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  • @eclipsemoon2770
    @eclipsemoon2770 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    Thank you Niki for opening up about what happened with Nate, we appreciate you including us in your pain it means a lot. Take care of yourself, i really hope you heal fast and fully! Love you Niki

  • @leslie3550
    @leslie3550 ปีที่แล้ว +321

    Time girl, time. Things come with time. Everything in life comes with time. And putting pressure on yourself only makes YOU feel worse. Let the time happen. I'm a Sagittarius with my honest energy!

  • @lyricallykai
    @lyricallykai ปีที่แล้ว +86

    You guys became my favorite podcast right away. It wasn’t because of the drama but more the relatable moments. Crossing my fingers it will still be a thing !

  • @mommashawna707
    @mommashawna707 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    Every relationship that we’re in we learn something from and we know what not to look for and what to look for in the next relationship and eventually we get to THE relationship. When you are in the relationship that you’re meant to be in, you are able to get sad, mad, happy and indifferent and your significant other is there for you and they learn how you tick and they don’t use it against you but no how to lift you up. You just simply become in sync and that person becomes your forever best friend, they will be the first one you want to tell something to and the last one you want to see before you go to sleep and time doesn’t change it, things will get boring at periods but leaving is never an option. You become as one but stay unique. That’s when you know this is your person for life.

    • @aubreylevesque912
      @aubreylevesque912 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My boyfriend and I are celebrating our 14th year together this year and this comment is very well said!
      Also, I had to get dumped in order to find him lol It’ll get better soon Niki, it always does ✨💖🦄🍰🌈🎨🌥🧚🏻🧜‍♀️

    • @mommashawna707
      @mommashawna707 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@aubreylevesque912 in a week I’ll be married 31 years and it’s so hard to tell another person that you will find that person, it’s just not the right time because when you are in that break up things feel so hopeless and until you do find that someone then you look back at all those sad times and think why, why did I do that. I guess we all have to go through it and feel it to understand it. I wish you so many more years together and I’m happy that you found that special person.

    • @roxey3779
      @roxey3779 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      beautifully said!!

    • @mommashawna707
      @mommashawna707 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@roxey3779 Thank you

  • @rebeccamcauley4547
    @rebeccamcauley4547 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Loving for this series where you vlog like we are on your face tome. Just chilled vibes all the way, and I love that intimacy that you are honest and light-hearted. Thanks, Niki, for being transparent on your channel as we have a community of caring and considerate people. This really helps when struggling with entail health and life pressures. 💙💫

  • @IzabelVlogs
    @IzabelVlogs ปีที่แล้ว +46

    your new song is really on a whole new level... u keep evolving with your music, lifestyle and content. i love that for u

    • @rebeccamcauley4547
      @rebeccamcauley4547 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes absolutely agree new single is terrific

    • @Blueeyesinthesky
      @Blueeyesinthesky ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree girl it goes hard asf tbh!! I hope it gets the attention it deserves

    • @F.F.A
      @F.F.A ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I thought it was really good! I was definitely surprised by the more rock vibe but I didn’t dislike it

  • @scorp1ovenus
    @scorp1ovenus ปีที่แล้ว +87

    I loved the podcast and seeing you guys be candid and just talk. You don’t need big topics to talk about; even astrology, what’s going on right now for you guys, idk I loved it and will miss it but whatever is right for you guys !!

  • @Dontuweep
    @Dontuweep ปีที่แล้ว +62

    I literally felt like we were apart of your everyday life with this FaceTime idea, I loved it. Thank you for always being honest and real with us and taking us along. We love you always ❤

  • @Babyblue11143
    @Babyblue11143 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I felt that line "why do people fall in love if it doesn't work out" I ask myself that a lot n I love being single since my last relationship was an absolute mess healing is messy

  • @noodle3851
    @noodle3851 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    omg ngl, niki just feels so real & relaxed in this vlog, idk but for the past couple of vlogs it felt like she had a mask on

    • @nikidemar
      @nikidemar  ปีที่แล้ว +5

      the ADHD meds 😅

  • @AnnaBertarioni
    @AnnaBertarioni ปีที่แล้ว +4

    loved the emotional honesty and the venting part, is so refreshing to watch and hear, and always remember, the people that come into our lives as partners or friends, are here to teach us a blessing or a lesson, and that's that! that's why they come into our lives.

  • @Momo-ru6sm
    @Momo-ru6sm ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love this format

  • @Bella2point0
    @Bella2point0 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love when TH-camrs vlog like this. So much more relatable and makes me feel closer to them. Really enjoyed this vlog Niki! Feels like we’re bffs 🥰❤️ thank you for your honesty and vulnerability.

  • @kj3735
    @kj3735 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I really liked the podcast and hope you all can bring it back in a way that makes you both happy. I feel like we got to see you ladies in a real way. I liked how we got hear the BTS of your different eras and see the love & friendship you have for each other.

  • @marilla2001
    @marilla2001 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    Sunday with Niki ♡
    PS. I'm pretty sure Niki says "guys I'm obsessed" once in every video

  • @amberpinlyn304
    @amberpinlyn304 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I love you Niki so much!
    So glad to be seeing your beautiful face and vibrant personality shining🖤 My depression and bipolar 1 has been crazy af and I really live for your videos to help through those manic and depressive situations. Stay strong and happy sending positive vibes to you my love♥️

  • @peachiii5456
    @peachiii5456 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    you should definitely do more of these type of videos i loved this ❤️❤️❤️

  • @letfabrin
    @letfabrin ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I loved the FaceTime idea Niki! Also thank you for being so open and honest about your feelings, I really feel connected to you in a way I don't feel with some of my closest friends. I hope time brings you the cure and happiness you deserve. Lots of love from Brazil! 🖤

  • @zayareum
    @zayareum ปีที่แล้ว +1

    my fav types of videos!

  • @dennettmolly
    @dennettmolly ปีที่แล้ว +6

    When you said why do people fall in love when it doesn’t work out…..you were suppose to go through this, learn what you needed to learn, and become a better person because of it. Breakups suck but do everything that makes you happy ❤❤❤

  • @reececofficial
    @reececofficial ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I loved this video and I would love more videos like it !!! Felt like we were having a conversation and that was comforting !!! Love you so much Niki !!! 🥰🥰🥰

  • @jiddl1231
    @jiddl1231 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I'm proud of you Niki 100%❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @RomneyRanjo
    @RomneyRanjo ปีที่แล้ว +2

    your openness is what makes u unique ❤

  • @zuhei
    @zuhei ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Nicki that talk in the car was like you writing a new song letting all those feelings out! It definitely helps, being honest with ourselves. Much love ❤

  • @taliw7736
    @taliw7736 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Excited for whats to come! Im really liking these chill , honest and simple vlogs like chatting to friends. Xoxo best wishes

  • @chelseakatie02
    @chelseakatie02 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Yassss for body doubling! Helps me adhd so much. I'm watching this at work as I'm sewing :) love you Niki! So proud of you 💕

  • @audjseriously
    @audjseriously ปีที่แล้ว +6

    “why do people have to fall in love if it’s supposed to not work out ?” 💔 same 😢

  • @ambrehello
    @ambrehello ปีที่แล้ว +4

    looooove ur more personal and intimate formats niki ! 🤍🤍

    • @rebeccamcauley4547
      @rebeccamcauley4547 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know it is brilliant vlog like on close friends story 💜✨️

  • @girlalmightyx1d
    @girlalmightyx1d ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i just love your vlogs there so good idk why they just are. love when you talk about music and the 2000s..

  • @rmannayr2129
    @rmannayr2129 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    GLAD THAT NIKI IS SO REAL AND HONEST!

  • @florenciaquinonez2547
    @florenciaquinonez2547 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    yes I love this type of videos! sending you so much love girlll

  • @elisazouza
    @elisazouza ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm also addicted to the go go go and i have adhd too and even with my youtube, i feel odd when i don't post but youtube means the world to meeee and your videos are such a comfort for me

  • @klaudiaczubajewska
    @klaudiaczubajewska ปีที่แล้ว +4

    omg love this ❤ hope everything falls back into place for you, I love you Niki ❤

  • @mckaylajean
    @mckaylajean ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you’re actually my comfort person

  • @fridakana1241
    @fridakana1241 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I actually love this, i swiped with the screen and it was weirdly satisfying 😂

    • @videobysky
      @videobysky ปีที่แล้ว

      I created that graphic! I’m thinking of giving it away for ppl to use in their videos cuz it turned out so cute 💕

    • @HassanRaashid
      @HassanRaashid ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@videobyskyI thought Niki edited her own vlogs?

  • @makenziegiven2141
    @makenziegiven2141 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Hey Niki. My boyfriend took his life after our breakup 7 months ago. I wouldn’t be here either today, without you. Niki thank you for your channel thank you for your music and thank you for making me stronger than I thought possible. I love you.

  • @suzewink6788
    @suzewink6788 ปีที่แล้ว

    LOVED this video format. We are living for independent growing queen era! Love & misery is on constant replay- so relatable to my life.

  • @cvk2761
    @cvk2761 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    ahhh i loved the podcast tough, could u imagine doing one just by yourself?

  • @honeybeigemua
    @honeybeigemua ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love seeing you thrive, Niki 💖

  • @mireyaesquivel181
    @mireyaesquivel181 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love theses type of chill and talk videos. Not a fan of the on the go type of videos because they felt like it was everywhere. I love the videos where it's juts Niki filming in her house and talking or decorating.

  • @dulce.dollyyy
    @dulce.dollyyy ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’ve felt like how you did on the relationship part but now I understood why the relationship had to end . I thought abuse was actual love because I never experienced or even seen real love growing up . But now that I am experiencing real love and learning to love myself , I just take that breakup as Something I had to go through to learn in life . 🖤🖤 Love you Niki 🌹

  • @eclioness7019
    @eclioness7019 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I loved this so much, helped me clear my head and feel like I am not alone💗

  • @nopeenahh
    @nopeenahh ปีที่แล้ว +5

    If you can't see the other person with someone else don't let go. Been with my husband for 10 years. What people don't realize a "rough patch" isn't a day or week can be months. Looking back we can say this year was amazing- this year was the worst- this year was just ok, but it gets better.

    • @smome777
      @smome777 ปีที่แล้ว

      Shhhhhh

  • @Annalise198
    @Annalise198 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Also I just got the point where you ask "why do we even fall in love if it was never supposed to work out anyways?" and I've asked myself the same thing with each relationships' end. It hurts like hell and is so cliche to say, but I truly do believe that they came with lessons we were meant to learn as we continue grow, mature, and evolve. There's something you learned about your capacity, boundaries, needs, desires, etc that teaches you about who you are and what you will and won't accept in relationships moving forward - whether that be with a partner, family member, or friend. Something about that view of things has always felt a bit freeing to me and I hope it brings you some peace as well.

  • @katiestubes3755
    @katiestubes3755 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love these videos Niki! So proud of you!

  • @kt7629
    @kt7629 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love u niki!! focus on u girlie, everything will work out!

  • @theluschmasterinc
    @theluschmasterinc ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Putting together a show looks like such fun!

  • @sormehmehri6206
    @sormehmehri6206 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Hey Niki don't apologize for showing your emotions 🥺

  • @Burnedtongue
    @Burnedtongue ปีที่แล้ว +3

    LMAO Taurus vibes! My baby daddy always face times me & there’s time we’re not even talking just hanging out on the phone 😂

  • @cheree7244
    @cheree7244 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love the song, have it on repeat. I love what you're doing with your channel. I love that you try different things and every video isn't the same. I get your notification, I'm like let's see what Nikki has up her sleeve. I'm 37 and love your content🔥🔥🔥

  • @cindieramirez7080
    @cindieramirez7080 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That’s because love is not enough!!! That’s what a lot of people don’t get. They think I can’t leave because I love them, meanwhile there’s no trust, no communication, nothing in common, or 2 separate lives, but I love them. No , not enough and doesn’t matter enough to stay. You did the right thing. Being happy is the more important then any love can ever be❤, life is short, and you may miss out on the one your really supposed to be with.❤

  • @erikasankary5517
    @erikasankary5517 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Damn, I loved the podcast and how real you guys were. Totally relatable!

  • @papi_taee
    @papi_taee ปีที่แล้ว +18

    You never disappoint with the vlogs💕🔥🦇❤️‍🔥🫶🏽🫶🏽

    • @rebeccamcauley4547
      @rebeccamcauley4547 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Absolutely Niki does not the content is always amazing 👌

  • @maazrizwan111
    @maazrizwan111 ปีที่แล้ว

    NIKII!!fr I’ve never liked ur song this much but love and misery ahhh I love it fr it’s a bop

  • @taliw7736
    @taliw7736 ปีที่แล้ว

    I do enjoy the new sound of Love and Misery! Proud of you

  • @raylinnharger4984
    @raylinnharger4984 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    make this a series babe we need 😩

  • @JuliaRoseThorn
    @JuliaRoseThorn ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I think, with relationships that don’t work out is because you need it to grow. You become stagnate in what’s comfortable and in order to grow you need to try new things and sometimes they don’t work out. But it’s not a bad thing because you become the next era of who you’re supposed to be.

  • @CedeJacobs
    @CedeJacobs ปีที่แล้ว +5

    you’re on the way to healed boo, keep doing you 💕💕

  • @TheLaurenDavis
    @TheLaurenDavis ปีที่แล้ว

    love this FaceTime format.

  • @iammarccolomayt82094
    @iammarccolomayt82094 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Hi Niki, I love this kind of FaceTime-like vlog so much! 😍🎀💕💖💖💖

    • @nnij9570
      @nnij9570 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same :)

  • @tragically.rachel
    @tragically.rachel ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Honestly, if you released this song earlier, it wouldn't have been the right timing. It depends on you and how you feel! Really loved this vlog!! Your style is TDF

  • @thefairyjedi
    @thefairyjedi ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love your vlogs Niki!! 🖤 Love your honesty.

  • @crystaljade1217
    @crystaljade1217 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    “Why do people have to fall in love if it’s just not gonna workout?” Real

  • @LavenderLushLuxury
    @LavenderLushLuxury ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Another good one vlog, Niki 💜 You NEVER Disappoint 🧡🖤🤍 So Bomb, SO FIRE...!!!

  • @toritodd7726
    @toritodd7726 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I loved the podcast so much!!

  • @mahrukhmalik6099
    @mahrukhmalik6099 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Niki can we please talk about love and misery?! Damn that hit in the feels.

  • @kamrynkyhn2795
    @kamrynkyhn2795 ปีที่แล้ว

    niki i love you more and more every vid and the realness you give is just amazing 🫶

  • @MidnightMuse102
    @MidnightMuse102 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Looooooooove the pink & green bedroom 🌴

  • @vevegirl23
    @vevegirl23 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I loved this video! thank you so much for sharing it with us. Yes its totally okay that you're not in the healing place that you want to be yet because like you said 'Time heals everything" so just hang in there and you'll be okay! I love you so much!
    Love Always your number one fan Veve!

  • @gpanzavolta
    @gpanzavolta ปีที่แล้ว +1

    LOVED this video, hope you make more like this one❤️

  • @AlexisAna
    @AlexisAna ปีที่แล้ว +2

    53 seconds!!! I love your videos can’t wait to see more videos in the house!

  • @madison8762
    @madison8762 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I loved this video in its entirety. Please do more FaceTime vlogs:)

  • @norinmerchant4129
    @norinmerchant4129 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Always love these types of videos♥

  • @nayezka1027
    @nayezka1027 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love these videos niki bc my best friend barely wants to FaceTime me bc she's alwayssss busy

  • @saundradavis
    @saundradavis ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't be the only one who pretended to swipe to answer. I loved this video format. Felt so personal! 💖

  • @cats._.brain.
    @cats._.brain. ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love this type of vlog 💕

  • @taliw7736
    @taliw7736 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great for you realizing to pause and enjoy your home

  • @morg5558
    @morg5558 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I think you should stay in your house and do renos like what cam and julie on tiktok do!!! It has so much potential for each space to be a really cool vibe and it’ll give you something to make u feel more at home no matter if u end up selling or not !

  • @GenericBeans
    @GenericBeans ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Everything, in time. ❤️

  • @paticortes87
    @paticortes87 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love this video !! I truly felt close to you in this video !!

    • @rebeccamcauley4547
      @rebeccamcauley4547 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same though feels authentic that is really important with any influencer 💜✨️

  • @kelamanzanares8166
    @kelamanzanares8166 ปีที่แล้ว

    The facetime idea is GOLD!!!! When are you coming to San Francisco mama???? Love you! ❤

  • @kerribowen184
    @kerribowen184 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love when you do these types of Vlogs❤

    • @rebeccamcauley4547
      @rebeccamcauley4547 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same though the chilled vlog needed for Sunday evening 🧡💫

    • @kerribowen184
      @kerribowen184 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@rebeccamcauley4547 🥰

  • @Skart40
    @Skart40 ปีที่แล้ว

    WE NEED MORE OF THESE!!!

  • @edadoxx
    @edadoxx ปีที่แล้ว

    I‘m so sad about the podcast situation! :(( I loved you two doing it so much I loved listening to you niki. Honestly, I’d love for you to have your own podcast bc I think there’s so much you say that people relate to. Really sad about this :(

  • @aliciagleason176
    @aliciagleason176 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this type of vlog 🤗💯 also love and misery 🔥🔥🔥 so honest and raw and rocked it 👏

  • @nateandstina
    @nateandstina ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Loveee the way this is edited

  • @Andyanderson3878
    @Andyanderson3878 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow Niki I really liked this video. It was a great idea. You should do more getting ready videos. Maybe even a morning and night routine. I’m currently obsessed with watching them on TH-cam. Thank you for sharing. 💞💞💞

  • @Katrise
    @Katrise ปีที่แล้ว +1

    7:06 , when I left my ex-fiance, I was sure in doing so because I had literally drained myself trying to make things work. SPOT ON.

  • @arikas_designs23
    @arikas_designs23 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this style of video Niki!!

  • @evelyna2617
    @evelyna2617 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Just what I needed today. I’m having a shitty day thank you niki ❤❤

  • @nnij9570
    @nnij9570 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Niki we love the old Niki and gabi videos... Maybe do the podcast once in a while? Love your vibes BTW

  • @rastosekanina9811
    @rastosekanina9811 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    hey love! ik you are busy, but in the Niki and Gabi channel you said - awhile ago- that you would do a sister vs sister DIY thingy

  • @DanielasVideoDiary
    @DanielasVideoDiary ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yes I loved this FaceTime💜

  • @kendracoleman99
    @kendracoleman99 ปีที่แล้ว

    Btw you are such a queen at editing 🫣💗

  • @Notsostrangeconvos
    @Notsostrangeconvos ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Niki ks one of the strongest people

  • @maytie1270
    @maytie1270 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love “Love and Misery”

  • @aeishabrown
    @aeishabrown ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Yes, I love these videos! I feel so connected with you Niki❤

    • @rebeccamcauley4547
      @rebeccamcauley4547 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same though just a chance for Niki to express herself and be honest with us yet be light-hearted as well. 🧡💫

  • @nicoleoyejola5091
    @nicoleoyejola5091 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love & Misery is Niki best song along with Bite of me

  • @rgee7148
    @rgee7148 ปีที่แล้ว

    YES love it. ps. I love the way the guitarist looks at You 💚

  • @courtneylong3358
    @courtneylong3358 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I totally agree with your choice to skip out on the podcast the way it was going! Wouldn't want to damage your relationship by going too far back in the past. Maybe cover hot topics of things that are going on in the media and celebrity gossip and your take on it? Full coverage with Laura Lee and Manny MUA is a good one to watch for ideas on structure!