I always feel disconnected from my thoughts , mind and feelings . My life feels like it’s not mine even when I look in the mirror it doesn’t feel like it’s me and when I hear my voice on a voicemail or hear my own self talk which is all the time it doesn’t sound like my voice , what’s wrong with me ?
I seem to be giving the responses of someone who was traumatized but I don't think of my childhood as traumatizing...at least anything more than the average person. I'd say my mom was not a bad mom, but she was depressed a lot and rarely smiled or played with us. I would say I didn't really bond with her or emotionally feel safe in the sense that I never felt she supported me. Honestly, I remember thinking she didn't really like me......is that trauma? But she didn't physically abuse me...well, I was in the spanking era, but no severe physical violence or anything. Dad was often working late. He was more fun when he came in but I was less comfortable with him.....nothing he did wrong. I confuse myself. How can I have scored disorganized attachment on two tests but I can't identify any severe situations in my childhood. Seriously, I know people who had way more traumatic childhoods who are not disorganized. What the heck is going on?
Thank you for watching and for sharing some of your experience. I think this video about how normal childhood experiences can actually be disguised developmental trauma. Attachment Styles and Relationships / Childhood trauma in Adulthood / The “Normal” B.S. th-cam.com/video/e5EQIj2JDwo/w-d-xo.html
My boyfriend had this experience and we had to call the ambulance, his alcoholic mother alsosufffers from the same feeling of disassociation.
I always feel disconnected from my thoughts , mind and feelings . My life feels like it’s not mine even when I look in the mirror it doesn’t feel like it’s me and when I hear my voice on a voicemail or hear my own self talk which is all the time it doesn’t sound like my voice , what’s wrong with me ?
I had a lot of those same experiences throughout my life up to the point where I was diagnosed with Autism.
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I seem to be giving the responses of someone who was traumatized but I don't think of my childhood as traumatizing...at least anything more than the average person. I'd say my mom was not a bad mom, but she was depressed a lot and rarely smiled or played with us. I would say I didn't really bond with her or emotionally feel safe in the sense that I never felt she supported me. Honestly, I remember thinking she didn't really like me......is that trauma? But she didn't physically abuse me...well, I was in the spanking era, but no severe physical violence or anything. Dad was often working late. He was more fun when he came in but I was less comfortable with him.....nothing he did wrong. I confuse myself. How can I have scored disorganized attachment on two tests but I can't identify any severe situations in my childhood. Seriously, I know people who had way more traumatic childhoods who are not disorganized. What the heck is going on?
Thank you for watching and for sharing some of your experience. I think this video about how normal childhood experiences can actually be disguised developmental trauma.
Attachment Styles and Relationships / Childhood trauma in Adulthood / The “Normal” B.S.
th-cam.com/video/e5EQIj2JDwo/w-d-xo.html
My brothers ex have the same issues .
Because of her mum depression she felt abandonned
She suffer from codependency and abandonment issues
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Where can one get the cognitive mapping infographic?
Are you asking about what was shown? I just paused the video and took screenshots.