Wow. Came back to this video today and was overwhelmed with how this song resonated with some of you. I felt a little uneasy clicking the upload button with this one, but am so glad I did. Reading all the comments and praying/encouraging you to stay strong. 💛 Overcoming our own thoughts and insecurities can be difficult. But it’s important to remember to “trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.” - Proverbs 3:5-6
I loved the song 😭❤️ I was going to ask if you could release the tabs for the guitar I’m really going thru a lot but playing the guitar and singing has always been a gate away
i have, the hardest time staying calm. I've been alone for a large portion of my life when it comes to friends and lovers, so when things like that do come along, I don't want to lose them. But some things are inevitable. And when they do happen I don't really know what to do with myself. Most of the bad situations i get put in are because of irrational impulsive decisions I made while over thinking and being anxious about something. I'm not okay, and honestly I haven't been for a few months now. I've gotten over the heart break but everything I lost in the process, hasn't come back to me since then. Today I spent the day contemplating whether I belong here. Whether its worth it for me to stay here or not. Whether the way I've been feeling makes me crazy, or if I'm just being dramatic. I've wanted to cry for a while now but, for some reason the tears just wouldn't come out. Then when I booted up my computer and opened TH-cam ready to drown the night away in sad slow music, I came across this video. The title pulled me in. I've seen you sing before from covers but I hadn't seen any of your original songs before. The moment the beautiful sound of that electric guitar came on, as I opened the description, my hands stopped and my head froze. My ears wiggled and I stared at the lyrics and the screen. For the first time, in who knows how long, tears welled up in my eyes. I could feel every single word, every single note, and the emotion in the lyrics. All I could do was sit here and stare, as you sang your heart out. even as I write this comment, I've had to hit the replay button a few separate times. I know thats a lot to read but, what I mean to say is- thank you. thank you for sharing that with the world. I've felt, so goddamn alone recently, and it was just really fucking nice to know that I'm not the only one who feels like this. Please don't ever stop pursuing your goals. And please dont ever be unsure about sharing your art. You're a light in this world and its been awhile since a song has just, touched me like that.
I apologize for the time it took for me to come across this comment. I want you to know that you are loved and there is a purpose and reason as to why you are here today. I don’t know you or what you’ve gone through but in whatever you are feeling, I promise you aren’t alone. Heart break is one of the worst things a person can go through but with time I promise it will get better. Thank you for taking the time to listen and write this. Thank you for sharing a piece of your heart. ❤️ Praying for you & wishing you the best.
this is a beautiful comment. I really, really feel what you're going through right now. It's tough, but getting through shit is easier knowing you're not the only one feeling it.
You’re not alone, keep fighting know that you’ll find your people, just keep your head up, be kind to others and most importantly stay true to yourself. You’re never alone.
hey y’all. i remember sitting down and writing this comment. and reading it a month later feels a little surreal. things looked up. and they looked down a lot. but recently i gained someone really importantly in my life. and while life struck and struck it did, ive learned to keep my head up no matter what. still got the same dreams and same goals, but. despite all the bad shit and despite all the pain, i’m glad to be here. thanks for all the kind comments, i appreciated them - jrawned
Loved this! You've got something vulnerable and honest here, and some of your lines really brought me somewhere. It's awesome to see you turn your gloom into something special. As a new songwriter myself, I want to say thanks for being brave and putting your heart out there - it's incredibly inspiring Can't wait to hear more from you Marylou! 😁
Yooo, that gave me chills. "Getting tired of always asking myself if you still love me But I know you’re losing patience With my insecurities " What do you think about possibly co-writing a male perspective to the song?
the lyrics so accurately captures this feeling... so beautiful, but also makes me think back to the last time i felt this way..... ☹️ its a hard place to be.
Wow... this struck a serious chord. This is the first time I’ve heard a song and went “yeah that truely spoke to me”. Thank you for sharing your art. God Bless.
your song hit a spot, a very sensitive spot I never have shown anybody. this is the only song that made me feel this way. It spoke my mind and my feelings. Also, this song cradles me to sleep during the hard days. Thank you ❤️
wow ok... here I am coming across your worship videos (which I love) only to stumble on this song that's exactly describing my emotions right now. Thanks for posting and writing this vulnerable song, keep it up and look forward to more!
I keep coming back to this video. So soothing and indescribably beautiful. Thank you for giving me peace during this time. Can't wait for more originals.
I always find myself coming back to this video... it's just so vulnerable and comforting. pls continue making music bc I will support you 100% of the way!!!
i lost so many friends to overthinking it hurts. i just can't keep a friendship longer than a few weeks because they get tired of my insecurities (edit: ur voice is the most beautiful thing i ever heard)
I've had this in my recommendations for a while and I just keep on seeing it and now actually watching the video because of the title and it hit me This is a song for me
I hope you’ll continue your compositions, the lyrics, melody, your voice, all combine are just creating a beautiful piece of art 🥰 I really enjoy listening to your songs ! Keep going ! 💕
I can't tell you how much I love this song. It's so beautiful. The guitar chords, the picking, your vocals, the lyrics. Absolutely beautiful. Hope you upload it to all DSPs. I need it on my Spotify.
im a little over a year out of a relationship that had me feelin and thinkin just like this...like...for real just like this haha. so cool to hear your vulnerable thoughts be so similar to mine. yet, before this comment, you didn't know I existed! God is so fresh for that. blessings sis
dont be shy ate marylou, post it on spotify :) also i completely agree with everyone on the comments, this has 2007 indie youtube era energy and i love it so much. the song is amazing too, wow, so talented
Honestly, I’ve been playing this song on repeat. It strikes such a powerful chord in my heart and makes me tear up almost every time. It’s so honest and raw. It puts that weird uneasiness into lyrics. Thank you so much
Lol my Girl gets a little jealous when I listen to you hahaha she’s knows I love her lol your music is so beautiful! And your voice! It’s different! Very smooth and peaceful! Keep doing your thing gurl!
My first video of yours was the Redbone cover (and I still listen to it every now and again because I love it so much), but I feel like I've followed you to hear that song. It's amazing and it hits all the right emotional notes that I just feel like I should say thank you 😅😁
Wow now I just need a song about regret, growth, and nostalgia that makes you feel horrible again! You’ve nailed my feelings for the last couple songs you’ve uploaded 🥺
After I've Heard This, I Realized That I Should Really Change Now Cause I'm Just So Insecure, I Always Overthink Nowadays Since She Has Many Friends That Are Boys And I Just Find Myself Becoming Jealous All The Time, But I Think Its Time To Stop Being Insecure And Change. Thank You For Making This Song Because It Will Help Me Change. Wish Me Luck!
IT'S 11AM, WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME CRYING,,, Almost, if not precisely, the thoughts that I have. These insecurities really are bringing me down. I don't want to lose anyone because of my insecurities. I try to ignore my bad thoughts but it's still so hard to do so. Thank you, Marylou 💕
srch 019 Oftentimes the biggest critic anyone has is themselves. You are clothed in so much strength and dignity, don’t let your insecurities get the best of you. 💛
Wow. Came back to this video today and was overwhelmed with how this song resonated with some of you. I felt a little uneasy clicking the upload button with this one, but am so glad I did. Reading all the comments and praying/encouraging you to stay strong. 💛
Overcoming our own thoughts and insecurities can be difficult. But it’s important to remember to “trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.” - Proverbs 3:5-6
Amen and amen. Thanks for your encouragement and for sharing your gifts with us 💜
Love this ❤️
Exactly what I needed! Huhu 😭
I loved the song 😭❤️ I was going to ask if you could release the tabs for the guitar I’m really going thru a lot but playing the guitar and singing has always been a gate away
Is there any way you could sing Break my Heart Again by FINNEAS? Pretty please!?!
This brings me back to the old TH-cam days. Anyone else? So many underrated artists out there. Sheesh, so goooood.
T h i s ^
Ian Castillo I miss the old TH-cam days 🥺
Marylou Villegas thank you for taking us back 😭
This needs to be on Spotify - I need a way to play this on repeat :(
i have,
the hardest time staying calm. I've been alone for a large portion of my life when it comes to friends and lovers, so when things like that do come along, I don't want to lose them. But some things are inevitable. And when they do happen I don't really know what to do with myself. Most of the bad situations i get put in are because of irrational impulsive decisions I made while over thinking and being anxious about something. I'm not okay, and honestly I haven't been for a few months now. I've gotten over the heart break but everything I lost in the process, hasn't come back to me since then. Today I spent the day contemplating whether I belong here. Whether its worth it for me to stay here or not. Whether the way I've been feeling makes me crazy, or if I'm just being dramatic. I've wanted to cry for a while now but, for some reason the tears just wouldn't come out. Then when I booted up my computer and opened TH-cam ready to drown the night away in sad slow music, I came across this video. The title pulled me in. I've seen you sing before from covers but I hadn't seen any of your original songs before. The moment the beautiful sound of that electric guitar came on, as I opened the description, my hands stopped and my head froze. My ears wiggled and I stared at the lyrics and the screen. For the first time, in who knows how long, tears welled up in my eyes. I could feel every single word, every single note, and the emotion in the lyrics. All I could do was sit here and stare, as you sang your heart out. even as I write this comment, I've had to hit the replay button a few separate times.
I know thats a lot to read but, what I mean to say is-
thank you. thank you for sharing that with the world.
I've felt, so goddamn alone recently, and it was just really fucking nice to know that I'm not the only one who feels like this.
Please don't ever stop pursuing your goals. And please dont ever be unsure about sharing your art. You're a light in this world and its been awhile since a song has just, touched me like that.
I apologize for the time it took for me to come across this comment. I want you to know that you are loved and there is a purpose and reason as to why you are here today. I don’t know you or what you’ve gone through but in whatever you are feeling, I promise you aren’t alone. Heart break is one of the worst things a person can go through but with time I promise it will get better. Thank you for taking the time to listen and write this. Thank you for sharing a piece of your heart. ❤️ Praying for you & wishing you the best.
this is a beautiful comment. I really, really feel what you're going through right now. It's tough, but getting through shit is easier knowing you're not the only one feeling it.
You’re not alone, keep fighting know that you’ll find your people, just keep your head up, be kind to others and most importantly stay true to yourself. You’re never alone.
Truly divine ✨ I always think , my spirit guides send me stuff for a reason. They really love me and want me to be okay.
hey y’all. i remember sitting down and writing this comment. and reading it a month later feels a little surreal. things looked up. and they looked down a lot. but recently i gained someone really importantly in my life. and while life struck and struck it did, ive learned to keep my head up no matter what. still got the same dreams and same goals, but. despite all the bad shit and despite all the pain, i’m glad to be here. thanks for all the kind comments, i appreciated them - jrawned
pls upload this and "for when you can't sleep" to spotify! you're so talented, it's crazy!! :)
Jericka Ubaldo I’m working on it 😉
Marylou Villegas Please do, these songs are just so good❤️
@@BicsGaming rt!!!
I'm in my first relationship, and this song puts every feeling I've had recently into words. It's nice to know I'm not just crazy :') beautiful song!!
This just popped up in my recommendation, and now I'm crying cause every lyrics hit me hard.
Loved this! You've got something vulnerable and honest here, and some of your lines really brought me somewhere. It's awesome to see you turn your gloom into something special.
As a new songwriter myself, I want to say thanks for being brave and putting your heart out there - it's incredibly inspiring
Can't wait to hear more from you Marylou! 😁
MJF Thank you so much! I’m excited for you and your journey with songwriting ☺️
Yooo, that gave me chills.
"Getting tired of always asking myself
if you still love me
But I know you’re losing patience
With my insecurities "
What do you think about possibly co-writing a male perspective to the song?
POV: You're here in November 2020 wondering why this masterpiece still ISN'T on SPOTIFY yet!!!!!!!
Yessir
It’s coming real soon!!!
Nope actually 2021 :3
@@MarylouVillegas When :( my playlists sorely need this
Jun 2022 😭
Please put this song on Spotify. I need it on repeat. This was so beautiful
Quiero viejas encueradas Quiero viejas encueradas
This brought me back, I really love this one Marylou, you wrote yourself a great song.
Cried watching this. This song put into words the end of my last relationship.
This really needs to be on Spotify, I’ve never related to a song so much like this
this feeling is all too familiar :’) youre speaking for all of us 💖
This is SO GOOD . so Relatable, thank you for creating this beautiful song and sharing it with us ♥️
The words, the melody, your playing, your voice... it’s all so beautiful. Keep it up, amazing things ahead 🙏🏽
the lyrics so accurately captures this feeling... so beautiful, but also makes me think back to the last time i felt this way..... ☹️ its a hard place to be.
I've never came across a song that I relate sooo much to until now
That one disliker probably overthinks the lyrics too much he missed the like button
How can you be so talented.
It's amazing
Keep working like this.
Beautiful original song there Marylou! Keep up the awesome work and keep the music coming :)
Making me tear up over here 😭 soo gooddd
True art comes from thinking of something or someone other than oneself, and this is true art
4 years later still love your voice ❤
you got me in my feels, this is beautiful. Love the lyrics
Wow... this struck a serious chord. This is the first time I’ve heard a song and went “yeah that truely spoke to me”. Thank you for sharing your art. God Bless.
you're the greatest person that ever lived on this world. thank you for existing.
This is incredible. Thank you for sharing. I would love to have these on Spotify one day!
your song hit a spot, a very sensitive spot I never have shown anybody. this is the only song that made me feel this way. It spoke my mind and my feelings. Also, this song cradles me to sleep during the hard days. Thank you ❤️
i love how personal this is and the whole electric guitar vibe 🥺 hope this is on spotify if not it should be!
wow ok... here I am coming across your worship videos (which I love) only to stumble on this song that's exactly describing my emotions right now. Thanks for posting and writing this vulnerable song, keep it up and look forward to more!
Speechless. Please don't stop making music. Release this please. You are amazing. Thank you for making my day ten times better.
Gurll i lav the lyrics !!! Hits me so much 😭 keep up with the good work! 🥺✨🙆🏻♀️
Shared this with my marine buddies, always great to listen to when you have too many things on your mind. We loved it
No joke, I'm so glad that I have found this channel. by far, the best female TH-cam singer, that voice just gets you lost in your mind
I keep coming back to this video. So soothing and indescribably beautiful. Thank you for giving me peace during this time. Can't wait for more originals.
thank you for sharing this. i feel this, and to hear you sing it seems to bring clarity. so thanks :)
I always find myself coming back to this video... it's just so vulnerable and comforting. pls continue making music bc I will support you 100% of the way!!!
Omfgggggg this is amazing. Keep writing and using ur beautiful voice
overthinking the fact that almost a year in and I still have no idea how to even begin to write a song, just covers 🤧✌🏻
this song is absolutely heart-wretching, please put more of your originals on spotify, I could listen to this on repeat for the whole day 😊
i lost so many friends to overthinking it hurts. i just can't keep a friendship longer than a few weeks because they get tired of my insecurities (edit: ur voice is the most beautiful thing i ever heard)
Excellent. You have such a way with lyrics
This made me cry... I feel this.. Yesterday was a hard day for me. Thank you for this beautiful song Marylou
wow....it's like this song was written exactly for the place i'm in right now...
thank you so much for sharing this. God bless💛💛
please drop this on spotify omgg. i loveee
Wow, I resonate with the lyrics so much, especially during this time. Brought tears to my eyes, thank you for composing and sharing your art :)
this song literally describes all my feelings rn :'( thank you so much for this!!!! you are SO TALENTED. need this whole series on Spotify ASAP!!
I've had this in my recommendations for a while and I just keep on seeing it and now actually watching the video because of the title and it hit me
This is a song for me
I hope you’ll continue your compositions, the lyrics, melody, your voice, all combine are just creating a beautiful piece of art 🥰 I really enjoy listening to your songs ! Keep going ! 💕
this is beautiful 🥺 hope this is on spotify. i love it whenever she plays her electric guitar🥰
I love your work so much. This got me through today. Thank you! Please never stop singing. 💖
Wow. Those lyrics girl, hit DIFFERENT.😭😭😭 ur so talented and have such an amazing voice!!
Wow, you expressed everything I feel, that's really nice song. Thank you!
I love this OML. You're such an inspiration babe xx
this was beautiful, the lyrics, your voice. i'm absolutely mesmerized. thank u for sharing this with us
I can't tell you how much I love this song. It's so beautiful. The guitar chords, the picking, your vocals, the lyrics. Absolutely beautiful. Hope you upload it to all DSPs. I need it on my Spotify.
im a little over a year out of a relationship that had me feelin and thinkin just like this...like...for real just like this haha. so cool to hear your vulnerable thoughts be so similar to mine. yet, before this comment, you didn't know I existed! God is so fresh for that. blessings sis
Literally teared up. I feel your heart in your lyrics 😞❤️ I love it so much !! So talented !
dont be shy ate marylou, post it on spotify :) also i completely agree with everyone on the comments, this has 2007 indie youtube era energy and i love it so much. the song is amazing too, wow, so talented
Thank you for sharing this song. This song is so relatable to my life and my past relationship. Keep on serving the Lord.
Definitely need this on spotify!
Thank you for sharing! Wonderful job
Honestly, I’ve been playing this song on repeat. It strikes such a powerful chord in my heart and makes me tear up almost every time. It’s so honest and raw. It puts that weird uneasiness into lyrics. Thank you so much
I really love how u put so much soul into your music 🥺💖
Stunning words and melody. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and art :)
Amazing, simple as that. Great job! 👍
Okay this NEEDS to be on Spotify. An absolutely amazing song!
Wow, this song honestly made me tear up, thank you for sharing this with us! I've been listening to this a song on repeat :)
appreciating the work /aesthetics for this video to fit the song
I really do love this!!! Everytime I watch your videos and your own music is so much motivation for me. I hope you release a new album!!!
Everything in this song added up into pure emotion. It's art. Thank you
i love ur covers, i can feel ur emotions in ur songs and it gives me so much comfort, thank you:)
This was beautifully processed and written, thank you for sharing!:) God bless.
This is beautiful and I can def relate to the feels in your lyrics. Simply amazing
This is really beautiful and you are very talented. Thank you sm for this video :)
absolutely beautiful piece :))))))
OBSESSED WITH THIS AND YOUR VOICE ❤❤❤❤❤ Keep sharing your music!! xx
i cannot wait to hear this on spotify😍🥰 its so good🥺
God this is beautiful... the lyrics hit deep ... Please release this officially or on Spotify ! It’s so good !
Lol my Girl gets a little jealous when I listen to you hahaha she’s knows I love her lol your music is so beautiful! And your voice! It’s different! Very smooth and peaceful! Keep doing your thing gurl!
Great song, and melody/chord progression 🤯🔥
Absolutely amazing!
Loved it! It's a beautiful song.
My first video of yours was the Redbone cover (and I still listen to it every now and again because I love it so much), but I feel like I've followed you to hear that song. It's amazing and it hits all the right emotional notes that I just feel like I should say thank you 😅😁
Arlandis Glasgow thank you so much for sticking around! 💛
I feel comfortable aaAckk!!! Thank youuu ❤️
Wow now I just need a song about regret, growth, and nostalgia that makes you feel horrible again! You’ve nailed my feelings for the last couple songs you’ve uploaded 🥺
Love this song. The words and everything but i think the rhythm of this song is great for your voice. You ve found your stride.
God bless
Needed this more than you ever know ❤️
Really loveeee this songg omg 😭😭 so relate
honestly, loved this. thank you for making a song about ur struggles that we relate with:)
Oh wow this is right on point. And it's such a pretty song. Thanks Marylou
After I've Heard This, I Realized That I Should Really Change Now Cause I'm Just So Insecure, I Always Overthink Nowadays Since She Has Many Friends That Are Boys And I Just Find Myself Becoming Jealous All The Time, But I Think Its Time To Stop Being Insecure And Change. Thank You For Making This Song Because It Will Help Me Change. Wish Me Luck!
i wish you luck :)
Thanks for this original Marylou, helping me with getting through a hard time right now 🥺
IT'S 11AM, WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME CRYING,,,
Almost, if not precisely, the thoughts that I have. These insecurities really are bringing me down. I don't want to lose anyone because of my insecurities. I try to ignore my bad thoughts but it's still so hard to do so. Thank you, Marylou 💕
srch 019 Oftentimes the biggest critic anyone has is themselves. You are clothed in so much strength and dignity, don’t let your insecurities get the best of you. 💛
I love this so much. You are amazing. God bless🙏🏽💕
PLS PUT THIS ON SPOTIFYYY AAAHH
I enjoyed this very much. Thank you for sharing.