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  • @Elizalix
    @Elizalix 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9420

    Wow seeing people crying, being sad, alone, depress, dont feel any excitement, being alone all day and all time. I wish you to have great days, nights, and wish you for all people to have great birthday's next year!. I understand and feel exactly to some of you guys. Lets keep on living okay!!!, yes must be tiring, as long as we have 1 thing to live is alright. Eat, sleep, get some rest, be well, vent to me if you want to, I want you all guys to have a great birthday next year!!! I love you no matter who you are, I wish you to have a good time. Wish you all to be happy!!!

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +212

      thank you for this!!! this is a great message i want to spread ♡

    • @Elizalix
      @Elizalix 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      @@sunalloz7540 Your welcome!, I hope all people here can read this to let them know they're not alone and hoping good/happy days will come!!!

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      @@Elizalix you have such a kind soul, i wish the best for you ♡♡

    • @Elizalix
      @Elizalix 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      @@sunalloz7540 Same here! You too wish you the best in life and hope your well!

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      @@Elizalix thank you, you are amazing

  • @evelynkhiangte
    @evelynkhiangte 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7553

    I miss the time when i was extremely excited for my birthday but now..

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +242

      me too, i understand how you feel, i hope that excitement revisits you :(

    • @gentryhall863
      @gentryhall863 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      I miss it too

    • @ariannaperez1031
      @ariannaperez1031 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      now, im just scared. (my birthday is tdy halloween)

    • @kyliefraser3479
      @kyliefraser3479 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Omg so true

    • @call_me_nyx
      @call_me_nyx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Same mines in the 16th of October

  • @laralopo2883
    @laralopo2883 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2318

    lying on my bed crying, one thing i find funny is i don't feel like it's my birthday, my best friend still hasn't congratulated me... but i'm fine :)
    Happy birthday everyone who is reading this on their birthday :)))

    • @chairulridjal
      @chairulridjal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Happy belated birthday to you! I wish you all the best and I hope a lot of good things comes to your way while the bad ones just stay away hehe.
      Tomorrow is my birthday and I don't expect anyone to remember let alone congratulates me, I don't know what I'm dealing with tbh as I used to be excited for my own birthday. It's just that I feel like I have nothing left to live for and couldn't care less about myself lolll. Sorry just had to let that one out somehow! Anyways, once again, happy birthday. I'm sure there'll be better days ahead of us

    • @johncena-ev7ps
      @johncena-ev7ps 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Sorry I'm late but happy birthday darling

    • @relaxingmedleys9381
      @relaxingmedleys9381 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Happy birthday. It's my birthday too but none of my family members remember

    • @chairulridjal
      @chairulridjal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@relaxingmedleys9381 Happy Birthday bro!

    • @chantelturrietta602
      @chantelturrietta602 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@relaxingmedleys9381 happy birthday to you

  • @yvaineagao4954
    @yvaineagao4954 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1771

    Pov: It was your birthday but noone noticed you but instead noticed your sibling/couisn instead since they were perfect unlike you and you just ran to a private space to calm down even though you know you deserve better (also for the ones Watching this in on their birthday like me Happy birthday your beautiful remember that!!)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      i hope this pov isn’t true :( for me. it is, this is exactly what happened. i don’t wanna be ungrateful but i ever get attention as it is and the one day i wamted a little my neohew got it all :/ i hope you’re alright and happy birthday!!

    • @Anndrinkscoffee
      @Anndrinkscoffee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Bro you just called me out I’d hope it’s okay if i rant really quick but.
      --------------------
      My sister (twin) is a basically popular girl and all day people were say they forgot about me and all that so obviously i was devastated (it was our 16th birthday) and there were signs outside that said happy birthday to the both of us and no one remembered me. My entire family got together the next day for a little party and it only endded up with my step sister embarrassing me because i didn’t pass my drivers permit test and i was super upset about it when i confronted my step dad about it he said “well look at you and look at your sister who’s more likely to fail” that hurt a lot and my mom said nothing to him the entire day was a mess really 😥

    • @Craigmeowmeow
      @Craigmeowmeow 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Everyone was talking while I just sat at the table quietly poking at my cake because I didn’t like how it tasted but didn’t say anything because I didn’t want anyone to be mad on my birthday. I forced myself to eat it and when I was asked if I liked it I nodded and continued eating it

    • @kat-yy5kg
      @kat-yy5kg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      its like we had the same birthday treatment

    • @__tatiana__
      @__tatiana__ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

  • @itsmeyaya28
    @itsmeyaya28 ปีที่แล้ว +258

    Woke up this morning so excited but then I learned that to not have any expectations on anything.
    Happy birthday to the people reading this on your birthday 🎉🎂

  • @Mar-qn6kt
    @Mar-qn6kt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1670

    i woke up extremely excited for the day today... my sweet 16 :/ . i thought it would be a good day, but as you can see... i’m listening to this playlist.

    • @jakistyp4072
      @jakistyp4072 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      same for me🤭but it only can get all better

    • @cocoanutz4361
      @cocoanutz4361 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Things will get better. Belated birthday 🎁

    • @lorainnepuyat3518
      @lorainnepuyat3518 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same

    • @jakistyp4072
      @jakistyp4072 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      happy bday❤️❤️

    • @cocoanutz4361
      @cocoanutz4361 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Κακό Χάος ex? Then u guys broke up?

  • @mouna9380
    @mouna9380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3437

    For everyone like me just crying on their birthday, happy birthday..
    ( I'v never got so many likes as this Ty !!)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      happy birthday!!! i’m sorry you’re sad on your birthday :((

    • @mouna9380
      @mouna9380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@sunalloz7540 thank you honey , but it's okay I think , I need to think the way that it's just a day like others :/ . Thank yoouu !! :)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@mouna9380 glad to know you’re ok! i hope your next birthday isn’t just another day :(

    • @TheHostIsHere
      @TheHostIsHere 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Happy birthday to all these people and to me ;)

    • @mouna9380
      @mouna9380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@TheHostIsHere happy birthday

  • @strawberryglitterxp
    @strawberryglitterxp ปีที่แล้ว +101

    I was always sad whenever it was my birthday, its my 18th birthday now and im not even sad or happy i just feel dull, happy birthday to anyone listening to this playlist

    • @david.angxla
      @david.angxla 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      today is my 18th birthday and yeahhh i get what ur feeling

    • @ahsanta_roblox
      @ahsanta_roblox 29 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Tysm 😢

  • @angrypomeraniantrainer618
    @angrypomeraniantrainer618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2353

    I miss being a lil kid and being so excited for my birthday, but now it’s just another day of the year. A day I hate…

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      yeah i get how you feel, i don’t know when it is but i hope it’s so good it shocks you

    • @angrypomeraniantrainer618
      @angrypomeraniantrainer618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@sunalloz7540 :) ty

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@angrypomeraniantrainer618 no problemo

    • @crazayhazay
      @crazayhazay 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Understand

    • @creamiiroblox8917
      @creamiiroblox8917 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      this made me cry a lot

  • @user-gq6md6ll1o
    @user-gq6md6ll1o 2 ปีที่แล้ว +880

    It's my birthday today, mom yelled at me, got my bleeding days, friends as usual don't remember. Now I'm crying on bed listening to this great! Happy 19th ig

    • @honey-bear1989
      @honey-bear1989 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Happy late birthday luv!!!🎂🎊🥳💗 hope you know even though i'm a stranger your loved and i know how it feels to be hated by your mother...or your whole family.

    • @user-gq6md6ll1o
      @user-gq6md6ll1o 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@honey-bear1989 ILY that's all I gotta say! Everything's gonna be alright for us, we're gonna be fine

    • @honey-bear1989
      @honey-bear1989 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-gq6md6ll1o I'm glad you're alright and i hope we will have an amazing life!!!

    • @katesxcxo
      @katesxcxo ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@honey-bear1989 im so sorry for u guys

    • @hannahblind
      @hannahblind ปีที่แล้ว +3

      same girl, we all go thru it

  • @fleabaguette9699
    @fleabaguette9699 2 ปีที่แล้ว +569

    Happy birthday to everyone today. Even if we are alone, at least we have each other through this playlist.

    • @Noah-nm1cb
      @Noah-nm1cb ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Even though I was already crying, this made me cry even more, I just went a hug.

    • @jacobmolina3174
      @jacobmolina3174 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes

    • @idgaf_456
      @idgaf_456 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Noah-nm1cb sending a virtual hug to uuuuuu!!!

    • @GuilhermeSantos-xt7lf
      @GuilhermeSantos-xt7lf 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks i needed that.

    • @nitika7922
      @nitika7922 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks much needed !❤

  • @wisteria_tears509
    @wisteria_tears509 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    My birthday is in 2 weeks. I'm crying listening to this because I'm having to spend my sweet 16th alone.. One of my friends weren't able to come and the other flaked out on me. Its not the saddest reason, but it still hurts knowing I'm having to spend a special milestone alone.
    Happy birthday to anyone reading this. I don't forget that no matter what happens on your special day, you're always loved, and no one is allowed to take the happiness that you deserve on your day

    • @izzaghassani7187
      @izzaghassani7187 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know it was a month ago, but I wish you the happiest sweet 16. You wishing other people a happy birthday on YOUR birthday is enough to tell me how good of a person you are :) you deserve much better friends, and I hope your 17th will be much much muchhhh better and full of love!!! Your birthday is your day, and don’t ever lose your self-worth. You are loved, remember that ❤

    • @willowchambers6743
      @willowchambers6743 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is me rn

    • @ilvgrlzukw6825
      @ilvgrlzukw6825 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i feel you..have to spend my 18th birthday alone

  • @kiara5768
    @kiara5768 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4044

    happy birthday to whoever is reading this
    I just want to let you know how proud I am of you
    LOOK AT YOU you’ve made it all this way
    i love you

    • @urfavaussie93
      @urfavaussie93 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Thank you so much i really needed that and even tho i am a complete stranger to you and you are a stranger to me but you are a wonderful human being and i am also proud of you thanks again

    • @yvettesanchez6734
      @yvettesanchez6734 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I accidentally pressed the thumbs down button 😬😬

    • @alyxeatssushi
      @alyxeatssushi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      thank you so much

    • @sashagirleanu4711
      @sashagirleanu4711 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank you

    • @joe_fx_k
      @joe_fx_k 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you very much

  • @makennaslykhuis857
    @makennaslykhuis857 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4463

    pov: you’re sitting in your room crying after a terrible birthday😍🔫

    • @tropicpanda2466
      @tropicpanda2466 2 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      happy birthday, not sure if it means anything but better days are ahead

    • @ForsakenOompa
      @ForsakenOompa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      belated happy birthday but girlie omg us 🤩

    • @hiimace1999
      @hiimace1999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Happy birthday to me...and you too...

    • @anaiyahjaz8838
      @anaiyahjaz8838 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Me right now

    • @thickandfuzzyblanket
      @thickandfuzzyblanket 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Mine was going good like really good uassuly something happens that messes up all our plans but my sister ruined it she had been bragging about how she got me the perfect gift and how it was gonna be the best gift ever the gift she hinted at was a comfort character of mine a pillow of him and I struggl with bad anxiety and depression and family issues so comfort characters really help me calm down and help me relax and I got home and we did presents she didn't give me the box no no no she sat down next to me opened it and continued to hug to pillow of my favorite comfort character it broke my heart but I had to stay in the room and open the gifts holding back tears also had a friend over while they put a puzzle together I was in my room trying no to cry I felt ungrateful crashed confused I was depressed for a god few days haven't fully forgiven her infact when she was bragging how good of a gift she got me I started looking for Christmas presents since it was near that time I always get her a birthday present always something she wants or needs she never gets me anything idk the whole situation messed me up since ima already going through alot it really messed me up big time
      Edit I should mention my parents did nothing really hurt me

  • @diegocorti2582
    @diegocorti2582 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1020

    Happy birthday to me!
    I'm celebrating while drinking a beer alone in my bedroom.
    When I was a child, I always asked myself: "Why people stop celebrating their birthday when they grow up?!", and now, twenty years later, I finally realized that you don't want to stop celebrating, but you are forced to.
    I... I really want to restart, want to make things better.
    Starting tomorrow, I will try to make some progress.
    Wish me luck, and I will wish you all luck too.
    We came in this world alone, and we will die alone, but sometimes we find someone that is willing to share a beer with us.
    Live for those guys, live for those moments.

    • @anettetraus6458
      @anettetraus6458 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good luck 🤗

    • @thatsagibae
      @thatsagibae 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Wait...please don’t try anything stupid, if that’s not what you meant I’m sorry but it sounded as if you were suggesting something...

    • @madipies
      @madipies 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey, I hope you’re doing okay today. I hope you’ve accomplished what you wanted to, and I hope you’re happy.

    • @Aemott1117
      @Aemott1117 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i want to hug you

    • @Bitten.faith_
      @Bitten.faith_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You got this! (☞゚ヮ゚)☞

  • @X_Martin
    @X_Martin ปีที่แล้ว +30

    I didn’t really think that this day would come, I’ve always been excited about my birthday coming, but today I’m listening to this, it feels just like any regular days…

  • @romaniahasmetal
    @romaniahasmetal 3 ปีที่แล้ว +826

    When I turned 17 people were literally racing to be the first one to tell me happy birthday. At 12:00 my dm's were already full of messages. I got more presents than I could fit in my room. Everyone did their level best to make me feel loved back then.
    I'm turning 23 today. Everyone forgot about my birthday this year...

    • @jackirific3600
      @jackirific3600 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      I'm so sorry. Happy late birthday. It just seems as we grow older people think it's okay to not care anymore because people probably stopped caring for them. It's my 19th birthday today, I live with my family still as I'm in college. Not a single happy birthday, my best friend/soulmate said he would be here to hang out weeks ago, he made a plan with me to make sure he could be here. I haven't heard from him since that day, no messages today nothing... So, yeah im crying again from being alone. At least my dog is here with me and my college homework thats due... I hope you won't be as lonely on your 24th birthday. I'll come back and wish you a happy birthday. :)

    • @Film_tape
      @Film_tape 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i am so sorry this happened to you! happy late birthday. :)

    • @bl_addickted
      @bl_addickted 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      at least u still get presents at 17, i just turned 13 n i got nothing but we're dealing with financial problems rn n the money went to my older sister's allowance, I don't even get allowance bruh,clearly see who my parents loves more, I would rather die than having to deal with my sister

    • @Alexander_Hamiltonnn
      @Alexander_Hamiltonnn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      omg I'm so sorry

    • @2luxvs
      @2luxvs 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im so sorry i was late, But if u have discord ill message u every time on ur birthday when i can.

  • @Bunny-yq5je
    @Bunny-yq5je 3 ปีที่แล้ว +634

    I cried on my birthday ( May 22) because I got nothing, I failed to get even a cake, not even my parents remembered my birthday, i cried and cried that day so much. At least all of my friends remembered. I know this isn’t a trauma dump, but I felt like I needed that off my chest.

    • @din7138
      @din7138 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      aw :((
      i wish you a happy bday on may 22
      i hope sooner your parents will remember to celebrate with you :DD

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      you’re alwyas welcome to trauma dump here :) i’m so sorry your birthday turned out like it did, and i hope you feel better now and have a better birthday next year :)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@julirodriguez526 dude i’m sos orry :(

    • @seaweedkid7027
      @seaweedkid7027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      AAHAA WHAT. YOU DESERVE BETTER ANYWAYS ATLEAST UR FRIENDS REMEMBER

    • @millastag
      @millastag 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      WOW! My birthday is on may 21st! I unfortunately had the same experience but everything does get better!

  • @soaphie7914
    @soaphie7914 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1277

    my best friend said she’d spend my birthday with me, ended up saying she had other plans and left me alone 😎
    edit: I’m so sorry we have all experienced this. I made a discord server for us- if you wanna join lemme know ❤️

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      been there, it sucks. that's not a best friend. i hope you got a good day in the end and a new better best friend :)) ♡♡♡

    • @Grace-sh6tu
      @Grace-sh6tu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Ngl giving me otis and Eric vibes

    • @StipsaZnaSe
      @StipsaZnaSe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Get this.
      I had a crush
      Heard everythibg she sayd abt me. Now i hate her
      I bearly talk to her now.
      I bearly want to hang out with her.
      She ruind all kmne winter plans for us
      She told me that im a mistake to my family :)
      That im an idiot
      And alvas lies to me when in allready stressed
      When i dont sleep 4 or 2 hour i can only think of what els is gana happen
      Am i just going to end up alone when i grow up or just hang out with mine dogs and cats

    • @Mm-kj4ln
      @Mm-kj4ln 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Mine invited me over for Halloween and last minute told me they canceled but the still posted about it

    • @soaphie7914
      @soaphie7914 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Mm-kj4ln that’s wrong. wanna be be besties?

  • @sunnysweetcafe
    @sunnysweetcafe ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I feel like I’m overreacting :(
    Just because my family ignores me for almost the whole day doesn’t mean no one said happy birthday, even if it took just a second. To anyone who hasn’t had someone say this, happy birthday you wonderful person

  • @c5jive253
    @c5jive253 ปีที่แล้ว +279

    listen, if you are reading this on your birthday, YOU ARE DOING GREAT! Happy birthday to u! Im really proud you have made another year :)

    • @Doggy999_
      @Doggy999_ ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I needed this, thank you.

    • @stpdreaxone
      @stpdreaxone 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      thankyou.

    • @NiceUnknownComment
      @NiceUnknownComment 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank youu❤

    • @SleepiSmile
      @SleepiSmile 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm a day late but thank you

    • @andrewlopez4761
      @andrewlopez4761 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks Bud, hopefully we make it to next year too.

  • @victimprincess
    @victimprincess 3 ปีที่แล้ว +902

    unlike others..
    it isnt my birthday today
    or even in the next week
    or hour
    or day.
    but this playlist
    makes me feel like it is my birthday.

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      i love this comment, i connect with it on an emotional level. i know how you feel, i made this playlist like 2 weeks before my birthday but still played it and cried :’) i hope you’re doing alright

    • @KjShayVividJammz
      @KjShayVividJammz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same my birthday is in june

    • @panta3819
      @panta3819 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My birthday is in march lol

    • @ألاءأحماد
      @ألاءأحماد 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@panta3819 me to

    • @Queferson
      @Queferson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      its actually my birthday today-

  • @lovefromjazz
    @lovefromjazz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +462

    If its your birthday and your reading this, i know you dont know me but i am so proud of you and everything you’ve done, birthdays are one of the hardest days of the year, especially for me but i just want you to know that i love you so so much and i am so proud of you and I believe in you and support your every decision. Ily

    • @k-kaepjjang1876
      @k-kaepjjang1876 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Damn thank you so much..even close people to me never said such sweet things to me..thank u..damn why am I crying

    • @lorainnepuyat3518
      @lorainnepuyat3518 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you

    • @mushroom258
      @mushroom258 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      My birthday is today! (19th of june). And i just played this even though i am actually happy

    • @Alicia-vx8jd
      @Alicia-vx8jd 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you soo much.... I really need this.

    • @soumighosh6560
      @soumighosh6560 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you ❤️

  • @RK-bn2mc
    @RK-bn2mc ปีที่แล้ว +37

    My cake melted, it’s raining, almost no one remembered and I feel so lonely. I had so many expectations and now I’m crying. Happy 19th!

    • @logohs6984
      @logohs6984 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      happy bday bro

    • @whopping_bay57
      @whopping_bay57 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Happy bday in 1 month

    • @Graphic_coruse
      @Graphic_coruse 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I don't know when you birthday is but happy birthday in one month from now,if you are readying this you are still alive, and I'm glad if you are. Thar are pole who care about somewhere, wither it's a long lost friend who members you or intent strangers you don't know or thay dont know but thay care. Congratulations on makeing it another year. My apologies if I made you birthday sad with this comment but I'm proud of you for make it throght this cruel world.

    • @RK-bn2mc
      @RK-bn2mc 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Graphic_coruse my birthday was yesterday and this made my heart melt

    • @Graphic_coruse
      @Graphic_coruse 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@RK-bn2mc I'm glad to hear that

  • @suzzyanna8302
    @suzzyanna8302 2 ปีที่แล้ว +504

    Well...happy 21st birthday to me. Actually thought this would be a happier day. 3 hours in and I've been crying all through, it's nothing a beer can't handle though. Cheers to whoever is feeling the same way on their birthday. 🍻 🍻

    • @adam523tmk7
      @adam523tmk7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      im so sorry

    • @honeybabx4754
      @honeybabx4754 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Oh, today it's my 21st birthday 🥺 cheers 🍻

    • @joysz.1
      @joysz.1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@honeybabx4754 ooo happy late birthday!! I wish you all the success and happiness

    • @jasgjwbxhywu
      @jasgjwbxhywu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      happy 21st! 🎉🎂

    • @kikyoinuyashashipper4636
      @kikyoinuyashashipper4636 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      My 21 as well but depressed,but here

  • @mayarose5528
    @mayarose5528 3 ปีที่แล้ว +352

    today is my birthday i didn’t eat anything today and been crying for hours if anyone can relate then just know your not alone ❤️ happy birthday babe :(

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      happy birthday! i’m so sorry you had to go through so much, but please eat babe, i know it can be hard but it’s for you. i hope you feel better soon :(

    • @cseri0728
      @cseri0728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Happy late-birthday darling!
      Hope you are doing better now

    • @getosuguruishottt
      @getosuguruishottt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      happy late birthday bestie! I love you and don't feel bad you are beautiful and you deserve everything in this world

    • @camilaestivalisperezzentel3559
      @camilaestivalisperezzentel3559 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      F

  • @Rachel-Classical
    @Rachel-Classical 2 ปีที่แล้ว +827

    0:00 - I Can't Handle Change by Roar
    3:17 - Unfair by The Neighborhood
    5:44 - Space Song by Beach House
    11:05 - Rosyln by Bon Iver & St. Vincent

    • @lucas_8417
      @lucas_8417 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      THANKS, I was searching this comment

    • @izumiQ627
      @izumiQ627 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      the music is also in the description but sometimes it doesn't know the song so it isn't there.

    • @N9va.xxx_Drag9n
      @N9va.xxx_Drag9n ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Tyyy^^

  • @strawberripuppy
    @strawberripuppy ปีที่แล้ว +90

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love your insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
    From the stranger on the internet who loves you stay strong

    • @gnani480
      @gnani480 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank you ❤

    • @the_c0c0nut
      @the_c0c0nut 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Ik im kinda late to responding to this but this is really kind I love this

    • @raynestormz215
      @raynestormz215 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Where do I find someone like this ? Someone who just loves me for me .
      Who will always care
      always be there
      always understand
      or atleast not judge
      Who would be my safe space
      Who would be my home ?

    • @ackytosangma6979
      @ackytosangma6979 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much ❤

    • @wannabeitgurl
      @wannabeitgurl 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I love u too and everything about you thank u so much 😢😢

  • @Ash-ki1ce
    @Ash-ki1ce 2 ปีที่แล้ว +116

    As somebody who hasn't had a birthday without crying or breaking down I relate to the title itself

  • @verniixxx9191
    @verniixxx9191 3 ปีที่แล้ว +572

    VENT// My birthday was back in February and I still remember it like it was yesterday. I remember not being able to sleep, being so, so excited, not containing myself as I waited until 5PM for my mom to get home, because that’s when the party started!! At least that’s how it had been the past 17 birthdays. Turning 18 is suppose to be a big deal, you’re stepping over the threshold of being a child and turning to a legal adult, but then why did I feel so childish as I sobbed all night long? I waited. Maybe they had a surprise? Maybe they wanted to wait until after dinner, dinner that I didn’t get to choose of course, to bring out cake and a small present! That had to be it. But I waited. And I waited. I waited until the clock struck midnight and the lights were all out and cried. They had really forgotten. I didn’t get a single happy birthday from anyone, no acknowledgement, no nothing. I ended up looking for videos on TH-cam of people singing happy birthday for comfort because it absolutely was NOT a happy birthday.
    I’m closer to my 19th birthday than I am my 18th, but man. It hurts. I’ve cried more over it than anything else, I’m sitting here struggling to type over the wet drops all over my screen omg embarrassing- but if it’s your birthday and you feel alone, I wish you the happiest birthday ever. You deserve to smile and you deserve to be acknowledged. I love you

    • @ventitheanemoarchon2810
      @ventitheanemoarchon2810 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Im so sorry you didn't get to celebrate your 18th birthday, your right, birthdays should be special and memorable, but even if your birthdays turn out shitty and terrible, there are better days, and honestly that's what makes me look forward to ordinary days. It's very late, or early, but I would like to wish you a very happy belated/advanced birthday😊🎂
      Go ahead make a wish, its on me ;D
      Take care random stranger, hope life gives you something better

    • @holagentesoypro7977
      @holagentesoypro7977 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      suss

    • @angelmarymathew1224
      @angelmarymathew1224 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      hey, I hope you are doing well. and I will come back in February to say Happy birthday to you, just tell me the date 😊😊 I hope u won't cry this year.

    • @hermasquerade6374
      @hermasquerade6374 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I just turned 18 and this is exactly how mine turned out as well. No presents, no cake, my friends canceled last minute, and I was left crying alone in my bedroom literally all night. The beginning of my "adult years" really isn't off to a great start.
      I hope your 19th bday goes better :)

    • @danielacreatess
      @danielacreatess 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I turned 18 this year and although my close relatives and family wished me happy birthday, it hurt that none of my editor friends did even when I posted a birthday edit. I was literally so sad the whole day and I haven’t forgiven any of them for it. I turn 19 oct 2022 and I plan to make an edit for myself and maybe spend the day buying gifts for myself and relaxing. I’m sorry no one wished you happy birthday. Especially on your 18th birthday. I may not know you, but happy late birthday. I admire you so much for how strong you are. I wanted to end it all when my friends didn’t say anything (I even almost got into a car accident). But the fact that you’re still here means there is nothing but happy birthdays in your future ❤️

  • @justafr0g473
    @justafr0g473 3 ปีที่แล้ว +234

    I'm so sorry for venting here, but I really have no other place to do it.
    Today was my birthday, wich cassually happened to be the same day as someone so much prettier, popular, know and liked than me. She had a party to celebrate her birthday today, I didn't want to go because I wanted this day to be mine, just 24 hours to myself, away from the problems in my family, away from people that drain me, away from all. But my mother just didn't care and told me to go to the party, I'm pretty sure it was because she got drunk the day before and didn't want to deal with me.
    The thing is that I got to stand there, with people I barely knew, in a place so bright, and loud, and crowded. I wanted to cry so bad cause it just was wrong. I was literally left alone, everyone seem to have a friend but me. All the attention was drown to her, everything was for her, nobody remembered me even though they knew me for years at this point and knew it was my birthday too. Nobody there told me "happy birthday" or anything. I was there. Invisible. I just sat and tried to pretend to be happy.
    When I got home it just got worse, I wanted to go to bed and forget all, I really am tired, all the noise and talk I had to go trough was just too much, I can't handle situations THAT stimulating. I wanted to go to bed and get some rest, listen to some music and have this shitty day over. But no.
    Today is the birthday of my mother too. She wanted me to stay there, in a living room full of adults who only smoke and shout. So I stood there. I got misgendered and deadnamed all the fucking day, but it didn't matter, home isn't any better, they just misgender me more, and I'm sure it's on purpose. I stood there and entire hour. I was so tired I have to excuse myself and go to the bathroom to stpo myself from crying. When I went back i begged if I could just go to my room. Everyone (specially my mother) got mad at me, calling me "egoist" and a "party-ruiner-nuisance" I left the room and locked my room to get away from the loud voices of my family.
    You birthday is supposed to be a happy day, but this day was just a miserable day for me.
    I don't think anyone will read this, but if someone does. Then thank you for reading all of this poorly writed crap.
    Hope you have a great day. And of it happens to be your birthday, then I wish you a really Happy Birthday

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      dude, i nearly cried reading that. i'm so truely sorry that you had to go through all that shit and not a single person say happy birthday. i'm actually disgusted at your mother, if anything i thought she would've remembered it for you, it was the day you were born. and that party, i would've broken down right then and there. kudos to you for keeping it in. you're clearly not an egoist or a party ruiner nuisance, they are. you're always welcome to vent in my comments, i'll always read and respond to them. happy birthday dude, this video is for you

    • @SH0P3M
      @SH0P3M 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I hope you feel better soon,it must have been hard
      And also I wish you a happy birthday

    • @da-dd7nl
      @da-dd7nl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      im so sorry to hear that i wish you to have a better life sooner away from problems and toxic people and become closer to those who truly love you and dont want to loose you
      -you can have my wish cuz today is my birthday :> and i want everyone to be happy even if theyre strangers
      (BE SURE TO FIND YOUR HAPPINESS AND FREEDOM, LOVE YOU

    • @justafr0g473
      @justafr0g473 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I didn't think anyone would actually pay attention to some random stranger blurting out their problems-
      I'm so grateful that ya'll cared enough to wish me a happy birthday. Tysm

    • @justafr0g473
      @justafr0g473 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@da-dd7nl
      Happy Birthday! Don't worry, you can have your birthday wish, It's yours after all. Hope you have the greatest birthday today!

  • @mouseymoo007
    @mouseymoo007 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    Fourth year in a row listening to this playlist’s like this. It’s my birthday today and again my family ruined it.
    I’m sat in someone else’s house crying on someone else’s bed while I am supposed to be celebrating one of the most monumental points in my life.
    And all I can wish for is that next year is better than this.
    I hope you all watching this have a great birthday and just know your not alone.

    • @jasmine9402
      @jasmine9402 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      hey, i know 2 monthes passed since your birthday but i'm sorry that you couldn't be happy on your day four times in a row :(
      Even if it's late, still. Happy late birthday lovely person, i hope that next year your birthday will be unforgettable and amazing because you deserve to be happy🎉🩷🫶

    • @mouseymoo007
      @mouseymoo007 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you so much ,you are so kind literally this made my day. Whenever your birthday is, have a good one angel ❤️

    • @jasmine9402
      @jasmine9402 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@mouseymoo007 you're welcome, i'm glad that it made you happy🫶
      my birthday was just yesterday actually, 9th of november lol. I think it was a good one, thank you love🫶🩷

    • @CrescentSxns
      @CrescentSxns 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm terribly sorry that happened, your not alone on this one I promise. I hope you get better soon :(

  • @chase9899
    @chase9899 3 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    I mad a ton of food for my family so we can eat tonight for my birthday. After cooking everything they said they wanted to sleep instead. Just like last year.

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      damn, i’m sorry bout that. if i knew you i would eat your food, screw sleep. i hope ypur next birthday is way better

    • @zingcx117
      @zingcx117 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I’m sorry bro :(

    • @hurriyac115
      @hurriyac115 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Forget those shitty people fuck them and enjoy your birthday party like it’s your last day of earth babe. Ad I’m really sorry I hope you find someone to enjoy your birthday with . ( if I knew u I would tots spend ur birthday with u ) 🙂

    • @cseri0728
      @cseri0728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Damn I'm sorry :(
      Hey, if you need someone to talk to, please know I'm here :)
      And happy late-birthday btw.
      How are you doing now, honey?

    • @eveishism
      @eveishism 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Fuck those bitches, were here for you :) you don't need to cry
      This might be 4 week late but still... happy birthday and please, live a happy life for us :)

  • @jesterdays
    @jesterdays 2 ปีที่แล้ว +226

    The day has finally come, now I can listen to this and continue my day without any expectations

    • @Grace-zv3rv
      @Grace-zv3rv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      happy birthday!!

    • @calmChair
      @calmChair 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      happy birthday

    • @nobody1892
      @nobody1892 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *life, in my case

    • @PsychoSplash
      @PsychoSplash ปีที่แล้ว

      Date?

  • @toby-talks
    @toby-talks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +302

    Birthdays always make me feel guilty for living, this brought me some peace. Thank you and happy birthday to all the lovely people here

    • @Moon-uh7ok
      @Moon-uh7ok 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Happy birthday! Angel! today is my birthday too. I wish you eternal happiness and success. Stay blessed💖

    • @toby-talks
      @toby-talks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Moon-uh7ok happy birthday to you as well!! You're so incredibly strong and I'm proud of you for being here. I hope this next year is full of good things

    • @KarinaMendez-yf2iu
      @KarinaMendez-yf2iu ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You should never feel guilty for living. You were brought into this world for a purpose. You are loved and you being here in this world makes it a better place. I wish you all the best in life and I hope you have a great birthday next year. 💖

    • @toby-talks
      @toby-talks ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@KarinaMendez-yf2iu thank you so much :') I hope you know that you're so loved and cared for as well. Have a great day

    • @KarinaMendez-yf2iu
      @KarinaMendez-yf2iu ปีที่แล้ว

      @@toby-talks thank you!! You too ☺️💕

  • @mixedberry_juicebox
    @mixedberry_juicebox ปีที่แล้ว +19

    my friends forgot it was my birthday. i waited and waited until midnight for a single text.
    thankful to my one friend who did remember, the one i dont talk with a lot anymore. crazy how the one who i talk to the least was the only one to remember. i cried, how could they forget? i sit there and listen to my friends, their funny rants and their deep vents. i offer laughs and advice, i hang out with them, buy them things, make sure nobody feels left out. yet i cant even get a "happy birthday" message from them. out of all five of my friends, only one remembered. i love them, im so thankful for them. their message literally brightened me. writing this is lifting a massive weight from my chest. writing helps, i wrote in my journal about today. crying on my birthday is hard, it hurts; no matter how much i tell myself that i dont really care, i care. to my one friend who remembered. thank you. im so grateful for you. and to my friends who forgot, ill forgive you when you realize. i just think i need some time. im going to write once more, a final note and burn it, releasing the ashes of my written feelings into the wind. to whoever is experiencing something like how i am, happy birthday. some might not care, but others will. you just have to reach out
    goodnight

    • @Alyssaloveschickennheheha
      @Alyssaloveschickennheheha ปีที่แล้ว

      Same. They forgot now I’m crying. After I went all out for them for there birthday. Just yay! 🎉 :(

    • @mixedberry_juicebox
      @mixedberry_juicebox ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Alyssaloveschickennheheha im sorry you had to go through that, happy belated birthday internet friend! it may suck now, but sometimes we just have to push through. they arent worth the tears, so dry them up and have a blast!

    • @y_auc60seb20
      @y_auc60seb20 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      My birthday was yesterday, my closest friend forgot. Your comment made me feel better, hope you are doing better

    • @mixedberry_juicebox
      @mixedberry_juicebox 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@y_auc60seb20 im sorry they forgot, happy belated birthday man

  • @horselyn_yt3969
    @horselyn_yt3969 3 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    Pov: you just sat in a corner on your birthday no one thinking where you were the whole party and they were all laughing rooms away from you ( I was only 11, depressed and going threw a lot, still going threw it all today ✌)

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      ah, same thing happened to me. i was so depressed it wiped my memory. all my childhood, gone. still forgetting stuff to this day. i hope you get better and kick depressions ass

    • @emo2905
      @emo2905 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Wilbursoot pfp? 👀
      Respect went 📈📈📈

    • @cseri0728
      @cseri0728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hey darling!
      How are you doing?
      Hope you have a nice day :)

  • @sleepybbella
    @sleepybbella 3 ปีที่แล้ว +503

    i have a fear of growing up so this “special” day sucks

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      i get how you feel, it’s an awful feeling :(

    • @usernotfound7671
      @usernotfound7671 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      happy late birthday friend

    • @lynverse9967
      @lynverse9967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      It’s slowly getting to me now that I’m older

    • @sleepybbella
      @sleepybbella 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@usernotfound7671 thank you

    • @antoniagoldschmied1818
      @antoniagoldschmied1818 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      you are right, growing up sucks, and now my birthday does too... i'm 15 and since i was 13 my birthday is not that cool as i used to think :(

  • @haley88643
    @haley88643 3 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    I remember when I was actually excited for my birthday.

  • @cali161
    @cali161 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    What a nice sweet sixteen gift. Thank you and I hope everyone else can find comfort in it too.

  • @kentomakki6942
    @kentomakki6942 2 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    Last year and the year before that, nobody remembered it was my birthday. So I ended up just staring at the ceiling, waiting for someone to remember it, no one did, and soon my brother's birthday comes, everyone greets him, sends him gifts, he had a birthday party, while I just sat there. It was a nice experience, an experience of real life.

    • @Samsung-vf1kj
      @Samsung-vf1kj 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same but a sister :/

    • @binha.
      @binha. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      can i know when is your birthday?

    • @chellybandara6578
      @chellybandara6578 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This same thing happens angel , for me its my sister , dont worry you'll gt what you deserve soon❤ todays my birthday and im just crying cause no one even knows i exist anymore:(

    • @binha.
      @binha. ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@chellybandara6578 HIIIII HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY

    • @averyphillips5372
      @averyphillips5372 ปีที่แล้ว

      happy birthday ❤

  • @chloerodgers4806
    @chloerodgers4806 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I love that more people that I've never met before are more considerate and lovely than the people I've known all my life.

  • @Dinaaaaaou
    @Dinaaaaaou ปีที่แล้ว +75

    and now, I'm crying because not a single person whom I was waiting for congratulated me, and I doubt that on my 16th birthday it will be easier for me

    • @galh29
      @galh29 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Well, i know it was a day ago but here we go if that makes you better: Happy birthday. Have things gotten better?

    • @PhleebyGneeby
      @PhleebyGneeby 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I know it's been a year but I hope things are at least a little bit better
      From a stranger on the internet.

    • @beync55
      @beync55 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      How are you doing man, it’s been a year

  • @marwazer4478
    @marwazer4478 2 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    Woke up excited for a good day in my birthday today and here I am listening to this playlist

  • @marsh.3008
    @marsh.3008 2 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    i love how ive been there for everyone, seen everyone's ups and downs, helped the people i hate the most, gave them another chance when they didn't deserve it, i love how im the therapist but never get the help they give back, i love how i trusted someone only to be betrayed, replaced, left alone to be sad and depressed after i pulled them out of that dark hole that they have pushed me into. i was there, everyone's celebration for surviving another year, but seems like no one came to mine, quite sad to see that now was it? maybe my existence was a error maybe i wasn't supposed to be here. its upsetting to see that the only person that remembered your birthday was the hospital, thanks for making me realise i only had myself in this world.

    • @georgiagiannarapis9953
      @georgiagiannarapis9953 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      hello, i hope you know your existence is not an error or mistake. i am truly sorry you are going through this as i have gone through the exact same thing as you and it is so disheartening and upsetting but i promise you there are people out there that appreciate and love you. there are strangers out there who haven’t met you yet and would absolutely adore you. i know it’s harder to say than do, but chin up. happy belated birthday. you deserve every happiness.

    • @marsh.3008
      @marsh.3008 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@georgiagiannarapis9953 thank you

    • @olivia.52_40
      @olivia.52_40 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Its my birthday and everyone forget abt mine too.your not alone I hope you know that. nice people never win but don’t change you’re so much more worth and deserve better

    • @marsh.3008
      @marsh.3008 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@olivia.52_40 I’m sorry that’s happening to you, but here’s a happy birthday from a stranger online!! Happy birthday and hang in there, there’s better people in the world.

    • @ardmin7343
      @ardmin7343 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@olivia.52_40I feel the same lol, I’m crying as i read your comment I don’t know you but thank you . I don’t know if this loneliness ever leaves or if I will ever be cherished as I cherished my people.
      But today I’m glad I’m not the only one who felt like this ❤

  • @ukhti_nhyti
    @ukhti_nhyti 3 ปีที่แล้ว +430

    My wish came true today.
    Everyone forgot about me.
    How nice.
    Best birthday ever!

    • @freyaa1200
      @freyaa1200 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      i love u and hope you are well, happy belated birthday

    • @xfati.a1055
      @xfati.a1055 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Happy birthday late but I love you ❤️

    • @amanjyotsingh8290
      @amanjyotsingh8290 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Mine too, my close friends forgot my birthday and my bff ends the friendship on that day🥺😔

    • @g.p4737
      @g.p4737 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      My friends openly avoided me on my birthday, I wanted to spend time with them, instead I laid in the snow crying

    • @cocacola2387
      @cocacola2387 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow on my birthday even my pet forgot about me cause he died.... yay wow so fun best birthday ever got 20 dollars from my parents so amazing i hope my birthday Will always be like this.... yay Also r.i.p my little buddy

  • @cherezavr
    @cherezavr ปีที่แล้ว +11

    happy 18th birthday to me..
    i hope i won't come back to this video next year... my birthday wish is to have a happy next birthday or to just disappear..
    thank you for the playlist, it's really nice and comforting

    • @whopping_bay57
      @whopping_bay57 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Happy 19th in 1 month🎉🎉

    • @cherezavr
      @cherezavr 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@whopping_bay57 thank you!! that's so sweet of you 🥺🥺💞

    • @whopping_bay57
      @whopping_bay57 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@cherezavr ik the feeling happy birthdat

  • @sleepybbella
    @sleepybbella 3 ปีที่แล้ว +348

    it’s my birthday today and this playlist just magically showed up

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

    • @x4ramy
      @x4ramy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Happy late birthday !!

    • @sleepybbella
      @sleepybbella 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@x4ramy thank you :)

    • @x4ramy
      @x4ramy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@sleepybbella you’re welcome

    • @Amiyour_farah
      @Amiyour_farah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My brithday in a weak

  • @Anonymous-qr5hc
    @Anonymous-qr5hc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I just finished crying and washed my face to look like I didn't cry, I hate my birthday. It's the only day that people pretend to care about you!

  • @calebxoxo264
    @calebxoxo264 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Here I am, sitting in my bedroom floor after being forgotten. It's my birthday.. I've been ignored and bullied today, on my special day off becoming and official teenager.. Had comments said about me and my mental health, my friends celebrating someone else's birthday and leaving me out. What a great first birthday for my teenage years.. Now I'm wondering what I've done to deserve any off this..
    Happy Birthday me..

    • @Manoskmr
      @Manoskmr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so sorry to hear that 😞
      Happy birthday 💕

    • @urfavaussie93
      @urfavaussie93 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same i am so so sorry you don't deserve to be treated like that you are a wonderful person and you deserve to be treated way better ok and i am here in the comments

    • @jayshreerane2182
      @jayshreerane2182 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey bro....love you man....enjoy your day by your self don't fucking care for any on..

    • @ellarrengolsen5537
      @ellarrengolsen5537 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey, you dont deserve it!

    • @koolkaylie3954
      @koolkaylie3954 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You don't deserve to be forgotten person. I am also in my teenage years and everyone forgets my birthday.
      I hope you have a great next birthday and don't forget that people on internet are there for you no matter what.

  • @-mia-4395
    @-mia-4395 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Happy Birthday beautiful human, you deserve so much love and I pray that this year is filled with all good things for you, smile because you are so very loved

  • @da-dd7nl
    @da-dd7nl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +147

    I dont feel the same excitement like i used to, yk when you're waking up in the morning and have smile on your face then everyone is wishing you HB what a wonderful life
    .
    .
    and here i am 3:38am listening to a song thinking about how things used to be //HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!// "yeah happy birthday"

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! i know how you feel, i used to count down the days until my birthday, now i count the hours till its over. i’m so sorry the excitement has worn off, and i hope it revisits you :(

    • @da-dd7nl
      @da-dd7nl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sunalloz7540 thank you♡︎♡︎♡︎, yk talking to strangers make me feel less sad i love to encourage people :3, have a great day

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@da-dd7nl no problem :] honestly same, it’s lovely to talk to people who you don’t even know but feel the same things. i’m always here to talk if you’re ever sad! have a lovely day

  • @ricerispies110
    @ricerispies110 3 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    I used to be so excited for my birthday now I dread it and I was actually crying on my birthday this year :}

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i know how you feel, i’m so sorry :(

  • @luvrrii
    @luvrrii 2 ปีที่แล้ว +366

    crying to this rn, while my parents are asleep and im just celebrating my birthday alone.
    (01/9/23): AYO 354 LIKES?? YA'LL CHILL , I FORGOT ABT THIS COMMENT AND WHEN I COME BACK I SEE AROUND 300 LIKES HOLY COW TYSM

    • @sallylovests
      @sallylovests 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      You are beautiful and loved I promise you.

    • @sallylovests
      @sallylovests 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You are beautiful and loved I promise you.

    • @khushisharma4612
      @khushisharma4612 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sameee

    • @TheHitReality99
      @TheHitReality99 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same... It's 12 ... No one remembers...no one cares

    • @lilyember8140
      @lilyember8140 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Im doing the same thing, nobody knows its my birthday, along with he fact nobody cares.

  • @A13X4ND3R2
    @A13X4ND3R2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Listened to this last year listening to it again this year what a great 15th birthday.

    • @azzgame15
      @azzgame15 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same

  • @beatrizsilva953
    @beatrizsilva953 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Happy birthday to me
    I just ran away from home at dawn and I'm on the beach, alone, thinking about how much I suffer with my family...
    Happy birthday, Ana!

  • @sloth5894
    @sloth5894 2 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    did this last year. took my family a while to acknowledge my birthday, my friends didn’t remember, and my sister screamed at me all day. including the fact my sister got gifts that day (idk, just a pet peeve). i cried all that night. i had a party about a week later, i invited about 10 of my closest friends. 2 people showed. i was so embarrassed. i hate my birthday, i hate everything about it. i know people have had some worse things happen to them on their birthdays, but i just wanted to share this

    • @imiggy
      @imiggy ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I don’t know why I’m saying this but I invited about 25 kids to my birthday and only 2 showed up

    • @sloth5894
      @sloth5894 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@imiggy that’s horrible. no body should go through that, and i’m happy you were comfortable enough to share that with me. i hope you have better birthdays to come ❤️

    • @imiggy
      @imiggy ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @sloth5894 it’s okay! I feel even more bad for what you went through😩
      Edit: I didn’t mean to send that emoji

    • @sloth5894
      @sloth5894 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@imiggy thank you! i really appreciate that. everyone goes through something different, and you should never degrade your experiences since people have been through “worse”
      p.s. you’re totally fine

    • @imiggy
      @imiggy ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I suck at grammar 💀

  • @AvalonSucks
    @AvalonSucks 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    i was searching for a playlist like this on my bday because everyone forgot, there wasn't any, so im glad someone made it

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      same, i was searching for one myself but there wasn't one, so i made it. happy birthday :)

  • @IamIvannn
    @IamIvannn ปีที่แล้ว +16

    One of the reasons I’m listening too this is because all of my siblings have huge party’s for their birthdays and all I get is a birthday card and the majority of my friends don’t really celebrate birthdays or Atleast mine usually all I get is a ‘happy birthday’ but again sometimes my family makes me feel like I’m a burden and an ungrateful brat and then whine about how I’m rude for not saying happy birthday to someone else even tho it’s my birthday and the party’s they get are usually at like a trampoline park or skating or going to great wolf lodge or traveling to other places for their birthdays and I feel like I’m being selfish for being upset about what I get for mine

    • @IamIvannn
      @IamIvannn ปีที่แล้ว

      One of the reasons they get big parties for their birthdays is probably because their birthdays are really close to one of our other family members or the same ones and I don’t have someone that has a close enough one because the closest one is on March 8th and my birthdays on March 1st and my siblings love to Brag about what they got and I almost never get anything and if I do it’s either something that one of my siblings didn’t want or something that used to be theirs so maybe a hand me down?? I’m not sure and they get to see our mom and I don’t get to see her on my birthday but it makes sense why I don’t sometimes because she has twins to take care of so I can’t blame her for that so I’m trying to be grateful of what I have

    • @idgaf_456
      @idgaf_456 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@IamIvannn im so sorry about that know ur not alone at all and if u need to talk where here for u im proud of how far u come so keep going and dont give up here i am on my birthday alone not even my friends texted me idk if there ignoring me or what but i wished myself a happy birthday and tried to make myself happy yes it can be sad but u dont need to relay on anyone for happiness cuz at the end of the day ppl are only there to benefit from u
      happy late birthday!!!!!!!!! keep smilingg and plz dont give up

  • @melaniefoster2955
    @melaniefoster2955 2 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    The song is good right? Dont cry on your birthday! Lets celebrate! Wipe those tears away, lets sing the birthday song! Happy birthday to you(x2) happy birthday to Y/N happy birthday to you! Always be happy while your stay alive!

    • @PsychoSplash
      @PsychoSplash ปีที่แล้ว

      Thankss ❤️❤️
      Edit: So you are asking me to stay alive or to stay happy *while* I'm alive ? Anyways Love you Melanie!

    • @sadiaafrin2186
      @sadiaafrin2186 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you🤍

    • @Starz_of_the_night
      @Starz_of_the_night ปีที่แล้ว

      ♡♡♡

    • @googleyoflolz9930
      @googleyoflolz9930 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I dont even know what my name is how can I read this

    • @lazyxgaming444
      @lazyxgaming444 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@googleyoflolz9930 you are Y/N

  • @pinkiepunchie5437
    @pinkiepunchie5437 2 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    Remembering the days i was truly happy.. and now i’m crying and listening this on my birthday and crying more on every happy memory comes up to my mind.

  • @hazard6280
    @hazard6280 3 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    Someone just give that poor cat a birthday present :(

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      ikr! it deserves it :(

  • @assassinpanda843
    @assassinpanda843 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I listened to this on my birthday (july 20th), matched how I felt pretty well. realized a lot of people didn't actually care, so that was fun. No tears, just numbness and hollow. I had no reason to be sad, because I knew it would happen, and I had no reason to happy because it did happen. all and all 10/10 playlist. I enjoyed the music that matches my mood.

  • @beetle6746
    @beetle6746 2 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    I was crying on my birthday in a mental hospital on the 14th,I needed this and it finally found me again in my recommendations.Thank you for making this playlist

  • @ashpixie0
    @ashpixie0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    happy birthday to me- alone in my room and too sad to be around anyone.
    if anyone's in the same position or comes to this video on their birthday know you're not alone❤

  • @alinazizek977
    @alinazizek977 2 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    happy birthday to anyone who is reading this, i know it was hard this previous year but just keep on going for the future you, just remember when you were little, what dreams you had and what you wanted to do. i think that it will help you to keep going. i know it was hard... today is my birthday and i know that to many of you no one congradulated, at least no one did to me. so just try to be happy with what you have, i bealive in you. happy birthday, stranger

    • @Moon-uh7ok
      @Moon-uh7ok 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Happy belated birthday love!! Today is my birthday and reading that made me smile. Thank you

    • @lourdesronquillo4941
      @lourdesronquillo4941 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you

    • @logfrog1400
      @logfrog1400 ปีที่แล้ว

      My dreams were crushed

    • @PsychoSplash
      @PsychoSplash ปีที่แล้ว

      I lost mine.... but thanks! Happy BELATED Birthday to you too ✨❤️

  • @Guest-nb5so
    @Guest-nb5so ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Happy birthday 🥳
    I am proud of u you’ve made it far in this world

  • @flutt3rz121
    @flutt3rz121 3 ปีที่แล้ว +323

    It’s my birthday tomorrow, I’m afraid everyone is going to forget it again like last year. My best friend always remembers tho. I’m glad to have her. I wanted to listen to this playlist to make me feel better about it. Thank you.

    • @mistymistake9400
      @mistymistake9400 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Happy late birthday 🎉

    • @Strawberry.Amnesia
      @Strawberry.Amnesia 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Sv happy extremely late birthday! I’m sorry that happened to you

    • @damlj
      @damlj 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same...

    • @meeku6632
      @meeku6632 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      today it's my birthday, the girl i consider my best friend forgot abou it...

    • @Strawberry.Amnesia
      @Strawberry.Amnesia 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@meeku6632 happy birthday I’m sorry they forgot about it, but I hope you had a wonderful day

  • @madoka341
    @madoka341 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    When you’ve been crying for the past 4 days because you hate your birthday, and now that my birthday is tomorrow, knowing that most of my friends AND PARENTS forgot hurts. I probably won’t even get anything, not even money. But my parents remember my siblings and stupid nieces and nephews birthdays who they don’t even talk to that often, just to forget their own daughter’s birthday.

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      bro, i’m so sorry to hear that. i hope life starts treating you better

    • @kimiyahajinasrollah5564
      @kimiyahajinasrollah5564 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You are not alone pal
      Hope this year everything gots better

    • @Alex-ut7kt
      @Alex-ut7kt 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @axellicious5844
    @axellicious5844 2 ปีที่แล้ว +610

    Hey, anyone who wants a happy birthday from a stranger!
    Happy birthday ❤️ I hope you’re okay… take deep breaths, wipe your tears and make a snack… take care of yourself! You deserve it!! 🎂🎉

    • @swagerbish7801
      @swagerbish7801 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      im spending my birthday alone this year, but thanks for wishing me happy birthday

    • @mudpika
      @mudpika 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thanks, i needed this :

    • @Alexa.21
      @Alexa.21 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you

    • @Pablos_mama
      @Pablos_mama 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you!

    • @tawbafolkwhore-13
      @tawbafolkwhore-13 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tnku dear 😭😭😭

  • @katwatson1253
    @katwatson1253 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is a good playlist for me because I went to school on my birthday, and EVERYONE forgot. My friends, and my teachers, EVEN the teacher that wrote it down. I didn't want to cause a scene, so I just let it be. I told my friends, but they knew it was coming up but didn't know it was that day because i planned a b-day party and invited all my friends. I was sad the whole day and i still smiled and acted like it didn't bother me. But, it did. And when i get flash backs of this moment i almost breakdown in tears
    anyone that this has happened to, I wish you happiness FOREVER! I WILL GIVE YOU THE WORLD!!! I love you all

    • @notsabih
      @notsabih ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m sorry man, a late happy birthday from me to you, don’t worry, happens to the most of us. today is my birthday, we dont know eachother but hey we both kind of in the same situation, happy birthday bro.

  • @sheymaharb6341
    @sheymaharb6341 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Woke up and thought it will go well yet here I am at the end of the day listening to this playlist after a shitty birthday (none of my bestfriends congratulated me, didn't receive any present, didn't have a cake, my brothers completely forgot)

  • @meebsssss71927
    @meebsssss71927 2 ปีที่แล้ว +172

    It’s my 19th birthday today (May 2nd) and my anxiety has been so bad lately and I just feel so lonely. My family usually don’t make big deals out of birthdays anyways so they haven’t really remembered but for some reason, birthdays are still a big deal to me so I’m slightly hurt and I came here to just cry. I’m sorry to anyone else who also feels alone on their birthday and I’d like to say happy birthday to youuu :) Even though I don’t know you, I see you, I’m proud of you and I’m so glad that you exist x

    • @WWH.OT7__
      @WWH.OT7__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      its my 14 birthday 🥶

    • @chikasako5969
      @chikasako5969 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Time to set that as a Calander date ^^

    • @stellap1752
      @stellap1752 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I just turned 18 yesterday (17 nov) and it was pretty lonely I just stayed at home with my parents doing nothing, most people forgot it's my birthday and it's like I don't celebrate them anymore

    • @ghadaghada7172
      @ghadaghada7172 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@stellap1752 me too yesterday was my 18th birthday i thought it’s gonna be very beautiful day but it wasn’t as i expected nobody celebrated with me

    • @meebsssss71927
      @meebsssss71927 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@stellap1752 ​I’m so sorry for the late reply as I’ve just seen this now, but happy late birthday to you!! I’m sorry that you didn’t get to celebrate your birthday as you truly wanted to, but I hope that you will be able to in the future, and that you’ll be surrounded be people who’ll want to join in with you, because it’s what you deserve :)

  • @-namjooning4901
    @-namjooning4901 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    to anyone who’s going through the same, crying on their birthday, im not sure what the reason is but im proud of you and hope you will get better days and birthdays ahead

  • @cecilthelord
    @cecilthelord ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i just love being the middle child (sarcasm babes), yk just having everyone forget its your birthday its always fun, your mom shouting at you for no reason, never getting a birthday party, getting treated like your not a human, its just amazing haha.

    • @M3kij
      @M3kij ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Happy belated birthday:D

  • @Crimsoncakes-j4t
    @Crimsoncakes-j4t 3 ปีที่แล้ว +198

    When I turned 13 my parents got into a fight and when I came to cake my mom was extremely moody and angry towards me but not my brothers :,)
    I cried that night (a lot) and ended up calling my best friend who lives all the way out in West Virginia and I was so happy she picked up the phone and comforted me 😊✨

    • @coldtired1902
      @coldtired1902 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I am turning 14 tomorrow but........
      No one even cares...

    • @zyokio1524
      @zyokio1524 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@coldtired1902 happy birthday!!

    • @zyokio1524
      @zyokio1524 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@coldtired1902 we have the same birthday! 13th

    • @ethee7435
      @ethee7435 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@coldtired1902 happy late birthday

    • @rosalin7747
      @rosalin7747 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@coldtired1902 HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY!! HOPE ALL OF YOUR WISHES WILL BECOME TRUE

  • @Bitten.faith_
    @Bitten.faith_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +349

    I Know this feeling, and it's terrible.
    For any one that feels like this, I hope you feel better soon ( ◜‿◝ )♡

    • @bernardou8520
      @bernardou8520 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you uncle, it feels sad but it's good. Thanks for the comment.

    • @oneguyZoro
      @oneguyZoro 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Just wanna say you profile pic looks amazing

    • @lorainnepuyat3518
      @lorainnepuyat3518 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you

  • @camillar7468
    @camillar7468 3 ปีที่แล้ว +176

    happy birthday! ❤️ don’t cry, cheer up! i’m sure the best is yet to come
    have a wonderful day even if you’re going to be alone

    • @urfavaussie93
      @urfavaussie93 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you

    • @lorainnepuyat3518
      @lorainnepuyat3518 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you

    • @christhekrispi5204
      @christhekrispi5204 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      BRO YOUR SAYING DONT CRY BUT THIS COMMENT MADE ME CRY 😭 sorry right now im so happy this happy b-day comments makes me cry and and thank you bro your a really good person!?!!!!!!?!!!!

    • @lorainnepuyat3518
      @lorainnepuyat3518 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@christhekrispi5204 happy birthday

    • @christhekrispi5204
      @christhekrispi5204 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lorainnepuyat3518 tysm!!

  • @dashort1
    @dashort1 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Happy birthday to whoever’s reading!! I hope you have a good day and that you feel better soon please cheer up today’s your day :)))

  • @yamatosirlhusband
    @yamatosirlhusband 2 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    the fact that i'm only 24 minutes into my bday (it's 12:24 AM) and im already sobbing. hope everyone else has a good birthday- you can come celebrate with me if you're alone

    • @aldiai4635
      @aldiai4635 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lol exactly the same

    • @monica5929
      @monica5929 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      hey i’m 28 mins into my bd

    • @yamatosirlhusband
      @yamatosirlhusband 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@monica5929 happy bday dude

  • @byhx
    @byhx ปีที่แล้ว +34

    its late at night and I'm in my bed, knowing that only my parents and a few relatives know about my birthday. My day was tuff and now im just listening to this to let my crying out. Thank you to whoever made this playlist.

    • @bagussaputra3051
      @bagussaputra3051 ปีที่แล้ว

      Happy birthday!

    • @byhx
      @byhx ปีที่แล้ว

      @@bagussaputra3051 thank you so much.

    • @mennaessam6593
      @mennaessam6593 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      happy birth day to you i wish you have a very good year and a better birthday next year

  • @natblack00
    @natblack00 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Happy birthday to everyone who reads it in his birthday.. I know life sucks but you are very important. I'm proud of you, sunshine

  • @acovadooo
    @acovadooo 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    12.01.24
    2.07 am
    venting out
    never thought i would come here but here we are. having expectations on your bday ruins everything. I always used to be the one wishing my friends happy birthday at 12 am so obviously i would expect them to do the same for me. it's ok if they are busy but they are literally active in messenger right now but couldn't bother to wish me. i really thought this year's birthday will be better than the last time but it wasn't. it only got worse..

  • @roseackackack8547
    @roseackackack8547 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Happy birthday to whoever needs it. I hope your day gets better

  • @harshada.kshirsagar
    @harshada.kshirsagar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    It's not my birthday but this reminds me of the past 3-4 birthdays I spent crying... Happy Birthday to whoever's birthday it is , I'm glad you're still here and I'm happy and proud you made it this far!

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i’m so sorry to hear that, but thank you for your kind message :)

    • @harshada.kshirsagar
      @harshada.kshirsagar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sunalloz7540 Hope you have a great day/night you awesome soul 🦋

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@harshada.kshirsagar thank you so much, you too ♡

    • @hurriyac115
      @hurriyac115 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You understand me. I have been crying for the past 3 days and I love how no one ever notices or cares that my eyes are red and swollen from sobbing and staying in bed all day. I wish I could go back to when I was a kid it’s been really tough since I moved to a whole another country with little to no family I just miss being important and having fun with my friends and family. Sometimes I don’t even understand why my parents dragged me to this country I’m just tired of hiding my feelings. I just wish I could at least get another birthday with the people that actually care about me I miss them 🙂
      (Also I’m sorry for this whole rant it is my birthday so I just wanted to write or rang to someone)

    • @sbari98
      @sbari98 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How did you get your name like that!? Witchcraft!
      Joking its rlly cool

  • @Weetniks001
    @Weetniks001 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    here i am lisening to this playlist again
    i am like crying for hours now
    its my birtday but no one cares but i am okay.. :)
    happy birhday to you if your reading this
    i am proud of you!

    • @honey-bear1989
      @honey-bear1989 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Happy late birthday i'm proud of you!!!🥳🎂🎊💝*Virtual hugs*

  • @nishu6209
    @nishu6209 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Turned 20 today. I love you, Nimisha. You'll do it!!!

  • @Lolkelseyk
    @Lolkelseyk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +214

    To everybody celebrating their birthday alone:
    I just want to let you know I’m proud of you!
    You’ve made it all this way!
    I hope you have a happy birthday and I hope you don’t have to celebrate your birthday alone again.
    Remember people care about you ❤️!

    • @miyoshitokito
      @miyoshitokito ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you . Really this means a lot , it’s my birthday today and my parents know it but they just act like it’s a nother normal day.

    • @Hountz46
      @Hountz46 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you just made me cry

    • @ShadowRoseYT
      @ShadowRoseYT ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks..

  • @sodapop813
    @sodapop813 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    for the ones that never got to hear happy bdays: HAPPY BDAY DEAR!! i truly wish u the best from the bottom of my heart,and i truly consider the fact that u existin is just so perfect! take care,remember to drink water and smile a lil,cause u deserve happiness

    • @inesutaaa
      @inesutaaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      These comments just make me cry. More strangers wish me happy bday than friends. And I thought we were "bestfriends" .😶

  • @1lov3catss6
    @1lov3catss6 3 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    I wish I was still a little kid
    I wish my sister and my dog were still with me
    I miss both so much
    Its been 4 years
    I still can't get over them
    I should have probably moved on but I can't
    I miss being able to play around
    Not caring how I look like
    Always being so exited for my birthday
    I miss those days
    just so much...

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i know how you feel, i wish i could go back :(

    • @vicking_games735
      @vicking_games735 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Layla kelly i know how you feel, but please dont give up :)

    • @LxvelyLxve
      @LxvelyLxve 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can't believe I forgot....my dad died before we could even throw my birthday party....I didn't have a birthday party that year cause of it...the big double digits! 10 Years old! The worst year of my life!..I'm sorry for venting here...I've said sorry so much over things I can't control today haha...oh well...sorry for saying that...

    • @LxvelyLxve
      @LxvelyLxve 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Layla kelly Y'know what, Idc, I had a bad day that day and I was feeling sad, so just leave me be cause I didn't say anything to you

    • @1lov3catss6
      @1lov3catss6 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@LxvelyLxve I'm so sorry for your loss I hope your okay

  • @madel.fabian
    @madel.fabian ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You stranger I will never see or maybe. I hope your feeling okay after your birthday was ignored or forgotten by your friends and family members. I’m so sorry for you and I just want you to know that your gonna be okay in a few days so you can rest and listen to music in peace without any disturb also happy birthday

  • @elixiony1965
    @elixiony1965 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    For everyone /like me right now/, having stress and being anxious in their birthday.... :) happy birthday ♡ it doesn't matter what happened,or what did u do...just take a deep breath and do not think about it.

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      wish this comment showed up before my birthday, thank you

  • @nilgi6993
    @nilgi6993 3 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    Yesterday was my birthday and my parents are divorced ,I was with my mom for breakfast and lunch but she got mad at me and kicked me out of her house ,I spent the whole day listening to this playlist since no one wished me a happy birthday

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      dude, omg, iam so sorry. i really wish there was something i coukd do to help you man. ou really did not deserve that, it was your birthday. you don’t deserve that at all. i am so sorry. i hope this doesn’t affect you throughout your life :(

    • @mrahfl3s
      @mrahfl3s 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      **hugs** ...

    • @xfati.a1055
      @xfati.a1055 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Happy birthday a little bit late but I hope you all the best and stranger I just wanted to tell you your precious and beautiful 🥰❤️

    • @Pablos_mama
      @Pablos_mama 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      happy ultra late birthday

    • @nilgi6993
      @nilgi6993 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you very much for your messages really even though this was very strong for me and even though we don't know each other you really are like loyal friends to me.

  • @samisverypog6153
    @samisverypog6153 3 ปีที่แล้ว +347

    timestamps :D
    0:00 - I Can't Handle Change by Roar
    3:17 - Unfair by The Neighborhood
    5:44 - Space Song by Beach House
    11:05 - Rosyln by Bon Iver & St. Vincent

    • @tuga6232
      @tuga6232 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thx

    • @temporaryprofile6775
      @temporaryprofile6775 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you so much, L. I know you're always here for me! Merry Christmas 🎄🎊🎄

    • @2sday119
      @2sday119 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you

    • @torlester
      @torlester 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ty ^^

  • @cinnademon_99
    @cinnademon_99 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hey you! Good job getting through another year. I know life is hard at times but you managed to live another year. That tskes a lot of courage to keep going no matter what happens to you and I'm proud of you for it

    • @JUNKAI_KETCHUP
      @JUNKAI_KETCHUP ปีที่แล้ว

      Ty happy birthday too even if it may not be your birthday lol

    • @cinnademon_99
      @cinnademon_99 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JUNKAI_KETCHUP Thank you ^^. My birthday wasn't today but it was recent, I'm just here because I found this in my recommended randomly

  • @saryanamullen1150
    @saryanamullen1150 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    happy birthday you guys. in case anyone didnt tell you today. you are SO LOVED

  • @shilohxander5832
    @shilohxander5832 3 ปีที่แล้ว +157

    Oh boy, yesterday was my birthday and so far the worst one yet. I cried the enitre ride home for an hour and a half. I cried so hard I ended up throwing up the lunch I had and then just never truly realized how much I don't matter to so many people. I knew better than to get my hopes up, but here we are. Although I had people around me I have never felt so alone in my life. I thought by 24 I would be accomplishing more or at the minimum I thought I would be happier by now. I just want to graduate from university and vanish from this pathetic town, county, and state. I don't want expensive shiny things or fame or anything much. I literally just want to exist happily without feeling like I'm the last resort, the last choice, or flat out unwanted in general.

    • @sunalloz7540
      @sunalloz7540  3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      happy birthday! i know _exactly_ what you’re going through, and it really does suck, i know. but it does get better. i know it seems like it won’t, it really does seem like that, but it _does._ i hope that it gets better for you quick

    • @shrek-bj2fx
      @shrek-bj2fx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Happy late birthday 🎁🎉 I wish you the best 🎂

    • @ronalynomega7779
      @ronalynomega7779 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      today's my birthday and I am crying my eyes out because I totally relate

  • @celestophia6603
    @celestophia6603 2 ปีที่แล้ว +243

    To you, yes, you who are reading this!
    Happy birthday!! 🥳 wish you all the best in the world 🎂🎉 hope everything will be kind to you 💖
    sincerely, internet stranger

  • @nottoxic666
    @nottoxic666 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This video seems to become a yearly tradition to me. Happy birthday to anyone readind this ❤

  • @dilara-xo
    @dilara-xo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    for everyone who's reading this, just know that these days are gonna pass. some day, on our birthday we will have some lovely people in our life to share the good moments and be happy together. you mean a lot to the world, you are special. take care of yourself and always remember that every day is a new chance. happy birthday! 💖✨