[FREE] JID Type Beat "Evil Spells"
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Best lyrics in the comments get a free mp3 license (Winner announced July 26th)
The marine rapper will bust these beats bruh
The name of the lyrics I’ve written down so far is “The Devil Is A Woman”
6 people, one bedroom apartment, that's where we started,we were starving, sleeping on the carpet had the largest dreams of money schemes but that doesn't mean a thing when the budgets looking weak tryna save enough to leave I was bustin at the seams pressure building up enough to crush me I made out of that bitch alive so I guess I'm lucky. With Ill thoughts stuck inside of my head feels like I died from brain cancer now I'm back from the dead with more questions than I had before I left
shit has got me stressed
hard to guess what's coming next. Only guided by the tempo in my chest and a never ending wanderlust heard the road to El dorado was a bumpy one joy ride till I figure out what I'm running from let me finish this live Chxse I need to show you somethin
@@AXCV1995don’t need a job just to get a check
Don’t need therapy my mind is a wreck
Always thinkin bout the money
Sometimes got me feelin funny
Maybe it’s the percs
Got me feelin worse
Need some lean to quench this thirst
Tryna stay away from the streets
Before I end up in hearse
Had to turn cold just so you could see the heat
Heart made of gold but that’s what you’ll never meet
Tryna get my life right
And my mind right
Wanna be in the spotlight
Without the stage fright
Have my name on a bright light oh what a sight
Let’s goooo
This beat is god tier. Saved in my BOTB BEATS. Thank you stranger , your mind is a beautiful playground
This one is my favourite, just can't stop listening to it.the beat and the voice is just so good.
“Im crossed
Stuck between the good guy and the bad guy
call me lost
Stuck up in the sauce
Feeling like a boss but also a loser
I think that my mind is tossed
I think that im washed”
Start with the bad guy
Half of the time my mouth dry
Came out the womb spitting lies
But than I realized that the real eyes can see that
Hanging out with the rejects
Never having respect
Only thing that I regret
Is the fact that I can’t breath correct
Now I speak fast from all the shit that I’ve done been through
And all the I’ve going through and all the shit that im going do
I hope its not an issue when you see me with my pencil
And im rocking a lil tempo so I can get you back that 10 bro
10 fold been slow like I had a stroke packed bowl now we on the road
Take a sip of that courtier I don’t care what other forces say
I just want that porche and babes
get that prime real estate
hope it makes me feel so great
Feel elated feeling baked
Smoking all that fucking shake
Wonder if ill ever wake
Wonder if its all just fake
Hands on the sink
Look in the mirror
I cannot blink
Seeing shit clearer
Now it just stink
Fuck my appearance
I need a shrink
I need some clearance
I need a drink
Know where the beer is
I cannot think
Don’t know what year it is
I got a dream
Know where my spirt is?
Splitting the seams
Now im a lyricist
Fucking her spleen
No-one is near to this
Sipping that lean
Everyone fearing this
But im not mean
Im on the weirdest shit
I got no team
It has appeared to me that I am a fiend
“Im crossed
Stuck between the good guy and the bad guy
call me lost
Stuck up in the sauce
Feeling like a boss but also a loser
I think that my mind is tossed
I think that im washed”
with the good guy I don’t like to say goodbye
And I don’t like to get too high
Unless its just you and I
And im too sick
All these days going too quick
Everything become lucid
Everything became a true fib
Its ruthless
Fight for the law and the light of the land
Don’t want the money I don’t need the bands
Do my lil dance while im stuck in a trance
I got myself so I don’t need no fans
But im still loving you all right to death
I can’t compare cause I can’t see my breath
Not tryna impress but I haven’t caressed
All of these hoes keep me depressed
All of these flows keep me unstressed
All of these lows I just need a text
Fuck all this music I just need to rest
But I still grind
Making it to the top is on my mind
I can see why you think that its not fine
I can see why you think that I was lying
Had to decline not worth your time
This is a sign to keep on trying
Be a lion catch your bae
Keep surviving don’t be prey
Cause its all gon be ok
Every motherfucking day
I lay in my bed im in my head
Thinking im dead what has been said
Who was I when I was like 10
Fuck it depends
Fuck it don’t matter I just want the Benz
Fuck it don’t matter im just getting fatter
Im taking advantage of all of my meds
Ive takin myself out of the loop
I have no friends so I don’t know the scoop
toy story 3 and im lil peep
Y’all are my sheep
Turn my brain into soup
3 pointer is all I shoot
Y’all appalled at what I can do
Feeling my presence when I enter rooms
Be a consumer and listen my toons
Please don’t assume that I am a tool
Am I tryna rule or just be lonely
Am I a fool for wanting this money
Cold weather out so my nose getting runny
Stop acting so funny
you know your a bitch
Im talking to myself
Guess you call this my rap snitch
But I got no mr fantastic
Putting this on a tracc
Its actually good bro hahhahaha nice
Just spit these bars. 🔥
,
Homie definitely won 💯
like finally something a little different from the rest but in a good way and no cheesy adlibs
WE LUV CASTIN SPELLS
This is what you call a masterpiece
I agree
By far the best beat I have heard by you, and I have listened to them ALL!! 🫶🏼
This track is FIRE....
These eternal thoughts
Got me locked inside this infernal box
Caught within the devils jawls
It's been so long, it seems as though I forgot
The difference between who's my enemy vs. whose not
Couple screws gone
I'd make a deal with God but my souls bought
bBBbbbb baaaad t t t to the booooooone
Jesus loves you, and also its aight flow
@@yourwrongloserhaha heres a continuation
These eternal thoughts
Got me locked inside this infernal box
Caught within the devil’s jaws
It’s been so long, it seems as though I forgot
The difference between who’s my enemy vs. who’s not
Couple screws gone
I’d make a deal with God but my soul’s bought
Now I’m trapped in this endless cycle of sin and pain
No hope, no escape, no mercy, no gain
Just a puppet on a string, dancing to the tune of fate
A slave to my own choices, a victim of my own hate
I search the Scriptures for a sign of grace
But all I see is condemnation and disgrace
I see the visions of the witches, telling me my doom
But all I hear is silence, filling up the room
Surrounded by misfortune and gloom
Its time I atone, its set in stone I’m never going home
@@JeremyJenkins-JNation lyrical miracle
the dudes in these comments are so talented!
Damn, i knew as soon as i heard the first note, this shit was gonna slap
This speaks to me the beat says write me into the story I desire to be
Man that's my birthday! Never heard it before it's an honor sir. Is the contest over for the best vocalstylest?
6ft down 6ft down...6ft down kid voice is crazy
Super Solid! Love this!
1.46 so sick bliiideaat^^
king
Natural born leader
Frequency don’t need a tune
I just call it how I see it
Niggas follow to be coo
Gotta play it like it’s chess
Extra cautious when you move
I ain’t saying I’m the best
But my flesh is holding jewels
Take a step inside in my mind
I’m leaving sheeple all confused
Niggas scared to make mistakes
And wonder why he don’t improve
Ain’t no money in my section
I’m turning up like menstrual moods
Straight up out the gutta
Struggle sharpen mental tools
Brodie slide right through glove
Told him play it extra smooth
lame
@@joseceledon9824 lmao let’s see you do better my boy! This some unreleased shii, I bet a $1,000 I’m 10x lyrical than you would EVER be.
@@joseceledon9824let’s see whatchu got my dawg. This is off the dome so imagine what my writing is.
U ate that ✋🏽
@@outofvenusss4740 appreciate that gang!! 🤲🏽💯
I can hear vince staples on this🔥
Break me down, build me up, tear me out , feel me up,
These walls of mine are tumbling ,
They might seem fine but they fumbling
Ricochet the furnace, my spliff the only serpent/third eye vision with purpose, this cypher built higher learning
from where are the voices ? Incredible work by the way
The darkest of the evil beats to cast devious spells on the forest folk
This looks like majoras mask shit, I love it
i kind of feel eminem vibes from this
Mischievous ahh beat 🔥🔥🔥
You need to take a deep dive
Right inside of my mind
Can you even comprehend,
The descent of the divine
I been straying deeper and deeper into the sheep divide
Just to find the meek design, castles been on thee decline
But i keep trying to rise
Higher and higher
Thee amount of seed that i been perspirin is admirable
Only to myself though
Nobody really knows about the well so
I dont ever say a single thing about it
Cause nobody really cares about me
Outside of all of their own clouding
Theres no silver lining in this body
Its either fine or its astounding
Thats just how it has to be though
Only let em see the true me through a peep hole
Only let about a fraction of my power seep through
Lookin around like damn i got the jinkies
Commedic effect for the fiends seeking a bit of peace from thees regrets
And these freakin stresses are leavin me distressed
Go and grab some weed at best
But im at my worst so i dont do shit
Still searching for the deep connection of a true reject
Cause i know i am, but i hate to see myself living in the perfect
Nothing is worth it if you dont have physical life
Ive just been waiting to die
Hopefully after it all ends this time
I can finally hold onto the sythe
And maybe i can start reaping
Crazy so my artform is never seeping out of my pores
Its always kept in me, for the daydreaming of something thats always more
Low and abhored
Rage in my core
Space in my sores to regain my aur-a
Payed for more
Since age one-four
Spill the same blood as me then youll truly conquer
Me
this was so beautiful, I’m so proud of you and I don’t even know who you are. Keep going and growing. I wish we could work together someday.
Okay bro I see you 👀👀🔥🔥
Wtf this beat go crazy
נשרף
Damn
im in love
damnn G 🔥🔥🔥🔥
[Verse 1]
Gotta love it when they flex on me
I’ve been blessed to be me, never notice
All this mother fucking stress on me
I try my best to be the fuckin’ best I can be
for my family- especially my destiny
My baby girls deserve the world and
Nothing less from me; I’ve been cooking
In this kitchen with no recipe, but I trust
My intuition when it says, “don’t drink”
Just put one foot in front the other and
Keep it stepping G, I-I got this feeling like
I really need some healing, I be caught up
In addiction like I got a fucking hex on me
I shoulda listened to the ones who saw me
Slipping, way back in the beginning when
I still had some fucking sense in me, but-
[Chorus]
Now I know, yeah
Just had to learn all on my own, yeah
And now this shits been getting old, yeah
For the thousandth time, I’m done;
Aye that’s a lie, I know- I’m dumb, aye
And if you know, you know, you know?
I know sometimes feel so alone
But I’ve been in this way too long
Yeah, I need Jesus Christ or some
Cause this battle can’t be won;
(One on one)
[Verse 2]
Fuck how I’m feeling today, I won’t give in
today but imagine I actually did?
Fighting that feeling forever don’t get any
better, surrender yourself to that shit
I just quit counting the days, and I’m still
Alive, still broke but I’m wealthy in health
Some people will take it too personally when
you go ghost but sobriety stronger in stealth
I got some bros in the pen and the grave
Who could have been saved, but what can
I say, it coulda been me if I didn’t change
A lot of my ways, I still got a ways to go
Aye, there’s plenty of ways to grow, aye
And sorry my mama, for all that drama
I just wanna make you proud
I hope I don’t let you down, down
and I know
It took awhile for me to get my shit together
I know, you raised me better but I did that
Shit whatever, but hey don’t feel bad for me
This is how it had to be, I sacrificed my sanity
To understand the family
[Chorus]
Now I know, yeah
Just had to learn all on my own, yeah
And now this shits been getting old, yeah
For the thousandth time, I’m done;
Aye that’s a lie, I know- I’m dumb, aye
And if you know, you know, you know?
I know sometimes feel so alone
But I’ve been in this way too long
Yeah, I need Jesus Christ or some
Cause this battle can’t be won;
(One on one)
[Verse 3]
Just wanna move with you
Know I’ve been losing you
Been in a mood, losing my groove
Got nothing to do with you
Only the time will tell and
You know that time can heal
All of the times, I would fall off
Try making a lie but failed
I wish I could save myself
from all of the pain I felt
I’m sick of this game,
Putting the blame on
Everything I’m dealt
You knowing the same
As well, I bet it would
Ring a bell, but wouldn’t
Mean anything other than
Whatever meaning you
Gave yourself
That’s why that I’m choosing you
Over the blues and booze
Got something to lose, and nothing
To prove, you already knew the move
What is it with you and how, whatever
I do right now, isn’t worth anything but
It’s affecting like everything you feel
I’m feeling the same as well
It’s all gotta change somehow
We’re stuck in a maze, and it’s so
Amazing under the same old spell…
Lemme
Use this
@@rylandunn5209 still waiting to see who won lol
Winner! These lyrics and beat were made for each other. Like you're tellin the devil let you go, amazing work.
bro is schizophrenic
i gotcha. ill put this evil spell to good work.
This is it, I'm the wickedest to this shit, do not step up to me, or step up and see but dawg you gon regret it, I'm cold like I was yeti, throw cash like confetti, always strapped incase they reachin for the stack so get back or get clapped with no lag this aint the internet, I'm vish-ess , the illest with the fin-ness, reaching through her fish nets, told em hate like "whos next"
this shit bangs
fire!
Lately I been waiting for my lime lite they didn’t think I could rhyme tight now they givin me side eye spittin astrology sci fi
Crazy 10/10
i
This is fucking sick
Crazy!!!
Liked, subscribed and saved. Sick beat dude.
😮🤔WAIT!!!!NVM WITHANOTHRR HOMERUN 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥JUS ANOTH EVOLUTIONARY BANGER 👌💯💯💯💯💯
awesome beat
Fuck bro you got such good beats, idk if it's just me but I love speeding them up cause idk I love high tempo shit but your vibe is 🔥🔥🔥
Shells in the ghosts.
🔥🔥🔥
We esto está 🔥🔥🔥
Highway tonthe danger zone
This beat so hard
Your now tuning in to prime time television, this is something like god giving hell a visit, Im cooking a soup n you’ll be melting in it, said I’m making dishes exquisite this shits far from delicious I got bars that malicious, you’d think that I’m sitting in prison but I just got drive like that car that you sit in it’s either you are or you isn’t how could it get more specific, if bloodshed was my business… oh Wait I’m already in it, 🤣🤣 I’m playing like y’all didn’t just witness me sow yarn in a sentence
They all think they know me,
but they barely scratched the surface,
Don't like me I can show you,
That I never said I'm perfect,
Yeah I take my medicine,
But I don't think it's working,
Talking to the doctor and my head continues jerking,
Wish i knew my purpose,
On this earth I'm not a person,
I'm looking in the mirror and I ask me if it's worth it,
I'm searching through the bible for the answers while I burn it,
I'm searching through the pile for the answers to my burdens,
Yeah I need some help but don't think that I can ask for it,
Keep it to myself til I'm drowning in a mass of shit,
I don't do this shit on purpose I did it all on accident,
But I don't think I'm worth it so I assume your feelings matching it,
I bet your feelings matching it,
I am not a human so I fell to earth to crash this shit,
I think I'm like a tumor on the ass of this establishment,
No stopping me with chemo I metastasized to massiveness,
Fucking acting like a mascicist,
Light a blunt and pass the shit,
Might combust right after it,
Or maybe after half of it,
crazy acrobatic flips,
When I'm rapping on this track they better come and pay me after it
I'd love you to learn "Highway To The Danger Zone" by Kenny Loggins just for the memes
Oh there he goes penning again
Heaven sent boy with the devilish grin
A sore loser was never expected to win
I got my head at the rim against the refs in this gym
rigging the deck against those who ever contend
getting the best flows getting better within
thinking in chess mode perfecting his zen
This is Depeche Mode just settling in
The crème de la crème, They sensitive
cause I said your flyness as made up as a Pegasus wings
wait,
I been came for the honor
A sensei with a katana
so any mistakes I could conjure
have been laid to a goner
finally on this day this plays fascinated
move with intentions, so even my risk takes is calculated
These kids that wander always missing conduct
Even if I Break the mold I would still be a finished product
This isn’t luck this is hard work and dedication
A blank canvas but with art work and meditation
Sold out in seconds at any gala event
if these nuts got it twisted just hand him a wrench
with these torque involved as I’m going off
I be harder to beat than the Orphan of Koss
so sickening, said my speech ridiculous
A king with a longer reign than Queen Elizabeth
& If I’m not, and the chair is destined
to someone else, best be prepared to witness
my ascension telling you now spare your feelings
cause you gon be a fan once this heirs/airs conditioned
Till the day they say that you deserve it
I be rapping overtime quotes and lines are swaying universes
staying focused
never going corporate
An alien, soon as a Land, lords be asking for more rent
you know this
you was told to quit
could tell you weren’t dressed for the occasion after your forfeits/ four fits
If this doesn't win y'all don't know bars
@@MapleGlazedDonuts Appreciate it!
@@sp2049do u rap or just write?
Evil spells
I got too many reasons to fail
But i wont
Give them a beat and they choke
Give me a beat and i sting
And i float
Like a boat with a breeze
They try to watch me and repeat
But they sink
I fill up the plate and then eat
A true feast
A true feat
Rack up the wins so much
I can take a defeat
More than one
Want a couple bucks
But wont just leave some doe/dough
I gaurntee i leave with my soul
They wanna buy it but wont
They would need all of the gold
All of the women, the hoes
Fuck playing timid, this bold
Aint no more limits, ive grown
See thru all the gimmicks, ill kill them with lyrics, good riddance
All the realest gon feel this
Wrote this while guided by spirits
Dont fear it just hear it
Im weird but its adherent
That you could feed me beat and watch me tear it to pieces
If I had a
time machine
I'd have it all
find my dreams
Fight the demons that try to breach
find my peace
Find my team
Find the meaning
If I had a time machine
I'd find my peace
Or end up fighting me
Unless I agree
that one of us
Has to die to keep
the life in me
If I had a time machine
I find the meaning to why we breathe
Find the people that went missing on flight 93
If I had a time machine I'd fly my team across the world like mr beast
If I had a time machine I'd been the goat or at least not a sheep
If I had a time machine
Id have the most time you see
Cause I can control it with my time machine
I'm the clock
The in between
Bitch I'm in the seams
N it seems I'm the one with the beams
I'm the one with the beat
The one with with the Beak
You dont want it from me
My spit is contagious make the worst rapper wanna beat me
Defeat me
I'll rip you bitches like a vicious raper, penetration of an ahole, you need more than tissues probably fentanyl and some hospital labor performed on your body like a hospital table but you not in the morgue but what you got is possibly fatal
the one with the beak
I was gonna comment about what a beautiful fraction of your soul is to have produced this but, the words you typed to name the song. . don't match the vibe I was getting from your song. I don't know what kind of thoughts you personally had or memories that crossed your mind while making this song but, the thoughts in my mind weren't necessarily evil so that's why I'm interested in finding out more about you. I don't think some people really understand what evil is, in my opinions
Did you sample X look at me? This hard
Why do we do what we do?
The war so sophisticated,
It’s like a person, it’s the devil,
You take some lsd,
put your phone on Dnd
that bitch ain’t a snake,
Hydra, cut one and two of them came,
Like why we help the granny with the cane,
but the same granny in the 80s was doing novacaine,
Is a game, who do you think I’m playing?
I’m in third person cause these shrooms got me on levitate
This boy been in college raising debt
Pay for the knowledge graduate no praise in steps
Saw the ego it fly with eagles all barely kept
Soon as he go it’s incognito we rarely slept
Counsel me though a deadly trio me mine and reps
See no free throw it’s vis a vis so he whine and wept
Single he show her freedom really a daddy’s pet
Recovery go so angry blow up he’s your regret
Gone to places I might erase this
Broken as bracelets jade in the matrix
Frozen I been faceless foes know my fragrance
Rona with the cases catch all but graces
Cow over the moon a frog and a fake kiss
Volume out of tune too long in bass pitch
Rumble round the room two claws and it craves kids
Trouble turn to doom now bars on the grave lids
lame
Hey did someone buy this beat already
Yoo can you tell us what the sample is that you used? Tryna write to this rn and I like to pull inspiration from the sample when I can.
They say I’m fire breathing
But also cold leaving
Few wounds left my soul bleeding
And ever since then my souls freezing
My souls teething
It’s so misleading
I could’ve won this shii with two different flows
I could hit this wid some god would call cold
They say that I’m bold
Let’s say that I know
I rip up the rap
Then wrap up the flow
Folding shii up in a brown bag
Then take it to go
Would’ve wrote more, but there’s snakes in the grass.
Who am I kidding
Rapping shii up in a brown bag then take it to go
I leave them in cold
I spit and unload
I unleash my soul
That’s potential unleashed
The lines have been creased
I’m smoking thicc leafs
I feel like the king chief
I like to roll heat
I like to speak fire
Fire to the fuel
Got my soul getting higher
I was here at 32k 🫡
Let murder to his for you ...
I Been Jumpin on it on sum freestyle shiii ...
But I got a fire 🔥 concept for him ...
A concept that will definitely have South Africa like Damnnnnnnnnn das dat fire 🔥
Dreamville gxng
Being broke did something to my spirit, I ask channels to plug me, they act like they couldn’t hear me
Whoooaaahhhh son 🔥
Tee grizzly
Arbitrage betting no losses guaranteed cash damn near
Ayy I'ma use this ight
@@TheSpiritOfTheTruth battle rappers like rum nitty daylyt right so well they will show you how to build a bar
My toxic trait is,
I got no feeling,
I’m done with patients,
I won’t stop bleeding
Eyes full of hatred
Man, I just can’t take it
My breathes gon shaky
My heads done pleadin
I’m almost breaking
I’m almost painless
I’m mostly brainless
I poke and say less
Where did u find the drums for this banger?!
Damn I dunno but it's interesting thou. I'm listening to it 4 time in a row. Still dunno if I like it but it's very... How to describe it...
... Catchy? ❤
Proud in nature smokeing loud like a creature sitting alone no feature in sight that seems relivent hittin clouds that sheet the street the sight can really capture a eye never gunna skip a beat watch the heat rise as I capsize on the fly no clasped hands no asking why I divide and Divy slideing by heavy with a hand in the game holdin the reign like the dope we come too cope with its steady in demand what a shame mane from fledglings we span far and wide come too find by nature we abide can't hide from fate it's always too late come sit at the table make your debate I sit daily trying too consider and consintrate at this constant rate we boasting and toasting too the most thing wingin it tho I step in the ring like bring me my foe cause we going toe too toe watch hate grow alongside respect when ya get checked and mate I do not play everyday a different play everyway a different say laid these days fade too nothing in the end no casting shade just envying the intent cause whats really ment too be is lent too a degree theres a fragrance leaveing me in a trance it makes most flee tokeing im the hoast thats set free no begetting the spree im never forgetting who it b when someone causes me too see flaws in the being of how it be takeing each level too a new degree when im spinnin thought dineing alot on what the day brought the play of the plot thickens dipictin writtens of past ways my last of days will be grand i suppose i stand a man with many flows many rows of words laid my weapon a curved blade many have the nerve but whos game is weighed in a end never did i intend to boast but the cost of the lost float on by toast too those sky high No shade thrown my grades grown from staying home too laying the throne alone cause too disown another is on the table I'm displaying the known bringing a new tone too the day not going to condone anothers say honing in on my way days of play and trades that prey on us total up no delay no fuss who should I trust when things gunna bust copiously interlopeing with lust
I'm open too new things keeping a open mind is a must looking through the blinds as time pass's everything rusts everybody makeing a fuss over this and that I ain't risking all that for wack feelin sorta taken back when I'm steakin fact breaking a pact no time too retract a say fractions of a play be backin my sway my mind seems too darken each day still im sparkin like a old way came here and moulded a play so cold the setting seems untold so gotta come in bold at it attractin static when i shuffle on by i got trouble in each eye teaching the few under a grey sky my play arrive too the table its seeming im able too click with the fable in hand im sick with it but never liable on the fly im high and it seems suitable too the occasion of weighed sin cant seem too be degraded on a whim but fuck wheres my mind been in a divine dream setting a colourful scheme all my brothers got love for the scene im in the field hand pickin my team demand for understanding bleeding out the seems of life these mothafuckers fiends for kife i sit back and let the day suffice cold as ice mouldin mixed dice dipictin sickend ends while these words blend never did i intend to do much the clue a crutch when we begin too send watch these cuts deep begin too mend when i settle a blend of herbs and spices too ya nerves and vices everybodys got there own prices so do up them laces the race allready started may be deep in heart but everyones all ready gone and departed
Клевый биток 🔥
Great now all i can here is budman
Josh :
I once was lost and broken.
You left me feeling hopeless.
I push my pride aside to peer inside my darkest moments
no longer I am joking,
The longer I am smoking,
The fear inside me finds a microphone it's time it's spoken
All this hocus-pocus got me losing focus
We all need to eat but why the fuck we acting locus
It’s atrocious get the message or be getting ghosted
Death is blessing for the fiends feeling so soulless
Overdosing OxyContin
no problem that’s problem solving
Crawling with the roaches barely coping
Waiting for the heavens but they never open
as I pray for the moment this hell is getting frozen
This a throwaway verse to dust off the pen
Certified aluminum belong to recycle bins
I’m as high as one’s been, eye of the storm but it’s wilding within
Mind of its own but mild it depends,
For a minor offense, knife in his pants,
Mask on his face and a nine on his hands
To tell the truth he should’ve thought in advance
To tell the booth about the crime would fuck up my plans
I’m better off inside of a fence
Drinking till I’m piling up cans
Can I use this beat hmb
❤dopamine
Some say I should improve my mood
but I'm like fu** that watch me keep doing what i do walking tall with an additude each night and every afternoon, better resume, busy getting lost but no I dont abuse, don't snooze before you know it I'll be having you saying boo-hoo but first heres a piece to the puzzle in which i rule keep it cool
fire
As I walk my shadow trails me, they ask what ales me, I stay quiet as a fail safe, you pale in comparison to my tribulations, I think he’s melting,somebody give ‘em defibrillations, no he’s dead already from cigarette inhalation.
Hey to Chxse Bank I been following you for years lol
Just to let you know I been following you soo long that I have shit and been stacking on your beats for a run
So I can share my bars like these rappers who want clout
I’m a POET lol will stay In touch
I don’t like to think no more
Thoughts up in the mind I store
Smoke away the pain it’s hurts to much I’m bleeding from the core
Its too late
I can feel my fate
Lock the door
Melt the key
Yet there is no way of stopping me
A walking talking clichè
I mixed the words with weed
There is nothing more to say
Unless you can here me from down there
Upstairs is messy
Its a montser that lives there
Whats walking talking dumb
I say a npc lol
Not actually
Evil spells?? I got you bro. Just for fun anyway… ready set ..go
This is a crazy beat🤯🔥think I got summin for this 1🤔⚠️
Verse 1:
I brought into this world without a normal life
From the day that I was born I shouldn't be alive
I nearly died in the room as soon as I left the womb
My body was turning blue
The doctors knew that I wouldnt survive
But then it happen so quickly
A doctor walked in the room and decided to lift me
He took me in his hands and gave me a hit on the back
It was all that he had to do
it was as easy as that
Damn..
Now I'm a blessing to this day
I think that God might have a plan for me
And that's why I stayed
But I was raised out of place
With my folks on drugs
And they knew how hard it was on me
And that I could tell what it was
It never bothered them
At least enough for them to just stop
They never thought that I would end up with the problems they got
I mean, it's obvious that ima see these things as a kid
And grow up knowing that I could do the same shit that you did
So I did
I formed a habit of getting high
I would look into the mirror and see you in my eyes
And would cry
From knowing how my lifes gonna be
Because I was just like them and they were just like me
Hook
...
Verse2:
"How could it be like this?"
Is the question that I would ask myself
I hated life so bad I wanted to blast myself
I felt alone in this hole I dug
And all I ever really wanted was to smoke my drugs
So I did,
Then I brought my brother into this life
A type a pain like this hits in the heart with a knife
He was a healthy kid who didnt cuss until he was 17
And I got into to drugs over many things
"What kind of monster would do that shit to somebody they love?"
But all I ever really wanted was to know who he was.
He battled a deadly disease and nearly died at 13
And everything that he believed was thrown away thanks to me.
I just didnt expect it
It was hectic by the time I realized
I fell onto the ground after seeing those tears in his eyes
And at that time,
I felt a presence come upon us
And I knew from that moment that the devil could never harm us
And every day since feels as if it's new
We appreciate you god and the things that you do
Thanks for another chance for us to prove ourselves
And we will never let you down
For as long as it helps
Amen..
Let it run...
The third verse remains hidden for now.
ehh
Love the beat just couldn’t really rap over the long pause
im next
Last time I was 9
I was doing just fine
Attitude sublime
Living life high divine
(2x)
You don't know to do this
you don't know the music
You all just sound stupid, yuh yuh
You don't know to do this
You don't know the music
You all just make bullshit
Last time I dreamed lucid,
I had a guy pull a knife on me
I guess I'm still haunted
I can't let go of the past, you see
I end up gaslighting catastrophes
Ignoring my momma get mad at me
You think you created a masterpiece?
Without a daddy or a master degree
Who you think know you better than me?
Who else under this roof live for free?
Woke up in a brand new hell in a sand filled cell,
Didn't have a thirst to quell my feelings were dull,
My feelings are null- cull the weak and purge the strong on-a-ly thing that can ring the bell,
Jessie your out on the next play don't be lame hit the bell hit the gym don't be slim your getting bored inside yourself.
Oddly weird and permafryed,
And ya ive died,
Grimly euphoric tunnel ride, down as we slide,
Custom tailored vibes,
tounge splitting environments and habitats divide,
Crack the atom,
unwanted voices in my head danny phantom,
Plasma prisms so you better fasten,
What just happened,
Frost breathing ice dragons,
Make a wish apon this scale and leta see whos packing,
Whats craka lacken snap crackel pop bone snapping,
With the adrenaline, mescaline, ritalin, naked coverd in cinnamon,
lava for your faded feeling jelly skeletons, couch locked mush gelatin ,
Let the bass blow the skin off your face and pulse through your veins,
dopamine leak got me higher than a kite,
feeling grim soul reaping in the night.
Ana lil 7affdo . Vampire insomnie
Something just remind me about that beat... I was searching for it for last 5 minutes xD in:
1. my BEAT Playlist
2. notification about comments / likes
3. History throguh last 2 weeks
XD
I'VE FOUND IT
l'm not gonna lie to you
l can prove it's dry produce
Arrow smith led charon to you
That's the guy oppa
Froot loop that oompa loompa
My bane
Are those that mourn
The receiver of the backbreaker
They replaced the elephant
With an orangutan
You're no vigilante
You're like zombie panties
R.i.p barracuda
Shoulda woulda coulda
I swear Lil Mamas Coo-koo, swear she be into Voo-doo, Feels like a knife in my back, Swearin that she got love Too, When I know it ain't True, You ain't acting like the same you, So tell me what I got to Lose, If I just go find someone New...