Ugh , that moment at the challenge when she took her wig off and threw her chin up in the air... uh that was her moment. Will never forget this beautiful human
Hell yeah! Was such an iconic moment- like to be so brave in the face of being so intimidated, and to do it as fierce as she did. She will always be an inspiration to me
I just love how when she went home over her cancer, he was instantly ready to go. It wasn't about the money anymore. It was about the love he has for her.
@keemo da therapist exactly....I am the biggest CT fan for many reasons and many of them include Diem....but like of course he left with her. There was plenty time left for him for challenges.....only a short time left with Diem. It was the obvious choice so for anyone to act like it was heroic makes me think they have just never been in love before or something
I honestly believe that too!! Even though Diem has passed on i think they still are. Now CT is married and it brings me too tears to think it isn't with Diem but that is me being selfish and inconsiderate because, his happiness comes first! I will them the best
I honestly do believe they would have gotten married and if not then They would be soulmate friend and CT would do anything for to have kids and anything she needed. I do believe in if they had more time then in 5 years like she said they would be together.
Even though he’s married now I do believe they are still soulmates. I’m sure Diem would have wanted him to be happy and find happiness again long after shes gone. I’m sure shes smiling down on him 💖
I kinda in a sense feel like CT won't ever grow his hair back because Diem cut it and that was a special moment between him. I never saw his hair long since.
I love when CT supported her and made her feel beautiful even when she didn't...I really thought she was going to beat cancer again...rest in peace Diem
CT had the biggest heart for Diem and a bigger heart than given credit for because he came on as a hothead. Look at Free Agents when Cara injured her arm. No one would want to risk being partnered with that liability, but he was totally sweet and proud to do it because he has a soft spot for the underdogs.
When will mtv stop playing games and just marathon all these past challenges!! The older seasons are some of the best ! Please please please show them on tv again 😭😭😭
I think because of a lawsuit that one of the contestants had a against mtv , and the other contestant , Kenny , there not allowed to show seasons with him on it
Im totally crying. They have both always been my absolute favorite on these shows. Together or separate. It's so sad that she is gone, but I'm so thankful we had the opportunity to "know" her through this show. She touched many people in her short life. Rest easy D.
Can honestly say the same.I had no idea she had passed.She was a one of my favorites too watching this show.So sad to hear this.Rest in piece Diem.She was one heck of a fighter❤
Ina way she tamed the beast in him she brought his soft side and made it seem like she showed him how to let the world in and it was okay to not have an aggressive wall up all the time
I had never seen that clip where she was talking about how she wanted to win the money so she could pay a surrogate to carry children for her.....then he has a son and gets to fulfill the dream she could not 😌
Unfortunately they’ve separated already. She wasn’t Diem, but she did give him a little CT III. She wasn’t as warm as Diem was and what he needed in a partner. You could see it in their wedding special. She was too controlling and even tried to tell Cara Maria that she wasn’t going out with the guys (all of Cara’s friends). Cara went, obv. Ugh. He can’t catch a break but I’ll bet he’s the best dad ever!
I think the point may be that he and his wife believe they are soulmates. Wouldn’t feel real good thinking your new husband, that you’re building a life with, having children with, and working your butt off everyday through the hard stuff to stay together with already had his one soulmate, so it doesn’t matter how in love you are with each other because you’re not his anyway.... Anyway, Thank God CT doesn’t think that way- what would be the point of going on? He loves Diem, he’s said he does and will till he dies. But why make his wife feel less than, or make him feel like the best part of his life has already passed?
He was her strength and she was his calm. It was a the one that got away type of situation but they will always have that love for each other. CTs growth and transformation has been my favorite. He’s grown into a great man and dad. I know D would be proud and is watching over him. 💕
CT and Diem just met too early for them, but exactly when she needed him the most. Timing is really one of the most important things in a relationship and it's one of the things you can't control.
There was this beautiful moment not shown on here, but I remember originally, where Diem was sick and CT scooped her up in his arms and carried her to the car for the hospital. You could see the care and concern in his face and the way she completely melted into his arms as he carried her!
I remember this. There was also the scene where she basically begged him to go out that night because it was just a tummy ache and she was fine. Then his reaction to her going to the hospital was so heartbreaking cause even with how drunk he was he just wanted to be by her side
That made me cry so much seeing that! I’ve been watching this just for that moment 🥺 I really believe they were soulmates. It’s beautiful to see a love story unfold. Unscripted, raw and real.
I'm watching this now and crying I just started binge watching the challenge like a month ago but these two especially Diem I just love her she is beautiful inside and out, strong and full of heart. It's not fair
Our real life walk to remember couple. Looking at the man that CT is now, you just know she was his angel. RIP to such a beautiful soul, she inspired so many young women.
When you consider the fact she was dealing with battling cancer, it’s pretty incredible that she made it to that final and finished in 2nd place with CT.
I remember when she took off her wig the first time and CT looked at her like he had been struck by a lightning bolt. I fell in love with them as a couple right then. They made each other better and it was one of the few reasons I kept watching. It made me smile to remember all of what they had been through and what they were to each other.
Oh man. CT at the end talking about he’s just been carrying around this weight for the past few years and then talking about how his son has brought him back to life and how he’s looking forward to being happy again...that shit got me. Getting to watch this man grow before us has been such a pleasure to watch
Yeah they did hurt each other. Diem broke up with him for her career and didn't make it to his brother's funeral and that hurt him so bad. That's the reason why he smashed Shauvon. Diem said he admitted he did that to hurt her because he was hurt.
He has. He's also going through a divorce. He's been through a lot. I am happy to see him finally have success on the Challenges after years of losing. He's successful and going to inherit his father's company. I hope he finds personal happiness too.
@@missdee4927 the thing is his losses has been either dumb technical error, bad partner(adam/Veronica) fights and getting booted... Then add the fact that he had to go against the 5 guys every season makes it even more crazy. The dude was so feared that the rat pack always ganged up on him. That's how good he was and is.
This is what I loved about Real World, Road Rules and the The Challenges. For as real as Reality tv can be, this was the truth. We all watched the 2 of them come to love it each other. It wasn't forced, it wasn't written or created. It was real and she balanced out CT. I truly believe he has become the dude he is because of her. She tamed the lion that he was coming into these shows. Definitely miss the earlier years and the players that started it all. Diem was great person, may she Rest in Paradise!
She loved him so hard that she sacrificed the chance to have him by her side at the end. He was her strongest and softest comfort and he truly "got" her. She pushed him as far away as possible, because she felt it. She knew she wasn't long for this world, and she tried her damndest to make soften the blow for CT. They both expressed unconditional, next-level love for one another. She used her last bit of energy attempting to avoid Rocking CT's life. He had already fallen in love with her so deeply, that the huge chunk that would would ultimately be ripped from him by losing her, was inevitable and unavoidable. They were meant, for whatever reason, to be this for eachother at the end of Diem's life. My fiance died in an accident 2 weeks after we decided to move in together. When I feel alone with the loss of what I had with him, I watch this video. Tell my fiance Hi for me, Diem.
It looks like I'm the only dude commenting on this vid, but Diem brought out the best in CT, and I really think CT is a much different and better man for have known Diem. She was a very bright light that continues to shine.
CT really loved her. It was like seeing the toughest guy open up his heart to the nicest girl. They were compete opposites and made the best pair. It sucked they couldn’t get their happy ending
To have someone like CT crazy about you- he’s pretty irresistible when he’s at his best. Skip the alcohol CT and cigarettes, and the need to fight with the guys and you are unbeatable.
Really what could The Bachelor/Bachelorette have on this love story? Nothing. That was beautiful to grow up with & watch unfold over the years. Truly epic. Truly tragic. Diem was powerful and profound and joyful and special... damn.
There will never be a better ship then CT and Diem. They had their ups and downs, but always came back to each other. It heartbreaking that it ended with Diem's death. Much love
The minute she started talking my heart dropped and I teared up,she was on the first season of the challenge I ever watched(battle of the exes)and I instantly fell in love with her,and I remember finding out she passed away and I cried,but seeing theses moments is bittersweet to me,R.I.P. Diem❤️,u weren’t just the girl on the challenge,u were a role model,and a inspiration to many ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Shawn The sheep I totally cried that's how much Diem exuded beauty, strength, passion and love. I remember watching that season and watching CT and Diem beautiful rare love story made me keep watching and the fact they were both bad asses on every challenge how they were a perfect team/couple was amazing! May God bless her.
Ct and diem are one of my favorite tragic real life love stories. His love for her was apparent the second she took off that wig. Their love for each other even through the madness over the seasons was obvious. He went crazy when he was drunk, she told him she wasnt ready, and he lost his shit. Had she not sadly succumbed to the cancer I would bet these two would be married. Ct has become a different man after her passing, doesn't give in to easy reasons to lash out, and he sits back and watches the drama rather than causing it. I love both of them and her death still makes me cry.
Grew up watching and being inspired by Diem. What a beautiful soul. Every viewer was lucky to have her be a part of our lives, even though we did not know her personally. Rest In Peace
CT and Diem’s relationship was one of the most real connections I’ve ever seen. And they weren’t even in a dating show, that wasn’t the purpose, yet it happened.
The episode during battle of the exes two when production is talking to him while he’s eating and he immediately throws the food on the floor without a thought and asks where she is, ugh. That’s love
As much as I love seeing CT and Diem have their first kiss, the cast coming out and watching them and being so excited to see them kiss for the first time, just made that moment even more tear jerking. It's one of my favorite moments.
Oh my god when they had their first kiss I am sobbing. I watched this when it aired but now that she passed it means so much more. I loved the love they shared.
That was very beautiful. Great Job MTV!!! That is how you honor someone that touched so many lives. Her inspiring story gives me hope in my journey. Thank You.... RWG DIEM❤❤❤
I love the strength CT brings out in Diem. He made her take that wig off every time. When they were good, they were goals for real. But when they were bad, it was terrible to watch. Damn man RIP
The most disappointing moment in Challenge history was C.T. and Diem losing Battle of the Exes after leading the whole final. Production should have rigged that season in their favor.
@@yuvalambalo4590 hmm that’s a fair point. Idk, they got second in Exes 1 and that was when their relationship wasn’t at its best, so i think it might have been possible for them to have had a better chance in Exes 2 (if Diem was healthy)
Angelo G I mean technically they still can, if CT wants to have Diem children, all he has to do is provide his sperm to a surrogate who is carrying one of the eggs Diem had already frozen (before she had passed). But idk if that will ever happen, since it might be looked down upon now that she died.
CT and Diem... what a love story. My mom died from ovarian cancer right before Diems first season. I’ve grown up watching all of them. She was a true warrior with style and grace! CT showed how a real man is suppose to be. Yes they bickered and fought but what couple don’t. RIP my teal warrior love you Diem!
I love Diem and CT. From the first time I met them, and her and CT had a very beautiful relationship. Beautiful and crazy and not right then right then not right and so on. I will forever remember her. RIP beautiful strong girl
CT is the person he is today because he met Diem. I'm so happy that he's found happiest and is doing so well. I just know Diem is smiling down on him so proud of the father and husband he is today ❤️
I remember watching when Diem took her wig off. I was so amazed by her. That moment made me cry. Still does. She looked so beautiful. I was so proud of a person I'd never met. She touched so many. The world is a worse place because she's gone. Thank you, Diem for sharing some of your life. Rest easy.
Rip girl. You showed us all a different side of CT. You both seemed to be strong and help motivate the other. Lol even though he now has a baby I definitely think he will love that girl forever. She changed his life just like he changed hers and I think it's amazing we got to watch it all unfold over the years. Crying for you both because you can see the way you look at each other that the love was there from early on and was still there for when it counted.
Even when they fight and want to kill each other it only hits so deep and only gets under their skin so much because they both still love each other so deeply and I can relate far too well to that pain. But that look in their eyes they get when they talk about the other. That's true love.
Damn.... I didn’t realize Diem passed on 11•14. That’s my sisters bday..... my sister and I watched CT and Diem since we were little 😕😕 my sister passed on 12/18/18. R.I.Paradise to you both. 💔💔💔
She looked so bad ass when she took that wig off! I loved their relationship !!! She is one, if not THE only person that everyone respected and loved on this show! They all tried to protect her feelings and make her feel loved. Rest in peace babygirl.
Ugh! This is too much. I had "blocked out" the fact that she died; so when I saw this video, I got so excited because I thought her and CT were finally getting married. They've always been the couple I rooted for. You could tell they loved each other so much. She seemed like the only one who could bring CT to his knees. The reminder that she had actually passed away is so heartbreaking. Rest in heaven, Diem.
2021... Still the greatest love story I've ever had the privilege to witness as it was happening ❤️❤️❤️ I fell in love with CT because of what Diem brought out in him.
What's crazy is... He's now married/engaged with a child. I've always thought Diem was looking down on him happy af like although she isn't here she would want the best for him. They made a pretty couple smh RIP baby girl
Watching these old clips of Diem and CT make me want to cry. They truly were soulmates. On a side note: She looks absolutely stunning w/short hair. RIP beautiful.
Diem looked bomb with short hair I lost all of my hair to alopecia and I swear nothing makes you feel sexier than seeing your man look at you like a snack even with your bald head ♡
This was a beautiful, tragic, epic!!! I loved these two and How they never gave up on each other. I love how they would always get back to each other!!! I hope all the rookies watch this and can see what a ROMANCE is!!! R.I.P. Diem. She always put herself first and would tell CT how much he meant to her. 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️
One of the best love stories ever. I remember bursting into tears and putting my hand over my heart when he picked her up during that kiss. She had a beautiful soul and softened CT's heart. He loved her so completely. He was still proposing to her on her death bed.
He came into her life at a very critical time. Her self esteem was likely at an all time low. He just poured into her constantly and helped her to feel strong, capable, confident, and desirable again. In return she helped him to mature and mellow out little by little. The best types of relationships are when both partners grow and become better versions of themselves as a result of the other person's impact. I cannot believe it has been 7 years already. I hope Diem is happy. I hope she is at peace with the life she led.
He was a jerk, then he fell in love with a loving soul and person who changed him into a real man/role model. He didn't care about money and lost his mind over competition or love. It was something beyond just tv because it showed how much love could change a person. He became a father and better person in life because of his love for that woman
I really MISS her bubbly upbeat happy personality. I wish that MTV would make a playlist or a DVD of all the episodes she was on.. not just the challenge. Diem brought out the best in CT. They had up and downs and none of us will ever know all of it. But I knew when I saw the last episode she was in when he said "your going to the hospital now, I dont care about a game" and carried her out to the SUV waiting on her that he was 100% all in with her! Im saddened that she didnt get a chance to raise children and get married and fly her gorgeous self all over MTV for many more year! Rest Easy Diem! God surely got a great Angel with you!
This was just so sad to watch. I didn't even know she was battling cancer till I saw her on Rivals II and she talked about it. I loved how CT was just a gentleman towards Diem and wanting to leave with her when she had to leave the game. Then the cast had a memorial service for her when she passed away. That made me cry. RIP Diem.
Did anybody else get choked up and started crying? I use to look up their videos and now they have a full dedicated video with good quality. I loved ct and diem together, it was mtvs most beautiful love story
Even if you had never seen any season Diem was on, watching CT’s despair when he hears she’s out of Ex’s 2, then Johnny the big bad villain of the Challenge trying his best to comfort him, and finally Cara in tears when CT and Faith arrive on Bloodlines says it all. She was a beautiful soul that could bring even the hardest and biggest rivals of Challengers together. The entire situation, their connection and love story, then them falling apart only to reconnect just before she gets re-hospitalized didn’t feel like Reality TV, it felt like a movie. But then she passes away and it’s impossible not to think about it every moment CT is on screen for years afterward. I bet that loss in the Exes 2 final haunted him for years and years. It’s heartbreaking he had no friends to comfort him on the day of remembrance on Invasion Bc all that was left were the underdogs and Camila. The way everything about him changed, like the light was gone from his eyes and he was just floating through life until his son was born. RIP Diem, we shall never see her like again.
Well said. Even now, he is still missing that mischievous glimmer in his eye I miss so much. To lose a brother, a woman you loved, and a finally a close friend just a couple weeks later is a lot to take.
Ugh , that moment at the challenge when she took her wig off and threw her chin up in the air... uh that was her moment. Will never forget this beautiful human
Courtney B It was SO her moment! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼💜💜💜💕💕💕
She was a warrior! And God she was gorgeous.
And she was so beautiful with or without a wig. I’m happy she was able to have that moment
Remember when Beth tried to start a fight with Tina right after? Everyone was like "Stfu, both of you! This is Diem's moment!" 😂
Hell yeah! Was such an iconic moment- like to be so brave in the face of being so intimidated, and to do it as fierce as she did. She will always be an inspiration to me
I just love how when she went home over her cancer, he was instantly ready to go. It wasn't about the money anymore. It was about the love he has for her.
Definitely because they could have brought another girl in to be his partner. He chose her over money!
The fact that he loved her through it all
Him doing that garnered respect for him as a person and not just as the top competitor he is.
I’ll be on the next flight with her no questions asked. Gets me every time
@keemo da therapist exactly....I am the biggest CT fan for many reasons and many of them include Diem....but like of course he left with her. There was plenty time left for him for challenges.....only a short time left with Diem. It was the obvious choice so for anyone to act like it was heroic makes me think they have just never been in love before or something
I believe they were soulmates. Such a beautiful pair. RIP Diem.
I honestly believe that too!! Even though Diem has passed on i think they still are.
Now CT is married and it brings me too tears to think it isn't with Diem but that is me being selfish and inconsiderate because, his happiness comes first! I will them the best
I honestly do believe they would have gotten married and if not then They would be soulmate friend and CT would do anything for to have kids and anything she needed. I do believe in if they had more time then in 5 years like she said they would be together.
i didnt know she died!!!! im bawling
Even though he’s married now I do believe they are still soulmates. I’m sure Diem would have wanted him to be happy and find happiness again long after shes gone. I’m sure shes smiling down on him 💖
ya your too wrapped up in reality tv!
No one wanted them to be together as much as TJ let’s be real lol
Lol true
Tbhhhh trueeee
So true I think this was the t.v. ship I ever rooted for .
True I think people on the cast want them together especially people have see them in real life off the show they saw a different side of them
Love TJ.
I don't know if Diem realized how beautiful she was with that short hair
I remember seeing that on tv and was blown away by how great she looked. Total Halle Berry vibes.
Right?! I preferred her short cut over the wigs.
I’m sure CT would reassure her constantly about that. I miss her ::
She was goregous!
It was ten times better than the wig too
I kinda in a sense feel like CT won't ever grow his hair back because Diem cut it and that was a special moment between him. I never saw his hair long since.
Caramel Diorr interesting observation I know he’s growing it out right now but i’ll be curious to see how long it gets
Lol or he just grew out of the long hair phase....
@@ixPeaCexi Nah I think Caramels right
Just like he gave her confidence.....I think she gave him confidence as well
Its hair.. the fact this stupid comment has so many likes is wild. i guess everyone really was home during covid lmfao
I love when CT supported her and made her feel beautiful even when she didn't...I really thought she was going to beat cancer again...rest in peace Diem
Whhhat?.she died? 🥱🥱😭
@@danabferg5763 yes, her and jemme's bf (k...?) died around the same time. He was drug overdose. It was a very sad challenge time.
Knight! His name was knight! I knew it started with a K! 😂
That's because she made the fight seem effortless. She was incredibly strong and graceful.
“I just wanna be on the same page as her,but I don’t know what page she’s on,....or chapter, or what book she’s reading”😭❤️
Women are difficult to read.
Deep
CT was probably the toughest of the tough. But he genuinely had a heart for Diem.
She took his heart and I doubt she ever gave it back.
He did
Yep he had a huge soft spot for diem
Guys with the biggest hearts are the toughest!
CT had the biggest heart for Diem and a bigger heart than given credit for because he came on as a hothead. Look at Free Agents when Cara injured her arm. No one would want to risk being partnered with that liability, but he was totally sweet and proud to do it because he has a soft spot for the underdogs.
When will mtv stop playing games and just marathon all these past challenges!! The older seasons are some of the best ! Please please please show them on tv again 😭😭😭
Pluto tv. Free
Pluto tv
Pluto tv doesn't play old challenges though. Only recent seasons within the last 5-6 years.
I think because of a lawsuit that one of the contestants had a against mtv , and the other contestant , Kenny , there not allowed to show seasons with him on it
Honestly. They are just wasting these episodes not showing them
Im totally crying. They have both always been my absolute favorite on these shows. Together or separate. It's so sad that she is gone, but I'm so thankful we had the opportunity to "know" her through this show. She touched many people in her short life. Rest easy D.
Jess T. Same here I love them and I named my son after her his middle name is Diem
Can honestly say the same.I had no idea she had passed.She was a one of my favorites too watching this show.So sad to hear this.Rest in piece Diem.She was one heck of a fighter❤
Ughhh I’m just watching this now. Delayed it And totally crying
Totally agree...I'm in tears right now. I loved them together. They were perfect for each other 💖
Yes this tore me up , so sad RIP Diem
Diem was perfect for CT, she was the only one that could control his anger.
That’s what I’m saying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don’t think she controlled his anger. I think he let it go when he was with her
A true beauty and the beast story❤😢
Ina way she tamed the beast in him she brought his soft side and made it seem like she showed him how to let the world in and it was okay to not have an aggressive wall up all the time
She was only One that could call him out being a asshole
I’m so happy CT has a family now. She would have wanted it for him.
You know she's looking down from heaven smiling that CT has someone the calms him like she did
@@Loukious yeah very true
I had never seen that clip where she was talking about how she wanted to win the money so she could pay a surrogate to carry children for her.....then he has a son and gets to fulfill the dream she could not 😌
Is cts kid hers through a surrogate? Or another woman?
Unfortunately they’ve separated already. She wasn’t Diem, but she did give him a little CT III. She wasn’t as warm as Diem was and what he needed in a partner. You could see it in their wedding special. She was too controlling and even tried to tell Cara Maria that she wasn’t going out with the guys (all of Cara’s friends). Cara went, obv. Ugh. He can’t catch a break but I’ll bet he’s the best dad ever!
When he passes, she will be right there to take his hand. Soulmates meet back up in heaven. ❤️
He's married now though.
I think the point may be that he and his wife believe they are soulmates. Wouldn’t feel real good thinking your new husband, that you’re building a life with, having children with, and working your butt off everyday through the hard stuff to stay together with already had his one soulmate, so it doesn’t matter how in love you are with each other because you’re not his anyway.... Anyway, Thank God CT doesn’t think that way- what would be the point of going on? He loves Diem, he’s said he does and will till he dies. But why make his wife feel less than, or make him feel like the best part of his life has already passed?
LaaLaaG2AuntYaya G ignorance is bliss
LaaLaaG2AuntYaya G btw he happily said he feels blessed she’s waiting for him. Moron. If his wife truly loves him then she would understand
If you marry multiple times and at least two die.... who do you end up with then?
He was her strength and she was his calm. It was a the one that got away type of situation but they will always have that love for each other. CTs growth and transformation has been my favorite. He’s grown into a great man and dad. I know D would be proud and is watching over him. 💕
Lizz Hellmann EXACTLY!!!
Could’ve said it better
@@ravenharris8892
Could've said it better or couldn't have said it better?
CT and Diem just met too early for them, but exactly when she needed him the most. Timing is really one of the most important things in a relationship and it's one of the things you can't control.
@@Darsam88 She needed his strength.
There was this beautiful moment not shown on here, but I remember originally, where Diem was sick and CT scooped her up in his arms and carried her to the car for the hospital. You could see the care and concern in his face and the way she completely melted into his arms as he carried her!
I remember this. There was also the scene where she basically begged him to go out that night because it was just a tummy ache and she was fine. Then his reaction to her going to the hospital was so heartbreaking cause even with how drunk he was he just wanted to be by her side
Yes I was waiting for that to be shown! This was after the peanut butter challenge, I believe.
That made me cry so much seeing that! I’ve been watching this just for that moment 🥺 I really believe they were soulmates. It’s beautiful to see a love story unfold. Unscripted, raw and real.
I remember this literally when I saw this video it was the first moment that popped in my head of them. Sad it’s not on the compilation.
Where can I watch this season? I have been looking for old seasons but I cant find them, I’m in Sweden.
I wonder if TJ lowkey wanted them to win that wedding challenge haha. I believe he was a CT and Diem shipper.
Definitely
Yep. The way he had them do the rings & kiss & he said "See...". He was rooting for them.
I'm watching this now and crying I just started binge watching the challenge like a month ago but these two especially Diem I just love her she is beautiful inside and out, strong and full of heart. It's not fair
Lol I think he was actually rooting for them 😅 cute though. And I also suspect he created that challenge to get them together again.
💯
*I promised myself one 5-minute video before I went to bed and now it’s 32 minutes later and I’m crying.*
Me too
Haha! I feel it
Samee
Same
omg sobbing
Our real life walk to remember couple. Looking at the man that CT is now, you just know she was his angel. RIP to such a beautiful soul, she inspired so many young women.
Great show real cute couple rip diem
OMG, yes!! That movie had me in tears!!!
What a beautiful comparison . I never thought of that but it’s so true.
♥️♥️♥️
"Dude relax u won the fight"
CT- I WIN EVERY FIGHT LMAO
I wonder if CT has watched this and cried as much as I did. RIP Diem and Ryan.
Ryan actually went by his last name Knight on the show.
How did Ryan pass?
@@davidmedford1166 He was a drug addict.
@@trekeel9751 he was much more than that. Drug addiction is a disease. Many ppl chose to remember the good not the ugly
@barbie girl cancer
When you consider the fact she was dealing with battling cancer, it’s pretty incredible that she made it to that final and finished in 2nd place with CT.
I remember when she took off her wig the first time and CT looked at her like he had been struck by a lightning bolt. I fell in love with them as a couple right then. They made each other better and it was one of the few reasons I kept watching. It made me smile to remember all of what they had been through and what they were to each other.
Oh man. CT at the end talking about he’s just been carrying around this weight for the past few years and then talking about how his son has brought him back to life and how he’s looking forward to being happy again...that shit got me. Getting to watch this man grow before us has been such a pleasure to watch
Everyone talks about Jordan and tori and Zach and Jenna even paulie and Cara but they will never live up to Ct and diem 💚
Neverrrrrrr. They were good energy
They will NEVER ever ever ever ever . Fkn love them forever
Gross Jenna needs to drop Zach.
Toni Alvarez agreed. Zach isn’t good for her
Exactly
I’m glad they showed they bad parts as well as the good. Hating somebody comes with loving them a lot as strange as that sounds.
So true love always comes with a bit of hate
I agree!
Not all relationships are perfect. Granted people will compare CT to Zach but one can argue that CT was going through shit. Zach had no excuse
Yeah they did hurt each other. Diem broke up with him for her career and didn't make it to his brother's funeral and that hurt him so bad. That's the reason why he smashed Shauvon. Diem said he admitted he did that to hurt her because he was hurt.
A lot of these relationships are so superficial but you can tell that they were truly so in love. RIP baby.
I always roll my eyes at these reality tv couples, but this...😭😭😭omg 😭😭😭
This one was genuine
Best couple ever.....she brought the best out in CT.....I miss them so much!!!! RIP Diem💜💜💜💜💜
@@dremyy ok it's not a competition, relax
Ct has been through a lot losing his soulmate and also his brother . This video made me cry . I love CT
He has. He's also going through a divorce. He's been through a lot. I am happy to see him finally have success on the Challenges after years of losing. He's successful and going to inherit his father's company. I hope he finds personal happiness too.
@@missdee4927 the thing is his losses has been either dumb technical error, bad partner(adam/Veronica) fights and getting booted... Then add the fact that he had to go against the 5 guys every season makes it even more crazy. The dude was so feared that the rat pack always ganged up on him. That's how good he was and is.
This is what I loved about Real World, Road Rules and the The Challenges. For as real as Reality tv can be, this was the truth. We all watched the 2 of them come to love it each other. It wasn't forced, it wasn't written or created. It was real and she balanced out CT. I truly believe he has become the dude he is because of her. She tamed the lion that he was coming into these shows. Definitely miss the earlier years and the players that started it all. Diem was great person, may she Rest in Paradise!
yes!!! I miss this type of "reality" tv
That’s what I’m saying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yessssssss this all of this
Ever since Diem passed, CT started his “dad-bod,” but he also won twice as many challenges! He’s the veteran that won the most recent challenge.
She loved him so hard that she sacrificed the chance to have him by her side at the end. He was her strongest and softest comfort and he truly "got" her. She pushed him as far away as possible, because she felt it. She knew she wasn't long for this world, and she tried her damndest to make soften the blow for CT.
They both expressed unconditional, next-level love for one another. She used her last bit of energy attempting to avoid Rocking CT's life. He had already fallen in love with her so deeply, that the huge chunk that would would ultimately be ripped from him by losing her, was inevitable and unavoidable.
They were meant, for whatever reason, to be this for eachother at the end of Diem's life.
My fiance died in an accident 2 weeks after we decided to move in together. When I feel alone with the loss of what I had with him, I watch this video.
Tell my fiance Hi for me, Diem.
The picture of him sleeping by her in the hospital a few days before she passed always gets me
It looks like I'm the only dude commenting on this vid, but Diem brought out the best in CT, and I really think CT is a much different and better man for have known Diem. She was a very bright light that continues to shine.
CT really loved her. It was like seeing the toughest guy open up his heart to the nicest girl. They were compete opposites and made the best pair. It sucked they couldn’t get their happy ending
Its 2019 and I am crying watching this
Its 2020 and I am crying watching this too 😭😭 and even after watching probably 500 times. It could be the millionth and I'll always cry 😢
It is 2020 and I am watching this crying. So I competely understand
Why are you crying
2021 and I’m crying 😭 like why??? 🥺
@@mayawhyashe died of cancer
I wish they got their happy ending
ugh it still tears me up inside
💯💯💯
Me too.
Me too they would be still kick ass on the challenge
this is literally the story from A Walk to Remember 😭💔
Brooke Applewhite now I need to find and watch this movie again for the 100th time! 😢💛
Do it! I love that movie 💙 I cry everytime
Agreed. This was CT and Diem's story.
Wow it is ....
Brooke Barker I said the same thing!
Whoever edited this truly deserves an award. They caught all her best moments and when he was there to be with her
I'm not crying 😭😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭 *sniffle* me either.
BGC CREW I AM! 😢
you damn liar.im not either
@@thenight2225 u
Me neither.. every single game time 😭😭
To have someone like CT crazy about you- he’s pretty irresistible when he’s at his best.
Skip the alcohol CT and cigarettes, and the need to fight with the guys and you are unbeatable.
Really what could The Bachelor/Bachelorette have on this love story? Nothing. That was beautiful to grow up with & watch unfold over the years. Truly epic. Truly tragic.
Diem was powerful and profound and joyful and special... damn.
There will never be a better ship then CT and Diem. They had their ups and downs, but always came back to each other. It heartbreaking that it ended with Diem's death. Much love
CT the GOAT and Diem the most amazing person in Challenge history.
R.I.P.
Diem was always his kryptonite. I truly believe he loved her with all of his heart.
Definitely she changed him so much his reason to be a better person
The minute she started talking my heart dropped and I teared up,she was on the first season of the challenge I ever watched(battle of the exes)and I instantly fell in love with her,and I remember finding out she passed away and I cried,but seeing theses moments is bittersweet to me,R.I.P. Diem❤️,u weren’t just the girl on the challenge,u were a role model,and a inspiration to many ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Shawn The sheep I totally cried that's how much Diem exuded beauty, strength, passion and love. I remember watching that season and watching CT and Diem beautiful rare love story made me keep watching and the fact they were both bad asses on every challenge how they were a perfect team/couple was amazing! May God bless her.
Yea I saw Diem’s face and instantly stopped and turned off the video. Couldn’t do it.
Wes is that one friend that’s been waiting for his two best friends to get together that’s awesome
I can’t imagine how much he must miss her. 😢😢. She was a truly beautiful soul. 💜💜
He proposed to her too
Still the best CT line “I WILL SMASH HIS HEAD AND EAT IT”
She had a heart of absolute gold. We'll never forget you diem ❤️
Ct and diem are one of my favorite tragic real life love stories. His love for her was apparent the second she took off that wig. Their love for each other even through the madness over the seasons was obvious. He went crazy when he was drunk, she told him she wasnt ready, and he lost his shit. Had she not sadly succumbed to the cancer I would bet these two would be married. Ct has become a different man after her passing, doesn't give in to easy reasons to lash out, and he sits back and watches the drama rather than causing it. I love both of them and her death still makes me cry.
Grew up watching and being inspired by Diem. What a beautiful soul. Every viewer was lucky to have her be a part of our lives, even though we did not know her personally. Rest In Peace
Cried the whole time and it reminded me how lucky we are to be able to reminisce true love
CT and Diem’s relationship was one of the most real connections I’ve ever seen. And they weren’t even in a dating show, that wasn’t the purpose, yet it happened.
This was so beautiful 😭😭😭 you can tell how much CT adored and loved Diem 😢
The episode during battle of the exes two when production is talking to him while he’s eating and he immediately throws the food on the floor without a thought and asks where she is, ugh. That’s love
I'm bawling my eyes out. Their journey over the years has been everything. Rest In Peace, angel.
As much as I love seeing CT and Diem have their first kiss, the cast coming out and watching them and being so excited to see them kiss for the first time, just made that moment even more tear jerking. It's one of my favorite moments.
Oh my god when they had their first kiss I am sobbing. I watched this when it aired but now that she passed it means so much more. I loved the love they shared.
Diem was CT's kryptonite. She had his heart. RIP❤️🙏🏼
That was very beautiful. Great Job MTV!!! That is how you honor someone that touched so many lives. Her inspiring story gives me hope in my journey. Thank You....
RWG DIEM❤❤❤
CT is one of the most genuine, sweet guys ever. Love him on the challenge.
I love the strength CT brings out in Diem. He made her take that wig off every time. When they were good, they were goals for real. But when they were bad, it was terrible to watch. Damn man RIP
The most disappointing moment in Challenge history was C.T. and Diem losing Battle of the Exes after leading the whole final. Production should have rigged that season in their favor.
I wonder what would have happened in Battle of the Exes 2 if Diem had remained healthy... sigh it hurts 😢
A sympathy win?? Ugh. Can’t speak for D or CT but I would feel pretty insulted when i found out the truth later on
@@snarkasticsquid2435 anything better than Camila winning lol
@@sadbeautifultragic013 as sad it is to say I’d feel as though they wouldn’t win the final but maybe get 2nd
@@yuvalambalo4590 hmm that’s a fair point. Idk, they got second in Exes 1 and that was when their relationship wasn’t at its best, so i think it might have been possible for them to have had a better chance in Exes 2 (if Diem was healthy)
Didn't think I needed anything as much as this in my life. They were relationship goals!!!
Lorena Diaz I said that exact same thing. We would all be lucky to have someone love us like that!
2020 and this is still golden. When he says “I love this head” rubs it then kisses her ♥️ I literally felt my heart flutter
It is really unfortunate that they never had a kid together. That kid would be a gem.
Angelo G I mean technically they still can, if CT wants to have Diem children, all he has to do is provide his sperm to a surrogate who is carrying one of the eggs Diem had already frozen (before she had passed). But idk if that will ever happen, since it might be looked down upon now that she died.
CT and Diem... what a love story. My mom died from ovarian cancer right before Diems first season. I’ve grown up watching all of them. She was a true warrior with style and grace! CT showed how a real man is suppose to be. Yes they bickered and fought but what couple don’t. RIP my teal warrior love you Diem!
I love Diem and CT. From the first time I met them, and her and CT had a very beautiful relationship. Beautiful and crazy and not right then right then not right and so on. I will forever remember her. RIP beautiful strong girl
CT is the person he is today because he met Diem. I'm so happy that he's found happiest and is doing so well. I just know Diem is smiling down on him so proud of the father and husband he is today ❤️
I remember watching when Diem took her wig off. I was so amazed by her. That moment made me cry. Still does. She looked so beautiful. I was so proud of a person I'd never met. She touched so many. The world is a worse place because she's gone. Thank you, Diem for sharing some of your life. Rest easy.
Diem really made CT a better person. RIP Diem. One of the best people ever on The Challenge.
When you hurt a cancers feeling they'll bite your fucking head off. She hurt him alot. That's not love
@@thequeensgold4284 no one cares about astrology here. He loved her
Rip girl. You showed us all a different side of CT. You both seemed to be strong and help motivate the other. Lol even though he now has a baby I definitely think he will love that girl forever. She changed his life just like he changed hers and I think it's amazing we got to watch it all unfold over the years. Crying for you both because you can see the way you look at each other that the love was there from early on and was still there for when it counted.
Even when they fight and want to kill each other it only hits so deep and only gets under their skin so much because they both still love each other so deeply and I can relate far too well to that pain. But that look in their eyes they get when they talk about the other. That's true love.
Him being married now with a baby i agree with you still. His heart will always be with Diem
Damn.... I didn’t realize Diem passed on 11•14. That’s my sisters bday..... my sister and I watched CT and Diem since we were little 😕😕 my sister passed on 12/18/18. R.I.Paradise to you both. 💔💔💔
so sorry for your loss.
I’m sorry 💔
Rest In Peace to your sister. Sorry for you lost 🙏🏿
Thanks so much everyone 😘❤️🤍
Sigh. Thoughts with you ❤
Till this day that kiss was epic ❤️
She looked so bad ass when she took that wig off! I loved their relationship !!! She is one, if not THE only person that everyone respected and loved on this show! They all tried to protect her feelings and make her feel loved. Rest in peace babygirl.
Literally the best video you guys have ever posted
Favorite part was when she kissed ct for the first time she was so happy. Truly an angel
Ugh! This is too much. I had "blocked out" the fact that she died; so when I saw this video, I got so excited because I thought her and CT were finally getting married. They've always been the couple I rooted for. You could tell they loved each other so much. She seemed like the only one who could bring CT to his knees. The reminder that she had actually passed away is so heartbreaking. Rest in heaven, Diem.
10 years since we lost the warrior of warrior princesses. We love you Diem.
2021... Still the greatest love story I've ever had the privilege to witness as it was happening ❤️❤️❤️ I fell in love with CT because of what Diem brought out in him.
2023 still the best 💕 story ever
I could watch them together all day. Their chemistry was gorgeous.
What's crazy is... He's now married/engaged with a child. I've always thought Diem was looking down on him happy af like although she isn't here she would want the best for him. They made a pretty couple smh RIP baby girl
Watching these old clips of Diem and CT make me want to cry. They truly were soulmates. On a side note: She looks absolutely stunning w/short hair. RIP beautiful.
This video was so beautiful and so well edited and truly showed how amazing Diem was, and how much she impacted CT's life.
Diem looked bomb with short hair I lost all of my hair to alopecia and I swear nothing makes you feel sexier than seeing your man look at you like a snack even with your bald head ♡
This was a beautiful, tragic, epic!!! I loved these two and How they never gave up on each other. I love how they would always get back to each other!!! I hope all the rookies watch this and can see what a ROMANCE is!!! R.I.P. Diem. She always put herself first and would tell CT how much he meant to her. 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️
One of the best love stories ever. I remember bursting into tears and putting my hand over my heart when he picked her up during that kiss. She had a beautiful soul and softened CT's heart. He loved her so completely. He was still proposing to her on her death bed.
😭💔 rip beautiful
BF
He came into her life at a very critical time. Her self esteem was likely at an all time low. He just poured into her constantly and helped her to feel strong, capable, confident, and desirable again. In return she helped him to mature and mellow out little by little. The best types of relationships are when both partners grow and become better versions of themselves as a result of the other person's impact. I cannot believe it has been 7 years already. I hope Diem is happy. I hope she is at peace with the life she led.
They were soul mates in this life time and any other life time 🥺✨💕
I thought CT was such a jerk, until I saw him love her. Good guy.
He was a jerk, then he fell in love with a loving soul and person who changed him into a real man/role model. He didn't care about money and lost his mind over competition or love. It was something beyond just tv because it showed how much love could change a person. He became a father and better person in life because of his love for that woman
I really MISS her bubbly upbeat happy personality. I wish that MTV would make a playlist or a DVD of all the episodes she was on.. not just the challenge. Diem brought out the best in CT. They had up and downs and none of us will ever know all of it. But I knew when I saw the last episode she was in when he said "your going to the hospital now, I dont care about a game" and carried her out to the SUV waiting on her that he was 100% all in with her! Im saddened that she didnt get a chance to raise children and get married and fly her gorgeous self all over MTV for many more year! Rest Easy Diem! God surely got a great Angel with you!
This was just so sad to watch. I didn't even know she was battling cancer till I saw her on Rivals II and she talked about it. I loved how CT was just a gentleman towards Diem and wanting to leave with her when she had to leave the game. Then the cast had a memorial service for her when she passed away. That made me cry. RIP Diem.
Did anybody else get choked up and started crying? I use to look up their videos and now they have a full dedicated video with good quality. I loved ct and diem together, it was mtvs most beautiful love story
Even if you had never seen any season Diem was on, watching CT’s despair when he hears she’s out of Ex’s 2, then Johnny the big bad villain of the Challenge trying his best to comfort him, and finally Cara in tears when CT and Faith arrive on Bloodlines says it all. She was a beautiful soul that could bring even the hardest and biggest rivals of Challengers together. The entire situation, their connection and love story, then them falling apart only to reconnect just before she gets re-hospitalized didn’t feel like Reality TV, it felt like a movie. But then she passes away and it’s impossible not to think about it every moment CT is on screen for years afterward. I bet that loss in the Exes 2 final haunted him for years and years. It’s heartbreaking he had no friends to comfort him on the day of remembrance on Invasion Bc all that was left were the underdogs and Camila. The way everything about him changed, like the light was gone from his eyes and he was just floating through life until his son was born. RIP Diem, we shall never see her like again.
Well said. Even now, he is still missing that mischievous glimmer in his eye I miss so much. To lose a brother, a woman you loved, and a finally a close friend just a couple weeks later is a lot to take.
the way he looks at her. omg my heart
Diem was one of my favorites, and it broke my heart when she passed away. Seeing CT so vulnerable with and without her made me cry.
Still feels like yesterday she was on the show. She was so kind and a beautiful soul.