've seen
Done what I've done
Found the strength to carry on
And you can't get back
Who you used to be
Oh, you won't understand
Till you seen what I've seen
And I try to tell myself that this ain't gonna last
But it just don't go away
And the times I can't control how I'm gonna think
Takes me to a time and place
These old memories just keep holding on
There's only so much I can take
Till you seen what I've seen
Done what I've done
Found the strength to carry on
And you can't get back
Who you used to be
Oh, you won't understand
Till you seen what I've seen
I just wanna live
Go back to my old life
Back to when I didn't have to drink myself goodnight
I can only wait
Something's gonna break
And I know it's in my mind
Till you seen what I've seen
Done what I've done
Found the strength to carry on
And when you can't get back
Who you used to be
Oh, you won't understand
No, you won't understand
Till you seen what I've seen
Great song!! Thank you for your service sir!!
My heart is with you and all those who Serve or have Served. This song has me in tears. I've written 3 songs myself to help Veterans and those serving, and am always looking for a medical expert who could edit the human brain as I edit a video or song, because I have an idea of how to help PTSD. My own songs are all strictly for fundraising and for helping this huge after effect of such severe trauma. REMEMBER ALL THE FALLEN, YOU WON'T BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS, and MY DADDY WAS A SOLDIER. These are all for anyone to record and perform as they like.
I wake up with that ugly feeling every single day. Some one did horrible, inhumane things to me not very long ago. I don't like being touched. I don't like those ugly memories. I don't trust. I'm so afraid of what I'm becoming. I suck at social anything. I really just want my old self back...
What a great song, with heartfelt emotion. So much pain inside, yet still able to turn it into a positive. Good job Graham.
Love the song 🎶🎵💪💖🔥💯
I love the way this video presented the wife, she clearly wants to help her husband and make him see she’s there for him and cares too much for him.
As opposed to the typical norm…. Resentment, rejection followed by divorce.
That is exactly what happened to me. :(@@dominicc6988
Stumbled on this by accident, served 6 years in the Army been hitting a few walls lost the woman I loved because I couldn't let go. Been drinking myself to oblivion to cope with everything but maybe it's time to let go and let them in
Right there with you, and the insomnia never helps.
Same here brothers 2 failed marriages cuz of drinking and PTSD. I never sleep at night I can sleep when the sun comes up I don't know why I hate it. Noone understands what we did. 2 tours Afghanistan with the 101st
ptsd haunts me everyday, im a veteran 2003-2005 323RD MPCO toledo, ohio. a lot of people have been hurt verbally and i dont know how to explain it properly.
Exactly..meds and therapy only do so much. Self meds only do so much. It's still a nightmare to be a surviver sometimes makes you want to live and a majority not living with the sleep and awake nightmare
Beautiful strong song. thank you for sharing and thank you for your service. my hubby also served in afghan and Bosnia. He is now retired after 28 years of service.
As a soldier with PTSD it is so right I was in hand to hand combat he stabbed me twice and I break his neck it is hard for me to remember my friends that is lost 😔
I remember all of them it plays in my head like a fucking movie every single day alcohol and drugs, gangbanging i wish i could have stopped them.
Great song it definitely hit home with me even when I want to deny it I sometimes wish I could unsee what I seen thank you for making this song and bring attention to this mental health
Combat vet having a rough day. But it'll get better, and then worse like a rollercoaster but I don't quit. Stay strong bro
Amen!!! This song is perfect!!
Thanks for serving us
Thank you for this song brother. I served in Iraq and Afghanistan. This hits the feels. I’ll be doing a reaction video as well! Thank you!
I'm not a country music lover but this is pure GOLD~I can so relate🤙🏻🖤🤙🏻
Great video, this is so true , made to many mistakes in my time working security, I thought being a tactical guard was great till I have seen some of the things I seen
Goddamn if this ain’t a portrait of how it is. It’s hard moving away from the alcohol. Keep fighting for yourself
Brother. Screw the hotline there’s tons of us who love ya. Contact me anytime you need a brother.
And then,,,,,, my daughter in law divorced him after 26 years of marriage. It's been the hardest time for our whole family to see him suffer this way. So all we can do is continue to be supportive for him. 😢 With all the Love in our Hearts.
I feel it... My Girlfriend left me for another, when my PTSD startet to kick. I didn't know what was happening with myself and she left and said, that i'm not her problem anymore. That hurts. But in realised, that she was not the right women for me. I'm very loyal an would catch a bullet for the people i love. She never loved me. She only loved herself an thats okay for me, because its the truth.
@@aeroxR46 You are strong by admitting your feelings. Too often our Vets can't 'Talk about it'. On a Sunday my son stopped at a church. Walked in with his service dog, and they told him he couldn't bring his dog in. So he left and went to another church. They were extremely welcoming. After 3 weeks or so he realized their beliefs were wayyy off. (as in creepy lol) The next week, he went to another one. It was the Church that was meant for him. The pastor was also a war vet. The people were welcoming. They love him and his dog. He's reading his Bible every day. And he has found peace in his life again. He Loves Jesus and is getting Baptized in a couple weeks. And a big blessing has happened. One of his sons, a USMC Lt. is texting him every day. He may not have his wife anymore, but he has so much more now.
God Bless You,,,
I needed this today! Hope life is good bro! I am going share the hell out of this!
I wish people could see just once we experience in our head maybe then they could relate but with PTSD there are no visible wounds to see so they don't we are still wounded
I tried to tell of what was happening inside my head but was told " you are not bleeding, get out of my office." I tried again later and was told almost the same thing in a different office. Now I only can go alone and talk to the wind and it sometimes listens when no one else will.
I suffer from depression some times 😵💫😵💫😔😔😔😔😔 but I am stI’ll here I am blesss the ligh Of day every chance I get 😏😏😏😏😏♥️😁😁😁😁
Excellent!
Great Song, Amazing Video!
Very nice, the proud the strong, still need help.
I battle ptsd daily and if you don't know you won't ever understand. It sucks!!
If it can help alleviate a small amount of stress, you really are not battling alone. It does suck sometimes but once you find your spirituality and get in tune with the universe you can unlock your mind to its greatest potential. ❤️
Dude....wow. Just, wow. Thank you for this
Great video Mr Trude.
Graham, thank you for sharing. I am sure your message will help many PTSD
I got diagnosed with PTSD after a traumatic labor and a abusive relationship and just my childhood in general too.. it is absolute hell and some nights I can’t even be the mother I want to be for my 7 month old baby boy :( every little thing or noise bothers or triggers me and it’s a awful thing to have and battle everyday💔 especially having another little boy due in august 2021... I still feel so alone and I’m a single mother to both of them. It’s hard battling with myself and then trying to be a single mom to my baby boys.
I feel you brother
I deal every day and hide it… if they only knew… it’s soo hard.
Growing up in a terrible home then joining the military at 17 to go to Afghanistan at 19 I can say my childhood was stolen from me at a very young age with seeing the things we did at that age. Now I see my soldiers joking about wanting to go fight Russia and it breaks my fucking heart man because I was the same was at first.
I Suffer from Severe Chronic PTSD and this song couldn't be truer
When life puts you to the test army style ❤
I'm glad I'm alone...... Kandahar 08/09
The sleeping pills washed down with pure liquor hit me. My dad did that every day... Operation Iraqi freedom, operation enduring freedom and then my dad came home & offed himself 🖤
I'm a rookie volunteer firefighter, and my second MVC (motor vehicle crash) call was an accident with injuries, entrapment, and ejection. Driver was dead before we even got there, slumped over into the passenger seat and trapped by the crushed door and the dash that was pinning him in place. The passenger was ejected through the windshield and survived with bumps, bruises and a broken bone or two. I can still remember to this day, better than 3 months later how much of a mess there was due to debris, the positioning of the vehicle, and the exact milemarker number where it occurred. IDK why, I just do.
You are not alone ❤️
I was gunned down a on a street corner and left to die I remember everything from the blood coming out of my stomach to the ambulance ride to them cutting my bloody clothes off... I’ve been left with a scars all over my body and the person I was is nothing but a ghost to me
My 10yr untreatable CPTSD gets worse every day...& I’ve done everything to get Residential Trauma Treatment I was recommit 9+ years ago....
Nobody understands / w/0 personal experience,,,and that causes more trauma😥
I will 🙏4U.. please Message me if I wanna talk ok😊👌
Hugs, Dee
I have been out since 2009 can't seem to make friends or anything else. Just me and my dog thats what gets me through the day. I don't find peace at all. Just one day at a time. Those skeleton just keep coming.
Thanks army haha but aye gonna try to live. With memories
I did
Everyone keeps telling me to move on il be happy well if I could I would. I have nightmares and think about what happened to me constantly and I’m so angry nearly all the time.
If I ever knew what ptsd truly was I would have never traded my life for 25$ An hour. I want it back.
I have never been overseas. But I have seen some of the events in country over my years in the guard. It's a painful, blocked, and shutdown part of my life. And muscle memory is far more terrifying than people think. After almost shooting my mother one night because I truly believed she was somebody else.....
How do you fix that part of yourself?
This is an Amazing Video
I have been in Afghanistan 3 times. I feel like I am insane. I don't like talking about my personal stuff. The S*ittest part is being completely alone and having no way out from it all.
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9 years later I'm still having problems, still active duty though
Thanks for reaching out. You gotta do what’s best for your ❤️ and your 🧠
@@GrahamTrude your absolutely right brother, reach out if you ever need to
Not to mention those that live with C-PTSD. War, human trafficking, and such… 😭
FPV drones that prop pitch change
I have a son who spent 13 years in the Marine Corps and he did three tours and now he's a deputy sheriff but I know the he is not the same that's when he went into the Marine Corps he went straight to war he was in the Marine Corps in 2001 then he went on to Security Forces and then he went on and went to a fleet at 29 Palms and he was 1st Battalion 3 seven kilo company are they went to Kuwait and waited for the going which came in March and the War Began are they returned home and then six weeks later that Battalion was told they were going again and I lost it and I myself had PTSD but I did not know how to help him when he came back the second time some s*** went down back home and it was how leaving him and I didn't know what to do for him the second time was rough he lost a lot of friends close friends but anyway the song helps me and I'm going to save it and possibly one day I'll let my son hear it thank you so much God bless you God bless every veteran out there
Bad thing is after wards our government don't give two crap about us specifically when in need desperately
So it's not just me?
Seems... it's not just us...
Anyone there?
So it's about war... That's such an unusual cause of PTSD
beer in hand
My ex-wife decided I wasn't worth the trouble anymore with the nightmares and the moments of rage, sorrow, regret
Heading down that road now...
Well back again, at least leaving comments I am seeing a pattern with my ptsd.
Now valorant and others are causing PTSD xD
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Im here at my breaking point and dont know what to do
My future husband 🤭🤭😏😏
No one understands.....
This is amazing video.