*(for context: he went live on instagram (in august 2023 when he was still under FM ent who wasn't treating him well) and talked about his journey with depression, anxiety, SH, etc)* beomhan is probably one of the kindest, most positive, and energetic people i have ever seen, which is why it hurts so much to see him like this. he deserves the world, and i really really really hope he's doing better than before. he had helped me through a lot, and he's one of my favorite people ever. i wish the absolute best for him and i hope he never has to go through anything like this again. especially since he was only a trainee too :(( i love beomhan with all my heart, and he doesn't deserve to go through any of this. hes such a positive person but hes been through sm. just thinking about him being depressed makes me want to scream and cry. he jokes a lot but ik he can really be hurt sometimes. i just want him to be happy ❤️🩹
My heart dropped when he showed his scars....he went live with short sleeves to call for help but none of the people around him tried to help him, cruel. He deserves better.
My heart DROPPED when he showed his scars.. hes such a sweetheart and hes so fcking postive and supportive n shi even when hes going through some stuff.. we need to protect him at all costs bro i aint joking
the way he says “yeah” after someone said your shaking breaks my heart especially bc he has a smile on his face 2😔 i’m so sorry for beomhan this makes me and probably a bunch of other ppl sad i hope he can heal
The fact that he said “yeah I haven’t slept” and you can see his heart break in his eyes💔 SH is so hard to go through especially with K-pop idols, I really hope he gets better. Beomhan has got me through so much and seeing this broke my heart❤️🩹
I really want to tell him it will all be alright, I really hope he holds out, it so sad because it's always the best, kindest and nicest people that suffer and they never ever deserve to. If I could I'd give this man all the stars in the sky, I'd still feel like he deserved more. I used to also self harm but Ive been working on not doing so for some time now and I've made good progress. I still struggle that's no doubt and it's much easier said than done, but it's our responsibility to truly love him, fight for him and make him realise that even if it's a struggle to care for himself we can care for him. I know we're a very funny fanbase and we often make unserious, weird and goofy jokes, (which can also be great cause we make him smile sometimes) but i also believe we should be a safe space for him and be respectful. He deserves fans who are there for him and are able to help out as much as they can. We got this guys ❤ #Forbeomhan
Please…if you’re struggling with sh, please remember that you’re worth fighting for. You’re valuable and you don’t deserve it. Know that Jesus is with you and he cares about you. You can talk to Him…He cares about you always
I am not religious but thank you anyway, it is still comforting. I struggle with self harm and ive been clean for about a week now. Its a tough thing but it isnt as bad as before so i have high hopes ❤
@toby-nq9di I had almost the exact same thought. I'm not religious but the message is beautiful and should help religious and non religious people alike
my heart dropped at this live. we dont deserve him. beomhan, we are so proud of you they dont fcking deserve u and i wish u the very best. please protect this sweetheart
I wish I could give him a hug and tell him he’ll be okay. I feel so bad because he was so excited for his debut and was so proud of it and everyone forgot that and said it sucked… I was so scared and made when I saw people commenting… because I know that if it was me in his shoes and people were criticizing my work then I’d be pretty upset.
Beomhan is too special, we can’t lose him, he deserves a big ass apology, I really hope his career turns out well, if not ima gonna literally become an idol and go to him and hug him for hours and tell him he is loved every day♥️
Those wounds look so much like mine. I hide them most of the time except when I can't muster the energy to care what people think, but I admire his courage or what to call it when he shows his pain. Beautiful scars but I hope he can let them fade one day. He seems like a precious person... 😽❤️🩹
I guess everyone's heart dropped when he showed his scars, wow, he's going though alot, he went live because he needed help, he is the most kindest person I have seen, he's funny, he's kind, he's alot of things, meanwhile he's also suffering, I love beomhan so much, we all do, please take care of yourself beomhan. I want him to be happy.
I do hope that you all understand that these scars arent old, theyre probably like 2 or 2 weeks old. I have enough scars myself and I can tell pretty easily. I hope hes doing okay and is trying to fix himself, he doesnt deserve hate or to see himself as a bad person, hes an amazing human being, he deserves the world.
yeah, it's really sad, but i think it happened for the best, yk? since now that he's not in the company anymore he's a lot more free and doesn't have anyone controlling him anymore❤️
It's been a while I haven't follow what was happening with Beomhan activities but I wasn't expecting this... It's heartbreaking, he really always smile and laugh but... My heart is bleeding rn... 😢
Seeing his scars made me shake thinking about some situations i went through. My heart is broken seeing him like this... He usually tries to stay positive but its hard when you have something like that. 😢😢
The funniest and the happiest looking people are always the saddest people they laugh shit off they feel horrible about and then they get to their breaking point is fuckin sucks, I wish you could say how you feel without being critisized for being a "pick me" or "faking", that shit hurts like fuck I wish people that looked happy really were happy.
Beomhan deserves way better his so sweet and kind hearted and to see him like this is so sad I’m literally balling my eyes rn because he deserves WAY more then he has rn
My heart is dropping and I literally crying I feel so bad I wish I could give him a hug it hurts so much to see him like this he so kind and nice and always spending his time to make us smile and be happy please beomhan smile for us and always stay positive and don’t think of negativity and bad stuff
As a person who went through depression and hate and self harm i dont know what to say. I feel so bad for him. Hes a hyper person and i am too. But just because we have high energy doesnt mean it cant be negative energy either.😔 and judging from my experience those are about maybe a week and a half to two weeks old
I was in that live..when he showed the scars i just..i just started crying bcs i was clean for 2 weeks but then i see him in that situation and idk he is just one of the kindest people i’ve ever see, he’s just so him and so funny, so pure and kind and..hurts. Hurst a lot.
when i first saw his scars i cried for him. genuinely…because i know i could never fully understand the weight of his pain but i empathized with him so hard but not in a form of pity. i can’t really explain it but the world is just so fucking cruel to him i hate it.
WE ARE HERE FOR YOU BEOMHAN DONT PRESSURE YOURSELF YUR DOING GREAT AND NO MATTER WHO IA THERE OR NO I WILL BE HERE CUZ I REALLY FEEL YOU AND LIKE I IM HERE AND I WENT TRUGH THIS IT HURTS IK JUST HANG IN THERE 💙
I think we've all seen videos of managers taking away food from idols and being rude or abusive to them. We've seen videos of fans demanding them to say or act a certain way and if they don't, fans get abusive. And this is just what we see. Imagine what happens behind closed doors. And yeah, they're just what, supposed to take it? I mean have you ever seen an idol freak out or anything? If they have a human reaction, fans freak out. We've seen idols pass out on stage and the other idols keep going. A whole ass Taeyeon was taken off stage in a kidnapping attempt and it took way too long for anyone to respond. Idols try to perform injured or sick because they know their rude ass fans don't care and demand the performance regardless. I mean it's ridiculous to deny many of them have had way too much to endure. It's got to be especially hard on those who didn't grow up in the culture, like him.
I was on one of his lives and it was another serious one and I asked him any tips on how to stop self harming and he said to just go do what you love, first time I ever felt heard by someone
He’s been suffering and we haven’t seen him struggle. He suffered in pain but we’ve never noticed his pain. When he revealed his scars I started thinking abt the time I used harm and how much my arm was messed up. And I look back at these scars and realize I’m not ok. It breaks my heart that he did what I used to do a long time ago
I remember when life got tough for me i would always inflict harm on myself like biting my arms hitting myself and sometimes taking a razor to my skin and scraping my skin and it turned into an addiction. everytime I felt stressed and sad I would always do this until I felt "better'' and I would always act as if I was okay I actually wasn't. At school I was normally seen as a funny goofy person but it was all to hide how I actually felt. This still continues but less than before idk what to do i've seeked help but it still doesn't work.But seeing that Beomhan went through the samething is sad I don't wish that for anybody please take care of your self and a word of kindness means alot to anyone
No i can't he is the sweetest most beautiful f in person in the world bro when he showed his scars my jaw dropped this man did not deserve this i love this man i don't know what to say he deserves to be loved like people don't think before speaking like your words might cause someone to kill themselves so think twice actually thik ten times before you say something to anyone 💔 ❤ I'm literally crying my eyes out because how much I relate to this 💔
Honestly it’s good he got kicked out because the amount of pressure would have built up over time and it would eventually become to much for him to handle❤he did not deserve to be treated like that and then punish himself😢
I miss the old beomhan i really dont like the fans they are really toxic we are suppose to be keeping idols safe the more this happen the more idols leave idols leave bc of bullying bc of the fans the fans are the the villian is this was a drama i would name it "toxic environment " This is getting out of hand frfrfr
I feel worried .....how he is now...what he up to now...did he do anything....i want updated bout him...i just dont want another idol suicide......thats hurt too much😢
tysm for the trigger warning, how much i hate when people randomly vent when they didnt even ask. Its not okay, some people struggle and dont need to see that
this was i think in june of 2023, (he seems to be doing better now) but this was when he was still in FM ent. and went live to talk about his journey with depression, anxiety, SH, etc
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*(for context: he went live on instagram (in august 2023 when he was still under FM ent who wasn't treating him well) and talked about his journey with depression, anxiety, SH, etc)*
beomhan is probably one of the kindest, most positive, and energetic people i have ever seen, which is why it hurts so much to see him like this. he deserves the world, and i really really really hope he's doing better than before. he had helped me through a lot, and he's one of my favorite people ever. i wish the absolute best for him and i hope he never has to go through anything like this again. especially since he was only a trainee too :((
i love beomhan with all my heart, and he doesn't deserve to go through any of this. hes such a positive person but hes been through sm. just thinking about him being depressed makes me want to scream and cry. he jokes a lot but ik he can really be hurt sometimes. i just want him to be happy ❤️🩹
Same I see the live in a TH-cam short and it made me cry 😢😢😢
Frrrr
So he left that company
@@ChuuMoon777 no he was fired
@@fxgia ohhhhh. Why?!
My heart dropped when he showed his scars....he went live with short sleeves to call for help but none of the people around him tried to help him, cruel. He deserves better.
Is he okay?,cuz he had a comeback now and apparently he got a lot of hate for it
@@arrozconabichuelas2841 I dont think he is, even if he act like his song is like a joke. He probably feel bad
My heart DROPPED when he showed his scars.. hes such a sweetheart and hes so fcking postive and supportive n shi even when hes going through some stuff.. we need to protect him at all costs bro i aint joking
I just want to take him in my arms and hug him so thight... No words can explain my feelings..
.... ❤️
the way he says “yeah” after someone said your shaking breaks my heart especially bc he has a smile on his face 2😔 i’m so sorry for beomhan this makes me and probably a bunch of other ppl sad i hope he can heal
Hey who is he? What happened?
@@supertuna6894he’s a kpop trainee and I think he got fired or something and his company isn’t treating him right
@@EllBelle-ul5tw yup 👍🏽
@@EllBelle-ul5tw yeah his contract was terminated
@EllBelle-ul5tw he left the company. They werent treating him right and they told him hes allowed to leave if he wants to so he did
my jaw dropped when he revealed his scars
he's been going through so much
i feel so bad for him
i hope he gets better soon ❤
People should show more love to him and support him 💔 it really breaks my heart 😭
fr😓💔
Yea😢
Guys i did an event with him a few weeks ago (i was working the event) and i promise he is so much better now🙏🏻 he appreciates us tiger cubs so much💕
When I saw his scars I was sad and said ahh he need one of the biggest hugs
My heart broke into pieces seeing those scars. He’s such a warm-hearted amd amazing person I hope he’s gonne get better ❤️🩹
I’ve know who he was for a few months now I think…and this made me cry tbh and when I saw the scars it made me cry more.
The fact that he said “yeah I haven’t slept” and you can see his heart break in his eyes💔 SH is so hard to go through especially with K-pop idols, I really hope he gets better. Beomhan has got me through so much and seeing this broke my heart❤️🩹
i swear my heart still sinks when he shows his scars. he didn’t deserve a single thing:((
He deserves so much more respect and love❤️❤️
I want to give him a hug 🫂❤
Omg 😱 no he’s sunshine he doesn’t deserve that 😰🥲
He deserves much much much more better 😭😭😭
His sh scars look fresh....
yeah 💔💔 fortunately this video was from about a year ago though, he's doing a lot better now
I really want to tell him it will all be alright, I really hope he holds out, it so sad because it's always the best, kindest and nicest people that suffer and they never ever deserve to. If I could I'd give this man all the stars in the sky, I'd still feel like he deserved more. I used to also self harm but Ive been working on not doing so for some time now and I've made good progress. I still struggle that's no doubt and it's much easier said than done, but it's our responsibility to truly love him, fight for him and make him realise that even if it's a struggle to care for himself we can care for him.
I know we're a very funny fanbase and we often make unserious, weird and goofy jokes, (which can also be great cause we make him smile sometimes) but i also believe we should be a safe space for him and be respectful. He deserves fans who are there for him and are able to help out as much as they can. We got this guys ❤ #Forbeomhan
Please…if you’re struggling with sh, please remember that you’re worth fighting for. You’re valuable and you don’t deserve it. Know that Jesus is with you and he cares about you. You can talk to Him…He cares about you always
this is a beautiful message for all that are going through/have went through SH, thank you for this💗🫶🏻
I am not religious but thank you anyway, it is still comforting. I struggle with self harm and ive been clean for about a week now. Its a tough thing but it isnt as bad as before so i have high hopes ❤
@toby-nq9di I had almost the exact same thought. I'm not religious but the message is beautiful and should help religious and non religious people alike
I am 11 and this made me cry he is one of the funniest and kindest people i have ever seen and to see him like this broke me 💔😥
"Do I sometimes cry for help? Yes"
And he doesn't get it? That is f up
i know, he really doesn't deserve it. 💔💔 i'm so thankful that he's doing better now.
Exactly. Its not a bad thing to cry for help when you need it and aren't getting it. He deserves so much better
my heart dropped at this live. we dont deserve him. beomhan, we are so proud of you they dont fcking deserve u and i wish u the very best. please protect this sweetheart
I wish I could give him a hug and tell him he’ll be okay. I feel so bad because he was so excited for his debut and was so proud of it and everyone forgot that and said it sucked… I was so scared and made when I saw people commenting… because I know that if it was me in his shoes and people were criticizing my work then I’d be pretty upset.
Beomhan.. You deserve something better. You deserve better life.. You deserve all the good things❤
Beomhan is too special, we can’t lose him, he deserves a big ass apology, I really hope his career turns out well, if not ima gonna literally become an idol and go to him and hug him for hours and tell him he is loved every day♥️
Sometimes the happiest looking people arent. I know from experience. Im one of them
Those wounds look so much like mine. I hide them most of the time except when I can't muster the energy to care what people think, but I admire his courage or what to call it when he shows his pain. Beautiful scars but I hope he can let them fade one day. He seems like a precious person... 😽❤️🩹
I guess everyone's heart dropped when he showed his scars, wow, he's going though alot, he went live because he needed help, he is the most kindest person I have seen, he's funny, he's kind, he's alot of things, meanwhile he's also suffering, I love beomhan so much, we all do, please take care of yourself beomhan. I want him to be happy.
He helped me through so much and to see him like this 😭 ❤️ it’s SO terrible 😭
Bro beomhan makes me laugh and smile
Beomhan deserves so much better
I do hope that you all understand that these scars arent old, theyre probably like 2 or 2 weeks old. I have enough scars myself and I can tell pretty easily. I hope hes doing okay and is trying to fix himself, he doesnt deserve hate or to see himself as a bad person, hes an amazing human being, he deserves the world.
oh…i frel so bad i hope he gets better
i know, me too ❤️🩹❤️🩹
I don’t wanna cry I don’t wanna cry 😖😖😫😫
I am really crying for beomhan it's so sad to see him go through this.😠😠
“People who laughs a lot are the ones who suffered too much “
- unknown
I can't believe they kicked him out. He could have helped a lot of people with him being an idol and people who look up to him.
yeah, it's really sad, but i think it happened for the best, yk? since now that he's not in the company anymore he's a lot more free and doesn't have anyone controlling him anymore❤️
When he showed his scars I was like “ hey I also have that marks on me😭”
TH-cam really had to remind me of this on a day like today
i'm so happy he's not in that company anymore
SORRY i honestly don't know why youtube is still recommending my old videos 😭
It's been a while I haven't follow what was happening with Beomhan activities but I wasn't expecting this... It's heartbreaking, he really always smile and laugh but... My heart is bleeding rn... 😢
Seeing his scars made me shake thinking about some situations i went through. My heart is broken seeing him like this... He usually tries to stay positive but its hard when you have something like that. 😢😢
The funniest and the happiest looking people are always the saddest people they laugh shit off they feel horrible about and then they get to their breaking point is fuckin sucks, I wish you could say how you feel without being critisized for being a "pick me" or "faking", that shit hurts like fuck I wish people that looked happy really were happy.
Beomhan deserves way better his so sweet and kind hearted and to see him like this is so sad I’m literally balling my eyes rn because he deserves WAY more then he has rn
He really didn't deserve this.. he is the kindest soul and this poor man really deserves better 💔
It really sucks how people are shaming him for his scars like WTH dude
I remember shaking so much watching this, i love him so much and i dont want anything bad to ever happen to him 🥺😔💔
Instead of the live he should have been sleeping😢 he try’s his best for us but people don’t care
My heart sank into my stomach the first time i saw this...😓 He deserves better honestly.. i feel so bad for him..
I love you Beomhan♥️😔
oh my gosh I just want to give him the biggest hug ever. he doesn't deserve to feel like this
My heart is dropping and I literally crying I feel so bad I wish I could give him a hug it hurts so much to see him like this he so kind and nice and always spending his time to make us smile and be happy please beomhan smile for us and always stay positive and don’t think of negativity and bad stuff
When I saw his arm …
I feel so bad. His company kicked him out for sharing personal info. I hope for a better company to take him in 😭🥺💔
As a person who also does sh at times, it feels so upset how an idol also does it. Hope he gets better
As a person who went through depression and hate and self harm i dont know what to say. I feel so bad for him. Hes a hyper person and i am too. But just because we have high energy doesnt mean it cant be negative energy either.😔 and judging from my experience those are about maybe a week and a half to two weeks old
I hate seeing good people sad. I have no idea who he is but he seems like a sweet heart. I hope he's feeling better ❤❤
I was in that live..when he showed the scars i just..i just started crying bcs i was clean for 2 weeks but then i see him in that situation and idk he is just one of the kindest people i’ve ever see, he’s just so him and so funny, so pure and kind and..hurts. Hurst a lot.
When i saw those scars I was like😮😮😮😮I hope beomham is doing better🩷
when i first saw his scars i cried for him. genuinely…because i know i could never fully understand the weight of his pain but i empathized with him so hard but not in a form of pity. i can’t really explain it but the world is just so fucking cruel to him i hate it.
You can see in his eyes that he wanted to just burst into tears 😔
I really hope he's okay...im not extremely familiar with him but i know of him❤ i hope he gets better and lives his happiest days🙏🏼
Wow when he showed cuts I'm said "oh yay were twins" also my fam don't know that I cùt 😊😊😊😊😂😂❤❤❤
Ok fnc clearly isn't doing their job properly, it's upto us to protect this precious baby at all costs 😭
Omg beomhan 😭😭😭😭😭 are you okay dude!!???
That looks so painful (>_
WE ARE HERE FOR YOU BEOMHAN DONT PRESSURE YOURSELF YUR DOING GREAT AND NO MATTER WHO IA THERE OR NO I WILL BE HERE CUZ I REALLY FEEL YOU AND LIKE I IM HERE AND I WENT TRUGH THIS IT HURTS IK JUST HANG IN THERE 💙
I'm praying for you buddy. You are amazing ❤. We all love you so much, you have no idea
I think we've all seen videos of managers taking away food from idols and being rude or abusive to them. We've seen videos of fans demanding them to say or act a certain way and if they don't, fans get abusive. And this is just what we see. Imagine what happens behind closed doors.
And yeah, they're just what, supposed to take it? I mean have you ever seen an idol freak out or anything? If they have a human reaction, fans freak out. We've seen idols pass out on stage and the other idols keep going. A whole ass Taeyeon was taken off stage in a kidnapping attempt and it took way too long for anyone to respond. Idols try to perform injured or sick because they know their rude ass fans don't care and demand the performance regardless. I mean it's ridiculous to deny many of them have had way too much to endure. It's got to be especially hard on those who didn't grow up in the culture, like him.
I have no words 😶 other than take care of your self beomhan please ❤️❤️❤️
I was on one of his lives and it was another serious one and I asked him any tips on how to stop self harming and he said to just go do what you love, first time I ever felt heard by someone
He’s been suffering and we haven’t seen him struggle. He suffered in pain but we’ve never noticed his pain. When he revealed his scars I started thinking abt the time I used harm and how much my arm was messed up. And I look back at these scars and realize I’m not ok. It breaks my heart that he did what I used to do a long time ago
This makes me so sad 😢and i felt really sorry for him when i saw the scars ❤
I remember when life got tough for me i would always inflict harm on myself like biting my arms hitting myself and sometimes taking a razor to my skin and scraping my skin and it turned into an addiction. everytime I felt stressed and sad I would always do this until I felt "better'' and I would always act as if I was okay I actually wasn't. At school I was normally seen as a funny goofy person but it was all to hide how I actually felt. This still continues but less than before idk what to do i've seeked help but it still doesn't work.But seeing that Beomhan went through the samething is sad I don't wish that for anybody please take care of your self and a word of kindness means alot to anyone
HAPPY, HE FINALLY DEBUTED NOW❤
IKR IM SO PROUD OF HIM🥹🥹
My poor Beomhan.. I feel so bad for him..
look i don’t like k-pop but that’s so sad. i really hope everything goes well for him
No i can't he is the sweetest most beautiful f in person in the world bro when he showed his scars my jaw dropped this man did not deserve this i love this man i don't know what to say he deserves to be loved like people don't think before speaking like your words might cause someone to kill themselves so think twice actually thik ten times before you say something to anyone 💔 ❤ I'm literally crying my eyes out because how much I relate to this 💔
Honestly it’s good he got kicked out because the amount of pressure would have built up over time and it would eventually become to much for him to handle❤he did not deserve to be treated like that and then punish himself😢
He deserves better
😔😔♥️
This made me cry his arm :(
Apóiem muito ele, por favor ❤😢
He deserves better…
My heart dropped.
DANG THOSE SCARS😭😭😭 I hope he's ok 😭 I feel bad for him😭😭
I hope he is doing well, especially with all the comments he has received for his comeback 😕
I love him so much💔😭
😢😢😢😢
I miss the old beomhan i really dont like the fans they are really toxic we are suppose to be keeping idols safe the more this happen the more idols leave idols leave bc of bullying bc of the fans the fans are the the villian is this was a drama i would name it "toxic environment "
This is getting out of hand frfrfr
bro I'm literally crying
I feel worried .....how he is now...what he up to now...did he do anything....i want updated bout him...i just dont want another idol suicide......thats hurt too much😢
Ja też mam takie i się nie chwalę
i'm so sorry :(
tysm for the trigger warning, how much i hate when people randomly vent when they didnt even ask. Its not okay, some people struggle and dont need to see that
I did not understand anything. Can someone translate for me into Arabic, please?
Ar you ok 😢❤️❤️❤️
💔💔
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Wait why is he so sad 🤨
I’m so confused… someone please tell me what’s going on… what happened to Beomhan? Is he okay?
this was i think in june of 2023, (he seems to be doing better now) but this was when he was still in FM ent. and went live to talk about his journey with depression, anxiety, SH, etc
@@fxgia omg poor beomhan😭😭 I haven’t kept up with anything about him in forever… thank you so much for explaining!!
@@kim.minji_mini no problem! he seems to be doing better now, i'm very proud of him :)
Did he cut himself? (idk really)
yeah 💔.
@@fxgia omg I feel so sorry for him. I know how it feels, sometimes I want to do it too so I really think he deserves better♥️♥️
uhmmmm can someone explain to me who he is , what happened, and what kpop group he's in? sorry to be a nuisance
this is beomhan, he's a former kpop trainee. this is a clip from one of his lives where he talked about his journey with depression, anxiety, and SH